Hi guys,

I'm looking for a specific wincest fuck or die fic i seem to have lost. Here's what i can remember:

Theres a witch involved but she gets away.

Dean is tied up and wakes up to find Sam stretching himself out. Sam is embarrassed and tells Dean not to look.

They argue about going after the witch but Sam insists they don't have time and sits in Dean's lap and rides him.

In the end Dean begs Sam to let him go because he wants to touch Sam.

Thats all i can remember, fingers crossed someone knows what I'm talking about! :)
28 August 2017 @ 03:42 pm
I'm looking for two J2 fics with similar topic. Both are non-au.
1 . J2 first time I guess, there is some kind of auction going on and Jensen is being auctioned off. The winner gets dinner with him. Jensen's agent is very excited about it because she thinks it will be good for his image. Jensen is nervous and tells Jared that. In the end, Jared saves the day and he's the one who pays for dinner with Jensen.

2. Also a fic with auction going on but as far as I remember J2 are in established relationship. Jared wins the auction but some woman is bidding in his name. Jensen doesn't know what's going on. He's taken to some mansion (?) and has to work in a garden. Then Jensen finds out it was Jared who "won" him.
02 August 2017 @ 11:04 pm
Hi guys!
I would like to read some non!au or slightly!au j2 fics, like where boys are still actors, working on the show, have the same backstory as in real life. Mabybe with the side of pining and first time with each other. Also, big bonus if its big and slow burn and something up to last seasons timeline (not a must).
Hi Guys.

I'm looking for another oldie. Sam gets taken, by Yellow Eyes I think. John gets a call from Dean to meet him, and when John turns up, Dean has what appears to be burns on one arm. John gets a glimpse of Dean without a shirt and across Deans back is a tattoo of a dragon. Turns out that Dean has done some dark magic and when they go to rescue Sam, the dragon turns into a sort of armour/weapon.

Sound familiar to anyone? Its a wincest first time,and I would love to read it again.

Also, could you rec any fic where Sam and Dean get matching tattoos -whether they are bonding tatts, or just signs of propriety/love. Wincest is preferred, with not too much angst. I do like a happy ending. :D

I've tagged the best I could - Hope thats ok Mods?

Thanks guys

D xx
I am pretty sure it's Dean/Sam, but they are unrelated in this story.
All I remembered from the story is that it was a series and had more than 3 stories,Dean had a piercing in one of the stories,Sam goes to a dance and Dean shows up,Sam and Dean have sex in Dean's car,Dean took Sams virginity,I'm pretty sure Dean called Sam pet names,one lived with Bobby and one with John, pretty sure Dean is older,there might be jealousy and possessiveness and that's all I remember. Hope someone can find it!!!
08 May 2017 @ 09:19 pm
Hey guys, it's been a while and I'm back with an unusual request. I'm usually all wincest all the time but lately I've been slowly moving into J2. So now I'm looking for fics where Jared is the one pining for Jensen or maybe something happens that makes him insecure in/about their relationship, preferably au/first time. I love the a/b/o fics and mpreg and especially where Jared is younger by a lot.

I'm also wondering if anyone has copies of Jassy's fics. She was one of my favorites on the samdean archive and with it down I've lost a lot of my favorite fics like Finding Home, Learning to Breathe, and It's Just a Jump to the Left.

Thanks so much for any help!!
Hi guys, I've been in such a bad mood lately... Hope you can help me out :)
I'm just looking for some stories that feature either (or all of??)
#1 Sam and Dean having to pretend to be boyfriends/husbands for whatever reason. I probably already read some of them but surely not all.

#2 Sam and Dean being mistaken for a couple? I love this trope as much as the pretend couple one. Just Sam and Dean being mistaken for boyfriends, maybe going along with it or put up a fight at first...? Just about anything.

#3 Sam and Dean in couples' therapy (or any therapy, really) as long as there's Wincest as the endgame. It can be something inspired by the episode 5.11 "Sam, Interrupted" or a case fic... I don't really care. I read Couples' Counseling by [livejournal.com profile] lazy_daze a while ago and absolutely loved it. So if you have anything similar to this.

