Hi, Folks. First time posting here! (And only about six months new to the fandom)

A few months ago, I read a story (I think in three parts or maybe chapters) which I'm pretty sure was on AO3. In it, Dean somehow got turned into a woman, and in an attempt to find a fix, Sam accidentally got cursed by an object to have to have sex until he got someone pregnant. Needless to say, impregnation ensued, but as Dean had become a woman at the time, I don't think it counted as mpreg, but maybe it does because Dean started off as a male? so I'm tagging it anyway.

I seriously can't remember the ending, and it's driving me nuts.

And honestly, I wouldn't mind similar-dic recommendationns that aren't mpreg. Nothing wrong with mpeg, but those are usually reliably tagged and not hard to find -- any stories where the boys end up with a kid via any system that's not mpreg would be awesome. (Is there a tag for that?? I couldn't find one.)


Fic can be found here:
The "Our Version Of" series by morrezela

With all four parts listed.
19 June 2017 @ 10:44 pm
Hey guys - this is a general search for two different kinds of fics.

First, are there any fics where J2 (or Sam/Dean) have a kid who feels like they have to 'come out' to them as straight? If J2, would prefer AU.

Also, any good female!J2 or female!Wincest fics you can recommend? I don't care how they ended up female, whether through magic, science, or they were born that way.

Thanks everyone! You guys always come through!
17 June 2017 @ 07:25 pm
I really thought I had a copy of this fic saved.

I'm looking for a fic. It is a Wincest AU. Sam is a girl, and has always been a girl. Its amn Old West story. I'm not sure if they are hunters or not. There is sexual tension between Sam and Dean and they ride around on horses, Dean's is called Castiel and Sam has a horse called Ruby. It was fairly lengthy.

I realize this isnt much to go on but maybe someone here can help.

Hi all,

Going through my bookmarks and I came across Keys For Open Doors by Fossarian, which I remember really liking. It involved male!Dean and female!Castiel and the summary was: "After a tiring day, all Dean wants to do is lie down in his own bed and sleep for a week. The only problem is someone else is already in it, and she has a few problems of her own." It was rated NC-17/Explicit if I'm remembering correctly.

It's been deleted from ao3 and I can't seem to pull it up on the wayback machine, any chance anyone has a copy kicking around?

Thank you!
02 January 2017 @ 08:17 pm
Hello I am looking for a copy of the fic called Jingle, I don't know who wrote it. I found a link but it was dead and I haven't been able to find another one. Here is the summary:
Jared knows his 14 year old neighbor Jenny is staying all by herself in their house. Her parents left for the Christmas holidays. That particularly early morning, he knocks on the door to "check up on her" and Jenny opens it, all gorgeous and rumpled in just her overlarge shirt barely covering her legs and ass. The cold is making her nipples erect.

Please let me know if you know the story.
24 November 2016 @ 09:54 pm
Hi all! I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam and Dean are both turned into girls. I don't remember if it was Gen or Wincest. It was angsty, like Dean was kind of okay with test-driving his female body but Sam was pretty freaked out. And maybe it took place in Minneapolis? And, that's about all I can remember, so any help would be appreciated.
I'd appreciate any res you folks can give:3
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I am looking for a fic where someone turns Dean into a girl temporarily and he ends up pregnant. Gabriel extends Bobby's house to make room for nursery. Castiel and Gabriel are frequently away fighting Raphael. Claire arrives at Bobby's house when Dean goes into labor.
Please help find this fic!

FOUND in comments.
17 March 2016 @ 06:24 pm
Hello, lovely people!

If you could please help with the following:

1. I read a fic a while ago where Jared was some sort of leader in a community (a chief, I think?) and everyone there could have sex with any of the kids there whenever they wanted. I remember a scene where Jared was sitting on a rock by a stream and Jo was there, underage and wanted to seduce Jared (I think) and Jared was attracted to little Jensen. Jensen's parents I think were outcast and didn't like that everyone was open for the taking and liked to live monogomously.

