28 November 2016 @ 11:41 pm
I have looked for well over a month to find these and I could use some assiatance.

I remember Sam and Dean lived jn an apartment and Dean took care of Sam and they no longer hunt. It was a series of fics And In one Sam got sick and was having sensory issues and Dean has all these things to help him like a crash pad in the living room and closet with is full of different sensory items like different textures of things and lights depending on whay is needed at the time for Sam. They were eating breakfast and Sam panics and Dean has to take him to the special closet to calm him. Sam also most of the time sleeps in Deans bed with him and it was not a wincest fic. Just for comfort. It states Dean researced autism to help figure out how to deal with Sam's sensory issues. In a fic in the series it talks about Sam's obsession with blankets because soft things remind him he is not it hell anymore.

Any of this ringing any bells for anyone? It is driving me crazy!

Thank you in advance!

P.S : if anyone else also has any good post hell sam fics where Dean has to help take care of him feel free to drop those in as well.
14 November 2016 @ 10:51 pm
Hey all,
I'm just looking for any fics involving Dean going to college, but not a college au. I just really want to read a story where Dean enrolls into college as an adult in the show. So hell happened an maybe even the mark of cain and now he wants to expand his mind or even wants to settle down and needs more education that what he has for what he wants to do.

Also as a side note, are there any fics where Dean has a job that isn't a mechanic? Like Dean as a nurse or something?
09 July 2016 @ 11:13 pm
This was from years and years ago. It was epically long and I believe updated daily. Written by a guy. They settled down and had a bunch of kids. I think eventually came out to people about being together. Anyone have any clue what I'm thinking of?

i read this fic a couple years ago on ff.net. it might have actually been two fics that i'm combining in my head.

all i can remember is that sam and dean can no longer hunt, or maybe it was an au of some sort. dean was hurt, or maybe it was post-hell. dean possibly has psychic abilities. this isn't helpful at all. i'm sorry. but i do remember some specific events of the story

1. dean jogs everyday
2. dean passes this old lady's house everyday
3. he notices something wrong one day, and hops the old lady's fence and finds her hurt or having a heart attack. either way he saves her life. her daughter is very grateful.
4. dean consults for the police sometimes (jody?), and sam kind of acts as his handler/buffer against the world.
5. dean helps the police find a missing child, who was taken by a woman (her mother?).
6. it was possibly an incomplete story or series at the times.

i'm pretty sure it was gen, too because that tends to be what i prefer.

any step in the right direction would be greatly appreciated.
27 September 2015 @ 04:29 pm
I am looking for two things!

1) Dean/OMC fics. I want fics that end happily in Dean/OMC. I don't care if there is some angst or hurt/comfort with Dean in past relationships. Non-con is fine as long as it is not the OMC he ends up with.

2) I want some fics where Dean disappears without telling Sam or John. When they eventually find him, Dean is retired (or semi-retired) from hunting. He has a partner/family and is happy with his life. Any pairing or Gen is fine for this one (Dean/Castiel is a favorite).

No wincest! Happy endings only.
29 July 2015 @ 06:30 pm
Hi, I'm looking fics in which Sam is dead, Dean is no longer a hunter, and after a time he is reunited with Castiel. Does anybody know some? Thank You.
01 July 2015 @ 03:24 pm
I'm looking to re-read a long series of fic. The main fic was dean/cas in the future after some type of apocalypse type-thing. Dean and Cas had a farm house outside of a small town and were raising Ben Braeden (possibly Dean had tried to save Ben and Lisa, but Lisa died under a collapsed staircase, that might be a different story, though). Gas and medicines are at a premium, so Baby is only brought out for special occasions while Dean does small jobs around town and small hunt jobs in the local area. Dean may have had a leg/knee injury. A couple of kids are taken in by Dean and Cas (one was dropped off by her dad in a station wagon because it was wasteful to feed a girl, he kept his sons and left her behind) and Sam shows up and stays, there are issues between him and Dean and him and Ben. Eventually in the series Sam and Dean make up, Sam dates and marries a local girl and things aren't so bad. Thanks in advance for your help!

