Hello fellow travelers! I'm looking for any and all fix it fics for Dark Side of the Moon. I know it just continued the storyline, but I never understood why they didn't know they were being tricked. I mean, one of Dean's memories was of his mom crying over his father, how was THAT a happy memory? So, please, rec away! No dean/castiel please. Gen and wincest are fine.

Thanks in advance!
08 May 2017 @ 10:41 pm
Hey guys,

1. I was wondering if there any stories that involve the yellow-eyed(I know his name but I can't spell it) kids that lets them beat the prophetic match or at least they pull one over the yellow eyed one.

2. Or stories that involve the boys becoming more of part of the hunter community, and they don't become hunted

3. BAMF Sam is also apperciated without dean being a dick would be awesome

4. Does anyone have any stories where the boys are dark but still hunters and not insane or demotic.

5. The boys use hoodoo and magic but are not evil

Basically I just want the grey!boys who don't see the world as black and white.
Any length, any paring, and I would prefer complete
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22 March 2017 @ 10:33 pm
After a long hiatus away from supernatural fanfiction, I have again ran out things to read (That is my curse okay)

  1. Long/Epic Length fics would be awesome. SO if you have any send them my way.

  2. Fix it fics would be golden. Just the boys solving problems and taking names before they pop up.

  3. BAMF, I need BAMF to live okay and I feel like I have read ever BAMF in SPN so like if you have one send it my way and if Gabriel is willing, it will be on I haven't read.

  4. Sam being a parent (like to any of the kids they met in series or not) is adorable so like feed me the feels.

  5. Also some angst/hurt comfort, (omg the writer is horrible to the character) to balance out the fluff and bamfery would be awesome.

Any pairing.
Completed would be nice.
Crossovers are also good.
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Hi guys! Hope someone can help me with these:

1. Jensen is a dragon rider, and Jensen, Danneel, and Chris were exiled when they refused to follow orders from one of the higher up, who is kinda evil and power hungry. Jensen is like a prodigy among the dragon riders; he's the youngest captain of the team, the best dragon rider, his dragon came to him when he was born, instead of the other way around, etc. Younger Jared saw them being exiled in public and later he became a dragon rider and decides to search for Jensen to persuade him to come back. He found Danneel first, with the help of Felicia I think, and Danneel told him where Jensen is. When Jared found Jensen, Jensen didn't want to go back because he felt he was betrayed. And that's all I remember.

2. I'm looking for fics that focus on Jared being very tactile with Jensen. Like in conventions - how he always seems to touch Jensen on his shoulders, and how he would always move his chair closer to Jensen or have no concept of personal space.

So, yeah. Thanks in advance!
09 February 2017 @ 03:32 pm
1. Looking for any fic where Dean knows he always comes back or doesn't really care and constantly just gives himself up (which he does anyway, obviously), but leaning more towards Sam and Cas just getting plain angry or trying to plead with him to stop.

2. Or any fic where the angels/anyone find out how favored Dean is by God, with God actually getting angry when someone kills or hurts Dean.

(There's a Teen Wolf crossover that was massively long on Ao3 where the whole town, I'm pretty sure, finds out about the supernatural, and Dean dies during a fight, not caring because he knows he can't die at all and he comes back minutes later and if anyone knows that one that'd be awesome)
The latest episode has reminded me of how much I love fics where the Winchesters are just huge BAMFs.
I'm looking for fics that show how actually dangerous Sam and Dean can be, especially against "normal" enemies (i.e. nothing world-ending (although they do kick ass there too)). Can be monster or human related (e.g. law enforcement etc). Outsider POV is always cool for these kind of things, but that's not a requirement.

Can be Sam and/or Dean centric (although I'm more of a Dean!girl *cough*).

Double bonus if you could point me towards "Dean being a dangerous bamf in Hell/ Purgatory" fics

I'd prefer no Wincest, but I'll read it if you think the story is just that good.

Thanks! :)

[Is there no "Hell" tag or did I overlook it?]
HI All,

I am craving any BAMF JENSEN FICS!! These are for some strange reason hard to find?!! I v'e tried Tags in search engines on Live journal and all types of SPN RPF communities.

