spnstoryfinders | Pamela Barnes backstory (Reply)

Hello, I'm looking for a really wonderful story I read a while ago that was Pamela POV. Part of it is about when she first came into her gift she foresaw the death of a classmate/friend (drunk driving, I think?) and interfered, and came to regret it. Learned that she shouldn't try to change things. But the story also is set closer to the episode, her thoughts and reasons why she decides to help the Winchesters. In all, it works to explain her anger and resignation in Death Takes a Holiday. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Any help would be much appreciated. :)