28 November 2015 @ 11:05 pm
Does anyone have a copy of "Life's a Beach by jya_bd_cp_ttgb"? The author took down the story but is fine with others sharing it, if they have it, so long as they credit the author and artist. jya_bd_cp_ttgb posted, before the story was taken down, that the story could be copied and shared. Beach!verse
21 July 2014 @ 11:28 am
The first fic I'm looking for is a Wincest fic. I think it's a comment fic. John found out that Sam is going to Stanford and decides that Sam needs to be brought under control, his control, under his collar. Sam is rather disturbed by this, and Dean is all "Hell no, Sam is mine!" and tells John he knew about Sam leaving and that Sam had Dean's permission to go since Dean was going with him.

The second one was a J2 fic, this one was a longer fic, but my memories are vaguer. They're in some sort of containment center, though Jared's section includes an area outdoors. Jensen ends up in Jared's area because some of the other inmates dumped him there, I think. I know that Jared is feral and someone, the government maybe, is using him as an assassin. Jared latches onto Jensen and everyone is surprised that Jared doesn't kill him. I *think* they have sex, but I'm not sure. Jensen ends up becoming a stabilizing influence on Jared, I think through a mental bond? And then they both end up escaping. That's not quite the end but I don't remember what happens after that. Also, I have read Feral by riyku and while it is a bit similar it is not the fic I'm looking for.
-FOUND! Link is in the comments.

Do either of these fics sound familiar?
Hey guys!

I am looking for stories where someone discusses Sam and Dean's closeness with either one of the brothers. Could be out of awe for their strong bond or because they are jealous or because they don't understand the complicated relationship the brothers have...

Maybe like Ben or Lisa being jealous of Sam for taking Dean away, or Adam for not having a big brother to take care of him while growing up and then initiating a conversation. Anything like that would be great!! :D
(Could also be OC) Only gen, please!
Well, yeah, it's me again with hurt!dean :)) And this time I'm looking for things like:

1. Sam and/or John use Dean as bait. Bonus point if it's because of Dean's appearance. Dean might get hurt or not.
2. Dean dating both Sam and John. Not threesome because Dean hid it from them.
3. Sam learns about John/Dean. I have already read Surrogate verse.
4. Dean stands up against John for Sam. This can lead to John abuse Dean or not. But please no hurt!sam and abused!sam of any kind.
5. Sam realizes how self-sacrifice Dean is. Bonus point if Sam found out Dean had been sacrificing for him when he was a kid (like giving food - examples, taking punishment - example ect) and feel guilty.
6. teen!chester with annoying, selfish Sam and hurt!dean, bonus point if no one cares.

Thank you :x Gen, Wincest and Daddycest are accepted.
Please no abused!sam of any kind.
I'm looking for any fics that are about Sam and Dean after they stop hunting and settle down into civilian life, but that shows how they are still always there for each other. I want something where the focus of the fic (or at least a major moment) is about how they are still Sam&Dean and they are still always there for each other and still know each other better than anyone, even their new girlfriends/boyfriends/wives/friends. It can be Sam/Dean or with other relationships, I'm pretty open to anything. I just want something that is about them and their history and all that they've been through together and how that has created a bond that will never go away, even when they're not hunting anymore.
Not looking for anything specific... just new fics with:
- John being an asshole / horrible father.
- Dean falling apart after Sam leaves.
- Hurt/Sick/Depressed Dean

I would prefer wincest (Sam/Dean) - No John/Dean unless it's included in a dub-con/non-con situation which would go with John being an asshole.
(* Although just Gen fics are fine too!)

Anything where Dean shows up bloody or battered at Sam's door or where someone calls Sam and he finds out how bad Dean really is since he left.
I feel like Dean is (despite his anti-chick flick attitude) a total nurturer and would probably be lost for what to do with himself after Sam is gone.

TLDR; Pre!Series/ Stanford-Era Hurt-comfort with Sam and Dean and maybe some asshole!John.

:P Just another excuse for Dean whumpage.
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14 February 2014 @ 12:55 pm
Hi! I hope you can help me with this :)

I am lokking for fics where:

1. Dean does not follow John unconditionaly, takes Sam's side in aguments and so on.

2. Dean grows up being different, where he has powers, is highly intelligent or maybe not human.

3. Sam realize how much Dean does for him.

4. Dean does not come and get Sam in the pilot, either John does or Dean only comes much later.

5. There is a much bigger age difference between the two broters.

6. Dean is the youngest brother

I am also looking for a specific fic. It is a crossover, Dean is very young (i think deaged?), and Sam is an adult. Dean gets kidnapped, beats the kidnapper and sends Sam a text, and Sam and the police comes pick them up.

I am sorry for any spelling mistakes, and thank in advance!
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07 January 2014 @ 09:35 pm
Hello and happy New Year to everyone!