Just want to read some cool, suave, confident, smart, intelligent, hero, warrior, assassin, hit-man, mob boss -in charge Jensen :)

Mix in with adorable sweet innocent Jared maybe clueless Jared about his boyfriend or at first best friend on the show before they become boyfriend- hurt Jared and Jensen to the rescue a plus

where either in SPN RPF Jensen is protective and caring towards Jared his boy or needs to rescue him or he has a secret (retired spy/ intelligence operative turned actor)

Just any of your favorite BAMF Jensen fics? Oh it can be establish relationship or slow builds between Jensen and Jared
just as long as Jensen TOPS and Jared bottoms ;)

Thank you so much_ i hope I get a lot of these? Keeping fingers crossed.
Guys, I’ve been re-reading the amazing “Killer Romance 'Verse (aka The Adventures of crimeboss!Jared and ex-assassin!Jensen)” Verse by Saone, and the “Bad Ass Boys 'Verse” by splashpink, and am looking the see if there are any more stories in the same vein.

It doesn’t necessarily have to be crime lord Jared/ex assassin, though those would be amazing, rather any story where Jensen is underestimated, or is perceived as vapid or just a pretty face, but in reality is razor sharp, ruthless or dangerous.

Many thanks.
Hi, everyone!
I'm looking for any fic with Sam become the Boy King or getting possessed by Lucifer, and make Dean his consort. One plus, if Dean's unwilling but he couldn't say "no" to Sam. Double plus, if Sam's so possessive on Dean. Triple plus, for BAMF!Dean (like maybe the demons afraid of Dean because he was the most favorite pupil of Alastair, or maybe Dean's adored by the demons because he's the only one who doesn't afraid to reprimand the BoyKing!Sam/Lucifer!Sam if he's gone too far). I accept any genre, but I only want bottom!Dean if the fic's an explicit one.
Thanks in advance~!!
Hello All,

I really hope someone can help me find a specific fic written in 2012? its called
"Back to Old Remedies"

It looks like it was removed- does anyone have a copy or know the author to request if i could please have a copy?

I'm just looking for some Protective Big Brother Dean fics_ its like no one writes these anymore? Anything were Dean Rescues and takes care of his little brother by comforting him or Dean just being a real cool scary bad ass.

or follows through on some of those threats "touch him and I'll hurt you" rule

OR Dean taking care of a sick little brother, even though little brother is Sasquatch size- and tells Sam "doesn't matter how big or how old he is, he'll always be his baby brother to look after"

thank you guys all so much!
29 September 2016 @ 11:20 pm
Please please please rec me some Long/Epic SPN AU fics... (AU as in completely different kind of world/universe, whether Hunter exist or not is fine)

as long as it's GEN and has Sam&Dean being brothers and all BAMF, I'll take anything
crossover & self-rec are ok
the longer the better ;)

Fairy tales, medieval, sci-fi, military, anything are fine.
(I've found a really nice Kingdom Hearts xover, so game world definitely are ok too)
I've been reading plenty of them, but it's difficult to find anything Gen AND long AND focused on the boys

thankthankthankthankyou before
I'm in the middle of mountains of repetitive-and-boring-yet-has-to-be-finished job and in need of fresh story to escape a bit ;)
15 September 2016 @ 06:19 pm
Greetings and salutations! I'm looking for any and all stories about Dean getting re-souled and still with the Mark of Cain and going after Cole for beating up on Sam. There was one story in particular that I cannot remember all the specifics of but in it a fellow hunter was congratulating Dean on letting go of his super protective streak when it came to Sam, that now all the other hunters knew Dean wasn't going to hurt them for hurting Sam. And Dean is like, really? Well, let's fix that shall we. And I think he went after Cole as a result. That's all I can remember. Gen or wincest, but no dean/castiel please. Any help and all stories will be greatly appreciated! Mods, i would have put a Cole tag, but there doesn't appear to be one. Sorry if I missed it.
I'd like to read some fics where the boys have settled down in a house and neighborhood, but they have to deal with a big nasty that is killing, kidnapping, ect people in their town. Something along the lines of Sour Cherry Pie Life or the one where Dean is running a daycare. Bonus points if the neighbors realize how BAMF the boys are. Prefer Destiel or Wincest, but will read anything.
05 August 2016 @ 05:41 pm
Sam has to complete tasks to become the king of hell; Sam had a bunch of demon followers.

I remember specifically a part where Sam and Ruby go into a bar and then into a room where the devil shows up and makes him pick a consort - where he picks Dean, not knowing that means they will have to have sex. There was also a part where Sam leveled a city to get rid of some monster.
22 June 2016 @ 06:23 am

I remember a story from the earlier days of fandom where the case file was some how based on the Stagger Lee story, one of murder and revenge (possibly also gambling).

Sadly this is all I remember. The name Stagolee was used for the majority of the fic, until the boys realized that it was a bastardization of Stagger Lee and its lore, which iirc led to the boys discovering how to get the MOTW.

