First time posting here, or using Live Journal in fact. Was recommended this community by a friend.

I've tried using the search bar, but whenever I do, I seem to get an error page pop up. :S
I'm trying to find some J2, JDM/Jensen or Dean/Sam or Dean/Castiel fanfiction that deals with someone giving their first handjob and/or blow job.

For the J2 fic I'd ideally be looking for something where either both men or just one of them is questioning their sexuality. How the story progresses I honestly do not mind, as long as it contained someone giving their first hand job and/or blow job to another man. The more unpracticed they are, the better! :)

For JDM and Jensen, I'd love to read something where Jeffrey is the experienced guy showing Jensen what to do.

For the SPN based fic, I don't mind who is the inexperienced one, but again I'm looking for the same, an awkward blow job and/or hand job where the person giving it simply has no idea what they're doing and it's guess work/experimenting. Bonus if the person receiving the hand job or blow job guides the other person with what to do.

I don't mind if pieces are multi-chaptered fiction or single chapter, anything at all would be welcome, so long as it's focusing on it being their first time and that they're very unpracticed as opposed to being a first time pro. I would prefer to stay away from Noncon or dubcon if possible. I don't mind if it's AU or not in regards to J2 and JDM/Jensen.
12 September 2016 @ 08:27 pm

Can anyone please help me find the j2 fic "It Was Just a Stupid Dare" by seragabriel? The journal has been deleted and purged. I got recommended the fic by Sumersault1509's delicious:!Jensen?&page=17

According to the summary, Chris dares virgin!Jensen to go to a gay bar where he meets evil!Jared. I'd love to read it.

Thank you!
12 June 2016 @ 11:15 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a fic that I saw recommended on sumersault1509's Delicious account (here, around the middle of the page:!Jensen?&page=6). The title is "Blast from the Past," and the summary says: "Jared's parents buy Jensen and give him to Jared as his Christmas present."

The link leads to a deleted and purged account. After some googling it looks like the fic was written for a community--there's another broken link at

Can you guys please help me find this fic? I would love to read it!
07 February 2016 @ 09:34 pm
Looking for some general recs and a few specific, and verrrrrrry sketchy-on-the-details fics that I read ages ago.

1.  So I just recently watched "About A Boy" again, and have searched Season 10 tags and the deaged sections, but haven't found any stories that are Wincest about the episode or Top!Sam!  Any recs anyone has for this particular ep?

2.  Any stories where Dean either accepts or keeps his bitching to a minimum where Sam takes care of him after injury or just in general?  I'm a Bottom!Dean! girl.  Wincest only.

3.  All I recall about this one was that it was an incubus (not a succubus) who was screwing with Dean at night.  I don't recall if it was Wincest or not, but if it was, the incubus took Sam out of the equation at night.  Dean didn't say anything because he thought he could take care of it himself and it's slowly draining him night by night.

4.  This one was some kind of ritual that took place on an altar.  I think I recall it was Wincest, but I can't recall if the boys had sex on the altar or if the altar itself had it's way with Dean (I could be thinking of two completely separate stories and just merging the details).

Sorry I can't come up with more than that for the two lost stories.  I was out of touch with the fic-side of fandom for waaaaaaay too long.

Thank you!!
10 November 2015 @ 09:10 pm
The story I'm looking for I think involves Sam/Jared being a virgin omega. From what I can remember, he has to be paraded through town then his virginity confirmed? I'm sure that Cas/Misha has to train him to take a group of alpha's. Dean/Jensen comes to him in the end. Apologies for the vagueness.
Hi All, you've all been super duper nice to me in the past when needing really awesome rec to read :) Extremely grateful for your past help.

So I am in need of your help once again. I'm asking pretty please if you could rec me any favorite bottom Sam fics you love- one shots thru multi chapters.
WIPS and Self recs are cool too

Anything from teenchester to now season 10, some can have a de-age Dean but still a toppy bastard-maybe he's still big and thick at a teenage age, some can be dark or fluff or schoomp and romantic. it can be establish or `1st time'?