Found by Greekgirl1990! It's the "Sun 'Verse" by enigmaticblue on archiveofourown. Thanks!
16 March 2015 @ 08:13 pm
Hey there,

I'm looking for a story - I think I read it on ff.net. It's set pretty far in the future where an old, scarred ex-hunter (Sam) who works in a bar gets wind of an author (Dean) who's kind of famous in their circles. Sam had thought he was dead, so he goes straight there to see if it's true. I know Dean had a daughter, and he was a professor? Or she called him professor, something like that.

Hope you guys can help, thanks!
01 January 2015 @ 09:31 pm
I need some curtainfics right now.
Possibly written after s6-s7. The later, the better.
I don't care if they'll hunt or have a domestic life, I just need a happy end where they're growing old together. They don't necessarily have to be actually old, just post-series and after deciding they want to spend their lives together.
Can be Wincest or gen.
If Wincest with sexual themes, bottom!Sam or switching, no exclusively bottom!Dean fics, please.

Already read Chicago!Verse by compo67 ;)
EDITED based on the first comment below... I read this story and this one scene is stuck in my head and I want to reread it, but I can't figure out what it's from. DEAN is a mess with post-hell trauma and SAM is trying to take care of him. Something sets DEAN off and they end up in a bar fight (maybe?) and then when a police officer shows up SAM recognizes that the officer is acting like he was in the military, so SAM makes it sound like DEAN fought in Iraq (?) and the officer keeps the bystanders away and lets SAM take care of DEAN.

FOUND! See comments.
28 May 2014 @ 02:28 pm
Man, it's been a while since I've posted on here (the posting box page looks weird to me @_@)

Hey guys! I'm hoping you can help me with a general story search. I've been craving some fic where Sam gets out of hunting. For good. Maybe he ran away from home and succeeded in staying away. Maybe he was able to finish college and start that normal life with Jess. Or even future fic where he's bought a house or something and is settling down.

Het, slash, gen are all good. The only pairing I ask to keep away from is Sam/Ruby 2.o. I love hurt!Sam, but I'm not looking for anything too awfully dark if you can help it.

Also, are there any (and I mean ANY) fics out there where Sam decides to run away with Amy when she says they can be freaks together? I've yet to find even one and I want it so bad. I just have no idea how to write it myself.
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I'm looking for any fics that are about Sam and Dean after they stop hunting and settle down into civilian life, but that shows how they are still always there for each other. I want something where the focus of the fic (or at least a major moment) is about how they are still Sam&Dean and they are still always there for each other and still know each other better than anyone, even their new girlfriends/boyfriends/wives/friends. It can be Sam/Dean or with other relationships, I'm pretty open to anything. I just want something that is about them and their history and all that they've been through together and how that has created a bond that will never go away, even when they're not hunting anymore.
14 February 2014 @ 10:31 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read while ago and the only scene I can remember is when Dean and Castiel go outside with their child (a son, I think) to greet their new neighbors. I think they're living at Bobby's house but I don't think Bobby lives there (if he's alive). Dean is tense because he's worried about a bad reaction to him and Castiel being together, but the other family has a young son who is wearing a tutu and the kids quickly become friends.

This is my first time posting so I hope this is enough to go on and that I did all this right.

Thanks in advance!

Hi, everyone. I'm looking for something specific but I don't know a lot of details about the fics, so this will be the vaguest search ever and I'm sorry for that. I really hope someone knows these fics because I miss them and I genuinely think about them all the time.

Search 1)
This might actually be two separate fics, but if they are I want both. Sam is blind. I don't know how or why, but he worked at a gym and he and Dean go to the Grand Canyon (?) or something and hike even tho Sam is blind. It was really good.

Search 2)
This one expanded into a whole universe, man, with different OC POVs and an AU where they aren't brothers, but two random guys from Lead, SD. They have to pretend to be a gay couple to go on a bus tour of Nova Scotia and find out who's killing gay American tourists in Canada. I think they fuck in the woods, or say they do or something. It was so good.