2. Any fic with any pairing (No Cas/Misha as the focus please) (Prefer J2 or Sam/Dean) where people can just have sex whenever they want with whoever they want, in public or private, doesn't matter. Seeing someone having sex is as normal as seeing someone take their dog out for a walk - no one thinks twice of it unless they want to join. Would love if there was het involved, genderswitch or always a girl, doesn't matter.

08 February 2016 @ 11:22 pm
I read this fic a while back and I loved it but I forgot to bookmark it. I remember that Sam was super protective/possesive over Dean, it's a Wincest story, I think it was a spell that made Dean a girl, Castiel appears in it, Ruby turns out to be Meg, Dean gets bitten by a snake or something and I think it was on AO3?
Also there might have been the real FBI in it at some point and nuns but I'm not sure on those two???
Now found- link in the comments
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28 October 2015 @ 12:32 am

I read this story a couple years ago, and it may have been a couple years old, at the time.

Dean waa cursed and turned female. He was told the curse wouldn't be broken until he suffered great hurt or lost something he truly loved...something to that end.

Woman Dean is hunting with Sam (and evtually other stuff) for about a year, and unbeknownst to Sam, becomes pregnant. Cue great loss, and he becomes male, again. Lots of angsty hurty stuff ensues.

I seem to remember it being longer, and their were definitely a few timestamps, including one about adopting children who's parents were killed by demons, and another about getting glasses.

Help me Obi Wan!
27 August 2015 @ 10:55 pm
Hey Guys,

A couple of a days ago there was a post looking for a specific Jessica!Gabriel fic and while I am completely interested in reading that fic, it just got me thinking about Sam/fem!Gabriel fics in general. I am looking for recs for the pairing that either have Gabriel in female form with Sam as the main theme or as a significant part of the plot. I'm not looking for always-a-girl!Gabriel or completely AU (somewhat AU like meeting in a different way is okay) stories either. The fics can have Sam knowing about Gabriel being in female form or not. Long fics or short fics doesn't matter, neither does the rating. I know I have read at least a couple of them and would really like to read some more.

Thanks in advance!

*I found "Watching Over You" by [livejournal.com profile] auntie_climatic in my initial search, so no need to rec that one. :)
I'm hunting for three fics which are very old so my hopes aren't high but...

The first one is Jensen has gender issues and wants to change sex and become a woman. At first Jared is supportive but then he is confused and leaves for a while. Jensen has surgery and becomes 'Jenny'. Jared comes back and declares his love.

The second is Sera Gamble catches Jared/Jensen having sex against their trailer. She gets the idea for the sex in Heart from that scene.

The third is a really old one - Sam goes with Dean to Jericho but there is sex and Sam comes so hard he has come on his chin! Any help??

I've recently fallen in love with historical aus like compo67's The Shortest Distance and tabaqui's South China Sea. If anyone has favorite historical fics to share, or knows of rec lists I could peruse, I'd be more than grateful.

Also, there've been a couple genderswap requests lately, but with specific caveats I don't share. Are there any more faves lurking out there? Or bodyswap, for that matter? I've never paid much attention to these before, but for whatever reason I'm finding them very fun now.

Gen, J2, Sam/Dean, or any Sam- or Jared-centric pairing are welcome, and I've got no real triggers or squicks except mpreg.

Thank you all!
09 May 2015 @ 12:08 pm
I finished reading Beggars Would Ride and would like to read more fics where the boys (either or both) are girls, and have always been girls. [livejournal.com profile] winsisterfic hasn't been updated in 2 years and I can't make heads or tails out of fic-finding on AO3 so can you kind people help me out?

Gen or Wincest only, and Sam and Dean are written in character.

1) I remember reading a fic a long time ago where a witch turned Sam into a girl and he decides to try and get Dean to fall in love with him (he's already been in love with Dean I think but it was necessary to break the curse anyway). Dean thinks Sam is missing. At some point girl!Sam and Dean bring lunch back to Dean's hotel room and Sam is trying to work out how to look sexy unwrapping a fork or spoon or something, Dean realizes what he's trying to do and cracks up. In the end it turns out Dean had worked out that it was Sam but played along because it was what Sam needed to break the curse. But it's all a wincest happy ending after all.

