20 August 2017 @ 04:34 am
Hey everybody! I really need help finding a story that I have been looking for for weeks. All I can remember from this story was that it was a Pre series story with both sam and dean still going to school and john had dropped them of at bobby's house. I don't know if the story was over the course of a couple years but I know that it's very likely that it was from Bobby's POV and that it was mostly his thoughts on dean and how he acted as a kid. Although there is a very big difference from many other stories like this in the fact that there is a scene where sam ( and sam in this story is only in it for a very short time and he is described as being bratty and kindoff mean to dean) was lying to bobby about something. Bobby knew that sam was lying but for some reason I remember that bobby kindoff chose to belive sam because he thought that dean maybe needed to mature or something. I think we can see form his point of view his decision to chose sam over dean and how dean kindoff reacted to that where he felt very betrayed and there was this lose of trust. I know I'm not explaining it very well. But I'm not really sure it its a line in the story but I remember either reading or thinking (that bobby like many others chose sam over dean)because bobby was one of the few people that treated dean well and I think bobby thought he was coddling him to much and made a choice that resulted in him betraying dean. Which hurts very badly because in the story everybody knew sam was lying and dean was very trusting that bobby would listen to him but instead bobby killed the trust and hope in dean. I am so sorry for the terrible description but If anybody could help me find it I would greatly appreciate it.

Also if their are any stories that kindoff give of that vibe about how dean was forced to grow up to fast or pre series on the neglect dean suffered. Anything dealing with the fact that dean was just a little kid and everybody especially john basically forced him to ignore his safety and do everything he could to protect sam please do rec them to me. I would love to read any recommendations.
15 August 2017 @ 07:30 pm
I am looking for two pretty general searches and one more specific fic.

1. Stories where Sam learns how much Dean has done and hoe much he has underestimated him and tsken him for granted. Fics where Dean has worked to the bone and parented Sam. Maybe went hungry and got sick ignoring his own needs. Hunger, exhaustion, ignoring injuries, etc.

2. Stories where Dean has a child and raises him/her and Sam realizes that Dean is an awesome parent because he already did it once.

3. Specific search - I dont remember much, but Dean had a daughter and was going to sueprise Sam at Stanford, but stopped at a cafe for cookies (I think). Sam was there with his friends and they spent time belittling he guy with the whiny kid.

Thanks! <3
21 May 2017 @ 06:19 pm
Hey guys I am new to this so stay with me.
I am searching for a fic I read on Fanfiction.net (atleast I think) In this fic the following happens:
1 - Sam, Dean and John move to a new town to hunt a creature called the 'Raven Mocker' (I could be wrong) who can only be seen by the people dying from it's effects
2 - there is a really nice old lady wich needs help cutting wood so John volunteers Sammy for her (because her son is away to college?)
3 - John/Dean are being dicks (not on purpuse) and make Sam feel like complete shit
4 - There is a storm going somewhere on in the story and during that storm Sam get's pinned underneath a tree that has fallen over, only to be rescued by Dean.
5 - Sam figures out who the raven mocker is before his dad and brother (who think it is a doctor who had excess to all the victims) and the raven mocker (now a dying woman) leaves sam in a well in order to drown him in the rainwater.

PLEASE help! I have been racking my brain up with this one!
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I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago. It's a pre-series, and John, Sam and Dean go on a hunt. they're hunting some sort of monster who eats souls and likes them pure, capturing it's victims. On the hunt, John is captured, and the monster eats most of John's soul or something, and John won't recover. Dean decides to sacrifice himself to the monster, in exchange of letting John go. The monster agrees, and this story takes place at bobby's, so Dean summons it there, where the monster begins eating Dean's soul, claiming it to be incredibly pure. Dean fights, and just in time for John to wake up and stop the monster. Dean is hurt bad, and John has to do CPR, and later bobby calls a hunter doctor to help Dean.

Hopefully that's enough for someone to recognize it. :P

Thanks to whoever names this amazing fanfiction!
11 March 2017 @ 06:49 am
Hey. Im looking for a gwnral search on any stories were teen sam or young sam geta sexually abused.
Also any stories were johns friends does it or another hunter.
11 January 2017 @ 02:55 am
The fic I'm looking for was from Sam's POV and was fairly long. There was a lot of Sam who was in high school pining for Dean who I don't think was. I remember two scenes clearly.

1) Sam and his girlfriend call Dean from the high school bathroom stall they're hiding in because someone's running around the school with a gun. Dean gets to the school and runs in and finds Sam and the OFC in the bathroom. Dean may have fought the shooter, but I can't remember. They all get out safely.

