06 October 2017 @ 01:18 am
Hello! I was so hesitant to post anything up on this community but once I started I couldn’t stop 😅 y’all are great help!

I’m looking for a few kind of fics:

1) Schmoop fics that warms the heart. I want some hardcore cuddling and sweet smooches going on. It’ll be great if Sam is the little spoon 🥄 or the bottom in the relationship.

2) Angst fics that talked about suicidal Sam. Fics regarding him trying out Lucifer’s promise to revive him, or about the demon blood and what not!

3) Actually, the more hurt the better! Not so much about physical injuries, I’m looking for emotionally hurt Sam fics. I want him feeling lonely with Dean being pissed at him and the angels going against him and all that jazz.

4) Fics about Jensen/Dean cheating on Jared/Sam. I want all the guilty Dean/Jensen fics in the world!!! I only ask if it’ll be bottom Jared/Sam only please.

Thanks so much! Y’all are the greatest!
17 September 2017 @ 11:20 pm
I'm looking for what I believe are two different stories. They may belong to the same verse, but I'm not sure since it's been a while since I've read them.

The first one, either Sam or Dean is a vampire (I think Dean). I remember a scene at a factory/building near some woods, and the vampire falls in a pit and is burned. The other believes he is dead only to find him barely alive by the car.

The second story, the only thing I really remember is Sam being turned into a vampire, and Dean takes Sam underground until he's fully turned. Somehow, John comes into play...and someone is possibly hunting for Dean and Sam.

And lastly, a general request. I'm looking for any Sam/Dean stories where Dean is unfaithful to Sam.
17 September 2017 @ 12:48 am
Parent/Child Incest I read a fic awhile ago featuring younger possible alpha dean/Jensen as son while omega Sam/Jared as father/mother I cant remember name but do know it was finished multi chapter ed and Sam had a baby in the end.Sam's husband was neglectful and abusive to him.
28 May 2017 @ 05:19 am
I'm looking for fics that have someone cheating on Dean. I don't want Dean to just forgive the cheater either. I want fics where the cheater has to work for Dean's forgiveness or Dean finds someone else. Slash pairing at the end/happy ending please.

Any recs are appreciated. Thank you.
20 April 2017 @ 02:22 am
Looking for a story i read a couple of years ago Jensen and Jared were married and Jared accepted Jensen cheating on him. But Jensen finds out Jared was in a car accident and he breaks off his affair does anyone know which story I'm talking about?
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15 December 2016 @ 12:34 am
I'm looking for this fic where Jared and Jensen are in an established relationship. Jared works a lot and kind of neglects Jensen. The two have plans to build their dream home and if Jared gets this business deal done with JDM, they'll finally be able to afford it, so he's working hard on that. Meanwhile, Jensen plans Jared a surprise party and Jared starts to suspect that he's cheating.
10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
03 October 2016 @ 11:02 pm
I believe this story is on livejournal. Jensen is a house painter (I think) in a beach town, and he also paints a mural wall in his house. Jensen and his niece are watching over a turtle's nest on the beach for hatching. Jared is a drop-out engineer student who had an affair with his professor, but he did not realize that his professor was married. Jared is now renting the little shed in Jensen's back yard. They get closer but Jared runs into his professor and falls back into a bad relationship for a weekend. Jensen gets used be Jared with rebound sex. They work through the drama and finally get things right when the turtles hatch.

Hopefully I have most of these details correct and have not confused two stories. Thank you to anyone who can help me find this wonderful story.

I'm searching for a J2 story I read on AO3 not too long ago. In this AU, Jared and Jensen have children, but were freshly separated due to Jared cheating. It's implied that they had been having issues ever since the birth of their second child: Jensen's work schedule being a big part of the problem.

Jensen is bitter and wants a divorce, and although Jared breaks things off with his lover, he doesn't want the divorce he's doing his best to reconcile without forcing the issue.

