16 July 2017 @ 12:56 pm

Im looking for a specifc J2 fic where theyre in college together and in a relationship. Jensen wants to come out but Jared is afraid to. They havr a fight about it in a bar where Jared storms off. Some guys overhear the argument and attack Jensen. He ends up being very hurt and Jared hears about the attack on the news.

Jensen eventually recovers but now he is afraid to be public with their relationship when Jared has a change of heart.

Cant remember how it ends but if you know it, please tell me! I can't find it in my tags.
I'm looking for any fics with one of these things:

1. Sam and Dean are really in sync and coordinated, especially when they're talking. For example, finishing each other's sentences. I just want to read fics where they know each other so well that they know what the other is gonna say or do without asking.

2. Fics where homophobia ruins a previously good relationship for Dean or Jensen. In pretty much every story with homophobia, the homophobic parents already kinda suck to begin with so it's not really surprising when they're not supportive. So I'm looking for stories where Dean or Jensen actually has a really great relationship with his family/friends but then it's ruined when they find out he's gay. It doesn't matter if the homophobic person changes their mind later or not. I would especially love it if it's John who can't accept that Dean's gay.

Thank you for any recommendations!
16 June 2016 @ 09:29 pm
I'm looking for a HAPPY ENDING story where Dean/Cas have to triumph over homophobia. Bigot!John is fine, but I'm particularly looking for fights against institutional homophobia.

No Major Character Death, no homophobic Sam or Mary. Long fics especially appreciated.
31 January 2016 @ 07:44 pm
Hi all,
I'm looking for a fic that I read a while ago but I am pretty vague on the details. Jared and Jensen are definitely together and the fic was either an mpreg fic or homophobia fic. I distinctly remember Jared's dad beating him up then kicking him out of the house because he found out. Then I kinda remember Jared either calling Jensen or going to Jensen's house and Jensen asking Jared what happened and Jared just breaking down and crying. I don't remember if Jared's parents ever came around and wanted to be a part of Jared's life.

Thanks in advance!

Thanks kogan_is_love1 for helping me in my search to find this fic!

Here is the link for the fic! Jensen is the one who gets punched in the face not Jared.

I'm looking for fics in which the Js are out (to what extend it up to the author) and have either overcome or do not have guilty feeling associated with being gay (either because their families don't care, or because they are simply comfortable with their sexuality), and one of the major conflicts is dealing head-on with someone (or a group of someones) who are actively hostile towards them.

Examples include standing up to bullies, confronting (physically or verbally) people who are about to commit a hate crime, or simply bigoted people giving covert or openly hostile to their "alternative lifestyle".

Bonus points for both Js being badasses, or one J helping the other become more comfortable with themselves. Preferably not abuse!fic, although those are *always* welcome.

Also, the same applies for Sam and Dean, but I would prefer no 'cest and more one bro defending the other

Thank you,
I'm looking for a specific fic where Dean, Cas and Sam are eating at a diner and one woman comes over and makes homophobic remarks. Cas is confused about why people think God is homophobic and I'm pretty sure it's a Destiel fic.

Also looking for any stories where characters are upset when they realise how things were for Dean growing up. Just finished reading Red and loved it.
05 August 2015 @ 07:38 pm
A bit of an odd request, but here goes:

I'm looking for J2 stories where J1 is secretly gay and hiding it. Then he meets girl!J2 and is semi-attracted enough to resign himself to playing straight, but in the end J2 admits he is a gay guy pretending to be female so he can date guys. they live happily, if secretly, ever after.

28 July 2015 @ 11:33 am
Looking for 1 specific J2 fic and 3 specific wincest fics.
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I went through the tags here and searched via google for these fics but nothing came up. I'm terrible with google search though, Hopefully someone can help me thanks :)
20 June 2015 @ 12:23 pm
Hi all, are there any fics out there in which Dean experiences biphobia? Like, he finally admits his attraction to men and people assume it's just a phase, he's joking, or that suddenly his attraction to women is gone and he's fully gay now? Or just anything biphobic at all, really.

