24 April 2014 @ 04:20 am
Hi all, I really hope I'm doing this correctly... I'm looking for 2 specific j2 fics that are probably quite old but that I only read about a year ago and then lost them. I've googled and tumblr-d and Delicious'd for like, 2 weeks and I just want to find them.

The first one I don't believe was too long but it did have a sequel or was split into 2 parts. In the first part, Jensen lives alone in like, a secluded cabin or something and doesn't talk to or meet anyone after being in a (possibly physically, but definitely emotionally) abusive relationship. Jared is a thief or robber or some such thing and steals a car to escape the cops or loan sharks or something? Maybe he just ditches his own car I don't know. He finds Jensen's cabin and barges in and Jensen lets him since he's like, starved for human contact and attention. I think there was gun-play involved, possibly in the sequel/second half. I also remember Jensen's abusive ex calls at one point and then outs Jared's location to the cops.

The second one is much longer, probably over 30k, and was about Jared inheriting a circus from his uncle where the main attraction was a half-human half-gryphon (maybe lion? maybe sphynx?) named Jexxmarrah (Jexmarrah? Jexmarah? Jexxmerrah?) Who is actually Jensen. In the end they end up being cousins. Also they drank absinthe. That's literally all I remember. I have no idea who topped or bottomed in this one but the bearded lady was an important character, I think.

Thanks in advance and please let me know if I've managed to screw something up. 
So I'm very new to this fandom, and looking for a few types of fics that interest me based on what I've seen so far - the core of which boils down to, "Dean Winchester is so very pretty when he's hurt/scared/crying/suffering." Here's specifically what I'm looking for, if anyone can help:

Cut for reference to non-con and violence... )
Thanks so much!!!
28 June 2013 @ 03:42 am
Hey everyone,

There is a (I believe) Untitled fic that I think was done for a meme somewhere that was extremely kinky and dark and potentially trigger-y that was J2 + JDM and also Misha. Because it's trigger-y I'm posting the everything I remember behind a cut so read at your own risk!Read more... )

Thanks in advance!! :)
20 May 2012 @ 04:33 pm
I'm new to the darker side of the Spn fandom and looking for fic recs. Gen is fine but I would LOVE some slashy recs - Sam/Dean or J2 please (AU or non, I like 'em all!)

Details of what I'm looking for under the cut.

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14 January 2012 @ 12:52 am
Hi! My friend is new to the fandom and we both have huge gun/knife kinks. She's still in S1, but I can save newer fics until she catches up. Any pairing is great but I am especially looking for Wincest, or for at least one of the people in the ship to be Sam or Dean. Any length/subject is fine but please warn for WIPs, character death, underage, or noncon. Thanks so much!