If anyone remembers it, it would make my life.
i'm looking for a specific fic and general recs.

first, the specific: someone tries to kidnap wee!sam from a comic book store, and wee!dean prevents it, and thoroughly kicks the kidnappers ass. i think it was from the kidnapper's pov.

next, the general: just any gen fic with badass wee!dean taking care of sam. especially any outsider pov fics.

1. I am looking for a story where Dean is beat up by a bunch of guys from his school who are on the football team, he goes to Bobbie's to get help. He's pretty beat up and it turns out that most, if not all of them, were possessed. Bobby comments how it is amazing that he survived. At one point John and Sam arrive , discuss the situation ( it has something to do with Sam's power) they leave Dean alone at Bobby's where I think he gets attacked again. No pairing.

2. A deaged Dean fiction where Dean is 13 -17. Everyone , mostly Sam but Bobby a little too, wants him to stay young but Dean remembered how hard it was to be so pretty at that age. Sam forces him to go to school but he is sexually assaulted by his classmates. Sam has difficulty realizing that Dean is used to being strong and invulnerable . I think the witch that cursed him lives or hangs out on the beach. He eventually finds her.
Found!: The Do-Over

02 June 2016 @ 12:58 pm
i'm looking for a rebirth/reborn/reincarnation story (dean and sam get to live their life again in whatever AU) where their memories of hunting life is still there.

I've read incredible stories such as :
Secure the Blessing
Puddle Jumping

those two are perfect example since they have ALL that I want (brother bond, outsider pov, bamf boys, etc)

GEN only please (slight wincest or pre-slash is still ok)

spoilers, crossover, any plot are fine as long as they have a happy ending
(mainly I just want to see dean and sam being brothers and happy and powerful, really)

sorry for the tags (please inform me if i'm wrong)
This community has been extremely helpful in the past and I hope it will be again.

I have been searching for a specific fic that has Jensen being turned into a Were and he turns out to be really strong/powerful and not at all like they expected him to be. He is strong right at the start and can shift (or partially shift) before he should be able to. I know the story is J2 and I think Christian and Chad are in it along with JDM and Jim Beaver. The only scene I can really remember is that Jensen goes into a house (I think it was a pack house) and he starts to go a little feral because of the Alpha thats in there. I believe Jim Beaver was the Alpha. It took a couple of the guys to subdue him but ultimately I think Jared talked him down.

That's all I can remember. I thought it was the story. "The Thaw" (which I really love) but its not and honestly, I don't know if I'm mixing part of that story up with the one I'm looking for that has the scene I described.

I would truly appreciate any help in finding that story.

I would also love any recommendations on any similar stories where Jensen turns out to be something other than what was expected (leaning, of course, to the better).

Thank you so much for your help in my search.

FOUND! (Link in comments) Yay, I knew this community was awesome but that was super awesome considering how fast the fic was found and identified! Thank you.

Still open to recommendations for similar stories! Thank you again!
23 April 2016 @ 04:19 pm

Could you please share stories in which the Js (together or separately) hold abolitionist views in a society that believes in slavery/indentured servitude/serfdom. No restrictions on length, who is or is not the abolitionist or who is or is not a slave.
Bonus for stories in which one doesn't start as an abolitionist but is persuaded to fight the system once he sees his inhumane the other J is treated.
13 April 2016 @ 04:18 pm
Hey guys!

I'm looking for fics with a bamf!Sam - everyone and their dog can tell that Dean is a badass with a heart of gold, but this chubby twelve-year-old with the dimples? No way he's a bamf, right? ...nope! I want those fics where he's a good kid who kicks ass.

I'm okay with gen, AUs, wincest.

I'd prefer young Sam, but I'm okay with bamf!Sam of any age, really.
And if it features a brotherly bond, all the better!

Any and all recs very much appreciated! :)
13 April 2016 @ 12:21 pm
I'm putting together themed lists. (I'm reading as I go too.) For this list I'm looking for Jared/Jensen fics where one or both are in the mob, running from the mob, investigating the mob, or in some other way entangled with organized crime.

Please no Mpreg and no A/B/O (particularly knotting) fics.

Thanks in advance!
19 February 2016 @ 04:35 pm
I'd like to read some stories with the boys protecting a group of people and being BAMF while doing it. Don't really care what the situation is, any pairing is fine. Thanks.
18 February 2016 @ 11:43 pm
I love fics where Dean is protective. I want Dean being protective over Cas, and when Cas gets hurt he just looses it. Either Cas being surprised or used it works for me. Or Sam isn't surprised because Dean is always super protective over Cas but Cas is confused or shocked.
It can be a familial relationship, best friends, or a relationship, any work. I'm not a huge fan of AU's, I like to stick to the Supernatural world.
26 January 2016 @ 10:13 pm
1. I'm looking for this one-shot I read where Dean and Sam are fighting some monster (I think they're in a field) and Sam gets thrown into a tree and knocked out while Dean gets slashed in the stomach. Despite this, Dean is able to kill the monster and carry unconscious Sam back to the car. Sam wakes up in the car and finds Dean passed out by the trunk so he drives Dean to the hospital. At the hospital, Sam tells the police what happened (replacing the monster with a human attacker in the story). The police and Sam are all very impressed that Dean was able to fight off the attacker and carry Sam while so injured.

