11 July 2017 @ 10:45 pm
Im looking for a fic where everythike dean thinks about the mark sam passes out and gets sick and I can't really remember much but dean kills sam and they somehow resurrect him I remember Charlie is in it and jo helps sam out of heaven
08 May 2017 @ 02:27 am
I read a good bones/supernatural crossover two or three years ago that I can't find again and I don't see in my bookmarks. I thought it was rightous man in the grave but reading that it's not the right one. Could have been there were two with the same title but I don't know and need some help.

What I remember is some guys doing work in the forest (cutting trees?) found Dean's grave. Bones and her team take it to the Jefferson and Bones remarks how the skeleton belonged to the poorest of the poor because of his teeth and bones. Sam is with Ruby I think and they head out to get Dean's body back. Dean is brought back by Cas and the lab is destroyed. Bones and crew are confused about naked Dean in the lab and Booth questions him. Cas tries to talk to Dean and breaks stuff with the noise. Fuzzy on the next bit but Ruby might have seen Cas and told him to look human? Dean gets out somehow and reunites with Sam.

If this sounds familiar please help me out I am going crazy looking for it. Thanks for the help.

Mods I hope I got the tags right forgive me if I didn't.
27 February 2017 @ 09:09 pm
Hey guys, it's been a while. I'm back with two specific requests, one that I searched for before but never found.

1) crossdressing - Sam and Dean make a bet about something, Sam loses and has to wear a pair of panties, Dean laughs at him and teases him, Sam says something about Dean thinking he's disgusting and gets really upset because he likes wearing the panties. (wincest)

2) suicidal!sam - After Sam finds out he's Lucifer's vessel, he tries to kill himself. Lucifer brings him back but Sam eventually starts committing suicide just to get some rest. This works for a while but eventually the damages start carrying over after he's brought back. (ex. he shoots himself in the head, he's resurrected with a hole in his head; cutting his wrists leaves scars, etc.) (gen, i think)

Thanks for any help!
Hey Everyone,

I'm looking for any Bobby centric fics or any fics with Bobby helping out the boys or acting as a father, Hurt!Sam would be an added bonus but i want all the Bobby fic's you can get your hands on.

I'm also looking for any resurrected John, preferably after season 5, and maybe even mention Lucifers hallucinations. But i'd love some resurrected John

Just for the sake of it if there is any out there Resurrected Bobby?

Thank you in advance.
09 February 2017 @ 03:32 pm
1. Looking for any fic where Dean knows he always comes back or doesn't really care and constantly just gives himself up (which he does anyway, obviously), but leaning more towards Sam and Cas just getting plain angry or trying to plead with him to stop.

2. Or any fic where the angels/anyone find out how favored Dean is by God, with God actually getting angry when someone kills or hurts Dean.

(There's a Teen Wolf crossover that was massively long on Ao3 where the whole town, I'm pretty sure, finds out about the supernatural, and Dean dies during a fight, not caring because he knows he can't die at all and he comes back minutes later and if anyone knows that one that'd be awesome)

Being more familiar with fanfic than the show itself I can't remember which brother said yes to Lucifer and which said yes to Michael, but this story takes place after that, told from the POV of an elderly man they saved (with his mom and sister) when he was a child.  He's hanging out at a hunters' bar when Sam and Dean come in.  One of the brothers is "blind," eye's closed behind sunglasses to restrain his "Glory."  They're threated by a bunch of younger hunters, one of whom has The Colt.  They shoot one brother dead and the last thing the elderly man sees before shutting his eyes and urging the young waitresses with him to do the same, is the hunters being pinned to the walls and dragged upwards before the other brother's Glory shines out his eyes, burning them up as they scream.

I've been trying to find this one again for over a week (plus the three day I've been attempting to post this).  Anybody know which story this is?  I promise I'll label it better this time so I won't lose it.  Thanks.