2) Suffered from the dreaded hard drive failure about a year ago. All my wincest faves are gone. So I'd like to ask for everyone's old favorites. Set before Dean went to Hell and the whole angel arc started because once Castiel shows up my brain switches to Destiel mode. I've narrowed down my squicks in the list below and I'm a fussy bitch so please take them into account.

*Wincest or really good Gen fics.
*If Gen, no pre-series
*AU - crossovers/fusions/canon universe/fairytale all okay. But the standard Mechanic!Dean Lawyer!Sam type = no thanks
*No not-brothers fic
*All kinks OK
*No established relationship
*No always-a-girl

PM me if you prefer to email.

Thanks a million to anyone who replies!
09 April 2015 @ 09:37 pm
Hey all!  I have two unrelated things that I am looking for.

1. Are there any gen stories of Sam being either born a girl or turned into one that is gen or mild het, where Dean is protective of Sam?  Maybe something where Sam realizes that he/she is vulnerable and it kinda freaks him/her out, and Dean is angrily protective and all that?

2. Any stories that emphasize just how large Sam is - using his strength and size to save Dean, intimidate others, that kinda thing?  Sam is just so TALL and broad and it's awesome.  :)

I prefer gen please!  Thank you all so much!!!
30 March 2015 @ 01:46 pm
I read this story about three or four years ago I think. I wasn't reading wincest at the time so I didn't save it and now I wish I had. Here's what I remember:

1. It was a canon story set before season four (I think).

2. Sam was (cursed?) and became a girl. Sam and Dean were not in a relationship before that but got together over the course of the story.

3. In the beginning Sam came out of the bathroom as a girl and his/her jeans no longer fit over her hips. Dean was freaked but Sam said he/she had always been a girl and Dean's "sister" and Dean started to wonder if there was something wrong with HIM. Sam was only messing with Dean, he really had been turned into a girl.

4. Dean would hold Sam while she cried (I think at one point they were spooning with Dean on as the big spoon.)

4. In the end Sam admitted that he had always had feelings for Dean. Dean didn't tell Sam but it was revealed that Dean only started to fall in love with Sam after he became a girl.

I really hope someone can help me find this.
22 March 2015 @ 08:10 am
I'm looking for a specific Dean/Girl!Sam fic.

Here's what I remember:

1. Girl!Sam's name is Jackie. Or something like that.

2. Dean meets her in a diner and has no idea she is Sam. I can't remember if Sam knows who he is at this point or not. But I do know as the story progresses, she becomes more and more Jackie and less and less Sam.

3. Dean takes her virginity and is surprised when she's still at the motel room in the morning.

4. In the end, Sam comes back to himself, and is surprised that Dean still wants him. It's bottom!Sam and I remembered he gets mad at Dean when he makes Sam come too soon because he's "not a girl anymore."

It's a lengthy fic, around 30K?

Any help is appreciated. It's been driving me nuts.
08 February 2015 @ 10:17 pm
cut for content )

Thanks in advance
self recs encouraged!

EDIT: I got such an amazing response, thank you all so much!
21 November 2014 @ 11:48 am
Hey there,
I am desperately searching for a fic to give to a friend of mine who is right now discovering fanfiction (and we want to have her covered, right?)

I don't know author or title but I remember the following:
Dean was turned female by a curse by Gabriel's daughter (which they find out later in the story, but she was bamf! =) ). The story describes in details how different Dean feels and how he deals with being female including clothes shopping with Sarah and ponytails and tears.
Sam was hurt and Sarah Blake came to help him with physical therapy while they stayed at Bobby's.
Castiel didn't mind Dean's change and told him that the vessel was of no importance. I think there was somethin in there with a mark Castiel left on Dean (not 'the mark' something new) as Dean was some kind of warrior. I think there was some mild Dean/Cas in it somehow (or not so mild, I don't really remember).
I just want to find this fic again because it is (in my oppinion) the best written genderswitch I have ever read and I want to share it with my friend.
So I really, really am crossing my fingers that somebody knows which story I mean.
Thanks a ton! <3