#4 Anything that has at least a bit of a humor and light in it and ends with Wincest? I'm not really a fan of established-relationship but if you think it's good, I'll read it. I don't mind angst but happy ending is a must :)

04 December 2016 @ 10:09 am
Looking for the fic where Dean and Cas sleep together for the first time and Dean thinks it is the start of the relationship he wanted but Cas then acts like it was just a one night stand and proceeds to sleep around like it's going out of fashion with everyone but Dean. Dean is upset and hiding it and definitely goes to cry on Charlie's shoulder at one point. And I think Cas may have been either falling or in some way depowered? It was pretty satisfyingly angsty all around.
28 November 2016 @ 01:53 am
I am looking for a Jensen/Jared Alpha/Omega arranged marriage story. In the story Jared is an omega whose family is horrible to him. They tell Jared how horrible sex is going to be and thats all hes going to be worth a sex toy. They tell him that he's going to be treated badly by his new alpha.Jensen treats Jared like hes a treasure. Jensen who is the alpha that Jared is marrying is also kind,thoughtful and doesn't act like a knotthead. Jared's family hooks him up with Jensen because of the money and just to get rid of Jared. They blame Jared for not getting their money especially Jareds brother.Jensen doesn't give Jareds family anything because of the way they treated Jared.Jensen gives something to Jareds only friend who was always there for Jared. Also Jared is an artist. Jensen gives Jared a surprise birthday party and invites one of Jareds old friends before Jared became an omega. He cant invite more because they havent been checked out for anything unusual or criminal. The story has multiple parts to it. In one of the stories Jareds brother tries to kill him during an omega rights march/protests. Jensen is a prince, his brother will be king someday. In another one of the stories Jensen tries to make Jared angry because Jared never gets angry. For Jareds birthday Jensen gives him a dog. Im not sure if they have sex on their wedding night. Jareds family hates omega s and thinks all there ment to do is have sex,birth pups and take care of the house.Thats all I remember.
First time posting here, or using Live Journal in fact. Was recommended this community by a friend.

I've tried using the search bar, but whenever I do, I seem to get an error page pop up. :S
I'm trying to find some J2, JDM/Jensen or Dean/Sam or Dean/Castiel fanfiction that deals with someone giving their first handjob and/or blow job.

For the J2 fic I'd ideally be looking for something where either both men or just one of them is questioning their sexuality. How the story progresses I honestly do not mind, as long as it contained someone giving their first hand job and/or blow job to another man. The more unpracticed they are, the better! :)

For JDM and Jensen, I'd love to read something where Jeffrey is the experienced guy showing Jensen what to do.

For the SPN based fic, I don't mind who is the inexperienced one, but again I'm looking for the same, an awkward blow job and/or hand job where the person giving it simply has no idea what they're doing and it's guess work/experimenting. Bonus if the person receiving the hand job or blow job guides the other person with what to do.

I don't mind if pieces are multi-chaptered fiction or single chapter, anything at all would be welcome, so long as it's focusing on it being their first time and that they're very unpracticed as opposed to being a first time pro. I would prefer to stay away from Noncon or dubcon if possible. I don't mind if it's AU or not in regards to J2 and JDM/Jensen.
19 November 2016 @ 01:48 pm
Looking for a fic where a teenager (or possibly more than one) has been taken by the Fae, and Dean and Castiel go after them because there is a chance Cas can use being an angel to get the teenager back if they haven't eaten/drunk anything yet. But Dean and Cas have to pretend to be a couple while they are in the faerie kingdom, and there is a bit where they are given outfits with jewels and flower accessories - the first night the colours are just about Cas being an angel, but after that Dean gets outfits that match his colouring. By the end, the pretend relationship is obviously a real one, but I can't remember much else.

