Sastiel: pining!sam

[spn-lov3r.livejournal.com]

I love Sastiel, and so I was wondering if there were any fics where Sam is in love with Cas but thinks that there is no way that Cas would ever be interested in him because he's 'unworthy', or even better; because he thinks that Cas is in love with Dean, and he doesn't want to get 'in the way' of their happiness (even though that's not true)? Happy endings preferable please!
Thanks!

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[elwarre.livejournal.com]

The only Sastiel fic I know with pining!Sam is Hush (http://archiveofourown.org/works/5350127/chapters/12354554) by posingasme: "Sam is a Stanford-educated janitor at the school where Dean is a gym teacher and wrestling coach, and where a certain history teacher's classroom is always a complete mess." (AU, obviously, and I think this falls in the "Sam thinks he's unworthy" category, not the "Sam thinks Cas is in love with Dean," but maybe you'll enjoy it anyway. I did :) )

[spn-lov3r.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I'm glad that at least that there's at least one fic in this genre :)