25 September 2016 @ 12:32 am
John is Dean and Sam's commanding officer in this story, and he sends Dean off on a mission alone and Dean gets caught and tortured, and John is just going to leave him there. Sam tracks his brother down and saves Dean, they figure out that John did it on purpose. The two of them leave John but he tracks them down and Sam believed John hates him. In the end they are in a cabin and John finds them, but the boys have rigged the place to blow up and let John believe they are dead. Can anyone give me the title for this story, Thx in advance.

(sometimes I find it really hard to find the right tags for the story)
I remember this story where John is abusive. Dean really does not like sam, thats what sam thinks about . But one day dean runs awzy but still came to check on sam who was locked in by john. Dean saves him and hugs sam for the first time. Any idea? Its a gen fic.
13 September 2015 @ 01:50 pm
It's an older story that I don't think was ever finished but I can't seem to find it anywhere. I vaguely remember it was about John believing that Sam was evil and abusing him for it. Does anyone know where I can find it? Thanks!
19 July 2015 @ 07:38 am
hellooo... this is my first post in this wonderful community... please help me find the following fics...

1) "A girl makes a deal to bring back Sam from hell, I remember a scene where Dean cas and sam come across this girl at a bar singing and are impressed by her voice... i dont relly remember but i think dean is staying with lisa but i am not sure, they also find out later that this girl is half human/demon and half angel, sam gets extremely angry when he finds out about it" I know its vague but please help me...

2) "In season 5 Sam plans to commit suicide and Chuck informs about it to Dean through a mail, cas brings sam to Dean, Sam assumes Dean to be Lucifer..."

3) Stories from season 2 where Dean ignores Sam and says hurtful things to him but later feels guilty about it

4) stories where Dean decides to stay at sonny or where dean and sam are seperated and when they reunite sam is a changed person, he is emotionally withdrawn, Dean tries to connect with sam and tries to make him the old sam

5) john blaming sam for mary's death and is emotionally abusing him... dean finds out about it maybe in season 2 and later and hates john for it...

5) stories with guilty dean and hurt sam

i prefer only general fics, no slash fictions
09 June 2015 @ 06:16 pm
I'm looking for fics that feature Hurt!Sam and Guilty!/Protective!Dean, preferably in the first two seasons or teenchesters, but other seasons are ok too. Wincest is ok, though I prefer gen, non slash stuff. No pwp please. No Death!fics please. Destiel is also ok as long as the fic isn't Destiel centric, I'd prefer it to be mostly about the brothers/Sam. There are a few things I'd like to see specifically, so I'll list them here.

- Sam and Dean are in the middle of a brawl and are for the most part holding their own until Sam gets caught off guard, maybe seriously hurt, Dean sees and tries to get to him but is outnumbered. Limp!Sam, H/C ensues.

- Sam is a teenager and gets in an argument with either Dean or John or both, so decides to clear his head with a walk/run/storms out of the house. Everything is fine at first until Sam gets hurt. Could be attacked, kidnapped, hit by a car, doesn't especially matter as long as Dean finds him unconscious and hurt and has to take care of him, while trying not to lose it over guilt and worry.

under cut for possible triggers

-Sam does something that pisses John off and so John sends Dean off for solo hunts or hunts with Caleb or Bobby, in order to focus on Sam and give him concentrated, isolated training. At first there's a lot of sparring and wearing Sam down with running etc. But one day John gets drunk, and beats/rapes Sam. The next day Sam is in extreme pain and John doesn't remember the night before, so forces Sam to keep running laps, and train, regardless of his pain. This happens a few times over the years, but Sam pushes through it and keeps it to himself. Dean finds out later.

Amendment: Nothing Graphic, I don't want to hear about the abuse itself, more the recovery process/Dean finding out. I want to see how the brothers handle that situation. (Ie. Sam sharing something that absolutely scares him to share, and no doubt still has him really messes up, and sharing it in spite of the fact he knows that their opinion of john is a HUGE bone of contention between the brothers. Dean realizing his hero worship has blinded him to how much john really has hurt Sam, and also having to face what that means.) I REPEAT this isn't about the act of abuse, please lave that out- it's about the effect, and the recovery, and the impact on Sam and Dean.