Second scene )
Hello, I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago, but I can not find my files and bookmarks at all. I wonder if anyone can help find it.
(Just to remember, English is not my first language, I'm using a translator to write so I apologize for any mistakes you might read)
It's a pre-series story: John, Dean and Sam were in the mountains (??) on a hunt that went awry and Sam was injured. John had Dean take Sam to the hospital, but he did not notice that Dean was even more injured and already showed signs of concussion. When John finally gets to the hospital and asks for news he learns that Dean was in the ICU in serious condition after passing out in the waiting room after a long time bleeding and no one notices and begins to feel very guilty for not having noticed Dean. If I'm not mistaken, John will see how the Impala got and note that there was even blood on the roof of the car.
I think Pastor Jim was also in the story, but I can not say.
Does anyone have any idea what this story is?

Update: Found in comments.
Hello wonderful community. I was wondering if I could request your assistance in finding a specific story. I just read a story (Find and Seek by K Hanna Korossy)that had Dean stuck in a small space with dead bodies and rats where he later reveals why he doesn't like/fears rats. It reminded me of another story that I recall liking and would like to read again but alas, I have been unsuccessful in locating it.

The specific story I am searching for has a young Dean(and a very young Sam) hiding in some cabinets and Dean being nibbled on and bothered by rats but the whole time he stays quiet even though he's freaking out. The boys may have been hiding from CPS or some bad guys, I can't remember. I also think (but not 100% sure) this part of the story may have been told via flashbacks.

Any assistance you can offer in locating the story would be greatly appreciated.

I would also like any stories that have Dean or Jensen dealing with claustrophobia. Do not have to be stories where he's buried alive or locked in a casket. Can be just a tiny closet or a crawl space or whatever. Please no WIPs or Destiel. Wincest, J2 or Gen is fine.

Thank you in advance!

Specific story found-thank you!

Still looking for recommendations for my other request. Thank you again in advance.
17 October 2016 @ 12:56 am
Do you guys know any fics where teachers/coaches (or anyone else who knew the boys as children) see news reports years later saying Sam and Dean are mass murderers and wonder what ever happened to those little boys and/or feel partially responsible for not intervening when they had the chance? I read this one story like that and I thought it was a really cool idea, but I haven't come across any others like it. Preferably gen please. I just want people who met them as kids wondering how they could grow into something so seemingly evil and trying to speculate what could have done that.

Thank you.
13 October 2016 @ 10:43 am
Hello wonderful people. I would like to request your assistance in locating NCIS crossover stories where Team Gibbs meet the Winchester boys when they are kids or teenagers. I'll even take stories in Season 1 of SPN. Would like stories where Gibbs is impressed with the way Dean takes care of Sam but feels bad that he doesn't get taken care of himself. Stories with hurt Dean are a plus.

Ive searched a lot of the stories on this comm but havent found many when the boys were young/little.

Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you! :)
07 September 2016 @ 11:02 pm
I heard Hey Jude today on the radio and now I'm craving stories where Wee Dean sings it to Baby Sammy. I seem to recall one story where he sings it to Sam because he remembers his mom singing it to him only when he sings it to Sam, the words are a little messed up....Hey dude.....

I'd love it if that story could be found even though that's all I can remember from it (although that has never stopped this community from being amazing and finding stories with less!)

I would also very happily take any stories where Dean sings to Sam whether it be when they are little or when they're grown. Doesn't have to be Hey Jude that he sings. Could be anything he sings to Little Sam when he's scared during thunderstorms or when John's been gone for a while. Maybe he sings that song or something else to Sam as an adult when Sam is going through his grief about Jessica and can't sleep or when he's recovering from the trials.

Wincest and Gen is fine. Please no WIPs and, as always, self recs are welcomed.

Thank you in advance!
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22 June 2016 @ 12:15 pm
Hey! Its my first time posting any kind of request and i hope i do it right!

Im looking for a fic that is old. I only remeber bit and pieces of it, hopefully its enough.

1)Sam and dean are young, and Dean used to talk dirty to Sam in the backseat while John was driving. Sam wanted them to have sex but Dean wanted to wait until Sam was an certin age, i think.

2)Jhon captures somekind of creatures kid and tortures him for information. And they catpture Sam and use the same torture for Sam. They send John and Dean a video of Sam being tortures where Sam in morse code tells them where he is held.

3)This other hunter also gives Sam and Dean a knife thats special and says they have a bond, or something like that.

