There is a fic that I have been searching for everywhere, but can't remember the name of it or the author. Heck, I'm not even sure if it really exists or if my imagination is just making it up.

Anyway, I seem to recall that the story is about John needing to hold Sam up on his feet after Sam gets impaled on something. John's actually not a bastard in this and is rather frantic to keep Sam awake and standing so he won't be injured any worse.
I think the story took place in a haunted house and Dean was sent out for help, but John has to basically hold Sam up for a really long time. I can't remember much more than it was a good story and it really bugs me that I can't find it anywhere and I would love to read it again.

Thanks for any help you can give me!
Hi All,
I was rewatching season 1 the other day, and I couldn't stop wondering what the first season would have been like if Cas was already part of the story. What would he have thought of John, of a younger Dean and Sam? Thus, I am now on the hunt for pre-season 4 fics where Cas is part of the story, whether a canon divergence where Cas shows up early, time travel where an older Cas is thrown back in time, human Cas meeting Dean and/or Sam somewhere in the earlier seasons, Cas being a fellow hunter, basically anything set in season 1-3 where Cas is part of the equation. Destiel or friendship is awesome, thought no Wincest please.
Thanks, dc9
27 June 2017 @ 03:03 pm
hey! I've been trying to find this story for forever, hopefully these details will help:
- it was a teenchester fic with John, Sam (and later) Dean
- 50000% sure it was on Fanfiction.net
- Dean was off on a separate hunt in another state but promised to meet John& Sam later
- it begins with Sam sulking from not wanting to go on the hunt with John
- The hunt was in the woods, off of a highway
- John told Sam to split up, but John found the monster first
- I think the creature threw a tree? at John, but somehow, John got knocked unconscious and was able to let out a few bullets (that i think killed the monster?)
- Sam heard the bullets and ran to where John was, but one of John's bullets hit Sam in the stomach
- i remember this part vividly, because Sam was lying in the forest and he didn't know what happened, but he knew he had to get to his father so he crawled/dragged his way next to him before passing out
- John wakes up and realized Sam is next to him and that he's bleeding/he shot him and calls Dean
- but he couldn't get a reception so he had to leave Sam to get back to the road and find help

I can't remember much more, but i hope this helps! Thanks!

I was hoping you could help me find Stanford era Dean-centric fics that have MINIMAL Sam angst. I'm tired of starting promising looking fics only to discover Dean spends all his time missing Sam or thinking about how smart and strong he is to get out of the life. It's both out of character and uninteresting to me when Dean has no anger or resentment about the fact that he was (in his point of view) abandoned. So I would like recommendations that aren't all about Sam's absence. However, a focus on his relationship with John is more than welcome, as are case fics.

I'm also looking for pre-series fics that explore the dangerous situations Dean was put in as a child with a focus on human monsters. Especially the scarily plausible idea that he was sexually abused in the past. A trope that I'm tired of encountering when it comes to this type of fic is when the predator is originally after Sam and either settles for Dean or Dean offers himself up to protect Sam. Please, recommend me stories that avoid that cliche and have Dean as the one who's in danger from the start. The only fics I'm accepting where that scenario plays out would be ones where Dean is bitter about what happened to him instead of perfectly content that nothing bad happened to his brother.

I apologize for how bitter this request sounds. I just want Dean trauma fic that is about Dean and only Dean and avoids cliches. If you happen to have something that fits the general description without necessarily being pre-series then I welcome that too.
Okay hear me out. I read this story -- or 'verse -- years ago. So I can't remember a whole lot.

Sam somehow ends up going back in time and replacing his pre-canon self, I believe. Like, his 20+ year old brain took up residence in his teenage body. He walked out of his high-school class the moment he realized he was old enough to legally do it. It might have been because of the Yellow-Eyed Demon, his traveling. He didn't end up going to Stanford, he kept hunting. He and Dean traveled together and wincest was a Thing -- until Dean met Cassie, as he had in canon.

