Okay hear me out. I read this story -- or 'verse -- years ago. So I can't remember a whole lot.

Sam somehow ends up going back in time and replacing his pre-canon self, I believe. Like, his 20+ year old brain took up residence in his teenage body. He walked out of his high-school class the moment he realized he was old enough to legally do it. It might have been because of the Yellow-Eyed Demon, his traveling. He didn't end up going to Stanford, he kept hunting. He and Dean traveled together and wincest was a Thing -- until Dean met Cassie, as he had in canon.

Sam let Dean go, and let him have his relationship [one line i remember really clearly is something like "that's the thing about dating your brother. Even if we break up, we're still family"], and headed back to his dad by taking the bus. However, as he arrived, John was bitten by some sort of lust-demon and the poison affected him enough that he attacked and overpowered Sam. After, he threw some money at Sam -- go back to your brother -- and bolted, out of guilt. Sam, now very Not Okay, took the money and just -- left?

The next bit I remember, he ended up going to the Roadhouse and went by the name of Jesse. John and Dean were looking for him at this point? He and Ash ended up hunting together. Both ended up with big/elaborate tattoos, and they slept together, but it was a friends-with-benefits type thing.

I'm pretty sure by the end of the 'verse, the YED was dead.

Sory - that's all I remember. I think I found it on LJ, but it might have been on A03. Does this sound familiar to anyone else?
21 May 2017 @ 06:09 pm
This is a Sastiel story that the author only had on their LJ, it hadn't been moved over to AO3. Unfortunately their journal was suspended.

Summary: When Sam takes notice of an unusual student in a bar near Stanford, he introduces himself with this question: “If you had the power to do anything, what would you do?” It turns out the answer isn’t as vague as it seems. Sam/Godstiel, time travel.

Does anyone have a copy of this fic?
hello, does anyone have a copy of this fic? :) i would really appreciate one. my email is mirukeu@gmail.com.

thanks in advance! ^^
01 April 2017 @ 10:25 am

I'm looking a fic where Dean wakes up and phones Bobby to find out where Sam is, Bobby says to look in his wallet - it's Sam suicide note.

I think Sam went back in time and killed himself
19 March 2017 @ 02:21 pm
Hi everyone.

I'm looking for any time travel fics, Sam and Dean and or just Sam. I want Sam to go back in time and see their younger selves of see john.
Thanks in advance.
03 March 2017 @ 11:20 pm
Hey guys,

I've been trying super hard to find an old fic I loved. It was gen (maybe?), set early on int the series. Sam and Dean went up against yellow- eyes (possibly) and Same ends dup flinging- or creating a new reality- Dean back into childhood.

But didn't go with him. Sam got adopted, and Dean grew up with a sister. They have all their memories and Deans spends a lot of time looking for sam (and a lot of time talking about him during his childhood).

Any help you guys can give me would be super appreciated.
I swear I had this bookmarked but I can't find it and my searches are useless, please help. It starts with Dean kneeling beaten right after Sam and Adam fell, a shadow falls over him and it's Raphael who beats him more, Cas comes back, Raphael leaves, Cas starts to heal Dean and then he's(Dean) in white room with Chuck behind a desk with an old typewriter. He sends Dean and Cas back to 2003 so they can stop the apocalypse, they have to merge with their past selves.
They go see pastor Jim and put wards up to protect him, then they meet up with John who is his usual charming self. They go Stanford and Dean and Cas are able to exercise Brady who is Sam's roommate.When they go see Bobby they tell him Cas is an angel but not about the time travel, just that they're trying to stop the apocalypse.They also contact Gabriel and tell him the whole story, he agrees to keep and ear out for Azazel.John and Meg are in a confrontation in a warehouse when Dean and Cas show up. Dean is able to get Meg to tell them where Azazel is. John is freaked out, Gabriel shows up to help.At some point John says yes to Michael. Michael takes Dean to the beautiful room to torture. John manages to take control long enough to stab himself.

You'd think with this much information I would be able to find it but nope, hopefully someone knows.
27 December 2016 @ 01:25 pm

I'm looking for any fic where Sam time travelling because of Dean (like maybe Dean's dead in his time so Sam goes back to the past to save him or because he's missing him, or maybe Sam time travelling because Dean went to the dark side and he wants to change it). And I want Sam and Dean have very close relationship (as brothers or lovers). Gen or slash is okay, but if slash and there's sex scene I only accept bottom!Dean.

And I also looking for this particular fic. In that fic, Sam went to dark side (as the Boy King, Lucifer, or whoever he is I don't remember) but he's still love Dean (and obsessed). Then Dean got killed (or maybe destroyed because I remember Sam couldn't get Dean back alive) and Sam went to the past because he wanted his Dean. I remember Sam arrived at Stanford-era and using all the means to make Dean in that timeline his.

