Sam/Dean angst episodes

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

Hi all,
just had been watching re-runs of episode two and became hungry for

1) Basically fics related to "All Hell Break Loose"...or just any fics related with the Winchesters going down the pit.
Something like the fantastic Aftermath!verse would be great, or specific episode-related fics. What if Sam never got to know that Dean sold his soul for him? What if Sam stayed dead? What about John in hell? What if Sam did bring Dean back at the end of season three? What if he couldn't at all?

After hell, before hell, virtually anything is wonderful.

I assume there will be a significant amount of angst included in any of these hell-related fics---hurt!Dean and hurt!Sam are very welcome:)

2)
I know I asked this before, but any fics with Sam having a crush on Dean? Maybe evolving in to something more than just a crush afterwards? Dean not realizing it/or reluctantly hesitating/furiously denying? Any genre is fine, any warning is also cool with me.

--ohh, and I'm not too choosy, but bottom!Dean would be preferred. But that's only minor, it's just that it'll be great if you tell me beforehand to what the lovely fics lean to.


Thanks in advance!

Comments

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

pre-series, post-series, just about anything! Thanks for your recs!

[giandujakiss.livejournal.com]

Also try killabeez's And Devil Makes Three (http://seacouver.slashcity.net/killa/devil.html).

What's the Aftermath!verse?

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

And Devil Makes Three! I've forgotten about that one, thanks!

I'm trying to retrieve that one from my memories saved up in my account, but seems like I've lost it. I've forgotten about the author too...horrible, aren't I...it's mainly about Dean back from hell and suffering from the memories. Does anybody else recongnize this wonderful piece??

I'll definitely get back to you once I find it. Sorry!

[giandujakiss.livejournal.com]

I figured it out - you mean this (http://tabaqui.livejournal.com/tag/aftermath), I think.

[ms-fingerling.livejournal.com]

Yes, yes! Fabulous piece-- you remained to be awesome all the way through, thank you!