Hello fellow travelers! I'm looking for any and all fix it fics for Dark Side of the Moon. I know it just continued the storyline, but I never understood why they didn't know they were being tricked. I mean, one of Dean's memories was of his mom crying over his father, how was THAT a happy memory? So, please, rec away! No dean/castiel please. Gen and wincest are fine.

Thanks in advance!
It's been a while, so I'm a little sketchy on the details, but Dean is just a child (5-ish) when he meets Cas - I want to say Cas is his teacher, but maybe not. Dean is drawn to Cas right away and is super possessive, getting all growly when Cas shows interest in anyone else, even though he doesn't understand why yet, Cas knows right away that Dean is his mate, but puts it in his pocket for the moment because Dean is a kid. Mary and John both try to get to know him but John is all twitchy about a grown man perving on his son even though Cas refuses to make a move (no matter how much Dean wants him to as Dean goes through adolescence) until Dean's old enough.

Anybody know what I'm talking about? I'll be your best friend :)
24 March 2017 @ 12:52 pm
hi! i am looking for fics similar to vigilance or the messenger where john meets cas and gets protective of dean/the boys, because he doesn't trust the supernatural, or maybe cas just seems creepy like in the messenger.

i would prefer pre-series but canon era is nice too. gen, pre-slash or slash welcome. :D

thanks in advance!
07 February 2017 @ 05:13 am
Okay, so, this is a fic where Dean (and Sam?) were abducted very young. John has been looking for them ever since, while I'm pretty sure Mary is still alive but has given up the search and gone back into hunting. John is in contact with Bobby, doing odd jobs for him. Not hunting, I don't think.

He's running an errand in some city when he somehow runs into Sam or Dean, but loses them. I think. Something to do with him showing people a photo. When he finally finds them again, it's in some kind of abandoned warehouse where they're playing.

When Dean spots him he kicks him and calls him a perv and tries to escape on their bike. I think they split up? One of them gets hit by a car, and John takes him to the hospital.

That's all I can remember. I was pretty sure it was on fanfiction.net but the search is not helping much.
23 January 2017 @ 03:26 pm
Does anyone know a fic in which is in Bobby's POV and little Sam asks him if he likes him better than Dean and Bobby says yes which hurts little Dean's feelings?

I know i read it but for the life of me i can't find it

Please help?
20 January 2017 @ 09:41 pm
Hey all!

I'm looking for fics where J1 lives comfortably or is rich and J2 is poor and has low self worth/ is ashamed/sad, etc.

I'm especially interested in fics with this storyline with J2 as kids or teenagers, but I'll definitely take any age! I would love to read fics with rich/popular highschooler!jensen and poor!jared.

Self recs are awesome!

Thanks all! <3
09 November 2016 @ 08:40 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a story I can across awhile ago. The boys were younger (not sure how old) and they were on a hunt. I want to say that bobby and Caleb were included on the hunt. Anyways john got the monster wrong, and Sam figured out it was a wendigo and had to more or less sacrifice himself because everyone else has been trapped. Sorry it's not the best explanation, but I've been wanting to re-read it lately! Thanks!
17 October 2016 @ 12:56 am
Do you guys know any fics where teachers/coaches (or anyone else who knew the boys as children) see news reports years later saying Sam and Dean are mass murderers and wonder what ever happened to those little boys and/or feel partially responsible for not intervening when they had the chance? I read this one story like that and I thought it was a really cool idea, but I haven't come across any others like it. Preferably gen please. I just want people who met them as kids wondering how they could grow into something so seemingly evil and trying to speculate what could have done that.

Thank you.
13 October 2016 @ 10:43 am
Hello wonderful people. I would like to request your assistance in locating NCIS crossover stories where Team Gibbs meet the Winchester boys when they are kids or teenagers. I'll even take stories in Season 1 of SPN. Would like stories where Gibbs is impressed with the way Dean takes care of Sam but feels bad that he doesn't get taken care of himself. Stories with hurt Dean are a plus.

Ive searched a lot of the stories on this comm but havent found many when the boys were young/little.

Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you! :)
Looking for a fic where Sam and Dean are hunting a ghost. They call Bobby for info, and when he hears what town they're in, he rushes to join them. The boys don't remember being there before, but they were when John and Bobby were on a hunt. Flashback has a pedofile ghost going after Dean in their hotel room, because he's trying to protect Sam. He makes a deal that if he doesn't fight, he won't hurt Sammy. Dean doesn't remember it in the present, but Bobby suspected more happened than Dean admitted to at the time. Somehow, the ghost is back, maybe? I think they had to kill it again in the present. Any help? I wanna say the title is the name of the town, but I'm not certain. Gen fic, case fic.
02 September 2016 @ 10:21 pm
Greetings fellow addicts! I am looking for any and all stories where John has just decided that Sam is never going to be the hunter/son he has with Dean and is intent on dropping him off at one of their friends and leaving him there permanently - and Dean is NOT having it. Or, stories where Bobby realizes that Sam is the odd man out in that trio and tries to keep Sam. Could be slash or gen. Thanks!
Anyone remember the title/writer of a fic based on (or paying homage to) Ray Bradbury's Something Wicked This Way Comes - ? Evil carnival comes to town at Halloween, investigated by two young boys (pretty sure it was Sam and Dean, although not sure whether it was Gen or S/D).

That is literally all I can remember about it. But I have faith in this community's collective omniscience! Please - and thank you!

P.S. I know it was not Sylvanwitch's excellent All the Dreaded Cards Foretell.
25 July 2016 @ 10:32 pm
For some reason, I'm dying for fics where Dean is sent to a universe where the canon events haven't happened, or time-travels back to when he was younger, yet he still has all his memories. Also, does anyone know of some fics where Mary finds out what the boys have been through and doesn't react well to it? Basically any fics where alternate universe or pre-series Mary/John/Sam meet canon!Dean.

(In case you want examples, some really good ones that I've read so far are:)

If I Knew Then What I Know Now:
Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them?

The Best Years of Our Lives, My Ass:
Dean goes to sleep in a motel room in Texarkana, and he wakes up 17 years old, in his childhood bedroom in Lawrence, Kansas, 1996. He has no idea how he got there, why his parents are still alive, why his brother is an adorable freshman with no memory of his adult life, and why the only ally he has in this place is the angel he left behind in Purgatory – somehow also 17 years old.
03 July 2016 @ 01:48 pm
Hi! So the first fic is an AU set during season 9 after Sam discovers Dean "tricked" him into saying yes to Gadreel. In the fic, Dean and Sam are mates but once Sam finds out about everything, he begins to unintentionally sever the bond between himself and Dean causing Dean to become sick. Dean eventually decides to kill himself to allow Sam to mate with someone else but Castiel intervenes before it is too late.

The second fic takes place earlier in the Supernatural timeline. I remember Dean named his teddy bear FUBAR after he mentally regresses to the mind frame of a child after a traumatic event. There's also a firefighter that Dean becomes close to during the story.

22 June 2016 @ 12:15 pm
Hey! Its my first time posting any kind of request and i hope i do it right!

Im looking for a fic that is old. I only remeber bit and pieces of it, hopefully its enough.

1)Sam and dean are young, and Dean used to talk dirty to Sam in the backseat while John was driving. Sam wanted them to have sex but Dean wanted to wait until Sam was an certin age, i think.

2)Jhon captures somekind of creatures kid and tortures him for information. And they catpture Sam and use the same torture for Sam. They send John and Dean a video of Sam being tortures where Sam in morse code tells them where he is held.

3)This other hunter also gives Sam and Dean a knife thats special and says they have a bond, or something like that.

4) And in the end they defeat Azazel by some using the same knife and John finds out about their relationship aswell, and does not really aprove, but bobby does.

Thats all i remember and i hope its enough. I will be forever gratefull if somebody is able to find this fic!!!

i'm looking for a specific fic and general recs.

first, the specific: someone tries to kidnap wee!sam from a comic book store, and wee!dean prevents it, and thoroughly kicks the kidnappers ass. i think it was from the kidnapper's pov.

next, the general: just any gen fic with badass wee!dean taking care of sam. especially any outsider pov fics.
Hi all,
I'm looking for a specific fic I read a while ago on AO3, it was Destiel, an AU where Dean was raised by John, and Sam by Mary. Mary and Sam thought Dean died I think, and then Sam meets Dean by chance at a friends house when he's in college, or something. They're still hunters in it, but John doesn't let Dean hunt, Dean does all the research for John-and lives in a small apartment by himself I think-I can't remember why, there was something unusual about Dean, possibly he was an Omega? Dean was just forming a relationship with Cas. When Mary comes to visit, she first disguises herself and observes Dean at the garage where he works, before meeting him at a family barbecue. I think Sam already knew Cas. Sorry, I know that's rather vague. I think it was a WIP, and it was quite long.