Sam let Dean go, and let him have his relationship [one line i remember really clearly is something like "that's the thing about dating your brother. Even if we break up, we're still family"], and headed back to his dad by taking the bus. However, as he arrived, John was bitten by some sort of lust-demon and the poison affected him enough that he attacked and overpowered Sam. After, he threw some money at Sam -- go back to your brother -- and bolted, out of guilt. Sam, now very Not Okay, took the money and just -- left?

The next bit I remember, he ended up going to the Roadhouse and went by the name of Jesse. John and Dean were looking for him at this point? He and Ash ended up hunting together. Both ended up with big/elaborate tattoos, and they slept together, but it was a friends-with-benefits type thing.

I'm pretty sure by the end of the 'verse, the YED was dead.

Sory - that's all I remember. I think I found it on LJ, but it might have been on A03. Does this sound familiar to anyone else?
03 June 2017 @ 08:04 pm
I'm looking for the following fics:
1. This one is pre-series and starts with John and Bobby in a bar. They hear a commotion in another part of the bar where Sam and Dean are (Dean is playing pool and Sam is watching) and see that some guy has punched Dean. Sam is pissed cuz Dean did nothing to provoke the guy. Someone else in the bar says the guy punched Dean cuz he reminded him of the guy his wife left him for. Dean and the guy who punched him take the fight outside and Dean easily beats him. At first, he seems to graciously accept his defeat and reaches a hand up for Dean to pull him up off the ground. But as he does so, the guy stabs Dean in the stomach. An ambulance comes while the guy is held back by other people from the bar.

2. The second fic is wincest. Dean and Sam had sex, but Sam reveals that he doesn't actually feel that way about Dean and he only had sex with him cuz he wanted to do something for Dean. Sam sees no problem with it and wants to continue doing it, but Dean is appalled and refuses. Later, Dean flirts with a witness and Sam gets jealous and realizes he does feel that way about Dean.
28 May 2017 @ 08:11 pm
 Hi, guys! So, lately I’ve been craving for some hurt dean/worried John and Mary fic to help pass the time. I have a special appreciation for kid Dean and Teen Dean, being in school scenario or not. Mostly I don’t mind when Teen Human Castiel is thrown in the mix, but I really prefer when the ones comforting sick/hurt (at home or at hospital) Dean are Mary or John. Also, I have no preference about stories with or without supernatural, I just really need some hurt/comfort for Dean. I appreciate any indications.
I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago. It's a pre-series, and John, Sam and Dean go on a hunt. they're hunting some sort of monster who eats souls and likes them pure, capturing it's victims. On the hunt, John is captured, and the monster eats most of John's soul or something, and John won't recover. Dean decides to sacrifice himself to the monster, in exchange of letting John go. The monster agrees, and this story takes place at bobby's, so Dean summons it there, where the monster begins eating Dean's soul, claiming it to be incredibly pure. Dean fights, and just in time for John to wake up and stop the monster. Dean is hurt bad, and John has to do CPR, and later bobby calls a hunter doctor to help Dean.

Hopefully that's enough for someone to recognize it. :P

Thanks to whoever names this amazing fanfiction!
03 April 2017 @ 04:51 pm
This one is a bit of a long shot guys, but I'm going to ask anyway because I've been thinking about this fic for a while now.

This was a short (?) Gen, pre-series, Dark Angel crossover fic featuring teen Dean. I think it may have been an outsider POV too.

All I remember is one scene where a woman who works for Manticore is mugged in an alleyway and teen Dean comes to her rescue. Dean ends up with a superficial injury, a cut lip or something like that and the woman dabs the wound dry with a hanky.

Dean is modest and kind to her and then goes on his way. When she returns to work the woman remembers how brave Dean was and replaces the DNA Template of one of the proposed X5's with Deans DNA.

I loved they way the author spliced the two fandoms together and would really like to read it again.

Can anyone point me in the right direction or give me an author or story name?