Jared returns to school to become a baker and eventually opens a shop. A couple memorable scenes:
1. Jared's lover is injured in an accident of some kind, and Jensen has the misfortune of having to stitch him up. The guy (who is shown to have feelings for Jared) tries to bait Jensen into fighting him, but Jensen resists the urge to punch his face in.
2. At some point Jensen brings their kids to Jared's new bakery and meets a classmate of Jared's. He becomes sullen and jealous, forcing Jared to confront Jensen about his double-standards.
3. Jensen starts dating again, but it's not serious. At some point their son wants to go to a cabin for his birthday, and the new bf suggests to come with, but Jensen vetoes it based on Jared's negative reaction.
4. When one of kid complains that Jensen doesn't make peanut butter sandwiches "right", he calls Jared who shares his secret and it turns into a touching moment.

I believe it is a slowburn story in which they get to relearn each other. They date again, and eventually end together again after some major revelations are made (about a miscarried third kid)

I hope this rings a bell to someone. I've been searching for it for too long.

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22 August 2016 @ 12:55 am
Hey guys,

Pretty much what the title says. I'm looking for any fics where the boys are in a relationship and for whatever reason think that the other is cheating on them. I'm preferably looking for fics where it's all just a big misunderstanding and they kiss and make up in the end, but if there are fics where there's actual cheating (and you want to break my heart), I'm down for that too!

Thanks in advance!
14 August 2016 @ 10:48 pm
Hello, everybody!

I read a cheater!Dean fic recently, and it gave me something of a taste, so I was hoping you kind people had some recs. I'd prefer non-AU if possible, and a happy reconciliation by the end because I'm soppy like that.

But I also would love to ready any fluffy Sastiel or Mishalecki fics you had to recommend. Especially if Sam and Jared are all protective of their respective angels. Not adverse to some light hurt/comfort. Also perfectly okay with gen instead of slash.

Thanks in advance.
10 August 2016 @ 08:03 pm
Hei!  I'm looking for some fics

1.Jensen/Dean or Jared/Sam is relationship with someone else than Jared/Sam or Jensen/Dean. Married, engaged etc. But at the end falls for Jared.
2.Secret-relationship, Jared/Jensen in the closet or are famous etc.
3.Nurse!Jensen fics
4.Jealous/possessive Jared/Sam

Ps preferably bottom!Jensen/Dean.

Thank you!
15 June 2016 @ 08:20 pm
I'd like to read some fics where j2 break up cause Jared is cheating (with JDM or Amell, preferably) but Jared realizes Jensen is his ultimate love and eventual happy ending, please!! Definitely prefer bottom!jared
11 April 2016 @ 07:36 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read a few years ago and can't find now. In it, Jared and Sandy are married or engaged and Jared and Jensen start having an affair. The particular scene that I remember is Jensen and Sandy are in the cereal aisle at the supermarket and Jensen recognizes her but she has no idea who he is. She says something to Jensen about her husband/boyfriend likes a particular kind of cereal and Jensen says "so does my boyfriend", knowing that they're both the same person. For the life of me, I can't remember what fic it was or who wrote it. I have an infidelity fic saved, but it's not the right one.

Any help would be greatly appreciated because this has been driving me crazy for a while now :)

FOUND: in comments!
Hello all!

I am looking for a fic that I thought I had bookmarked but cannot find. In it Jared and Jensen were married with kids. It was after Supernatural ended. Jensen was home with the kids while Jared was still acting. There was some sort of misunderstanding between the two J's and Jensen thought Jared was cheating on him. I can't remember if he actually was or just misunderstood the situation. I believe one of the kids were sick and Jared realized things were slipping away.

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Found! PDF in comments!

Thnx again!

HI all! Looking for a lost fic written a couple years ago. It's J2 but it takes a long time for this to happen. It starts with Jared/Sandy moving into this house. They are neighbors with Danneel/Jensen who have a son, only Jensen lives in the basement. Jensen is gay but he Danneel are married because of his mom. Of course J2 are attracted and "cheat" with each other forcing Jensen to out himself, I believe. Anyhow, Jensen moves out of the house/basement with the promise of Jared following him but then Sandy lies by saying she's pregnant. This cause Jared to stay with Sandy instead. Jensen ends up with someone else but is also in a secret/open relationship with Jared. It's super sad but beautiful. I hope someone remembers this story and can lead me to a copy.

