Ok I read a bit of it a few years ago.

The parts that I remember was that Dean and John are hunters and try to keep Sam out of the know. The brothers are in their teens I think.

Dean takes little Sammy on a hunt to prove to John he's a capable hunter and Sam is kidnapped by demons because he's Lucifer's Vessel. He's a smartass to the demons that are taking care of him as Dean tries to locate Sam. Sam is in a white room or something in a lab I think. The demons are trying to get Sam to say yes to being Lucifer's vessel but Sam's not having it and is buying time for Dean to rescue him.

The fic is subsequently about Dean trying to find Sammy and Sammy wanting to get out of the lab.


That's all I know of it. It's on AO3 I have no clue what it's called or if it's deleted.
 
 
04 November 2019 @ 09:30 pm




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Hello, everyone!

I read this fic years ago and it just now came to my mind again. I don't remember much of the plot, but basically Dean is kidnapped by a drug addict after a hunt gone wrong and is kept in a basement (?) for a week or so. The man constantly rapes Dean and injects him with drugs. I remember this particular scene where Dean is really thirsty and begs the man for water. The man gives it to him but Dean does something wrong (I think he spat the water or drank more after the man told him to wait) and punishes Dean by assaulting him again. There's also this other scene where the man rapes Dean when he is too drugged to know what's going on and the man laughs about it the next day. While this is happening, John realises that Dean is missing and starts to look for him, at one point going to the house where Dean is kept and talking to the man who kidnapped him. John senses something's wrong and plans to visit the house again when the man's not there or something similar. Eventually John finds Dean being raped by the man and shoots the guy, I think? And then burns the house down. The rest of the fic deals with Dean's newfound drug addiction and Bobby and John caring for Dean.
 
 
03 November 2019 @ 11:20 am

Hey guys! I am looking for any fics that have Dean leaving hunting, or at least mostly leaving it behind. I prefer long fics that are based pre season 1 but am good with anything. I am a CasDean girl but am willing to read any genfic or pairing. I would like if the fic contains some angst, particularly angst with Sam and Dean, but  the pics definitely have to have a happy ending. 


I am also looking for fics that have Dean time traveling to past seasons and fixing things. I'd love DeanCas as the main pairing but am good with gen. 

 
 
01 November 2019 @ 04:14 am
Hi all

I'm looking for fics where Dean (or Jensen) is wrongly accused or falsely blamed for something (cheating, stealing, breaking up with someone but is fact the one dumped, etc) I want first the pain at being wronged amd then his accusers reactions when they realise they were mistaken, or if knowingly falsely accused the reactions of those who believe the lies. It can be the main plot of a story or just part of a longer fic. Dean/Jensen can protest his innocence or not (e.g. covering for someone).

I'm happy with gen, slash, ABO, J2, destiel, any level or type of abuse, etc.

Thanks all.
 
 
30 October 2019 @ 10:14 am

In the fic, Castiel was an alpha while Dean was an omega (I’m pretty sure). I remember that Castiel was afraid that he might harm Dean because of an incident in his past. 


The incident was that Cas got into an elevator with an omega (I think Alfie, Inias, or an OC) and almost attacked him due to rut or something of that nature. But, Castiel stopped himself (due to seeing the supposed fear in the omega) and got out of the elevator before he could do any harm. Thus, Castiel got super fearful of harming omegas and tried to gain high levels of self control as a result. I also remember that it was found out later that the omega actually was trying to attract Castiel in the elevator and wasn’t actually afraid. 

 
 
28 October 2019 @ 10:00 pm

Sam is asked by a teacher about his mom, and how sam thinks of dean as his mom. Like he actually talks about his mom, but he means dean. Ends with dean walking sam home from school, and dean asking sam a question. Could be set on a holiday like valentine’s day or mothers day. Remembered as being on LiveJournal, but not assuming anything.

 
 
23 October 2019 @ 11:21 pm
Hi

I'm looking for an specific fi, Five Women Who Chose Sam Over Dean, written by meyerlemon

Anybody can help me with this one, please?
 