Fingers crossed and many thanks.
24 March 2017 @ 12:52 pm
hi! i am looking for fics similar to vigilance or the messenger where john meets cas and gets protective of dean/the boys, because he doesn't trust the supernatural, or maybe cas just seems creepy like in the messenger.

i would prefer pre-series but canon era is nice too. gen, pre-slash or slash welcome. :D

thanks in advance!
16 March 2017 @ 02:21 pm
Looking for an older fic, 2006-ish, about high school aged boys getting tattoos. I remember Sam getting his and Dean licking it? Also the first line was like "that was the summer dean smoked a lot of weed". I feel like I've searched this one before but could not find the previous post.
Thank you!
15 March 2017 @ 12:24 am
Hi guys!
I am looking for specific wincest fic, i kinda don't remember a lot from the actual plot (cause that thing might have been a pwp) where sam and dean were pretty young, pre stanford era, and Sam was highly fascinated with Dean, i do remember clearly there was a scene of Dean, erm, trimming his pubic hair and Sam wanted to watch? Or he thought about that? Or something like that. Long story short Sam was pining for Dean and i think there was some sexy times in the end. Help? Thanks!
Im looking for a Pre-Series Wincest story that was deleted from fanfiction.net, called How Do We Deal? by PoeticallyPathetic19.

In it Sam and Dean are in high school two gunmen come into Sam's class that broke out prison. One of them leaves looking for their kid/daughter. The other guy stays in the class and takes Sam and Dean hostage and makes them make-out and do some other stuff (they both secretly like it but are ashamed/guilty). I'm sure Dean was a senior, and he purposely failed so he could stay in school and keep an eye on Sam.

Offical Summary: An incident at school changes everything for the boys. AU. Wincest.

If anbody knows where this story might be posted elsewhere, or has a copy, I would be extremely grateful!  I've been looking for this fic for weeks, and finally found the name/author only to discover it has been deleted.
Is their any series were sam has asthma epilepsy or something alonf those lines. So john and dean has to baby him and look after him.

Also is there any stories were sam is tramatized and has night terrors and need consoling.
27 February 2017 @ 07:08 am
Just a couple general searches on one specific.
1) Is their any good stores were sam comes out gay to Dean and John.  (No wincest please)
2) Sam get a boyfriend and introduces him to his family.

3) There is one story i read a long time ago that i haven't been able to find since. Sam had a transgender boyfriend. It was a good story and would love to find that again.

I would really appreciate any help. Thank you!
18 February 2017 @ 11:08 am
Hi, I'm looking for a specific fic and I read it a long time ago so I don't remember hardly anything.

It's probably short and it may have been wincest or gen but I remember Sam went to Stanford as he did but then dean never went to pick him up and I think the story starts with Sam graduating and he says he wants to see Dean.

I may have stopped reading it actually so sorry I don't know anything else... does anyone have any clue because I just remembered and I kind of want to read it and I can't find it
07 February 2017 @ 05:13 am
Okay, so, this is a fic where Dean (and Sam?) were abducted very young. John has been looking for them ever since, while I'm pretty sure Mary is still alive but has given up the search and gone back into hunting. John is in contact with Bobby, doing odd jobs for him. Not hunting, I don't think.

He's running an errand in some city when he somehow runs into Sam or Dean, but loses them. I think. Something to do with him showing people a photo. When he finally finds them again, it's in some kind of abandoned warehouse where they're playing.

When Dean spots him he kicks him and calls him a perv and tries to escape on their bike. I think they split up? One of them gets hit by a car, and John takes him to the hospital.