2. Other fics where Dean saves Sam while injured himself, or performs other feats of awesome, would also be aprreciated.
12 January 2016 @ 10:28 pm

I'm looking for a fic that either either zombie-themed or post-apocalyptic. In it, non-AU J2 are apart from each other when the end of times come in the form of a disease that causes people to become violent and overall zombified.

Jensen somehow ends up in a community, as as their unofficial _de facto_ leader, waits for Jared to show up, even though he doesn't have any real evidence that he's still alive. Every one in the camp knows that he's expecting someone, they just don't know who.

One day Jared finally shows up with Chad (IIRC Chad has an amputated arm due to a close encounter of the zombie kind) and every one realizes that he's the one Jensen's been waiting for. However Jared is changed by the harshness of the apocalypse and is no longer the bubbly person he used to be in his Supernatural days.

A slow, but deliberate courtship begins and they make babies, and although things are hard at first, they both acknowledge the feelings they've had all along, and happiness (inasmuch as happiness can exist in a post-apocalyptic world) ensues.

Please, please help. My google-fu fails hard, and I've been searching for this for at least a week ---

Thank you

ETA: Found by [livejournal.com profile] phoenix1966, right here http://archiveofourown.org/works/612790/chapters/1104514
Hi and happy new year!

I'm looking for any long AU fic in which the Winchesters (or J2) are in positions of power. Like they are higher ups in the mafia, business tycoons, royalty, or even captain of a ship. Basically, in a setting where they are very well-known, a leader of something/others, and very powerful due to their status. I would prefer if either both characters had this status or if the other eventually obtains it through relation of the first. I'm fine with any plot as long as there is a constant presence/emphasis of their power like having bodyguards, expensive things, being mentioned in media, or anything like that.

Fics like this that I've really liked are: Red Like Blood in Veins of Blue, This Thing of Ours, All in the Game, Yo, and Dangerous Waters

Wincest is preferred, but I'm also fine with J2 or gen. Previous or mentioned other pairings are fine too, just no Destiel. I'm fine with anything except main pairing character death and I'd prefer no bdsm.

Thank you!!! :D

I'm looking for fics in which the Js are out (to what extend it up to the author) and have either overcome or do not have guilty feeling associated with being gay (either because their families don't care, or because they are simply comfortable with their sexuality), and one of the major conflicts is dealing head-on with someone (or a group of someones) who are actively hostile towards them.

Examples include standing up to bullies, confronting (physically or verbally) people who are about to commit a hate crime, or simply bigoted people giving covert or openly hostile to their "alternative lifestyle".

Bonus points for both Js being badasses, or one J helping the other become more comfortable with themselves. Preferably not abuse!fic, although those are *always* welcome.

Also, the same applies for Sam and Dean, but I would prefer no 'cest and more one bro defending the other

Thank you,
17 December 2015 @ 08:18 pm
Alright so I am heading home soon and I am not sure if I will have internet so I a stocking up on downloaded fics such as pdfs and ao3 would be awesome,

I am looking for decent fics of many genres but some I would love to have is
In the holiday spirit, some holiday fics wouldn't be amiss if you have some you would like to share.
AUs or Canon divergence fics always a good choice, I like it when the boys have a happy ending then they probably will.
Time Travel that actually changes something to happier ending please, even it the time line doesn't change from that back jump but from returning to the future would work.
OH! if any of you have any Lucifer is actually sam and Dean is actually Micheal fics or vice versa, throw to me because I may have missed it. Actually any fic where the boys(including cas) are an amnesic super-powerful supernatual being such as but not limited to an archangel, pagan god, or a horseman.
No, I don't care weither the main character is Dean, Sam or Cas or RPF nor what weither they are a demon, soul-less or whatever. Nor the Pairing. Fics guys, fics. I would prefer completed fics but if the WIP is longish I wouldn't mind.
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23 November 2015 @ 04:07 pm
Hello everyone. I have searched many stories using the tags here with the boys as a Sentinel/Guide or having spirit animals and haven't found much and definitely nothing recent. So...I am looking for stories depicting Dean/Jensen having Sentinel or enhanced abilities with Sam/Jared being his guide or calming influence. Or stories where Dean/Jensen has a spirit animal that guides him and allows him to have similar abilities to that animal (without changing into that animal). Would like Sam/Jared to be his calming influence. Stories do not have to crossover with The Sentinel or involve Ellison and Sandburg at all.