 

Hi, I am looking for a fic I read a few years ago! IIRC, Sam and Dean are investigating a case in a town where unlikely couples are suddenly getting married because of some kind of love spell. At some point Sam and Dean get hit by the curse and have to fuck or die, and they give into their growing feelings and have sex. Afterwards they still feel attracted to each other and they assume that the spell hasn't broken but it turns out they are genuinely attracted to each other now. I think the witch who cast the spell makes fun of them for it? 


 I'm very hazy on the details so if this sounds at all like any fic you've read please let me know. Thanks!



 
 

I'm looking for stories that are either AO3, Fanfiction or Livejournal where Michael knowingly or unknowingly fathered the Winchester brothers.


I am also looking for one I read where Dean said yes to Michael and at the end while inside Dean's mind they talk and Michael turns back time where he became their father, not John, and Michael has John adopt Balthazar, Castiel (Jimmy, I think) and Anna. And Dean wakes up with his memories to Michael in a younger John Winchester's body. (I think this was on Fanfiction.net but I could be wrong.


Please and thank you~

 
 
17 October 2019 @ 06:26 pm
I‘m searching for a specific Weechester!fic. Sammy is four Dean is seven or eight. They‘re  alone in a motel room or a house and Dean has to look after Sammy who is a real pain in the neck. He wants to eat Dean‘s cereals talks back and doesn‘t go to bed. At some point he reads a book which was given to him by Pastor Jim or Bobby. It‘s a NEW book - that’s from special importance because Sammy has otherwise only used things.Dean tries to take it away from him and tears it up accidentally. Sam is very upset and says something like „I hate you“ or I wish you weren‘t my brother“.  Brotherly drama insues. Sammy feels very guilty, Dean is devastated. In the end the brothers sit together on a couch and Sammy apologies. The story is very in character and full of details. I tought it was from authoressnebulas RaBB verse but I can’t find it anywhere. I read it on fanfiction.net or maybe livejournal around 2012. It‘s definitely an old story. 
 
 

I do not mean evil!Sam, boyking!Sam, or soulless!Sam. 


I'd just like to read some fanfic that shows Sam in a different light. Where he's neither black-or-white, good-or-evil, but instead very grey. Not necessarily evil but moreso like he's so intelligent that he can't help but be somewhat manipulative and calculative. Like his sweet persona might be 30-50% performative and he partially just knows how to emotionally manipulate people extremely well. 


The one-shot "Control" by eluna on AO3 is a good example of what I mean about Sam's characterization. Unrequited wincest with a pining Dean and Sam uses Dean's feelings to his advantage. Knows what to say to purposely hurt Dean or to make Dean do what he wants. Makes a conscious choice to hurt or not hurt him, etc.  "Captured by the Game" by rivkat was another one. I adored her Sam. He was raised by Azazel and tilted a little closer to "evil" but not completely moralless. More just selfish and self-serving than outright "bad."


The tone of the recced story can be neutral, positive, or critical of these aspects of Sam's character. Any season or pre-series, I don't mind. Any length is fine as well: epically long, short, one-shot, WIP, completed are all fine. I'd also love to see both a Dean who completely buys into Sam being innocent/pure as well as a Dean who knows very well just how emotionally manipulative, cunning, and calculative Sam is but loves him in spite— or even *because* — of it.


Read more... )
 
 
08 October 2019 @ 02:41 pm
Hi!

So there was this specific fic I read (multiple times) but I simply cannot find anymore where Sam and Dean are in a relationship, but Dean is extremely abusive. It opens with Henrickson bursting into a motel room where Dean was choking Sam. Dean escapes but Sam is taken to the hospital. Henrickson has an OC partner in this fic named Adam, who later falls in love with Sam and saves him from his abusive relationship with Dean. I know a whole bunch of really specific scenes and I'm even pretty sure the title was "This Time", based on the song by Celine Dion. If it is deleted, does anyone have access to a PDF?