And speaking of first time does anyone know of a good first time Sam bottoming not glossing over the first penetration? not just it burns but then it goes into pleasure within one minute. if you ever bottom not true it like 5 minutes of adjustment no matter how prep you are, but it does get better and it super sweet when you have a very experience partner being patient and sweet. So yeah something along those lines, maybe Dean wiping a few stray tears from Sam?

No Switching or submissive Dean. and not too over the top power bottom Sam? I mean I like when Sam rides Dean (i.e, Dean sitting in a chair Sammy straddling- whew just gave myself flashes) but Dean still in control.
Hi All,

Just looking for any and all first time J2 or Dean/Sam. All your favorite BOTTOM JARED or Sam fics.

Would love it if Jared or Sam where Virgin in regards to gay sex. Also I do love romance or hot porn sex with or without plot. But okay if you sent some dark ones but eventually bitter sweet happy ending with the pair.

After all they are soul mates (sigh) I love watching them together (who doesn't!)

no switching. Only bottom Jared and bottom Sam ;)

Thank you Have a great weekend
27 January 2015 @ 09:32 am
Hey just saw "emily_ani" request for a certain a/b/o fic about Alpha Jared being turn into an Omega by Alpha Jensen and it was found it was called

"A Soul that's Tasted Death" by kinkyheels in AO3.

This was such a delicious read I was wondering were there any other like this one? Jared/Sam being originally an Alpha and then being turn into an Omega or beta? It could be by Jensen/Dean or higher elders or anything else.

Just as long its Jared/Sam being turned.

06 January 2015 @ 01:45 pm
Happy New year to Everyone in the Supernatural fandom! Wishing you all the best in 2015!!

I am looking for any fics when Jensen and Jared meet for the first time for roles of Dean and Sam Winchester, and its love at first sight or even lust at first sight. But they are unsure if the other feels the same.

I would preferred it to be between season 1 thru 3, it could be a slow build or one shot, or I will accept W.I.P and also definitely self- rec's welcome.

Also if Jensen could be the more experience/confident one in this and Jared in-experience, shy, nervous.

Please bottom Jared Only!!!

Thank you.
Hi! I'm looking for some fic recs with a virgin Dean who has never had sex with a man before. Must be bottom!Dean only, please!!
29 September 2014 @ 01:12 am
Ok so i just finished Quills Encyclopedia of Perversions by antarshakes and i was wondering if there are any fics out there related to kinks, sex, etc being impure or sinful?
No bottom jared sorry
16 September 2014 @ 02:03 pm
Hello all!

I'm looking for Wincest fics that aren't just pwps, but that have lots of steamy buildup.

I'd also like fics where there is a lot of kissing before anything sexual happens.

Maybe they are uncomfortable, and don't want to go all the way at first? Maybe they're a little younger, and Dean feels guilty about taking advantage of Sam, so he won't let them do much? If they're younger, I'd prefer for Sam to be at least 14.

Anything like this would be great, whether they eventually go all the way or not. I just really want a lot of PG to PG-13 foreplay stuff before they really get down. First times are also great.

I really appreciate any recs. Thank you!
12 July 2014 @ 01:05 am
I'm looking for a specific J2 story (with a sequel or two, if I'm not mistaken). What I remember is that Jensen is wealthy and see Jared and has to have him. What makes Jared even more appealing to him is that Jared wears a purity ring and Jensen wants to have Jared break his vow of purity. Does anyone recognize this story?

EDIT: Found in comments.
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Hi friends,
I  am craving for these following fics and really hope you can help me . *makes puppy eyes*

1) Any fic with Jared/Jensen, Jared/Misha or Jensen/Misha pairing where one is sick and the other is taking care of his sick lover/partner. Basically any type of sick Jensen,sick Jared and sick Misha story where one of the boys have minor or serious illness and is taken care of by his other half. Only happy ending please.

2)Can you please rec me stories of Jared/Jensen, Jared/Misha or Jensen/Misha pairing  where one of the boys is inexperienced or a virgin while other is older, much more experienced or grown up ? ..i.e your favorite virgin Jensen, virgin Jared or virgin Misha stories. I don't care who tops or bottoms as long as there's a happy ending.