That's all I can remember. I was pretty sure it was on fanfiction.net but the search is not helping much.
26 January 2017 @ 09:04 pm
I'm looking for some fics where Sam seriously hurts Dean. By this I mean physically, not mentally. The injury could be near death, or just really painful to Dean. Sam might do this by accident, like maybe he screws up on a hunt, or maybe he might want to hurt Dean in some way, but accidentally takes it too far, such as maybe Sam and Dean are in one of their fights, and Sam hits Dean too hard, or possibly he might do something really serious like stab or shoot Dean whilst in a really angry mood. Any of these would be amazing, or any other suggestions. I don't mind pre series fics, and I don't mind Castiel or other characters in it, as long as it is mainly based on Sam and Dean. No love or smut, especially no Cas/Dean or Dean/Sam pairing, all just Sam hurts Dean, and NO DEATH FICS! I know, I'm a horrible person, I just love these kind of fics. for a bonus, maybe Dean doesn't tell Sam how badly he is hurt, until he collapses or something, and Sam is guilty as hell. Thanks in advance! :)
11 January 2017 @ 02:55 am
The fic I'm looking for was from Sam's POV and was fairly long. There was a lot of Sam who was in high school pining for Dean who I don't think was. I remember two scenes clearly.

1) Sam and his girlfriend call Dean from the high school bathroom stall they're hiding in because someone's running around the school with a gun. Dean gets to the school and runs in and finds Sam and the OFC in the bathroom. Dean may have fought the shooter, but I can't remember. They all get out safely.

Second scene )
17 December 2016 @ 10:17 am
I'm looking for an old casefic where John leaves the boys in the woods or mountains of I believe it is Pennsylvania or maybe Virginia or West Virginia as a training exercise and they have to travel from one point to another. Of course they encounter a case. It becomes wincest or at least pre-wincest.

Some specifics:
1. It had something to do with a family living in a cabin sometime during the colonial period - 1800s.
2. It gets cold and the boys aren't adequately prepared with appropriate supplies, I don't think.
3. Sam might be injured or sick.
4. Dean realizes that John must have known about the case and feels betrayed that he left them so vulnerable.

04 December 2016 @ 11:07 pm
I am looking for a fic that starts pre-Season 1, i.e.: the J's meet for the audition, hit it off, film the pilot, then end up in Vancouver for season 1. Jensen & Jared would make plans but somehow Jensen would get sidetracked by Chris, Steve, Mike Rosenbaum and Tom Welling dropping by. Being a new friendship, Jared tried not to make a big deal out of it but his feelings were really hurt. There was one scene where Jared was going back to his hotel and was accosted by fangirls. He tripped over the curb and ends up in the hospital with a concussion. Things get so bad that even Eric mentions something to Jensen. I have looked everywhere for this fic and I cannot find it.

Any ideas?

Okay, so I've been looking for this fic for approximately ever and I have never been able to refind it. It's set pre-series, immediately after Sam leaves for Stanford, and it follows John and Dean for the days or weeks after Sam left. It's in John's POV.

Dean is kind of mid-breakdown about the whole thing, but John is kind of refusing to acknowledge it. He's kind of in denial and thinks Dean is doing pretty okay, or doesn't want to have to deal with how not-okay Dean is. Then they hunt something that they both KNOW has been throwing people off cliffs and he sees Dean follow it up onto the clifftop anyway and nearly get himself killed, and then he's like "holy shit I think he just tried to commit suicide by hunting." Dean, of course, doesn't cop to it.

I don't think the story is explicity Wincest, but iirc there are definitely implications. I think at one point John mentally compares how Dean is handling Sam leaving to how he behaved after Mary died.

Sound familiar to anyone? I've honestly been trying to find it for over a year, so any help is much appreciated.

18 November 2016 @ 08:30 pm
Anything pre-series with a teenage Sam whos not completely miserable all the time?
He might still not get along with John but is quite happy as long as Dean is around?
Can be weecest or gen as long as it doesnt focus too much on girls or other pairings.
09 November 2016 @ 08:40 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a story I can across awhile ago. The boys were younger (not sure how old) and they were on a hunt. I want to say that bobby and Caleb were included on the hunt. Anyways john got the monster wrong, and Sam figured out it was a wendigo and had to more or less sacrifice himself because everyone else has been trapped. Sorry it's not the best explanation, but I've been wanting to re-read it lately! Thanks!
09 November 2016 @ 08:20 pm
Hi! I'm looking for non-specific stories involving John being accused of neglecting his boys. I don't really care whether those assumption are true or not, I just want the conflict with law and the boys panicking at the thought of being separated from their father or each other. So, any stories involving CPS welcome, though I prefer longer fics, if you have some in handy.