Any suggestions?
12 November 2016 @ 04:04 pm
Hello ,
  I dont know if this is a certian  story  but i love reading anything where Sam knowns he always love Dean more than he should have but tries to hide it because he dosent think Dean would ever return his feeligns.. so he tries to date other people and makes Dean jealous without realizing it. This happens  until Dean can't take it anymore and finally breaks down and admitts to Sam his feelings.. love lots of fuff and some smutt ...
I haven't read much fic lately and I was wondering if anyone could rec me some first time Wincest that's set anytime after they've aquired the Men of Letters Bunker, the longer and plottier the better. Any rating is fine, and I'd prefer complete stories but WIPs are great, too if they're not abandoned. Thanks for your time!
Current Mood: hopeful
Originally a one shot and then a sequel. I can't remember what the first fic was and what the second was but I'm looking for two specific fics where S/D are already in an established relationship. They fall asleep at a motel but when Dean wakes up he finds that he traveled back in time to a younger Sam. It's before Sam ever told Dean he liked him but he talks to older/current Dean about it. It's younger Sam's first time with Dean.

In the other fic younger Dean (17?) is swapped to the current time. Sam finds him at a bar and brings him back to the motel (I think it's a little BDSM, some spanking). This fic is younger Dean's first time with Sam.

So, overall, one fic tells current Dean's experience of the time swap and the other fic is about older Sam's experience with younger Dean.

I think it's on someone's tumblr and I don't know if it was ever posted anywhere else. It's driving me crazy. I tried searching the tags and googling and nothing comes up. Any help would be greatly appreciated!

FOUND!: After hours of searching my friend found it

Dean's POV

Sam's POV
29 September 2016 @ 11:22 pm
Hey guys, I was wondering if you could help me find the following:

1)pagan!sam- i've read two or three fics where sam is pagan, but do you guys have any recs?

2)preseries!wincest- it's a first time story where sam and dean are camping but discover they're being watched by a supernatural creature that they have to hunt

Thanks for any help!
13 September 2016 @ 03:21 pm
Ok so I'm new here and I absolutely love this site. Ya'll are so quick with responses! Ok this time I'm not looking for a specific fic, just a specific type of fic(s). I LOVE "First Time" fics. If you guys could rec a few that would be great! Here are a few things I look for:

1. I like for it to be more Sam pining for Dean and Dean has no idea.

2. I like when Dean is reluctant to proceed with the relationship once he finds out what Sam wants.

3. If its a Dean pining for Sam fic I like it when Sam takes the first move because he kinda already knows Dean wants him.

4. I like a slow build because I like to "feel" the pining before the happy ending lol

I'm listing a few stories as a reference as well. Like I said, I'm new so I have no idea how to tag a link so here are a few of my faves.

1. Last Day on Earth by Candle_Beck (IF ANYONE KNOWS WHERE THIS WRITER IS PLEASE LET ME KNOW BECAUSE THE WORK IS AMAZING) In this one Sam gets hit with poisonous monster blood and he thinks he has only one day to live. The only thing he wants to do on his last day on Earth is kiss Dean...

2. With Resemblance to Sense by BewaresTheIdes15 - This is one where Dean becomes obsessed with getting Sam's cherry popped once he finds out that he's a virgin. One night Dean brings a girl back to the motel for Sam...and...well...

3. Holly, Ivy, Mistletoe by queenklu - This is one where Dean hasn't seen Sam for a while because he thinks Sam wants nothing to do with him. He decides to visit Sam at Stanford on Christmas and is a little bitter the whole time until he finds out that Sam left him a really embarassing voicemail on one of his phone that he never listened to.

Sorry this is a little long but I appreciate you guys taking time to help!
12 September 2016 @ 08:27 pm

Can anyone please help me find the j2 fic "It Was Just a Stupid Dare" by seragabriel? The journal has been deleted and purged. I got recommended the fic by Sumersault1509's delicious: http://del.icio.us/somersault1509/virgin!Jensen?&page=17

According to the summary, Chris dares virgin!Jensen to go to a gay bar where he meets evil!Jared. I'd love to read it.

Thank you!
It was a short non-au story, when Jensen was being stood up by some crew guy yet again. Js were living together, and Jared didn't want Jensen to be disappointed that he's not going on a date, so instead, Jared took him to one. Does anybody recall it? I read it on A03. Thanks!
08 August 2016 @ 11:49 pm
Hi guys,

I'm looking for:

1) Fics where Sam and Dean are captured/kidnapped and forced into having sex with each other.
2) Sex pollen/magic made them do it type fics.

