I just finished rewatching Season 5 and I was wondering if there was any fic where Dean doesn't go to Lisa at the end but Castiel decides to stay with him and things develop from there?
They either keep hunting or Castiel comforts him after losing Sam, anything that means Castiel and Dean staying together and becoming a couple after Sam is gone.

Gen is fine but Dean/Cas preferred.

I swear I had this bookmarked but I can't find it and my searches are useless, please help. It starts with Dean kneeling beaten right after Sam and Adam fell, a shadow falls over him and it's Raphael who beats him more, Cas comes back, Raphael leaves, Cas starts to heal Dean and then he's(Dean) in white room with Chuck behind a desk with an old typewriter. He sends Dean and Cas back to 2003 so they can stop the apocalypse, they have to merge with their past selves.
They go see pastor Jim and put wards up to protect him, then they meet up with John who is his usual charming self. They go Stanford and Dean and Cas are able to exercise Brady who is Sam's roommate.When they go see Bobby they tell him Cas is an angel but not about the time travel, just that they're trying to stop the apocalypse.They also contact Gabriel and tell him the whole story, he agrees to keep and ear out for Azazel.John and Meg are in a confrontation in a warehouse when Dean and Cas show up. Dean is able to get Meg to tell them where Azazel is. John is freaked out, Gabriel shows up to help.At some point John says yes to Michael. Michael takes Dean to the beautiful room to torture. John manages to take control long enough to stab himself.

You'd think with this much information I would be able to find it but nope, hopefully someone knows.
14 November 2016 @ 08:14 pm
I'm looking for something that would fill the hole that the abandoned Unexpected Destinies left. Does anyone have something similar that has Dean never stopping hunting, without Sam letting him know that he's topside. Douchiness perferred on Sam's part.

Thanks :)
1. Specific Fic:
This is a destiel, sabriel fic, post Season 5. Sam comes back to life (after jumping into the Pit) and so do Gabriel and Castiel (as humans/without powers.) He decides Dean will be better off and so won't go to him to tell him he's alive. They go on a semi-road trip to figure out what's going on with the now human angels. Early on there's a scene of him training them to be hunters by teaching them to fight; Cas gets tired quickly and makes a comment about how Dean said 'he should've walked or he'd be flabby' and Gabriel also quickly gets tired and decides hunters are crazy. As Gabriel and Sam get closer together, there's a scene where Cas - as he does - goes off to be by himself and Sam realizes he's missing drugs and freaks out, pointing out - when Gabriel asks/shrugs it off - 'he has a history'; they go out to the car where Cas is sitting and Cas offers the bottle and says he wasn't going to do anything with it. Cas goes back inside and Gabriel points out Cas never wanted to be human, and not to put too fine a point on it but the biggest thing that would make him happy is Dean and Sam said he can't have that. Sam - either in this scene or soon after - agrees to go to Bobby's for help, which Gabriel acknowledges is his way of wanting to let Dean know without being the one to break up Dean's 'apple pie life.' They get there and discover Dean there working on a car. He immediately points a gun at them, but can't pull the trigger right away because they look like his loved ones (while adding that Gabriel was kind of a weird addition/hanger on.) He mentions Cas isn't wearing his usual clothes and someone (Gabe?) makes a comment about dying because of that. One of them adds that they're human and Dean says something with faith and Cas ("looks triumphant") and says 'that's your problem, you have no faith' and Dean hugs Sam and hangs onto Cas. Also when Sam asks Dean what he's doing there it turned out Lisa kicked him out for hunting and/or drinking, and Bobby mentions what a pain he's been. And then Dean yells at Sam for not coming to him (I believe Gabriel and Cas watch them fight from a window.) Later I believe Dean/Cas declarations finally happen on the roof.