Do you see how vague and useless these searches are? Please find them. They are so good. The authors deserve parades. 
07 September 2013 @ 11:44 am
Okay the past month or so I've been in love with Curtain,domestic,and kid fics. I read The New Normal (loved and waiting for the next part) and Chicago'verse (I'm still iffey on it,but it was good). Basically what I'm looking for is:

1:Any fics where Sam/Dean stop hunting (fully or halfway) and get a house/apartment or just use the batcave,and they start to become domesticated. Can be any rating just must be Wincest.

2:Fics like The New Normal where Cas or Gabriel or both are de-aged and Sam and Dean have to raise them and its just schmoop and love all around. Any rating,must be Wincest.

3:Fics where Sam/Dean get married/have kids/get a dog or just something like that where it's a big decision or step they make as a couple. Any rating,must be Wincest.

Please and thank you! :3
18 August 2013 @ 11:41 pm
Any and all fics where Dean has become blind and/or deaf. Would love it if him and Sam were to become involved with each other and quit hunting and become all domestic. Anything I can get I'll be grateful for.
I'm looking for fic in which Sam getting out of hunting (season 8, pre-series or otherwise) is seen in a complex or sympathetic way. Or in which Sam really needs or wants to get out of hunting, or his way of life, or his life with Dean, and that's described as understandable, at least.

Actually, if there is any fic about Dean in such a situation, I want it even more.

Any or no pairing welcome. My favorites are Wincest and and gen, and I prefer non-au, but anything is great.

Thank you!
29 May 2013 @ 03:11 pm
1.I don't remember much of this fanfic, so bear with me xD

I remember it was Destiel, and really, really long.
For some reason Cas went missing, or someone took him.
Dean goes off to find him, and he ends up in a different universe, or somewhere in between.

To get him back Dean sacrifices himself, and makes a deal to never leave the in-between place.

In the end, though, I think it was unclear whether or not Cas was actually released.

2. The other fanfic is also Destiel. Dean and Cas settle down after everything is over.
One of the angels comes to collect Cas, because he has to receive punishment for the crimes he committed during the war.
I think God tells him that he won't see Dean for somewhere between 15-50 years, but it ends up being closer to 15.

They somehow have a son together, too.
A while ago I read a great fic (I think it was a WIP verser) about Dean, Cas and Sam being retired from hunting and living together in an ordinary town. Dean has problems with an old leg injury and while working in a bookshop he falls down some stairs and decides he needs a guidedog. Sams's not quite right (after Lucifer?) and frequently forgets where he is, so he wears a laminate with Dean's contact info around his neck. When Dean goes out of town to get the dog, Cas comes and stays with Sam for a while. There were no pairings.

Does anyone know what I'm talking about? I would be so grateful!

ETA: Found in comments, it's the Fusion Verse by [livejournal.com profile] ratherastory.
29 April 2013 @ 06:57 pm
Looking for a story:) I've been searching and searching so hopefully you guys can help. So this is what I remember of it. It's a Dean/Sam. Something happens and all the monsters are gone from earth. Sam wants to try having a normal life with Dean. They buy a house, somewhat close to Bobby I think, and they buy stuff at an estate sale. They got doilies and china. Dean finds the basement filled with hunter stuff, a box with letters and a picture I think. Then Cas shows up and there's bbq at the neighbors and playing guitar hero. Everybody thinks the boys are together, only Dean is in the dark. Then he realizes that Sam wants more and prays to God for things to be normal and a monster shows up and kills him. But God reverses it and everything ends happy. Hope it sounds familiar. I can see the picture that came with it and everything but I can't remember the title or author. It's driving me crazy lol!

Found in comments!
Hallo everyone,

I searched for this story for the last few hours but I can't seem to find it and it drives me kind of crazy! Maybe you can help?
Here is what I remember:

- pairing Sam/Dean
- the boys and Bobby are estranged because of Sam's and Dean's relationship
- Sam and Dean live in a house
- one day Sam calls Bobby for help because Dean is ill and in the hospital
- Sam is still kind of unstable from his time in the cage and barely copes with his daily life without Dean's support
- Bobby moves in with Sam for some time to help him with the situation
- after some ups and downs Dean is released from the hospital
-the story was probably a big bang fic, but I'm not really sure about that

Any ideas?
Thanks for help in advance

Edit: FOUND! Link in the comments.
I've recently read a story that inspired this search.