Please help me, and thanks in advance!
I've searched for this fic once before but didn't get any results a few years ago, and it's sprung to my mind again and is now driving me crazy trying to find it so I figured I'd try again. This is definitely an older fic (I'm thinking probably around 2007/8) and is longer one...

I'm not 100% sure if it's a curse or a spell but Sam gets either sent back in time or to an alternate universe where there is another Dean and Sam - the two Sams swap consciousness but still retain their own appearances. In the past/alternate universe, Dean thinks Sam is insane as he is speaking of a different Dean and the future and possibly demons so he sends him to an asylum where he is very much mistreated. He's kept in isolation and chains practically 24/7.

I remember two specific scenes where he is being bathed/tortured, and another where Dean goes to visit him and he is very withdrawn and gaunt, and his hands are covered with a shawl to hide the chains/bruising. He begs Dean to take him home and Dean sees the chains, but he is convinced that his brother is violent which is why he needs the chains... Sam ends up escaping or being rescued by Bobby, and cared for by Jess who is Bobbys daughter... In the present time Dean and Sam from the past try to work out what happened and break the spell/curse to return them to their own timelines...

If anyone knows this specific fic it would be very much appreciated! I'd also like some recommendations along these types of stories & themes.

27 November 2016 @ 09:54 am

I am looking for a fic where sam travels back to the past to kill his younger self or try and get john to do it.

Originally a one shot and then a sequel. I can't remember what the first fic was and what the second was but I'm looking for two specific fics where S/D are already in an established relationship. They fall asleep at a motel but when Dean wakes up he finds that he traveled back in time to a younger Sam. It's before Sam ever told Dean he liked him but he talks to older/current Dean about it. It's younger Sam's first time with Dean.

In the other fic younger Dean (17?) is swapped to the current time. Sam finds him at a bar and brings him back to the motel (I think it's a little BDSM, some spanking). This fic is younger Dean's first time with Sam.

So, overall, one fic tells current Dean's experience of the time swap and the other fic is about older Sam's experience with younger Dean.

I think it's on someone's tumblr and I don't know if it was ever posted anywhere else. It's driving me crazy. I tried searching the tags and googling and nothing comes up. Any help would be greatly appreciated!

FOUND!: After hours of searching my friend found it

Dean's POV

Sam's POV
23 September 2016 @ 12:31 am
Hey, I'm looking for 1 specific fic plus a general rec.

1. It's a longer story, set after they've got the bunker. The bit I remember is Sam & Dean, or just Dean, go back in time & manage to save Samuel & Deanna Campbell from Azazel. They go back to their own time & find some things have changed & they get the updated memories along side the old ones. Deanna is still alive & they go & visit. I think this scene if further along in the story.

2. Any good sized mute!Dean stories. I've search the tag over at AO3, but there are more fics than just at AO3 :)


mods: I'd add more tags but there is none for just mute!dean or for Deanna C; not that I could find anyway.
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25 July 2016 @ 10:32 pm
For some reason, I'm dying for fics where Dean is sent to a universe where the canon events haven't happened, or time-travels back to when he was younger, yet he still has all his memories. Also, does anyone know of some fics where Mary finds out what the boys have been through and doesn't react well to it? Basically any fics where alternate universe or pre-series Mary/John/Sam meet canon!Dean.

(In case you want examples, some really good ones that I've read so far are:)

If I Knew Then What I Know Now:
Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them?

The Best Years of Our Lives, My Ass:
Dean goes to sleep in a motel room in Texarkana, and he wakes up 17 years old, in his childhood bedroom in Lawrence, Kansas, 1996. He has no idea how he got there, why his parents are still alive, why his brother is an adorable freshman with no memory of his adult life, and why the only ally he has in this place is the angel he left behind in Purgatory – somehow also 17 years old.
Howdy y'all!

I'm looking for a story I read many years ago on the Internet. It must be ten years already (I'm getting old).

I remember the story vividly, but there are gaps in my memory.

Sam was deeply in love with Dean. Dean died tragically in some kind of incident with something or someone that wanted him dead, but not before giving birth to a baby boy that was his and Sam's son. Sam wasn't around to witness what or who killed him. They were so close to being a happy family, but that dream was cut short by Dean's death. Sam was heartbroken by his passing and, as the years went by, and he lived in only sorrow, despair and constant distress, became bitter and angry. He never let his son have any fun, not if he could help it at least, and was just in general a very strict person. They lived in somewhat of a manor. In my mind, I recall it being something of a mix between the mansion from Beauty and the Beast and the mansion from the Adam's Family. It was kind of spooky with a gothic architecture style type-thing to it and such. Anyway, his son grew only to know his father as a mean person. He never knew what happened to his "birth-father" because Sam refused to talk about it, so he couldn't exactly understand why his father was the way he was. One day, his son found a picture of Dean and, when Sam found out about it, he was furious to say the least. ❥

On another note, Sam had some stupid little bitch on the side getting his rocks off whenever he needed it. I think this individual might have been to blame for Dean's death, like it was all part of his grand plan to weasle himself into Sam's bed.