Any fics with a focus on Sam recovering, and Dean coming to terms with his role/blindness of abuse are welcome.

- Sam is angry with Dean for some reason, and gets distracted on a hunt for a witch. While casting a spell to kill the witch, Sam loses focus and puts the wrong ingredients into the ritual or says the wrong words, throwing him into a different dimension, where he can see/hear Dean, but can't talk to him or be seen. Dean freaks out and tries to get him back.

So let me know if y'all know any fics like this. Thanks in advance. :)
10 April 2015 @ 12:05 pm
I don't know the exact details of them but this is what I can remember.

1) I think its a sequel to another fic where Sam was kidnapped but that might have just been at the beginning of the book. Sam is struggling to cope after it happens and ends up in a pyschiatric ward. He then tries to kill himself and one of the doctors stayed with him all night after it happened to try and calm him down and then Dean goes and visits him and they end up falling asleep on the couch before someone slams the door waking them up. I think Sam asks why Dean wants to take him home.

2) It's either wee!chester or teen!chester and Dean gets hurt on a hunt and John refuses to let Sam come to the hospital to see him. I think Bobby and maybe Pastor Jim or Caleb are in this story. They try and talk some sense into John but John isn't having any of it. John says something really harsh to Sam when he calls him and then I think Bobby shouts at John. Sam is upset by what's happening and I think he ends up in the hospital too.

Sorry for the terrible descriptions.

Thanks xxx
Hey guys. I'm looking for 2 fics, and I don't care if it's a self rec, if you wrote it, or if you found it after I post this. Anyway, these are them:

1) John finds Sams Stanford letter and ruins Sams plans for his attendance. Sam, heartbroken, tries to kill himself.

I don't care if Sam dies or not, but Dean has to be devastated and John has to see the error of his ways.

2) Sam thinks that John doesn't love him and runs away, only to be taken in by Gabriel and turned into a Trickster.

John and Dean (and maybe Bobby) have to run into them eventually. Gabe and Sam have to be a couple.
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02 November 2014 @ 12:39 am
Hi everyone,
Looking for a late S1 fic where Dean finds out John's been mistreating Sam (verbal and/or physical abuse) when he overhears them having an argument outside the motel room, mostly one-sided and involving John blaming Sam for something. (Dean might have been injured?) Also explains Sam's departure for Stanford as either because of John's abuse or because John ordered him to leave. Possibly slash (John not reacting well to discovery of Wincest), though I might be mixing up different fics.
I'd appreciate any and all help!

FOUND: Sins and Tragedies by cottonmouth
I read two fanfic before but can't find it now, hoping anyone can help me!><

A)John find out the brothers having sex, then he fuck Sam to warn him don't do that gain with Dean, is anyone know about this fic?

B)John sex abuse Sam, blame Mary's dead on Sam, during the sex, John humiliate Sam, said Dean will feel disgust if he find out Sam seduce hid father, and make Sam say thank you to him, like thank you for make me useful blah blah, can't remember if Dean find out later.

C)John and Dean sex abuse Sam, make him become their bitch, cockslut fucktoy ...etc

And any fanfics like these two is very very welcome!!! Please please please! Only bottom!Sam, underage and dirty talk, spanking, bdsm, bondage is very okay, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee!
07 August 2014 @ 10:51 am
Hi yall! I'm looking for a sabriel fic. In it, Sam was having trouble with his family. They were hunters im sure. I think he was 16? He either got kicked out or ran away. Afterwards he was kidnapped and held to become a sacrifice to Loki. In the end becomes Loki's apprentice. There was a sequel with Dean.

Id also like fics where Gabriel is more trickster than angel but still finds a way to fall in love with Sam.

Any fics that have Loki's children in them. Sabriel please, of course.