I know the fandom itself tends to be pretty biphobic in terms of the whole gay/straight/"What is a bisexual?" binary, but I'd really like to read anything with biphobia in it, even if it's just a small scene in a larger story.

I also would accept any fics in which Dean's attraction to men, specifically, is what is being targeted, rather than just his bisexuality in general - so I guess homophobia works too, as long as Dean is bisexual in the fic.

No Wincest, please. Any other pairings are fine, including gen and Destiel.
30 April 2015 @ 03:24 pm
I'm looking for any fics where one of the characters experiences internalized homophobia.

I prefer Jared/Jensen, Sam/Dean and Dean/Castiel, but would be open to recs from other pairings, too.
08 April 2015 @ 01:06 pm
Hello again!
I´m looking for a fic, and I sadly don´t remember a lot of it.
I do remember that Jared and Jensen are in College, Jensen plays hockey and he´s out as gay, and he gets a lot of shit for it. J2 don´t particularly like each other in the beginning, but (of course) they end up together.
24 February 2015 @ 03:45 pm

I was wondering if there are any fics out there that have as a plot something along the lines:

1.) AU or Canon:Dean/Jensen is pushing Cas/Misha away (maybe homophobic!Dean? never read one fic with this specific tag). Time passes and Dean realises that he did a mistake and he actually want Castiel but later finds out that he is happy in another relationship with someone else (Any-other-male-from-SPN!Cas).

2.) Or fics where Dean doesn't want to come-out and Cas leaves him.

I really never read a fic that has past!Destiel relationship and I think it's quite interesting! Hope there is something out there!

Thank you in advance!

I am looking for a specific college AU J2 fic. I remember quite a lot about it, just not the title, but I cannot find it. In the story Jensen is in college and his boyfriend breaks up with him. Jensen is a bit depressed about it. He cannot afford a plane ticket home for holidays (or for some reason cannot fly home). Danielle, who is his friend, persuades him to share a car with others. They advertise for people interested in carpooling and Genevieve, Aldis and Jared reply. Aldis wants to go to his girlfriend, Genevieve plans to visit her brother and I think Jared wants to go to his parents. I remember that Jared and Genevieve discuss Kerouac a lot on the trip. Jensen is attracted to Jared but thinks that Jared has a crush on Genevieve. It turns out that Gen is a lesbian and her parents disowned her when she had come out.
That is all I can remeber. I hope someone can recognise it.
Found in comments!
30 December 2014 @ 04:53 pm
I'm looking for a specific story. If I remember correctly it had multiple chapters. Jensen and his family move to a new town and Jensen transfers to a new high school. His parents are really religious and strict but they don't really pay much attention to him. On his fist day at school he somehow gets food all over his shirt and he meets Jared. He and Jared begin dating and when his parents find out his dad hits him and they kick him out. Jensen then moves in with Jared and his mom. And Jared's mom already has a room for him because she suspected that this would happen.
22 October 2014 @ 11:08 pm
Okay, so I read this fic awhile back and I have no clue where I found it.

Basically, Jensen changes schools because his father gets a job in another town. Jensen is very anti-social and doesn't expect to make friends. On his first day, however, he meets Jared - probably the most cheerful and open person on the entire planet. Jared somehow lures Jensen into being friends with him. Jensen finds out that Jared is gay and fiercely fighting for gay rights. Jensen is gay himself, but hasn't come out because his parents are very religious and would disown him, so he's afraid of his own desires. They become friends and soon start dating.

Then Jared plans this parade on Silence Day (a day for the homosexuals who don't dare to speak up about their sexuality because they're too scared) and Jensen ends up participating, even though he didn't plan to. But then the parade runs into the local church group who is apparently doing the anti-parade thing (y'know, signs that say 'Gay love is wrong' etc.). Jensen sees his mother among the church people. What's worse, his mother sees him.

