14 May 2014 @ 12:50 am
I'm looking for any fics based around the alley scene in 5x18 Point of No Return that DON'T romanticise/sexualise it and deal with the actual trauma Dean has to deal with after having his best friend beat him up for what essentially boils down to suicide.

It's such a fascinating scene in their relationship but I can't read any of the ones which turn that scene into sex or romance because the abuse overtones really squick me out. So yeah, fics dealing with that!

In general though, I'd also like any sort of fics dealing with Dean's trauma caused by other characters from specific in-show events (eg the vampire thing with soulless!Sam or the scene in Goodbye Stranger where Cas beats Dean up, or even way back in season 1 with Asylum - obviously you can tell from this that the other character doesn't have to be in their right mind, but Dean still gets hurt so I still want fics dealing with that). Thank you!

(I'll read any ships - slight preference for gen and against wincest, although if it's a great fic I will read it, provided you let me know when you rec!)
21 December 2013 @ 11:49 pm
I was rewatching S5 but more specifically, 5.18 and what caught my attention was the difference in trust levels between Sam and Dean.Read more )
28 September 2013 @ 09:33 pm
First time posting here and crossing my fingers I'm doing it right.

I love this episode a lot and I've been looking through the tag and while I've had a lot of luck finding Destiel stories for it. I haven't found anything for Sam and Dean.

I read something once where Sam comes to talk to Dean and they confess, so I want something similar. Bonus points for actual Wincest (specially if it is first time for them). I don't mind Gen, as long as it focuses specifically on them. I also don't mind Wincestiel. The only thing I don't want is Destiel. I've already read a lot of those and I'm more interested in seen Sam's take on the whole thing.

I also don't mind anything taking place right after 99 Problems.
22 August 2013 @ 04:53 am
Hi all! Two requests that are sorta related. 1) I'm looking for fics with hurt Dean because of Cas going dark or having a dark moment, either as a result of possession/ mind control
(tags to the 08x17 Naomi-controlled Cas beating Dean are welcome too!!)
or Cas getting angry at Dean and losing control. Tags or AUs with dark!Cas relating to the beat down scene in 05x18 Point of No Return would garner some love! And 2) as bamf as Dean is, he really doesn't have much of a defense when it comes to fighting/ defending himself against the bad angels. So any fics highlighting this would be awesome! All ratings ok, prefer no wincest.    Thanks in advance!!
Help! I have found distressingly few fic that even make a mention of these facts, much less explore them in depth! What I would like help finding is fics that explain or mention why could Dean could kill The Whore and Zachariah. I would love slash fics and like gen fics, but I prefer no het. Pretty Please?
23 December 2012 @ 10:30 pm
I was wondering if there were any RPF fics, any pairing, where one (or more) of the actors gets aroused during an intense scene, possibly leading to later sex?
I was thinking specifically about the scene where Cas/Misha shoves Dean/Jensen against the wall in 05x18, but any scene works :)
17 July 2012 @ 11:03 pm
Hi! The following post will be containing content from Season 5, and will be kept under a cut for potentially triggering content.

Warning For potential Triggers )

Thank you in advance for any links! :)
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29 June 2012 @ 11:40 am
Sup everyone,

!) This idea just popped into my head I am literally watching "Point of no return" on tv with the boys Dean, Sam ,and Adam together again and i was wondering if there are any fics where the boys are like crazy over protective of Adam like when Michael was taking Adam as his vessel i really wanted Dean and Sam to break down that door and take him before he gets body snatched

2) Also i read this story where Sam and Adam where in the pit and Sam was doing everything to protect Adam though Adam kept trying to protect Sam, Sam would not let him get hurt and i know Adam played chess against Lucifer to buy Sam time to heal

3) And of course i would LOVE if there are any deageaged!Adam fics out there and the boys care for him or hell any where the boys ALL of them grew up together with Dean momma hen over both Sam and Adam, and Sam over Adam

Any way thanks ahead of time to anyone who are a help:) Also Cas, Bobby, and John can be in the fics as well trying to Protect the boys or as a deanXcas are welcome too
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11 June 2012 @ 01:26 pm
The scene where Cas beats up dean in season 5 episode 18 was, to me, incredibly hot. Are there any fics that have smut dealing with this scene (cause in my head, some form of smut went down after that scene) Thank you!
24 January 2012 @ 02:19 am
Hello my lovely's!! After re-watching Supernatural season 6 final last night I really need to find an old Cas and Sam friendship fic. 

I'm looking for a specific Cas and Sam friendship story I read awhile ago and thought I bookmarked!!! But of course I didn't, My Bad. XD

Don't remember a lot but there is a few part's that come to mind.

Anyway what I can remember about the fic was each chapter was based on a different Supernatural episode for example The Curious Case of Dean Winchester. When Sam go's to get his "boaster shot" he was in the waiting room at the doctors and he found a little bouncy ball. Cas shows up and they talk, I think Cas asks why Sam is at the doctors etc and Sam gives Cas the ball.

