Hello fellow travelers! I'm looking for any and all fix it fics for Dark Side of the Moon. I know it just continued the storyline, but I never understood why they didn't know they were being tricked. I mean, one of Dean's memories was of his mom crying over his father, how was THAT a happy memory? So, please, rec away! No dean/castiel please. Gen and wincest are fine.

Thanks in advance!
05 April 2017 @ 09:02 pm
See specific fic request below the cut...


(Mods, can we get a Season 12 tag?)
04 January 2017 @ 10:45 am
Happy New Year, everyone!

I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).

And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.

I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.

Thank you all so much!
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03 October 2016 @ 11:50 pm
I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
15 September 2016 @ 02:16 pm
Looking for these kind of fics.

1.) Are there any fics out there where the bad guy or whoever realizes that torturing Dean and his family/friends isn;t the way to get him to do what they want. Instead they realize making sure Dean's family/friends are safe is the way to get to Dean. Basically a villain is smart enough to realize Dean's loyalty is his greatest strength and make Dean loyal to himself, and that torturing won't work. I.E Zachariah tricks Dean into saying yes by lying about the apocalypse promising Sam will be safe and so on. Dean gives himself up to Allistar/Azazel/whoever as long as his dad and sam are safe etc....

2.) Dean sacrifices himself for John/Sam to whoever.

3.) Opposite time. Are there any fics where Dean refuses to deal with Sam/John's bs and just ups and leaves. He doesn't come back and moves on with his life.

4.) Episodes concerning Sam's heaven. EP 5.16 I don't want an amulet fixit fic I want Sam to realize why exactly Dean was so mad because I feel like he didn't get it. I'm an older sibling and I can guarantee you if I found out my younger siblings heaven didn't feature me at all I would be pissed and hurt. So any fics with Sam realizing that and apologizing and NO ZACHARIAH MANIPULATED SAM'S HEAVEN. that;s too much of a cop out and Sam is given enough cop puts in the show.
Hey there everyone! :-)

I hope you'll be able to help me out, 'cause I've been going crazy on my own trying to find this.

So, I am looking for a specific fic. Sadly I don't remember the title or the author, only that it was on AO3. Every chapter was one episode of the show. The author or authors were up to season 8 or something, I think? Basically, it was about a character from every episode mistaking Sam and Dean somehow for a couple, although they aren't together. It was awesome reading how every episode could have some Wincest and the boys reaction to it.

So to recap, every chapter was from a different outsider point of view, it wasn't actual slash, but the outsider always thinks the boys are together, there are many chapters (though the single chapters aren't actually every long) and it's still a work in progress.

Rings any bells? I've no idea how I can't seem to find this on my own...
I'd really be grateful for your help! <3

Edit: Found! It's Fumbling in the Dark by leonidaslion and I've simply got very selective memory concerning the summary and the first chapter.
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24 January 2016 @ 04:29 pm
Working my way through the season 9 boxed set, I've just finished the episode where Sam casts out Gadreel and then has the confrontation with Dean with Castiel having to watch as their relationship breaks down and Dean walks away, leaving his family standing in the rain.

I'm craving follow up fics to this. Cas told Sam he'd have to heal him in stages, suggesting he'd be at the bunker for some time. I've love to read fics where it's just the two of them, and Cas is left pretty much responsible for Sam's physical, mental and emotional wellbeing and takes really good care of him.

And maybe Sam cares for him in return, because Cas is still on rocky ground himself after everything that's happened to him.

I just think it'd be interesting to see how their relationship pans out because before it's always been Dean and Cas, or Dean and Sam and Cas, but now it's just them - and for all they know, Dean is never coming back.

Gen or slash, both are welcome.

Thanks in advance!
07 November 2015 @ 06:26 pm
Hello all, I am working on a new project (or  a few) and nned your expert help. I am looking for 2 kinds of fics that anyone could rec to me.

1. Any short fics (100 - 1,000 words there abouts t start) featuring the characters Sam, Dean, Castiel, Crowey, Bobby, Meg, Bell, Jody, Ellen, John, or any characters with long speakig parts in the show and are in the tone/gene/continuation of/missing scene of Supernatural.

2. Any J2 or Sam/Dean (or J3 even) soulmate fics that don't feature Mpreg, non-con/rape, slavery, sex with a dog (or other animal) and no death of the main pairing.

Any help in my quests would be wonderful anf I thank you.