Anything goes as long as its based in the supernatural universe (no high school AUs please!), preferrably NO established relationship, Mpreg, or main character deaths.

Hope you can help :)
26 July 2016 @ 10:09 pm
Hello all!

So literally years ago I read a fic wherein Jensen and Jared spend (I think) a summer together at some kind of sport camp? If I remember correctly Jensen played lacrosse and Jared played soccer. They become friends and I think more if I remember correctly.
Also, Jared only wanted to be called JT and no one at the camp knew him as Jared.

At the end of the summer (?) one of them gives the other their number on a piece of paper and they lose it and it's a sad time.
Then they end up at the same college or something and reconnect and then proper relationship.

I'm dying to read this again so if anyone knows wtf I'm talking about please help <3
Hey y'all!
Looking for a specific fic where Sam is a thief. What I can recall is he left because he was pining after Dean and wanted to get out of the life of hunting. He became a hotshot thief, and somehow gets reunited with Dean. Turns out Dean returns Sam's affections. Smexy times ensue.
05 July 2016 @ 06:27 pm
I'm pretty sure I have these buried somewhere in my massive pile of bookmarks but I CAN'T FIND THEM.

1) The boys are investigating what I believe was an Western town (maybe one currently being used as a tourist attraction?) and at some point they are in some old tunnels that collapse on them, I believe.

2) Stanford Sam is housesitting for someone. It could be that the pilot happened but then Sam didn't leave with Dean, I'm not sure. All I definitely know is that Sam is in a house and Dean comes to hide out, because he's wanted by the FBI. There's some interaction with the neighbors as well, I believe.

Thank you so much for the help. I've been looking for WEEKS and I can't find these two. It's driving me crazy.

Hey guys it's that time of the month! I was hoping y'all knew where to find any of the following:

1) sam+benny - sam makes a deal with benny to save dean from purgatory. in exchange, he lets benny drink his blood. benny gets addicted and starts draining sam too much. dean eventually catches them. [FOUND]

2) suicidal!sam - it's a season 5 fic where sam is trying to kill himself in an attempt to keep lucifer from using him as a vessel. it never works but the damage he causes in his attempts starts to come back with him when he's resurrected.

3) wincest - any first time wincest/weecest that is super fluffy/sweet/romantic. as long as there's no angst, it's good.

Thanks for any help!

09 May 2016 @ 09:36 pm
Jared told a funny story about a hotel clerk assuming they were together and trying to put them in a room with one bed, and I would love to read fic riffing off of this scenario! Basically anything where they're not together yet, but wind up a little close for comfort while traveling, at conventions, etc.

'First time' would be precious; pre-slash or 'it's complicated' also would be fun; any rating. Any fic along vaguely similar themes welcome!
When I first started reading fics about year ago I didn't even thought about bookmarking them and now I'm at complete loss how to find them. So if any fic that is J2 | NON AU | 10k words and more comes to your mind, please leave a link! :) Even the most classic ones, the most popular ones, doesn't matter :) :) I remember that a lot of them had Js living together and pining. Thank you!
Hi! So I'm looking for a specific J2 fic. They live together, I think it's non au. Jared broke up with Sandy not so long ago and Jensen finds list of kinks or something they like in Jared's drawer that he and Sandy once made. Then he uses it to make Jared fall for him. I think there was something on the list like "I like seeing the person in my clothes" or "I like when the person touches my neck", that kind of things.
Call me a hopeless romantic but I am looking to find stories where J2 are werewolves where Jensen either fights for his right to mate with Jarod or to protect Jarod and he is injured and after the battle there is much love/admiration and comfort in the care and returning Jensen back to health. I am looking for schmoop people...where they are all heart eyes for one another and just know they were meant to be together and you can almost "feel" the love between the two of them.

And now that I am thinking about it....they don't have to be Were stories, just Jensen in the role of Knight in Shining Armor protecting and saving the love of his life with a healthy (or should that be unhealthy) amount of hurt Jensen and love and care from Jared.

Thank you so much in advance. (Please no WIP's - they break my heart....). Self Recs are always welcomed.