Thank you for any help you give me.
Not looking for anything specific... just new fics with:
- John being an asshole / horrible father.
- Dean falling apart after Sam leaves.
- Hurt/Sick/Depressed Dean

I would prefer wincest (Sam/Dean) - No John/Dean unless it's included in a dub-con/non-con situation which would go with John being an asshole.
(* Although just Gen fics are fine too!)

Anything where Dean shows up bloody or battered at Sam's door or where someone calls Sam and he finds out how bad Dean really is since he left.
I feel like Dean is (despite his anti-chick flick attitude) a total nurturer and would probably be lost for what to do with himself after Sam is gone.

TLDR; Pre!Series/ Stanford-Era Hurt-comfort with Sam and Dean and maybe some asshole!John.

:P Just another excuse for Dean whumpage.
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04 February 2014 @ 12:15 pm
I remember reading this fic a while back - I don't think it was ever finished - but the basic premise is both John and Dean get annoyed with Sam being more sensitive than them and they both say some harsh words. Sam takes it upon himself to toughen up and promises himself that he'll never cry again. I remember they hunt a werewolf (or something similar) and both John and Dean get hurt, leaving Sam to kill it. Sam ends up with Pastor Jim (I think) who is shocked so see Sam so cold and emotionless and refuses to let John and Dean see him. I remember there was a scene near the end where Sam tells Jim everything that happened in a church with John and Dean listening in. 
16 September 2013 @ 02:21 am
I saw a post with these gifs on tumblr a minute ago and got major feels... I'm looking for anything with John being an asshole and Dean just shutting down and taking it like 'the good little soldier'.

Established Relationship (Wincest) - preferred

Maybe a fic where:

+ John stops being able to fight with Sam after he leaves for Stanford and Dean becomes the punching bag?

- Extrabonus for anything with Dean withholding asking for help till' he's really sick or desperately hurt
- Showing up at Stanford for Sam to find and fix.

+ Sam finds out Dean was 'abused' (any form) in their childhood and he didn't know
- Sam confronting John about it
- Sam walking in on John abusing Dean and Dean just taking it.

+ Aftermath of Sam running away (Flagstaff), or the Strega indecent
- John abusing Dean for not taking care of Sam when he's too young.

+ Guilty Sam

+ Hurt / Comfort

Extra super bonus for A/B/O dynamic fics!
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23 March 2013 @ 11:21 pm
Hi guys,

I'm looking for some teenchesters fics where Sam gets hurt or is sick and Dean and John don't realise it or are indirectly the cause of it. The only thing is I don't really want mean!John, it's okay if he gets mad at Sam or blames him in the wrong and stuff like that but I don't want him to be an "the bad guy". I really want protective/caring/guilty John and Dean.

No sexual abuse or non-con please. And I'd prefer no wincest please.

Thanks in advance for all your help!! :-)
12 May 2012 @ 04:23 pm
Hey, so you all  probably know by now how much I LOOOOVE hurt!Sammeh! And once again, I have an intense craving for it. ;D So I would love to have recs of all of your favorite punished!Sam fics! Preferably Weechesters, Sam gets punished for something, whether it be his fault or not, whether it be by Dean, John, OMC, doesn't matter, I'll take anything. Slave fics work, AUs, schmoopy, dark, short, long, self recs, Wincest, any kind of fic at all with it. It can be older Sam too, Dean losing his temper with him, anything along the lines of that. If it has guilty!Dean in it for whatever reason, I would LOVE you! Thanks so much in advance! ;D
09 March 2012 @ 10:58 am


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Thanks in Advance!

FOUND!  Show Me The World by KliqzAnge

28 February 2012 @ 07:15 pm
Okay, so I had a really bad day and want to wallow in the "woe is me" thing I've got going on right now. So I am looking for some Sam-Centric fics that have a lot of angst. Specifically, I am looking for ones where Dean and/or John aren't very nice to Sam (maybe they abuse him?) or they feel Sam is a monster/evil/etc for his tainted blood/addictions/actions/etc. I just want to have major Sammy angst and Dean and/or John be the cause of it. I don't care if Sam resolves the issues with them or not, I'm just looking for the angst. However, I don't want fics that are super dark, just angsty.