I'm also looking more generally for any fics that have Chuck in a fatherly role, particularly high school AUs where Cas' family take Dean in for whatever reason, and Chuck is a father figure, if such exist. Basically anything where Chuck is acting fatherly towards Cas and Dean by extension.
08 May 2016 @ 06:55 pm
Hello Guys! I hope you can help me out with this story, but I have little hope. It was a work in progress the time I started reading it. I don't know if the author finished it or they abandoned it. This story starts out with John leaving the boys in a motel room while he goes on a hunt. I think Dean is around 8 years old and Sam around 4. Of course, they gave out of money while John was gone. I think Samuel got sick (with a fever) and Dean had to resort to some unsavory stuff, like giving an older man some extra loving for extra money. I think, he tried to kidnap Dean, but Dean got away from him. Dean then had to sneak around so the older guy wouldn't see him or CPS. I remember Dean climbing out the bathroom window with a very sick Sam....somehow they got to a diner and a good hearted waitress gave them so hot chocolate. That's all I can remember of the story. Sorry, but I can't remember anymore about the story.

thanks for reading and your help

A young Dean (early teens?) suddenly drops Sam off at Bobby's door before insisting on going back to the hunter they'd been staying with.  John had them staying with the other man to learn from some one else for a while.  Dean had called his dad for help, but John though he was just being stubborn.  Bobby figured out that the hunter had been raping Dean and was about to start in on Sammy when Dean fled.  And enraged Bobby threatened John for not listening to Dean and allowing his boys to be hurt.

Ring any bells with anyone?  I thought I had this one saved but can't seem to find it again.
29 February 2016 @ 03:16 am
I am hoping someone can help me find a specific bonded boys fic. Sam and Dean are young. John leaves them alone while on a hunt. Dean becomes sick and Sam gets scared because he doesn't know how to take care of his brother. Grown up Sam appears in place of young Sam to take care of his brother when young Sam makes a wish that he would know how to help his brother. Once Dean is getting better then young Sam is back. This continues that Grown Sam shows up during times that Dean needs him. I remember one was when John, Sam and Dean were staying in a apartment complex/hotel? where I think a haunting was happening and at some point the spirit has Dean cornered and Grown Sam appears to save him. John witnesses the transformation. The story continues on with part of it involving Bobby.

Thank you in advance!
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25 February 2016 @ 02:34 pm
1. I read this awhile ago but can't remember where.

2. Sam and Dean are super possessive of each other. There the only one for one another. Dean will do anything for Sam.

3. They run away young. I know dean kills and they live in an abandoned building for awhile.

4. I know dean tries to provide for Sam by killing people.

5. I remember Bobby or Crowley I forget. He comes in the building with an offer for them to work for him.

6. They follow him to his base and his assistant (?) thinks Sam is easy prey.

7. Sam turns him into his pet.

8. Sam and dean are trained and become dangerous Assasins/Hitmen.(World Class)

9. Sam makes friends (?) with the bomb specialist.

Pretty much all I remember. Looking for it.
25 January 2016 @ 11:40 pm
I read a very good little wee!chester fic a few years back (before 2013 possibly?), I believe it was from fanfic.net but I can't remember the title or author. I only remeber a few details but I hope someone can help me find it, I would love to read it again. It wasn't terribly long and I believe it was complete. It was a short timeline or Dean remembering part of his childhood and everything he did and sacrificed for Sam. There was a part I remember clearly that Dean taught Sam how to shoot with his gun which he learned on and was given to him by John. I think it was kept in an old metal lock box. Dean was proud that Sam was good with it.

I know that it's all very vegue but I hope someone knows this fic and can point it out to me. Thanks so much.
Hi guys, I'm looking for some nonspecific stories:

1. Sam is younger than Dean by more than 4 years, preferably a lot more. Not deaged, but where it's always been that way.