Thank you again.
Current Music: Louie Armstrong
Current Mood: drained, need some lovey dovey feels
22 March 2016 @ 09:45 am
Im looking for a fic with J2, Im pretty sure it was non au and they were living together. I dont think the fic itself was longer than 8000 words. I remember Jensen walked in on Jared who was naked and then Jared said that now he has to see Jensen naked for it to be fair. Jensen didnt want to do it but then he was frustrated by Jared constantly trying to make it happen and caved in. It led to their first time. Ring a bell? It was on Ao3.
15 March 2016 @ 02:29 pm
I'm looking for this oneshot where Jensen is on set while Jared is recording the audio for a fight scene and Jensen gets all hot and bothered by the sounds he's making... he goes back to his trailer to jerk off and then I think Jared finds him there and they get together. There's also a link to an audio track from tumblr on it.
25 February 2016 @ 03:43 am
Jared and Jensen were both in high school, Jensen was a senior. He was president of drama club or something like that and Jared joined this club because he had a crush on him. They became friends but then Jensen went to college. I remember that they almost got together last night of school but somebody interrupted them and it didnt happen. The second part of the story is about them few years later, in New Tork i guess, where they meet by accident on a Street and Jensen is in a relationship.Somebody recognize it?
I'm looking for a J2 fic, the only things I can remember is that it all started as prank: people from set were printing wincest (or J2, I don't remember) fics and then hanging them on the board in one of the trailers, everyday somebody was bringing some new piece, I think Misha played big part in it too. After a while Jensen got angry about I guess. Ring a bell?
08 February 2016 @ 09:38 pm
I cannot remember the title or the author of this fic. I think it was a season 4 or 5 fic. I remember Sam and Cas were talking about Dean in the beginning, and Dean being bi (and I think closeted) came up. If I remember correctly Cas tried to offer to let Dean use him to experiment, and Dean thought Cas was the one coming out to HIM, so they ended up thinking they were helping each other. Any help finding this fic would be greatly appreciated! ^_^
25 January 2016 @ 12:23 am
Hello :)

So obviously I'm a massive fan of wincest, but I've noticed a general pattern when it comes to first time!fics, usually involving Dean freaking out about the whole incest thing; about 'corrupting' his little brother, but Sam being the one who's less freaked out by the whole thing and trying to convince Dean to take the plunge. So. Today, I was wondering if I could find any fics in the opposite of that, with the roles of the boys reversed. I'm not necessarily looking for guiltless!Dean (although those recs would be more than welcome too), but just generally where Dean is the one who's resigned and accepting of their feelings for each other as he sees it as inevitable of the way they've been raised (or whatever reasoning), and Sam being the one to freak out.

I don't actually know of any of those fics actually exist, but I would greatly appreciate if anyone could point me towards at least one of them like this.

Thank you! :)
06 January 2016 @ 11:24 pm
I'm looking for any first time Sam/Dean that starts out as them with other girls or threesomes (reluctant or not) and then getting together.

Bonus for pining, jealousy, and angst plus happy ending! :)

EDIT: Compiled Recs Below

- Fray  jaimeykay:  Jeff and Jensen have been married for several years. Abused by a past lover, Jensen struggles with self-doubt. When Jeff introduces a co-worker, Jared, Jensen wonders what will happen to his marriage. (Jensen/JDM/Jared, Past!Jensen/Abusive Ex) *See Specific rec for this prompt: (multiple fills) here.

- Ghost of a Long Ago Kiss - sn_fic: Sam’s senior year of high school was memorable for a double date with Dean and the Jones sisters. Ten years later, they are unexpectedly reunited, sparking memories of what happened that night at Lookout Point that Dean and Sam have been avoiding ever since.

- Higher Learning - destina: Sam/Dean, Sam/Dean/OFC, adult themespre-series (Stanford), about 5100 wds
- Like Staring Into the Sun - nyxocity: It’s not about the girls. The girls are just the excuse. It’s about them. Them and this unavoidable thing that’s growing between them.