03 October 2016 @ 11:50 pm
I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
1. Specific Fic:
This is a destiel, sabriel fic, post Season 5. Sam comes back to life (after jumping into the Pit) and so do Gabriel and Castiel (as humans/without powers.) He decides Dean will be better off and so won't go to him to tell him he's alive. They go on a semi-road trip to figure out what's going on with the now human angels. Early on there's a scene of him training them to be hunters by teaching them to fight; Cas gets tired quickly and makes a comment about how Dean said 'he should've walked or he'd be flabby' and Gabriel also quickly gets tired and decides hunters are crazy. As Gabriel and Sam get closer together, there's a scene where Cas - as he does - goes off to be by himself and Sam realizes he's missing drugs and freaks out, pointing out - when Gabriel asks/shrugs it off - 'he has a history'; they go out to the car where Cas is sitting and Cas offers the bottle and says he wasn't going to do anything with it. Cas goes back inside and Gabriel points out Cas never wanted to be human, and not to put too fine a point on it but the biggest thing that would make him happy is Dean and Sam said he can't have that. Sam - either in this scene or soon after - agrees to go to Bobby's for help, which Gabriel acknowledges is his way of wanting to let Dean know without being the one to break up Dean's 'apple pie life.' They get there and discover Dean there working on a car. He immediately points a gun at them, but can't pull the trigger right away because they look like his loved ones (while adding that Gabriel was kind of a weird addition/hanger on.) He mentions Cas isn't wearing his usual clothes and someone (Gabe?) makes a comment about dying because of that. One of them adds that they're human and Dean says something with faith and Cas ("looks triumphant") and says 'that's your problem, you have no faith' and Dean hugs Sam and hangs onto Cas. Also when Sam asks Dean what he's doing there it turned out Lisa kicked him out for hunting and/or drinking, and Bobby mentions what a pain he's been. And then Dean yells at Sam for not coming to him (I believe Gabriel and Cas watch them fight from a window.) Later I believe Dean/Cas declarations finally happen on the roof.

>>Found: For Love is Strong as Death by Sakuri

2. General Request:
Also a general (if detailed) request for S8 destiel fics: I'm not really looking for small codas, but more long fics that are semi-AU or touch on a lot of the season. (Or if they complete the trials, I'll take those in a heartbeat too.) I'd love if they include Benny, Kevin, Linda, Charlie, and/or Jody to some degree. I also love Meg - though I'm not really looking for any Megstiel (or Meanstiel) at the moment - and Naomi, and I'd rather those two don't die if they are in it. However if the fic kills off Crowley you get huge bonus points. ;)  Things that also focus on fallen angels are cool, but no-s9 stuff (unless massively AU) please. Fic that's more domestic!bunker is cool, but I'm really looking for fic tied more into the later half season arc, though I'll take early/mid stuff too.

3. General Request:
Sam/Sarah fics with heavy Dean. I'd prefer destiel but I'll take Dean/OC too. (Like The Salvation Futureverse by B. Stearns.) This can be an AU from S2 or S8, or non-canon based, or whatever. I'm more interested in the Dean-Sarah aspect, but not them together (though I can live with Sam/Sarah/Dean in part or whole.) Not just episode codas, but where Sam and Sarah are end game. (I've also seen Sam/Sarah/Jess fics, which I'm ok with.)

Anyway huge thanks!!
I'm looking for a really creepy little fic that told the story of Sam after he'd stopped the trials (I think). He's with Dean and he feels weird - keeps hearing flies buzzing around him - finds stains on the bedding. It turns out that Dean bought Sam's corpse back to life and Sam is sort of living dead (I hope this makes some sense). I've searched and searched to no avail so any help would be awesome!
I'm hoping someone can help me out this. I don't remember a whole lot about it, as its been a while since I've read it. So here goes, Dean wakes up in a stream. Kali (the Hindu Goddess) is painting his body. She holds him down in the stream and Gabriel take possession of Dean body. He and Dean have an internal conversation about Gabriel using his body. I think Kali or Gabriel were rebuilding a body for Gabriel, while he was housed in Dean's body. That's all I can remember of the story, so if anyone can help me, many thanks.

Found, thank you, nonnie
25 March 2016 @ 11:06 pm
I've just finished reading the fantastic No Prayer In Vain by clair beaubien and it made me really crave a story where Dean comes back from hell and it actually makes a difference in Sam.  I just really want to read a story where the apolocolypse is averted because Dean loves Sam and Sam has just learned not only how much he loves Dean in return, but that he doesn't need vengence if he just has his brother.

It would also be nice for them to maybe sit down and have a serious chat about how sooner or later one of them IS gonna die and how nobody should go damning themselves over it, but that's probably asking for miracles.

So yeah, any suggestions? I feel like there must be a lot out there but it can be hard to pin down a category for such stories.
Hi! I've got a few requests for fics.

