Ok, first off: Mods, this is the first time I'm posting so I'm really sorry if I tag this wrong or anything!

I've gone pretty deep into the Affliction:Alcoholism tag, and it seems like most of the stories there are either J2 or about Sam being the alcoholic. What I'd like to see are any fics where Dean is the one struggling with addiction while Sam, having mostly recovered from his demon blood addiction, supports Dean.

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

Hi y'all!

So I'm looking for a couple for a couple of specific requests  if that's okay!

1. It was Teen!chester I think it involved John being a bit hard on Dean's grades and then Dean was distracted whilst driving and was in a car accident and he was in hospital for ages. I think he was given restraints at one point because he kept removing his IV and he called his nurse Nurse Ratched as in 'One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest' and John and Sam don't get on very well.

2. This one is very vague, I realise. Dean had Cystic Fribrosis an I think it was a verse but I'm not certain but I remember one part where there was a ghost of a guy Dean used to know with CF and it was possibly Stanford!Era because Jess was there.

3. Again, a little vague. I remember reading what I think was a oneshot of Dean and he was going to a gay bar when bumped into John and was significantly embarrassed. It was really short and there wasn't any ACTUAL sexytimes I think but it was cute and funny.

4. Lastly, I remember starting an excellent fic that I never finished. It was set around a haunting in a college and Dean and Sam had pretend to be a couple and there was definitely no actual feelings between them but one night Sam overheard Dean talking to someone saying something like 'I never really had a chance to talk about it' and that's all I can remember and I'm bummed I never finished it!

Additionally, if you have any fics like this:
- One of the Winchesters discussing their sexuality
- Anything with the Winchesters discovering they have some sort of terminal illness or condition like diabetes or asthma
- Something set with the Winchesters in prison
- Dean recovering from his blatant alcoholism that would be great! Let;s clean that boy up!
- Your sweetest, fluffiest coffeeshop or bakery AUs

Just keep it mostly light-hearted please :) No Wincest or character death please. I'll take anything else though! x