I’ve just read some awesome awesome fic by Jassy over at Sam/Dean slash archive (It’s Just a Jump to the Left, Finding Home 1 & 2, Learning to Breathe and Out of Breath), and now I want to find more like it! So basically I’m looking for pre-series / early seasons Sam-centric fics with confident, kickass Sam (which isn’t to say he isn’t normally kickass)))).

Maybe Sam gets kicked out of Stanford, maybe he doesn’t get there at all for whatever reason after John’s ultimatum, or maybe something entirely different happens and he runs away from John and Dean long before he even laid eyes on a Stanford pamphlet; whether or not Stanford, or, indeed, any sort of higher education is in the cards doesn’t really matter, end result - Sam strikes out on his own, staying off of his family’s radar for a good long while, reuniting with them for whatever reason under whatever circumstances some time down the line.

What I’m really looking for in all of this is lots of Winchester interaction and a confident, no-nonsense Sam who can really hold his own in whatever, be it hunting solo or something else, and doesn’t take any crap from John or, should it come to that, Dean. Make no mistake, Sam still loves his family very much, he’s just very calmly not going to stand for John barking orders at him and expecting soldierly obedience; or being guilt-tripped over going to college, if he did go.

(speaking of Dean, some initial tension between them is of course to be expected, but I’d love it if they didn’t hate each other’s guts and eventually hashed stuff out and got along, with maybe Dean going so far as supporting Sam in an argument with John)

Please NO BoyKing!Sam, demon!Sam, psychotic-killer-or-otherwise-evil-and/or-dark!Sam. Totally okay if he’s somewhat rougher around the edges than in Canon, though. Pairings-wise, wincest or gen bromance, please.

Thank you muchly in advance!
I've read stories where Dean is firmly on Sam's side in an argument. I was wondering if there are any stories where Dean openly supports Sam's decision to go to college.

Any pairing is okay. Gen is okay as well.
15 June 2013 @ 04:20 pm
Could you guys please rec me some non-AU complete fics (or WIP fics which are not abandoned) in which Dean and Sam somehow end up with one of the kids they've met along the way? I don't care about the rating or length (though longer is definitely better for this request), but I do want to see first time Wincest in the story. Also, I don't care if they're raising the kid in the hunting lifestyle or have settled down or some mix of the two.

Also, are there any fics in which John gets resurrected or both boys travel back in time to when he was alive to fix their mistakes and he has to face the fact that his sons are WAY better hunters than he could ever hope to be? Also, Dean should definitely refuse his orders and John should definitely be pissed about all of it and be a total asshole. It can end with John realizing how wrong he was to be like that or the boys sending him away because they can't deal with his crap anymore or whatever. No AU's, no abandoned fics, and I'd like to see first time Wincest in the story too even if John doesn't find out about it. If he does and freaks, though, that would be awesome. Please help, guys!
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08 May 2013 @ 08:30 am
I have a pretty simple request. I want to read some fics where Dean chooses Sam over Cas. I don't mean in a sexual or romantic way. I don't want any Wincest, but they should have a strong bond as brothers. Destiel is fine, but not necessary. Basically I'm looking for fics in which Dean has to choose between Sam's safety and well-being or Cas's, and he ends up choosing Sam. I would be very grateful if any of you wonderful people could recommend any such fics for me.

Thanks in advance for your help!! :)
21 April 2013 @ 09:51 am
So today I am looking for fics that show dean not liking John. I always read these fics where even tho it is Sam/dean, they always make it seem like dean cares more about John (ie. he gets so upset over his death, or him not being there, or trying to find him). I want wincest fics where dean very obviously cares more about Sam than John.
In same, fics where it's deanandsam against the world. Fics showing people on the outside feeling very left out, or like when Sam and dean are together, nobody else exists.
Bottom dean/ top Sam only please if there is sex.
14 April 2013 @ 10:08 pm
Hello, wonderful people!

I have a couple of requests, I hope you guys can help me.

1- I've always wanted to read a multi-chaptered Destiel fic that deals with what happened to Cas when Dean and Sam left him at the hospital with Meg, but something other than the "crazy" Cas we got on season 7. Is there a fic like that around?

2- I'd like to see what happened if Dean had to choose between Sam and Cas and he chooses Sam -of course- but then he feels guilty because Cas gets hurt/suffers somewhat. Destiel fic, extra points if it's multi chaptered.
18 January 2013 @ 04:43 pm
Okay so for the past couple of weeks I have been thinking about a couple of stories and I cant seem to find them? I have a feeling they might have been deleted or removed but I figured if anybody you guys would know about them. Here we go...