2. John officially or unofficially adopts Sam and Dean. I've read Second Hand Sons already 🙂
18 October 2015 @ 01:00 am
Hey I have enjoyed Supernatural fan fiction for years but I am now asking for help with recs on a specific type of story. I love stories that revolve around how Bobby met the boys, Dean and Sam, I have read many but now I am looking for ones from Bobby's POV. So I am asking for all u=you recs and favorietes about How/When/Where/Why/Whatever Bobby meeting Dean and Sam for the First time (and keeps meeting them or taking care of them or whatever) from Bobby's POV only. Don't care about gene, length, rateing, relationships, if it's canon or au, I just want Booby meeting the boys or just even one of them for the first time in his pov. Thanks for all the help you people are awesome.

p.s. not sure what to do with tags so I hope I got them right.
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14 September 2015 @ 07:32 am
I'm looking for

1 a specific fic - Dean is de-aged, mentally and physically, but grows up each hour. Sam asks him questions to learn more Dean's childhood.

2. Any fic where Sam discovers stuff he didn't know about Dean's childhood

Thanks everyone :)
30 August 2015 @ 08:47 pm
Looking for two fics.
the first one is where sam made a deal and made it to where he was never born into the winchester. He retained all memories of what happened dean wasn't suppose to but did. Also dean had a sister that flirted with sam mary lived and it took place in lawrence.
The other one is a wincest weecest one one i pretty much just remember the in the ending where sam and dean both go to sandford sam in school and dean working at a bike shop.I also remember that dean took sam to a hotel for his prom night.
I just finished reading Sure Got a Dirty Mouth by JustineDelarge and I can't seem to get it out of my head.

I want more.  What should I read next?  The longer, the better.  Must be Wincest with a happy ending, and I would prefer pre-series, if possible.

Thank you for your recommendations!
Hello! I'm looking for this one fic I read a while ago, but I can't quite remember the name.

Dean and Cas were in their late teens, and their families met up every year near the beach (I think it was Florida). In years before, Cas had been more quiet in his dress and he had a girlfriend the year previously, but when Dean sees him this year, he's basically gone goth.Sam hangs out with Cas's younger sibling, and Cas takes Dean out to the park on his motorcycle (I think that Cas called Dean princess or something) until they come home when Dean falls asleep. Cas's mom talks to John about Mary who Dean and Sam never talk about. Dean was in the car accident with Mary. Mary died but Dean has an artificial foot, which he is very self conscience about. John takes him to the beach, and Dean and Cas go swimming.

I think it was about three chapters. Does anyone know this?
I'm looking for two wee!Chester stories.

#1: This was from the early days. Maybe written during season 1 or 2. I think this is from the POV of Dean's teacher. It was cute and funny. What I remember is that Dean is going around teaching his little classmates how to protect themselves. I remember the teacher saying "No, (name). There are no such things as chupacabras." I think John was called in and he acted like a concerned dad, but the teacher caught his proud little smile and wonder about it.

#2 is a series of one-shots. What I remember most is Sammy had a stuffed rabbit named Bun. UPDATE: Found (see comments).

Thank you for any help.
I remember YEARS ago reading a search for Wee!Chesters who´d been "abandoned" by John in the woods with hardly any supplies and practically no prior notice. Just, all of a sudden, "'Bye kids, you'd better make it back home by this certain time."

I dont know if this was a story or if someone was describing what they'd like to see in a story.

I would really love to read this, or any variation of this, if it exists.

I would also love any recommendations for similar types of stories where John's training tactics go beyond what the rest of us might feel is safe or rational.

If John is abusive, that's fine.

I'm thinking of really cruel scenarios too, like burying them alive or tying them up and leaving and saying he wont return so they need to escape on their own.

No wincest, please.

Thanks so much!
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Please, help me! I read this years ago and now I can't find this fic.

John, Dean and Sam were on a hunt. I think Sammy got a concussion and Dean got a wound about he didn't tell because he was worried about Sammy and feeling guilty. At the hotel John told Dean to monitor Sam's breathing and left, but when John came back he found Dean asleep. So John woke Dean up, yelled something like "Sammy could stop breathing and you were sleeping!!" Dean was sent to bed and he knew that he actually needed to say something about his wound because the creature they had been hunting was kind of poisonous, but he was feeling guilty and sad so he didn't tell anything. In the morning John woke up to Sammy demanding breakfast. John's first thought: why the hell is Dean not up to take care about his brother?! He called for Dean, Sammy said that he couldn't wake Dean up. That made John worried, he came to Dean's bed and understood that something was really wrong. Then he found the wound, understood that Dean was dying and then he needed to find that creature again because they needed his blood (maybe?) for the antidote to Dean. I think that antidote information came from Bobby... but I'm not sure...
21 June 2015 @ 08:01 pm
1. the boys (both) are deaged physically, permanently, and grow-up again, either by witches, wishes and time travel. It must be permanent and well everything else goes. {I, myself would perfer a happy ending but others may not so post both,}
[I've looked and I can't find many where it is permanent, so even if you point me towards the right tag to comb though that'll be awesome]
2. Happy endings, seriously I am looking for fluffy and 'everything is all better' stories that don't pass over in to too sweet and fake. 
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Okay, so I've read gwevyan's How Dean, kickass Guardian Angel, and Sam, his charge, saved the world, and I intrigued by how Dean fussed over baby!Sam like a mother bear to her kid and how Castiel searching food for Sam like papa bear hunting food for his family. I'm sooooo want to read something like that more. Is there another fanfic with similar plot? I don't care if it's Gen or slash, but if it had sex scene I want Dean as the bottom.
14 June 2015 @ 11:33 am