I'm looking for stories where either Dean or Sam retires from hunting for some reason. Maybe Dean wants to try to make it work with Lisa or Sam wants to try to make it work with Ameile. There could be another reason for it as well. I'm not particular when it comes to the reason.

But even with one not hunting, I would like to see Dean and Sam are still close.

It can be gen, slash, or het.

I'd also prefer completed stories or at least one that are regularly updated. Please no stories that haven't been updated for two years.


I am looking for a specific Dean/Castiel fic, which begins with a teenager who played a prank on a retired Dean's house. He's forced to help Dean clean up the house and slowly begins to develop a friendship with him. It's a great outsider POV, especially when the teen overhears Dean and Sam arguing about a mysterious lost friend. Then it turns out spoilers! )

I've tried all my Google skills but since I know neither the author nor the title I'm drawing a blank. Help would be appreciated!

ETA: Found! Thank you!
28 January 2013 @ 04:28 am
Hey, all. 

A long time ago I read this really beautiful fic where Sam and Dean get old and retire, open a roadhouse of their own, buy up a lot of land, get a dog, and kick the bucket. 

At the end of the fic, they left the roadhouse for a couple of other hunters. With the Will was a list of rules for the new owners, the boys alternating adding to it or crossing off. 

Edit. Found Closing Time 
06 January 2013 @ 01:59 am
I recently read a story and cannot remember either the author or the name. I believe God stops the apocalypse and tells dean that he is leaving earth. Either God decides or Dean makes him take all the supernatural creatures with him. And also bargains for Castiel to remain on earth as a human. At first Sam and Dean can't believe ll the creatures are gone. They wind up moving to a normal suburban neighborhood and into a former hunters house, maybe in Wyoming? Not totally sure about the state. Castiel finally finds them and he is human and becomes obsessed with microwave popcorn. Dean struggles to adjust to "normal" life, and his confusing/growing feelings about Sam. After much angsting Sam and Dean become a couple, and are in love. I can't remember how it ends.

I thanks everyone for their help with this. It's kind of driving me crazy.

Yeah it's found - Like a Fish Out of Water by nyxocity
08 December 2012 @ 05:24 pm
1. (FOUND! by the lovely de_nugis, thank you!)
it's Sam/Cas, and I remember practically the whole thing, but I cannot for the life of me find it! >.>

It was future!fic, and Cas as he was in late s7 was living alone in a little house in the country, where he was a beekeeper. I think the house was yellow but I might be wrong. Sam came to visit him with a balloon for him and he noticed that the gate was off its hinges or something like that. it was really beautifully written and there was some mention of how Sam was comforted by how Cas was always in the same places when he came to visit... He made really bad lemonade with way too much sugar if I remember right, and I think Sam pretended to like it. Cas wanted Sam to stay longer but Sam said he had to visit Dean.

Dean was in the hospital, semi-comatose and possibly paralyzed, unaware that Sam was there, and Sam had to accept that this was never going to change. He hadn't been accepting this until now, but then he did, and he went to live with Cas. And I think there's a scene at the end where he cried in Cas' arms and yeah. It ended on a hopeful note for Sam and Cas (but not for Dean so much).

2. I'm a lot vaguer on this. All I really remember about it is that Sam hated having his hair cut, and the fic involves Dean cutting Sam's hair for him, and Sam crying. It might have been season four and Sam hadn't had a hair cut since Dean was away? Or some other reason, I think Sam hadn't had his hair cut in a while because Dean hadn't been doing it for whatever reason. (it was definitely older than anything where that reason could've been Purgatory, I think no later than s6). I remember Dean was really tender and loving and Sam cries while the haircut happens... It may or may not have been Wincest.

Thanks! <3
08 November 2012 @ 01:05 pm
So, I read a Dean/Sam story recently that had the boys settling down and they had children together. Here it is in case anyone wants it: Kingdom Come (http://kerfuffling.livejournal.com/21371.html).

I was wondering if there's any stories similar to this? I don't care if there is/isn't mpreg but I do want a curtain!fic and possibly a woman who wants to date Sam or Dean and doesn't realize/care that they're already together. I'd also love if possibly someone finds out that they're brothers.