P.s. I hoe my tags are okay....no soulmate/mate tag?
Hey all!
I'm looking for three specific fics and I have a general search. The 3 specific fics are as follows:

  1. This is a drabble/oneshot set after the epiode Skin in season 1 (1x06). It is a very short fic. It is basically about Sam wondering if he was wrong and what he thought was the shapeshifter was actually Dean, and who he thought was Dean was actually the shapeshifter. He tells Dean this and Dean says it doesn't matter, the shifter can download people's memories so he would act the same and he says it would be "a monster's second chance". They go to a bar and Sam keeps bringing up this topic, saying that it must be symbolism that Dean shot himself in the head and Dean tells him he once slept with a guy that looked like Sam and asks if there is any symbolism in that. They then go back to the motel and Sam tells Dean he'd know if it wasn't him and Dean says he wouldn't. The fic ends along these lines.

  2. The second fic is one where Sam is deaged and I can't really remember anything about it (why he was deaged, who did so, etc) except for the ending where Dean asks Sam if he liked him when Sam was a teenager. Sam is quiet for a while and Dean says "Forget it" but Sam then explains that even though Dean was his brother, he kind of acted like a mother to Sam so Sam kind of resented him for it. Sorry for the lack of details, but I really can't remember much more.

  3. The final fic was again, deaged Sam. Sam, Dean & John (I'm not entirely sure John was with them though) are on a hunt together and they get cursed by faeries who de-ages Sam. The curse works a certain way: Sam has to say no a certain amount of times for him to reach his normal age. He starts off as a child and Dean uses flashcards and makes up stories to make Sam repeat the word "No" over and over again. Sam does so and he starts growing older and older. Eventually he reaches the age he was when he was at Stanford and Dean has to explain about Jess to him. Finally Sam becomes his age again.

Any help on any of these fics is much appreciated as I am so desperate to read them!

Thank you heaps in advance!
Hi - I am looking for a specific fic and I think it was by someone called the Meglosaurus or something similar.

It was Season 9 after Sam had been drained of blood by the vampires in 'Alex, Annie, Alexis, Ann' and Dean takes him back to the bunker. While he is trying to get Sam ready for a blood transfusion he finds that Sam has been tattooing himself with protective sigils to stop from anyone else possessing him. It was an awesome story with a really telling last paragraph and some serious brother talking.

Can anyone help me please?

Found in comments - thank you so much

1. I would like any fics dealing with Sam's declaration to Dean at the end of The Purge ("Same circumstances, no I wouldn't.")

2. Sam's POV 09x23 up to the moment he decides to summon Crowley. Bonus points if it includes his reaction to waking up on the side of the road and then realizing he 'lied' about being ok with all this.

3. I know about spn-epific on LJ - are there any other episode-fic rec sites or lists?

30 October 2014 @ 10:31 am
Are there any fics that delve into Sam's fear or clowns? I remember a few coming out after this ep. One might have had to do with Sam being molested one time he was left there as a kid?

I think I have all the tags...
Are there any fics about the overnight drive that Dean, Sam, Ruby, and Anna took from Bobby's house to Kentucky to find Anna's grace in episode 410 (Heaven and Hell)? Maybe where Dean and Ruby are the only ones awake and Sam and Anna are both asleep and Dean and Ruby talk? If this gapfiller doesn't exist yet, someone should write it :)
17 April 2014 @ 09:32 pm
Haven't posted on here in forever so hope this is right.

Anyway season 9 as been leaving me cold, especial the way Sam is getting treated.

So I'm in desperate need of some Sam POV/Sam centered story's.

* It can be set in any season BUT bonus point's if it's in later season's or season 9.

* Pairings aren't needed but Wincest is fine, NO Destiel.

* If any stories are set in later season's, no Charlie or Benny.

Please and thank you!!!
27 February 2014 @ 08:24 am
Sigh, show won't give it to me so I am looking to you wonderful people for help. I would love any stories that tell Sam's point of view about everything that has happened this season. I would much prefer gen for this, although I am desperate enough to take Wincest. No dean/castiel please. Thanks!

Mods:I don't see a Season 9 tag-that is the only other thing I would add.
I'm looking for a gapfiller fic for episode 821 (The Great Escapist) for that time between Sam passing out on the floor and Sam waking up in the ice bath. How long was he on the floor? What did Dean do when he found him? Where'd he get all the ice? :) Thanks!

FOUND!!! - 107 Degrees by scullspeare. Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] chellexxx for finding it!
21 December 2013 @ 11:49 pm
I was rewatching S5 but more specifically, 5.18 and what caught my attention was the difference in trust levels between Sam and Dean.Read more )
24 September 2013 @ 07:42 pm
I was wondering if there are any stories where Dean is afraid of Castiel after what happened in episode 8x17 "Goodbye Stranger" (like flinching away from his touch when he tries to help him), and more importantly, doesn't forgive him just like that. After all, that was the second time Castiel beat him to hell and almost killed him, so I think Dean would have a harder time just forgiving him.