>>Found: For Love is Strong as Death by Sakuri

2. General Request:
Also a general (if detailed) request for S8 destiel fics: I'm not really looking for small codas, but more long fics that are semi-AU or touch on a lot of the season. (Or if they complete the trials, I'll take those in a heartbeat too.) I'd love if they include Benny, Kevin, Linda, Charlie, and/or Jody to some degree. I also love Meg - though I'm not really looking for any Megstiel (or Meanstiel) at the moment - and Naomi, and I'd rather those two don't die if they are in it. However if the fic kills off Crowley you get huge bonus points. ;)  Things that also focus on fallen angels are cool, but no-s9 stuff (unless massively AU) please. Fic that's more domestic!bunker is cool, but I'm really looking for fic tied more into the later half season arc, though I'll take early/mid stuff too.

3. General Request:
Sam/Sarah fics with heavy Dean. I'd prefer destiel but I'll take Dean/OC too. (Like The Salvation Futureverse by B. Stearns.) This can be an AU from S2 or S8, or non-canon based, or whatever. I'm more interested in the Dean-Sarah aspect, but not them together (though I can live with Sam/Sarah/Dean in part or whole.) Not just episode codas, but where Sam and Sarah are end game. (I've also seen Sam/Sarah/Jess fics, which I'm ok with.)

Anyway huge thanks!!
17 July 2015 @ 01:33 pm
I'm looking for a fic on ff.net that takes place after Swan Song. It is when Dean goes to Lisa's. Lisa takes out the trash and sees Sam, she begs him not to take Dean to just leave and Sam does but not before he gives her the amulet.Cut to Exile On Main Street after Sam leaves Lisa comes clean about what she did and Dean leaves.
29 January 2015 @ 03:14 pm
Hey guys, I've never posted here before but I thought I'd give it a try. A couple of days ago I read this really great Dean/Lisa Post-Apocolypse Fic where he's wasn't sleeping and in order for him to fall alseep Lisa sat him down in front of the cumpter and had him listen to YouTube vidoes...I don't remeber who this is by but if anybody knows where I can find it that would be awsome! Also anyother Dean/Lisa H/C recs that you have I'd love to read them.  Thanks and I hope everyone is having an awesome day. :) 
18 January 2015 @ 03:11 pm
I used to read a fanfic about Dean and angels trap Lucifer!Sam like the end of season 5, but at the moment Lucifer tell Dean he is hunting with Sam these years, he don't want Sam say yes because he want to be with him, not possessed Sam, but they make Sam make this choie because angels tell Sam that Dean is hunting him down or something, at the end Lucifer!Sam jump into the cell and Dean punch Cas crazily nut stopped by Bobby. Cas said he didn't know too.

I remeber there is a sequel, Dean finally make Sam back, but Sam thought Dean is Lucifer and just calling him 'brother' instead of Dean's name, meanwhile, Lucifer is going to find Sam too, but Michael is looking for Lucifter too.

Does anyone have any idea about this fic?I am dying for this fic!><

And I 'd like to have some other Lucifer!Sam with Dean, bottom!Sam only please.
Hi guys! So this is super embarrassing. A couple of years ago I was on Fanfiction.net, and I ended up having to stop because of family issues, real life infringing on my online life, and the like, as well as a crashed computer and some major personal problems. I remember I wrote a story during the time Sam was going to say yes to Lucifer, and I am trying to track it down. I can't remember what name I was using at the time, and I can't find it in my archives. I'm hoping someone has it somewhere or knows what I'm talking about.

I think it was titled For Good, and it also had one of my original characters. It was a song fic based on the song For Good from the musical Wicked. I remember my ofc had an old sweatshirt of Sam's and Dean's necklace...and I remember it had a little bit of all three in it. My ofc may have been named Danika or Sophie.

Thanks so much. I'm hoping someone knows what/where this is.
Hey guys, I have a craving for a specific story. I think it was on AO3, but it may have been on LJ or ff.net. It's a crossover with some sort of cop procedural show (Criminal Minds, I think?). While Dean is living with Lisa in the wake of the graveyard no-pocalypse, someone starts abducting kids from Ben's school. The team from the crossover show arrives to find that the neighborhood is deferring to Dean about keeping their kids safe, including emergency evacuation procedures, pickup and dropoff arrangements, etc. I think Dean is working at a garage, or from home, and keeps an eye on the kids?

