hospitalized!boys, mental illness, psychological trauma

[angelikdemons.livejournal.com]

Hey all,

I am totally in the mood for any story where any of the boys (Js or Winchesters) have been hospitalized due to some sort of psychological trauma. I was watching the first season again (yay for syndication) and was curious about what Sam would have said to the doc in "Asylum"...they can be adults or children...doesn't matter.

Also, it would be awesome if anyone could suggest some stories where Sam or Dean had a major trauma in childhood and the other brother finds out later and helps gets them through it...something like What a Father Won't Do and What a Brother Won't Do (WiP) by [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com].

And the last (promise!)...any story where John blames Sam for Mary's death (and their whole lives, pretty much) and abuses him because of it...and Dean takes care of Sammy. I don't want any story where Dean abuses Sam, too. That's just...wrong.

Wincest, gen, J2 all welcome...just no het (eww)

Thanks!

Comments

[fayedoll.livejournal.com]

lovesrain44: Master Fic Post: Blue Skies From Rain (http://lovesrain44.livejournal.com/26355.html) (http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Flovesrain44.livejournal.com%2F26355.html&hash=ed843800c669b5e025fa3cc30caa4346&key=bifZwl.CqnZZX7EhSKxFVpcBBuI-&edit=yes&jump=%2Fsearch%3Fp%3Dblue%2Bskies%26chk%3D%26context%3Duserposts%257Ceishexe%257Cgotta%26fr%3Ddel_icio_us%26lc%3D&on_tags=user%3Ablue%20user%3Askies&tmpl=srp)

The morning after Samrescues Dean from the djinn, Sam and Dean go back to the warehouse totake care of the bodies of both the victims and of the djinn. Butinstead of what should be a simple clean-up job, Sam and Dean aresucked into a nightmare world brought about by the djinn’s last dyingact of revenge. (Takes place directly after What Is and What Should Never Be.) What do you do when you wake up in a mental institution and you think your brother is dead?

[(Anonymous)]

Jensen Inside by not_refined is nail-bitingly intense. It may still be a wip; last I looked, it had over 70 chapters, and the author said it was near the end: http://not-refined.livejournal.com/50267.html

[deceptivechasm.livejournal.com]

just one breath (just in case there’s just one left) by kkgee --http://kkgee.livejournal.com/8181.html

Following a horrific event during filming, Jensen’s life hangs in the balance and Jared discovers what is truly important.

It isn't a really in depth mental trauma but Jensen gets shot and it really affects Jared.

[alleysweeper.livejournal.com]

I know a few. All are Dean and Sam, and all are Gen.


Summery: Dean always thought he was prepared for Sam to leave him again, until it actually happened. Gen.
http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/55299.html
But For The Grace by kroki_refur

Summery: Who was the handsome stranger brought to the mental institution in the dead of night - and what terrible tragedy from his past had reduced him to a broken, empty shell? Gen.
http://www.supernaturalville.net/viewstory.php?sid=1122&chapter=1
Broken Images by mizpah

Summery: From the French, 'oublier'. To forget. A trap door or secret prison. Gen.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3025559/1/Oubliette
Oubliette by darkbird36

[imwithharvey.livejournal.com]

I actually just rec'd a bunch of stories that fit your last request. I think the first 2 and the last one are gen (it's been a while since I read them).

On The Turning Away (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2819973/1/On_The_Turning_Away) by Oldach's Dream (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/965073/Oldachs_Dream)
Summary: Daddy. A label that had no sentimental meaning. A threat. ‘Daddy’s coming, go and hide.’ Sammy hated the word daddy.
Dean would do anything to keep his little brother safe and healthy. He would provide for him, no matter what the cost. They didn’t need their father. Not today, not ever. AU, what if they’d had Max’s childhood? Angst and smarm.

A Little More Tequila, A Little Less Demon Hunting (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3110914/1/A_Little_More_Tequila_A_Little_Less_Demon_Hunting) by SpikeLover7 (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/223254/SpikeLover7)
What if Sam and Dean had had Max’s childhood? AU except for obvious necessary details pulled from the first scene of the pilot. Lots of mini Sam and Dean in the form of flashbacks.

Playing Monsters (http://community.livejournal.com/omg_fics/11021.html) by albydarned
Pairing: non-explicit Sam/Dean, Sam/John
Warnings: character death, child-abuse, non-con, AU, angst ... this fic is not intended to be light-hearted.
Summary: It was just a game ... a game that those boys used to play. They'd pretend that they were monster hunters, that they were some kind of heroes. The problem was that they started to believe that all of that nonsense was real, you see?

No Fortunate Son (http://nocturniquette1.livejournal.com/tag/no+fortunate+son) by nocturniquette1
Pairing: Sam/John, Sam/Dean
Warnings- Incest, NonCon, Suggested underage, Violence
Summary- A grave misconception leads Dean Winchester on the hunt for his father.

The Long Way Home (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3879595/1/The_Long_Way_Home) by 1Pagan3 (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1342049/1Pagan3)
Summary: AU. Dean makes a decision to force his Dad to become the father his brother needs, but when he finds out how badly his plan backfires, it's going to take everything he has with the help of his friends to bring Sammy home. !Crazy John!

[hoodietime.livejournal.com]

Seconding the rec for "Blue Skies From Rain," and here's a rec-list for fics featuring mental illness/mentally ill!Dean (http://community.livejournal.com/hoodie_time/48460.html) at hoodie_time

There are also specific tags for mental illness, psychological trauma, and childhood trauma at the comm. Among other things. ;)

[aelijah85.livejournal.com]

http://delicious.com/aelijah85/mental!illness!dean

http://delicious.com/aelijah85/mental!illness!jensen

We'll dance all night - http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/75831.html (Jared)
Summary:When Jared dreams, he dreams of Jensen's six little dead girls. He dreams of them lying side by side in the dry yellow cornstalks of the fields where Jensen brought them to kill them: tiny, candy-sweet blondes, who all look like the baby sister that caught fever and died when Jensen was only eight.

http://delicious.com/aelijah85/insane!dean

Happy reading,
~Delight~