I'm pretty sure the son was gay, had a boyfriend, was a girly boy and found a way to time-travel back to when Dean died to try and save the day. Sam followed him.

I don't remember the end of the story.


Peace and love to you all!

* FOUND! It's [livejournal.com profile] sammyndeansgrl1's simply amazing Back To The Beginning (which you just have to read if you haven't already)

ETA: I was wondering if anyone here knows the J² story that goes as follows.

It's a story where Jensen lives very deep in the forest in a cabin, is recluse and is secretly a werewolf who chains himself up every full moon because he believes himself to be a monster, i.e. a danger to the public. Jared is a werewolf who just happens to meet Jensen somehow and falls "in like" with him. Jensen doesn't quite appreciate the company because he's afraid of what he is and what could happen if he lets himself get out of hand.

This story was a "work-in-progress" last I checked, quite a few years ago. I lost track of it because it was taking so long for it to update, but I miss it deeply given that it was a real chocker. Thanks in advance! Here's two cookies for your troubles: Open Road and The Jelly Green Giant (rawr).

* FOUND! It's [livejournal.com profile] surevesta's fantastic When We Wake Up (when reading this story, don't make the mistake of getting too attached because the story has no end)totally tragic
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18 June 2016 @ 12:19 am
Do you know any time travel fics with Destiel, where Dean and Sam's younger selves (like maybe from season 1) travel to the future and meet their future selves and Castiel, or where Cas, Dean (and maybe Sam too) travel back in time and meet younger!Dean? Preferably to a time before Cas has arrived.
1. Time travel that includes going to a previous season. (Would really like to see someone like Demon!Dean or Leviathan to go back)(Would like to include Lucifer if possible)(No Wincest)

2. Mpreg that doesn't include a/b/o (Would like paring to be Destiel or Sambriel but any paring apart from Wincest is acceptable)

3. A good long Chuck as God (Complete if possible)

4. The dead family, friends and enemies find out what's been going on in the land of the living and react to it.

5. If can be found, all the archangels help with the darkness.
30 May 2016 @ 12:17 am
I've read a number of fics where characters travel back in time, but I was wondering if you knew any where any of the characters travel to the future? Thanks!
24 May 2016 @ 06:40 pm

I'm not sure what category this would be under but I'd love to read a story where Dean gets a look at what kind of person he'd be without Sam in his life. Without the responsibility, source of hero-worship/love, source of frustration and brother/son/friend that shaped him growing up.

This can be either genie-style look at another life, a wish-type story or even an AU with or without hunting. Does this sound like anything that exists? If you don't know of one already, what sort of category do you think I'd find it in?

Thank you!

06 March 2016 @ 01:32 pm
Alright, so I've just updated my movie remake comm [livejournal.com profile] spnremakes and it made me want to start another project.  So, i'm putting together a master list of all the amazing science fiction stories that our fandom has created. Apocalypse, Alternatre Histories, Zombies, Superheros/Powered up boys, time travel, Aliens... whatever fits in the sci-fi realm.   I've gone through every list, comm, and author that I know writes sci-fi but I don't want to miss anything!  So, please rec me any and all sci fi!!  Any pairing, SPN or RPF, any rating!  If you have a great rec list, or know an author who writes a lot of sci-fi, lead me their way!!   There can be crossovers, but the story needs to have one of the SPN/RP characters as a main character.

And yes, I have checked the tags here already :P

Thank you !!
22 February 2016 @ 05:09 pm
A dream I had last night refreshed my craving for more Supernatural fics with dinosaurs. I think I've already read everything under various dinosaur-related-tags on ao3 (my favorite is When Dinosaurs Ruled The Earth), but I'm not as familiar with fics on other sites.