It's all from the team's POV, but the subtext implies that the neighborhood knows what really happened with the changelings, and they trust Dean to handle it if the kidnappings turn out to be supernatural in nature. The crossover team doesn't twig to the fact that Dean is on the FBI's Most Wanted, but they think it's weird that he's so trusted in the community and I think they take him on as an advisor after ruling him out as a suspect.

Eventually it turns out that it was a married couple of regular human pedophiles - this is the part I remember clearest, that it was the man who lured kids over because he repaired arcade games at his house, but the woman (I think a member of the PTO?) was the "dominant partner" and basically tried to throw him on the rocks when they were taken into custody. No pairings, I don't remember if Lisa was in the picture in this one or if she was just offscreen a lot. The focus was on Dean being an awesome dad and also competent in a crisis.
Hi everyone!
I've been looking for this story everywhere, but I can't find it...
It starts at Stull Cemetery, Dean couldn't bear to lose either of his brothers, so he tried to convince Lucifer and Michael to stop fighting, and when they didn't, he jumped between them and got stabbed. Michael and Lucifer were horrified because they'd never wanted to hurt him. Then, there was a flash of white light, and everyone appeared (dead people like John, Mary, Jess and Gabriel included) and it turned out Dean was actually God's vessel. God talked to everyone about how Dean had been hurt and all that... That's all I remember, except that it was Destiel and Lucifer/Gabriel, I think.
Please help me, I'd love to read it again!
Thank you!
16 July 2013 @ 02:13 am

i'm looking for a fic that i have sadly sadly lost; it's post swan song, and involves sam somehow coming back from hell. he's so traumatized he's nearly catatonic, doesn't speak, can't feed himself or shower himself etc; dean obviously takes care of him with all he's got, but it's still hard; he has...a broken leg? or something? and takes up guitar. castiel works at a fast food joint to support them. my heart broke into seven million pieces etc.

anyone? anyone? bueller?
Hi everyone,

I need help finding this fic. I spent the last hour on my delicious page looking for this fic because I could have sworn that I bookmarked it. I can't find it. It takes place after 5.22 and starts with Dean in Lisa's garage, going through Sam's duffle in the trunk. He misses Sam so much that he smells Sam's clothes. I think he actually lies down in the trunk, just to surround himself in Sam's smell. Things escalate from there and then Sam comes back. Sam walks in on Dean masturbating with Sam's dirty clothes all around him on the bed. It ends with first-time wincest and boys declaring their feelings.

Does anybody know this fic? I appreciate the help.

Edit: Story found in comments.
What I'm looking for are fics where Sam is the one who rescues Dean from Hell. I'm sort of intrigued by the idea of the pre-angel era Supernatural at the moment.

Also - any fics where Dean rescues Sam from the pit or Sam rescues Dean from Purgatory are welcome as well.

Wincest preferred, although I'll also read gen or Dean/Lisa .  No Destiel, Dean/Benny or Sam/Amelia please.
10 March 2013 @ 03:32 pm

Hi All,

I was hoping somebody could help me. I'm looking for two Sam/Dean fics that are set after Swan Song.

They're about 6000w each, and they're a Sam pov and a Dean pov. I think Sam has a glamour on himself to make him look different and he becomes friends with Dean after Swan Song.

I know that's really vague but I would love anyone forever if they could help.

Thanks in Advance!

23 February 2013 @ 07:42 pm
I'm looking for stories where Ben is Dean's biological child and Dean finds that out when he comes back after Swan Song. It would be a plus if when/if Dean starts hunting again he finds a way still be an active part of the family with out Lisa and Ben eventually getting their minds wiped.

Also, if there are any slash fics where something has happened to Lisa and Dean/Cas are raising Ben, that works too.
13 October 2012 @ 08:12 pm
Has anybody read a Swan Song coda in which Dean says goodbye to Sam in a different (more intimate) way, before he drinks all the deamon blood? I would love to find a fic that has an established relationship between them or just any kind of a more emotional take in this goodbye between the boys.
I have had this idea stuck in my head forever and I´ve never found any fics that tackle this. 