Wincest, slash and gen accepted. Please no Destiel or WIPs.

Thank you in advance for any story suggestions.
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Hi All,
Okay I know there are a lot of Kidnapped Sam stories out there, but there was one that was my absolute favorite of them all and I of course stupidly forgot to save it on my fave files :(

I Can't recall if its Season 7 or 8 but around there. Okay Sam gets kidnapped (duh)
by hunters, but this is a family out for revenge apparently the Mom/wife of the family was killed by demons back when Sam accidentally let Lucifer out.

The father/EX-husband really lost it ( mentally) and is treating Sam like Gordon would and reminding his kids (son and daughter) that Sam is not human. They keep him in a cage and the father keeps interrogating Sam and torturing him revenge for his wife, Wanting Sam to know the pain he cause for helping Lucifer escape. I think Sam tries to reason with the dad but he won't listen and I think Sam does warn them they are just gonna bring a very piss off Dean to themselves if they don't release him?

I'm not sure how it come about but the Dad tells Sam Dean is not coming because his daughter is keeping tabs on him and making sure he does not find the trail. I think this get Sam worried/sacred losing hope. The Son in the end starts feeling bad for Sam.
Tells his dad this isn't what he thought it would be after seeing Sam cry. I can't recall if he the one that finally tells Dean where to finds him- but a little too late in Dean's book.

Any way what I recall most is after Dean finds Sam gets him to a hospital. I remember Bobby's ghost was there Dean asked Bobby to keep an eye on Sammy while he goes and do something. Dean had called Crowley too and asked him for a favor? I just remember Dean went gun-ho no hold barre on all the hunters that where involve in Sams kidnapping. He saved the son who help in the end for last. To re-deliver/re- establish a message to the whole hunting community that he feels is long over due.

I remember it took place at a bar that is was actually a hunter bar and it was pack. I just remember it was a bad ass scene He purposely loudly introduce himself and he held the son by the shirt collar. The were a couple of old timers there and were smiling because they knew of the Dean Winchester's rule number one since the kid was old enough to walk into a bar.They happily called out the rule to the newer hunters.

SO if anyone can remember this story at all the title/ author I would greatly appreciate it.
28 September 2015 @ 02:10 pm
Hello, all. I'm looking for a specific fic that I know I have read but cannot find in my 250+ bookmarks.

This one is set in either a roadhouse or diner. I think it is a diner. I can't recall whether Sam is Lucifer or just rules hell. The opposite applies to Dean (rules heaven or is Michael). I remember there is an old man in the diner who is the only not one freaked out by them walking in. He keeps telling the waitress/whatever that it will be okay. Dean(?) gives him some kind of message about a relative (maybe mother). Sam flips out when someone insults Dean.

I know this is really vague but it popped in my head the other day and I can't find it and it's driving me nuts. Sorry for how vague the description is.
12 September 2015 @ 03:32 pm
Anything with the boys as vamps, werewolves, nephilim or dragons. Or both say Yes, both have psychic powers (telepathy or empathy not included), both have wings, ANYTHING THAT THEY CAN USE TO BEAT BAD GUYS UP, while being something more than human. Get, het, shlash, give them all, as long as the romance and sex is in the background. Just want the action. 
12 September 2015 @ 03:31 pm
I'm looking for stories where The Campbells, especially Christian (because I dislike that guy of being douche on Dean), realized that the most feared of the Winchester brothers is not Sam, but Dean. Either because of the creatures they interogated said that they didn't hurt or kill Sam because they didn't want to have the firstborn Winchester hunting them, or the Campbells witnessed firsthand how he hunt.
30 August 2015 @ 09:01 pm
I love A/B/O and I'm looking for any stories featuring non-traditional A/B/O. Something like Sanctuary by zelda_addict, with BAMF!Omega Jensen, or The Smell of Fear by Annanocturnal. Omegas are treasured are always a favorite. Basically anything with non-traditional A/B/O dynamics. Gen or any pairings (including het and femmeslash). I'd prefer no non-con between the primary/final pairing (past non-con is fine.) WIPs and self-recs welcome! <3
30 August 2015 @ 10:09 am
I have two general requests which are fairly similar to each other.

First, I would like pre-series fics where Dean is hurt by someone (someone preferable to something) and John hunts down the someone and causes them great pain and suffering. I prefer the story be from Dean's pov as opposed to John's, but I'll take whatever you have.