Thanx a million in advance
19 November 2013 @ 11:47 pm
Do you know any Sam/Dean fics where Dean is still the older brother (as in canon), but the inexperienced one? So Sam has to teach him everything, show him the ropes? I've been looking for those for a while now and couldn't find any. Give me all you got!

Thank you :)
15 November 2013 @ 10:59 am
I am looking for any fic that has Dean/Sam pairing.
and these:
Bottom/Virgin!Dean - but has been with girls.
Tom!Sam -
Long, chapter story -
Complete or updated -
close to personality -
close to story line -
and slow built -
14 November 2013 @ 09:21 am
I'm looking for a few different types of Wincest fics:

1. One of the boys is a true virgin (never had sex with anyone)
2. One of the boys is a partial virgin (has had sex with women, but never men)
3. One of the boys is having severe issues with being gay (maybe he thinks he's too manly to be gay or something of the sort)

Any completed fics would be greatly appreciated! Thanks!
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25 June 2013 @ 11:46 am
I have a few requests now that I am getting the hang out this site now.

1) Any stories where Jensen/Dean has a girlfriend before meeting Jared/Sam. Is confused about is attraction to him and is in denial. More specifically I want to see how Jensen/Dean struggles with his growing attraction to Jared/Sam. He can't even be intimate with his girlfriend anymore without thinking about Jared/Sam. I want his girlfriend to realize this and is sad about the revelation, but loves Jensen/Dean to much to let this continue. I want to see Jensen taking every measure possible to make the relationship work because he loves his girlfriend. In the end I do want to see Jared and Jensen together though. And possibly with a friendship with his girlfriend. No cheating!

2) Jared ruins Jensen sex life with everyone else. (everyone else sucks now that he's been with Jared)

3)High school Nerdy/Geeky Jensen and Popular Jared. Jensen is secretly crushing on Jared and he won't him one glance. He basically doesn't exist. Somehow Jensen finds some adorable and cheesy way to get Jared's attention. And Jared finally decides to give him a chance.

4) High School Nerdy/Geeky Virgin Jensen/Dean and Popular Jared/Sam. Jared/Sam is surprised by how much Jensen/Dean blows his mind in the bedroom. Mature stuff... )

And I have I preference towards bottom Sam/Jared in my stories...
Hi everyone,

I read this story a while ago and cannot remember the name of it and I have searched this community but cannot find it :(

I cannot remember if it was Jared/Jensen or Sam/Dean. I think it was Jared/Jensen. They were both abducted, along with Chad and sent to a sex-slave camp/ring/something. Tom Welling was there, as one of the trainers. Jared and Jensen were kept by 'Mistress' along with a girl named Ghost. Jared is younger than Jensen. Jensen acts very protective of Jared and they eventually start a relationship.

They were all forced to have sexual relations with clients. Eventually the feds are able to free them.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?
Hi again,

I am in the mood and desperately searching for fics where

  1. at least one of the boys is either just coming to terms with the idea he might be gay or is coming out of the closet for the first time and has never been with a guy.  I'd like to see some discussion about the whole sexual identity thing as that should be part of the story.

  2. the boys are strangers or are barely acquainted (ie. friends of friends, ride the same subway, work in the same giant corporation, you get the idea) and one or both have never been intimate with a guy but is bi/gay-curious and they get together

  3. a variant of #2 -- They don't even have to like each other when they meet (Yes, like Grin and Bare It)

Simple as that.

I would prefer a story that builds, but I suppose I can live with PWP.  :P


  • no non-AU

  • no knotting

  • no creature!Js (ie. incubus, vampire, were-whatever)

  • no magic or mind-control

  • no mpreg orpast/implied

  • no dub/non-con between the J's

Thanks in advance!
I have two simple requests and hope you can help me:)

1)TOPPY JARED FICS - Can you rec me your favorite top Jared fics? I am open for any stories as long as it's well written Mpreg fics are welcome too.

2) VIRGIN INNOCENT JENSEN FICS- Any fic involving a virgin,naive or innocent Jensen and experienced Jared.