Thanks so much!
01 October 2012 @ 10:27 pm
In the last episode of the 5th season, Swan Song, I remember noticing with some surprise that when Castiel got exploded by Lucifer for trying to buy Dean some time to talk to his brother, Dean barely spared him a single glance. He seemed much more affected when Bobby died and obviously when Sam went to Hell. Dean also didn't seem all that bothered with Cas being blown to pieces at the end of Season 4, but that is somewhat more understandable since their relationship wasn't all that close during most of that season. What surprised me was Dean's apparant indifference at Cas's death even after everything he had done for them during Season 4 and especially all through Season 5, particularly because Dean usually seems so deeply affected whenever one of their companions dies.

So basically, I want some fics where Dean or both the Winchesters rewalise how much they have been taking Cas for granted and try to make amends. I don't care which season it is (as long as it's not season 7), or why they have the realization. Just Dean showing some concern about Cas's happiness and welfare for a change.
03 September 2012 @ 08:37 pm
I'm looking for story that rewrites Swan Song. I think Dean uses some kind of spell that is able to pull Lucifer out of Sam and into himself. Then he jumps into the pit and Cas has to come rescue him again.  

Does anyone recognise it?
Hi! I am currently re-re-re reading Kazamigorical's The Things that Change Us. It is an AU set after Swan Song. Dean has been living with Lisa and Ben and one day, he and Bobby discover that Sam has returned from Hell. Sam is suffering from PTSD. He is afraid to venture out in public, he forgets to eat, shave, clean, etc. Of course, Dean is super protective over Sammy. I enjoy reading this fic so much. I'd love to know if anyone knows of any similar postHell fics where Sam has PTSD like symptoms or is barely functional in society.

Here's the link:


Also, I read the Fusion Verse
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09 May 2012 @ 01:53 pm

A while ago, I read a fic that dealt with a post Hell Sam. Dean was still living with Lisa and Ben and when he recieved the news that Sam was back from Hell, he set out to get him and brought him back to Lisa's. Ben was jealous of the attention that Sam was getting from Dean. Long story short, Dean and Lisa went out one day and Dean asked Ben to look after Sam. Ben eventually got over his jealousy and began to care for Sam.

I really would like to read this story again, but if nobody can find it, then any story dealing with a mentally damaged, post Hell Sam, would do.

Thanks in advance!

May 28th: I found the story :-)
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14 April 2012 @ 11:11 pm
Hi. I am new to SPN and have been power watching eps with my family. Maybe it's due to the speed in which we've been watching the show--with little time to process/deconstruct--but I have not been able to reconcile Dean's decision to agree to Sam saying yes to Lucifer with his charater/actions until then.

I am looking for any fics that deal with Dean's head space in Swan Song. I am open to any type of stories, any pairing or non pairing any genre. What I'm wondering is if anyone else had trouble with the moment he said opened the cage and said "go on Sammy, it's open" and if they did, how they worked out the pyschology.

Thanks for the help!
13 April 2012 @ 09:57 pm
Hey there,

I'm looking for recs for 2 flavors of Cas-as-God:

1) At the end of 5.22 Dean asks Cas "Are you God?" Are there any stories where the answer to that question is "Yes"? I've been going on a bit of a kick lately, and I haven't found anything where that's been the case. I don't much care if there's a pairing or anything. I'm just curious as to what happens then, if anything. Has anybody come across a good rendition of how this might play out?

2) I've recently discovered that I love me some Godstiel...that is, Cas-as-God post season 6. There are so many ways to play this development, whether it's Cas being megalomaniacal (if that's a word) and the boys having to take him down in a truly epic struggle (I thought the canon end of God!Cas was rather pathetic and it made me sad ~tear~) or the boys ~cough~Dean~cough~ accepting Cas as their new lord and master.

So I'm looking for anything awesome in this genre. I don't much care if there are pairings in a story, though I suppose I prefer Cas/Dean.