Pls, pardon my tags.
04 December 2015 @ 06:55 pm
Can anyone rec me some fics where one J cheats on the other and the fallout after and how the cheater!J earns back the other J's trust?

Happy/J's back together ending only and Bottom!Jensen please.
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28 November 2015 @ 10:16 pm
I remember about all the info about this fic except the title but Jensen and Jared get together after Jeffery Dean Morgan and Jensen break up after 10 years together because JDM wanted to travel and dumped Jensen. After JDM leaves Jensen meets Jared who is very shy compared to how outgoing and adventurous JDM was. When JDM comes back and tries to win back Jensen, Jared notices and is hurt. Jared made a nice dinner for Jensen and him one night and Jensen came home from eating and Jared ending up throwing it away. I can't remember whether Jensen gets with JDM before getting back together with Jared or not.That's about all I remember:(

Also I have been wanting to find fics where Jensen cheats on Jared. Dean cheating on Sam also works. No Jared/Sam cheating please

12 November 2015 @ 08:34 pm
Look for 2 types of fics, can you please help?
1) Sam and Dean get together but Dean keeps going out and sleeping with girls
2) Slutty! Jensen - maybe Jared pines, maybe Jensen is cheating on Jared, I'm not fussy what the plot is as long as it's slutty!Jensen

Thanks guys, you rule!
09 September 2015 @ 08:26 am
Read this years ago - long, plotty. Jared and Gen new to small town. Meet Jensen and Danneel at block party? Jensen is a photographer, gay, living kind of in the closet with Danneel (excellent relationship) to help raise their child (son?). Jared is a schoolteacher. He eventually realized his attraction to Jensen - acts on it when he and Jensen's friends go with him for his occasional foray to another town to a gay bar. They fall in love and I think Jared may be deciding to leave Gen but then Gen says she's pregnant. Also Danneel and Tom want to be married. Jensen decides he has to move away - goes to Los Angeles. He meets a man who is understanding about Jensen's love for Jared, they eventually marry. Takes a few years but there is a happy ending. I would love to read this again!

More detail: Jared discovers that Jensen is gay when he finds romantic/adult? photos of men in his rooms - he lives downstairs/separately in his house with Danneel. Turns out Jared's sister has disappeared on the streets, become a hooker taken advantage of by a photographer initially. Jared is horrified to think Jensen is that way too, Jensen eventually explains he's helping out these men by not being that way - and Jared finds out Jensen is gay. Much later, after Jensen has moved and gotten married, Jared asks Jensen to come take family pictures for the Padaleckis - something they haven't done since his sister disappeared. When Jared's brother (mother?) sees one of the photos Jensen took of Jared - just laughing, not knowing he's being photographed - they say "he really loves you."
18 July 2015 @ 05:53 pm
I'm looking for a specific story that I found recced on another journal.  Looks like the journal has been deleted and purged.  Any idea if there is a PDF of this story and if the author would mind it being shared?  I'd love to read it.

Keep on Yearning by teot
Summary:  Every member of the lore knows that shifters only mate with other shifters. When Jensen meets Jared, someone disconcertingly human, he reacts as if his body were on fire. But Jensen refuses to believe that Jared is his true mate. He’s already in a committed relationship with Danneel and Jared is engaged to his girlfriend Sandy. Factor in Jensen’s responsibilities as Prince and the rebellion he’d have on his hands if he chose a human for a mate, and any relationship with Jared should be dead on arrival. But the wolf in him doesn’t care about politics or existing relationships; it wants Jared, human or not. Further complicating everything is that Jared seems to be the target of humans, wolves and even the reclusive cougar clan. Could Jared be more than he seems?