Update: found on A03 https://archiveofourown.org/works/9087325/chapters/20660824
 
 
06 October 2019 @ 09:38 pm
Hello! I am looking for a fic I read a long time ago on fan fiction.net, i remember dean getting kidnapped by a guy and I think he also kidnapped a kid too? Not sure about that part, but I know he tortures dean while Sam looks for him. I think I’m the end the bad guy is talking to his mom? Whom I think was a ghost or demon?? Please let me know if I got some details wrong haha
 
 
30 September 2019 @ 10:09 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read some time ago. I believe Sam and Dean were on a case and they were in a warehouse when Dean touches some magical object (I think it was a crystal) and he gets sent to an alternate reality/universe. In this universe he is married or mated to a version of Sam/Jared and they have kids. He is not treated well by Sam/Jared and I think the oldest teenage son tries to force himself on Dean. It maybe A/B/O as I remember people not being able to control themselves because of the way Dean smells. I think a version of Dean/Jensen is sent to the spn universe and is looked after by Sam. Any help is most appreciated
EDIT. Fic link found in comments
 
 
28 September 2019 @ 08:25 pm

Hey y'all,


I am looking for a Destiel fic from ao3. 


I can remember most of it but cannot find it and really want to reread it. 


Basically it starts out with Dean and Lisa breaking up and Dean walks to Bobby's but it starts to snow and Cas drives by and calls Sheriff Jody. The next thing I remember is that Dean goes to the bar that Gabriel works at and ends up becoming Castiel's roommate. Cas and Gabe are dutch I believe and at one point I believe that their comes by and makes pannekoek for them. Cas and Dean end up together and so do Gabe and Sam. I cannot for the life of me remember what it was called or find it. Thanks in advance for your help!

 
 
25 September 2019 @ 09:31 pm
Hi all,

I read this fic many years ago. Sam goes missing- without a trace- and dean never finds him. From what I remember it was a fairly long fic and gen. All about deans desperate search and eventual acceptance.

Anyone have any ideas?
 
 
18 September 2019 @ 09:14 pm

I read it a few years ago but can't for the life of me find it!


It was kind of mpreg but not the typical deal. For starters there was no romance, no smut or any slash; the only relationship in it was platonic between brothers. Sam was at Stanford when he was hit with a spell by a woman who couldn't have children (i think she found the spell at some kind of new-agey shop?) I forgot some of the details but it somehow targeted Sam resulting in a fake rapid pregnancy along with all of the symptoms. Dean hadn't heard from Sam for quite awhile but he got a message from him asking Dean to come to Stanford to help with his "issue".



 
 

 


I  read a Destiel fanfic two years ago that has stuck with me since. In it, Dean moves to a big city with Sam, who has a job at a bar where he meets Jess. Dean and Castiel meet at a dog shelter where Castiel volunteers. Castiel himself works with Anna and lives with Charlie (I  believe...). Dean dates Anna, but as he spends more time with Castiel wishes they were dating instead. There's a really poignant scene where Dean and Castiel sing "Hallelujah" together. I think the bar they work at is a central location for most of the characters. If anybody could please point me in the direction of this fic (originally found on AO3), I would be eternally grateful. 

 
 
Hiya again!

I am looking for the podfics:

"I'd Burn This City Down (To Show You the Light)" written by Lotrabc and read by on-verra

&

"The Games We Play" written by dimeliora

Can anyone help me out with a link or copy? I was unable to find any working links so far.

Thank you in advance for all your help.

Requests for the podfics to me
 
 
Hiya!

Can anyone help me out with a link or a copy of podfic And I Have Asked to Be Where No Storms Come" written and read by candle beck? None of the links work :(

Thank you in advance for all your help!
Link in the comments!
 
 
14 September 2019 @ 08:49 pm
Hi Again!

Just a quick one.

Sam and Dean are staying at a Sanctuary for hunters.
It has some kind of perimeter demons etc can’t cross. I believe hunters can only find it when they really need it. It is run by a woman with scars, both physical and mental. Sam befriends her because I think Sam is overcoming some kind of trauma too. In the sanctuary you can request privacy, so no other hunters staying there will see you, or know you’re there. There was an older Hunter in the story, not related to the boys who lost his lover, but finds a second chance with a guy from a nearby diner I think? Also, one of the staff members is in love with the lady that runs the sanctuary. I’m pretty sure it was wincest.