1. FOUND! http://archive.worldofslash.com/viewstory.php?sid=31&ageconsent=ok&warning=4 It was a sam and dean are rescue swimmers (kinda au). I found it on FanFiction. Dean had always wanted to be a rescue swimmer and they had to go through the process of becoming them in order to help the government track down a ghost (ship?) that was killing people.It was VERY subtle wincest; that was building as the story went on. I know when I left it it was incomplete but it was GINORMOUS. If anybody knows were it is or has a copy I would appreciate it.

2. FOUND!! (AND ADJUSTED) http://samdean.archive.nu/series.php?seriesid=95 his one has sam going back in time to change the past. I dont remember what he changed exactly but because of it Dean was able to get out of hunting and settle down with Cassie. I think there was a period of time that Sam was dating/sleeping with Ash. Then Dean has a kid and Sam winds up coming back into his life. I dont remember if they were in danger or if it was a conicidence. Sam has feeling for his brother and I believe he is trying to stay away so that dean can have his happy normal life. Something happens to Cassie and Dean leaves with Sam to go back to the Roadhouse, where Sam has been building an army of the psychic kids. Sam and Dean wind up rekindling thier relationship and Sam tries to take care of Deans son. I believe the story is broken up into parts and is also incomplete but I cant find it anywhere so anything would help. The author was really talented and had a lot of other stories that I liked but for some reason I cant find them.

Okay thats it. If anybody knows where to find these stories or a way to contact the author I would really appreciate it. Thanks for the help!!
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18 January 2013 @ 11:35 am

Specific request and slight Season 8 spoilers under the cut...

Help!  )
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Hi there! I'm looking for Wincest (Sam/Dean) or J2 stories in which one of them keeps stealing the other one's girlfriends/boyfriends, or simply the people the other one's interested in. It could be like a constant competition between them, and the one losing would be really annoyed and trying to retaliate. But, and this is important, the boys end up together in the end.

Ust between the boys or a love/hate relationship would be a plus. No Dean/Cas, please. Main pairings should be Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen. Self recs are welcome and encouraged. Any genre or kink is also welcome.

Hope you can help me.

Thank you.
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18 March 2012 @ 10:24 pm
Hello; I'm looking for two type of fics;

First I'll point out that I'm not really sure what I'd rather avoid (*scratches head*) - so I'll just read the warnings before and if something icks me, I won't read. Also, story lenght doesn't matter - but couple wise I only read Gen, Wincest and J2.

So I didn't have any specific genres in mind, or settings, just as long as it fits the criterias below :

1) Fics where Dean comforts Sam, and/or is protective of him.
Basically I saw these by Andlatitude : one two three
And well... I really wanted to read about something like this.
It doesn't have to be ALL that it's about, and any circumstances works.

2) Fics where Sam seems like the helpless and protected one, but he's actually more dangerous than Dean.
Or where Sam generally is the mastermind behind things, even if nobody suspects it would be him, because he's the little brother.

Precision : It can go into Dark AUs, including serial killer, whichever. So long as Dean isn't abused by Sam; they care for each other, hence Dean protecting Sam even if he's deadlier.

I also remember reading a story where Sam is androgynous and looks frail, but he's deadlier than Dean. I lost the link though. [FOUND] > Lexicale's Law of the Talon - It's wincest and in an AU setting where they don't seem to be hunters.

If there's J2 (gen or slash) variants of those, which is what I meant by ''and a half search'', I'd read that too. :)
I don't care which ''J'' is the equivalent.
25 February 2012 @ 06:36 pm
Hi Guys,

Looking for another story, I read a couple of months ago.  I didn't save it, can't imagine why.  Hope it registers with someone on this site.  I can remember that Dean goes through a mirror (I think), he sees Sammy or he thinks it is Sammy, come to find out his name is Dean, he is working in a C-Store or a grocery store (I think the guy he played in Gilmore Girls, I didn't watch that show).  Dean ends up spending time w/Dean/Sam, but all the while trying to get back to his Sam.  Loved it just can't remember the name of the story.

Also, would love if any of you could rec anymore Time Travel stories,  just as long as it Wincest or at least ends up Wincest

Oh and please no threesomes, can't wrap my head around those.

Thank you in advance, C
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24 January 2012 @ 03:28 pm
I was re-reading [livejournal.com profile] kellifer_fic 's story Snuffleupagus And now I'm wondering if there are more fics like that out there.

With Sam having an imaginary friend or with Dean imagining Sam because he's lonely, feverish or because he's crazy? Sam don't have to be imaginary, he can be a ghost, or a demon,perhaps some sort of fey/fairy, maybe inter-dimensional being or an alien?
As long as it's only Dean who can see him at first? I would love it if it was Wee!boys, like in Snuffleupaus but all recs are welcome be it slash or gen.

Thank you all in advance! <3

Edit - Thanks for all the recs guys! They were great!
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12 January 2012 @ 06:12 pm
I'm not usually a huge fan of Wincest, so I have no idea where to look to find this, but this idea jumped on me and will not let go, so here I am, once again, seeking y'alls help.