No non con/rape/extreme underage/death fics please

Thanks a million in advance
04 April 2013 @ 01:55 pm

So I read this PWP a while back and now I have no clue where it went. Um, Dean is the Wolf and Cas is Red Riding hood. Dean loves the way Cas smells and stalks him back to his place. There's a brief part where Dean is talking to a neighbour and charms her like the a sociopath (all sweet smiles but ill intent). I think Cas did/said something and Dean was pissed. OH! Um, he promised to kiss Dean if he left him alone, and Cas tricks him, or something along those lines.

It ends up with a really dub-con situation with spanking and the works.

09 January 2013 @ 08:38 pm
I am looking for a specific fic in which Jensen and Dean are twins and so are Misha and Cas.  If I remember right, Dean and Cas were together first and there was some kind of family event (I think it might have been a funeral) during which Jensen and Misha meet.  I do remember that Jensen was very shy (and maybe a virgin...?) and Misha was afraid of staying in one place.

If someone could please help me find this fic, I would greatly appreciate it. :)
31 December 2012 @ 07:00 pm
Basically I'm looking for fics where
  • the boys are strangers or are barely acquainted (ie. friends of friends, ride the same subway, work in the same giant corporation, you get the idea)
  • one or both of the boys has never been intimate with a guy
    • maybe he's bi/gay-curious
    • doesn't matter if he's "heterosexually active" or completely virginal
  • the boys randomly meet up at a bar, a club, a party, a concert, somewhere with excessive alcohol consumption
  • one or both of the boys have heavily imbibed
  • they hook up
Simple as that. 

I would prefer a story that builds from there, but I suppose I can live with PWP.  :P

  • no AU
  • no knotting
  • no creatures (ie. incubus, vampire, were-whatever)
  • no magic or mind-control
  • no mpreg
  • no dub/non-con
24 December 2012 @ 01:13 am
I was wondering if anybody read a fusion for Cruel Intentions? I'd prefer Dean as Sebastian, Sam as Kathryn, and Cas as Annette, but I'll take any fusion, slash or het, with any of the characters. (A Ruby, Sam, and Jess/Anna one could be awesome too.) Also Cruel Intentions is a remake of Dangerous Liasons, which I'm less interested in but I'll take as a fusion. 

On a similar theme, I'd love some Destiel fics with anything similar - high school/college, Dean as bad boy and Cas as the virgin kid, but not necessarily with the bet because that is super fucked up and makes the HEA harder to believe. I'm looking more for We're the Cliche by endversed than Shortskirts verse by twentysomething.

Thanks! Self-recs are always welcomed, as are any recs that come close to my descriptions. :)
05 August 2012 @ 04:50 pm
I'm looking for fics that go against the usual. For example I would like to see:
1. A fic where the gay character doesn't pine after/ secretly love the seemingly straight character.
2. A fic where the character who tops first is the shy virgin, not the bottom (they can both be shy virgins, just not only the bottom)
3. A fic where the gay character doesn't want to get into a relationship with the other character because they believe them to be straight - not the usual where the entire story is the straight character embracing their gayness
4. A fic where one character doesn't want to get into a relationship with the other because they believe them to be extremely promiscuous. 

04 July 2012 @ 09:56 pm
Hello :) First post here, and only one request that I can think of right now; I've had a look for this fic around but I can't seem to find it again (should have saved it to my memories!)

Anyways, the boys and John were doing a hunt (possibly to hunt a witch?) in a church and I think there is a ritual they are doing, and they need a virgin (being Sam). John opts to do it but Dean stops him. Anyways, I suppose you can guess what happens next. :P

Thanks for any help! :D

(I've tried to tag this efficiently, but I can't remember everything about the fic, unfortunately).

EDIT: Found by [ profile] ravynfayre! :D -
Please Rec. Please NO Wincest. AU's are fine.

2. Any Virgin Dean with non virgin Cas

3. Any Fics where Cas succumbs to human emotion and falls for Dean, But Dean isn't comfortable with Castiel's feeling for him at first. One-sided love fics. 
Helloo! So I read a fic a little while ago that was wee!cest, I think Dean was about 19 and still a virgin (not unexperienced, just never gotten all the way). Sam was 15 and was way more experienced than his older brother gave him credit for, he wasn't a virgin and had done things with guys too. Anyways, long story short, I'm just looking for fics where Dean is surprised by his little bruv's sexual prowess!! (and then they get it on. obviously.)  Heard of anything like that? Doesn't have to be wee!cest, I'm not picky about their ages! 

