I've been looking for this fic for a while and can't seem to find it anywhere. Sam and Dean take a break while the war in heaven/appocalypse is happening. I think it's mostly from Sam's point of view. He talks about strong emotions "blowing out fuses" in his head a lot. He responds strongly to Dean giving him orders and wants Dean to keep doing it. At first Dean avoids giving orders which frustrates Sam. They talk about how Sam wouldn't obey if he didn't want to but would obey if Dean told him to walk off the roof. They name the house Fillus or something like that because Dean says she looks like a southern lady. Please and thank you!


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