So, there's two that I'm searching for currently. In the first, it's wee!chesters/young!winchesters. There's a hunt that John goes on with Dean and it goes bad. He gets hurt and is afraid to go back to the house but he knows John will make him. He runs away to visit Caleb at college and winds up crashing in his dorm for a few days until Caleb finds out that Dean ran away without telling anyone other than Sam. Caleb has a roommate - Bull? maybe? - and he and Dean get along really well by the end of the fic.

The other is young!Dean because he manages to get deaged from his 26 years of age to 13. He sneaks off to find Sam at one point in the story because of everyone's bad reaction to him being young again and winds up getting possessed by a demon. There's a sequel where Caleb takes him to visit Sam and Sam doesn't initially believe that it's actually Dean.

02 June 2015 @ 10:10 pm
I'm a big fan of when characters watch their own shows, and I wonder if there's any Supernatural fics like that? It could be Dean and Sam as teenagers getting to watch their future or something like that. I really don't care about how they watch it or when :)

Many thanks!
I'm finding 2 kinds of stories.
1) Any stories pre-series where Gabriel meets the boy(s).

2) Stories that Gabriel raises Sam himself.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10678075/1/Tuesday-s-Child but more Gabriel.

14 April 2015 @ 10:11 pm
Hi everybody,
Some time ago I read a fic that started with Jensen as a kid, complaining to his mom that something was missing. Then, when he's 4 years old he tells his mom something along the lines of "now I'm not alone anymore" and that's when Jared is born. That's about all I can remember. Does any of this ring a bell?
07 April 2015 @ 09:34 pm

So a couple of years ago I read a story at ff.net which I forgot to bookmark and can't find anymore.

It was a story that took place preseries and Sam could not have been over sixteen. Although it wasn't specifically mentioned, you could guess due to his behaviour that he had developed an extreme case of OCD. I think - I'm not sure though - that Sam acted the way he did to gain some control over his life, as he was so unhappy travelling with John and hunting monsters etc.That being said, it was a really angsty story.

I only remember that one specific scene, where John(?) spilled something on the carpet of a motel. Sam hardly contained himself from cleaning it right away, as he didn't want his family to know of his coping mechanisms. However, in the middle of the night he stood up, took the bleach, and desperately tried to get the stain off. Dean woke up, initially to drink water or something, and saw Sam on his knees, scrubbing the floor. I don't remember Dean commenting on it though.

I don't know whether it was a one-shot, but if it was multi-chaptered, it couldn't have been too long. Also, I'm pretty sure that there were no pairing or romance in general.

Thank you in advance:)

Hello - I'm hoping you fine folks have suggestions of stories that feature protective Bobby where he looks out for young Dean. Pre-series or even early series where Bobby steps in for Dean's safety. Where he goes against John in order to protect Dean. Would love it if it featured moments of Bobby playing with Dean or cooking Dean's favorite meals or anything where it is a show of care for Dean and Dean's opinions. Stories where Bobby respects Dean's desire to take care of Sam but let's Dean know that Bobby is happy to take care of him. Mutual respect and love (in a father/son way) would be awesome. Dean can be hurt/injured or sick or just the Winchesters stopping by for a rest between hunts and Bobby sees Dean always catering to Sam so he decides to cater to Dean. You get the idea. :)

Thank you in advance for all recommendations. Self recs are welcomed but please, no WIPs. Thank you again!
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11 February 2015 @ 10:54 pm
Have a strange yen for laundry stories - the boys, either together or separately, sitting in a launderette, having to wash clothes suddenly for some reason, adventures with soapy clothes... As I said, strange yen. Not fussed about rating: gen or wincest. Heck, let's toss some Castiel or Crowley in there too. Oh, just had a thought - some Bobby and/or pint sized Winchesters could be good too. Sudsy fun!
06 February 2015 @ 05:51 pm
Looking for stories where Castiel has to care for or protect younger versions of Sam and/or Dean. Can be de-aged or just pre-series.

