04 November 2019 @ 09:30 pm




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Hello, everyone!

I read this fic years ago and it just now came to my mind again. I don't remember much of the plot, but basically Dean is kidnapped by a drug addict after a hunt gone wrong and is kept in a basement (?) for a week or so. The man constantly rapes Dean and injects him with drugs. I remember this particular scene where Dean is really thirsty and begs the man for water. The man gives it to him but Dean does something wrong (I think he spat the water or drank more after the man told him to wait) and punishes Dean by assaulting him again. There's also this other scene where the man rapes Dean when he is too drugged to know what's going on and the man laughs about it the next day. While this is happening, John realises that Dean is missing and starts to look for him, at one point going to the house where Dean is kept and talking to the man who kidnapped him. John senses something's wrong and plans to visit the house again when the man's not there or something similar. Eventually John finds Dean being raped by the man and shoots the guy, I think? And then burns the house down. The rest of the fic deals with Dean's newfound drug addiction and Bobby and John caring for Dean.
 
 
13 October 2019 @ 06:58 pm

Hey,


I’m looking for a Fic I barely remember anything about since I read it a long time ago. However, from what I remember both Dean and Sam are kidnapped. There’s a big probability that the story didn’t start off as Wincest (75% sure). Anyhow they are both tortured sexually and are usually kept in separate rooms. The point is to get them down to like their animalistic defaults??? If that makes sense?? (It might’ve been ABO or they might’ve given them something that gave Sam alpha-like instincts and Dean omega-like instincts). By the end, they are ADDICTED to each other and are constantly fucking. Like almost, if not all, of their humanity is shattered and they only want to fuck with each other. I’m not sure if they were rescued or released but Crowley/Castiel/Bobby (someone like that, not sure who) finds them in like a truck or van fucking.


Thanks~

 
 
06 October 2019 @ 12:51 pm
Every 10 years, a town sacrifices one of their young virgins to the werewolf pack. This year is girl!Jensen's turn. She doesn't want to, but they bind her, dress her in a sheer white dress, then make sure all her holes are ready for the werewolf who will claim her.

I believe it’s called the howling, if any knows where I could find it or has a pdf my email is lilmskitty3@yahoo.com

Thanks!
 
 
hi ya all!

title says it all. The provided links on lj and ao3 don't work anymore. Can anyone help me out here? Podfic "secure amidst a falling world" written by pinkwithoutplot and read by alexadean.

Thank you in advance for all your help!

Download Link in the comments!
 
 

I'm pretty sure this story was deleted unfortunately but I'd love to be wrong! It was a one shot (or at most two chapters) and set in s12, either replacing or following the events of Rock Never Dies. Lucifer was able to hurt and assault Sam but the story is more about Vince in the post-possession haze realizing what happened and it was angsty but a great dynamic between two of Lucifers discarded vessels. 


And as for a general request, any stories where John is either brought back to life or through like time travel is able to see Sam (preferably set after s5) and see how messed up life has become for his son. "And Beats High Mountain Down" and "The Right Call" kind of stories. 


Thank you for any help/recs!

 
 
19 August 2019 @ 12:11 am
Hello i am
Looking for two really old j2 fics
Like before season 4 before Misha/Cas


first story found by
the awesome https://roxymissrose.livejournal.com/profile thank you so much
link in comment below

Fic 1.
J2 live together as roommates jared is openly gay jensen is straight and a bit of a homophobic dick jensen is struggling to pay a huge school debt i think
one night while j2 and company are at a bar jensen pisses jared off later when they get home jared says i will pay off your debts if you let have your body this kind of scares jensen off for a bit and he trys to get the money some other way but has no luck ...so he reluctantly agrees to Jared's demands all the while through the fic jared falls in love with him and trys to ignore it until jensen also fulls in love too


Fic 2
J2 earley season one or two jensen is in love with Jared but jared is straight and has a girlfriend sandy i don't remember much but what i do remember is sandy told jared about jensen feels and broke up with him Jensen was sick at the time jared confronts him about his feels and he's quit cruel about it jensen was naked and had just got done eating chicken soup and went out to the kitchen to throw the bowl in the sink and jared barged in and sexually assaulted him against the kitchen wall there was no penetration but jared made jensen like ride his thy until he came all the while says very hurtful things about him and then he left jensen after

A little while after jared realizes he's in love with jensen and trys to tell him but can't find him until he goes to chris house
 
 
Oh, this one's really vague (in my memory). Sam is kidnapped - I think he's in high school - and held at some sort of secret (government?) facility. He's tortured and raped, spends a lot of time tied to a chair. Some of the torture/rape happens in the dark, so he learns to be frightened of that. I seem to remember that more than one man tortured him. Not sure whether they were demonic.