1. John returns somehow and sees how much his sons have changed over the years

2. Sam runs into his old college friends while he's on a hunt or something

3. Cas and Claire develop a father daughter relationship (Also it would be cool if Jimmy can see their relationship whether it be by him returning or just watching from heaven. But it's not required)

4. Sam, Dean, and Cas meet Jared, Jensen, and Misha

5. A Merlin/ Supernatural crossover or a Game of Thrones/ Supernatural crossover

I prefer no slash and I love long fics!
Thank you!
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30 September 2015 @ 11:16 pm
Hey guys :)

So I'm looking for any and all fics where John is resurrected some time in the future and the ensuing scenario. I'm particularly looking for any fics that deal with his reaction to everything that's happened after he died (angels, apocalypse, etc, etc). Gen and slash fics are both fine, although I'd prefer no destiel (but if you think it's a good fic, by all means please rec it 😊)

27 August 2015 @ 05:47 pm
Okay I recently finished reading Hail Mary and Mary, Mary, Quite Contrary and Good Things Do Happen. I really want more stories like those. If it's just one or the other is fine as well but I loved if they were both ressurected. It would be a plus if Mary got mad at John for raising her children as hunters. If Adam is in it I will be very happy.  I don't min GEN, am in love with Destiel but want no wincest please. Big thanks in advance.
Sam makes a deal after John's death with a creature who feeds on emotions to bring John back to life. He will be forgotten, but it will take a week for him to fade away. John figures it out and realizes Sam has been staying in the back seat of the Impala to be near Dean as he is restoring the car. Sam keeps saying "It's a good deal!" Thank you
22 October 2014 @ 12:53 am
Are there any stories out there where Mary and John are resurrected with Samuel Gwen, Christian, Mark, and Johnny Campbell? I will take both Mary and John or just one of them, even more of a bonus if it is Destiel.
25 July 2014 @ 11:19 pm
I have 2 requests:

1. Fics set in early season 7, that address the "driving off the pier" comment Dean made in his message to Bobby, preferably with Bobby hearing it and being concerned for Dean's wellbeing.

2. Stories in which John or Mary or Jess are resurrected and discover the boys have changed.

No wincest. Thanks,
28 May 2014 @ 09:25 pm
I have three requests i've been looking for for a while, and I thought I'd finally ask here.

1. Any fics where Dean has issues as an adult from his childhood, non-AU. Malnourishment, old injuries that didn't get to heal properly, etc. I read a few amazing fics (by roque_clasique, I think?) where Dean was essentially illiterate, and anything along those lines would also be wonderful. Sam finding out about these would be preferred.

1b. Along these lines, basically any fics with Sam finding out what Dean sacrificed for him as a kid would be great.

2. Fics where Mary Winchester either comes back to life or time-travels forward to canon times, and finds out about the boys childhoods, what they're like as adults, etc. Destiel would be awesome, but completely not necessary.

3. Non-angsty demon!Dean fics. Fluffy, humorous fics revolving around Dean being a demon. post-9x23 is great, but not necessary. Again, I love Destiel, but gen is absolutely great too.

17 May 2014 @ 07:39 pm
I'm looking for J2 fics that have the two of them waiting for and then meeting up after death - soulmates style, in spirit form.

Examples of what I mean (and am aware of) would be: [livejournal.com profile] calysta18's Waiting; [livejournal.com profile] mrs_gregsanders' Our Endless Numbered Days; [livejournal.com profile] soncnica's At Last and [livejournal.com profile] aelia1980's The Story Of My Life.

If anyone knows of any more like this please - PLEASE - I'd be so grateful!

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24 March 2014 @ 08:25 am
Hey again! I was looking for some fics, they can be any pairing, or just Gen (just no John/Sam, John/Dean or Mary/Boys please). Rating doesn't matter either.

1) Either John or Mary coming back to life during the series, seeing the boys all bad-ass after saving the world or whatever.

2) Sam dealing with the message Dean left on his cell phone (The fake mean one) after 'Lucifer Rising'. Preferably where Dean finds out and has to convince Sam that it wasn't really him. The more angst, the better.

Thank you!
29 November 2013 @ 02:01 am
I'm looking for three general fics

1) After ELAC Sam makes a deal with a crossroads demon, for either Mary, John, both(anyone else in the deal is a plus) and he succeeds.  I'd really also like to see everyone's reactions to being back and Sam being dead as well
2) John is the one who dies in the house fire, not Mary
3) Any time during the series John, Mary, Bobby or other friends/lovers come back from the dead
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19 November 2013 @ 07:47 pm
looking for a story that has dean and sam in a bar and dean is killed and sam brings him back to life. I think dean wears sun glasses inside.
27 August 2013 @ 10:55 pm
Today I am looking 3 different fics.