EDIT: Found!
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23 April 2015 @ 07:45 am

So, I've read this kink meme story a while ago where Dean walks in on Cas fucking his father and after a confrontation he catches them again. Caught in the Middle http://archiveofourown.org/works/2085690

I was wondering if there were more fics like this one out there. Preferably with Dean walking in on the scene and/or graphic detail. I don't care with whom Cas cheats, I just need the hurt.

I've searched online and I found a lot of cheating!Dean fics, but that's not what I'm looking for here. Thanks in advance ^^

25 January 2015 @ 02:55 pm
Okay so im embarassed to ask but are there any fics involving the plot of jennifer lopez's new movie the boy next door? I want to find something similar.
24 January 2015 @ 04:08 pm
I have had Riot Gear by Elaine_Penny favorited on AO3 for a while just so I could go back and reread it, but whenever i try to open it now AO3 says it can not be found. Does any one know if Elaine_Penny deleted her profile? If so does anyone know where I could read it again? I really liked that fic and would love to read it again.

Also I have been wanting to read fics where Dean/Jensen cheat on Sam/Jared, I have read all the fics like this I can find. I'm just looking for any I haven't

Thank you!
23 January 2015 @ 02:09 pm
I’m looking for a specific Jared/Jensen fic. I believe it was a long fic, and I’m almost 100% certain that it was non AU. Jared is married to a woman (can’t remember who), but he has been having a long-term affair with Jensen. I think Jensen quit acting, and I remember for sure that Jensen lives abroad by the beach in quite an isolated place and he’s best friends with his female neighbour. Jared flies out to visit him. I’m pretty sure at one point Jensen is angry with Jared and they break up, and Jensen dates his neighbour’s younger brother for a while. I believe it ended with J2 getting back together.

Thank you.
16 January 2015 @ 06:04 pm
Hi everyone, I hope there's someone who can help me;

I want to read J2 or wincest fic with Sam/Jared cheat or hurt Dean/Jensen's feeling so bad. Sam/Jared feels so bad for it and try to win Dean/Jensen back.

botoom!Dean/Jensen only please

thank you so much
05 January 2015 @ 04:51 pm
Hi, I'm searching for a J2 fic.
I can't remember the summary and I forgot to bookmark to read later. I think J2 were forced into marrying each other but Jensen stayed in Texas (I think it was Texas) while Jared was famous and lived in LA and didn't take his marriage seriously because I think he fooled around with other people. Then something happened and he had to go back home to Jensen and I think he was like having second thoughts about his feeling. I'm sorry if it's a vague explanation of the summary but I hope someone can help me find this fic.
Thank you!

Found: "Times Like These" by _doodle  (found by kaligrrrl)
I uploaded the file on to mediafire for you to download since the link provided by kaligrrrl doesn't work.
27 December 2014 @ 05:55 pm
I searched my bookmarks but I couldn't find this story anymore.
Here is what I remember:
Jared and Jensen were married but Jared cheated on Jensen with Jensen's twin brother.
Jensen's brother gets pregnant and Jensen is devastated because he always wanted a child with Jared.
Jensen also gets pregnant but he miscarries

That's all I remember.
I hope someone finds it.

Thanks in advance

Found by [livejournal.com profile] avirt75
19 November 2014 @ 11:14 am
Hey guys just feel like reading sad but happy ending fics. So, can you hit me with stories where Jensen or Dean gets cheated on but finally at the end he is happy. If it is Dean please no wincest, if they are unrelated Sam can be the cheater. Thank you guys so much. xoxo

P.S. I rather Jensen end up with Jared
10 November 2014 @ 05:58 pm
Are there any fics where Castiel cheats on Dean with Sam, or cheats on Sam with Dean, and angst ensues? It can end with Wincestiel, Sastiel, Destiel, Wincest, or be a sad ending, I'm not too fussy.

