hellooo... please help me with the following fanfics...

1) Any fanfics where Sam has gotten addicted to alcohol or drugs and Dean helps to overcome the problem.. I would love it if it s during season 4 where instead of alcohol Sam gets addicted to alcohol...

2) Fics where in season 5 Sam listens to everthing that Dean tells him without any arguments coz he feels guilty for starting the apocolypse.. Dean tries to get Sam to be responsive and voice out his opinion...

(general fics, no pairing)

Thank you so much:)