Fic 1: John Winchester is somehow resurrected. Bobby, Sam & Dean try to research why John is suddenly amongst the living again. Later on, a spirit appears in Bobby's house and John starts speaking an unknown incantation which cause the spirit to break it's earthly bonds and go to the afterlife. Suddenly Gabriel appears and explains that John was brought so that he could absolved the spirit, which was the "last supernatural entity" on Earth. Gabriel goes on to say that John will be regarded as a saint, using the name "John Eric" since there is already a Saint John. John then moves on to Heaven.

I think the setting of this was post-apocalypse, with Gabriel having been resurrected after he was killed by Lucifer.

Fic 2: Dean goes to make the crossroad deal to resurrect Sam. However, the demon refuses to make the deal because it's fun to watch Dean being racked with sadness and guilt over not protecting Sam.

Fic 3: For some reason Team Free Will are in hell. More specifically near the cage. Soon the surroundings start to break apart and out of the crack comes creatures that want to eat whatever they can get their hands on. So Team Free Will make a hasty retreat. However, before the cage is completely out of sight, Dean looks back and sees that Michael & Lucifer are trying to get out of these zombie-like creatures grasps to no avail. It is implied that the 2 archangels were consumed by the creatures.

I hope someone recognizes these fics.

Edit: All fics found. 1) A Few Small Repairs by [livejournal.com profile] liadan14 2) This Road, Full of Mud by 3) Contrapasso by
02 August 2013 @ 08:25 pm
Hi guys! I'm looking for a few different types of fics:

1.) Fics where there is an emphasis on Dean being a guardian towards Sam, whether it be in a legal sense, supernatural sense, brotherly sense, etc.

2.) Fics where Sam thinks Dean is dead, and Dean lets Sam believe it.

3.) (Goes along with #2) Dean follows Sam around after he is believed to be dead, watching over Sam and making sure he doesn't get too injured. It'd be cool if eventually the secret got out that he was actually alive.

4.) Any fics where Dean dies and gets sent back to the past (maybe as an angel or as himself) to either raise or act as a guardian to his younger self and/or Sam.

5.) This request is kind of long, but are there any fics where Dean decides to leave John's crusade to enlist (in the army, marines, etc.), promising Sammy that he will stay safe and return to get Sam away from a now furious John? One where he seemingly keeps his promise until his entire squadron goes MIA overseas and is then presumed dead. (Maybe some from Sam's POV about hearing the news and his reactions and grief) And Dean, however, is not dean and instead spends years fighting to lead his remaining comrades home.

I prefer longer fics, but any fic length is good. I'd prefer gen., but some slash is okay as long as the story is good! Thanks guys!
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Pretty much as the subject line says, I'm looking for anything where Pastor Jim is still alive or gets resurrected during the time of the Apocalypse, preferably the latter.

What wuld reaaaaaaaaallly make my day is if it were dean/castiel as well, but even if not I'd love to know how Jim reacts to cas and what dean has gotten himself into.

No Sam/angel, Sam/dean, or generally sam/non-canon pairing
15 June 2013 @ 04:20 pm
Could you guys please rec me some non-AU complete fics (or WIP fics which are not abandoned) in which Dean and Sam somehow end up with one of the kids they've met along the way? I don't care about the rating or length (though longer is definitely better for this request), but I do want to see first time Wincest in the story. Also, I don't care if they're raising the kid in the hunting lifestyle or have settled down or some mix of the two.

Also, are there any fics in which John gets resurrected or both boys travel back in time to when he was alive to fix their mistakes and he has to face the fact that his sons are WAY better hunters than he could ever hope to be? Also, Dean should definitely refuse his orders and John should definitely be pissed about all of it and be a total asshole. It can end with John realizing how wrong he was to be like that or the boys sending him away because they can't deal with his crap anymore or whatever. No AU's, no abandoned fics, and I'd like to see first time Wincest in the story too even if John doesn't find out about it. If he does and freaks, though, that would be awesome. Please help, guys!
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So, I was looking through some "old" fics and I found "if you could only see" by mikiya2200 - which I absolutely love - and I was wondering: did she actually never finished writing it? and if that's the case , did someone pick it up and wrote (with permission from the author, of course ;)) and ending? It was such an incredible fic :(

Also, if you have any good (possibly long) fics with john in it, that'd be great! I would love to read fics where the boys aren't too young, better if john was resurrected and for any reason comes back. But I'll take anything!