She returns home and tells Jensen's father about this. Jensen is questioned on whether or not he's gay. He doesn't deny it. He's then given five minutes to take his stuff and get out of the house. Mackenzie, his younger sister, gives him her new cell phone number (she purchased a burn phone without their parents' knowledge). Jensen moves in with Jared and Jared's mom. Oh, and Jared's mother is the coolest person on Earth. And Jared has two dogs - Sadie and another one whose name I cannot recall.

And then there is the epilogue in which Jared and Jensen are engaged and they are walking the dogs in the park when they encounter Jensen's mother and Jensen gets some closure.

Sorry for the long summary, but I thought that, heck, I might as well go all out and describe this fic in its entirety.

Help with finding it?
24 September 2014 @ 11:10 pm
Can't for the life of me find this fic, but I'm hoping I can get some help here!

I'm looking for a oneshot high school AU with the typecast Castiel as the trodden-on outcast, and Dean as the popular asshole jock who bullies him. It was in Cas's POV, and Dean often made extremely homophobic jokes at Castiel's expense. Gabriel was in it, too, to stick up for his little brother and commiserate with Cas about how Dean is definitely a doodyhead poopstain.

Then Cas gets an invite to meet some place at school(I think the locker room?), either from Dean explicitly, or from—I am more sure, but not 100%, that it was this one—a secret admirer(who turns out to be Dean). Cas figures out that it's Dean in advance, though, and shows up to make a fool of him, thinking that Dean is just being a prick about Cas being gay, so Cas may as well return the favor.

Then it turns out Dean never realized how terrible he was being, and all the bullying was the only way he knew how to get Cas's attention, and his feelings for Cas were sincere. So Cas breaks Deans fragile little heart, but, happy end for Destiel, Castiel somehow finds it in himself to forgive Dean, and they hook up(I think. Maybe they ended up as friends, but the fic definitely ended on a positive note.).

If it helps, I remember that at the time that I read this on LJ, I seem to recall that the author's journal's theme was predominantly an eye-searing yellow(I think?) with pink highlights(I think?).
19 September 2014 @ 12:16 pm
out!Jensen bullied by (secretly gay)homophobic-bully!Jared.

I remeber Jared and his friends bullying Jensen in highschool, a lot. Jensen is Misha's boyfriend (i think) but Misha is living somewhere else with his supportive and helpful mother.

And i don't remeber how, but i think it was in a forest when Jared corners jensen with his friend and tries to rape him, and Jared's friend doesnt want to, so Jared kills him, and then rapes Jensen.

He blames the rape on his friend (that he killed) and everyone thinks Jared is a hero for saving Jensen. Jared keeps coming to the hospital and is obsessed over Jensen (and gay-sex, basically) but is still in the closet. [At some point Jared wanted jensen to get peircings?]

Jensen is terrified but plays along and pretends to like Jared until a moment comes where he can escape.

At the end, Jensen does escape back to Misha and his awesome mother. And Jared apparently went even crazier and died (suicide/overdose, not entirely sure). And they found gay-porn in his room.

I searched everywhere, but cant seem to find it. Hopefully this sounds familiar to someone! Thanks in advance!
05 July 2014 @ 02:42 pm
Hello all, I'm here looking for some stories with Sam abuses Dean:

1. They still live together, hunt together and Sam is not really evil, just always angry and abusive and can't control himself, it can be a storm of abuse or just some punch. Maybe it's because of the demon blood or Sam is jeolous or his head is too messed up that he believe Dean hates him or he blames Dean for something or simply just because he's angry, ect. I hope it's not only one time but repeatedly. Bonus point if at some point Sam feels guilty, bigger bonus for Dean's low self esteem, think he deserves it and doesn't blame Sam.

2. Pre-series mean Sam bullies Dean (with or without knowing).

3. Dean comes out and gets hurt because of a homophobia Sam

And again, bonus point for guilty!sam and Dean's low self essteem.

