Hey everyone,

So I'm looking for fics that (preferably) feature non-AU season 10 demon!Dean, but any other variation of demon!Dean would be fine. I'm mainly interested in non-AU fics but if you have some really good AU recommendations that you think would fit my request perfectly other than the non-AU part then please feel free to mention them! The more the merrier :). Length, pairings (wincest, destiel, het, etc) are all fine.

In the story I'd like it if demon!Dean still shows some signs of humanity, protectiveness and/ or love towards Sam and/or Cas. For a clearer idea of what I mean, I recently read the short fic called Smoked Out and really loved it. It's actually what got me interested in the topic to begin with because I've always a sucker for the love-conquers-all cliche. :)

Thanks in advance!!
20 January 2017 @ 09:52 am
I'm looking for a fanfiction which I read quite some time ago and have been unable to find again. It took place after Soul Survivor in season 10. Sam and Dean were in a fragile place after everything, so they didn't talk face to face for several weeks; instead, they used a whiteboard to tell each other all the things they were sorry for. They each thought that the other person had set up the whiteboard, but it was really Cas, I believe. It wasn't very long, but it was very sweet. I'm pretty sure I read it on fanfiction.net
04 January 2017 @ 10:45 am
Happy New Year, everyone!

I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).

And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.

I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.

Thank you all so much!
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I haven't read much fic lately and I was wondering if anyone could rec me some first time Wincest that's set anytime after they've aquired the Men of Letters Bunker, the longer and plottier the better. Any rating is fine, and I'd prefer complete stories but WIPs are great, too if they're not abandoned. Thanks for your time!
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This was a specific fic I remember reading. I remember most of it, just not the title. In the fic the Mark of Cain eventually messes Dean up so much he loses contact with everyone, and everyone sort of lets him (as a side effect of the mark). He goes to Mexico, learns a bit of Spanish, and gets a job where he ends up cutting off his own arm "on accident" to get rid of the mark. Everyone thought it was because he was drunk (Dean is an alcoholic), and eventually Dean ends up going to AA meetings. A lot of the story revolves around him recovering from alcoholism. There's a family living next door to him that he becomes good friends with. Back in America, Sam and his girlfriend (an OC), as well as Charlie and Cas (who is a professor) all hang out once a week for movie night, and they slowly start realizing, wait, why did we lose track of Dean? And they track him down via Charlie's computer skills and Cas's mojo. Dean was going under an alias. Sam and his girlfriend send him an email and go and meet him.

I think it was on Livejournal? I just can't remember the title! Does anyone know it?

1. I’m looking for some wee!chester/teen!chester fics. I know there are tons of fics with Sam & Dean as children or teenagers, but I specifically looking for some with John and Bobby involved. Nothing where John is the bad one, abusive or something like that, I like John as the good one, caring about his sons, but maybe disagreeing with Bobby? I only found storys with only John and the boys or Bobby taking care of them, but never one where both are involved.

2. I re-watched season 10 and now I just have to ask if there are fics to 10x14 ('The Executioner's Song') where Sam is taking care of Dean? Mostly I’m reading hurt!Sam fics, but I would like if you can give me some good hurt/Dean fics, specially referring to this episode.

3. Ok. like I said, I’m a hurt!Sam-Girl, so I’m always searching for extremely hurt!Sam fics. I haven’t seen any episodes of season 11 now, so I would prefer fics for S09 or S10.
And I was just wondering if there are any fics dealing with Dean drinking habits? Maybe he was hurting Sam accidentally and after realizing endlessly sorry about his handlings?
But I’m good with any well written hurt!Sam fics for S09 or S10 (more S10).
I prefer gen, but I’m ok with Wincest as long it fits into the story.

Many thanks in advance for your help!

And sorry for crappy  english, I’m sick and my brain is no longer functional.
10 February 2016 @ 05:09 pm
Just starting season 10... Maybe it's not going this direction but thought it would make good fic anyways. Any fic where Demon Dean is chasing after Sam? Sam is on the run trying to not be found by Dean and at the same time trying to find a way to save him.