- O Come All Ye Faithful - Dollylux: Sam Wesson hates Christmas office parties. Well, until this one of course. (Swesson!)Day One of my fic advent calendar. Prompt: office parties. (Sam/Dean/OFC) - mostly Sam/Dean

- One Night Wonders - kinksock22:  For this prompt at the kink meme: Just what it says. Sam and Dean's experience with Heather was apparently quite memorable--I want to know all about it. I want a long, satisfying night with both Dean and Sam having sex with Heather and making it clear that they are into each other as well. I want Heather to be okay with them and maybe even get off on it. oral sex, rimming, anal sex, blowjobs, dp--the whole nine yards, please!

- Push Comes to Shove - t_fic (topaz), topaz, topaz119 (topaz):They're Winchesters--they're good at making sure that not dealing with things doesn't slow them down, and mostly, just doing the job is enough to let them not think about a lot of stuff. But some jobs are worse than others, and even a little time off isn't going to fix things after you let them go long enough.
- Resemblance to Sense - BewareTheIdes15: Sam is never telling Dean anything ever again. He’s not even sure why he ever told him anything before. Not that he actually told Dean about this so much as he just didn’t deny it when Dean accused. Any which way, though, dying a virgin would be better than having Dean trying to pimp him out to every girl in a ten mile radius.

* The Ballad of the Invisible Boy - Dollylux: This is a story of adolescence. This is a love letter for the slow burn, for Led Zeppelin, for the 90s. This is the first of two sets of stories about how Sam and Dean didn’t fall in love. They never had to. It was always there, this desperation between them, like a real, breathing thing. When they came together, it was inevitable. As sure as continents colliding, as the phases of the moon and the life and death of stars. This isn’t a love story, but it’s a story of love. (Dean/OFC(s), Sam/OFC, etc.)

- Trifecta - setissma: Trifecta, Sam/Dean, Sam/Dean + Jo, Sam/Dean/OFCs plus various permutations thereof, 5050 words, NC-17.

- You and Me and Sammy Makes Three - JustineDelarge:  Remember when Sammy confessed his fantasy of having a three-way with Dean and Dean? Here it is.

If anyone checks back, I'm continuing to rec this plot on my tumblr here: http://wincestrec.tumblr.com/post/156925102868/threesome-samdeanofc
05 January 2016 @ 04:41 pm
Looking for a story I read a while back, kinda long. It started with Dean in bed frustrated that he couldn't get himself off so Sam wakes up and helps him by giving him a hand job. Further chapters escalate into kissing, fingering, rimming, and eventually sex. They are both in denial and are just "helping" each other out but eventually both get a clue that they love each other. Really hot and want to read it again.
06 December 2015 @ 05:14 pm
So, I'm back again hoping to get some more recs.

I want to read some first-time sam/dean.  Non-au in the way of them still being brothers/hunters/rasied together, etc.
I don't really want pre-series or stanford era stories.
Top!dean is really preferred but I can handle reading top!sam if the writing is really good.  I love them in character as much as possible.
Some first-time set during some of the newer seasons would be great.  I can't find much of that around.

Also, I would like to maybe read something where the boys reluctantly agree to a threesome, but end up realizing their feelings for each other during.  Happy endings for them is a must.

Oh, and any fic where one or both of them really get off on the fact that they are brothers and it is wrong would just make my day.

Also, I know that there are sites for j2 first-times specifically and was wondering if anyone knew of any sites like that for sam/dean.
Current Mood: giddy
01 December 2015 @ 06:07 pm
Hello everyone.
I have not been online for a while and now that I am I really want to read some good sam/dean fic's.
I have a few different types of fic's that I'm really feeling like reading about.
I am kind of picky with who tops.  I love top!dean.  Really, that's all I read.  If the fic is just so awesome I can't help myself, I will read top!sam.  Also, them taking turns topping is okay as long as Dean tops more.

I don't really read destiel, though I don't hate the idea and I will read sad fics only if it has a happy ending for the boys.

So, enough rambling.  I'm looking for :

1. sam/dean first-time:where sam gets super jealous and thinks dean and cas are together and it causes him to reveal to dean that he wants him.  Anything even close to that is fine.  Doesn't have to be cas either, any other signifigant character is fine.

2. forced sam/dean.  Like someone or something forces the boys to do some not so brotherly things with each other.  I want it to be first-time.  Also, if they start to like it, that would be a great bonus!