Also, while I'm here, one more request- could you post your favourite Sam/Jess/Dean fics as well, if you're familiar with any? I've read a couple and I really like them. 
Thanks in advance!! :)
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05 April 2012 @ 09:23 pm
1. Specific fic- Okay, this will sound a bit sketchy as it has been ages since I read this. The story gist is Jensen and Jared are friends, Jensen being older than Jared. Jared comes and hangs out often with Jensen and sometimes (I think) with his friends too. They watch movies, play games, etc. One night he comes over and the guys are going to watch a porno. Jensen (I believe) starts to send Jared home, but he ends up staying. The boys hook up that night. I know the details are slim, but that is all I remember.

2. Generalized Search- Also, any fics that include an older Jensen and younger Jared where they are friends before getting together. Specifically anything that has Jealous!Jensen in it would be awesome! Virgin Jared is awesome as well.

3. Generalized Search- Jensen getting possessive and jealous about Jared at work before they get together. I don't care what timeline or season it's set in, basically just want Jensen's possessive streak to come out before he or Jared finally make a move.

Found by [info]erudite_cupid

05 April 2012 @ 12:08 pm
I have vague memories of a J2/Genevieve story I would like to find again. It's a college AU, I think. Jensen and Genevieve are a couple and invite Jared into their relationship. I think Jared was a completely inexperience virgin, and Gen tells him something like "we'll teach you" or "you can learn with us". Jared had kissed someone once years before and it didn't go well, so he didn't try again.

I know this is not a lot to go on, but I'm hoping that J2/Genevieve is rare enough that someone will recognize it.


Also, mod - can we get J2/Genvieve and J2/Danneel tags? Unless I missed them in the list.
22 March 2012 @ 05:43 am
1. Is there anything where Dean has a kid, love it if the others don't know about it but find out.
2. A ritual fic where Dean is offered as a willing virgin sacrifice but doesn't know to who and is going to end the ritual but Sam,  who is topping him convinces him not to. Says, "Is this dirty enough for you, Dean?"
3. And last, Femmeslash, with a girl Dean with another girl. Hopefully girl!Sam or Girl!Cas.
07 March 2012 @ 06:44 pm
Hi all!

So, I'm looking for recs, where Dean is actually a sweet romantic kind of guy inside - and maybe saves himself for his one true love?
...sounds kind of strange, but this theme has been bugging me in the last days.. Do you know any fics like that?

Only slash please - and bottom!Dean is preferred, but I'm not picky. And rating/warnings doesn't matter either, nor his partner (though Sam, Cas or John preferred) - just toss me anything you can think of~ :))
27 February 2012 @ 05:53 pm
Me again!

Looking for a couple of J2's:

1- Jensen and Jared live in the same house, step-brothers, I think. Jensen's in a relationship with another boy and they have sex in the house and Jared hears them and once the other boyfriend leaves the house, Jensen, who is insatiable, coaxes Jared into his room and sexing ensues. I think they are teens and Jensen is still the older of them but Jensen can't get enough of Jared's size and he loves to bottom.

2- The next fic is somewhat a reversal though Jared is still the top, but Jensen is the shy one though very curious about Jared and finding himself attracted to him. Knowing this, Jared flaunts his sexuality around the house, even goes so far as leaving the bathroom door open while he's showering so Jensen can sneak a peek, though Jared knows. I don't believe Jared's gay but he thinks his step-brother is hot and he's curious. I'm sorta remembering some of Jared's friends were over in his room at one point but I can't recall if they were nice to Jensen or not, or if some of them thought Jared's step-brother was do-able, if you get my drift.