Thanks for your recs!
19 September 2013 @ 03:04 pm
i can't seem to find this fic. Sam was hurt more than he let on after Plucky's but seeing Dean laughing, he didn't want to destroy the mood. Its an established relationship but they haven't done anything recently due to problems like soulless and the Leviathan. They started to make out on the hood of the car i think but was interrupted. Thanks for any hints!

fOUND in comments!
11 September 2013 @ 07:34 pm
I was wondering if there are any episode tag fics for "Southern Comfort" where Sam and Dean have angry sex or just screw their problems away after their argument at the end of the episode.
I just watched "Dark Side of the Moon" and now I have a craving for Flagstaff stories.

Are there any stories out there that are set in those two weeks and are written completely (or mostly) from Dean's point of view? Like: he's realizing Sam is gone, he gets more worried by the minute when he can't find Sam and of course what happens when John comes home.

Long stories preferred, but I'll take everything :)

Only gen, please.
01 September 2013 @ 06:55 pm
I just finished S4 and the hurt!Sam was awesome especially in the last few episodes.Need more fics revolving the description below or others similar that's not necessary in s4.

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Sorry for the long note guys but thanks!
03 May 2013 @ 04:24 pm
I'm looking for fics (or vids even) where Dean and Sam as adults get stuck with the young Mary and/or John; like if in 5.13 they got stuck in the past (maybe Dean, Sam and Mary leave without telling John anything, etc). I'm only looking for fics when all (or most) parties know about their relationships, so not so much codas to 4.3 when only Dean knows who he is in relation to the rest of them. I'd prefer it having to do with the apocalypse but whatever reason/any season works. Gen or any pairing. Self-recs welcome.

Thank you!!! 
30 April 2013 @ 12:15 pm

Free To Be You and Me was on TNT this morning and so I'm dying to find any Sam/Lindsay stories, particularly stories about Sam explaining to her as to why the hunters came to look for him and why she was handcuffed to the bar. We never see that in the episode and I'd love to see what writers came up with.

There's no tag for Lindsay, and I didn't know if she counted as an OFC.

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29 April 2013 @ 11:04 am
I just finished watching 'The Rapture' on TNT this morning and I have a need for a specific fic. At the end of the episode, Dean finally learns what Sam has been doing to give him the mojo to exorcise demons, and that is drinking demon blood. We see the shocked look on Dean's face as he watches his little brother drinking blood off the demon and then all of a sudden has his powers back as he exorcised the demon that was in Claire. We see the shocked look on Dean's face and then Castiel leaves. We then cut to them in the car, Dean not willing or wanting to talk to his brother about what he just witnessed and suddenly Bobby calls telling the brothers to shag ass to his place. We then see Bobby and Dean lock Sam in the panic room to detox.

What I am looking for is a fic that deals in the time between the boys in the warehouse and the boys in the car.  Dean obviously placed a call to Bobby about what he witnessed and either they decided together or Dean told Bobby that he wants to detox Sam, so they devised the plan for Bobby to call Sam and tell them to get to his place. I am looking for any fics that deal with this scenario. Gen please, no Wincest or slash.
08 April 2013 @ 02:19 am
Has anyone written or come across a fic where there's mention of the Ouija board (or "Mystical Talking Board") Sam used to communicate with Dean in S2E01 In My Time of Dying? I'd love for Dean to find it in the trunk or for them to end up using it again for some reason. I'd love to read Dean's reaction when he finds out Sammy reached across the veil to communicate with him.
17 March 2013 @ 03:09 am
I didn't see any fics with this particular character, but enough time passed that something must have been written, so a little help will be appreciated :)

season 8 spoilers )

thanks in advance
15 March 2013 @ 10:11 pm
Any body know where to find a fic that has Jensen as a genie and Jared as an actor I believe....there is the original story and the sequel. The sequel has people getting sick on set and Jessica Alba as Jensen's arch nemesis? Help?

hey any good wincest or j2 on 7x14 Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie?

Hey anybody know any good Iron man J2 stories? I read bertee's IronManesque fic and kinda got a craving...

Also anybody got any good bottom!jensen, hurt!,jensen, overprotective!jared?