FOUND: It was the path we choose from tenoko1 (http://tenoko1.livejournal.com/163519.html) =D Go read it it's awesome!!!!
05 November 2014 @ 09:43 pm
Hey Everyone, I'm looking for your favorite non-wincest stories where Dean was born a female. My sister found one where Deanna was a guardian angel in charge of taking care of Sam, and it got me interested in this trope. I adore the Cas/Deanna pairing, but I'm willing to branch out to other pairings (again, please no wincest!). It doesn't have to have be romance in it either. I love gen stories as well. :)

Self recs are loved! <3

I just finished reading killabeez's lovely stories And The Devil Makes Three and Siren Song. SPOILERS FOLLOW!! The fact that Dean and Sam and the OFC end up together and the scene near the end where Sam and OFC have unprotected sex (Dean already has kids with her) made me itch for a fic where Dean and Sam have kids with the same woman. They can end up in relationship, ideally, or if not I'll even take whatever, surrogate or weird demon hoodoo, however it happens. Also, it doesn't have to be an OFC, can be Jess/whoever from the show.

If that doesn't exist, I'll also take more Dean/Sam/SomeGirl threesomes. Longer fics not required but also a plus. No mary sue type stuff, please.

.... I guess I'd also take creative interpretations vaguely related to my request e.g. where one of the boys is genderswapped and has kids with Dean and OMC; or they're both girls and have kids with the same guy? Idk....
16 May 2014 @ 11:05 pm
A specific story where Cass turns into a girl. Sam's super flirtatious with her/him. I think at one point Cass says something like "Sam, I have tits!" and Sam replies "Wanna show me?" And Cass is like sure but Dean's not feeling it. I'm pretty sure it's temporary and I can't remember but I think it's Wincestiel.
13 May 2014 @ 05:13 pm
Here's everything I can remember about the specific story I'm looking for.

Dean wakes up one morning as a woman, and learns it's a curse that can't be broken but will wear off in seven years. So since he's stuck, he chooses to adapt: he keeps his hair short, doesn't shave his legs, takes periods in stride, buys a vibrator, and has lesbian encounters at every opportunity. His biggest hurdle is accepting that he's smaller and physically weaker, and vulnerable in a way he's never been before.

Sam, for his part, has become really protective over Dean like he's never been before. Even Dean's attempts to experiment with men are all blocked because Sam always scares the guys off. Ruby's plans to seduce Sam are thwarted because not only is Sam totally focused on Dean's situation, but he's also struggling with a burgeoning sexual interest in Dean.

There's one scene where a near-rape occurs. Ruby possesses a man, and the man tries to attack and kill Dean. I think it ends with Sam killing Ruby.

Ultimately, Dean and Sam end up together, and the demons play their last card to break things up - they give Dean the answer to breaking the curse (something about a basilisk), hoping making him a man again will reestablish the status quo. It doesn't quite work, because regardless of Dean's gender, the two are in love now.

Any help finding this story would be greatly appreciated.

FOUND in the very first comment.  Man, you guys are good!  :D
05 April 2014 @ 04:50 pm
Hello! hello!
I was just hoping i could get some help finding some good Girl!cas/Dean stories. if its a good story, i'll read Cas/other, too. I'm looking for completed fics in the Canon!verse.


In the genderswap tag, I saw someone asking for a story where Sam and Dean were cursed (by a witch?) to think that they had always been girls, so they thought they had been genderswapped. It wasn't found, but it sounds interesting, so does anyone know it?

It also got me interested in always-a-girl!boys genderswapping, so any stories were Sam or Dean (preferably Sam) was born a girl and then gets genderswapped into a guy.

16 February 2014 @ 09:08 pm
Er... I don't know if it would technically be a crossover, but I was wondering if there are any Destiel fics based off of the show/manga Princess Jellyfish, specifically where Dean is the transvestite character?
28 January 2014 @ 01:42 am
Basically what the subject says. I've seen plenty of soulless!Sam fics however I have rarely seen any soulless!Fem!Sam fics and I was wondering if someone might be able to help me find some. Pairings don't really matter to me.

Thanks to everyone either way!
Hi all!

I'm looking for a fic called Hiding in Plain Sight by antiship. It has a girl!Sam/Dean pairing. The author's LJ has unfortunately been deleted. Does anyone know where a link to the fic can be found? Or has a copy of the fic they're willing to share?