I prefer Slash fics or Gen, so pairings with Sam/Gabriel, Sam/Dean, Sam/OMC are preferred, no Het please. Also, I am a big crossover fan, so if you have fics that fit the request, rec them please. Oh, and R/NC-17 rating and longer fics preferred.

I want fics where John rapes/molests Sam continuously and Dean finds out.John blames Sam for Mary's death or he's just evil or he's just sickly obsessed.The abuse starts from very young all the way to teenage years(or beyond that).Dean either kills John when he finds out,John is sent to prison,or John is already dead when he finds out.I want the fics to be wincest as in Dean/Sam with John/Sam being the only non-con.I want the fics to have a happy ending for Dean/Sam.
Only bottom!Sam please!

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Hi guys,
I'm looking for three specific fics this week, with all of them being based on the brotherly relationship between Sam and Dean.
  1. Sam was hurt on a hunt and Dean sheparded him to Bobby's where Dean falls prey to the flu or some other virus which should make him cooped up in bed. However, both Dean and Sam end up trying to take care of each other while not feeling 100% themselves. I'm pretty sure it was told from Bobby's POV; I remember this is the first fic I read where I called them idjits!
  2. Sick Dean fic where he has to go through the pain of a gallstone. Sam stays with him through the whole thing even though it takes several days (maybe closer to a week). FOUND
  3. Sam feels as if he is a screw up and runs away from his dad and brother. He believes that his dad hates him because he isn't just like Dean and he goes to Pastor Jim's house (it could have been Bobby's) where he ends up in a bed for a day or so 'cuz he's sick. Josh, Caleb, and Bobby all come to Pastor Jim's where they plus Dean and Jim take care of Sam while he recovers and learns to trust in his dad again. (Caleb and Josh, maybe Bobby held up guns against John when he wanted to see his son because they thought Sam didn't want to see him and his entrance might cause Sam to freak out). This one was weechesters, I think (don't hold me to this) Sam was around the age of 12. FOUND

Thanks you guys for doing this and always being so helpful :) I'm pretty certain I found all of these on fanfiction but I'm not entirely sure.

20 December 2011 @ 04:27 pm
I am sitting here with a bad back (since Thanksgiving) and am spending my time going through posts.   I think I have checked all the tags that pertain to my request but I need more!  What I am looking for are WeeChesters or TeenChesters where:

1. John just does not understand/and or abuses Sam and he runs away.
2. Sam is kidnapped and is not reunited with his family for months or even years.
3. Sam is missing and no one knows what happened to him
4. Sam is taken by CPS and grows up away from his family only to reunite later.
5. Mute, deaf or blind Sam

I would prefer GEN only for these requests please.  It would also be super if Bobby, Pastor Jim, Caleb or Joshua were in the story.

Thank you in advance for saving me from total boredom.
09 October 2011 @ 08:44 am
Hey hey peoples! Okay, I've been browsing the sick!Sam forum for a while now and I realized something. Most of this isn't sick!Sam; it's hurt!Sam or infected!Sam, but not sick!Sam.

So, my first request is a good old fashioned sick!Sam story. Flu, pnomonia, cold; I'll take anything. It also be awesome if John or/and is mad at him before he gets sick so he hides it and it gets worse. No Slash or Wincest or anything like that. I'll take preteen!chester, teen!chester, post Stanford, anything up to and including the third episode of Season 7. Oh, and I'll take self-recs and all that stuff and it can be on any forum, known or not.