Second, along those same lines but instead of John "avenging" Dean, it's Sam. This one doesn't have to be pre-series.

I'll also take fics where no avenging happens but Sam takes care of Dean after the someone hurts him.

The angstier the better :)

Thanks so much, guys!
I am in need of some completed fics. I go through books and fics too fast and I cant seem to find any by myself today. So help, please. Here are some things which I would like to read more of but not limited to:

1. Sam get Dean out of hell or saves him because:
  a. a pre-existing contract that Sam owns
  b. a bond of some sorts
  c. a loophole in the contract
  d. time travel
  e. dimension travel
  f. SPACE travel

2. Sam and/or Dean actually dealing with their problems

3. Season Eight AUs or Fix-its

4. Dean and/or Sam being abused by John pre-series
  a. the other one doesn't know until the series
  b. the other finds out pre-series and AU

5. A race against time fic for any reason (ex. ran away, stalked, kidnapped, cancer, deal)

6. Crossovers
  a. Harry Potter
  b. Friends
  c. Criminal Minds
  d. Marvel, x-men, or Avengers

7. Powers, Ablities, and gifts, - either the boys using them
  a. Sam actually using his gifts with out the feather instead of locking it down
  b. Dean uses what he learned in Hell and Purgetory

8. They grew up hunting and hunted almost all their adult life like six years each for Dean that's like 30 years and Sam it's around 20, been to Heaven, Hell and Purgetory, Sam housed an archangel's grace, drank demon blood, and was breifly an actual demon
and Dean actually hunted in Purgetory and been a incomplete VAMPIRE, Death. Are there some fics that we can see some fics with actual consquences of this, please, like they become something unearthly or unhuman not evil but not human.

9. Badass fix it fics, of any kind, whether fixing stanford to fixing a entire seaon *cough*season four/five/eight*cought*

Any pairings, throw them at me.
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Also self-recs are welcome.
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Hi All,
SO I've been trying to locate this specific Wincest Story I read maybe last year.

I can't remember the title. But this is what I kind of remember:
Dean is back from purgatory with Benny and Sam of course is Jealous and throws a fit or accuse Dean of sleeping with Benny. I think Dean loses it or gets really pissed off and ties Sam up (can't remember if he does or not)

But I do remember Dean asking Benny to hold Sam so he doesn't run away and Benny whispering in Sam ear "looks like you push big brother to far this time, maybe he'll let me share in the fun". I do remember Sam getting scared at this point and Dean actually gets mad at Benny and tells Benny to lay off "I told you to hold him not scare him"

I can't recall if this was a D/S relationship between Dean and Sam or it becomes one because how purgatory has change Dean.

Does any of this ring a bell with anyone? if it does can you please rec it to me??

Also while on the subject does any one have any good Purgatory Dean Recs. I mean where the writer actually explore Dean total 180 change his new skills he aquired. I mean remember how he could hunt down the monsters easily while he was in Purgatory and smell a lie easily (interrogating that guy in Jail). and Sam's reaction/feeling to this whole new Dean. I mean Dean was a good hunter before but now, he is Scary Bad-Ass better. It could be Wincest or Gen. if it is Wincest I preferred Bottom Sam. I mean after 1 year in Purgatory Dean is more likely all Alpha and Dominant.
13 July 2015 @ 08:39 am
Alrighty, I am seriously having trouble finding fics that don't that are not beyond frustrating either because it is a dead fic unfinished, the plot rocks but the writing makes me want to cry in horror, the writing is to wind baggery for my attention span (like 'you need to turn left, then right, then circle back around...ect' when only need to say 'it is right beside you').    OR TOO SHORT AND NOT SQUEAL IN SIGHT :''(

1. I would love if people can rec fics that boys are bamf and get things done. You know where they are kicking arse and taking names. Whether as hunters or supernatural creatures. Maybe the boys boys destroying some kind of system/plane of existance or just a kick arse on hunt.

2. Fics with Sam having a record of addiction (drugs, self-harm, tobacco, ect) before (and maybe after if you have some) the demon blood.

3. Anyone have any dark!stanford fics.

4. Season Eight Universe Alterations. Where everyone gets their crap together and it either gets better or worse, or everyone stop brushing everyone eles mental states off.

5. Any fics that are based in canon and the boys are angels in there own rights.

Any pairing, any type. No rules, just fics. 
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I commented yesterday that I totally wasn't addicted to Post-Hell-Issues!Dean and could stop any time I wanted. I lied.