Hope someone recognises this.

Found in comments.
 
 
Hi everyone!

Once again the title says it all.

Provided links don't work anymore. Unfortunately, most of the Podfics read by AlexaDean seem to have ended up like that. Can anyone help me out with a copy of "Fumbling Toward Ecstasy"?

And maybe even other podfics read by AlexaDean?

I'd really appreciate all the help.

my email is sundawn.shadow@gmail.com

Thank you in advance!
 
 
hi ya all!

title says it all. The provided links on lj and ao3 don't work anymore. Can anyone help me out here? Podfic "secure amidst a falling world" written by pinkwithoutplot and read by alexadean.

Thank you in advance for all your help!

Download Link in the comments!
 
 
01 September 2019 @ 11:59 pm
Hi guys! It's been a while since last time I had to ask for help but I have been craving to read again a fic and I cannot find it! I remember John, Sam and Dean had been on a hunt and John gave Dean painkillers because he had gotten hurt (nothing major). Only he gave Dean the adult dose of painkillers and Dean is completely knocked out afterwards.
I've tried looking under the hurt tags, and such, but I can't seem to find it. Please help me!
 
 
26 August 2019 @ 05:14 am
I’m looking for a fic which I believe was posted on AO3, where Dean is in an incestuous relationship with his twin sister, Diana. John and Sam are also sleeping with her, even though Sam is very reluctant most the time- he feels guilty about it. I think at one point John sleeps with Dean. Dean is a little jealous of Diana’s relationship with Sam and John. Dean wants her to himself and he wants to get her pregnant. Sam sometimes calls the twins Dee and Di.
 
 
23 August 2019 @ 11:06 am
Hi!
So Ive been searching for awhile now a fanfiction where Jessica makes a call to Dean because Sam's sick, and I think that's the first time they meet (there is a really sweet moment when Dean realize Sam is wearing on of his shirt, and Jess tells him he always wear it while sick or sad...).
After that she put his contact on her phone under a different name and makes regular calls to him. If I remember correctly he helps her when money become tight and his generally a great help for her and Sam.
I ve foud similar stories but this one I never ve been able to read again.
So im searching for this story soecifically, bit if you have some propositions similar to thid one I'll be really happy to read them !
(Also, please don't pay to much attention to any mistakes, english is not my native language, but I'm trying)
Thank you so much !!
 
 
22 August 2019 @ 10:17 pm
Okay, you guys were great with my last post and I'm on a bit of a Supernatural binge so I am looking for some fic recommendations. All Sam/Dean pairing or gen please. Rating doesn't matter.

1. Any fics where they have a fight and go their seperate ways. Sam's my favorite, so preferably with him being in the right. Also, with a happy ending ;-) angst is great but only when it ends with a smile.

2. Any BAMF Sam fics. I've been looking but I'm not seeing many?? I'd love to read somethign where Sam saves the day and just crushes the bad guys.

3. Any Sam and Jack bonding fics?

Thank you so much!
 
 
20 August 2019 @ 05:29 pm
Hello!

I'm new to the community but a long itme fan of the show.

I'm looking for a fic I read years ago and this is all that I can remember:

Sam/Dean
Sam and Dean bought a house, Sam bought a dead woman estate online to decorate the house
Cas showed up as a human and liked a weird popcorn flavor
Dean got a note from God

Any help would be appriciated!

Also, any fic recommendations for when the boys retire/get a fresh start away from hunting would be amazing!

Thank you
Llelo
 
 
19 August 2019 @ 02:57 am
This is an old one from back when I first started reading Supernatural fic, so it may be gone now. It's fairly short, gen or crack/comedy.

The only thing I remember is Mike Holmes from Holmes on Homes and Mike Makes It Right comes to a house Sam and Dean are at because of a hunt. Mike goes through the house like he does in his show and finds numerous things that need to be fixed, both mundane and to keep out things like ghosts and other supernatural creatures.
 