Thank you!
01 December 2013 @ 09:48 pm
Hi Storyfinders,

A few years ago I read a story about Sam somehow getting turned into a girl by a curse. More details (possibly story spoilers) under the cut. I could be wrong on a few things but I'm sure you guys and gals will find it anyway! =)

Read more... )

21 November 2013 @ 12:38 am
So, I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam gets turned into a girl, and he has to go shopping and ends up with skinny jeans because they are the only ones that fit someone that tall. And someone tells him(?) he should be a model, and the whole thing just pisses him off. It wasn't very long (less then 10k), I think it's from deans POV, and I know it was on AO3. It may have been wincest, or it may have been gen I don't remember anymore. But was hilarious and I can't believe I didn't bookmark it *sigh*. Any help would be greatly appreciated!

Edit: Found! Link in comments.
14 November 2013 @ 07:46 am
Hey guys, I'm looking for a specific genderswap wincest story where Dean is turned into a girl, however I never read it and I only saw synopsis's about it because I wasn't into genderswap back then :/

From what I remember of the synopsis it said something along the lines of "dean is turned into a girl and finds herself in a romance novel where the hero of the story is his brother sam" or something like that??

10 October 2013 @ 07:38 am
Looking for a few different types of fics

1)Any fic with Daddy Winchester and Sam-Love the fics where sam messes up a hunt and John gets really mad at sam before realizing it wasn't really his fault in the first place. Also love sweet happy John and Sam fics.

2)Sam with a permanent injury-especially fond of blind sam, but not too picky.

3)Sam with leg injuries-I have a special place in my heart for leg injuries.

4) Girl!sam-either born that way, or spell or curse :)

Thank you!!
I'm looking for stories with Sam/Dean or J2!

I'm super into gender switch stories where preferably Dean is turned into a girl. But I'll read Sam as a girl too.

Any of these elements are fine:

Drunk boys
Boys pining for each other secretly
Fics with plot, not only porn! ( tho porny fics are great too)! I want too see an emotional side.

What I really want in this story is cunnilingus. I don't think I see a tag for that. For example..dean turns into girl and Sam goes down on her..Kwim?

Eventual full sex.

Do you know if there is any stories in this ballpark out there?
10 August 2013 @ 12:13 pm
Hi all! Does anyone know if there are any fics out there where Jessica Moore was Gabriel? I don't mean substituted, but actually WAS our favorite Trickster Angel in female form hanging out at Stanford where he/she then meets Sam Winchester.

Pretty please tell me that SOMEONE has done this.*begs*
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25 July 2013 @ 12:43 am
Hi! I'm looking for two specific Sam/Dean stories:

1) Dean is kind of turned into a girl — he gets a nice set of breasts and, well, other significant lady parts, but otherwise stays himself. And then he gets his period, and Sam thinks of what helped Jess deal with pain, which was — orgasms :D So he uses his magic fingers to help his brother cope.
(This one is quite short, but i liked it).

2) The second one is about them having this thing, when they get each other off occasionally and try their best to ignore that afterwards, never mention it, don't talk about it. And then it escalates, they get bolder or... hungrier for each other's touch? At one point i remember them going at it in the shower, Dean with his face pressed to the tiles and Sam draped all over him. Magic fingers again (okay, this sounds weird). Eventually, that leads to lots of sex, probably mutual confessions of love, everything is beautiful and nothing hurts. Please, anyone?
Are there any fics where always-a-girl!Dean gets pregnant pre series? I would like something where John disapproves and wants Dean to get an abortion, but Dean wants to keep the baby. I don't know if such a thing exists, but I'd love to read it if it does.

If there's only mpreg of this I'll read that, as long as it focuses on the John-Dean conflict.
01 July 2013 @ 09:52 pm
Hey, I'm looking for two J2 knotting fics.