Some things I've already come across: Theodicy was really good and I highly recommend it. Pretty Big Fish was good. Who Knew Blue Eyes Could be So Violent? was an interesting take on darkGod!Cas. I've read The God of Loneliness, and it was okay, but kind of depressing. I've also read some stuff by [livejournal.com profile] angel_kink, and those were kind of wonderful...just to give y'all a sense of what I'm looking for, lol.
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24 January 2012 @ 02:19 am
Hello my lovely's!! After re-watching Supernatural season 6 final last night I really need to find an old Cas and Sam friendship fic. 

I'm looking for a specific Cas and Sam friendship story I read awhile ago and thought I bookmarked!!! But of course I didn't, My Bad. XD

Don't remember a lot but there is a few part's that come to mind.

Anyway what I can remember about the fic was each chapter was based on a different Supernatural episode for example The Curious Case of Dean Winchester. When Sam go's to get his "boaster shot" he was in the waiting room at the doctors and he found a little bouncy ball. Cas shows up and they talk, I think Cas asks why Sam is at the doctors etc and Sam gives Cas the ball.

Another chapter was set in the 100th episode Point of No Return. It was from the opening scene when Sam finds Dean at the motel, and when Dean starts yelling at Sam, Cas hears what Dean say's and is upset with Dean for saying those things to Sam.

If I remember correctly the ending was sad because of course Sam ends up in the pit. The very last scene was Cas standing where Sam fell into the pit and saying good bye.

Any help is most welcome!!

Also I don't think it was on LJ or Fanfic.net.   

FOUND!!! Link in comments ^^
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08 January 2012 @ 12:44 am
Hi everyone,

1) I'm hoping someone knows this fic. I've gone through the artist tags in this comm and the J2 recs comm but I haven't been able to find it yet.

This is what I remember: Jensen is an artist with a condo and he sees Jared on the street and asks him to be his model. Jared accepts but he's actually part of a robbery crew. Jared later changes his mind but the crew still robs Jensen's place. Jensen is then traumatized and it skips a few years later where Jensen see Jared again but this time Jared is homeless and he agrees to model for Jensen again for a place to stay. - FOUND

2) I'm also looking for any fics post-Swan Song and pre-S6 relevation that Sam didn't have his soul back, where it focuses on the reunion of Sam and Dean and Dean having the cherry pie life but would choose to leave with Sam anyways.

Thanks in advance!
07 January 2012 @ 11:07 pm
Pretty much I'm looking for fics in the time between Swan Song, and Sam's reappearance in Dean's life.  Specifically ones where Lisa tries to understand/deal with the things Dean's been through, or tries to help as he tells her the stories.

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13 December 2011 @ 07:46 pm
Hi there! I'm looking for any fics in which either Sam or Dean somehow get a glimpse of the future and they try to change it.

The cause of this knowledge could be a vision, a spell, time traveling or even someone (supernatural creature, person from the future etc.) telling/showing them what is about to happen. The thing that is shown to them has to be something really bad: Sam's or Dean's death, Dean's deal, the Apocalypse, Lucifer, or any other horrendous scenario, and they have to try to stop it somehow. The main idea has to be that of a do-over, a chance to make things right.

The pairing should be Sam/Dean, or Dean/Sam. No Dean/Cas, or Het, please. However, if they're really good, I'll take gen fics, but only if there is a fair amount of brotherly bonding and schmoop, the boys willing to do anything for each other and all that. :)

I'll take any kinks and any genres, as long as there is a decent plot. The longer the story, the better! Self recs are more than welcome.

I really hope you can help me out. Thank you in advance! :D
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18 November 2011 @ 07:00 pm
All I remember about this fic was that it was from Bobby's POV at the end of Swan Song. He's in Hell briefly (because he sold his soul to Crowley) and he's watching as Sam/Lucifer and Adam/Michael fall down into Hell, before Castiel brings him back to life.

Any help finding this story would be much appreciated!!
09 August 2011 @ 06:55 pm
 I'm looking for a story I read a while ago where Dean uses some spell to pull Lucifer out of Sam at Stull and drags him into hell himself. Cas has to rescue him again.

Can someone tell me what the story was, please?
30 July 2011 @ 03:32 pm
 Ciao to all!

