Dean's Faith

[hanging-fire.livejournal.com]

I just watched Houses of the Holy again last week and Dean's "There's no God" speech killed me just as much this time as it did the first.  And now I'm really in the mood to read anything regarding Dean's struggle with faith.  I don't care if it's pre-canon!angels or post, I'd just really like to read Dean angsting about God- in any sense; whether He exists or not, whether He loves Dean or not...Messiah!Dean angsting about God would be even awesomer.  Slash or gen is fine as well.

Any help you could give would be much appreciated!

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Faith...

[saramalou.livejournal.com]

There's a one-shot that has this as it's topic, and a few more where it's more just a small part of the story. I'll try to find those, but here's the first one (and by the way, it's by a great author, she has alot of fics with Dean/Cas so perhaps she has more fics along the lines you're asking for :) )

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4754993/1/First_and_Amistad

(sorry not so good with the clicky-ly)

Re: Faith...

[saramalou.livejournal.com]

Oooh found a couple more, though not strickly Dean angsting, but mayby you like it anyways :)

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4595184/1/Confessional
(Dean/Cas just so you know, not graphic)

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4561051/1/Now_I_Lay_Me
(Again it's Dean/Cas)

Really, you should try and check out her masterlist :)

Faith

[followingabdiel.livejournal.com]

If you don't mind self-recs and AU's, I've got a one-shot called "Patience, Faith, and Forgiveness" that's part of a 'verse I've been working on. It's definitely got Dean expressing his anger/grief concerning his faith (or lack thereof), so it might be something you're interested in. It's AU, set when Dean is about 18 or so. If it's not your thing, no big deal, but I thought I'd let you know.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5826088/1/Patience_Faith_and_Forgiveness