Thanks in advance, you guys always rock!
Hello wonderful community. I was wondering if I could request your assistance in finding a specific story. I just read a story (Find and Seek by K Hanna Korossy)that had Dean stuck in a small space with dead bodies and rats where he later reveals why he doesn't like/fears rats. It reminded me of another story that I recall liking and would like to read again but alas, I have been unsuccessful in locating it.

The specific story I am searching for has a young Dean(and a very young Sam) hiding in some cabinets and Dean being nibbled on and bothered by rats but the whole time he stays quiet even though he's freaking out. The boys may have been hiding from CPS or some bad guys, I can't remember. I also think (but not 100% sure) this part of the story may have been told via flashbacks.

Any assistance you can offer in locating the story would be greatly appreciated.

I would also like any stories that have Dean or Jensen dealing with claustrophobia. Do not have to be stories where he's buried alive or locked in a casket. Can be just a tiny closet or a crawl space or whatever. Please no WIPs or Destiel. Wincest, J2 or Gen is fine.

Thank you in advance!

Specific story found-thank you!

Still looking for recommendations for my other request. Thank you again in advance.
13 October 2016 @ 10:43 am
Hello wonderful people. I would like to request your assistance in locating NCIS crossover stories where Team Gibbs meet the Winchester boys when they are kids or teenagers. I'll even take stories in Season 1 of SPN. Would like stories where Gibbs is impressed with the way Dean takes care of Sam but feels bad that he doesn't get taken care of himself. Stories with hurt Dean are a plus.

Ive searched a lot of the stories on this comm but havent found many when the boys were young/little.

Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you! :)
29 September 2016 @ 11:22 pm
Hey guys, I was wondering if you could help me find the following:

1)pagan!sam- i've read two or three fics where sam is pagan, but do you guys have any recs?

2)preseries!wincest- it's a first time story where sam and dean are camping but discover they're being watched by a supernatural creature that they have to hunt

Thanks for any help!
15 September 2016 @ 09:18 am
I cannot recall the title or author of this story. Here's what I remember (as I believe Sam was underage in the story, I will put it below the cut):

Underage non-con )

Thanks for the help!

Found by a helpful soul on Tumblr. Just For Me by [livejournal.com profile] goandgetthegun on Ao3.
02 September 2016 @ 03:40 pm
Okay, so there are two fics that I am currently trying to locate.

This first one involves Sam getting attacked in the locker room. I think he defends himself and attacks the others with a (hockey stick?). He is later sent to a police station where John finds him, apparently the police beat Sam with their clubs. I know that the attack was recorded and there was a somewhat sexual nature to it.

The Second one is a one-shot I believe. Sam comes running home, his hair is wrecked. Apparently, it's all Dean's fault because Dean was dating the ex-girlfriend of a football play and Dean now has to calm down is emotionally wrecked little brother.
27 August 2016 @ 06:32 pm
Hey guys, I just have a quick search this time for the following:

1) [FOUND]crowley+sam - a specific fic where crowley follows sam around the bunker, probably post human blood addiction. i'd also like any other fics where crowley and sam are reluctant friends.

2)lonely!sam - any pre-series fics where john and dean leave sam behind and the consequences there of, like someone trying to kidnap him or the monster coming for him and he has to take care of it himself. also, any fics where sam thinks he's being abandoned on purpose, because he's slow or in the way or something.