Basically, are there any fics where Sam or Dean tells Castiel/Ruby/exes exactly what they do at night? Like, Sam telling Ruby exactly how much of him Dean has and gets, and vice versus with Dean and Cas, or any other pairings that work, I guess. Basically, possessive!boys making everyone else jealous in detail. I feel like I've read one of these before, but I can't recall when or where. They might fall under dark!fic or evil!boys, since I'm pretty sure it's not exactly normal behavior. Pretty much any kinks or genres are cool with me, and I'm not bothered by non-con or dub-con, so throw any ideas you've got at me.

I'd imagine that there'd be stuff like this in the kinkmemes, but I have no idea where to look exactly.
05 January 2012 @ 09:27 pm

Something else for you guys to find. :)

The fic is established relationship wincest fic.

It all takes place in a hotel room on the last day of the world. The angels are planning to purge the world and start all over again because of the sin and corruption amongst humans. Sam and Dean are aware the end of the end is nigh but have basically accepted it and chosen to spend the last few hours together. Cas keeps popping up to try and convince dean to come with him to heaven, but Dean won't go because Sam hasn't made the cut (what with the Anti-Christ/Demon/Lucifer stuff) and he won't leave him. When the world stars to explode around them, Sam and Dean are lying in bed, Sam is singing 'Hey Jude' to try and get Dean to fall asleep so he won't feel anything when he dies. I remember that there's also mentions of the explosions outside sounding like rain on the impala roof?

Thank you in advance to anyone who can point me in the right direction.

Edit: Found, link in comments.

25 December 2011 @ 04:52 am
I have searched for this story for a while and I have yet to find it. I know that Deans Deal doesnt go through because when he was a child he gave his soul. to Sam. I dont really know anything else, but I think that the beginning of the story is when they are children and as the story goes on, they get older.   Thank you for all of your help.
18 December 2011 @ 11:06 pm
Hello! You all were so helpful last time I thought I'd drop by again. I'm looking for a specific fic and doing a general search/rec. Any rating, any ship. I prefer Wincest or gen, but everything will be fine.

Specific story I'm looking for had Sam going away to Stanford and John leaving Dean. Dean ends up at Bobby's and basically talks about how he's only useful when he's protecting something and since both John and Sam are gone he has nothing to protect. It has Dean asking Bobby if he can be one of Bobby's gaurd dogs or equating himself to the same value as a dog.

General recs:

1. I'm looking for a story in which Dean is adopted and Sam is the biological son of John and Mary. Bonus points for Sam being John's favorite and or Dean being treated like a weapon/lesser son.

2. Any stories that show case how differently both boys were raised, like if John is harder on Dean than Sam, or how Sam is allowed to get more involved in academics and Dean shaped more into Daddy's little blunt instrument.

3. Any sotries in which Dean is treated like a gaurd dog/soldier/weapon.

4. Dean appreciation fics. Outsider POV, Sam POV, any of the cast, whatever. All I want is that someone sees the sacrifices Dean has made, or how BAMF he is, or Sam realizes just how much Dean has done for him, and that the story shines on Dean's character.

5. I'm also looking for fics where Dean metaphorically or literally takes a bullet for Sam. I want some good H/C with Dean jumping in and taking the hit to protect Sam.

Thanks so much guys!
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13 December 2011 @ 07:46 pm
Hi there! I'm looking for any fics in which either Sam or Dean somehow get a glimpse of the future and they try to change it.

The cause of this knowledge could be a vision, a spell, time traveling or even someone (supernatural creature, person from the future etc.) telling/showing them what is about to happen. The thing that is shown to them has to be something really bad: Sam's or Dean's death, Dean's deal, the Apocalypse, Lucifer, or any other horrendous scenario, and they have to try to stop it somehow. The main idea has to be that of a do-over, a chance to make things right.

The pairing should be Sam/Dean, or Dean/Sam. No Dean/Cas, or Het, please. However, if they're really good, I'll take gen fics, but only if there is a fair amount of brotherly bonding and schmoop, the boys willing to do anything for each other and all that. :)

I'll take any kinks and any genres, as long as there is a decent plot. The longer the story, the better! Self recs are more than welcome.

I really hope you can help me out. Thank you in advance! :D
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05 December 2011 @ 08:50 pm
I just finished reading Named, On the Wings of War, and the Pagan Gods 'Verse so I'm looking for similar stories. I really loved seeing Dean get some new kick to just how badass he is, so if you'd be so kind I'd love your recommendations for stories I'd love to read them. I prefer Dean/Sam, but any pairing or gen is fine.

1. I'm looking for stories in which Dean is really strong (physically/mentally/willpower). If any stories you've read have a really striking scene of Dean as a strikingly strong character I'd love to read it.