Anywho. I think both fics are pretty short. Any thoughts?
08 February 2012 @ 09:38 pm
I just the other night read a fic but my computer crashed =(
It was a Collage fic, Jared was a new roommate to Misha, Steve, Aldis. Jensen was like this jerk to him because he had been burnt by (Ben?). Jared was a virgin and they like make out at the party, later on they date.
The author began with a A thats all i remember =( anyone who knows what fic i'm talking about? pretty please =)
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23 January 2012 @ 11:01 pm
Hoping y'all can help me find another fic!
In this one, Jensen is younger than Jared and is bought by Jeff Morgan after he's had his first heat. Jeff had bought Jared some time before the story starts and they were perfectly fine with their life but Jeff took one look at Jensen and decided to save him from being in an abusive relationship with whoever else may have potentially bought him. The story focuses on Jensen becoming part of Jeff's family and follows him through his first heat up through and a little after his 18th birthday. I do remember them going to Jensen's parents that Christmas and Jared being separated from them for most of the Holidays and being rudely treated while Jeff had to primarily focus on Jensen while at his parents house. Other key points in the story were Jensen helping Jared through one of his heats beside Jeff before Jared helps Jensen through the start of his first heat while Jeff is out of the house. If anyone could find that fic it would make my week! Thank you!
 1. First time with Dean very iffy or jumpy about having sex. He's kind of freaked out but wants to do it. (First time with a man) Any pairing, including Sam/Dean, John/Dean, Dean/Castiel and so has to be bottom!Dean though and Dean's first time with a man!
2. Highschool!AU with either Jensen or Dean. Jensen is pregnant or becomes pregnant (teen pregnancy)
3. Jared and Jensen get together, Jensen has to be bottom though. Your fav. J2 stories with them in Highschool. Or spn with Dean and Sam in highschool.
08 January 2012 @ 11:12 pm
Hi, I'm looking for Virgin Cas fics where Dean's his first. Like maybe, Cas hasn't even jacked off before and so when Dean and he have sex the angel is completely blown away. I mean really I'll go for anything where Cas just goes kinda crazy from the sensations and maybe even a little freaked out when he's *ahem* about to finish... Really anything with a Virgin Cas is good though. Thanks!
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29 December 2011 @ 02:16 am
I'm looking for a story I read a couple of years ago. It was preseries Dean/Sam wincest. John, Sam and Dean were all together on a hunt.

Details )

Does this sound like anything you've come across before?

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13 December 2011 @ 04:29 pm
Hey guys!

So, I'm looking for fics where Dean is gay or bi. I'd prefer it it took place when he was younger (15-20) and was just discovering it and had to come out to his father (and/or Bobby&Sam). Now, I'd love if John didn't know how to deal with this at first and maybe later got really overprotective when he saw Dean dating guys! Maybe Dean prefered older, more experienced guys...

Or it could also be Jensen coming out!

Thanks in advance!

PS: I'd prefer Bottom!Dean, but switching is also ok ;) You should warn me though! haha
06 December 2011 @ 08:35 am
Good morning/afternoon/night everyone:)

I am looking for J2 recs today.I checked the tag and am now just looking for fics in addition to those listed.

I would like bottom Jared and any of these things:

1.ShyVirgin Jared, with a more experienced Jensen showing him how it's done, literally.

2. Or they could both be virgins having their first time together. That would be adorable.

3.Clumsy Jared.

4.Fics where Jared is just shy in general.

5.Any fics where Jared is just coming out and Jensen helps him through it.

6.Any fics where Jensen stands up for/fights for Jared.

7.Any other J2 bottom Jared fics you just feel like reccing.

My only requirement is that they be bottomJared.

Also, no deathfic please.
03 December 2011 @ 09:33 pm
I am looking for genderswap Sam/Dean fics were one has to take the others virginity. Also genderswaps were they have to deal with female issues such as menstruation and such. Thanks
I'm looking for a fic that I've read on FanFiction in the last week, which doesn't necessarily mean it's new. It was a Dean/Sam wee!cest fic and it was Sam's first time. Dean repeatedly called Sam "pup" during sex, Sam also referred to himself as "pup". Sam was definitely bottom.

At one point, Castiel meets with the boys at a diner, Dean was super protextive of Sam as Cas tells them that they're half wolf/demon, or something. Dean was to be an alpha... maybe? That detail isn't clear in my brain.

Thanks so much, I really appreciate any help :-)
Someone was kind enough to email me the file. I do need to reformat it for LJ again, so give me a few hours to get to it.

I'll post it up by the end of the day for those looking for it on my journal.