1. Fics where there is some kind of benefit to Dean's time in Hell, even if it isn't taken as one-- Demons, etc. being afraid of Dean, given his former status as Alastair's protégé; an unreasonable pain tolerance (I can so picture Sam or Bobby being really freaked out by this); using an "I've been to Hell and back" speech for intimidation (I've read a fic where Sam did this, and it was skull-shatteringly cool), and so forth.

(And ooh, what if even Ruby was on edge when it came to Dean?)

2. Given the sheer length of time he spent in the Pit, I'd wager Dean might have some trouble adjusting. Forgetting that torture isn't really acceptable topside? Having his time topside be a distant memory, so he'd have trouble recalling everything, even perhaps tingeing reunions with nostalgia?

3. I'm looking for just about any Harry Potter crossover that involves some sort of magical mishap delving into Dean's time in Hell. i.e., an Alastair boggart; an instance of legilimency gone horribly wrong; Crucio rendered laughable, etc. Even if it's just one scene in a larger fic. "Changing Circumstances" by EclipseWing did this well.

4. Okay, this one's a long shot. One of my favorite- but sadly abandoned- fics involved a Hell-traumatized Dean waking up in his teenaged body, and being unable to hide that fact from John and Sam. Another was written for the prompt, "Dean dreams of Hell. He is 10 years old." D'you see where I'm going with this?

I prefer no slash, but I could tough out minor Dean/Cas if it's reeeally good. (Dean/Alastair is okay, because I really wouldn't put it past the bastard.)
09 July 2015 @ 12:57 am
Any fic where the Winchesters are known names in the hunting community.  Or fic where the Winchesters are the boogeymen of monsters.  "Watch where you leave your carcasses... Or the Winchesters'll gank ya."
Short fic, long fic, all lengths appreciated.

No wincest please.
22 June 2015 @ 08:45 am
Hello all!

I'm looking for a particular fic where Dean is paralyzed from waist below (because of a hunt went wrong or because of the fire that killed his mom or whatever), which made people (especially hunters and supernatural creatures) thought he's not capable to hunt (a useless kid in dangerous, crazy world) and always told him to stop hunting and get an apple pie life. But, to their unknowledge, Dean is actually a genius in thinking out-of-the-box and he created many bizzare ways that allowed him to hunt (I remember that one where he composed a song by using demon exorcism spell as its lyrics so he could silently kick the demons away when he's in a bar without making the demons suspicious and didn't make the normal people think he's crazy, that's so bizzarely genius and Gabriel worthy).

Please help me to looking for this fic!

Oh, and I also would like another fics with the same plot like above (a disable but genius dean fic).

I don't mind if the fic is Gen or slash but if there's sex scene I want bottom!Dean only.

Thank you for your help in advance!
14 June 2015 @ 11:33 am

So, there's two that I'm searching for currently. In the first, it's wee!chesters/young!winchesters. There's a hunt that John goes on with Dean and it goes bad. He gets hurt and is afraid to go back to the house but he knows John will make him. He runs away to visit Caleb at college and winds up crashing in his dorm for a few days until Caleb finds out that Dean ran away without telling anyone other than Sam. Caleb has a roommate - Bull? maybe? - and he and Dean get along really well by the end of the fic.

The other is young!Dean because he manages to get deaged from his 26 years of age to 13. He sneaks off to find Sam at one point in the story because of everyone's bad reaction to him being young again and winds up getting possessed by a demon. There's a sequel where Caleb takes him to visit Sam and Sam doesn't initially believe that it's actually Dean.

12 June 2015 @ 12:35 am
There is a fic where Sam in high school, and there is a shooter. Dean hears about it either at his school or the same school. I'm not sure. He rushes after his brother. Sam made all the right moves but I think one of them ended up winged in the arm. John hears about it on the radio. His boys are at that school. He freaks out until he finds out they're okay. He praises boys for quick thinking. I think they take out shooter. I can't remember name or title. I would appreciate any help finding it. I don't know if this is gen or Dean/Sam, and it wasn't really the point of the story.
10 June 2015 @ 10:35 pm
I am hoping maybe you amazing people can help me. I need a bunch of stories because I hit a dry spell and can't seem to find anything to read.

1. I am looking for gritty, real-life and dark fics about the boys and their (canon) lives. Like do you remember the Ghostfacers episode 3.13 where it wasn't as polished nor as censored as the regular show. That's what I am hoping for.

2. Dean: All those angels, all those demons, all those sons of bitches -- They just don't get it, do they, Sammy?
Sam: No, they don't, Dean.
Dean: You see, Brady... We're the ones you should be afraid of
- Take that how ever you want and give me some awesome fics.

