Sam/Dean angst episodes

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

Hi all,
just had been watching re-runs of episode two and became hungry for

1) Basically fics related to "All Hell Break Loose"...or just any fics related with the Winchesters going down the pit.
Something like the fantastic Aftermath!verse would be great, or specific episode-related fics. What if Sam never got to know that Dean sold his soul for him? What if Sam stayed dead? What about John in hell? What if Sam did bring Dean back at the end of season three? What if he couldn't at all?

After hell, before hell, virtually anything is wonderful.

I assume there will be a significant amount of angst included in any of these hell-related fics---hurt!Dean and hurt!Sam are very welcome:)

2)
I know I asked this before, but any fics with Sam having a crush on Dean? Maybe evolving in to something more than just a crush afterwards? Dean not realizing it/or reluctantly hesitating/furiously denying? Any genre is fine, any warning is also cool with me.

--ohh, and I'm not too choosy, but bottom!Dean would be preferred. But that's only minor, it's just that it'll be great if you tell me beforehand to what the lovely fics lean to.


Thanks in advance!

Comments

[giandujakiss.livejournal.com]

For (2), there are lots - if you're talking pre-series, I'd try vaingirlfic's Credit in the Straight World, and sneaky_sena's Big Bang story (don't recall title but I'm sure you can find it at her LJ). sneaky_sena also has I Wish I Was the Moon.

[kroki-refur.livejournal.com]

For one, I have a bunch of self-pimps, because I'm shameless that way :D.

These External Manners of Lament (http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/132595.html) -- Bobby's perspective on AHBL.
Where the Heart is (http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/134815.html) -- slightly schmoopy aftermath to AHBL.
And Sent Him Down the Sky (http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/172774.html) -- Sam stays dead.
Pour Away the Ocean (http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/149663.html) -- Sam tries to get Dean out of hell.
Enterprises of Great Pitch and Moment (http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/210980.html) -- five ways Sam gets Dean out of hell.
Dellamorte Dellamore (http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/180915.html) -- an AU aftermath to AHBL.
weathercock snowfall (starlight cockcrow) (http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/217733.html) -- the last weeks before Dean goes to hell.

Hope you find something in there you enjoy!

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

pre-series, post-series, just about anything! Thanks for your recs!

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

You're fics are beautiful, I've experienced its excellence before:D Now I have more of yours to read! Thanks so much!

[kroki-refur.livejournal.com]

Oh, hey, thank you! I'm really pleased you've enjoyed what you've read so far :).

[giandujakiss.livejournal.com]

Also try killabeez's And Devil Makes Three (http://seacouver.slashcity.net/killa/devil.html).

What's the Aftermath!verse?

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

And Devil Makes Three! I've forgotten about that one, thanks!

I'm trying to retrieve that one from my memories saved up in my account, but seems like I've lost it. I've forgotten about the author too...horrible, aren't I...it's mainly about Dean back from hell and suffering from the memories. Does anybody else recongnize this wonderful piece??

I'll definitely get back to you once I find it. Sorry!

[giandujakiss.livejournal.com]

I figured it out - you mean this (http://tabaqui.livejournal.com/tag/aftermath), I think.

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

Yes, yes! Fabulous piece-- you remained to be awesome all the way through, thank you!

[ifyouweremine.livejournal.com]

1.
SPN-episode2x21-All-Hell-Breaks-Loose-Pt-1 recs (http://delicious.com/ifyouweremine/SPN-episode2x21-All-Hell-Breaks-Loose-Pt-1) (angst-only ones here (http://delicious.com/ifyouweremine/SPN-episode2x21-All-Hell-Breaks-Loose-Pt-1+angsty))

SPN-episode2x22-All-Hell-Breaks-Loose-Pt-2 recs (http://delicious.com/ifyouweremine/SPN-episode2x22-All-Hell-Breaks-Loose-Pt-2) (angst-only ones here (http://delicious.com/ifyouweremine/SPN-episode2x22-All-Hell-Breaks-Loose-Pt-2+angsty))


2.
hansbekhart: The Miner's Lamp ( Sam /Dean PG-13) (http://hansbekhart.livejournal.com/225708.html) and its sequels hansbekhart: Ruddy With the Light (Sam/Dean PG-13) (http://hansbekhart.livejournal.com/231200.html) and hansbekhart: I See You Better In the Dark (Sam/Dean NC-17) (http://hansbekhart.livejournal.com/234960.html)

kamikazeremix: Excelling Violet (The Miner's Lamp remix) [PG-13, Sam /Dean] (http://community.livejournal.com/kamikazeremix/6573.html?style=mine)

Wages of Sin 'verse (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=calicokat&keyword=Supernatural:+Wages+of+Sin&filter=all)