4) And in the end they defeat Azazel by some using the same knife and John finds out about their relationship aswell, and does not really aprove, but bobby does.

Thats all i remember and i hope its enough. I will be forever gratefull if somebody is able to find this fic!!!

20 June 2016 @ 11:02 pm
OK, so I saw this picture and title http://all-spn.livejournal.com/6646698.html and now I would really like to read stories where Sam acknowledges Dean as his father figure. Perhaps WeeChesters where Sam makes Dean a Father's Day card or gives him a coffee mug with #1 Dad on it. Or could be TeenChesters where Sam has to have a parent show up for something and Dean is the one that shows up and Sam says that Dean is the one that raised him. Would like stories where Sam doesn't just realize the sacrifices that Dean has made for him over the years but that he actually acknowledges it to Dean and to others. That he considers Dean to be more of a father figure than John ever was. Can be AU where Dean literally does raise Sam and Sam accidentally calls Dean "dad" when he's sick or tells Dean he couldn't have had a better dad. Anything along these lines would be great. Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you in advance.
24 May 2016 @ 06:40 pm

I'm not sure what category this would be under but I'd love to read a story where Dean gets a look at what kind of person he'd be without Sam in his life. Without the responsibility, source of hero-worship/love, source of frustration and brother/son/friend that shaped him growing up.

This can be either genie-style look at another life, a wish-type story or even an AU with or without hunting. Does this sound like anything that exists? If you don't know of one already, what sort of category do you think I'd find it in?

Thank you!

08 May 2016 @ 06:55 pm
Hello Guys! I hope you can help me out with this story, but I have little hope. It was a work in progress the time I started reading it. I don't know if the author finished it or they abandoned it. This story starts out with John leaving the boys in a motel room while he goes on a hunt. I think Dean is around 8 years old and Sam around 4. Of course, they gave out of money while John was gone. I think Samuel got sick (with a fever) and Dean had to resort to some unsavory stuff, like giving an older man some extra loving for extra money. I think, he tried to kidnap Dean, but Dean got away from him. Dean then had to sneak around so the older guy wouldn't see him or CPS. I remember Dean climbing out the bathroom window with a very sick Sam....somehow they got to a diner and a good hearted waitress gave them so hot chocolate. That's all I can remember of the story. Sorry, but I can't remember anymore about the story.

thanks for reading and your help

13 April 2016 @ 04:18 pm
Hey guys!

I'm looking for fics with a bamf!Sam - everyone and their dog can tell that Dean is a badass with a heart of gold, but this chubby twelve-year-old with the dimples? No way he's a bamf, right? ...nope! I want those fics where he's a good kid who kicks ass.

I'm okay with gen, AUs, wincest.

I'd prefer young Sam, but I'm okay with bamf!Sam of any age, really.
And if it features a brotherly bond, all the better!

Any and all recs very much appreciated! :)
I remember this story where John is abusive. Dean really does not like sam, thats what sam thinks about . But one day dean runs awzy but still came to check on sam who was locked in by john. Dean saves him and hugs sam for the first time. Any idea? Its a gen fic.

1. I’m looking for some wee!chester/teen!chester fics. I know there are tons of fics with Sam & Dean as children or teenagers, but I specifically looking for some with John and Bobby involved. Nothing where John is the bad one, abusive or something like that, I like John as the good one, caring about his sons, but maybe disagreeing with Bobby? I only found storys with only John and the boys or Bobby taking care of them, but never one where both are involved.

2. I re-watched season 10 and now I just have to ask if there are fics to 10x14 ('The Executioner's Song') where Sam is taking care of Dean? Mostly I’m reading hurt!Sam fics, but I would like if you can give me some good hurt/Dean fics, specially referring to this episode.

3. Ok. like I said, I’m a hurt!Sam-Girl, so I’m always searching for extremely hurt!Sam fics. I haven’t seen any episodes of season 11 now, so I would prefer fics for S09 or S10.
And I was just wondering if there are any fics dealing with Dean drinking habits? Maybe he was hurting Sam accidentally and after realizing endlessly sorry about his handlings?
But I’m good with any well written hurt!Sam fics for S09 or S10 (more S10).
I prefer gen, but I’m ok with Wincest as long it fits into the story.

Many thanks in advance for your help!

And sorry for crappy  english, I’m sick and my brain is no longer functional.
25 January 2016 @ 11:40 pm
I read a very good little wee!chester fic a few years back (before 2013 possibly?), I believe it was from fanfic.net but I can't remember the title or author. I only remeber a few details but I hope someone can help me find it, I would love to read it again. It wasn't terribly long and I believe it was complete. It was a short timeline or Dean remembering part of his childhood and everything he did and sacrificed for Sam. There was a part I remember clearly that Dean taught Sam how to shoot with his gun which he learned on and was given to him by John. I think it was kept in an old metal lock box. Dean was proud that Sam was good with it.