Thank you all very much :)

Hi, I'm new here and I was wondering if anyone could help me out with finding a few Fics?

1. A specific fic, I remember that it had sabriel destiel and crowly /Azraphale and mpreg and at one point the non pregnent males were hiding in Bobby's panic room while the pregnent males were venting their hormones and yelling and screaming. I think it was on ff and I lost the book mark to it. Help?

2. Angel!Dean but not Michael!Dean, I think I read them all, but ones were he is an angel that fell or got killed but reancarnaited ? No wincest, destiel or debriel or ducifer is prefers but gen and dean/Balthazar works too.

3. Any Ducifer Fics? No non-con , but he can be rather good or evil.

4. Any debriel Fics that are longer than 30k?

5. Any Dean/Balthazar longer than 20k?

Please help!
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Hello there. I am a complete newbie to this, so please bear with me.

I am looking for any fics where John is either resurrected or ends up in the "future" - meaning any time after his death, preferably post-season-4. Basically, I'd to see John interact with these grown men who have been literally to Hell and back, these little boys of his who have stopped the apocalypse and done a thousand other things besides. Dean and Sam traveling back to a pre-series time is good as well, though preferably to a point where Mary has already died and John is already a hunter.

I just want to see John interacting with the hunters, the soldiers, the vessels, the Men of Letters, the goodness-knows-what-else that his kids have become. Bonus points if he tries to pull the I'm-your-father-you-listen-to-me card and one of them blows up in his face ranting about all the things they had to go through after he died.
05 April 2013 @ 03:00 pm
I'm trying to find a Dean/Castiel fic I read on livejournal (I think). In it Cas has to take a female vessel who is dying, I believe of cancer, and has to fight Raphael. In the end Castiel dies and Metatron and God (in the shape of a little girl) show up and grant all of them wishes and all Dean wants is to be reunited with Cas.
Hi everyone!
I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago that I'm dying to read again but I can't find it anywhere!
Here's what I remember of it: Dean, Cas and Sam were on a hunt, where Cas was severely hurt. I think there was something about his wings being really, really damaged. He agonized for days at Bobby's, and Dean was devastated because they couldn't help him and the two were together. Then, Gabriel came into the mix and yelled at the brothers for knowing what would happen to Cas if they went on this hunt because Sam had had a vision about it, but turns out Dean had no idea about it, so he refused to talk to Sam because he chose to ignore such an important vision. Then, when it was time, he took Cas in the impala and he died in his arms, this scene was heartbreaking, and I think there was blood everywhere in the car. Dean was heartbroken, but then, archangels popped up (pretty sure there was Gabriel, but I don't know who the others were) and led a ritual which brought Cas back, and one of them told Dean he didn't understand why Cas loved him so much (I hated that line^^!).
I'm pretty sure it was on fanfiction.net.
I hope you can help me find it! I've been browsing this comm for a while now, and I'm completely amazed at the awesome recs you can get here!
Thanks in advance!

FOUND! By the awesome [livejournal.com profile] struckthunder!! Thank you!!
11 March 2013 @ 08:00 pm
1) Okay so I'm a firm believer that if Sam didn't go to stanford he'd have self destructed, so I was wondering if there are any fics that kind of explore if he hadn't gone.

2) Any fics where Sam comes out to John and Dean as gay, preferably if they walk in on him and a guy or he doesn't realize until late teens when there is a guy he likes. I'd like if John and Dean accepted him but were really awkward yet caring about the whole thing.

3) Just any other protective!john and dean fics who have in mind. Resurrection!john verse in mind!
23 February 2013 @ 11:00 pm
So I have a few requests and hopefully I can get some help :)

1. A short series of ficlets/fics. 1st from Gabriel's POV. He had been brought back to life and popped to the winchesters, expecting Sam to be all over him but was shocked to find that Sam and Cas were happily in love. Dean was in love with Cas as well and he and Gabriel commiserated together over their lost chances.

2. Any really good Sabriel fics, long or short. I'm working my way through the AO3 tag and I've started to read the sabriel mini bang fics but sometimes it's easy to miss the good ones.

2. Any fics were Sam is really Lucifer and/or Dean is really Michael? I've gone through some of the Michael!Dean rec lists on here already but I was hoping there might be more out there I haven't seen yet. Any pairings, though I'd prefer no destiel if possible, but I'll take it if it's a story worth reading.