No possessed!sam and lucifer!sam, robo!sam is okay if Dean hasn't find out that yet. Wincest is good but bottom!dean only please. Lol this is funny since I really really don't hate Sam, just in the mood, Thank you x100000 :kiss kiss:
26 April 2014 @ 09:39 pm
Hi all,

I can't help but notice that a lot of J2 fics have Jensen with a crap family who abuses/casts him out for being homosexual (that seems to be the most common cause in J2 fics) whilst Jared's family tends to be all 'we-love-you-and-you're-awesome'. So, I'm looking to flip this dynamic.

I'm asking for fics where Jared's family is not all sunshine and roses. Maybe they abuse him or cast him out/disown him for being homosexual or perhaps they're just generally sh***y people. Alternatively, I want Jensen to have the family that actually loves and accepts him for who he is.

Are there any J2 fics that fit this dynamic? Hopefully someone out there can find one. Please, if you post a rec, mention who bottoms (if anyone).

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15 April 2014 @ 11:51 am
What I am looking for is a specific story and I can't remember the name for the life of me. So, what I remember is that it had like over 100 chapters I think. Jared was in high school, and Jensen was a millionaire and they met at Jared's work, Jared's family was not OK with him being gay, his mother was conspiring to kill him I think. I do remember there being a trial for his brother and mother for attempted murder. Anyway before that, Jared's friends tried to frame him by spray painting on the Jensen's support group for gays building. J2 also got married and Jared's parents tried to stop it, or showed up or something. That's all I really have, I really hope some of you can help me!


09 February 2014 @ 05:15 pm
Okay so I am either blind or an idiot and am in need of some help looking for a fic I have lost. I have checked tags and tried goole but to no ends (my google-fu sucks). What I remember of the fic is that it's J2.

The boys meet for Supernatural and Jared likes Jensen and slowly tries to get Jensen to see him as a love interest. Jensen is scared that he likes Jared because he was abused in the past by an uncle. Jensen slowly lets Jared in and a relationship forms, then Jensen takes Jared home (or Jared shows up?). Lots of Jensen's family is over including the uncle who makes jabs at Jensen. Jared makes a scene and at the same time outs them to Jensen's family who don't agree to their relationship and want to support the uncle. Josh later says he was suspicious of the uncle and would leave Jensen with him on fishing? trips to do other stuff not thinking the uncle would do things to Jensen. The uncle's wife is pregnant with a boy and finally decides to believe Jensen and leaves the uncle who then tries to kill Jensen and Jared by running them off the road bu instead goes off the road and dies himself. I think there was a tree house too at Jensen's house he used to hide in and Jared confronts him there when he visits.

I am pretty sure this was on LJ somewhere not AO3 or fanfic.net but I am not 100% positive. I have read other fics close to this where Jensen was abused (a priest?) and Jared helps him while working on a relationship but I am sure of the uncle one. Any help in finding this again would be great. Thanks in advance fo any help.

p.s. any other fics along these lines would be cool too now that I am thinking about it.

p.p.s I hope I got all the tags right, sorry if I missed one.
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02 February 2014 @ 12:38 pm
Ok, so I'm looking for two kinds of fics:

1. A drug fic where someone, preferably Dean, smokes weed. I've seen a lot of drug fics that are super angsty and dark but I really want one where they just get goofy and dumb. Can be Dean, Sam, Cas, or really any side character (Bobby or Garth would be hilarious), Destiel would be awesome, and no Wincest, RPF, or WIPs.

2. I've seen a lot of Dean coming out fics that involve specifically John but I was really hoping to find one that focused on Dean's interactions with other characters either after he's come out or while he's having his big gay freakout. I'm thinking characters like Benny, Becky, Jodie, Kevin, Garth, Charlie, Rufus, Pastor Jim, Joe, Ellen, Ash, or Adam (uh... pretty much any side character). The reactions can be positive or negative. Destiel would be cool or Dean/OMC, no Wincest, RPF, or WIPs.
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27 January 2014 @ 08:20 pm
Hi guys, I am looking for some fics about Jared and Jensen telling their parents that they are a couple. Jensen's parents are good with that, but Jared's don't take it well, so Jensen's family helps Jared. I read many fics like that but majority is about Jensen being disowned so I hope you will help :D
14 December 2013 @ 06:25 pm
Hey y'all. I'm looking for any fics you can think of where one character in the pairing is super religious and the other isn't, i'm going to leave it pretty vague but you can probably guess where i'm going with this...lots and lots of angst and the sex please!