Above all, I want thank you again for your answers to my last post   8-D

Now, since September 23 it's so still away, I liked to read how much stories you could to think regarding Dean after 5x22.
How he
 cope immediately after his arrive at Stull cemetary till Sam's return.
Angst, drama, Castiel's support, Lisa's love, anything that it moved you.
It's okay AU, just gen, not slash or wincest, please
Happy week end
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01 June 2011 @ 10:13 pm

Hey lovely people!

I've been looking for a fic that went AU after Awan Song. In it Sam comes back from Hell and is always cold. I would be so happy if anyone knew what it was!!

Actually, I would take any and all Post Swan Song Au's, where they deal with the aftermath of Sam going to Hell.

Thank you!!

01 June 2011 @ 01:23 pm
 Hello community,

I have read many fics about how/when/if Sam knocks on Dean and Lisas door post Swan Song, but what about after that?

I would love to read some stories where Sam and Dean have to find a new balance/make a new way of living. Maybe they decide to stay and there could be Sam-Lisa-Ben friction. Maybe they leave but how do they cope with uprooting yet again?

No Wincest please, Dean/Lisa is welcome, but the focus of the story should be on both boys and their relationships

thanks ~~
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20 May 2011 @ 11:36 pm
Hi everybody,

After watching Swan Song again this morning, I remembered this fic where Sam came back as a ghost. It took place right after the episode ended with Sam standing under the burnt out light post. I don't remember the rest of the story but I think Sam just came to say goodbye to Dean.

I can't find it in any of my bookmarks. I will love you forever if somebody knows this story. Thanks.

Found: link in comments
11 May 2011 @ 08:12 pm
I'm posting a request for a friend. She's looking for:

"about Sam [or Dean] having died in an SPN ep [AHBL,Mystery Spot,etc...you know they eps they've died in] and said person ends up in heaven, is brought back to life and has to figure out how to deal with being back." (Like Buffy)

It would be great if anyone could recommend a story or five like this!


BTW, this friend LOVES wincest and Dean/Cas.
28 April 2011 @ 11:34 pm
Hey guys !

So i've just re-watched "Swan Song", and I was wondering if any of you had read stories were, after the finale, Sam ends up alive, but Lucifer is still in him, trapped, and Sam has to live with the Devil inside him

Could be it just made him awesome, or struggling, or really dark, i'm just interested in having these two share a body again !

Thanks for the help
03 April 2011 @ 10:48 pm
Are there any fics pairing Samifer and Dean? I've looked through some tags and went to some LJs, but couldn't really find stuff I wanted.
I'm also interested in the aftermath of noncon Samifer/Dean, h/c, things like that. They could be alternate versions or codas to 5x04 or 5x22.

All that made me also think of Lucifer/Michael, or their platonic relationship. Michael is Lucifer's brother and it's not hard to draw parallels between Dean and Sam. Anything featuring their relationship would be great. I once read a Dean/Cas fic where Michael and Lucifer ended up eating baked goods and drinking tea in Hell... it was awesome. And it wasn't crack :P
29 March 2011 @ 09:23 pm
I'm looking for a fic wherein Sam gets a little sick and pretty much sleeps for two weeks. by this point dean is getting worried so he takes sam to a hospital, wherein they find out he has some kind of cancer. dean, sam and bobby are looking all over for supernatural causes and cures, but meanwhile sam must undergo chemotherapy. things get really bad and sam is dying in the hospital when miraculously bobby comes up with a healer who just looks like an ordinary guy and sam is saved. they recuperate at bobby's for a while and then ride off into the sunset.

I also am into curtain!fics, projected as an end to canon or divergent post-s5 or something. You see, I have sam!girl tendencies, but i do like dean as a character. therefore if there is h/c let it be either equal opportunity or limp!sam. i am also a sucker for cuddles. perfect examples of such fics are ratherastory's Fusion verse and rainylemons' The Way Back.

Thanks everyone for all your help!

P.S. gen or wincest is acceptable.

P.P.S. mods, if you're reading, might want to add a curtain!fic tag. also maybe episode:swan song. thank you.