Another chapter was set in the 100th episode Point of No Return. It was from the opening scene when Sam finds Dean at the motel, and when Dean starts yelling at Sam, Cas hears what Dean say's and is upset with Dean for saying those things to Sam.

If I remember correctly the ending was sad because of course Sam ends up in the pit. The very last scene was Cas standing where Sam fell into the pit and saying good bye.

Any help is most welcome!!

Also I don't think it was on LJ or Fanfic.net.   

FOUND!!! Link in comments ^^
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19 October 2011 @ 12:21 am
Basically, I've just rewatched 'Point of No Return' and as ever, thought to myself 'how was Dean able to kill Zachariah?'. In s.4, they said only an angel can kill an angel, so how did it happen? If anyone can rec me fics that explore this, of any length, maybe Michael did vessel Dean up, maybe there was something about Dean, anything! I read most any Dean pairings, Wincest, D/C, slash, gen, I'm easy! One-offs or long length, anything goes! Just... how did he do it, in your understanding! Thank you!
03 October 2011 @ 06:04 pm
Hey everyone, I’m looking for a pair of Dean/Cas fics that I read – one recently, the other ages ago – that I had thought I had bookmarked but, apparently, not so much.

1) The story I read recently was future-ish fic, it feature Dean and Sam living with Bobby, if I’m not mistaken. The focus was on Dean, who was dealing with the long term affects of all the injuries he’d gotten during hunting and, in particular, the Cas’ beating in 5.18. Dean was hiding that he was still in pain, but Cas noticed him saving his money – Dean was seeing a chiropractor – and they eventually talked and sorted things out. I think I read this in the last couple week and I think it might be new. I’ve tried googling for it and gotten nothing, so any help would be vastly appreciated!

ETA FOUND! And Your Very Flesh Shall be a Great Poem by [livejournal.com profile] teh_helenables. Thank you very much, [livejournal.com profile] piratelooksat20!

2) This story I read a while back, so the details are much fuzzier. I read it on AO3 originally, if that helps at all, and it’s an End!verse fic told from Cas’ POV – I think -- featuring marathon sex with bottom!Dean. What’s stayed with me, though, is that Dean was using sex as a kind of punishment; he was pushing himself/his body to the point where it almost wasn’t fun any more, at least, that was Cas’ read on the situation. Does that sound at all familiar to anyone? I’ve gone through the AO3 tags, but haven’t seen it, which probably just means I scrolled right past.

ETA FOUND! Slow and Steady (Fast and Hard) by whithertits. Thank so you much, [livejournal.com profile] votaku!

Thank you all in advance!
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04 July 2011 @ 12:43 am
Hey there guys... again. 

I was rewatching the fifth season recently and I'm just... in NEED of good fics.

requests with a bit of spoiler )

Self-recs are loved <3 Thank you guys!
27 February 2011 @ 12:52 am
Hi folks =D

Any of you lovely people know any good Dean/Castiel fics set during episode 5. 18, Point of no Return?

Specifically after Cas kicks seven shades of crap out of Dean, cos yeah...it was just epic lol It could be short, long, sweet, kinky...I just wanna see what people did with it.

So yeah, thanks either way guys.

Current Mood: relaxed
19 February 2011 @ 12:49 pm
 Hello lifesavers! I have a list of demands lots of requests that I'm hoping you could help me with. 

1) I'd liked to read some long, plot-filled Dean/Castiel fics, like the Hands of God saga (seriously, if you haven't read that, do it RIGHT NOW). 

2) Are there any fics where i.e. Zachariah or Lucifer (or some other douchebag) outs Dean or Castiel before they have told the other about their feelings? For instance, Zachariah showing up and saying to Castiel that he's pathetic to want/love/lust/like Dean. I have a serious kink for that!

3) Any fics where Dean and Castiel come out to Bobby or Bobby figures it out by himself? 

4) Some Misha/Jensen recs, please! I haven't read basically any RPS so I'm open for any kinds of suggestions :) I'm not too picky!

5) Any historical Dean/Castiel AUs?

6) Any Dean/Castiel codas to 5x18, Point of No Return? I've seen some around but for some reason I can't locate them. 

Yeah, I think that's all for now :P Thanks in advance! I'll be really grateful for any recs and I think it goes without saying that I love this community. You rock! 
25 July 2010 @ 03:50 am
Hi Folks!

Can anyone point me in the direction of any good tags/codas/fics relating to the episode Point of No Return (5.18)? I'm very new to this fandom (and ye gods am I loving it!), so chances are if you can think of a story, I haven't read it yet. The only one I have read is the excellent While You Slept by [livejournal.com profile] adrenalineshots.

I would prefer gen fics, but I'll give anything a try. Thanks so much!!!