If you could just stick to the people i've tagged that would be awesome but any pairing between them is fine. Any length is good.

Thanks in advance!!
10 December 2013 @ 10:35 pm
Okay can I please have some help? There was this fic that I read a while back and it was J2 and it was about Jared and Jensen having a secret “casual” sexual relationship (That’s what Jensen called it; Jared was in love) but one day Jensen said that they had to call it off because he was getting married to Danneel, and Jared let him go. Two years later Jensen was back in town directing something and Jared found out when he was being interviewed on TV and Chad was his agent and Jared hadn't gotten over Jensen but wanted to see him and the story was based of the “Someone Like You” song by Adele, and can someone find me the link? Or give me a PDF version? The link that I have is broken and I don’t know if the author removed it, because I scoured Google for it and couldn't find it. I don’t know the title and I don’t know the author but can someone please help me?

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08 December 2013 @ 06:02 pm
I'm looking for a Jensen/Jared story. It's about Jared coming out to his family and they don't take it well. Jared meets Jensen and they click right away. Jared's parents do everything they can to keep them apart, but fail. It turns out that Jensen and his family is rich, and the actions of Jared's family cause him to move in with Jensen, all the while Jared gets crap from everyone at school. While away visiting Jensen's family, Jensen and Jared's house is vandalized led by Jared's brother and his former friends, ultimately leading to his arrest. Sometime later Jensen's family offers Jared a place in the family's company. Enraged that nothing is going according to plan, Jared's mother plots to have Jared killed to get the money that Jensen's family gave Jared. Her plot is foiled by Chad who didn't want to be a part of the situation anymore. Jared's mother is caught and sentenced to 44 years in prison.

The story is incomplete I believe. I think the story is called "Dealing with Life" but I'm not certain. I do know that the story is posted on livejournal.
14 November 2013 @ 09:21 am
I'm looking for a few different types of Wincest fics:

1. One of the boys is a true virgin (never had sex with anyone)
2. One of the boys is a partial virgin (has had sex with women, but never men)
3. One of the boys is having severe issues with being gay (maybe he thinks he's too manly to be gay or something of the sort)

Any completed fics would be greatly appreciated! Thanks!
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12 November 2013 @ 07:22 pm
I read a specific au fic a while ago and I am desperate to reread it but can't for the life of me find it now. I can only remember one specific part that comes at the end of the story. Jared and Jensen are leaving a coffee house or sandwich shop and Jensen sees his mother sitting outside on the patio. Jared joins them after a couple of minutes and Jensen's mother upon seeing they are together comments that Jared is very young and wants to know if Jensen made him gay. Generally I remember that Jensen's family disowned him when he came out and I believe Jared is with a girl in the beginning but falls in love with Jensen during the story. I also think Jared was in college. Thanks for the help. Please forgive any mistakes as this is my first time posting. I have always been able to find something by searching other people's posts.

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24 October 2013 @ 10:25 pm
I'm looking for ... well, what it says on the tin. I read both SPN and RPF fic. I'd prefer Sam, Dean, Jared, or Jensen - but coming out and getting a bad reaction.

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

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Hi ,

1. It's a story i read a long ago and i believe it was WIP back then.  It was J2 and arranged marriage? . J1 is looking for a husband for public or something like that and go to some agency and find offer with J2. Everything is arranged and they marry. But J2 thought that it wold be like fairytale but J1 only sleeps with him , barley talk to him etc. For J1 he is just fuck toy or something. Thats all i remember. Maybe that was alpha/beta/omega AU but I'm not certain.

2. It's demon!sam and demon!dean with other demons attack some angel facility and find young innocent angel castiel in library.