I'm open to any genres with dinosaurs - time travel, dinos as part of a case, characters born as dinos, characters turning into dinos, canon verse, au verse, crossovers, etc. I adore Team Free Will, Destiel is dearly loved, but gen recs are welcome too. No wincest or Major Character Death or sad endings.
17 December 2015 @ 08:18 pm
Alright so I am heading home soon and I am not sure if I will have internet so I a stocking up on downloaded fics such as pdfs and ao3 would be awesome,

I am looking for decent fics of many genres but some I would love to have is
In the holiday spirit, some holiday fics wouldn't be amiss if you have some you would like to share.
AUs or Canon divergence fics always a good choice, I like it when the boys have a happy ending then they probably will.
Time Travel that actually changes something to happier ending please, even it the time line doesn't change from that back jump but from returning to the future would work.
OH! if any of you have any Lucifer is actually sam and Dean is actually Micheal fics or vice versa, throw to me because I may have missed it. Actually any fic where the boys(including cas) are an amnesic super-powerful supernatual being such as but not limited to an archangel, pagan god, or a horseman.
No, I don't care weither the main character is Dean, Sam or Cas or RPF nor what weither they are a demon, soul-less or whatever. Nor the Pairing. Fics guys, fics. I would prefer completed fics but if the WIP is longish I wouldn't mind.
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14 October 2015 @ 08:49 pm
Hello! So, I'm looking for any fics that include the characters time traveling and meeting their younger/older selves. It could be S10 Sam and Dean time travelling and meeting S1 Sam and Dean, or S9 Cas travelling back and meeting his S4 self, or maybe even S9 Cas meeting Claire, Jimmy, and Amelia from S4. Also young Mary going forward in time and meeting Sam and Dean from the future, or perhaps S1 John meeting S10 Sam and Dean. All those are just examples, but it'd be cool if I could find something like that

I prefer no slash ( but if it's a good fic then by all means recommend it!)

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04 August 2015 @ 06:59 pm
I'm hankering after some more Destiel fic that also includes John. BUT I don't want fics with just the characters in name set in a fake/past place/time or an all human reset. I want the boys in the universe that we know. I'm fine with deviations from canon (I want John around with Cas after all), but I want it to be set in the universe of the show.

Yes, I have gone through the tags on this site, but they're quite old and didn't have any fic I hadn't already read. Surely there's some new stuff since?

Also, please no Sam/angel pairing unless it's Lucifer.
I commented yesterday that I totally wasn't addicted to Post-Hell-Issues!Dean and could stop any time I wanted. I lied.

1. Fics where there is some kind of benefit to Dean's time in Hell, even if it isn't taken as one-- Demons, etc. being afraid of Dean, given his former status as Alastair's protégé; an unreasonable pain tolerance (I can so picture Sam or Bobby being really freaked out by this); using an "I've been to Hell and back" speech for intimidation (I've read a fic where Sam did this, and it was skull-shatteringly cool), and so forth.

(And ooh, what if even Ruby was on edge when it came to Dean?)

2. Given the sheer length of time he spent in the Pit, I'd wager Dean might have some trouble adjusting. Forgetting that torture isn't really acceptable topside? Having his time topside be a distant memory, so he'd have trouble recalling everything, even perhaps tingeing reunions with nostalgia?

3. I'm looking for just about any Harry Potter crossover that involves some sort of magical mishap delving into Dean's time in Hell. i.e., an Alastair boggart; an instance of legilimency gone horribly wrong; Crucio rendered laughable, etc. Even if it's just one scene in a larger fic. "Changing Circumstances" by EclipseWing did this well.

4. Okay, this one's a long shot. One of my favorite- but sadly abandoned- fics involved a Hell-traumatized Dean waking up in his teenaged body, and being unable to hide that fact from John and Sam. Another was written for the prompt, "Dean dreams of Hell. He is 10 years old." D'you see where I'm going with this?

I prefer no slash, but I could tough out minor Dean/Cas if it's reeeally good. (Dean/Alastair is okay, because I really wouldn't put it past the bastard.)
21 June 2015 @ 08:01 pm
1. the boys (both) are deaged physically, permanently, and grow-up again, either by witches, wishes and time travel. It must be permanent and well everything else goes. {I, myself would perfer a happy ending but others may not so post both,}
[I've looked and I can't find many where it is permanent, so even if you point me towards the right tag to comb though that'll be awesome]
2. Happy endings, seriously I am looking for fluffy and 'everything is all better' stories that don't pass over in to too sweet and fake. 
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Hi, sorry to bother you people, but I just can't find this fic.

What I remember, Castiel is send back in time, but he jumps and jumps in different times around the Winchesters and they become a family of sorts.

However his memories and the Winchester's memories get erased but he finds a photograph of him with Dean dressed up for halloween.

Please help me find this!! Be well and take care, Monica
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I'm going on a 8 hour drive tomorrow, and the place I'm going to has no internet! I need some reading material, friends! (But by all means, don't NOT comment if you're too late...)

1. I'm a huge sucker for creature!Dean, especially if it's angsty or h/c. Vampire, wingfics, anything supernatural. Usually I don't go for werewolves, but if it's good...