2. Anything where Dean gains powers, extra points if Sam's bitchface is in the story.

3. Wing!fic or Angel!Dean fic where he's really bamf.

4. Martyr!Dean. Any fic that Dean sacrifices to save someone else. I know there were some wee!chester fics about how Dean would go without food to feed Sammy so any of those? Or the usual hurt/comfort, dark!fic, torture!fic, heck even death!fics. I really can't get enough of Dean's visceral need to save everyone even at the cost of himself.

5. Messiah!Dean. I also love this where Dean is the person to save the world.
30 November 2011 @ 07:41 am
Hey guys,
I'm looking for two types of fics. First, I recently read us, being normal by cheebles and was wondering if there are any more fics out there were John finds out about Sam and Dean (he could walk in on them, or he simply has a suspicion) and is shocked, maybe even sends them away.
Second, I'm looking for fics were Jensen or Jared (or both) are stalked by a fan. I already read Intimate Enemy by slashboyz, which was really awesome!

As always I really appreciate all of your help, you're awesome!
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17 November 2011 @ 09:49 pm

I just wrote this and made this:

And the whole idea behind is my request!

1) I want all the fics, videos or art you can think of where Dean is Sam's father-figure!
It can be obvious or not, a good thing or not but I don't want wincest.
It must be a platonic brotherly love, where Dean is a BIg-brother with big hints of fatherly-vibe ONLY towards Sam. I don't wanna read something like that towards Ben or anyone else.

- Can be Wee!Boys.
- Sam can be de-aged but he must keep his adult mind please, at least a huge part of the fic!
- Can be hurt!Sam, Another's POV, anything really, as long as Dean act like Sam's father!

2) I'm gonna ask you the SAME REQUEST but FOR J2. I really doubt that exist though, so I don't hold my hopes up on this because I have never read a J2 who doesn't end up with sex. But If you can find me fics where Jensen is protective of Jared like a big brother or treat him like a son, you will have a gift, I promise!

To give you ideas and because if you don't know those authors and story it's too much a a waste, here the ones I already know about:

- Jedi Shapphire who wrote the WONDERFULS fics "If I have freedom" , "Dies Felices" and a tons of others very incredible Big-brother-fatherly Dean!

- Scribble2much with the great "I wish I was your brother"

- All the SPN fics of morgana07
- All the SPN fics of IamtryN
- All the SPN fics of Marianna Morgan

I know y'all are more likely going through the links and read, and I encouraged you, but please don't forget me, and hit me with your recs!

Go nuts!


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01 November 2011 @ 04:03 am
I'm in the mood for stories featuring Dean leaving his dad (and taking Sam with him). There are many lovely stories that show Dean leaving but eventually coming back, usually on John's terms, but what I'm looking for are stories where Dean has had enough of the life, and just decides to up and quit - either his family, or the family business, or both. I don't think it's credible that Dean would leave without his brother, so any such stories would have to be really well done. If Dean has it out with John at some point, that would be the cherry on top. If you guys could recommend anything like this I'd be truly grateful. Thanks so much!
28 October 2011 @ 06:53 pm

I'm looking for two specific stories:

1) Sam/Dean; I don't think they were brothers in this story. Dean was either a demon, or had been raised by Azazel. What I do remember is, he was sent to Sam so he could tempt him into turning, but ended up falling in love with him instead, thus rebelling against the YED. Most of Dean's body was covered in tattoos, which were a mark of Azazel's power over him, but were eventually (painfully) erased, little by little, each time the boys had sex. FOUND!

2) This is an older one, posted, I think, somewhere around 2007, or maybe even before that. I'm not sure whether it was wincest or not, but chances are it was, as I don't usually go for het or gen. Anyways, Dean had made a deal with a supernatural creature, possibly to save or protect Sam, and had to go to it every year, on a specific day. I believe John was also in the story, and the whole thing was kept a secret from Sam, who only found out years later, most likely as an adult. I also think Dean was tortured by this creature, as he definitely dreaded those meetings. I know this is terribly vague, and I do apologize for it, but I never finished reading it and would love to do so now. FOUND!

Many thanks in advance, for whatever help you can give me.
I'm looking for recs for fics with Dean and Sam on the run from John or others. I just finished reading Angers Heartbreak and Angers Betrayal so I'd like something in that vein, where Dean goes against John for Sam. I'll also take recs for fics where they are on the run from anyone.

I read a fic a while ago where Sam and Dean where on the run from John for some reason and Sam was really sick and Dean had to help him shower at this truck-stop. If anyone knows what fic that is I'd appreciate the help finding it.

Mods please let me know if I've mistagged this in any way.
Hi! I'm looking for Wincest or J2 stories in which:

1) The boys are being assholes to each other, preferably during sex, not really caring about each other's feelings (or just pretending not to), seeing their relationship as just sex, a way to get off. They can continue to sleep with other people as well. There has to be an (un)healthy dose of denial of their true feelings, possessiveness towards each other and angst. But, at the end, they have to realize that they are in love with each other. Basically, I'm looking for fics which resemble the "Blow me" verse by rockstarpeach.