Hello everyone! I am killing myself on that one. It's AU. Castiel meets barista Dean and Cas left is phone number on a napkin. They start to see each other but Dean is always the one making efforts. I think he moved town to follow Castiel who was promoted. Dean left everything for Cas and I think that Cas cheated on him. That was the final straw. Dean left him and Cas started to search for him, realising his actions and regretting everything. Dean sent him back the napkin with the phone number. Please tell me you know this fic!!! Thx!
I have a weakness for slavefics, my favourite being A Kept Boy verse by [livejournal.com profile] poisontaster and Sundown Verse and of course Deathknell Verse. I'd love some more slavefic, J2 or Jeff/Jensen and bottom Jensen please.

Pretty much the same request, bottom Jensen prostitute fics please.

Finally, I've asked for this before but no one replied. I'd like some angsty fics with WTF moments. What I'm looking for is fics with a shocking moment, normally a hugely angsty moment. The two stories that I'm thinking of establish the story and lure you in emotionally to care for the characters then out of the blue something awful and unexpected happens, in the two case I'm thinking of, one character lets the other down. Nothing Ever Happens which was a fanfic once upon a time and Bareback which wasn't. If anyone has read these stories then they'll know what I mean.

Ooh and one last thing if anyone could rec some infidelity fics too, I would be grateful. I never used to like infidelity in my reading but now I love the angst it causes.

Many thanks
05 June 2014 @ 03:17 am
Hi guys, I've asked for this before but it was buried in with other requests, so I'm really hoping someone can help me. I'm looking for longish fics where the boys are together and break up for any reason - distance, infidelity, arguments, misunderstandings - any reason at all. Then years later they meet up, one or both of them are with someone else. I love tons and tons of angst with a happy ending. Any pairing at all, I'm a multi-shipper - J2, Destiel, Wincest, anything. Bonus points if it involves them cheating on their partners with each other.

I'm not keen on mpreg, were-beasts, creatures, gen or strong BDSM. I love AU, but I'll take non-AU if it's good.

To give an example, Back To December is an amazing J2.

Also, anything where one of the boys breaks the other one's heart. I love The Other Side Of Shacking Up as an example (also a J2). Loads of hurt and pain, the more, the better, as long as it has a happy ending.

Non-con, underage, pretty much anything except what I listed above is great.

Thank you!
I asked for this type of fics before but I didn't get any recs so, I'm going to post it again. I am looking for fics in which a pining Jensen is trying to win Jared's heart. I want Jensen to take Jared out on dates or trying to impress him - generally Jensen trying to court Jared and being a romantic. Bonus points if it is non-au but au fics are just as amazing.
Alternatively, it could be Jensen trying to win Jared back after he screwed up the relationship somehow. Cheating on Jensen's part would be a major plus.

I want fics in which Jared is hurt in some way - an accident on set, a car crash, a sexual assault or a serious illness or something. And Jensen takes care of him while constantly worrying about Jared's health and basically mother-henning him. Eventual J2 would be great, too!

I am looking for good Jensen/Jared period drama fics. They can be anything from historical to fantasy.

Bottom!Jared only, please. Also, please warn me if there is any mention of homophobia in your recs. It is kinda a trigger of mine but I still read them. I just need a warning. All kinks and self-recs are welcome.

Thank you in advance :D
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Hi. I need some help finding some good fics.

1) Okay so I'm looking for particular fics that are heavy in angst, hurt/comfort, and dark. Now I was wondering if anyone knew if any fics where either Sam or Dean where with someone else but they end up dying and they are going through a hard time and it eventually leads to wincest but after all the hurt/comfort. I don't want any fics where Sam/Dean and there partner leave each mutually. I want it where they are having a hard time getting over their first lover or whatever. This doesn't have to be just Sam/Dean, it can also be J2!

2)I want some dark,evil type fics. Such as one of the brothers, preferably Dean, go dark/evil. I prefer it be some type of wincest but I don't want it to be where the other brother is completely fine with it. I want it be more dubcon and non con. Kind of like the brother is breaking the other brother into submission and what not.

3) I'm really in need of fics where it turns out the events of Supernatural never happened and it's all in one of the brother's head and their actually sick mentally. This can be wincest or gen but heavy in interactions with the two brothers and other people.