Any help is greatly appreciated, and if you can't anything that fits the criteria, I'd love some good post-hunting fics. Thank you!
While driving around Dean rescues a young woman (she's about 17) from 2 men? who are going to rape her.  He ends up looking after her and they form a bond and become involved.  It's set after the apocalypse and there is no Sam etc in the fic.  It was aboyt 6-9 chapters long and was very really good.  The fic (I am fairly sure) was posted here on LiveJournal.  If anyone knows this fic please let me know
23 October 2012 @ 10:23 pm
Can anybody point me to some fics that show Sam and Dean sharing their soulmate!Heaven space together after they die for the last time ?

I think I saw one once that was Sam/Dean/Jess where all three of them were soulmates, but I'd also love plain old Sam/Dean or even Sam and Dean gen. I'm not into angel pairings with the boys, so I'm not looking for Sam and Dean sharing Heaven with their angel lover(s).
18 October 2012 @ 01:55 pm
I'm looking for any Gen fic's where Dean is hunting on his own. I'd really like post series where Sam has settled down into his 'normal' life leaving Dean to hunt alone. Pre series Sam at Stanford is good too, though I've read most of those.

Thank you so much in advance.
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Hello. It's been a while. I've missed you all. 

Anyway, here is what I'm looking for .

It's a post-apocalypse fic, where there is nothing left to hunt so the boys settle down, with Crazy Cas, in an old house in a nice town. They don't say there brothers, for whatever reason, and people assume they're together. Cas falls in love with Guitar Hero and the nice next door neighbor who's name is Summer (I think).  He also goes ape shit on a bunch of precious moment figurines. Summer helps them set their house up and there are just doilies everywhere.  Sam bought out an estate sale, maybe, so their house would be filled with stuff.  The house use to belong to a hunter, and Dean likes to hang out in the basement maybe, where there's a bunch of rations (pizza rolls) in the freezer. 

Anyway, it's wincest. So yeah. That's what i remember. 
26 August 2012 @ 02:39 pm
So in the last two weeks I read a fairly new story, but like an idiot I was in a hurry and didnt bookmark it. Thus, here I am scrambling to find it for a reread :) lol. It was a curtain fic and it had Sam and Dean and Castiel all living in a house together and in a threesome relationship. Sam is struggling with post hell issues and begins to feel as if he is intruding or is the third wheel. Dean and Cas finally realize what is happening when Sam offers to leave so they can be together and of course they make it right. Please help me find! Thanks! :D

Edit: Fic found in comments
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22 August 2012 @ 04:14 pm
Any good fics about the boys quitting hunting for some reason and settling down? Preferably long ones?

No gen or het please, just slash (wincest or other, oh, and no destiel, can't see Castiel settling down... *shrug*)

Thanks in advance!
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13 August 2012 @ 09:58 am
I'm looking for a fic along the lines of this:
  • It is in the future, but it isn't Croatoan!future, just in the future, after it all.
  • Dean is getting older and perhaps retiring, or at least slowing down his life.
  • Castiel is still an angel and pretty much forever young, but stays with Dean anyways.
  • Domestic or angst or something!
Destiel or gen/friendship, please and thank you!
01 August 2012 @ 10:57 pm
I literally think I've read EVERY PG-13 to NC-17 Destiel fic out there.&nbsp; I've gone through all the groups &amp; even branched to AO3 &amp; Dreamwidth.&nbsp; You name it I've read it.&nbsp; I've gone through rec lists &amp; even the AU lists.&nbsp; I've started branching out to Sabriel &amp; Wincest (but I prefer Evil!Sam &amp; Dean in that case) &amp; even dipped into Dabriel a bit.

So here's what I'm looking for.

1. Destiel  I like them long 10,000+ or a bunch of shorts in one verse. I'd prefer no death fics but I've read a few that had me crying & still loving the ending (Destiel in Heaven). I like AU's domestic!fics but not into the high school verses. Priest!Cas is HOT. I don't mind MPreg or kid!fics actually I like daddy Dean & Pappa Cas they are cute. Fallen!Cas is good too because Dean showing him how to manage being human is sweet. Sex doesn't have to be dirty/kinky but it needs to be there. Cas is a Top in my head but I'm cool with either or. If Cas is an angel I love Dean seeing his wings

2. Wincest length doesn't matter but I like them dirty with a huge helping of kink. I'm a big fan of Evil!Sam, Bottom!Dean, Slave fics. I'm cool with dub/non-con & Samifer too.