Specifically looking for stories where the boys are abused and Castiel is a doctor/pediatrician and is able to care for them, but other comfort stories work too. I think I read one where Castiel worked for CPS and had to care for the boys and I would like to find more of those as well.

If you know of any stories where Castiel has to gain wee!chester trust and comfort them that would also be awesome. Thanks!
24 January 2015 @ 05:17 pm
I read a fic about two years ago I really liked but didn't bookmark and have now forgotten the name and author of, so hoping to get help finding it again. I believe it was of FF.net but I could be wrong. Here is what I remember (which isn't much)....

It started when Dean and Sam are little and the story progresses to them being adults. I think it was Dean's point of view or Dean centric. The start has Dean handing down the gun John taught him to shoot with to Sam and teaching him and being proud when Sam does well, as they grow Dean protects Sam and gives in to the thing he wants which cumulate in wincest. There may have been a driving lesson in there too in which Dean rewards Sam with Kisses. It ends when Sam leaves for college I was sure. It wasn't a long story a few chapters and it was complete.

Any help would be great, and I know I am asking for a long shot. Also any recs to similar stories would be cool too. Thanks so much for all the help.

Hope I got the tag right, so sorry if I didn't.
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16 December 2014 @ 12:35 am
Hey guys! I was wondering if you had any good recs for a kid!fic with Jensen and Jared. I'd absolutely love one where they are in Kindergarten or preschool together and both have childish crushes on one another! I really need some fluff in my life right now.

Big bonus if the fic has one being protective of the other in it! I'd love if one of the J's didn't want other kids playing with them.

Thank you so much in advance!
Hey Everyone,

I'm looking for two fics which involve Jensen being attacked. In the first one I believe Jensen was drugged at a club and ends up calling JDM from the bathroom.

FOUND: By me. It's Late Night Call by [livejournal.com profile] cream_fudge, however, the journal is gone. Does anyone have a copy of the fic?

In the second one, Jensen is once again in the bathroom at a club, however, I can't remember if he was followed in and attacked or if he chose to take someone into there, but after they started he decided he no longer wanted to. All I really remember is that Jared comes in and like takes the guy off Jensen who began to cry (or was already crying). That's probably the worst summary I've ever seen on this site and I apologize for that but really all I can remember is that there was a bathroom in a club, Jensen is upset, Jared is mad, and I think Christian Kane and company were also in the fic.

Found! Also, by me. (Why does Google work some days and not others?) Anyway, it's All This Damage by [livejournal.com profile] raise_a_glass

I'm also looking for a fic where Sam and Dean were raised apart for a certain number of years while John was in jail. I think Dean runs into Sam and his new family at a hotel and he then goes to live with them.

FOUND: By [livejournal.com profile] littleravenhome and [livejournal.com profile] wiccetricks, it's In Shadow. Warning, however, it is a WIP that hasn't been updated since 2010.

Thanks for your help.
21 November 2014 @ 06:43 am
Hey guys,

I'm looking for a gen fic where Sam somehow either makes a deal or uses powers to take dean and him back in time to relive their lives, except he makes it so Sam is not born to Mary and John. Instead Dean gets a sister, but always remembers Sam. Eventually Dean goes looking for Sam and finds him. Any idea?

28 October 2014 @ 04:43 pm
Hi guys,

While perusing past entries over at spn-gen-bigbang I found this summary for a fic in the 2012 bigbang that I'd love to read. However, I can't seem to find it anywhere, and was wondering if:
A) was it actually posted,
B) was it posted but later taken down, or
C) posted but my Google foo has deserted me.

Here is the original summary:

Take My Hand, Rescue Me

Warnings::: Hurt!Sam, Hurt!Dean, Catatonic!Dean, Bad Father!John, Child Abuse - mostly in the form of verbal and neglect, Mentions of 9-yr-old Dean in diapers, Mild Gore, Foul Language, Author's complete suck at summaries.

Summary::: This is an AU Wee!chester fic. It begins when Dean is nine and thus Sammy is five.