I know that it's all very vegue but I hope someone knows this fic and can point it out to me. Thanks so much.
06 January 2016 @ 11:24 am
In search of more Bobby adopts Cas fics....
frankly any or all Bobby adopts Cas fics or suggestions would be welcomed.

also another fic I am searching for is Karen and Bobby find a baby castiel, that's all i remember. any help in locating this fic would be awesome.

thank you.

mizukiruhoh at hotmail.com

tags: affliction: hurt!castiel, affliction: fallen!castiel, character: bobby, character: castiel, character: karen, character: jimmy, genre: wee!chesters, genre:fledgling!castiel, pairing: Bobby/Karen.
02 December 2015 @ 05:26 pm
Hello, everyone!
I'm looking for a few different fics (specific and general), I hope you could help me.

1. Is there any fic where Dean found the Men of Letter bunker in pre-series? I mean like he accidentally got the key and the map for the bunker (maybe he got them because he helped that grandpa-who-have-the-key from a demon or he won them in poker).

2. Fic where Wee-Sam possessive over or didn't want to share Dean's affection with anyone else.

3. Dean met Castiel in pre-series. Triple plus if he met him in the time after Sam and John left him.

4. Specific Fic : Dean got a very overprotective dog, but unknown by him the dog is actually a skinwalker. I remember the skinwalker is a male and in love with Dean.

5. Any fics where Dean is an omega who become the leader of his pack.

I don't care if the fics Gen or Slash, but if they're NC-17 slash I only accept Bottom!Dean.
Thank you in advance!
29 November 2015 @ 07:44 pm
First time posting so I hopefully do this right!

I read this fic ages ago, I know it was on AO3 but I can't find it in my history which is a little strange. It had multiple chapters based on Sam's life after he was blinded on a hunt (either by a witch or a werewolf), it had time stamps from when he was younger in school and when he is older hunting with Dean, sure it's set between pre-series, season one and two and it's not Wincest though it contains cute brotherly moments!

In one chapter Dean had been hustling pool and the guys accused him of cheating and he ran out of the bar with Sam but they are cornered outside the bar, cue BAMF!Sam though he is blind he can kick some serious ass! There is another chapter where Dean his kidnapped by Gordon and Sam saves him and there is another one where the boys end up switch like Dean is blind and not Sam and it gives Dean an insight on what Sam goes through on a daily basics.

Hope that's enough info and I hope you magical people find it!
26 November 2015 @ 11:17 pm
So, another one, in a similar vein to my previous post where there is hurt!sam and protective!dean and that this was ages ago at FF.net.

In this fic, they are younger, and Sam is left in the care of Mary's (I think) brother or sister and his or her family whilst John and Dean go on a hunt. But this family has something darker going on and they want Sam, I think for his powers? blood? -- I'm not quite sure what but they want him for something. Or maybe it was because he was chosen by the demon instead of one of his cousins. Dean and John then realise something's wrong and go back to save Sammy. I don't remember specific details except that Sam tries to escape his hunters and it's a really great story.

I dug around in all the requests for SG-1 crossovers, since I wad hoping someone else had asked about this, but no dice. It was set pre-series for both shows. John Winchester came to Colorado Springs hunting changelings, and after he killed them he tried to return all the children to their homes, using missing persons reports I think, but couldn't find one boys home or family. So he ends up keeping him. It turns out that the boy is Charlie O'Neill. I can't recall anything past that. I don't think it was very long, and it might have been WIP?

Also, can anyone rec me any well written 'John adopts a crossover character' fics? Especially any that go past the first three seasons? (I'm reasonably sure I've read all thr BtVS Xovers, though!)

Good example of what I'm looking for: The Book of Darcy by lforevermore (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4599903)

Any thing but wincest is fine!

Please no AUs where the supernatural doesn't exist.

Thank you!!!
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01 November 2015 @ 07:13 pm
I was inspired by this gifset I saw today, where Sam gets fries for Dean, and Dean looks so delightfully surprised by it, and decided I wanted more.

I've read the opposite. Like fics where Deans is the one to do the 'wooing', buying Sam his fancy coffees, and taking him to nice places, and I'd like to see it the other way around because I think Dean is such an easy person to please. One little nice gesture from Sam and he'd go all sappy.