 
Hi! I'm looking for a specific destiel fic that I remember being set in the "It's a Terrible Life" verse. Dean is the boss, Castiel is there as the new secretary, I think? Cas stays late one day and finds that Dean is having sex with his clients (specifically, Crowley) to close deals, and Cas helps him through the aftermath in the bathroom (?). There's something about Dean presenting himself as uptight but actually being addicted to sex. Dean keeps a planner/agenda/journal where he writes out all the things that he does for the day. Cas tells Dean that he's not going to have sex with him until he learns to "love himself" or something.

At the end of the fic, I remember there being Dean's planner, with all the things he was going to do being crossed out and replaced with "Cas time," or "Sex with Cas" because he was ready to do the do blah blah.

I'd be absolutely over the moon if anyone knows what this fic is!
 
 
Hi! Over the weekend I started re-reading the Harry Potter is Mr. Black fanfic stories.(Started by Rorschach's Blot). As I was reading them, I sort of remembered a story where Harry saved the Winchesters when the Impala got t-boned during the search for the yelloweyed demon.
I remember
John Winchester thinks it's because Mary was Black;s daughter (she wasn't but did ask him to save her sons).
That Harry had a life saving healing potion from Henchgirl in a green glowing hourglass.
And Harry gave them new identies and cars.
It's been driving me nuts. Any help is appreciated.
Thanks!
 
 
There was a story I read quite a few years ago that I cannot find. I believe both Sam and Dean were sick at the time and they couldn't afford a motel. They were staying at some abandoned cabin I think, somewhere in the woods, and it was not very good shelter for them. I remember some type of monster was also in the woods. There were also several original characters I think, two of them were an older couple who I think were or still are doctors because they end up taking Sam and Dean in and they had medical equipment. I believe another original character was a girl but I don't remember what age and I could be wrong about this as well. Like I said, it's been years since I've read it, but I'm hoping someone can make sense of all this and help me find it! Thanks in advance!
 
 
12 August 2019 @ 05:57 am
Mary POV. She watches the boys, her boys, and how the circle aroud each other, their own orbit.
Basically, Mary sees how close the boys are and she's pleased. Gen or wincest doesn't matter. But some hurt Sam would be great if I had a choice.
 
 
08 August 2019 @ 07:28 pm

I cannot locate a specific story.  This one has Dean, John, Sam and Caleb in it.  I can remember that Sam thinks they are hunting tree spirits but John disagrees.  Sam equips Dean to fight them but Sam and Caleb get hurt.  It may have not been complete that is why I cannot find it.  Any help is appreciated.

 
 
06 August 2019 @ 06:27 am
About a year or so ago I stumbled upon an account (I think) that had a massive list of Dean-centric (I think hurtDean - maybe it was something like a hoodie-time kind of thing?) stories going back some years. I think it was mostly gen but not positive. There were so many authors and aaaall kinds of stories, case fics, curtin fics, adventure, au, h/c; all the show's characters were represented too, but it was all Dean focused, hurt, heroic and otherwise. I just pretty much started at the first and used the calendar and went through each date that had stories posted but I can't seem to find it. Maybe it was just a search function I somehow stumbled on but I am pretty sure it was a single account. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Is it real and if so can I be directed to it?

Thank you!!! I love this community, I've found so many good stories here and I love reading about what other people are looking for too. Y'all are great!
 
 
02 August 2019 @ 12:35 pm
authors TakeThePieNow and TricksterMode

title: A Little Slice of Heaven (40505 words):
written by TakeThePieNow and TricksterMode
story summary:Read more... )

I was hoping someone could either help me locate this story or provide me with a copy of this story?
mizukiruhoh@hotmail.com

Any help would be appreciated.
Thank you
sincerely,
Jazzy

tags: deleted story, specific story, specific author, pairing: Castiel/Dean, Alternate Universe - Bakery, aspergers!cas, Naive Castiel, Baker Dean, Cake Decorator!Cas, Big Brother Gabriel
 
 
01 August 2019 @ 09:57 pm
Hey y’all! I was hoping you can help me with this specific fic. Its name ( or the sequel’s name I don’t remember which one) is Sam I Am and it was about how Sam was kidnapped by some scientists after he went on a “school program” it was a trap obviously to abduct him and the other special children to train them to be assassins and to train their powers. Pastor Jim, Bobby and Caleb were in the story too and it was finished but it had an unfinished sequel last time I checked.