3. Any fics where it's the opposite and Sam is Michael and Dean is Lucifer? (example being this fic which I love: Sympathy for the Devil by TardisIsTheOnlyWayToTravel)

4. Also, any good fics featuring Balthazar? I enjoyed his character, the short amount of time he was on the show, and I'd love to read any fics that feature him in some sort of role. Slash or gen, I don't care.

Thank you ahead of time if you can help me out! :)

♥, Rin
I'm looking for two specific fics:

1. Tricksters from different mythologies and Kali gather to perform a spell to bring Gabriel back to life. Each has to give up something, and Castiel becomes a part of it and is tricked into giving up (his wings?) because he thinks it's the only way to save Dean (who was poisoned?) I think this may have been Gabriel/Sam and Cas/Dean but it may have been gen. I'm pretty sure the big push came from the original trickster (I forgot which name was used) and Kali. (I did check the Gabriel/Kali tag at a03 but no dice.)

----> Found: Blood Is Freedom's Stain by littlehollyleaf.

2. This was actually a series. I don't remember which season it got to (it may have been when Dean asking Cas to step down from opening up purgatory//Cas opens purgatory) but suddenly the story is back to when Dean is talking to a dead Sam after being stabbed in S2, before he made the deal. Cas, who I believe is in a different vessel, says none of that has happened yet and Dean could stop it from happening if he let Sam go now, and he does. I think the fic ends with him stopping/helping to stop Jake from opening the door to Hell. In another story in the series, he runs into Cas, who was bumped down and is now a cupid (yes, naked) and I believe can't remember why he's been bumped down. He was tasked with shooting Dean and Bela (so that when Bela goes down to hell in a few months he'll offer up his soul to save her) but refuses. Definitely read it on A03, though it could have been posted elsewhere too. 

-----> Found: Moebius Series by unadrift
    -- I ended up coming across it so for anyone who was curious.

Two gen requests:

1. Does anybody have Zachariah/anyone? Seriously, anyone. I've only found one Zach/Dean drabble, so you can definitely assume I have not read it if you have a rec. Even if it's marked pre-slash that will work.

ETA: Just to clarify I mean Zachariah shipped with anyone, not a story that has Zach and shipping in it. Thanks :)

2. Any fics that have Rufus/Ellen/Bobby (or Rufus/Ellen, or Rufus/Bobby). This can be slash or gen, but I need Rufus in it (so no Bobby/Ellen unless Rufus is a a major factor in the story/their relationship.)

Thank you! Self-recs for the two general requests are always open. You all are wonderful!

(Mods: there's no character tag for Zachariah. Or any of the pairings I asked about in the gen requests but not sure how much any of these comes up as tags so...anyway thanks!)
21 December 2012 @ 10:12 pm
Yes you read right i dont honestly know where this came from it may just be my head out of wack but i was wondering if there are any stories with Bela and Adam or Michael inside Adam meet while in hell and get out whether the boys (sam, dean, cas, bobby) finds out i really dont care

while i am at it are there any where Bela gets out through whatever or Adam by any chance
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18 October 2012 @ 09:08 pm
I would like to read any story in which Cas died during the apocalypse and Dean and Sam (but especially Dean) mourn him/miss him, etc. You get the idea...

Cas may or may not be resurrected eventually, I don't particularly care, as long as there's plenty of angsting and tearjerking in the meantime!

To give you an example, I recently read the story A Heaven For Angels by Izazov and that's precisely the kind of thing I want to read. Hope someone can help me.

Thanks in advance! :)
14 October 2012 @ 10:29 pm
I'm searching for a fic where Sam makes a deal but it takes like a week or so. In the fic John is alive and they don't remember Sam. That is until John finds a letter reads it and remembers Sam, they have to find Sam before he dies.

Found it thanks.
04 September 2012 @ 04:39 pm
Heyy, I'm new at this so i'm sorry if i got a few things wrong!!! I've been looking for a few certain stories. please no wincest, or slash, other than that everything goes!!! and please no abusive John. neglectful!John is fine, Strict!John is also fine. please no deathfics, i guess except for #4, but he has to come back in the end. and nothing in season 3 or 4 and no soulless!sam please. and nothing thats really short, but also nothing that takes you like days to read,(i know I'm picky!)

1. Dean is between 16-22 and sam is between 12-17, around there. and someone, like a teacher, calls Child Protective Services, or the police. and Dean is Sam's legal guardian, and he gets all protective and angry when people accuse him or PaPa Winchester of abusing Sam. of course happy endings, and no wincest or slash please. and no AU's. thanks. something kinda like "The Art Of Balance by SciFiNutTX" i love that one.

