Desperately Seeking Specific Gabe fic.

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 Okay, so I am looking for this fic I read a while back where a pagan goddess gifts Dean and Cas a fledgling baby they name Elle after Ellen.  Also, Gabriel raised Castiel, who was the first fledgling ever. All the other Arch Angels loved him.  Michael gave Cas a golden Lion, and Lucifer I think gave him clay birds, and Bachrial gave him a little boat ect....

There was also some Crowly/Ana, and some thing about angel courtship ritiuals and what not? Maybe Gabriel gave sam a spear so he could go kill a leviathan, I think?

Help?

EDIT: 

 

FOUND

Okay, so this is lame, but I found it, and it was actually two seperate stories. 

Fledgling fic - Blessed Is This Child 

and 

Levithan Spear Fic - Dies Area, or Something