Please and thank you!!
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29 January 2013 @ 07:13 pm
So I had a bit of a falling out with this series during season 3 and never made it more than halfway through season 4 before i stopped watching. I always felt they started introducing too many character and that sort of thing, which always puts me off shows, and Sam and Dean's relationship suffered for it (in my opinion only i'm sure, but hey, I'm particular about what I enjoy)


1) could I have some fics set in season 1 and  early season 2 where we get some really good brotherly interaction going on.
2) Awesome case fics, where the boys have to research the monster like in the first season, I always enjoyed that.
3) Some fics addressing why Missouri treated Dean like that in the episode "Home", or some Bobby and the boys, or hell, all four of them, Bobby, Missouri and the boys (I always did want to see those two meet, just for the clash over how they both treat Dean)
4) (in case it's not obvious Dean is my favourite) Some hurt, snarky Dean, and some panicky, protective Sammy, because I find that combination downright adorable.
5) Are there any fics where Bobby raises the boys instead of John. I don't mind John, but I absolutely love Bobby and he seems to have a huge soft spot for them, so some fics about that would be cool.

Just please, no angels and war between heaven and hell, no Castiel, no ruby, no Bela. Ellen, Jo and Ash are sort of amusing, but I sort of just like Missouri and Bobby... so yeah... any and all help would be much appreciated.
19 December 2012 @ 12:19 pm
Are there any fics where 'survivors' of the MotW get together, for any reason. Whether it be to have someone else who understands what they've been through, to talk to (as the subject line suggests, a support group). Or some of them band together and become hunters.

Mods: I'm gonna try to tag this; I'm just not sure quite which tags to use.
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26 November 2012 @ 04:26 pm

I'm looking for two stories.

One is a Frontierland tag where its has an AU ending with Sam getting shot before the time traveling part.

The other one is a The Song Remains the Same tag where Michael heals Sam but not completely so he starts to feel the effects of blood loss.

Thank you for the help!

EDIT: Both links for the  stories can be found in  the comments
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20 November 2012 @ 02:14 am
I'm looking for a Benders Coda.


Dean is held by the benders and they rape him and force him to like it, and just before they make him have sex with Missy, Sam saves the day. I am pretty sure this is one chapter, I don't recall more than that.

Thank you so much :)
04 November 2012 @ 10:23 pm
Just saw the new episode, and I'm looking for fics that take place directly afterwards. Have any been written yet?
04 November 2012 @ 02:07 pm
I'd love to get some more recs for fics dealing with the consequences of the events in the ep 'Slash Fiction'. In other words, the Winchesters either hunted by the cops, meeting people who recognize them, getting arrested, prison, whatever... as long as it deals with outsiders reacting to the Winchesters post the cross state killing spree committed by the LeviChesters.

I prefer gen, but I'll accept any pairing except for wincest. Crossovers would be awesome, outside pov even better.

I just feel that the show just dropped most of the consequences of that ep, so please tell me that fandom was a bit less quick to drop the potential of it.
22 October 2012 @ 11:31 pm
Anything like Not Howling to the Nuthouse by blazoningpen where fans find out after, during or before the convention that the Supernatural universe is real. The longer the better for me, but I am willing to take anything.

Also any Dean/Tony crossover fanfiction? Or Dean with any of the Avengers, Tony or Clint preferred.
13 October 2012 @ 08:12 pm
Has anybody read a Swan Song coda in which Dean says goodbye to Sam in a different (more intimate) way, before he drinks all the deamon blood? I would love to find a fic that has an established relationship between them or just any kind of a more emotional take in this goodbye between the boys.
I have had this idea stuck in my head forever and I´ve never found any fics that tackle this. 

Thanks so much!
03 September 2012 @ 02:38 pm
Hello! I've been rewatching S6 and I am sure I've read this story somewhere. It's about the second gunshot that the Phoenix fires, Dean got him with the Colt but his shot got Sam. Anyone remembers this fic?

Thank you! (And mods I think we need this episode's tag too!)
18 August 2012 @ 10:15 pm
The earlier Dean/Cas underage search got me thinking about a specific time travel story I can't seem to find. Possibly post The Song Remains the Same, Cas makes a stop on his way back to his own time and runs into Dean. He knows Dean needs money and offers him the little he has, but Dean assumes it's for sex. So Cas requests a kiss, which turns heated but Cas won't have sex with him because he's too young and/or this Dean doesn't really know him.