2) Hate!sex, in which one of the boys exacts his revenge on the other by having rough sex with him(not necessarily non-con, but it can be), or any story in which one of them vents his frustration on the other through sex.

3)The boys are fuck-buddies, but are not in love, until something happens and they realize that they actually are.

I'd prefer top!Dean / top!Jensen fics, but the other way around is fine too. Non-AUs are my favorite, but if you have some good AU recommendations, by all means, tell me :)  The main pairing of the story must be Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen. No Dean/Castiel, please.
I'd really appreciate it if you could help me out. Thanks in advance! :D
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22 September 2011 @ 05:45 pm
Okay, so I really hate John.  Sorry, but I do.  So, I would like all the stories where Dean discovers how horrible John has been to Sam.  Whether at the time or after the fact (during season one or season two, stanford times, whatever), all is good!  

I'm good with pretty much everything, but I'd rather not have anything......graphic, if you know what I mean.  I'm more looking for the aftereffects, specifically Dean being furious with his father, protective of Sam and helping Sam recover (mentally [maybe Sam believes whatever crap John says, maybe Sam hates himself, maybe Sam feels guilty, believes he deserves it] and/or physically) from whatever John did.  

Thanks so, so much!  :)
15 August 2011 @ 02:41 pm
Hey! I just found this comm and would like some help finding a specific fic. I read it a while ago and I'm pretty sure it was dean/cas. In it, Dean had to choose who to save from going to hell, either Sam or Cas. He chose Sam, and Cas had to watch Sam being freed, leaving him in hell. Eventually Cas is saved and the ending is happy IIRC. I know there was a similar post before (http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/5975459.html) but the story provided isn't the one I remember reading. Any help would be appreciated!

Found: in the comments yay
21 July 2011 @ 06:52 pm
I was reading [livejournal.com profile] lyra_wing Dust In the Wind, [livejournal.com profile] dreamlittleyo Res Gestae,and Salvation Verse from way back in the day and I realized that I miss that in SPN fic-the whole Brothers on a Hunt thing. It has been years since I read a non-crack SPN story, I've been on a J2 kick, but today I really hope people can point me in the direction of some good brother fic. Old or new, preferably believable Wincest, but just something about the need to be together emotionally (and I have no issue with physically). I do like it when one of them is getting some some sort of mystical thing, but it isn't needed. Things set around season one are always good.

I just miss that achy crackle of the important thing being that they're out there hunting things together.

If this makes sense and anyone can point me in the right direction of well written well loved fics that would be great
15 June 2011 @ 11:16 pm

I'm looking for:

1. Sam gets hit with a spell/curse that turns him invisible.  He and Dean get into a argument and Sam says he's going out, but doesn't actually leave and see Dean crying over him.   - FOUND - See Right Through You

Ringing any bells?

2. Sam and Dean are in a relationship, but Dean only does it because he thinks Sam is still suffering from the affects of a succubus.  Sam is in love with Dean and see under cut for more details )

3.  Any fics where Dean is the Unholy Consort or Sams Demon lover/protector.

Grateful for your help on this.  Self pimping is more than welcome, but complete fics preferred, unless they are updated regularly.  No non-con or death fics -I'm a schmoop girl, don't mind angst,


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08 June 2011 @ 07:28 pm
I'd like to read anything that has Dean killing Ruby. I don't care if it is canon or AU, but I would love, love, love it if it is canon and occurs in season 4, but prior to 4x22. It doesn't have to, though. It would also be great if the boys kill her together...like they did in 4x22 (Sam holding her, Dean stabbing her)...but it's ok  if it is just Dean. I'd also like the story to describe Dean's feelings about killing her. Of course, Dean killing Ruby doesn't have to be the main focus of the story, but if it isn't I'd like there to be a good amount of words about it. Like, I want more than, "I killed Ruby. I loved it."

Please no evil!Sam. It can be Wincest or Gen. Thanks in advance!
24 April 2011 @ 04:10 pm
 Obviously, I have no life, if I'm asking for more help from you guys!

001. Are there any stories out there where Dean is being followed by ghostly!Sam or invisible!Sam and he doesn't know it, or he does, and he's trying to save Sam or help Sam, or something? Kind of like Invisible Touch by authoressnebula. That's what I'm looking for. Anyways, it can be J2, but I'd prefer Wincest. Happy endings only, no threesomes, no non-con or other injuries by Dean, etc.

002. Season 1 fics where Sam and John get into a fight because of Sam's leaving, and Dean gets all upset but chooses Sam. 