So as the subject line states Sam and Dean are rescued by John. Dean's father is a hunter like John, but unlike John Dean's father sexually abuses him and allows anyone to use his mouth. John saves Dean and threatens or kills Dean's father. Later on John and Dean are working a hunt and this is several years later I believe it's a haunted house. The owner lied to John. John hears a noise from a closet and instead of finding a ghost he finds Sam who asks if his Daddy is coming back and John saves Sam as well. I know that these fics are actually a verse and I can't for the love of me find it.
I know it's teenchesters and John and Dean turn down the hunt and Sam pays the price. The person that wants John to do this hunt is in the mob I think. Sam gets buried alive in the trunk of a car, I think its the imapala but I'm not sure. And also I think that they leave an oxygen tank in the trunk with Sam. That's all I can remember, unfortunately.


On another note I want all the teenchester/pre-series suggestions you can lay on me. THis is because I wanna create my own master list page of all the stories I love since I still have yet to figure out how to bookmark on this site. The Age Range is Dean - 15 - 23 and Sam is 11 to 18. PLease help me out.
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25 July 2016 @ 10:32 pm
For some reason, I'm dying for fics where Dean is sent to a universe where the canon events haven't happened, or time-travels back to when he was younger, yet he still has all his memories. Also, does anyone know of some fics where Mary finds out what the boys have been through and doesn't react well to it? Basically any fics where alternate universe or pre-series Mary/John/Sam meet canon!Dean.

(In case you want examples, some really good ones that I've read so far are:)

If I Knew Then What I Know Now:
Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them?

The Best Years of Our Lives, My Ass:
Dean goes to sleep in a motel room in Texarkana, and he wakes up 17 years old, in his childhood bedroom in Lawrence, Kansas, 1996. He has no idea how he got there, why his parents are still alive, why his brother is an adorable freshman with no memory of his adult life, and why the only ally he has in this place is the angel he left behind in Purgatory – somehow also 17 years old.
Sam was recruited as a spy/assassin while at Stanford by one of the secret alphabet agencies. The agency is aware of the supernatural and what his family does. He was recruited because of his intelligence and ability to learn foreign languages. His family is unaware of what he is doing, at least at the beginning of the story. I'm unsure if they find out.
06 July 2016 @ 01:51 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam is an addict.

I remember that it takes place in pre-series and up until about season 2. Sam gets addicted to the strong pain pills they use for hunts. He keeps it very well hidden from everyone, and I remember he keeps a stash of pills he stole from the med kit, but I think he's high on a hunt at one point and Dean notices. There's another part where another hunter (possibly Bobby) shows up at where the Winchesters are staying, John and Dean aren't there, and Sam took an overdose (I think it was an accident). Bobby helps him vomit the pills up and tells Sam to stop, I think he leaves and doesn't tell anyone. I'm not sure if this part happened before or after Dean noticed. At some point, Sam recovers from his addiction for a while, maybe while he was at Stanford, but he relapses again. I remember a part, right after the crash and Dean is dying in hospital, and Sam steals pills from the hospital's medicine cabinet.

My memory of the fic is a little rusty but I've been looking for it for a while and I can't find it anywhere. Hopefully one of you knows which fic I'm talking about, I'm sorry about the vague description.

If you dont know which fic I mean then I'd be grateful for any addict!sam recs. I've already read the three kings 'verse but I'm not sure if I've read any more than that. Other recs I'd appreciate is anything with hurt!sam or sam suffering from mental health issues, and pre-series if my favourite era, so anything from there.

Thank you! :)
06 June 2016 @ 11:21 pm
Hey guys,
I'm trying to find a fic where the boys are in high school and Dean gets stabbed saving a girl from her psycho (ex?)boyfriend on school grounds.
I'm fairly certain that Dean is friends with this girl before the fight/stabbing and she is crying and he is comforting her on a staircase or something.
It might be in a teachers POV though I'm not sure.
Does anybody recognise this fic?
03 June 2016 @ 06:19 pm
Do you know any Sam/Gabriel fics where they meet before the first season of Supernatural? Chaptered would be great :)
Hey, I'm basically looking for any fic where Sam is taken advantage of by someone outside the family (another hunter, or maybe a teacher) and Dean and/or John find out and are protective/supportive. A few things:

- I'd prefer for the "taking advantage of" to occur preseries, but the fic itself doesn't need to.