I've already read The Genesis Variant(!!), Thicker Than Water by morgan32, Blood Brothers by paperbkryter, Who Killed Tabaqui, Blood Brothers by Muffy Morrigan(!!!!), Vertigo from Falling, Clay Paste and Down, Martyr's Fall...

2. Are there any part-Demon!Dean fics out there? Not, like, one of his parents was a demon, but part-way turning into one? I've only ever read that one where Sam and Bobby summon him from Hell and he returns as grey demon-smoke. I'm also holding out for the day I finally see a white-eyed-Demon!Dean fic. Or an S10 Demon Dean that's a lot less "don't give a fuck" and a lot more "Alastair".

3. Angsty or h/c time-travel fics are my LIFEBLOOD. Especially with some kind of post-Hell baggage. John-travels-to-the-future-and-is-shocked would be cool too.

4. Any good old fashioned mystery casefic! Never Summer by ignipes is one example. I... haven't actually read many casefics, so don't worry about posting uber-popular ones.

Self-recs are loved! No wincest or Destiel, please.
26 April 2015 @ 04:06 pm
I'm looking for fics where any character travels back in time to try and prevent the events in the series.

Happy to read any pairing or any general fics.
I'm looking for a fic where Castiel goes back in time before the events of Season 4 and attempts to alter things for the better.  What I remember most distinctly is that there were two Castiels running around, and while Cas told Jimmy to say no, Claire ended up saying yes to proper timeline Castiel, and Cas had to convince Castiel to leave her and merge with him.  Timeline Castiel was written as 'her' because she was in Claire.  Cas might have been concealing his identity or been somewhat or totally depowered.

On a more general note, please throw at me any fics where Castiel has been mistaken for Jimmy or deliberately allows people to think that, even calls himself that.  Any fic where Cas thinks he's Jimmy, but isn't.  Gen or Dean/Cas please, no Wincest.

I spent way too much time last night searching through my bookmarks and saved files looking for this fic, and it's driving me a little nuts.  Your help would be greatly appreciated!
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1. I love M*A*S*H, but I've only ever come across three SPN crossovers- those lonely, woefully short two in the ff.net category, and a short snippet on Ao3 with vessel!Klinger. Gen or het, please- (We all know having both Hawkeye AND Dean in the same fic makes a story without womanizing a pretty hard bargain... :p) I prefer it to take place during, not after M*A*S*H, but I'll take anything you've got at this point.

2. tir_synni's Dream a Little Dream has given me a THIRST for fics where a fresh-outta-Hell-and-traumatized Dean is sent back in time to when he was still hunting with John and Sam, but it's abandoned, unfortunately, and I've not found anything like it. I'll take anything from h/c to 'holy shit why is Dean so ruthless all of a sudden'.

3. I'd really like to see John actually deal with a creature!Dean instead of, you know, just shooting him in the face. I like almost anything but werewolves, and vampires are loved. Non-evil!Dean, please. John-angst and h/c is what I'm after.

4. I want to see Dean transformed into something... Lovecraftian. Horrible, powerful, and not-quite-Dean; can't quite communicate properly anymore. The kind of thing that scares the shit out of you even when it's trying to "protect" you. It would be cool if it was either an unusual or unnamed monster. Maybe Dean's been missing and it turns out that this freaky thing that's been killing things/following Sam or whoever is actually Dean. (still gen, please...!)
12 February 2015 @ 03:36 am
I've been absent from the fandom for a good while & I'm trying to find a fic that I read a while ago which I loved, I've been searching google for a few days now with everything I can think of to find this and it's driving me crazy so I'm hopeful that someone here can help me.

The details from what I remember are pretty vague:

- it's an older fic I'm 90% positive
- it's either time travel or an alternate universe which Sam is sent to
- a spell or a curse which causes Sam from the present time to swap places with Sam ion the past (who also has a brother called Dean)
- I'm pretty sure the brothers from the past weren't hunters but don't quote me on that
- the alternate Dean thinks that Sam from our time is insane as he speaks about hunting and time travel and has him committed where he really suffers in the institution.
- there's a scene where Dean visits Sam at the institution & Sam begs him to him home and tells Dean they are hurting him but Dean passes it off as his illness
- he escapes and a girl called Jessica (I'm pretty sure) helps him and nurses him back to health

That's really all I can remember but I'm pretty sure that Dean in present time finds a way to communicate with his Sam in the fic too.

I know this could be any number of fics so I'll take any recommendations along these lines too.