003. Anything slashy (Wincest or J2) to do with Skittles? I've kind of got a skittles kink right now.

004. John/Dean find Sam's own journal and realize what he truly went through as a child Winchester or during Stanford or something!~
005. Dean/Sam (wincestual) in the point of view of Jo and/or Missouri
Thanks guys.! 
21 March 2011 @ 07:57 pm
I have a few request for all you lovely rec-ers.

1. I'd like to read anything that has Dean killing Ruby. I don't care if it is canon or AU, but I would love, love, love it if it is canon and occurs in season 4, but prior to 4x22. It doesn't have to, though. It would also be great if the boys kill her together...like they did in 4x22 (Sam holding her, Dean stabbing her) I'd like the story to describe Dean's feelings about killing her. Of course, Dean killing Ruby doesn't have to be the main focus of the story, but if it isn't I'd like there to be a good amount of words about it. Like, I want more than, "I killed Ruby. I loved it."

2. I would love some season 4 or season 5 re-writes. I'm thinking a long story where something happens that drastically changes things. For example, Dean finds about what Sam has been doing in season 4 earlier, or a big player (that isn't Sam or Dean) is killed, or Sam never escapes the panic room, or the boys don't separate...anything and eveything

3. And along the lines of my second request, I'd like stories that have Dean never going to Hell. It is amazing how few I have found. I don't care how it happens, whether Sam breaks the deal or there was some loophole, or something else entirely. The only thing that matters is that Dean never goes to Hell....(I'll take Sam saving Dean from Hell, as well, but I prefer it if Dean never goes)

I like Gen and Wincest. I accept Het if it is one of Sam's canon pairings. Please no angel pairings. The longer the better, but I'll take any length. Please no evil!Sam....unless Dean is evil, too.

Thanks in advance!
19 February 2011 @ 05:49 pm
I remember reading a fic a while ago where Dean and Castiel were developing a relationship. At some point during the story Dean has to choose between saving Sam or Castiel from something (sorry about the vagueness-- I really don't remember much!), and he chooses Sam. If there are any other fics out there like that I would love to read them. Thanks!
15 February 2011 @ 07:55 am
Hi I am looking for copule of searches:
1) sam/dean any slash non-slash where dean takes sam away from John for any reason and start a new life.

2)Sam/dean/castiel slash where sam and dean use/take castiel (bottom castiel). (rps or from the show fics)

Thankyou in advance
11 February 2011 @ 11:01 pm
I started a story called 66 Seals of doom on the wall and it was awesome so far. In a moment of pure genius i did not bookmark it and i really want to finish it but can't find it. Please help. Found In Comments.

Spoilers for season 4 under the cut incase anybody hasn't seen it all yet - 

Spoiler Alert! )

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01 February 2011 @ 06:45 am
1.)  Are there any stories out there in which Bobby is angry at Sam and treats him coldly or temporarily cuts Sam out of his life?  Sort of the way he behaved when he was possessed in "Sympathy for the Devil", when he told Sam "You're sorry you started Armageddon? This kind of thing don't get forgiven, boy. If, by some miracle we pull this off... I want you to lose my number."  Except I would like him NOT to be possessed.  So basically anything that deals with Bobby being pissed at Sam and acting pissed towards him, and Sam being hurt by it/feeling guilty/trying to make it up to him.  Anything that has hurt!Sam (as in physical illness or injury) is bonus, especially if Sam being hurt makes Bobby realize how much he still cares about Sam.

2.)  Also, any good stories where Sam is jealous of a relationship that Dean has with someone else?  Like Gordon in Bloodlust (before he went all psycho on them), or Castiel last season when Sam and Dean were separated.  Could be pre-series, too, like Dean makes a friend closer to his age and Sam feels left out.  Basically I want Sam feeling replaced and being hurt by that.  Of course eventual comfort by Dean is a must.  Bonus points if the person "replacing" Sam ends up being a not-so-good person or intentionally tries to drive a wedge between the brothers (like Gordon) or if Dean is angry at Sam and outright chooses someone else over Sam (like hunting with Castiel in season 5).

Wincest is fine, self-recs are fine, and I'm cool with any and all warnings.  

Thanks in advance!
20 January 2011 @ 11:38 pm
Hi guys! I was wondering if there are any Wincest first time fics where Dean is the one who convinces Sam to start having the relationship? Generally, Dean tends to be the one who needs convincing, I was wondering if the opposite exists? No evil!Dean, dub-con, non-con fics please, I would really prefer if it is post-Stanford, Weecest is kinda dubious in this situation IMO. Cursed-fics and girl!Dean fics are okay too!

Thank you, I love this comm ♥
 Hey all!  It's me again!  Thanks for being so helpful!  I'm back for more!  :)

I'm looking for:

1. Sam coming back after season 5 different, changed.  Not the emotionless, soulless stuff.  Protective!Dean with Dean being awesome and big brother again!  Sam NEEDING Dean too.  Maybe Sam could share his memories of hell and Dean could realize that Sam had it worse than he did.