- It's totally fine if Sam doesn't realize he was taken advantage of, like if he's 15 and sleeps with someone in their 30s and doesn't know that's wrong. Also totally okay if he's fully aware that something wrong happened but feels like it's his fault.

- Wincest or gen, it doesn't matter to me.

Not sure if there's any fic like this out there at all, but I figured I'd ask just in case.
18 May 2016 @ 12:52 pm
Searching for a fic that is on ao3; it was pre-series and the boys were staying in a rural town in New York, right off the Appalachians, during the winter, while John’s hunting a monster in the town. Dean starts being affected by the monster as it starts draining the life out of him, he starts sleeping a lot and being tired all the time, and for a little while Sam thinks he might have sleep apnea. In the end, the monster ends up being one of the waitresses at the diner in town.
It was a Wincest fic, if that helps at all.
Thanks in advance.

So, again I need your help. I'm in a great need, I looking for a couple fanfic....

Five about Destiel: The Mirror of Erised, (Cas)Mpreg (you have to look at the pictures), demonCas - priestDean AU, Destiel with bike accident, Destiel where Cas fighting for animal rights.
One about pre-series Dean (Stanford area),
One Cockles with scared Misha.... Can/want you help me? Then read the whole and see thi pics... )

Please help! Longest (longer than 5,000 words) and well-written fics the best! Thank you dears!
15 April 2016 @ 03:31 pm
Okay, so this has been driving me crazy the past few days. Now normally I am not into wincest like at all. But there is this one story that I read oh so while ago and I remember that I liked the storyline. But the name, where I read it, and what it was about completely escapes my brain. I do know this that it starts out with Sam having visions earlier on then the show. That he has a vision when he touches some lady's journal and promptly passes out( i think). I believe that Sam and Dean might have a wincest relationship but for all i know there may not have been wincest at all.

Also I am looking for stories that are teenchesters/pre-series absolutely NO wincest. I am not a fan except for that freaking story that is mentioned above. Sam can be 12-18 and Dean can be 16-22. I have searched through so much of spnstoryfinders i think I might just go crazy. I want them decent in length.

1. Mary is alive boys separated later in life
2. Just general teenchester fun
3. THat one Outsiders story that has a man thinking he's Ponyboy's dad but isnt. That is driving me bonkers. (Jk but not really I am losing it)
4. Sam and Jess stories are okay.
5. Sam having visions when he is younger but not younger than 12. (they couldve started earlier but the story doesnt take place until he is at least 12)
6. Unfortunately since the specific fic has been found. And now because of that freaking story I now crave wincest between teen sam/dean. Sam being at least 14/15. I'm not disgusting just that story causes problems. Since the entire story isnt wincest which is why I like it so much. Damn.

PLease Help all suggestions are welcome. Just save my brain from overloading.
Hello, are there any pre-series fanfics of little Dean and loving father John? I really want to read a happy Winchesters story where John either becomes a father to newborn Dean or is a father to kid!Dean while Mary is pregnant with Sam. I'd love a story that focuses mainly on John and kid!Dean's father-son relationship / bonding.

No Angst, Dark Theme, bad father John, and Major Character Deaths.

