I'm pretty sure this story was deleted unfortunately but I'd love to be wrong! It was a one shot (or at most two chapters) and set in s12, either replacing or following the events of Rock Never Dies. Lucifer was able to hurt and assault Sam but the story is more about Vince in the post-possession haze realizing what happened and it was angsty but a great dynamic between two of Lucifers discarded vessels. 

And as for a general request, any stories where John is either brought back to life or through like time travel is able to see Sam (preferably set after s5) and see how messed up life has become for his son. "And Beats High Mountain Down" and "The Right Call" kind of stories. 

Thank you for any help/recs!

I cannot locate a specific story.  This one has Dean, John, Sam and Caleb in it.  I can remember that Sam thinks they are hunting tree spirits but John disagrees.  Sam equips Dean to fight them but Sam and Caleb get hurt.  It may have not been complete that is why I cannot find it.  Any help is appreciated.

I would really love to read any fics surrounding  the events of the episode Lebanon. The boys - either together or separately - giving John information about their lives and things that have happened since John has been gone.

Like I would love to get to be a fly on the wall to the boys getting to tell John that his Dad didn't take off and leave him. Or his take on finding out they had both been in hell. Or that they knew about Adam.

Hey guys! This is my first post so sorry if I mess something up. Lol anyway the fic I'm searching for is weechester. I think that Dean gives Sammy a little bit of alcohol for some reason (maybe because he wouldn't stop crying?) and John finds out and yells at Dean who then thinks that John hates him and he hides. John and Bobby panic and try to find him. I don't remember anything else about it except for a part where Dean thinks John is leaving him and he chases the Impala and falls and scrapes his knees. At the end John apologizes for yelling at Dean so heavily and everything is ok. I don't think it was a very long fic either if that helps.

Also for my general search, if anyone knows of any fics that include any of these:

1.) Outsider POV of Dean 

2.) There is someone (teacher, police, etc.) that think the boys are being abused but actually aren't 

3.) Any other angsty pre series fics featuring John and Dean 

I would greatly appreciate any help, thanks in advance!

I can't find where I had this saved, but I remember this fic very specifically. - Sam and Dean are kidnapped/captured and wake up in an underground bunker-like room with one bed, a toilet, sink, limited canned fruit rations and no way out.

Found in comments! Details contain spoilers / under the cut.

https://britomart-is.livejournal.com/156805.html

Summary: Mary Winchester has one son.

I'm looking for a pre-series fic set in an alternate universe where Sam dies instead of Mary but the family still see him around the house, especially Dean. Sam also grows even though he's not alive really and Mary tries to get rid of him before realizing he is actually her son. 

Thanks. 

I started reading a story about Hurt Sam a while ago and now I can't find it.  The story was about Tree Spirits.  Sam and John argued.  Sam gave Dean the tools necessary to kill the spirits.  Sam and Caleb both got hurt.  Please help.  I have looked everywhere.

Hi guys, i'm looking for a multi chapter fic i read awhile ago where Sam, who is maybe 10-12 is bitter about Dean treating him like a kid, so i think he makes an accidental wish (Maybe to fae? or a leprechaun?) to be older. 

I remember that Dean and Sam woke up with their ages swapped, and then they continued to age in opposite directions by threes (Sam was 17 and Dean was 13, Sam was 20 and Dean was 10, etc...) and Sam began to fear that Dean would disappear. John comes back later and almost attacks grown up Sam. 

Also looking for another specific fic on Tumblr (I think) that is a Wincest 2 parter- younger Sam and Dean are together and older Sam and Dean end up in the past with them. Older Sam and Young Sam end up sleeping together and Old Dean and Young Dean do too. But for moral reasons I think Dean won't touch young sam? 

Also if you guys have any good recs about the opposite of De aging, like one of them is an adult or they time travel and meet child them, idk that's my hard to find niche fanfic obsession. 

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Hi :) 

Are there any pilot fics where Dean is missing and John goes to Stanford to ask Sam for help? Possibly where they find out Dean got hurt on a solo hunt and needs help?

Second: any fics where Sam gets angry at Dean and leaves, Dean gets hurt and Sam feels guilty? 

please no wincest or non-con

Looking for any abused/hurt Sam stories that have John as the abuser.  Love it when there is angst with John and Dean.  Any help would be great.

I read this several years ago on ao3. Started with John, Dean, Sam driving to Bobby's, I think. Sam was 16 or 17? Sam gets kidnapped by demons or humans who work with demons, and he gets tortured (maybe shocked, water was involved,...). Dean and Sam are intimate, Bobby is gay or at least bi. Some guy (Rufus?) gives Sam and Dean knives that they bind to each other. They spend awhile hiding at a hotel cause the owner was tortured by...something evil, so she has lotsa protections up to keep demons 'n things out. When they face Azazel, he reveals their intimacy to John, who loses it, and Azazel tries to like control Sam, but Sam has been cleansed of the demon blood through his relationship with Dean, so Azazel dies and John works to understand Sam and Dean's relationship.

That's about how far I read, I think, and I really want to read it again. If more detail would be helpful, I can definitely go into more detail. I feel like the name is on the tip of my tongue but I can't remember it.

Hey guys.

First, I'm looking for stories centred around Jack or including him and his relationship with his three dads. Bonus points if it includes hurt/comfort of any of them. (PS. Can we get a Jack Kline tag?)

Second, I'm looking for stories where John returns. Preferably after Sam returns from hell. 

EDIT:

Third, I'm looking for stories where either Sam or Dean are hurt and alone, maybe trapped, and they start to hallucinate John or Bobby or some sadly dead friend as they wait to be rescued. Or something along those lines. 

Thank you!

I need help finding a story I read about John abusing Sam on the anniversary of Mary's death.  He mistakenly leaves Sam handcuffed in the bathroom so Dean finds out.  John tries to convince Dean that it wasn't him.  I know Caleb was involved but I cannot remember to much else.  Any help will be appreciated.

So i have one specific search and another just general. 1) there is a story which i think was on fanfiction.net but not 100%. It was deffently a teen!chester. Sam disappears when he was young and is hone for a very long time. Dean never gives up the search and with the help from the other hunters (paster jim, celeb, bobby) they eventually find him but he is deffrent. Trumatized from the abuse. John was in it but cant remember if he was helping or the bad guy. Loved the story just cant remeber enough to find it.

2) just a general search. Looking for Sam struggling lots, traumatized, PTSD. or just any story with Sam struggling with a disorder like OCD, PTSD, disability. I always prefer a weechester or teenchester story and anything with the whole gang! John, Dean, Bobby, Jim, Celeb. I love them all looking after Sammy!

I need help finding a story that I read recently.  Sam is being abused by John because he found out he wasn't his son.  They are in a cabin that is family of Bobby and Karen and John sends Dean to run some errand.  However Dean is told to return home and protects Sam.  I have searched all over.  Any help would be appreciated

looking for the story The Autistic Son of mine. Summary: Sam's a different kid. John knows that, because he's nothing like Dean was. But he's not disabled. He can't be. But he is and John struggles to come to terms with it.

I have found this description and really want to read it. Can anyone help me find it? I don't know who its by or what website its on or anything. Would seriously love any help!

Thanks 

Looking for a certain fic where Dean I think was either a teenager or a kid, but Bobby and John had gone out on some hunt and John ended up getting possessed ( I can’t remember what by but I know it wasn’t a demon) all I know is that possessed John goes back to where Sam and Dean are staying and tries to get Dean to sleep with him. But Bobby gets there in time to stop it! I remember reading this on AO3 but I can’t seem to find it anymore.