1. Okay, for the specific fic I have been trying to find, Gordon caught Sam and Dean and had them trapped in a basement.  Dean was cuffed to the wall and was forced to watch and listen as Gordon tortures and beats Sam, and eventually rapes him. Not really a "happy" ending, but they do get free.

2. And for my other fics:  I've been wanting to read fics where the boys or Sam by himself are caught in natural disaster situations and Sam is hurt. I know I've read some on fanfiction.net like where ther was a earthquake in Palo Alto and Sam was on a street that caved in, and Dean finds him. Or there was one where the boys are in Louisiana during the time of Hurricane Katrina and stop to help the locals rescue people and Sam gets caught in a mudslide. If you know these stories and others please leave the links for them I wouldn't mind reading them again, as well as some new ones.

3. Also, any fics where Sam gets hurt becuse of something Dean did. Like flirting with a girl and her boyfriend goes after Sam. Or Dean getting caught hustling and the other men taking out their anger on Sam.  Serious beats downs or non-con situtions

Note: All stories can or are obviously going to be nc-17. Can be gen or wincest or J2 if there are any stories out there like that. Bottom Sam/Jared only please.

Thank you so much for your help! :o)

So here’s what I remember. The fic is set after BUABS. Steve Wandell’s (the guy possessed!Sam kills) daughter wants revenger from Sam for the death of her father. I think she’s working with Gordon and later on when she finds out that Sam was possessed, she tries to help them. I remember at the end of the fic, when Sam and Dean were leaving she gives Sam a kiss on the cheek. And I think there’s this one part where she’s alone with Sam and Sam’s embarrassed cause he’s dressed in his underwear or something.

So does this ring a bell? I hope so cause I'm dying to re-read it. Thank you guys!