My second request is for a hurt!Sam, which is kind of hypocritical considering what I said (typed) earlier. Anyway, I want a fic where John/Dean is mad at Sam and Sam hides an injury because John/Dean is mad. The injury can be serious or not; it doesn't matter. Or have a fic where Dean gets hurt and John blames Sam, but Sam's hurt too. Dean can also blame Sam if you want. No Slash or Wincest or anything like that. I'll take preteen!chester, teen!chester, post Stanford, anything up to and including the last episode of Season 5. Oh, and I'll take self-recs and all that stuff and it can be on any forum, known or not.
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01 October 2011 @ 09:33 pm

Hey, I was just looking for a specific WIP fic, that I haven't heard of or seen in a LONG time. I remember it was one of the first ones I'd ever read, and I was very intrigued, but I think maybe it was being updated reeeeeally slowly or something, and that's maybe why I forgot about it. Anyway, I remember that John and Dean were dragging a young Sam around with them wherever they went, being super harsh with him, cuz they thought he was a demon or the cause of Mary dying or something close to that. I remember them tying him up in their motel rooms and maybe putting him in the trunk when they drove, and I think, maybe using him as bait and stuff for monsters? It was a seriously dark fic, and I can't for the life of me remember if Sam actually WAS what they accused him of, but I'm pretty sure his thoughts were innocent. He seemed really sweet and hurt about it all. And I'm about 70% sure it was Gen, and that neither John or Dean were possessed or evil or anything, they just honestly thought Sam was evil.

And hey, if you know of any other fics like that, by all means, throw them at me! *grins*

FOUND, thanks to korowjew26: It's  Come Home by [livejournal.com profile] corri_kun

28 September 2011 @ 12:10 am


This is my first post here and I hope I'm not gonna do something wrong, so here are the two stories that I'm looking for:

1) This one is a story where both Dean and Sam get hurt on a hunt. John realizes that Dean has a broken arm, if I'm not mistaken, but he drops Sammy off with Bobby. John doesn't check Sam for injuries, but he was injures and Bobby finds out. John blamed Sammy for getting Dean hurt. I know there are a lot of stories like this one, but I do remember two specifics lines that may help: Sam tells Bobby that whenever Dean even so much as falls, John is checking him over for injuries, while he doesn't do the same with Sam. Bobby says Dean had a habit of hiding injuries. Another part, is that Sam gets into Bobby's lap, saying he wants his dad back. FOUND

2) This is a fic after the demon blood drinking Sam. Sam suffers through after-effects of drinking demon blood. The blood attacks his kidneys, and he has to go through dialysis. But Dean doesn't know about that because he was working with Castiel. Months had passes, but Dean thought it had only been days. FOUND

I'm pretty sure both of them are in ff.net, but I'm not sure.

Links: 1) http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5607336/1/Christmas_Hunts_and_Hurts
2) http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5354253/1/bPolaris_b


Thanks in advance.


22 September 2011 @ 05:45 pm
Okay, so I really hate John.  Sorry, but I do.  So, I would like all the stories where Dean discovers how horrible John has been to Sam.  Whether at the time or after the fact (during season one or season two, stanford times, whatever), all is good!  

I'm good with pretty much everything, but I'd rather not have anything......graphic, if you know what I mean.  I'm more looking for the aftereffects, specifically Dean being furious with his father, protective of Sam and helping Sam recover (mentally [maybe Sam believes whatever crap John says, maybe Sam hates himself, maybe Sam feels guilty, believes he deserves it] and/or physically) from whatever John did.  

Thanks so, so much!  :)
11 September 2011 @ 02:46 pm
Hi Everyone,

I am in the mood to read two types of stories.

1) Stories where Dean gets custody of Sam.  John blames Sam type of stories or abuses him.  I would love a protective older brother dean.

2)Stories where someone tries to get in betwen Sam and Dean becuase they want what Sam has (an older brother) or something of that sort.

I love reading hurt, jealous, clingy Sam. So if there is any of those, it is a plus. Any time of illnesses, amnesia, de-aged sam

Please only gen stories.

Thank You in advance. I really appreciate all the help.

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30 August 2011 @ 04:55 am
so, i'm in a weird mood.  i'm looking for stories where john is like as awful as he can be with Sam, both physically and emotionally.  I also want Dean to either find out and kick his ass or find out and take Sam and leave.  Just basically badjohn fics where Sam is the abused party and Dean goes all BAMF on his ass.  Or in reverse, where he's badjohn to Dean and Sam finds out and goes all BAMF on him.  Either or is fine.  Wincest is preferable, but I'll take Gen too. 