Thanks in advance!
11 February 2015 @ 02:03 pm
Hi. I was looking for story's that feature Dean being sent back into his past body and him changing things. I don't know if anything like this exists but if it does I would love to read it. Don't care about pairings or even if there is Sam/Dean. Thanks!
09 February 2015 @ 07:33 pm

This post is on behalf of [livejournal.com profile] ereynolds74

So I was hoping are there any:
Stories already written where Dean was De-age but with his full adult mindset and awesome skills and was still taking care of Sam (Sam got hurt or sick) as the big brother, he could be child age or a teenager- but still awesome.

Spoilers for Season 10... )

Or time travel where Sam runs into Teen Dean (14-19) either Sam goes to the past or Teen Dean gets pull to the present and same thing, he is still very much the big brother in charge and maybe upset as to why is Sammy hurt or sick and not being taken care of?

please send any and all rec's, self rec's even WIPS I'll take! Just as long Dean is being awesome, protective big brother rescuing, or comforting Sam even though he is young.

02 February 2015 @ 05:15 pm
I've read quite a few AU fics on the usual sites like FanFiction, but as I don't know my way around Live Journal, I wondered if there were any fics there I might have missed.

I would rather they were gen but if the wincest isn't the main focus of the story that's okay too.
Only fics that have Sam and Dean, as opposed to Castiel and angels. It doesn't matter how old the fics are as I love the earlier ones.

I know I've trimmed the search right down to basics but maybe there's a gem of a story out there that I haven't read.

Thanks in advance. :)
12 January 2015 @ 11:17 pm

I'm looking for any Dean-centric, do-over fics. So far I've only encountered one; 'Return to Go' by Haley56.

Can anyone point me to any?


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21 November 2014 @ 06:43 am
Hey guys,

I'm looking for a gen fic where Sam somehow either makes a deal or uses powers to take dean and him back in time to relive their lives, except he makes it so Sam is not born to Mary and John. Instead Dean gets a sister, but always remembers Sam. Eventually Dean goes looking for Sam and finds him. Any idea?

22 August 2014 @ 10:08 pm
Looking for any fics where Sam goes back in time (either by himself, with Dean, or Dean finds out and follows) like in "The Song Remains The Same" (Could be set in that ep too) and tries to fix things for Dean.

This could mean:
 --He tries to kill past him
 --He tries to stop his mom from having him
 --He tries to change the future.

Prefer no death fics, but feel free to post them for those who do enjoy that kind of story, but please make sure to label them as death fics so I don't read them.

If younger sam and dean are incorporated into the story (pref like Dean is all pissed at older dean for being a dick to Sam) that would be a huge bonus.
Thanks so much :)
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19 August 2014 @ 08:14 pm
I'm looking for:
1. Specific Sam Winchester fic - Where Mary is alive and Sam remembers his life as a hunter. Sam while a teenager now has continued to hunt monsters, one of which attacked him making it look like suicide. So his parents now don't trust him, his brother is worried and decides to follow him out the window after he made his escape through it yet again (he does this quite a bit I think). I think eventually Dean starts to believe him and they start to hunt together (but again I'm not sure)

I'm also looking for some other fics that I've posted before - but didn't really get a response for -

General Wincest/J2 fics - looking for any: (I like bottom Jared/Sam more, although I won't say no to bottom Jensen/Dean)
2. Mpreg, A/O/B, Werewolf/Knotting - the longer the better, but I'll take anything,
3. Time Travel - fics like - The Time-Traveler's Brother by gretazreta but any is fine,
4. Merman - where one or both boys have/get tails,
5. Tron - any fic but more along the lines of Tron Legacy,
6. Sam with wings - growing wings (nothing to do with Lucifer) &

7. AU fics that include Jess dying and Dean not coming to Stanford like he did in the pilot.

I know this is a lot but If anyone can help me find some of these that would be great, Thanks in advance.


hi guys

I'm looking for a fic where Dean wake up few years in the future (in a motel room I think) and discover he is in a romantic relationship with Castiel. (he discover later they are married)
I think it's fallen!cas (but it was way before season 9 and even before season 8)
I remember Dean is having a "gay panic"
Sam is awesome in this and try to calm him down and tells him to be nice with Castiel because Cas kinda lost his Dean (future!Dean) and he (past!Dean) act like a dick to him.
I remember that it's really hard for Cas, he is hurt that Dean push him a away a lot.
Dean is acting as his future self is not really him.
I remember that Cas hide his ring a bit but not sure.
But finally Dean accept the thing and come to like this intimate relation with Castiel and yeah he admit he is in love with him.
I remember Sam and Castiel find a way to send him back in his time (and of course the future Dean is back to his time too) (or maybe it happen itself because there's a lot of fic like that and I may mix things together sorry :p)
I'm sorry it's blurred it's been a great while and I think it's well known fic but I searched for months and I can't find it, please help?
Thank you very much !
Have a great day/night :)