3. Destiel/Sabriel swapping lovers & rebuilding the planet type fics. I like it when they all decide to love each other until the end of time.

I'm cool with most kinks except scat &amp; water sports. I don't like RPF's.  I'll take crossovers, basically anything by Joss, SuperWhoLock, I'd love for the Winchesters to wonder into Eureka just once. Maybe I'll write that someday.

Thanks in advance.
27 July 2012 @ 03:02 pm
Hi! I'm desperately trying to find this story: Dean and Cas had a kid, Liam. However 'cause time in Heaven is way different than time on Earth, Dean saw the kid only a few times in his life. He lied to his relatives saying that his love and son were living in New Zealand.
In the end, Dean died of cancer and Cas took him to Heaven with his dog, to live in the nest the angel built for Liam when he was a baby. Then they had another kid, this time a girl.
Sam was very angry when Dean died but Liam, who was with his human father during his last hours, finally gave his uncle a piece of his mind. Sam should have been happy that Dean was now in Heaven with his mate; he was just behaving like a spoiled brat because he was finally alone like he wanted all his life.
Sam's daughter was the only one who understood what Liam really was: an angel. However a very special angel because he never forgot his parents, like instead all the other fledglings did.
I remember that, when Liam was a small child, Cas left him with Dean for an emergency with the Host. During a storm, Liam was very scared but Dean assured him and drew with him.
Cas was punished for his sins during the Apocalypse with having to work as a Heavenly Librarian???  And Liam got in Gabriel's Host.
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1. Specific Fic: I think the Apocalypse was over but there was still things that Castiel had to do in Heaven. He asked Dean to wait for him I think and so Dean does. While doing so, him and Sam settle down in a house they fix up somewhere. Originally Dean has his own room and starts decorating "Castiel's" room how he thinks Cas might like it. He ends up sleeping in there and finally moves in. I think Sam tells Dean he is nesting or something. Also, Sam meets a girl and tells her all about hunting. They are both sad for Dean because Castiel is away for something like 5 years and Dean is lonely and misses him.

2. Any fics where Dean and Sam and/or Cas settle down after the Apocalypse or they just decide they're done and settle down permanently somewhere. Bonus points if Dean is really good at the "apple pie life." Destiel or Wincest.

3. Any fics where Dean and Sam and/or Cas stop hunting and settle down and Dean ends up being a great cook and cooks for them or buys a restaurant or bakery or something. Destiel or Wincest.


If you know any fics like this that you know of, I'd really appreciate it! Please and thank you! :)
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01 July 2012 @ 11:01 am
So a while ago I read QBlackheart's fabulous "The Courtship of Jensen's Co-Star" and fell in complete and utter love. I was a "eek"-ing and "aww"-ing the entire time while reading. (also read the author's "The Play Nice Proviso").

I want to read something like that again. Something where the main couple are the best of friends before hooking up. Or, something where one of the persons in the couple has a BFF that he's ridiculously close to (ex: Misha/Jensen with BFF!J2).

Can be RPS/RPS-AU or SPN/SPN-AU fic. Any slash pairing is totes fine.

Thanks in advance!
So awhile ago I read this fic where Dean and Sam and Cas get out of the game, the apocalypse is over, they retire, what have you.

I remember they were all living in the same house and Sam kept walking in on Dean and Cas having sex. The only other specific thing I remember is that all three of them were at some kind of event, wrestling or something else manly (lol) and Cas was being all schmoopy to Dean and Dean, ever the paranoid man decided they should leave in case any of the macho men at this event went all homophobic. And after the two of them left some beefcake man went to Sam and told him that it was all okay and that no one would have a problem with Dean and Cas as a couple.

If anyone could figure out which fic this is and where, that would be awesome. I'd like to read it again.