1. Read more... )

2. Jared is an omega, which are really rare, which Jensen is an alpha. Jared moves into the building that Jensen lives in/owns. They both make assumptions about each other that turn out to be false (Jared assumes Jensen thinks he can be "fixed" with a good fucking). However, they end up becoming friends. I'm a little hazy about the middle it but they end up falling for each other, but don't do anything about it because Jared doesn't want to become a walking cliche and Jensen is worried that he'd jeapodise their friendship/prove Jared right re: his assumptions. But then Jared goes into heat and Jensen has to help him through it because it's never happened before to Jared and he has no idea what to do/what is happening to him. They have sex. The Jared goes to the hospital to find out what happened and gets told that it is likely that Jensen kickstarted his heat. I can't remember how it ends. I think it has two parts though.
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01 July 2013 @ 02:28 pm
Hi there!

I have a mega guilty pleasure for Dean being turned into a woman, and while there is a lot of Deanna Winchester in fic, all the drama of him having to adjust to being a female is my favorite part. SO. I'm looking for any fics involving Dean being turned into a woman (bonus points if by a witch and there's some details with the witchcraft) and while a woman bangs Castiel a lot. they can already have a previous relationship or it can be how they start it. bonus-bonus points for cunnilingus.

Thanks (:
09 June 2013 @ 11:42 pm
I can't remember the title or the author but I can definitely remember the plot of this one. It's where Jeff finds Jensen on his doorstep, except Jensen has turned into a girl, and Jensen explains that he touched a cursed object that Eric Kripke brought on set, and it changed him into a girl. Then Jeff takes him shopping for girl clothes and stuff and all that. It's all hot and steamy and funny at times and it's just overall a great fic. But I can't find it. I read this a long time ago, I think? I had it saved on my phone but I since I changed my phone I couldn't retrieve the page >< It's from a LiveJournal writer, I'm sure of that. Can anyone help me with this please? Thank you so much! ^^
06 June 2013 @ 09:22 pm
Hey! I looking for four kinds of fanfics
1) A fanfic where Sam, Dean and Cas they travel to another universe where everything is the same except all the genders are switched! Bonus if Fem!Dean and fem!Cas are dating, but i don't care if its wincest or any other ship!
2) Either Sam or Dean start reading slash supernatural's fanfic, i rather Destiel, but again, any ship goes.
3) A fake relationship where Dean has to pretend to be castiel (or sam) boyfriend
4) Dean is Gay/Bisexual and somehow John discovers and is homofobic (Bonus for Destiel!)
Thank you all!
05 June 2013 @ 03:20 pm
01. Any fics where Sam comes out as gay/bisexual to his brother and father? Any reaction is fine, and I'm all for wincest or Sam/omc etc.

02. Alpha/beta/omega fics with Sam or Jared as an omega - I'm always on the look out for these! Knotting and mpreg are a bonus!

03. Any fics where Jared/Jensen/Sam/Dean are bikers? There's not enough on these, and since I'm working on a biker!verse of my own I thought I'd see what you guys can turn up! Bottom!sam/jared only please.

04. Any slutty!Sam fics? Can be girl!sam, but I'd love to see a version of him where he loves getting fucked. Would be awesome if Dean found out about it and there was eventual wincest, but I'd take anything where bottom!sam is a little bit of a slut. Underage is fine. Bonus for him getting off on rough sex and being manhandled. Dubcon elements are fine. Will also be happy to receive slutty!Jared recs :)

05. Possessive Dean/Jensen. I seriously can't get enough of these, so please rec your favourites!

06. Hurt/sick Sam or Jared. Would particularly love something where Sam/Jared finds out that they have a serious illness and tries to hide it from Dean/Jensen. I think I've read most of these, but I'm desperate to turn up some new ones!

07. Sam with a medical assistance dog of some kind? Would also love ones where Jared has a dog for this reason, but Sam ones are hard to find and I'd really appreciate people tossing a few my way. Doesn't matter if it's for an emotional/psychological reason (such as ptsd) or physical.

08. Fics where Jared/Jensen or Sam/Dean meet in college?

09. Fics where Sam/Jared thinks he's worthless, or has low self esteem? Or has an eating disorder?

I think that's all for now, but I'll likely be back with a few more requests soon enough! Thanks in advance to anyone who helps!
03 June 2013 @ 09:41 pm
Looking for any Fem dom!Dean recs .Gender-bent!Dean or Born-a-girl!Dean doesn't matter
Wincest or Destial plz
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03 June 2013 @ 03:41 pm
A female Sam (Samantha) and Dean (Deanna? Dinah?) are roommates in college. They begin as friends and become more as the story progresses.
Alternate universe. Sam's POV.

