I'm looking for a specific where both Sam and Dean are younger and set at bobby's house. 

The only things that I can remember from the story is that Sam is too young to hunt and wants to have his first but john won't let him. Sam is kidnapped when John and Dean go on a hunt and dean blames himself for what happened to Sam. When they save Sam, Dean goes crazy and kills all of the monsters and takes Sam to the hospital. Dean cares for Sam the whole time after Sam gets out of the hospital and Bobby know whats happening and helps Dean. There is also a shower scene where Sam has a flash back to when he was kidnapped and starts to freak out, and Dean sleeping with Sam to help with the pain of his injuries.

Wincest starts to happen 

1) The pairing in the first story was Dean/Castiel. Their relationship developed very slow, especially when it came to sex. There was this scene, where they finally wanted to sleep with each other and Dean bought condoms. Sam saw the condoms and came to the conclusion that Dean planned to cheat on Cas. Dean had to tell Sam, that he and Cas were about to sleep together for the very first time. Sam was flabbergasted ;)
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2) Another Dean/Castiel story. The fic was about Dean trying to hide that he is gay troughout his entire life. Sam knew about it all along, but didn't tell Dean. In one scene Teen!Dean was holding hands under the table with another boy. At the end Dean and Cas were together and Sam finally told Dean, that he knew all along and that Dean didn't have to hide anymore.

Any ideas? Thank you so much for your help in advance!
ronjamaus

Hi!

I'm looking for any fics that deal with subdrop and aftercare, but strictly bottom!jared/sam and only J2 or Wincest :)

Actually, any bdsm fic that you'd recommend...please, do!

In fact, I am also looking for any kind of good lengthy fic with the same pairings as before...Thanks so much for the help :))

I am in need of any deaged!cas baby!cas, would love ones were the boys have to take care of him.

Here I am, yet again!

I'm looking for panic room related fics. Actually, anything would be ok. Perfection would be wincest, possibly Sam being forced into the panic room, but any plot would be great. Also, when I say wincest it doesn't mean there has to be sex, so any rating is ok. Aaaand if you have any wincestiel (amazing), sastiel (ok) or even destiel (I'm really desperate here) in which someone is closed in the panic room, well, submit them please! Schmoopy and fluffy fics do the trick for me. Have I mentioned I love this community?

Thank you in advance

• fics where Sam and Dean are soul mates
• fics where Sam and Dean have a soul bond and/or make soul to soul contact
• fics with cuddling and/or bed-sharing
• fics with belly rubs
• curtain!fic where Sam and Dean are clearly going to stay together for the long haul, even after they're retired or semi-retired from hunting