Found! Link to fic is in the comments :D
08 May 2012 @ 11:03 pm
I keep coming back to trying to find this maybe curtain fic? Dean has a broken back and Castiel did it to keep he and Sam out of the game- and Sam has wall!issues. Maybe up to 10,000 words? Thank-you in advance!
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11 April 2012 @ 08:23 pm
Hi guys , just finished reading 'Somewhere back of the Sun' which was awesome. It was Dean/Cas in small town USA raising Ben and some orphans and just surving day to day but still having a satisfying life.

So now I am after more.

Don't mind if they hunt on the side . Don't mind a little bit of angst but I really want Dean to find a family, a life (he can be a little broken), and peace after all he's been thru. Sam can be there or he can turn up later.

The longer the better but no Wip's please unless they are epic.

Would prefer a Dean/Cas pairing please. Will even take a Dean/Jimmy in a pinch

Thanx for you help
Hey everybody !! I'm fairly new to the SPN fandom, and I'm loving it so far. Esp the fic, I've been reading A LOT of fic, lol. And I really needed some help from you guys. I'm looking for a couple, actually a bunch of things, lol. Here we go:

1. I've been looking for YOURPERIPHERY 's work. I've heard she's a great author, but I can't find her stuff anywhere. Help please ?
2. Domestic wincest- Sam & Dean in a house somewhere, one or both of them can be hurt/injured, or not. It doesn't really matter.
3. Schmoopy Wincest
4. Angsty wincest with a happy ending
5. Non-AU J2-schmoopy or angsty with a happy ending
6. Future fic- Sam/Dean or J2.
7. Outsider POV- J2 or Wincest

I know this is asking for a lot, but srsly, it would be amazing if you guys could help.
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29 February 2012 @ 09:49 pm
Hi, I'm very new to LJ but I've been lurking here for a while --still not sure if I'm doing this right though... Anyway, I was reading a prompt and a drabble on the subject and now I'm craving something more like this, so here it goes.

Can anyone rec me some fics where the boys decide to quit hunting for whatever reason and they go their separate ways (maybe to completely leave that world behind or maybe to give the other one a shot a normal life? w/e). One slips into a normal life easily (settles down, finds a steady job), the other doesn't adjust well without his brother but doesn't want to say so because his brother seems so happy. I would love a happy (hopefully wincest-y) ending but not required.

Any fics come to mind?
23 February 2012 @ 09:39 pm
I'm looking for fics where John retires from hunting or seriously scales back on it, and either expects Sam and Dean to quit too or simply doesn't push them to hunt. I'm especially interested in fics set pre-Stanford, but I'll take anything. I've read the Different Roads AU, but I don't think I've read anything else where John retires/semi-retires.

Thanks in advance!
01 February 2012 @ 12:27 pm
1.) Let's see if I remember this correctly, it was Dean or Jensen who was a janitor, and at night he solved very difficult math problems on the board (basicly a SPN fic based on Good Will Hunting). Anyone remember it or have a link? It's been eating at me for a while now. Oh, and if you have any other Smart!Dean fics I'd love to read those too.

2.) And anybody have any fics where God is a character? I'd love to see some portrayals of God/Gods in Supernatural, so if you have any links I'd be grateful.

01 February 2012 @ 01:02 am
There was a specific fic I read a long time ago, that I would love to sink my teeth into again. I dont remember many details about it, or if what I remember is EXACTLY what happened, but this is what I have so far:

It started out with Dean in the hospital. I dont remember what happened, but he was like on his deathbed. Sam was distraught and a creature found him in the hospital and made him a deal that he'd save Dean and would wipe away Sam's memories of their times together and whatnot. Sam agrees and then it fast forwards to New Orleans (or at least it's Louisiana) and Dean has made a home for himself down there, started out by moving in with an older woman to be her live-in handyman. When she died, she left him the house to live in and he gets a job as a bartender to a nightclub. Sam finds him cuz he's on spring break from  college, I think. The kicker is Sam doesnt remember their past life, but Dean remembers every single thing. (At least I'm pretty sure that's how it went) and it came as a shock to find out that Dean was gay because he was having a kiss with the owner's husband, being auctioned off at their nightclub, or something like that...

I really hope this is ringing some bells, because I would relaly love to read this fic again. It was a really good one.