2. pretty much anything with fatherly/brotherly Dean to Sam. legal guardian would be awesome! but its not completely necessary. you know something were dean has to go to a parent teacher conference, or has to talk with Sam's principal, or something. again, kinda like"The Art Of Balance by SciFiNutTX"

3. I would also love if Sam goes into the foster care system for a little while, and he gets a bad home, but dean and john get him back.

4. i would like to read something in the 1st, 2nd or 5th season. Sam temporarily dies, and dean does mouth to mouth (NOT wincesty) and Sam comes back, and Dean is like crying and hugs him. or sam temporarily dies and Dean kisses him on his forehead or on the top of his head. (again NOT wincesty) but of course sam comes back to life like 2 minutes later. 

5. It would be nice to read something, in the beginning of season 5 after The End 5x04 where Sam has an awful nightmare and he wakes up with a gasp or screaming and has a panic attack.

6. i also would like to have a motel fix up, but Sam's in A LOT of pain, and Dean feels bad about it(of course) but they don't go to the hospital, its just in the motel. and nothing in seasons 3 or 4

okay! well thats it for now i guess. i think i got all the tags, but like i said, i'm new at this. so thanks all!
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10 July 2012 @ 08:21 pm
So I've seen some fics where Jess learns about hunting while in Stanford and joins the boys or dies immediatelay afterwards. I'm looking for something slightly different:

Jess survives but Sam leaves with Dean anyway for some reason and they meet by chance later (maybe even on a hunt where they go to interview Jess about strange happenings). What I'm interested in is what Jess is doing with her live and her reactions to the changes Sam went through in the last seasons and the man he is now in comparison to Pilot!Sam. Or she is resurrected and meets the Sam of later seasons.

Pairings don't matter (except the past Sam/Jess).

I'd also see other outsiders' POVs. Old teachers or fellow students, Stanford buddies, it doesn't matter as long as they meet the Winchesters a second time after a few years have passed.
03 May 2012 @ 09:14 pm
Hi! I need your help to find this story...
After the Apocalypse, God-Chuck asks the Winchesters to choose a reward for all the pain they suffered in those long years.
Dean asks for all their friends to come back to life: so Jessica, the Campbells, John&Mary, Jimmy Novack... everyone is back! Sam, instead, only wants for his brother to be finally happy.
There's a family dinner (a Christmas dinner?) and Sam confuses Jimmy with Cas. Dean asks him how he can swap Cas with Jimmy.
As Christmas' present Cas too is back and, with a remark made by Jess, Dean finally understands how much he loves the angel. Sam is shocked because he never saw it coming but, in the end, he sees the truth: he asked for Dean to be happy but, to be happy, Dean needed only Castiel.
So... does anyone know this fic?
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I was about halfway through this fic when my computer crashed!! Unfortunately, I read so many fics every day that I don't remember the author name or fic title!! :( I do remember clearly that the fic was here on livejournal, and it was divided into multiple parts.

Here are all the details of what I read so far, I would be INCREDIBLY grateful if someone could help me find this fic, I was about halfway through and I'm DYING to finish it! :(

After Dean sells his soul and goes to Hell, Sam does a spell to bring him back-- but instead of "his" Dean who went to Hell, he gets a Dean from a parallel universe. The Dean he gets is a Dean whose Sam is also dead. But Sam doesn't care because he got the wrong Dean, and all he can think about is his Dean suffering down in hell. Then Sam gets really dark and morally ambiguous (letting demons abuse him, killing people for a reaper, etc.) because losing Dean made him go sort of insane. So the Dean he summoned with the spell, who we will call “sane Dean,” makes it his mission to stop “dark Sam” from becoming totally warped and ending up in Hell alongside his original brother.

Thank you in advance for your help, beautiful people of spnstoryfinders!
17 April 2012 @ 03:08 pm

Please rec me your favourite resurrected John stories. My favourites are Clean Slate , Killing Time and Back Seat Driver by Author:

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I'm looking for a specific Sam angst h/c AU fic.  In this fic, Sam is a severly abused teen.  I'm not sure if Sam and Dean are bio brothers but some how Sam comes into Deans life and they instantly become brothers of the heart.  It turns out that Sam is HIV+ from being a sex slave to a VERY bad guy.  ALSO if you can reccemend other stories where Sam has health problems and/or disabilities because of abuse that would be great. EDIT  FOUND!!!!!  It turns out it is the Long Way series.  Dean leave the family  and John takes his angr out on Sam, even going so far as carving inappropraite things on Sams face.  THANK~YOU Marachia!!!!! 