Oh and it's NOT :
The story of you and me : http://archiveofourown.org/works/985737/chapters/1942668
neither it is : The day the world went away: http://pyjamagurl.livejournal.com/166757.html (it's similar and it's a great fic btw I rec it to you guys!)
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27 June 2014 @ 08:34 am
Hi Everyone,
I've been looking for a story I read awhile ago and have had no luck and hope you can help. It began with Sam going back in time from a later season (my guess would be somewhere after 5) to season three. Cas had sent him back to change history and right his wrongs. Sam starts having seizures that also show him memories and each time he loses more clarity/sanity. He starts thinking that things that had already happened the first time in the alternative reality (for example there was a scene with Jo and Ellen) he'd experienced them were happening in his current reality. He doesn't understand why it's happening and Cas appears a few times to talk with him. His seizures become more intense and frequent and it ends very sadly (I won't say because of spoilers) where season 3 would have ended with an alternate ending.
The whole time Dean is there trying to help Sam and trying to find a solution.
Please please help me find it.
I'm looking for a fic where Dean wake up few years in the future (in a motel room I think) and discover he is married to Castiel.
He take it a bit bad, "gay panic"
Sam try to calm him down and stuff he tells him to be nice with Castiel because Cas kinda lost his Dean (future!Dean) and he (past!Dean) act like a dick to him.
I remember that it's really hard for Cas, he is hurt a lot (:/) that Dean push him a away a lot.
I remember that Cas hide his ring a bit but not sure.
But finally Dean accept the thing and come to like this intimate relation with Castiel and yeah he admit he is in love with him.
I remember Sam and Castiel find a way to send him back in his time (and of course the future Dean is back to his time too) (or maybe it happen itself because there's a lot of fic like that and I may mix things together sorry :p)
I'm sorry it's blurred it's been a great while and I think it's well known fic but I searched for 3 days and I can't find it, please help?
Thank you very much !
Have a great day/night :)

Oh and it's NOT :
The story of you and me : http://archiveofourown.org/works/985737/chapters/1942668
neither it is : The day the world went away: http://pyjamagurl.livejournal.com/166757.html (it's similar and it's a great fic btw I rec it to you guys!)
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29 May 2014 @ 02:40 pm

First time posting so I hope I do this right

I'm looking for:
1. Specific Sampala fic - Dean figures out his brother has been turned into the impala (again?) Sam on the other hand really likes it when his brother gets under the hood or in his trunk. Going as far as to makes excuses to get Dean there.
He tries to hide the fact that even though he's a car he's still turned on, leaking oil and such, which makes Dean more worried that something's wrong. Sam eventually gets back to normal (not sure if this was by Gabriel's doing or not, also I think Sam tells Dean what was going on about his time as a car) which leads them to having sex.

update: FOUND in comments

General Wincest/J2 fics - looking for any: (I like bottom Jared/Sam more, although I won't say no to bottom Jensen/Dean)

2. Mpreg, A/O/B, Werewolf/Knotting - the longer the better, but I'll take anything,

3. Time Travel - fics like - The Time-Traveler's Brother by gretazreta but any is fine,

4. Merman - where one or both boys have/get tails,

5. Tron - any fic but more along the lines of Tron Legacy,

6. Sam with wings - growing wings (nothing to do with Lucifer) &

7. AU fics that include Jess dying and Dean not coming to Stanford like he did in the pilot.

I know this is a lot but If anyone can help me find some of these that would be great, Thanks in advance.

28 May 2014 @ 09:25 pm
I have three requests i've been looking for for a while, and I thought I'd finally ask here.

1. Any fics where Dean has issues as an adult from his childhood, non-AU. Malnourishment, old injuries that didn't get to heal properly, etc. I read a few amazing fics (by roque_clasique, I think?) where Dean was essentially illiterate, and anything along those lines would also be wonderful. Sam finding out about these would be preferred.

1b. Along these lines, basically any fics with Sam finding out what Dean sacrificed for him as a kid would be great.

2. Fics where Mary Winchester either comes back to life or time-travels forward to canon times, and finds out about the boys childhoods, what they're like as adults, etc. Destiel would be awesome, but completely not necessary.

3. Non-angsty demon!Dean fics. Fluffy, humorous fics revolving around Dean being a demon. post-9x23 is great, but not necessary. Again, I love Destiel, but gen is absolutely great too.

I've realized that only a few people knew about Castiel or like Charlie that know what he was but had never see him, so...would someone help me with this?