3. This is gen request - any fic with J2 where they are friends but J1 is love with J2 but J2 is complete moron and doesn't notice it and start dating some girl. This girl however are more aware of J1 filings and do all to end friendship between J2. Generally I want bitch girlfriend/finance who want to ruin J2 friendship. Maybe they fall apart for few years or couple days i don't care only with happy ending.

4. Another gen - J1 hurt J2 in any way (mentally, neglect etc.) and then try and apologize. Something like that.

5. Any J2 fic with homophobia in it. I would like it very sad like J must run from home becouse his parents disown him or something like that.

I like long story but good short one wold be fine. WIP if it updated
regularly. I don't mind alpha/beta/omega or mpreg or AU.
Hi, here I am again.

This time I'm looking for three specific fic.

  1. Sam and Dean find young Castiel (he fall and reborn). He doesn't remember much but remember Dean and Sam and he goes with them. There a lot of sex with underage Castiel because Sam and Dean make him believe that his grace made them want him.

  2. Second has pairing Jared/Jensen and Misha/Jeff. Misha and I believe Jensen are underage and Jared and Jeff are teachers. Jared is coach. Jared is owner some "specific" night club. It's d/s story. Jared and Jeff are Doms and Jensen and Misha are subs.

  3. Last one is Jared/Jensen/Jeff. Story is Jensen move to the small city with his uncle who is very homophobic and keeps Jensen locked in his room and beat him because he is homosexual. One time Jared finds out and Jeff almost kill Jensen uncle. Then they are in threesome relationship. Jensen uncle kidnap him and almost castrate him but there is happy ending. I maybe messing with Jared/Jensen role in this fic. Jeff is some kind of artist in this fic.

Any Jared/Jensen stories where are a lot of misunderstanding between the two of them and one is cruel to another but with happy anding.

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25 July 2013 @ 05:32 pm
I'm looking for a few different fics I had saved and have lost the links, this is what I remember about them, sorry if it's a bit vague...

1) Jared has asthma and goes running one morning with his dogs, when he gets back he has an attack and needs a nebulizer. Jared and Jensen were living together I think, and possibly in a relationship. Jared has an old nebulizer in the back of his closet that he kept hidden away.

2) Jared and Jensen grew up together and I think they were dating. Jensen moves away or goes to college and had planned on Jared coming with him, or meeting up with him later. Jared's dad stops him going by beating him and getting a priest involved to "help" his son. Jensen comes home, thinking Jared doesn't want to be with him, but they get back together and Jensen eventually learns the truth about what happened and why Jared didn't leave.
Basically any destiel story or Dean centric story where Sam finds out Dean is gay/bi/basically just into guys and Sam had no idea, or maybe had an idea but never knew what to think of it. Fics where Sam figures out Dean and Cas are together are a plus too.

No wincest please!
or any incest please!

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06 June 2013 @ 09:22 pm
Hey! I looking for four kinds of fanfics
1) A fanfic where Sam, Dean and Cas they travel to another universe where everything is the same except all the genders are switched! Bonus if Fem!Dean and fem!Cas are dating, but i don't care if its wincest or any other ship!
2) Either Sam or Dean start reading slash supernatural's fanfic, i rather Destiel, but again, any ship goes.
3) A fake relationship where Dean has to pretend to be castiel (or sam) boyfriend
4) Dean is Gay/Bisexual and somehow John discovers and is homofobic (Bonus for Destiel!)
Thank you all!
Hi guys

I just started readin a great J² AU story with dragon riders (Here's the link for the masterpost: http://pekodragon.livejournal.com/3463.html ; )
Unfortunately, the chapter nine is missing and the PDF was on megaupload ... which means, it's gone - -

It's an amazing story, in which Jared and Jensen meet in a small village because they were both sent away from their families because they're gay. But they both receive letters to by candidate to become dragonriders (4 years apart) in separate ennemy countries  and we follow their life, hardship and training. I haven't read further than chapter 8, of course, I'm hoping someone will be able to help.