3. Fics that deal with the kids or teens the boys have saved in earlier seasons becoming hunters and the boys finding out

4. Sam hunted in Stanford and never dated Jess although they were friends

5. Sam's stanford friends are pulled in the world of hunting

6. Organized hunting [mentors, websites and ect.}

7. Sam isn't at Stanford when Dean goes gets him {or fics like that}

8. The boys ascend from as human as they are in canon to higher supernatural being {not vampire/werewolf/shifter nor that way from the being fics)

9. A fic where it highlights that the boys are beyond normal hunters and how different they are are, how BAMF they are even the oldies like Pastor Jim, John and Bobby. Maybe they get in to a situation where they are captured or even time travel.

They has to be of decent length and no weird ending (like when a story has so many loose ends you can make a shag rug and no sequal in sight or when you feel like you were gypped). I don't care how dark, as long as the pairing isn't either bobby/(one of the boys) or John/(one of the boys) rec whatever you want. Self-rec are fine.
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Hi. Can you recomend any stories where (1.) Castiel is snarky, snappish, or otherwise smart-mouthed? I really hate this mollified, suburban kind of person he has been developed into, and it would be refreshing to see him in different skin.

I would also apreciate any stories where (2.) he's badass, or "angelic", whatever you think that means. Musings from the inside of the angel's head (3.) would be gladly welcomed, but not necessary.

Basically I would take just about any face of Castiel that is (4.) different to the one we have the misfortune of seeing on screen now.
Cas from "The End" is probably my favorite version, so if you have anything good on him, that would be great. The times when he was driven enough to swallow purgatory and I'm-Your-New-God disaster that followed are interesting possibilities, too, and is there a story out there in which insane Cas argues with his hallucination older brother?


PS. Oh, also - I can bear just about any pairing if the writing is good enough, but I much prefer platonic. The less romance (and sex) in the story, the better. Please?
02 June 2015 @ 12:21 pm
Hello everyone! I just read (for the 6th time or so) Sasha_dragon's Coming Home (http://archiveofourown.org/works/266825) and I really liked it (hence the multiple times I've read it) and now I am wondering if there are any similar stories or stories in the same vein. Jensen as an undercover operator and Jarod is his handler. Coming Home had the boys never having met before but start to care for one another over time and then finally meet at the end. The story had cute banter between the two and supporting roles by other CW members. Would really like to find similar stories. If you haven't read Sasha's story you should give it a try. Thank you in advance for any recommendations you might be able to offer.
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I'm looking for a few different genres today. Primarily, I am looking for long fics, at least 20k or higher. The more words the better and finished too, please.

Now, I feel like I have exhausted AO3 and ff.net if they have been summarized accurately. So if you have any recs from lj, self-rec or otherwise, or stories with vague summaries that don't normally attract attention, that would be fantastic. Also:

--Fics that deal with Sam's visions/demon powers
--s5 angst where Dean realizes he's been hurting Sam (or any other season, I love hurt!Sam and guilty!Dean)
--Any Sam/Cas or Sam/Gabe, but only bottom!Sam
--Fics that deal with Sam being possessed by demon or angel and the after-angst that it causes
--Any well-written heavily AU fics where Sam and Dean are still in character, but the world is changed (I'm thinking like Faceless, which is one of my all time fave fanfics)

I am cool with gen, Wincest, slash, whatever. Just no Destiel, unless it is in the background and only het if it isn't the main relationship.

Thanks everybody!

I'm back to ask you lovely people if any of you have or know where I can find the following fic(if you can guess from my jumbled memory!)

1.  Sam has a talent show/show and tell and brings Dean in.  They start fighting on stage and Dean has a knife, and Sam has to defend himself.  All the kids thought it was so cool.  I can't remember the ages of the boys in the story, but I know they weren't late that old.

2.  Sam and Dean get kidnapped by a serial killer, who bricks them into a small room underground and they try and dig themselves out with an empty food can.  Dean has been giving Sam extra food and starts getting sick.  Sam figures it out and gets angry at the thought that Dean might die without him and leave him on his own.  They get rescued eventually.  Its wincest.  I believe it was written by gilliancave?, but I can't find her journal or fics anywhere, so it might have been deleted.  If so, does anyone know where I can find it?

I've checked the tags on here, but I'm going cross-eyed trying to find them, so I would be most grateful for the help.

D xxx

EDIT: Found. Links in comments
10 May 2015 @ 10:14 am

Anyone have good crossovers to rec (either spn or rpf)? Any fandom, any setting - I love AUs - so long as our boys figure prominently.

Bonus points for hurt!Sam/Jared or bamf!Sam/Jared. Gen or any Sam/Jared-centric pairing is fine. I have no preference about who tops or bottoms, but I'm not a particular fan of mpreg. Thank you all!