4)One of the brothers in a role of a hooker or sex slave. Preferably wincest or J2. Don't really want an immediate happy ending. I want there to be a type of struggle and distrust.

5) One of the brothers or J2 become pregnant by someone else. I want it consensual and preferably Sam being the one pregnant. This one can be wincest, J2, or gen.

6) Linked a bit it request 6. Sam or Dean get pregnant by someone else when they are with each other. This can also be J2!

Thank you in advance for anyone who can help me find this request. Hopefully you good people can find me some goodies!
Hi gang! I'm looking for a specific J2 - Jared and Jensen are the perfect couple but then Jared starts to work for his dad and his personality starts to change. He starts cheating on Jensen with women. He beats up Jensen really badly, I think he falls through a glass coffee table or something like that. Jensen leaves him, and Jared marries either Sandy or Gen, I can't remember which one. Sandy/Gen is not a very pleasant person. After that I'm all mixed up as to which is this fic and which are other fics. But hopefully this sounds familiar to someone?

I'm also looking for any J2 fics where the Js are together, then separate for any reason (infidelity, arguments, misunderstandings, long-distance, etc) and when they meet again, either one or both of them are with someone else and there's plenty of angst.

I'm also looking for angsty AU Destiel. My favourite angsty Destiel is And This Is Enough by [livejournal.com profile] camui_zuuki and [livejournal.com profile] dream_0f_flight if that gives you any idea of what I'm after. Tons of angst to make you cry.

Thank you!
18 April 2014 @ 08:46 pm
Hello! I'm looking some J2 divorce, break-up fics. The reason to separation could be cheating,drifting apart etc. I love hurt/angst/bottom!Jensen, so Jared is the "bad-guy" :D Big plus if they have children, can be mpreg(<-Jensen of course),

Thank you!
11 March 2014 @ 08:51 pm
I saw this on tumblr:


and now I want a fic like that! So are there any fics out there in which Dean finds out Sam has cheated on him after he comes back from hell instead of the whole ruby/demon blood issues? Even if it doesn't replace the ruby/demon blood, I'd still want to read some cheating fic so long as it's while Dean is in hell? Please only happy endings? Sad endings are too... well, sad.

Thank you! 
19 February 2014 @ 10:50 pm
I'm looking for a specific destiel fic. Both Dean and Castiel work at an office. Dean is married to Lisa. Basically Dean cheats on Lisa with Castiel. There is a scene where Dean invites Cas to a party that he's having with Lisa. The two of them hook up in the bath tub. 
16 January 2014 @ 01:53 pm
I'm looking for a sad story where Sam became a lawyer and is with Jess, but he still occasionally sleeps with Dean, who visits him and insists on Sam going hunting with him. Finally, when their father goes missing, Dean gives Sam an ultimatum, Sam says "no" and he never sees his brother again. I remember that the last scene of the fic was set some years in the future when Sam thinks of his twisted relationship with his brother and wonders whether he should tell Jessica about it because (as far as I remember) he imagines that she would understand. This is all I can recall, except for the fic being rather agsty, depressing and sad. I've been looking for it for a really long time. Please, help!
1. I'm looking for a specific J2 fic w/ Jared and Jensen in an established relationship and Jared's going into the army-not necessarily because he wants to, I think he promised his dad that he would or something. He offers to stay if Jensen asks him but Jensen knows the army is important to Jared so he doesn't. I think it might've been a WIP that left off with Jared leaving for the army when Jen was still asleep. I was wondering if it sounded familiar to anyone.

2. I'm looking for any angsty J2 fics that maybe have the boys fighting or breaking up and then getting back together or some other kind of happy ending.

3. I'm looking for something where one thinks the other is cheating but it isn't true. Or any fics where they are cheating but please have it be Jared cheating and let me know if they are actually cheating because stories like that make me sad and I need to be in a certain mood to read them.