As the chapters are quite long, missing one means missing a huge part of the story and, as I really like it, I was really hoping that someone had the PDF and could send it to me ?

So, if you're out there and you know what I'm talking about, here's my e-mail: koalavoyageur@hotmail.com

Thank you ^^
24 April 2013 @ 07:43 pm
So I recently watched this video which is basically a unique take on a world where heterosexuals are considered abnormal and homosexuals are widely accepted and normal. (Trigger warning for the vid: blood, suicide, bullying and homophobia shown as heterophobia)

Is there any fic that deals with this? J2, Wincest, Destiel or any canon pairing is preferable. Gen is alright too. Het, slash and genderbent is okay for me also.
20 April 2013 @ 07:28 am
Someone else's request inspired this request.

I'm having this very weird hankering for a fic where Sam is gay or bi and Dean is uncomfortable with it. Either he's slightly homophobic, or he's so surprised that it's his brother. It could be any papring.

I would like a happy, or at least a hopeful ending.
19 April 2013 @ 08:28 pm
I'm having this very weird hankering for a fic where Dean is gay or bi and Sam is uncomfortable with it. Either he's slightly homophobic, or he's so surprised that it's his brother, or its Destiel and he thinks the angels or just Cas is trying to manipulate Dean somehow... Just please help me find some where Sam is having trouble coming to terms with this facet of his brother.
15 April 2013 @ 03:31 am
Hello everyone,

You all are always so helpful. I was wondering if you might have some more suggestions for me, specifically any fics that deal with the following:

1. Jensen cheating on Chris to be with Jared.

2. Jensen or Jared now dating a female character that the other J used to date (this is how J2 meet) and J2 start to develop feelings for each other.

3. Your all-time favorite first-time Wincest fic (Weecest is fine).

4. J2 D/s theme that is more about the need to have someone else in control rather than straight forward bdsm (a great example is TKO by Vamphile).

5. Internalized homophobia - one of the characters has a really difficult time accepting his attraction to men (bonus if one of the characters is a police officer).

Thank you in advance for any recommendations you may have!
16 February 2013 @ 09:59 pm
Hi there. This is the first time I'm using this comm, so let me know if I'm doing something wrong.

I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago that doesn't feature the boys at all. It's a conversation Alan Ackles has with an old friend and he discusses his gay son. His friend makes him come to terms with Jensen's homosexuality and in the end it is implied Alan will go find his son. I don't even remember if Jensen was in a relationship with Jared in this fic (but it's like 99 % likely). I'm tagging this post with "person: jensen ackles" since there's no tag for Alan, even though Jensen never makes an appearance.

If you could help me find this fic, I'd be immensely grateful.

EDITED: [livejournal.com profile] kimberlyfdr has graciously helped me find it. Thanks a lot! :D
16 February 2013 @ 08:29 pm
Does anyone know of some destiel fics that have Dean and Cas as part of the CIA/FBI/NSI/MI6? Or any other organization that would require undercover work, or defense?

Ooooo! And Army fics! Like, either Dean and/or Cas are part of the army, and they deal with their emotions while trying to survive. I'd prefer if there wasn't too much homophobia, but i can deal with slight amounts.

Police Dean and Cas are also much appreciated!



I just squeed myself to death. -_-

Thanks a lot!
(PS, it would be great if you could give me epic length or long fics, but short fics are cool as well!)

hi! I'm looking for Destiel High School/college AUs where Cas is embarrassed/ashamed about being/wanting to be with Dean. (Or, if you don't have any of those, where they are both ashamed of each other.) The cause can be because he sees Dean as a stupid jock/bad boy/shop class kid or because of homophobia or because of religion or his family or class or whatever reason. I'd rather the story didn't get too far into 5.4/end verse Cas (aka druggie, sex fiend Cas), and I'd rather it end happily (which includes groveling Cas) but again, I'll take what I can get. 


Also if you have any HS/college AUs where they are just completely in love with each other (esp if they started as just friends early on), I'll take those too.