1) Fics with angels interacting with humans (hunters or civils). I want to read the reaction people would get by knowing that the person in front of them is an angel. (Better if it's after the fall)
2) Or others watching how the Winchesters interact with Castiel knowing what he is.
3) Also accepted, POV's from people who just discover about the supernatural. (Kudos if it's because of a demon or an angel)
4) Gabriel (Or Balthazar) pranking humans or befriending someone who knows that he's an angel or a pagan god.
Oh, anf if there are with Jesse Turner (The Antichrist) in those kind of situations, it would be awesome.

5) The boys/Castiel/etc going back in time and meeting his younger selves? (E.g. seson 8 meeting season 1-2-3-etc)
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22 April 2014 @ 04:20 pm
I don't quite remember who the author and title of the story but I can remember a little bit about the story:
1. The twin brother and sister of the future come to the past to meet with Dean and Castiel, they are being chased by their older sister who has been kidnapped since childhood. The twin was the son of Dean and Castiel and they want to change the future. I read it in FF and this story have a sequel.
2. Dean befriend with Jimmy Novak, Jimmy has a twin brother named Castiel Novak. Their father always mistreat them. Then Jimmy died in an accident. John Winchester knew the abuse and threatened Zachariah. I read it on AO3 and I can't found it again.

Not a lot information but I'm hoping it's enough for someone to recognize it. Thank you very much for your help.
hi everyone! i'm looking for a specific fic where cas hears dean want his little brother back and brings both of theirs younger versions from the past. It was in season 4. Sam and Dean had to live with younger versions of themselves for a while. Sam was getting jeaolus by the attention his dean was giving to his little self. I was looking for that fic for DAYS now i really wanna read it again. If anyone can remember the name i would be soo happy.
13 March 2014 @ 10:25 pm
I'm looking for some awesome Dean centered fic recs. Anything with Dean or Cas going back in time, purgatory!Dean, Michael!Dean , being the central heroic figure etc. Something long and plotty would be ideal. I love fics where Dean meets Cas before being pulled from Hell, or when Dean doesn't go and get Sam from Stanford and Sam learns about everything later. I'll take anything gen, het or Dean/Cas, but no Wincest, please. Thanks in advance!

I really can't say how much help this community has provided me, really, you're GREAT! (And, please believe me, I'm not saying it so you help me.)
So, that said, ¿could you please help me find this?:

1.- Specific fin in which kid Sam is hunting with John and Dean, a salt&burn thing... I don't remember the specifics, but eventually Sam end trapped inside the coffin with the remains of the ghost. I read it in FF. So... I know is not much, but was one of the first fics I read back when I didn't have the wisdom and knowledge to save a link ar add it to avorites, you know...

2.- It's a fic in which John is in the ground, being beaten by Dean because he punched Sam (or something like that). The thing I clearly remember is that he thinks maybe Dean will kill him protecting his brother, and he's very proud of him for that. Ring any bells for you? FOUND HERE: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8423018/1/Flash-Point

3.- You're favorite fics that have the brothers being raised apart, like "Relative Gold" or "With Arms Wide Open" (two very very good ones, if you ask me).

4.- Fic's with time travel, like the Fraternity Series by Fiachra Ochiern. You're favorite fics in which Sam or both brothers travel to help his father (I'd love it if John eventually find out) or help the kid versions of themselves. I already read Training wheels and Terminators, excelent one, by the way, had me laughing all the time!

Please no wincest and, if there's slash, please be it with female characters.
Well, nice day and thanks for the help!!!
06 February 2014 @ 09:15 am
I'm looking for a specific time-travel fic I read a while back.  Somehow Dean was sent back in time, I forget how far back, but his future dead self keeps visiting him to tell him what he is doing wrong to fix things.  Each time the death is different.  I remember he stands up to John as well.  If anyone knows what I am talking about, please let me know.
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06 January 2014 @ 02:12 am
Hit there, I'm really hoping that someone out there might have a copy of the following fic by winchesterhaunt. I've looked through the deleted journal post and I know this has been requested before and got no response but I thought I'd try my luck.
The story is basically Young!Sam dropping into the Croatoan 'verse and meeting 2014!Dean:

The Rest is Still Unwritten
Summary: The Winchesters’ fates have been written out for them since before they were born, but when Sam’s first hunt isn’t what it should be, the timeline between what is written and what has yet to be is shattered. Sam is dropped into an uncertain future where the world is much different than the one he left behind. A hunt for his brother leads him to some unexpected revelations. What is the secret Dean is hiding from him, and do all roads really lead to the same destination?

I'm hoping someone has saved this fic or maybe even some other stuff she's written. I've heard her work is really good.


Thanks to both the nonny who pointed me to the link to the PDF and to the wonderful [livejournal.com profile] d0llface_h00ker for providing it.