2. Dean finds out that John is abusing Sam and does his thing.  :)  Pre-series, Stanford era, or after Stanford, whenever works!  I would prefer no rape fics please!  Oh and I've already read the Boy Hunter one.  :)

3. Dean discovers how much he means to Sam.  Maybe he turns invisible and has to watch Sam (unaware that he is just right there) search for him.  Maybe Sam endures torture, doesn't give in for Dean's sake.  Anything where Dean realizes how much he means to Sam, how much Sam needs him!  :)  Oh, and I've already read A Short Trip Down a Long Road by K Hanna Korossy (who is a fantastic author by the way)!  :)

Please no death!fics or slash or Wincest!  Thanks so much!  
13 January 2011 @ 11:39 pm
This is pretty vague, and by vague I mean vaaaaague. Anyway! I was sitting in my bed thinking about Sam and Dean, and of course what is in store for them when they come back on the 28th. But then it got me on another thought, I haven't read a Sam/Dean story in a very long time! 

So! I would like some recommended favorites of the wincest kind, but before that here there are SOME guidelines.

If it is a Big Bang, I have probably read it.
If it is by [livejournal.com profile] leonidaslion I have probably read it.
Only Wincest
No non-con (between the boys)
Can be AU
Wee!chesters are welcome
Side characters (Castiel, Bobby, John, Jo, Andy) are love.
New stories or Old are great.
WIP are okay only as long is it is pretty much a sure thing that it'll be finished.
Prefer boys as well boys

Anything else, and I mean anything else I say go for it! 
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29 December 2010 @ 11:59 pm
Hi, it's me again. This time I have two general requests and one specific one.

1. Are there any stories where Dean and Sam drop everything to go to the other one? Maybe Dean's on a date; Sam calls and Dean just leaves to go to him? First time Wincest would be love(maybe they realize that this sort of dedication is wierd?), but I will accept brotherly love too. If it has outsider POV, that's even more awesome!

2. I'd love some J2 stories with some Chris Kane/Chad Michael Murray on the side. Maybe the Js are surprised at the relationship or wierded out?

3. Specific fic request: It was a first time AU. It was Dean/Cas and I believe it was a mini fic in a bigger collection. Either Dean or Cas(pretty sure it was Dean)was about to be mated/married/bonded to Anna; then I think Castiel came to the door and mating sex ensued with a guilty Cas afterwards.

Thanks in advance!
28 December 2010 @ 06:20 pm
Hello all! *waves* So I'm home sick today with an awful sore throat and cough (ICK!) and need some fic to keep me entertained. I'd love some fluffy, smutty Sam/Dean fics. I'd prefer them to be on the short side this time 'round if that's possible. If a bit of angst slips in (we ARE talking about the boys, after all) that's fine. I don't mind angst. =)

The second thing I'm asking for is Sam/Gabriel. I'm incredibly new to this pairing. I've only read two or three short fics. So I'd love your favourite Sam/Gabe stories! If they're on the longer side, just warn me please.

What I would like to see:
-Happy endings.
-Hurt!boys are fine, as long as there's tons of comfort.
-Higher the rating the better.

What I would not like to see:
-Non-con/Dub-con (unless it's the "no, don't-omg do that again!" kind ;P)
-AUs (Unless it's like, a post-apocafic AU fic or something to that sort. I'm fine with those)
-Character death/excessive angst

I hope I'm not being too demanding here. Thanks in advance for any help you can give! *hands out cookies*
20 December 2010 @ 12:06 pm
I'm craving some fics that focus completely on the unbreakable bond between Sam and Dean. OPV is a bonus, Bobby gets you cookies and possibly even a little squee.

I don't mind if the boys are smoochy, dark, angsting, cursed, changed... anything is fine as long as they are *together* in body, mind and soul. Wincest or gen is fine, but nothing where the boys choose another partner or RPS please.

I've read a lot of fic and afaik, all of the 'classics', but please don't hold back just because it might be something I've already read. I can click over those stories or hell, read 'em again ::grin::

The tags reflect the wide general nature of the request --- sorry!


30 November 2010 @ 10:09 pm
Hello everyone --

First off, I just wanna say that I LOVE this community.  I've been a frequent "lurker" on here for about a year, and finally made an account, so that I can post entries.  I am looking for a story that involved Dean getting stuck in an alternate universe where he and Sam are together (which freaks him out at first), and they live a cookie cutter life...BBQing with the next door neighbors, Dean working on his car, Sam's a lawyer, etc...but eventually Dean starts to worry that this universe is not real, and that he needs to get back to "Real Sam," because he's worried about him.  "Dream Sam" tries to convince him to stay...that, that situation is their reality...that it's not fake...but ultimately Dean kills himself to try to get back to Real Same...Any ideas?

Thanks so much!  <3