Also (I know, ain't I a stinker?), fics where John finds out about the boys sleeping together.  Because some of the ones i've read, and I cannot remember the title of a single story how frellin weird is that?, have been some doozies!  But such interesting reads!

Recs? Give me what ya got!
27 August 2011 @ 08:26 pm
Looking for a fic that I read on FF that I hope is somewhere on LJ, or that one of you wonderful people out there read it over on FF and knows which story I’m talking about. John is a proper ass and sends a teenage Sam (not older than 15 - if I can remember correctly) off to a cabin in the middle of nowhere to toughen up.

Dean is not there as he's on a hunt with Caleb. Sam not only gets seriously ill, but is also attacked by a man who wants to rape him. Sam also makes friend's with a boy, that is in fact a spirit. Other characters include Bobby, Joshua, Caleb and Pastor Jim.

Contains plenty of hurt!Sam, protective!Dean and off course mean!John.

Hope someone out there can help me out! Would love to read this fic again.
Current Mood: hopeful
1. I remember reading a de-aged Sam fic where in the end John and Dean go their separate ways. Dean ends up raising Sam and if I'm right he may have a wife but I'm not sure on that part. The ending is set at the grand canyon or something along those lines.
2. I'm looking for any mentally ill/mentally challenged!Sam fics. Whether it's an accident in his life or he was born that way I don't care.
3. De-aged Sam fics.
4. AU season 5/6 where Dean takes care of Sam after he jumps into the pit (like PTSD stuff). I've already read the Fusion 'verse.
5. Teen!chester fics.
6. Hurt!Sam, Limp!Sam
7. Abuse stories where the boys eventually get away from their abusers (this includes kidnapped stories)
8. Sam and Dean grow up with Adam

Please do not include any stories where Sam or Dean die.
Thanks in advance!
13 April 2011 @ 09:02 pm
I don't know if this type of fic exists, but anything where Sam tries and fails to get into college (Standford of otherwise) is what I'm looking for.  Bonus points if Dean knows about sam trying to get in and comforting him. Wincest would be great but I'll take anything as long as it doesn't involve Het.  Any length is fine, and if John finds out and gets angry at Sam, that would PERFECT.  But I'll take just about anything. Thanks!
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05 April 2011 @ 01:02 am
Hello everyone!

I'm looking for Wincest fics where Sam is in the relationship mainly to bother John, without much consideration of Dean's feelings. I'd love it if he went out of his way to rub John's face in it, but if not that's cool too. Any time period is good for me, wee!cest, pre-series or anything along the way. Dub-con is fine, and non-con is okay if it's not super graphic.

Thanks in advance!
07 March 2011 @ 07:07 pm

Hello all, I have been one specific fic and a general search.

  1. This was a Sam/Gabriel fic featuring hurt!sam.  There was a soul-eating curse put on Sam, so he was stuck inside a sigal in a hotel bathroom.  Gabe was helping with the sigal and a little angelic back surgery.  Does this ring any bells? FOUND! link in comments.
  2. I would really like any good Weechester recommendations.  Especially with Sam being hurt and/or going head to head with John.  Please no John-bashing or super-whiny Sam.  I really love the John-Sam (father-son) relationship and wish it would've been explored more on the show.
No wincest please!

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15 February 2011 @ 07:55 am
Hi I am looking for copule of searches:
1) sam/dean any slash non-slash where dean takes sam away from John for any reason and start a new life.

2)Sam/dean/castiel slash where sam and dean use/take castiel (bottom castiel). (rps or from the show fics)

Thankyou in advance
03 February 2011 @ 05:15 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a specific fic I read a while ago on ff.net (I think) in which Dean leaves to go to school or something, leaving Sam alone with John, years later dean comes home and finds Sam, and finds out that he has been mistreated and has a injured/deformed hand due to the mistreatment, and then has to protect Sam from John. Any ideas anyone???