I went back to re-read it again but found the author’s account on ff was deleted so I was wondering if anyone had a copy of it and is willing to share it (if that’s ok with the author) I’ll be forever grateful cuz I absolutely adore that fic.

And if anyone has a fic similar to this I’d absolutely love to read it! So just comment the name of it or the link, just no slash please!
Thanks in advance!

UPDATE!! Fic found in the comments. Unfortunately the sequel was only on ff.net so if anyone has it and is willing to share I’d still love to have it.
And if you have similar stories I’d still love to read them too! Thanks🙏
 
 
Dean was hospitalized.And was angry with Sam everytime he visited

Sam at one point had to stay in a shelter. An elderly woman helped him
Sam still visited Dean but Dean would be mad at him.
Sam was struggling to set up a place for Dean when he got released from hospital.At one point,Dean felt guilty.

There was a garden or something in the house and the elderly woman visited thte boys.

Sam will one point go back to a nearby community college or something.

Thank you.
 
 

I'm looking for a fanfic of the Brotherhood!AU I read many years ago. It was not written by Ridley herself or the other active brotherhood writers. It was very Dean-centric, I think he was around 16 or so? He and Caleb were fighting about something and Dean felt very misunderstood and lost the whole fic. He started doing dangerous stuff with some other hurting kid of a hunter. I remember something about him riding a motorcycle on a train track and in one of the last chapters they were about to enter an old unsafe cable car. In the end Caleb safed him and they made up. The fic had around 16 chapters or so and I think I read it on Fanfiction.net, but I can't find it anywhere. Thanks for helping! 


Found it, it's called "Looking for space" 


https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10796000/2/Looking-For-Space

 
 
30 July 2019 @ 11:43 pm

Hello, everyone


I have been wanting to re-read stories from Legoline. I can't find them anywhere, and her livejournal account doesn't give me access to her stories.  Can anyone help me? Anyone knows if her stories are on another site?


Thank you.



 
 

I would really love to read any fics surrounding  the events of the episode Lebanon. The boys - either together or separately - giving John information about their lives and things that have happened since John has been gone.

Like I would love to get to be a fly on the wall to the boys getting to tell John that his Dad didn't take off and leave him. Or his take on finding out they had both been in hell. Or that they knew about Adam.

 
 
Hi.

Title says it all. I cannot find a working download link for the podfic "Colorado" by mytimehaspassed.

Can someone here help me out?

My email is sundawn.shadow@gmail.com

Thx in advance for all your help!
 
 
21 July 2019 @ 11:25 pm
Hey guys need help with this fic . So gabriel time travels to season 2 when dean goes to coma and john prepares to sell his soul. There gabriel even though hes dying heals dean . He dies. Dean and sam then find their time line gabriel.
Thats all i can remember guys. Please help me find this fic.
Thanks in advance
 
 
18 July 2019 @ 09:54 pm
I’ve searched all day in the forum for a fic where Dean and Sam are young and whenever Sam and John fight, Dean has a panic attack because he can’t hear them and he can’t follow what they are arguing about. It really frustrates him. On one occasion Sam and John apologize to Dean.

Edit: I found it myself. Only took a few days but it’s “And So It Goes” by superchester.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/2433260
 
 
15 July 2019 @ 09:12 am
I searched ao3, in its entirety but couldn’t find tellthenight previously known as captainawesomellie or ellielephant’s Destiel fanfic “Match Me”, which was an alternate soulmate AU.