3. Any long non-au first-time fics with the boys.  No creature fics though.

4. Any demon dean/sam first-time.  dub-con is fine as long as sam eventually wants it.

So, thanks.
Current Mood: good

I'm looking for an extremely long fic in which Dean, working as a barista or something similar, is attracted to Castiel who is often in the coffee shop reading. Dean thinks he's a teacher, but one day when Cas leaves his book behind Dean heads to the college to return it (with his telephone number inside) and discovers he's actually a student.

He then refuses to do anything about the attraction due to the age difference but still befriends Cas, who ends up moving in with him & Sam, & taking over their living room as they don't have a spare bedroom which doesn't impress Lisa, who Dean has started dating. Eventually Dean & Lisa break up but Dean is a bit wary of relationships so he doesn't ask Cas out.

However there is a movie night, which ends up being a porn night, which ends in Dean offering to 'help out' Cas (who I think fell somewhere on the asexual spectrum) & they end up in a friends with benefits arrangement for quite some time as they explore Cas's sexuality.

Eventally, of course, there is an admittance of feelings and they officially get together. There was also a sequel written from Cas's pov which may have been a wip.

I'm all googled out trying to look for this, can anyone help me out?
Hi, i was hoping someone could help me find this specific nonAU J2 fic set maybe season 1 or 2. Jared really doesnt like Jensen, But everyone else thinks Jensen is the greatest, most coolest guy in the whole world. Hes talented, laid back, funny, gorgeous and he gets on with everyone and remembers everyones name. And jared hates how hes just so fucking perfect all the time. Jensen is aware that jared feels this way and kind of plays up to it? Like winding him up and smirking and making innuendos at jared in front of people. And jared just acts like a total dick to him and no one can understand why jared is always being so grumpy and rude towards jensen because the guy is just so fucking nice.
I think at one point theres this casual game of football on set amongst cast and crew between scenes and jared deliberately tackles jensen really hard, then jensen does the same to him in payback, i think they both hurt themselves quite badly. And i think theres a few scenes in a bar where they all get pretty drunk? I know thats really vague.
Then obviously at some point they have sex. I think its topJared but i could be wrong. I remember it being kind of rough and competitive though.
Holefully its ringing a bell with someone :)
I am looking for a fic I read several years ago. It was a J2 RPF where boys were living in Jared's house in Vancouver. I thought Jensen was pining for Jared, but he was with Sandy at the time and Jensen didn't want to disrupt their relationship nor their friendship. Not sure if Jensen was out in the story or not. The main plot point I remember was Jared breaking up with Sandy and having a breakdown in the hallway of the house. Jensen tries to console Jared and eventually Jared realizes his feelings for Jensen. There's a happy ending where they get together by the end of the story. For some reason I thought there was a scene that took place in the laundry room with sex involved? Don't quote me on that!
Hi guys,
do you know any Wincest fics in which the boys kiss/have sex with each other for the first time while drunk or emotionally unstable in any way (like post-hunt, or while very distressed, etc.) and then awkwardness ensues? Like they have to deal with it, maybe they regret it or they think the other does?
Thank you very much!
04 October 2015 @ 04:27 pm
I'm looking for wincest first-time stories. 8, 9, 10 or even 11 season. As much bunker-time and angst as it possible. It will be great if it is a hurt-comfort story. Maxi or midi.
thanks in advance
11 September 2015 @ 09:04 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a specific fic that I read years ago, so I’m guessing it was probably on ff.net. All I can really remember was that it was wincest, and the brothers acknowledged their feelings and were giving the relationship a try. But every time they kissed they just thought it was too awkward, and there was a long scene in a motel room with them repeatedly making out, backing off, and repeating until it wasn't weird anymore.

I know this is super vague and since it’s been so long ago, it’s a long shot, but it’s driving me crazy trying to find it! (Honestly, I'd love reading any other fics along these lines too. The idea that they both want each other but have to actually work past the "weird wrong" of it is interesting, but sadly uncommon in fics!)