The thing I really remember is that when Cas gets back Dean asks him if he (Dean) is old enough now. I'm sure it's a story I should know by author I love but I've spent all day off and on searching for it. Help, please? TIA

Found - And Know the Place for the First Time
1. Hi, I am looking for a specific fic. I don't rember the author or the title of the fic. I do remember that it's set right after BUABS, it's gen and in 2 parts.
Sam and Dean leave Bobby's house and find somewhere to stay for a little while to recuperate. Wherever they are staying (I think it was a hunter's place) has a river that is being possesed by a ghost. The ghost tries to drown Sam (by making him sleepwalk I think) and Dean has to pull him out and preform CPR. I think Dean is having some health issues too because he was shot. Also the ghost was different than other ghosts because it was part demon and it might have been the daughter of the hunter. I think the daughter was killed while being possessed.

I never finished the fic so I don't know how it ends. :(

2. Also I'm hoping you guys can hook me up with some Dean/Cas fic recs. I haven't read much fic with that pairing and I would love it if you could share your absolute favorite fic. I'm good with any length, rating or genre. Scmoopy, crack!fic, sad, I will take pretty much anything you've got.

I would prefer no noncon or dubcon, mpreg, or fics where Cas acts like a bird. Plus no Sam bashing, please.

Thank you!
07 August 2012 @ 05:49 pm
I was rewatching Spn season one episode Provenance and was wondering if there is any fic out there where Sam and Sarah hooked up? Thanks! :)
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04 June 2012 @ 01:54 pm
I'm looking for any fics that have:
Sam, Dean, Jared, or Jensen reading and/or writing fanfic. Or in the case of Jared and Jensen, discovering fanfic,
One of the above discovering that the other one reads/writes fanfic (that's in someway related to them) outside of when it happens during "The Monster at the End of this Book" (codas are fine),
Fics that reference that Becky writes fanfic.

Yes, the fic searched for here is on my to-read list.

J2 or Wincest or gen only please, though other pairings are okay as long as Wincest or J2 are endgame (also, any pairings in the fic-within-the-fic-we-need-to-go-deeper are fine), as is crack!fic and AU.

ETA: You are all beautiful, wonderful people, and I love you~ Thank you so much!

Mods: there's no specific tag for reading/writing/discovering fanfic or meta breaking the fourth wall, so I did my best. (first-time poster, hopefully I didn't go overboard or screw up)
I'm looking for 2 types of stories, not anyone particular story, Gen only.

1) Fics where Dean hears the voice mail that Sam heard in Lucifer Rising

2) Any self loathing Sam, particularly season 5 to the current time.

I'm looking for really sad, brings you to tears stories, with or without happy endings.

This is my first post so please forgive if I've done something wrong.

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looking for sam/dean stories based on 2.18 Hollywood Babylon.  I would love to see Sam's jealous reaction of finding out Dean slept with the star of that movie.  Or maybe Sam feeling out of place while Dean just fits right in?  Any suggestions/ideas/self recs all are welcome.  Thanx in advance!
11 May 2012 @ 03:49 pm
Hi all!

I'm looking for a specific story set post-S5 episode 2 (Good God Y'all).

Sam gets really sick from a salt overdose after what Rufus (I think?) did to him, thinking he was a demon.

Any help on this would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance

Edit: FOUND in a flash (in comments)
10 May 2012 @ 11:22 am
I'm looking for a story that was maybe a coda to "Clap your hands if you believe . . . "

It either took place in that gap of time when Dean was missing, or it took place after the events of the episode with Oberon, King of the Faeries, coming back for Dean and making him "service" him, in the words of the crazy fairy lady. It was a pretty dark fic as I recall, both in subject matter and just general setting and description (I don't recall the fairy world being a particularly bright and cheery place but dark and woody), non-con (there may have been some aphrodisiac involved to force Dean to atleast physically respond, but was still deifnitely non-con). I also remember Oberon being huge, and part tree? He may have let Dean go in the end but I honestly can't remember.

Any help would be greatly appreciated, and similar recs are definitely welcome.  I don't think I'm confusing multi-fics, but I very well might be.
I'm looking for fics that take off from 6.20 "The Man Who Would Be King", either from when they trap Cas in the fire or when he visits Dean at the end of the episode. I'm open to however much of the rest of the season the author wants to add, but I prefer it going AU from one of those spots, or at least this episode. I'm really looking for Destiel in this case (either with them in an already established relationship, which means s-6 being AU already, or starting during the fic). 

Self-recs welcomed. Any size, though I'd prefer longer fics for this one.


Good Example: The Law of Conservation of Energy by peroxide-fic

Added Clarifying Note: I'm not so much looking for codas for this episode (though I've read some good ones) but for AU fics taking off from this episode.  But if you have some amazing ones (or vids) feel free to add them. :)