I am still looking for 2 other stories I posted about ealier  1) Sam spends 4 months in Hell to save Dean while Dean, Bobby and Cas wach over Sams body.  After Sam gets back, Sam is dealing with PTSD and Dean is dealing with guilt that he could only last 3 months on the rack while Sam survived 4 months.(FOUND!!!!  LINK IS IN COMMENTS)  2) Sam has severe migrians.  They are so bad that Dean needs to give Sam suppositories and Sam remains unconsious for days afterwords.  If I remember correctly, this is a series of stories.   
30 March 2012 @ 08:38 pm
Hello, I recently read a fic on FF.net and I can't find it any more The story starts off with Sam going to Hell for 4 months to save Dean. When Sam jumps into Hell, Dean doesn't know that Sam is coming back until Cas tells Dean to bring Sams body to Bobbys for safe keeping until Sam returns exactly 4 months later For the entire 4 months Sam is gone, Dean keeps a vigal on Sam's body.

After the 4 months are over, Sam comes back and is dealing with MAJOR PTSD. Before Sam went to Hell, he wrote several letters and had them mailed to Bobby. One on the letters included Dean's Amulaet When Sam comes back, he notices that Dean is not wearing his necklace and he becomes very depressed thinking Dean didn't want his necklace back.  When Sam askes Bobby about the letters, Bobby mentions that he probably threw them away. Sam gets even more depressed It turns out that the letters got lost in the mail and just recently came to Bobby and then Bobby loses them in his office. Bobby and Dean realize the misunderstandings and fixes the mistakes and help Sam overcome his PTSD.


EDIT!!!!!!  It turns out that I am combining TWO stories in my post.  I found one of the stories (the one about the missing letters and Dean's amulet).  I would like to find the other fic (the one about Sam being in Hell for 4 months).  Thank~you!!!!
08 March 2012 @ 02:27 am
so, while re-watching all the episodes popping up on TNT (whose not loving that station right now?) - and seriously I thought I had seen at least season 1 and 2 until they started showing re-runs and i realized that i hadn't seen this show half as much as i thought - i dvr'd Mystery Spot.  Funniest Show Ever, until Changing Channels anyway :), so I was wondering if there was any wincest or gen fic out there dealing with Dean finding out that Sam had to live 6 months without him, essentially becoming RoboSam all on his own.  I've been watching episodes after that and I don't think they ever talked about it, though I could be wrong, I miss a lot.  Are there any fics out there where Dean is like seriously pissed that Gabriel made his lover (or brother if its gen) live without him for 6 months?  Or him being upset with Sam for not telling him and he found out anyway?  I know someone else posted a query about Sam being pissed with Gabriel after Mystery Spot too, so I'm not sure if this falls in the same line as that causing this to be a double post - sorry mods if thats what this is.  Please and Thank You in advance for any and all recs!
07 March 2012 @ 10:20 am

I'm looking for 2 Gabriel death fics; more undercut...

Read more... )

Thanks in Advance!

I'm still looking for the 2nd fic but I've managed to find the 1st fic.

1) Goodbye My Brother by Wolph
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29 January 2012 @ 05:37 pm
I was in the middle of tweaking this 3-part Buffy/Angel/Supernatural xover for printing when I realized the heading was incomplete. I have it in the folder for Faith Winchester's stories at Twisting the Hellmouth, but I can find any sign of it by any author. I've looked at Twisting, FanFiction.Net, and Supernaturally Twisted. The series is called 'To Live is to Die' and the stories are 'Sleep of the Just', Sometimes Goodbye is a Second Chance', and 'Sweet Child of Mine'.

Faith and Dawn are on the road with Sam and Dean. Faith and Dean are together, but their jobs often separate the two pairs. The girls are away doing Slayer duties when Sam is stabbed at Gold Oak and Dean doesn't want them to know about his deal. When the year is up, Dawn and Faith happen to be away meeting Buffy and Giles. No one realized that Faith was pregnant until later. Willow does her mojo and Dean has to dig his way out of his coffin (No Cas here.) Dean is shock to se her belly when Sam brings him home to the house the three are sharing. A dark prophesy brings Angel, Spike, and Connor to join them in protecting the unborn child. They are attacked in the hospital by many demons and Faith is killed protecting Dean and baby John. (There's more in part three which I haven't done reading yet.)

I hope someone knows where this is archived, because I'm totally puzzled.