Thanks for any help!
08 September 2015 @ 06:03 am
So the story I'm looking for is specific. The boys are bored and decide to watch a movie. I think Dean ends up picking, or its the only thing on, but they come across porn and neither one realizes it's gay porn until they are both into it. Once they realize they act like there's no way any guy could be that into it. And then they try it out to see. That's about all I can remember of it. I've looked all over Google And just can not find it.
Hi All, you've all been super duper nice to me in the past when needing really awesome rec to read :) Extremely grateful for your past help.

So I am in need of your help once again. I'm asking pretty please if you could rec me any favorite bottom Sam fics you love- one shots thru multi chapters.
WIPS and Self recs are cool too

Anything from teenchester to now season 10, some can have a de-age Dean but still a toppy bastard-maybe he's still big and thick at a teenage age, some can be dark or fluff or schoomp and romantic. it can be establish or `1st time'?

And speaking of first time does anyone know of a good first time Sam bottoming not glossing over the first penetration? not just it burns but then it goes into pleasure within one minute. if you ever bottom not true it like 5 minutes of adjustment no matter how prep you are, but it does get better and it super sweet when you have a very experience partner being patient and sweet. So yeah something along those lines, maybe Dean wiping a few stray tears from Sam?

No Switching or submissive Dean. and not too over the top power bottom Sam? I mean I like when Sam rides Dean (i.e, Dean sitting in a chair Sammy straddling- whew just gave myself flashes) but Dean still in control.
06 August 2015 @ 12:05 am
Okay, so this may be an odd request, but I'm so in love with Hozier's song, "Work Song" right now and the music video is even more impressive. His entire album is just so filled with love in many different forms and approaches. So impressed and emotional over it right now.

Therefore, that leads me to really wanting to read some slow-burn, epic Sam/Dean fics. I'd love for the focus to be on their relationship as lovers rather than brothers. I want sensual, loving, romantic, etc. Slow-burn means I want it to be a long fic obviously, but also it be realistic. I can't stand fics where one of them wakes up one day (or Heaven forbid in the middle of a sentence...) and just "realizes" they love the other. Ugh. Slow-burning fics show work being put into the relationship, to make it work out. I guess, hence, "Work Song."

AU is fine but I always prefer the series fics. Sam/Dean only please. I'm not picky about anything else. I'd really like to stay away from dark fics for this request. I'm not looking for the trope of them growing closer through a horrific tragedy or rape/murder/kidnapping, etc. I just want that focus to really be on the romantic/sensual side of their relationship.

Thanks in advance!
19 July 2015 @ 02:06 pm
I'm looking for a specific Dean/Cas first time fic that is somewhat related to the season 9 episode Heaven Can't Wait. What I remember is that it takes place at the Gas N Sip that Cas is working at as Steve, specifically in the store room. It is likely R or NC-17 rated, if you get my meaning. I have a vague recollection of Cas speaking in Enochian while he and Dean have sex? And I believe the sex occurs on a chair in the store room.

I've spent the last two days searching the ends of the internet for this fic, and I am going crazy, so I hope someone recognizes it! Thanks :)
15 July 2015 @ 10:27 pm
Hi friends,
I've never really read much wincest save a few long years back. But I want to try them out. Can you please rec me fics where love blossoms when one brother is injured, hurt or assaulted? I really am looking forward to read stories where either of the brothers get hurt in some way and the other looks after him ....and they fall in love. Stories that portray a transition from brotherly feelings to something else along with all the dilemma that comes with it in a period of crisis. I am open to any type of story as long as they are well written.

Just no underage or pwp fics please:)

Thanx a million
15 July 2015 @ 08:31 am
Hi, all,

Looking for a particular fic that's been driving me nuts!
It's a first time Wincest fic, I believe set in seasons 1 or 2? It features a really angsty, self-loathing Dean, and he and Sam hook up/admit their feelings in an old timey carriage after hunting a ghost, I think. Bottom Dean for sure.
I don't think John's dead yet, I think I recall him calling the boys after the kiss or have sex for the first time and Dean freaking??
Not a lot to go one, I know! :/

Additionally, any recs for similar stories? First time Wincest featuring freaking out/self-loathing bottom Dean, hurt/comfort, caring!Sam? I'm already familiar with Leonisdaslion's fics. I tend to prefer more angst, slow burn, and h/c to lots of smut :) Bonus points for seasons 3 or hell trauma.