Also looking for any fic in which Dean leaves instead of Sam to go to school or join the military, like in "The Long Way Home" by 1Pagan3, and Sam is left alone with John, who mistreats him badly in anyway. Then Dean comes home and finds out about the way Sam was/is treated. Would love lots of hurt abused Sam and worried caring Dean. Bobby helping them out is always a bonus! 

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 Hey all!  It's me again!  Thanks for being so helpful!  I'm back for more!  :)

I'm looking for:

1. Sam coming back after season 5 different, changed.  Not the emotionless, soulless stuff.  Protective!Dean with Dean being awesome and big brother again!  Sam NEEDING Dean too.  Maybe Sam could share his memories of hell and Dean could realize that Sam had it worse than he did.

2. Dean finds out that John is abusing Sam and does his thing.  :)  Pre-series, Stanford era, or after Stanford, whenever works!  I would prefer no rape fics please!  Oh and I've already read the Boy Hunter one.  :)

3. Dean discovers how much he means to Sam.  Maybe he turns invisible and has to watch Sam (unaware that he is just right there) search for him.  Maybe Sam endures torture, doesn't give in for Dean's sake.  Anything where Dean realizes how much he means to Sam, how much Sam needs him!  :)  Oh, and I've already read A Short Trip Down a Long Road by K Hanna Korossy (who is a fantastic author by the way)!  :)

Please no death!fics or slash or Wincest!  Thanks so much!  
08 January 2011 @ 05:18 pm

Any stories where Dean chooses John. Like Sam and John get into a fight and Dean sides with John.
Also I'm still looking for the ficwhere Sam runs away from home and gets captured by an abusive family.

Current Mood: anxious

I have a strange and vague request which I'm hoping someone out there might help me with.
Plus another couple of ones that should be a little easier to fulfill :)

hurt!Sammy and protective/guilty!Dean&John ahead, yes, AGAIN )

I know that this has nothing to do with fanfics, but does anybody know of a good character study on Sammy and the way the grew up?

Thank you!!

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10 November 2010 @ 01:21 am

I posted this very question awhile ago and got no response so i am hoping posting it again might help.
The Story i am looking for has Sam being born with a tail, so he has had it all his life. John in the story is not very nice.
I do know it's not the teen anti christ verse (which is still awesome). Not sure what the pairings are if there are any.

I love the idea of Sam having been born with something (Tail, Wings, Horns...) that clearly marks him as different. If there are anymore out there like this i would love to read them as well. They don't have to be with a mean John and pairings and ratings don't matter to me for this one, any and all welcome. Even better would be if the angels didn't know about it and are surprised if its something that can be hidden.

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22 October 2010 @ 10:29 am

 I do hope I am doing this right. I put it behind the cut for explicit material.

I am fairly new to the SPN community and I have read a couple stories that I would like to reread  and cannot locate. I've gone through the tags, but there are so many in these categories it's been hard to single them out. I would also like to find any others like it and a couple other requests. I've checked the tags as welI, but am getting a little bogged down by the amount of posts ; )  would like only SPN and not J2 as well.

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14 September 2010 @ 01:44 am
I'm new to this site, a friend told me about this story she read about Sam having been born with a tail (it's not the Teen Antichrist verse which is very awesome) and John is really mean in the story. She couldn't remember who the author is but maybe you all could help with this fic search.
Sam may have also had dog ears.

I am also looking for any fics where John is really mean to Sam about anything powers, school, sexuality ..., But Dean protects him if he knows about it or rescues him.
No deathfics, No under 15 for Sam if its wincest and preferably no John/Sam.
Anything else is good with me.
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08 September 2010 @ 08:52 am
Since I know I'm going to hell I figure why not pleasure myself before I go lol I've been on a kink lately for fics where John finds out about wincest. Any fic recs of that nature would be awesome and bonus points if John blames Sam for it *wink wink* But I really don't like wee!cest like Sam younger than sixteen lets keep his age up in the highest ranks as possible. Thanks!
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16 August 2010 @ 01:02 am
I'm looking for a fic I read many moons ago on what I'm pretty sure was Fanfiction.net

I can only remember a small segment and it's vague. Sam and John were arguing about Sam leaving. Dean is trying to break them up, and in the midst of the argument John punches Sam. He's really shocked and runs out of the motel and sits under a tree, or sits on a bench, I think? Dean looks at John in disgust and goes out to comfort Sam. 