Also just any other EvilDean/Sam fic doesn't have to be above theme. Thanks!
Current Music: Knockin' on Heaven's Door Bob Dylan
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07 February 2016 @ 09:34 pm
Looking for some general recs and a few specific, and verrrrrrry sketchy-on-the-details fics that I read ages ago.

1.  So I just recently watched "About A Boy" again, and have searched Season 10 tags and the deaged sections, but haven't found any stories that are Wincest about the episode or Top!Sam!  Any recs anyone has for this particular ep?

2.  Any stories where Dean either accepts or keeps his bitching to a minimum where Sam takes care of him after injury or just in general?  I'm a Bottom!Dean! girl.  Wincest only.

3.  All I recall about this one was that it was an incubus (not a succubus) who was screwing with Dean at night.  I don't recall if it was Wincest or not, but if it was, the incubus took Sam out of the equation at night.  Dean didn't say anything because he thought he could take care of it himself and it's slowly draining him night by night.

4.  This one was some kind of ritual that took place on an altar.  I think I recall it was Wincest, but I can't recall if the boys had sex on the altar or if the altar itself had it's way with Dean (I could be thinking of two completely separate stories and just merging the details).

Sorry I can't come up with more than that for the two lost stories.  I was out of touch with the fic-side of fandom for waaaaaaay too long.

Thank you!!
29 January 2016 @ 01:02 am
All general searches, and all gen-oriented. Self-recs are totally cool as always. Thanks!

1. I'd like to read about the nature of souls.

There was a fic I read some time ago by silver ruffian where Death gave Sam's soul to Dean, and he had to carry it around with him on the way to Sam's body. (And
I think we've all seen smaller asides, usually by Cas, in fics about the effects of Hell and et cetera on human souls, too...) I thought it was interesting to see how it looked and acted, in a way that was different than ghosts and spirits. In that particular fic, is was of course Soulless Sam's antithesis; all emotion and feeling without conscious barriers in the way. I'd like to see more of that, whether that's the direction it goes in or not. Though as always I prefer the subject to be Dean :p... Sam's okay if it's adorable enough, however. Maybe Sam saves Dean from Hell and cannot yet return him to his body. Maybe it's Cas healing the demony bits post-hell. Maybe the monster of the week literally bares his soul... Anything!

2. Something involving Demon Dean and human blood, not counting the cure. We saw Crowley go through a human blood addiction. What about Dean?

And sans addiction... What if the cure would only work for so long, and Dean needed more shots of human blood every so often, or in certain cases, to keep him from lapsing back into demonhood?

3. Outsider POV on Dean and Alastair's screwed up relationship. By "outsider" I mean someone that knows Dean. Sam, Bobby, etc... There was a really good one I read called
These Bones of Mine by amaresu, and another called Sometimes It Is Barren by rockpaperscissor. Alastair does not have to be there in the flesh, or even alive. Maybe Dean's just talking to someone about it, and we get to see their reactions.

4. I literally cannot find one single fic involving Sam having visions of Demon!Dean. Not one!

5. I can't imagine it would go very well if a shapeshifter or something attempted to download Dean's memories post-Hell... I would be 100% okay for crack on this.
23 January 2016 @ 02:05 pm
Can anyone recommend some general or wincesty stories that take places after season eight and onwards? I left the fandom around this time and I want to catch up on stuff. No Destiel. Whump!Sam is awesome. Top Dean, if there's sex.
17 October 2015 @ 07:19 pm
Hey all! *SPOILERS FOR 10x20 ANGEL HEART* are there any fics in which Amelia (Claire's mom) isn't killed? Basically any fic where she doesn't die and the Winchesters help her heal. Thanks!
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I know I'm kinda late to the first one but I read one fic and I just kinda fell in love with the concept. Basically those theory stories and all the other ones where it is revealed/hinted/or even just straight up that Ruby is a Dean that went to hell and managed to time travel to try to help. Pretty much anything with this concept.

The second one is the one for the 10x23 My Brothers Keeper in which Dean does actually kill Sam and going from there.