Bonus points if it includes teenchesters (though its not necessary) and poor little Sam naively thinking, that he's already at an disadvantage (with him not being a girl and all) so he must try extra hard.

I'm sorry if this sounds to specific, I just want Sam trying to get Dean's attention+affection by doing nice things for him.

Thank you all :)
25 October 2015 @ 04:40 pm
There are a surfit of fics that feature Dean taking abuse (sexual and/or physical) to spare Sam, and a far lesser number that feature Sam doing something similar, but I can't seem to find many that have both of them in a bad situation.

So, anyone know of any fanfics where both Sam and Dean are being abused? Don't care by whom, but happy endings are preferred. Its also cool if the abuse is all in the past. Maybe they each thought they were the only one being hurt and it comes out years later that they both were?

Also, I'm interested in any fics that might feature Sam or Dean in an abusive relationship in the Stanford era. And maybe finally calling their sibling for help when it finally goes too far, or Sam or Dean being contacted by the hospital when their siblings abuser nearly kills them? Does that exist?

And I'm REALLY interested in all of the above featuring end game Destiel and/or Sabriel. Or gen. (Mpreg and a/b/o stuff doesn't bother me either, but I'm not really into worlds where omegas are seen as lesser beings.)

Please NO wincest, non supernatural AUs, or RPF. (I realize that probably cuts my options down but its just not my thing.)

Thank you!!!

Note: I really had to fight with my tablet to hit the right tags, sorry in advance if I missed one or hit a wrong one.
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18 October 2015 @ 01:00 am
Hey I have enjoyed Supernatural fan fiction for years but I am now asking for help with recs on a specific type of story. I love stories that revolve around how Bobby met the boys, Dean and Sam, I have read many but now I am looking for ones from Bobby's POV. So I am asking for all u=you recs and favorietes about How/When/Where/Why/Whatever Bobby meeting Dean and Sam for the First time (and keeps meeting them or taking care of them or whatever) from Bobby's POV only. Don't care about gene, length, rateing, relationships, if it's canon or au, I just want Booby meeting the boys or just even one of them for the first time in his pov. Thanks for all the help you people are awesome.

p.s. not sure what to do with tags so I hope I got them right.
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I've looked for this fic and I can't find it so maybe one of you guys can find it!  It's set preseries and Sam is a young teenager (i think) and is left with members of Mary's family while Dean and John are off hunting something.  Sam is in a bedroom reading a book when two of the younger family members harass Sam.  Later on, the three family members attack Sam because his blood can make them powerful.  I think the older family member even bites Sam to get the blood.  Dean and John come back and save Sam at the end of the fic.  I also think that there are sequels to this story where one of the younger family members comes back during the series for revenge against Sam.

It's a gen fic and I'm pretty sure it's on fanfiction.net.
 (EDIT: Fic series was deleted but it's been found.  Thanks for the help!)
Hi! I'm looking for a a couple of specific fics. One is a pwp that I read a while back, in which Dean gets a little bit frustrated by Castiel's reticence during sex and decides to lead by example. Dean and Cas are already in an established relationship, if I recall correctly. Dean tries to explain why he would like it if Cas let himself be more noisy in bed, and Cas doesn't really get it. So Dean decides to dispense with explanations and simply be as noisy as possible, getting Cas to do the same in reaction to him. It's pretty sexy and sweet!

Number two is set in high school, but not an AU. Dean ends up in a Home Economics class somehow, I'm pretty sure he didn't sign up for it purposefully. He starts out bored and spends all class ignoring the teacher and checking out the cute girls, but gets frustrated with them when they bitch about what Dean considers a simple sewing project (he's used to altering Sam's clothes already). They're pretty much classic mean girls. So instead of hooking up with one of them, Dean makes friends with the one not-so-pretty girl in the class who actually knows what she's doing when it comes to cooking and sewing, just like Dean, and they do a project together and totally show up everyone else in the class. Dean even learns some new things and applies them to Sammy's benefit at home.

Any help would be appreciated!
10 September 2015 @ 02:20 pm
Hi I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam is getting beat up at school and Dean is in the hospital.

Sam tries to hide the bruises from Dean but his brother finds them and when he gets out of hospital he seeks out the kids who hurt his little brother.

Anyone know the name of the fic?

Thanks, Sarah
30 August 2015 @ 08:47 pm
Looking for two fics.
the first one is where sam made a deal and made it to where he was never born into the winchester. He retained all memories of what happened dean wasn't suppose to but did. Also dean had a sister that flirted with sam mary lived and it took place in lawrence.
The other one is a wincest weecest one one i pretty much just remember the in the ending where sam and dean both go to sandford sam in school and dean working at a bike shop.I also remember that dean took sam to a hotel for his prom night.
30 August 2015 @ 10:09 am
I have two general requests which are fairly similar to each other.