Dean is asexual. Any and everything goes, gen or pairing, as long as Dean is asexual, though I'd love it if he's in a romantic relationship with Cas

Thanks so much! Self-recs always welcomed. I'm open to any side pairings.
26 January 2013 @ 01:46 pm
I'm looking for three types of Wincest stories:

1. Are there any fics where the issue is the gay sex and not the incest that causes hesitation and problems?

2. I've read many, many stories where Sam is jealous of any girl Dean is with. Are there any stories where the opposite is true, and Dean is jealous regarding Sam?

3. Are there any fics where Dean goes with Sam to Stanford? I've already read the Heart's Desire series, which is EXCELLENT!

Thanks so much!
20 December 2012 @ 09:53 am
Hi guys! 
I've been meaning to post about this fic for ages - it was one of my favourites (unfinished, I think?) and suddenly went missing. Not sure if I just lost it or if it was deleted. Hopefully someone can help me out!
What I remember: It was a Dean/Cas. I think they were teenagers, both attending different schools, and they met via an online Xbox game. There was something about Dean being banned from the game by his parents because his grades were dropping. I think they had this kinda dom/sub thing going on, and Cas gave Dean this belt(?) with a lock on it that he had to wear around his waist all the time. Also, there may have been something about a bar where they secretly met up for the first time. Cas was living with Luci because his parents disowned him, and at one point, I think he went undercover and snuck into Dean's school to talk to him.
It's bugging me that I can remember all of these little pieces, but I can't remember the name or who it was by! If anyone knows what happened to it (if it's not around anymore,) then I'd love to know. Also, if anyone has a link/copy of the fic, that'd be even better. Thanks! 
11 December 2012 @ 09:06 pm
Heyy! i have looked for some gay!sam fics but they are almost ALL gay!dean!!! (whats up with that?) so i was hoping you could send me all of the gen. gay!sam fics. sam coming out, just talking about it, sleeping with guys, being caught sleeping with guys, etc... NO pairings with canon characters please. dean is okay, awesome, confused about it, he can be awkward or angry at first but then comes to terms with it and is okay. he could already know and is just waiting for sam to tell him. (like kurt from glee coming out to his dad.) john can be fine with it or not. maybe he kicks sam out and dean stays with sam or somethin'. or sam cuts because he's gay. if there is sex, or they talk about it i would prefer bottom!sam, but not necessary. self recs are good. teen!chester or not, but please nothing in season 3 or 4. and NO au's please, or mpreg. THANK YOU!!! <3
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07 December 2012 @ 09:21 pm
What's the one where Jensen shows up at Jeff's house and it's raining, but the intercom doesn't work. So Jensen ends up sitting outside, in the rain for hours, with a box of his belongings that his parents sent him after he came out to them.
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12 October 2012 @ 01:35 pm
Does this even exist? I'd love to be able to read someones take on how Castiel might deal with someone telling him that his love for Dean is an abomination unto G*d, or some other homophobic crapola... Maybe Dean or whomever has to explain what's going on? Is there anything like this out there?

I put Destiel in the subject line, but pretty much any slash pairing other than wincest is fine, or even gen.

Bonus points if the fic has Gabriel in it!!! Any genre, except complete nonsensical crack, welcome!
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10 October 2012 @ 12:47 am
I'm looking for a J2 fic. Jared is in high school and Jensen is in college i think they meet in a bar. jareds a virgin. jared comes out to his parents and they arent very happy but dont really show it at first but the mother goes a little crazy and gets his siblings to spread rumors about him at school and she also gets some kids that used to be jareds friends to trash jared and jensens house sometime after they move in together and they also threaten to kill him. Jensens family is rich and famous and they are very supportive of jensen being gay and take jared into their family after he leaves his own. i think jensen mightve been president of a gay group on his campus like pflag or gay/straight alliance. i also remember after a group meeting theres a fire outside where someone had burned words into the lawn like maybe fag or something. when jared graduates hes valedictorian.this fic was really long there were a lot of chapters. thats all i can remember any help finding this fic is much appreciated  thank you