Thank you for your help! :D
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31 March 2016 @ 02:01 am
I'm trying find a wincest fic where the boys where like 13/17 or something like that and they're fooling around on a bed and Sam gets off and then he kinda just folds to his knees by the side of the bed and says "use my mouth, dean"... It was super hot and well written! I know this is vague but any suggestions would be appreciated!!
I'm lookin for a specific fic where Sam was taken by Azazel when he was young. I am almost certain I read this on FF.net.
In the story John and Dean believe Sam is dead, or gone, since he was taken as a child. They find a demon and take him to Bobby's in the Impala. Coinsidentally the demon is not a demon but is just Sam. Sam has powers but he can't be held by a devil's trap and John, Dean and Bobby are confused when he gets out.
I think Sam was a teenager in the story but he doesn't have much memory of his family and he doesn't recognise them, while John and Dean don't recognise Sam.
Sam and the other special children work for Azazel, though they are afraid of him, and he keeps them in Cold Oak. I think Sam and Dean develope a friendship over time, before they realise they are brothers, and Sam sneaks around behind Azazel's back to see him. The story is not wincest.
In the end, John and Dean find out the truth and try to stop Azazel, Sam nearly dies trying to save them. I'm fuzzy on the rest of the details. I read it about a year ago but I can't remember the title or the author and I've been looking for it for so long. I'd be grateful if anyone could help me out :)

1. I’m looking for some wee!chester/teen!chester fics. I know there are tons of fics with Sam & Dean as children or teenagers, but I specifically looking for some with John and Bobby involved. Nothing where John is the bad one, abusive or something like that, I like John as the good one, caring about his sons, but maybe disagreeing with Bobby? I only found storys with only John and the boys or Bobby taking care of them, but never one where both are involved.

2. I re-watched season 10 and now I just have to ask if there are fics to 10x14 ('The Executioner's Song') where Sam is taking care of Dean? Mostly I’m reading hurt!Sam fics, but I would like if you can give me some good hurt/Dean fics, specially referring to this episode.

3. Ok. like I said, I’m a hurt!Sam-Girl, so I’m always searching for extremely hurt!Sam fics. I haven’t seen any episodes of season 11 now, so I would prefer fics for S09 or S10.
And I was just wondering if there are any fics dealing with Dean drinking habits? Maybe he was hurting Sam accidentally and after realizing endlessly sorry about his handlings?
But I’m good with any well written hurt!Sam fics for S09 or S10 (more S10).
I prefer gen, but I’m ok with Wincest as long it fits into the story.

Many thanks in advance for your help!

And sorry for crappy  english, I’m sick and my brain is no longer functional.
01 March 2016 @ 06:53 pm

I'm looking for a story I read some years ago. It involved Sam identifying as a female and keeping it a secret from Dean and John. He stole clothes from a female classmate to wear. And eventaully Dean found out and gave Sam some money to buy some female clothes at a thrift store.

Anyone know this story and can provide a link?

thank ya

*Mods, I wasnt sure how to tag because there isn't a Transgender tag, (can we get one?) so I did the best I could.
06 February 2016 @ 10:00 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic taking place pre-season during the Stanford era. Here is what I remember: Dean is by himself (suicidal?). Bobby seeks him out and asks for his help in a hunt. Something strange is happening in a mall and Dean and Bobby go undercover as security and maintenance. A bomb goes off in the mall and Dean is hurt and buried alive under the rubble. A ghost keeps him company. Bobby contacts John and Sam and both come and help search for survivors.
Does anybody know what I'm talking about?

Thank you. Link in comments.
25 January 2016 @ 11:40 pm
I read a very good little wee!chester fic a few years back (before 2013 possibly?), I believe it was from fanfic.net but I can't remember the title or author. I only remeber a few details but I hope someone can help me find it, I would love to read it again. It wasn't terribly long and I believe it was complete. It was a short timeline or Dean remembering part of his childhood and everything he did and sacrificed for Sam. There was a part I remember clearly that Dean taught Sam how to shoot with his gun which he learned on and was given to him by John. I think it was kept in an old metal lock box. Dean was proud that Sam was good with it.

I know that it's all very vegue but I hope someone knows this fic and can point it out to me. Thanks so much.
10 January 2016 @ 10:51 pm
I read it a few months ago. First off it's teenchesters I remember that Sam got hurt on a hunt and he was found on the side of the road (I believe). He gets amnesia from the incident and doesnt remember Dean or John -obviously- and he is put into the foster system not before someone a nurse (I believe) names him Jason. PLease if anyone can help me find it I would greatly appreciate it, thanks.