First, I would like pre-series fics where Dean is hurt by someone (someone preferable to something) and John hunts down the someone and causes them great pain and suffering. I prefer the story be from Dean's pov as opposed to John's, but I'll take whatever you have.

Second, along those same lines but instead of John "avenging" Dean, it's Sam. This one doesn't have to be pre-series.

I'll also take fics where no avenging happens but Sam takes care of Dean after the someone hurts him.

The angstier the better :)

Thanks so much, guys!
27 August 2015 @ 01:16 am
Does anyone know of any fics in which Dean is evil pre-series. Like growing up/weechesters era more so than Stanford era. And like, actually evil in that he was somehow corrupted by YED or other demons. I'm sorry if I'm explaining this really poorly, but I read one fic where Dean was possessed by a demon the night of the fire, but the demon Was the Dean that we know and love from the show and he manipulated Sam his entire childhood for YED. Something like that. It doesn't necessarily have to be demon!dean, but just anything where he is being influenced by something evil or is manipulating John and Sam without them knowing. Or even something evil kidnapping Dean (or preferably both boys) and raising them to be evil.

And similarly, any fic where Dean is something that John would want to hunt. Like creature!Dean without John knowing or creature!Dean where John knows but is doing all he can to ensure that Dean doesn't hurt people. I read one where Dean became a skinwalker as a toddler on a hunt and John had to accept that. So anything like that.

I don't care if they are gen or have pairings (just no destiel). And for time period, the earlier in the brothers' childhood, the better. (if it takes place with them older, but has a lot of flashbacks/references to weechesters, that's fine too) Thank you! And sorry for any mistakes, I'm on mobile.
I just finished reading Sure Got a Dirty Mouth by JustineDelarge and I can't seem to get it out of my head.

I want more.  What should I read next?  The longer, the better.  Must be Wincest with a happy ending, and I would prefer pre-series, if possible.

Thank you for your recommendations!
Hi all looking for one specific fic that I know I read a while ago but can't find it, I've written what I can remember down below.

1 - Sam and John are fighting so much that they forget about Dean, I think they might have left him after a hunt and drove off, I'm 99% it was pre series. Also any fics that are like this one with Dean being forgotten during one Sam and John's fights.

2 - Also any fics with Sam and Dean having a massive fight, extra points if there is lots of Hurt Dean and it takes a long time for them to make up.

3 - Any decent Dean attempted suicide fics, I have been through pretty much all the tags and wondering if anyone has anymore.

4 - Any good crossover fics with any of these fandoms - The walking Dead, Buffy, Vampire Diaries, Originals, NCIS, Dark Angel, CSI

Also I haven't been apart of the Supernatural fandom for about two years lived in an area with really slow internet and couldn't afford the TV Lisence (I'm from the UK). So any older fics I probably haven't read and I'm still catching up with the last couple of seasons of Supernatural but spoilers don't bother me in the slightest will still read the fics.

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30 July 2015 @ 02:30 am
Hello there! I'm looking for two fics, one is a one-shot I believe and the other a multi-chapter(with a sequel I think). I've googled, looked on here, and nothing looks like what I'm looking for. I thought it may have been one of Sammygirl's fics...but nothing looked right in their summaries, if it is, I'm so going to head-desk myself haha!

1. Teen Sam is in need of clothing, specifically a jacket since its winter. But John doesn't really pay attention(and is his normal hard-ass self until around the end). He keeps trying to ask, but it never comes out right. I remember he shoveled snow for the neighbors and may have been trying to get a job(which John yelled at him for). I think he also cleaned a tub? that was infested with something. Anyway, in the end, he's hospitalized, Dean is pissed and protective, and when John goes home, he finds all of Sams clothes, which are old and worn, with holes. John is upset with what he has done. I believe Bobby is there also.

Edit: #1 FOUND: Slipping Through the Cracks. Was actually a one-shot. Thank you anon!

2. Sam just got his acceptance to Stanford, and John and Dean aren't pleased. The main thing I remember, is Sam being flung from a window and being impaled on a tractor. And in the end, they agree with him going to college.