With John off on another hunt, something evil attacks Sammy - and Dean - on Dean's watch. It leaves Sam half-dead, and Dean shattered. While Sam heals, John holds a grudge against his eldest and sends an already fragile Dean into a catatonic state.
Nearly eighteen months full of doctors and treatments go by, however the only small changes that come in Dean's condition are through the patient and persistent care of his younger brother.

After putting hunting on hold for close to two years, John goes back to it, this time leaving a seven-year-old Sam in charge of his invalid brother. It doesn't take long for DHS to get called in. Barely managing to get off with a warning, John takes the boys and hits the road with them - where he eventually crosses paths with Bobby Singer.
Bobby's always held his tongue when it came to John's boys, but with the new turn of events - and witnessing the state of the boys first hand - he's not about to let things continue on.

Bobby ends up the enemy of the older Winchester...and the guardian to the two younger ones.

Some scenes in the story that bring up strong visuals for me would include:
~ Dean 9, Sammy 5, putting away groceries.
~ Dean draped over Sammy's bloodied body after the attack.
~ Sammy getting Dean to eat for the first time in the hospital - feeding him chocolate pudding.
~ Sammy taking Dean's hand and leading him everywhere.
~ Bobby looking through the diner window, hasn't seen the boys in years, and horrified to see an eleven-year-old Dean a thin and pale shell of his former self.
~ John saying goodbye to his sons in the diner parking lot, Bobby watching on with a tear in his eye.
~ Bobby holding Sam - the boy hugging him tightly - in the kitchen while running a hand through Dean's hair.
~ Bobby grocery shopping with Dean - Dean in the rear basket of a shopping cart, covered in groceries.
~ Sam, Dean, and Uncle Bobby all having a picnic down by the pond.

This story will eventually be part of a Verse, but can indeed stand on its own.

I'd be most grateful if someone out there could put me out of my misery, because I want to read this in the worst way.

Many thanks and fingers crossed,

Current Mood: hopeful
11 October 2014 @ 02:36 pm
Kinda vague, but I'm looking for stories where, either has younger boys/teenagers, Sam and Dean (maybe even John) realize that Sam is better with knives than guns.  More specifically, how Dean and/or John react to Sam being better at something than Dean.

I often read stories about how Dean is so much better at hunting and all the skills that come along with it, and I thought that, hopefully, there might be some stories that go the other way.

Gen or Sam/Dean is fine.
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Location: Louisiana

I'm looking for a specific fic I read in the last year on Ao3 or fanfiction.com I think. John winchester goes on a hunt, takes the car. I think the boys run low on money and decide to live in a shack. Sam is in elementary/junior high, wants to join soccer. A monster is around their shack and they decide to fight it (maybe a wendigo?). Dean gets injured badly and Bobby shows up at the last minute to help. I think it was about 10 chapters, gen, like a pre-series case fic. Thanks!!!
Hey, so I'm looking for fics where John has to choose between his boys. I would like fics where they are kidnapped or something, and John has to choose which boy dies or gets tortured or something like that, I'm not really looking for Death fics though! I've read a few like this but they're not really what I'm looking for! And I DON'T want fics with rape or sexual abuse.

I'm also looking for fics where the Boys travel back in time, to see their younger selves, I've also read a few of these but I haven't found any I really liked..

If anyone has any fics to rec that'd be awesome!
And please NO wincest or destiel!
Hi :)

I´m have one general request and one specific. No wincest if you don't have to, please, but if it is, please mention it so that I´m prepared :)

1) Any story where either the CPS, suspicious neighbors, teachers or friends (I would love to read a story where someone at their new school...) suspect that Sam and Dean are being abused or neglected - either because of something they say or something they don´t, or bruises or where they live, or after meeting John. Either stories from an Outsider POV or from the Winchesters.
+ If there is a story from the Stanford!era where Jess suspects abuse I would love to read that too.
Preferably gen and no wincest (but if the story is good enough - I can read that too.)

2) This is a story I´ve been looking for for quite some time and I can´t find it. I think Sam just got accepted to Stanford - and he fights with John and runs off. John sends Dean after him with money (after they discover that Sam doesn´t have any), but he is already gone. Sam hitches a ride with a truck driver - and after a while ends up with this family who has a ghost in the barn (their dead son I think...)

3) Any really, really good fic that you feel falls within the range of these requests :)

Thank you! :)