Sorry I can't give more description for this one.
26 May 2013 @ 12:24 pm
I don't really know how to start this, so I'm just going to jump in. Fair warning, this list is long. Also, I'd just like non-Wincest fics.

1. crying!Dean fics. I don't care why he's crying, I just want him crying and Sam or John comforting him.
2. Dean or John is deaged and Same has to take care of them.
3. blind, deaf, hurt, or sick!Dean with Sam taking care of him. I don't care if how hard the injury is or how sick Dean is, if he's been blind or deaf since birth, if it's permanent or just part of a curse.
4. protective or smart!Sam. Just something where Dean or John realize that Sammy isn't little anymore.
5. girl!Sam. Because I'd bet she'd be awesome, I'd prefer Dean is still a boy, unless
6. doctor!Sam. At least have taken some classes, and how'd that would affect their hunts.
7. Crossovers with Criminal Minds (with a focus on Sam and Reid) or SuperWhoLock crossovers. Any kind. Though a focus on Sam, the Elventh Doctor, and Sherlock would be loved.
8. Sam as teenaged father please, or Sam with a daughter.
9. Sam realizing he's gay or bi, and John and Dean's reactions
10. Sam going back just mentally and impressing everyone with his knowledge, or physically and everyone wondering what the hell happened to make him like this.
11. abused!Dean. Any kind, but I'd like the main on it to focus on his recovery.
12. teen!Sam getting addicted to any kind of drugs or starts cutting.
13. teen!Dean getting an eating disorder or being raped and a focus on his recovery.
14. Basically any Castiel/Sam fics that don't meet any of these requirements. No porn unless it's part of a much larger story.

This is a specific fic. I remember that Jensen was a younger girl named Jenny, and she had an older brother that she lived with. His name MAY have been Zach. Jared and a couple of other RPF guys were looking for him because I think he might have owed money to them. One of the guys may have been named Chris? I don't recall exactly. I don't think all of them were from the cast of SPN anyway.

I don't remember if it ever says that Jared is a loan shark or even a drug dealer, but I know he's part of something shady because he insists on coming in while Jenny's brother is away and waiting for him with his men in the house. Jenny is definitely intimidated by him and he gets a kick out of that. She has a little sister too, I think, that she's afraid that Jared and his guys will hurt if her brother doesn't give them what they want. I also remember he blackmails her into following him to a cabin where they later have sex.

I've been looking for this fic everywhere but my Google fu only seems to turn up slash. xD
So, uh, I've lurked for way too long and you guys are all fantastic and if I can get over my anxiety and actually post this, welp, I really hope you can help me as well.?

The first thing I'm looking for is a specific fic that I read at like 2 am a while back and I'd really like to read again. (Excuse my crappy summary because it was at 2 am and maybe I just made the whole thing up.) Girl!Dean and girl!Sam wake up on the side of the road after a curse or something as boys, and naturally freak out. When they go back to the hotel, they find that all their belongings are those that look like they might belong to their male counterparts, kind of like they were always boys and nothing had changed. (And in the end, that is the case - I think a witch somehow manipulated their memories into thinking they were always girls, when in reality they weren't ever. So there's no actual genderswap. Just a lot of confusion.) I'm pretty sure it was on AO3 but I'm not entirely sure.

Secondly, um, I'd really love to read some fics where Sam somehow meets Jess later in the series (preferably during or post-apocalypse, and she either died in the fire or was somehow torn out of Sam's life with absolutely no contact, maybe she thinks he's dead or something) and how she might react to the person he's become, so very different from the Sam she knew at Stanford. I read literally anything and everything, so it doesn't matter what pairing it might be or whatever. Yeah.

Thank you in advance for being fabulous and I don't even know thank you. (And sorry I can't type without sounding dumb, and if I screwed up the tags some how.)