Thank you for your help! :D
(I hope i did the tags right)
29 July 2015 @ 04:09 pm
Most of the wee!Chester fic requests here are for specific stories. So, a general request: What are y'all's favorite wee!Chester fics? The longer, the better. (Although some of the most poignant I've read in this genre are short.) I love seeing Wincest on the horizon - but for this request, only up to the point where they might be thinking about it/yearning over it - e.g., no first times. And of course, no Wincest overtones at all is fine (and probably much more realistic).

I'd especially like to see your favorite stories that include Bobby and/or Pastor Jim Murphy. No angels, please. No Castiel.

Thanks to this most excellent community for enabling and enhancing my addiction to SPN fanfic.
23 July 2015 @ 12:04 am
Can anyone rec me any weecest fics?
No younger dean/older sam fics though
Lost fic:
Mpreg Dean
dean was pregnant with Sam's baby and dean was in hiding because sam was already evil. Sam finds him in the end. Sam put a hand on dean's tummy and said something like "we're a family now you me and the baby" He also killed somebody. I can't remember the fic.
And can anyone recommend me anything similar to this it can be j2 as well
I'm looking for two wee!Chester stories.

#1: This was from the early days. Maybe written during season 1 or 2. I think this is from the POV of Dean's teacher. It was cute and funny. What I remember is that Dean is going around teaching his little classmates how to protect themselves. I remember the teacher saying "No, (name). There are no such things as chupacabras." I think John was called in and he acted like a concerned dad, but the teacher caught his proud little smile and wonder about it.

#2 is a series of one-shots. What I remember most is Sammy had a stuffed rabbit named Bun. UPDATE: Found (see comments).

Thank you for any help.
I remember YEARS ago reading a search for Wee!Chesters who´d been "abandoned" by John in the woods with hardly any supplies and practically no prior notice. Just, all of a sudden, "'Bye kids, you'd better make it back home by this certain time."

I dont know if this was a story or if someone was describing what they'd like to see in a story.

I would really love to read this, or any variation of this, if it exists.

I would also love any recommendations for similar types of stories where John's training tactics go beyond what the rest of us might feel is safe or rational.

If John is abusive, that's fine.

I'm thinking of really cruel scenarios too, like burying them alive or tying them up and leaving and saying he wont return so they need to escape on their own.

No wincest, please.

Thanks so much!
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Please, help me! I read this years ago and now I can't find this fic.

John, Dean and Sam were on a hunt. I think Sammy got a concussion and Dean got a wound about he didn't tell because he was worried about Sammy and feeling guilty. At the hotel John told Dean to monitor Sam's breathing and left, but when John came back he found Dean asleep. So John woke Dean up, yelled something like "Sammy could stop breathing and you were sleeping!!" Dean was sent to bed and he knew that he actually needed to say something about his wound because the creature they had been hunting was kind of poisonous, but he was feeling guilty and sad so he didn't tell anything. In the morning John woke up to Sammy demanding breakfast. John's first thought: why the hell is Dean not up to take care about his brother?! He called for Dean, Sammy said that he couldn't wake Dean up. That made John worried, he came to Dean's bed and understood that something was really wrong. Then he found the wound, understood that Dean was dying and then he needed to find that creature again because they needed his blood (maybe?) for the antidote to Dean. I think that antidote information came from Bobby... but I'm not sure...
Hi! I'm looking for a specific fic I read quite a while ago, it was outsider POV of an older woman who was awake late on Christmas Eve and finds a boy (Dean) climbing in her window to steal presents for his little brother (Sammy). There is a follow-up section where she meets Dean again as an adult.

My general search is related in that I'm looking for stories of the boys meeting with kindness from strangers. Of course the classic is reading's Strangers and Angels and I love long fics but I'll take just about anything - long, short, wee!chesters, future fic, AU, any pairing except parent/child, etc. I'm not picky. :)

Looking for 2 Gen Fics: Wee!chesters+ fledgling Cas+John+Gabriel & autistic Castiel

Its been a while since I last read these two fics. They may have been deleted and if so I am hoping someone was smarter than I was and managed to save a copy of them.

The first one: Wee!chesters + fledgling Castiel + John + Gabriel
found: Plan B by: Kitkat0114 https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7892342/1/Plan-B

John kind of freaks out about the baby angel. I remember John tries to ditch Castiel a couple of times and Gabriel rescues Cas and drops him back off with John and the kids. Gabriel is getting pretty fed up with John. Also, the last time John tried to ditch Castiel it was in a restaurant and when John got back to the hotel Missouri called him up and gave him an earful about responsibility and I think she even threatens to come after John with her spoon if he does not stop his foolishness.