If anyone has files of the authors any other works too, I’d really appreciate it.
I’m a fan of their work and would be extremely grateful if anybody could email me the fanfic.
Here’s my email:
samalexshep@gmail.com
 
 

The specific story I'm looking for is pre-series and involves one of the boys being molested. Bobby and Jim are discussing how to handle it (John is off on a hunt/unreachable). Bobby says he won't kill the guy, but he figures what the pastor doesn't know won't hurt him.


I'm almost certain I found it through someone else's search here . . .but I have no idea which one.


In general, any fics where one character takes the law into their own hands in defense of another are welcome! Gen only, please.


ETA: Specific story found, with link in comments. Recs for the general search still more than welcome!



 
 
Hi everyone!
I'm looking for a story i read years ago. Sam made a deal with some demons that he would never kill another demon if John, Mary ans Dean were brought back to life.
There was a djinn involved. Time was supposed to go back to sam's birth and nobody would remember anything except for him.

John and Dean woke up from a very vivid nightmare a few weeks before what was suposed to be sam's birth and Dean remembered everything about their former life
Mary gave birth to a girl, Abbigail, instead of Sam ans Dean spent his life looking for his brother

Sam was raised in Foster families and took away around 12 years old and strarted redoing the hunts he had once done with Dean.

It was a pretty long story, i'd say more than 10k words.
I would really love to read it again, if someone found it for me it would really make my day!
 
 
Hi, all,

I'm heading out on vacation and need some good reads. I have requests for two specific stories and recommendations for mostly teen!Dean-centric fics:

1. Story where Sam is with John (and maybe Mary). Dean lives with an uncle, I think Ray, who is abusive. Sam and Dean become friends and John goes to save him.

2. I think Mary and John are estranged and think the boys are dead. John finds a mysterious photo of Sam that leads him to Sam/Dean. All eventually reunite.

3. I would like recs for any story in which Mary and/or John lose both boys, or just Dean, and are reunited later. I'm not picky about rating but prefer not to have Wincest. I have the link for "Familiar Faces" on fanfiction.net.

4. Recs for any story in which an abused Dean meets or interacts with John or Mary, or any other parental unit who try to protect him. I know "In Shadow" for this one. I am good with Sam being part of the fic as long as he is either with Dean or part of the family trying to help him, just not the only one needing help. I'm in the mood for strong/damaged/in danger Dean.

Thanks!
Holly
 
 
Hello everyone! I'm trying to help a friend find this fic which I recommended for them, but it seems to have been (or the account had been) deleted! :( I'm not good at using the Way Back Machine, but if anyone can find it there or if anyone maybe has a PDF, I would really appreciate it! <3



  • Settling Up, Settling In - by: Fenix21 - Dean's been running himself ragged keeping Sam from scratching at the Wall Death put up in his little brother's head, and things are not okay between the brothers because Sam won't let Dean anywhere near him, and the only thing Dean really wants now? To retire. Because it's the only way to keep Sam safe. But a routine salt and burn leads to a cursed object that causes Sam to go into a sexual frenzy and get Dean pregnant, which is okay with Dean because that seems like the perfect ticket out. Until the Hell in Sam's head starts to spill over and he freaks out when Dean tells him about the baby.

 
 
23 June 2019 @ 09:01 am

Hey guys! This is my first post so sorry if I mess something up. Lol anyway the fic I'm searching for is weechester. I think that Dean gives Sammy a little bit of alcohol for some reason (maybe because he wouldn't stop crying?) and John finds out and yells at Dean who then thinks that John hates him and he hides. John and Bobby panic and try to find him. I don't remember anything else about it except for a part where Dean thinks John is leaving him and he chases the Impala and falls and scrapes his knees. At the end John apologizes for yelling at Dean so heavily and everything is ok. I don't think it was a very long fic either if that helps.


Also for my general search, if anyone knows of any fics that include any of these:


1.) Outsider POV of Dean 


2.) There is someone (teacher, police, etc.) that think the boys are being abused but actually aren't 


3.) Any other angsty pre series fics featuring John and Dean 


I would greatly appreciate any help, thanks in advance!