Thirdly, and lastly promise, is fics where either John or Dean or even both don't actually care about Sam, at all. Willing to sacrifice him and willing to let him die. Anything with this concept.

For all three requests fics of all lengths are welcome, self recs are okay, I'm just looking for some of these fics. I don't particularly care about the pairings in the story so long as they fit the main point of what I'm looking for.

Thank you everyone!
29 June 2015 @ 08:59 am
After I saw good!Charlie and dark!Charlie in season 10 episode 11, I'm curious if there's story about Dean split into two like that. And is there story where the Dark!Dean so obsessive and possessive toward his good self and doing everything for the Good!Dean including murdering everyone who made the Good!Dean suffer (emotionally and physically)?
So, I have a hankering for fics that address the selfish comment Sam made about Dean in S9. Where he said that Dean is fine with sacrificing as long as he's not the one getting hurt. I really would love to see a fic where Sam is corrected. I'm not looking for the part where Sam says that he wouldn't do the same for Dean (save him if he were dying). I understand that part as miscommunication (Holy blonde cheerleader Batman, miscommunication!). I want it to brought to Sam's attention on just how much Dean has sacrificed for him over their lives. Stuff like, HELL?! Leaving Ben and Lisa (he tells Sam if he ever mentions their names again, he's going to break his nose...), his entire childhood, etc.

And... Are there any fics out there where it's brought out maybe just how far back or how long Dean's progression may have been? Like this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uk8g2ZMqzw

Perhaps maybe, when other characters sit and think about it, Dean's road to a demon never truly stopped from S3/4? The Mark just sped things up to where he couldn't fight against it anymore? (I don't believe Dean is inherently a bad person, just a thought about the way his life has gone, how much for granted he's taken by everyone, etc. I just think that takes a greater toll than the show has portrayed up until S9/10).
I have been reading so much Destiel, Samifer, Sabriel, and J2 lately that I'm suddenly craving some gen fics, taking place during any of the seasons between 4 and 10. I really don't care if they focus on a specific character or not but would prefer them to be at least 20,000 words long.

Thanks for your help!
Hey guys,

Wow, it's been a while since I've posted anything on here, lol. Anyway, I have a semi specific request for you guys that I have been really, REALLY hoping to read more of.

Basically, I'd like to read any fics that are Wincest/Destiel A/B/O genre fics and involve MoC Deanmon (or slight-AU after hell Deanmon. Either works.) I'm just curious to see how people think that kind of relationship would be affected by Dean becoming a demon. I know that they exist because I've read a couple of them, but MoC Deanmon is still a relatively new character so not a ton of stories exist right now with this basic theme. I know that in a couple of years I'll probably be up to my virtual eyes with them, but right now they're few and far between.

It's Yours, My Demon

This fic is a good example of what I'm kind of hoping for. Basically just any non-AU Wincest/Destiel fics involving MoC Deanmon and/or slight-AU after hell Deanmon that just so happen to also be A/B/O themed. I don't especially care who is what. Dean, Sam, and Cas can be the alpha, beta, or omega of the relationship. Just so long as it's a theme in that story then it's fine.
28 March 2015 @ 10:48 am
i have had good luck with finding fics form this community so i was wondering if any one can help me with some fics
season 10 spolier )
please and thank you
27 January 2015 @ 10:28 pm
Hey all! I noticed in my delicious account that I have zero fics saved from S10 and I vaguely remember reading some so I wanted to ask ya'll to rec me some S10 fics that maybe feature hurt!Sam/the shoulder injury? Or episode tags etc. I'll take anything from s10 at this point. Wincest or Gen, I don't mind. Thanks!
17 November 2014 @ 05:52 pm
Hey all I have a pretty simple request for you today.

Since I've been busy with work and such I don't have time to search for or keep up with the new fics. So I'm asking you guys to rec me hurt!Sam fics set on S8, 9, or 10. I can do wincest or gen. Please no destiel. The only requirment is hurt!Sam related with protective!Dean. Thanks!.