Second fic features autistic castiel. He’s non-verbal. Adult Guardian Dean takes Castiel to a shop for clothes and the lady offers to sew angel wings on Castiel’s trenchcoat.
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Hi all,  I'm looking for any fics involving the Men of Letters infirmary. I would especially love it if Sam has to have treatment there. Wincest preferred, but gen will also do.

Secondly, I'm looking for a specific fic about one of the boys (not sure if it's J2 or Wincest) having a second womb or it's possibly an inner opening which needs to be penetrated to become pregnant. May be an A/BO fic, but I'm not 100% sure.

Lastly, I would love recs to (long) fics in which John is a loving, protective father.


Mods: Apologies for stupidly fogetting the tags first time.
I'm finding 2 kinds of stories.
1) Any stories pre-series where Gabriel meets the boy(s).

2) Stories that Gabriel raises Sam himself.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10678075/1/Tuesday-s-Child but more Gabriel.

I'm looking for a specific story, but I also love the whole genre of depressed teenage Sam... so fic recs are welcome in addition to finding the specific story.

I don't remember much about the story, but I remember how it emotionally impacted me. So I'm trying to find it again.

Here is what I can recall:

-Winchesters get to a town where they are going to stay for a while. I think, right away, Sam doesn't like it.
-Sam has a sketchbook. He likes to draw.
-At one point, Sam tears up a picture he drew of Dean and himself. This part is important and I think it's when he reaches rock bottom.
-I'm pretty sure Sam self harms in this story (not certain, but pretty sure).
-It's a slow decline, for Sam, into this pit of depression and low self worth.
28 April 2015 @ 11:43 pm
Hello wonderful people. I am looking for a Weechester story that I read some time ago and have not been able to find. The aspects of the story that I remember is that the boys are young and staying in a motel room and John is away (as per most stories) and someone goes to the hotel to check up on the boys per John's request but the guy turns out to be a creeper and is interested in Dean (who's I think around 9 yrs old). Dean hurts the guy, grabs Sam and runs away. The boys end up going to a cemetery to look for their dad and they end up meeting Bobby for the first time. That's all I remember.

I appreciate your help in locating this particular story but I would also love any recommendations on other stories where the boys meet Bobby for the first time.

Thank you in advance for your help.
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16 April 2015 @ 12:45 pm
Okay so I've been searching for this fic for a few months now and I can not find it anywhere I'm positive it's real and I didn't just imagine it. Anyway what I remember is it was when the boys where teenagers and the scene that I can remember is Sam standing on the bed really sad because he is in love with Dean and thinks Dean will never return his feelings and is cutting himself and Dean finds out. The next part is what really stands out to me it's where Dean takes Sam into the bathroom and makes Sam look at himself in the mirror while Dean talks about how good Sam looks or something I'm almost positive that while in front of the mirror Dean rims Sam. Anyway any help would be extremely helpful thanks!!
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10 April 2015 @ 12:05 pm
I don't know the exact details of them but this is what I can remember.

1) I think its a sequel to another fic where Sam was kidnapped but that might have just been at the beginning of the book. Sam is struggling to cope after it happens and ends up in a pyschiatric ward. He then tries to kill himself and one of the doctors stayed with him all night after it happened to try and calm him down and then Dean goes and visits him and they end up falling asleep on the couch before someone slams the door waking them up. I think Sam asks why Dean wants to take him home.

2) It's either wee!chester or teen!chester and Dean gets hurt on a hunt and John refuses to let Sam come to the hospital to see him. I think Bobby and maybe Pastor Jim or Caleb are in this story. They try and talk some sense into John but John isn't having any of it. John says something really harsh to Sam when he calls him and then I think Bobby shouts at John. Sam is upset by what's happening and I think he ends up in the hospital too.

Sorry for the terrible descriptions.

Thanks xxx
Hello - I'm hoping you fine folks have suggestions of stories that feature protective Bobby where he looks out for young Dean. Pre-series or even early series where Bobby steps in for Dean's safety. Where he goes against John in order to protect Dean. Would love it if it featured moments of Bobby playing with Dean or cooking Dean's favorite meals or anything where it is a show of care for Dean and Dean's opinions. Stories where Bobby respects Dean's desire to take care of Sam but let's Dean know that Bobby is happy to take care of him. Mutual respect and love (in a father/son way) would be awesome. Dean can be hurt/injured or sick or just the Winchesters stopping by for a rest between hunts and Bobby sees Dean always catering to Sam so he decides to cater to Dean. You get the idea. :)

Thank you in advance for all recommendations. Self recs are welcomed but please, no WIPs. Thank you again!
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