4. Any stories where one of the boys is an addict or suffers from substance abuse.

5. Any stories with mpreg Jensen. I recently read An Unexpected Love and now I really want some of these.

6. Last but not lease any tearjerkers but with happy ending (and please let me know if cheating is involved).

Or you can recommend any J2 fics you think are worth reading but please warn for infidelity or deathfics.

Any and all help is appreciated, thank you!!!!!
Hi, I'm looking for this story where Dean and Cas are boyfriends. Dean's a musician touring with his band and Castiel has heart problems that keep him at home. Dean sleeps around when on tour and Cas is aware. Dean comes back home from touring and sleeps with someone in their town so Castiel tells him that he puts up with Dean sleeping around when on tour but not when he's home.

Cas is really, really sick, has to have an oxygen tank with him at all times. I'm not sure but I think maybe Bobby was Cas' dad? (Not sure about the last bit).

I do remember that Sam and Jo are the same age and Dean and Cas go to their HS graduation. Also, I think Jo might be Cas' sister (?)

Thanks for the help, guys!
10 December 2013 @ 10:35 pm
Okay can I please have some help? There was this fic that I read a while back and it was J2 and it was about Jared and Jensen having a secret “casual” sexual relationship (That’s what Jensen called it; Jared was in love) but one day Jensen said that they had to call it off because he was getting married to Danneel, and Jared let him go. Two years later Jensen was back in town directing something and Jared found out when he was being interviewed on TV and Chad was his agent and Jared hadn't gotten over Jensen but wanted to see him and the story was based of the “Someone Like You” song by Adele, and can someone find me the link? Or give me a PDF version? The link that I have is broken and I don’t know if the author removed it, because I scoured Google for it and couldn't find it. I don’t know the title and I don’t know the author but can someone please help me?

Status: Found
05 December 2013 @ 10:37 pm
1. Any cheating fics? All of them. I've read a lot of them, but I'm convinced there's more out there. I can't stress how much I love angst!

2. J2 fics where they have sex on set and people outside of their trailer can hear them?

3. Any J2 movie AUs of the following: The Lion King, Brokeback Mountain, My Bloody Valentine (Jensen's Movie), or Thomas Kinkade's Christmas Cottage?

(Any wincest versions of these are more than alright)
12 November 2013 @ 01:51 pm
   I had just started reading a fic (in incognito mode) and accidentally exited. I have no idea what it is called and don't have much detail. Here goes.

Jared has a daughter with Sandy named Alexandra (Allie). It starts out on her wedding day while she is reading a letter her mother wrote her. Sandy was talking about how she knew she was going to die in childbirth and then proceeds to tell her about love. There is a line that says, "Your father loved me dearly...I learned about love from a different source." She says that even though Jared probably didn't realize it at the beginning, Jensen was the "sun that lit up his whole life." Basically, she admitted to knowing about an affair between J2. So then Allie talks to her fathers about their relationship and finds out they have been together for 30 years. She calls Jensen Da-Jen. That's pretty much all I have.
02 November 2013 @ 03:01 pm
Could anyone recommend  fics that deal with Dean and Cas being in a relationship but Dean doesn't acknowledge it outside the bedroom for some reason and still hits on women. EmotionallyHurt!Cas would be wonderful and I'll take happy and unhappy endings!
04 October 2013 @ 02:04 am
Hi, I'm searching for a fic where Jared and Jensen marry, I think it was an arranged marriage or something similar where Jensen cheats on Jared with a new employee at his office, I think his name was Brady or someting like that. I remember that in the end Jensen feels guilty about it and sees that Jared was hurt by it because he loves him . I know that he asks his secretary to transfer the guy and the guy thought they had something more even while knowing Jensen was married and Jensen set him straight.
07 September 2013 @ 07:53 pm
Hey all! I'm looking for fics wherein either

A: Jensen cheats on Jared and Jared finds out about it


B: Jared incorrectly thinks Jensen is cheating on him

I'm game for any level of asshole!Jensen, any rating, and don't particularly care who it is that Jensen sleeps with outside of his relationship with Jared, but if at all possible I would prefer bottom!Jared. Thanks! :))

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

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