I'm not sure if that's correct, my memory is pretty vague. This could be a lot of fics I know, but I remember this one being really awesome. Thank you. Or if you have any similar ones, that would be great too. 
01 February 2010 @ 07:32 am
I've been trying to look for an au fic. It's one of those weird ideas that you don't expect to be good, but that plain out is.

It was a fusion with American Idol, where there's no demons, but Dean and Sam still sort of have the same childhood they did on the show. And Sam managed to convince Dean to sign up for American Idol along with him.

Anyone know where I can find it?
Edit: Found
Symbol of a song
19 January 2010 @ 07:38 pm
Ok John keeps a demon child as a sort of slave to help in hunts and in the search for the yellow eyed demon. Dean has no feelings for it until the first time John leaves him to feed it and goes off on a hunt. I believe later he discovers that it, is really a younger brother that he has no knowledge of, but I could be wrong on that.

There's another story featuring Gordon keeping a half demon unreleated sam in a truck. John and dean found out about it and try to think of a way to rescue him.

Thanks, for any help
Hey all,

I am totally in the mood for any story where any of the boys (Js or Winchesters) have been hospitalized due to some sort of psychological trauma. I was watching the first season again (yay for syndication) and was curious about what Sam would have said to the doc in "Asylum"...they can be adults or children...doesn't matter.

Also, it would be awesome if anyone could suggest some stories where Sam or Dean had a major trauma in childhood and the other brother finds out later and helps gets them through it...something like What a Father Won't Do and What a Brother Won't Do (WiP) by [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com].

And the last (promise!)...any story where John blames Sam for Mary's death (and their whole lives, pretty much) and abuses him because of it...and Dean takes care of Sammy. I don't want any story where Dean abuses Sam, too. That's just...wrong.

Wincest, gen, J2 all welcome...just no het (eww)

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16 December 2009 @ 01:32 am
I'm just getting back into reading fic and looking for a specific story and a couple of other things.

1. I remember reading a story ages ago about Sam wearing John's leather coat when he was little. It was a long time ago - don't know if anyone remembers it.

2. Any gen story about John and Sam's relationship, can be sad or sappy, or happy.

3. Hurt Dean and John taking care of him, pre-series. Can be death fic or AU, but no incest/wincest please.
30 November 2009 @ 09:07 pm

Hello everyone!
I'm new to this community.
Well, not exactly, I do a lot of browsing but not so much posting. Until now.

I was hoping you guys could help me find a certain type of story. I've started reading both The Devils Advocate and Come Home recently.
I was wondering if there are any similar stories out there, in that Sam is "evil" or John and/or Dean (or anyone really) believes he is evil and treat him like a demon. Both stories are brilliant but I'm so completely impatient I need something to hold me over until another update. Anything that fits this description or anything even remotely similar would be awesome. I love limp!sam or basically any kind of hurt!sam and I'm on a little kick right now.

Please and thank you.

23 August 2009 @ 11:55 am
I'm looking for a specific fic I read awhile go and never finished where John believes Sam is a demon because of his visions and brainwashed Dean into thinking the same thing. John & Dean keep Sam chained up & drug Sam to keep him weak. I remember that in chap 4 when John left Dean to hunt after drugging Sam and Dean was mad because John basically called him useless and punched the floor while exercising. Sam then asked "does it hurt?" and Dean replied that it "feels better than anything you've had in your fucked up life." Dean has misunderstood because Sam had meant, "does it hurt knowing he doesn't love you." 
It could be gen but I'm pretty sure it's wincest.

Found- http://corri-kun.livejournal.com/1841.html
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