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Another one I thought I had... It not clear which brother has which role until the very end and I've forgotten which was which. #1 is owner/bartender of bar or roadhouse and one of his customers or waitresses tells him of a picture she saw of him when he was younger and hadn't gotten the severe facial scars from a hunt. She'd been at the house of a writer who acted as an information hub for the hunters and had written some books. #1 tracks down the writer and meets his daughter. #2 sends the girl away and grabs for the holy water and the guns when he sees his guest. Turns out that, after a falling out where each waited for the other to come back and apologize, they both thought the other dead. (I think in one case it was a shifter that died and in the other the Impala was stolen and crashed and burned the driver beyond recognition.)
I'm sick with a chest infection and currently off work, and I need fics to distract me from my self-pity. Sooooo...could any of you love fans points me in the direction of some fics?

I'm basically looking for *wincest* fics where Sam and Dean are parents. It can include mpreg but I really want fics where they are actually *raising* their children as so many mpregs finish after the baby is born, I want fics where they are juggling the realities of raising children. Bonus points if they are still hunting and manage to juggle hunting, parenthood and their relationship. I'm also to have Sam & Dean adopting kids or had them via surrogacy. I'd prefer long fics where possible - the longer the better. Also I'm a very bottom!Sam girl so I'd prefer it if recs were just that (mpreg!Sam only please!) I'll also take switching fics if they're well written. I love fics like sizzlingmama's Leave me Breathless (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3931514/1/Leave_Me_Breathless) & Sary Winchester's fics (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1590145/SaryWinchester) you just know those boys would make awesome dads! if if there are any fics out there with kids/mpreg that feature hurt!Sam, please send them my way!

I'll also take any J2 fics where they are parents (bottom!Jared only please) but right now I'd prefer Wincest fics please.

Also I doubt there are any but does anyone know if there are any x-over fics between SPN and Sherlock? Unlikely I know but I figured I'd ask. Slash & gen both welcome

mucho thanks in advance with milk, cookies & naked Winchester(s) of your choiec *G*
04 January 2012 @ 09:25 pm

So, it seems I've finally managed to work up the courage to finally ask you guys for some help.

Apologies in advance for the extreme lack of helpful details. and also to the mods for my ignorance with tagging.  

I'm looking for a fic (Sam POV) set after season 5 'Swan Song', In which Sam wakes up in Bobby's panic room. It turns out Dean's managed to find a way to save him from hell. Dean and Sam end up taking time of hunting and living together in a cabin somewhere? Sam can sense these demon/monster things that followed him out of hell, and they begin turning up at the house. Sam can destroy these things but it takes a lot of energy and Sam still remembers hell or at least parts of it and as a result Sam's mental stability is deteriorating. He keeps having dreams of Dean as a rotting zombie thing.

Anyways, Most memorably, in the end, bobby visits and tries to kill Sam. Sam comes to the realisation that everything since his return from hell has been an illusion and Dean is actually dead (killed by Sam when he woke up in Bobby's panic room), the person that sam has been hanging out with and kissing and whatnot is actually Deans dead body and the monsters that Sam has been killing are civilians or something? I think? maybe? The fic ends with Sam killing bobby and convincing himself that Dean's alive and all is well with the world.

It's pretty horrific and sad and wincesty. But absolutely brilliant.

Sorry for the long post, thanks in advance for anyone who offers their assistance and HAPPY NEW YEAR!


31 December 2011 @ 01:05 am
Sorry I have so much. I've been saving up for one post, instead of a bunch of them.

1) Any stories with human!Impala, but where its a guy instead of a girl?

2) Fics where Sam and Dean are protective of Adam

3) Similarly, fics that deal with Adam still being in hell and Sam and Dean haven't completely forgotten about him. (preferably one where Adam eventually gets out of the pit)

4) Any stories with a protective!John. (I'm a huge fan of good-dad!John stories)

5) Anything where one character had a permanent medical problem. It could be an injury, illness, or anything. But no death-fics pretty please

6) And finally, any fics where the boys are older and the beatings they took as youngsters is screwing up their old bodies. Can be a domestic!fic or not.

I'm fine with gen or slash for any of these (any pairing)

Thank you to anyone who can help me!