Dean/Cas - Dean rejects Cas' interest in him (LOST FIC)

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I vaguely remember this fic. But in the first chapter Cas' sort of confesses his interest in Dean. He didn't outright say "Dean i love you" at least I don't think he did, as fas as I can remember. Cas is confused by the whole thing by how and why he is feeling that way towards Dean. Dean pretty rejects him, choosing to ignore and pretend like the incident never happened like Cas was just going through something and just needs time to get over it. There was also this other angel that came into the picture and ended up possessing Clair Novak.
Sorry I'm kind of sketchy on the details. I read this a good 2 yrs ago and had it saved on my usb with other fics, but my usb died on me.

Also I will take recs with a similar plot of Dean rejecting Castiel's love for him and struggling with his one feeling.