Can't remember why Sam was kidnapped. There was a doctor overseeing the experiments - he watched many of the sessions through a two-way mirror. Sam never left the one room. Ultimately he was rescued - can't recall the break, the doctor may have finally had a change of heart, but I won't swear to that.

Writing was very intense - just reading the fic was harrowing. I don't think it was Wincest. I don't remember John and Dean being involved in the story much; it mostly focused on Sam.

Any bells? please and thank you.

FOUND! SEE COMMENTS.
 
 
05 August 2019 @ 11:30 pm
I read this story forever ago and it just popped back into my brain. Jensen is rich and owns an island or something and Jared’s boyfriend sells him to Jensen. It’s pretty much non-con sex for I think five or so chapters. At one point they’re on a boat and someone else teases Jared and drugs him. Jensen calls Jared “toy” a lot. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

UPDATE: It's called "Acquisitions" by Tipsy_Kitty
 
 
I read it a while back, and I only remember a few details clearly. I’m pretty sure Jared was kidnapped. He was either being trained to be a slave or a sub by Jensen.

The particular part I remember was Jared had finally called Jensen Master. After that I believe Misha hurts or rapes him, and after that I think Jared stopped calling him Master because Jensen was supposed to keep him from being hurt? I think I remember Chris in it as well.

I’ve been through so many previous posts looking for it, and other searches. It is NOT Smoke and Mirrors by alecx_5, though it’s along those lines.

I’ve also looked through the fics I’ve downloaded and I don’t already have it. Any help is appreciated if that scene sounds familiar.

This community has been amazing with my previous requests, and I’m so thankful for this place! I’ve found so many good fics to read going back through old posts!
 
 
12 July 2019 @ 08:06 pm
Hello all. I read a story awhile ago that I swear I bookmarked on AO3. It was Cas finding Dean walking naked on the side of the road. He was pregnant and had just escaped some sort of facility that held omegas captive or something. It was long and had snippet sequels and now I can't find it at all. It even had another fic inspired by it that I read and I can't find that one either so I can track it back to the original. Does anyone know the fic I'm talking about? Please?
 
 
12 June 2019 @ 07:50 pm
** FOUND! I'm looking for a non-con in which one of the brothers (cannot recall which one - maybe Sam) is on his own, gets captured by group of men in a small town, is taken to a barn, is tied to a 'horse,' and repeatedly raped by multiple men.
His father and brother go back to find him and are told by local authorities he'd left town.
They may have encountered a chained man who warned them about what was going on (or, I could be mixing up my stories!)
There may have been bestiality with large dogs involved.
Sam's father and Dean (?) come to the rescue.
If there's more to it I can't remember.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
 
 
21 March 2019 @ 09:01 pm

I am looking for a fic in which Dean is caught by a monster that requires sex to survive. He is trapped in a cage and the monster tries to reason/build a peaceful relationship based on Deans acceptance. Disobedience is still punished and the sex is noncon.


If I remember correctly, Cas gets abducted as well while looking for Dean.


I can't for the life of me remember the type of creature or where I read it. 


Does this sound familiar to anyone?



Edit: Found in comments! It's "The Bone Eater". Thank you so much, nicky69!
 
 
09 March 2019 @ 12:19 pm
Hey, looking for a specific story I read years ago, where Dean has been turned into a girl. The main thing I remember is him and Sam being in a bar and Dean is flirting with some of the men. Sam notices Dean is missing and finds her being raped by one of the men outside. Sam rushes Dean to the hospital and I remember at some point Dean starts bleeding. I'm sure the title began with 'B' or 'D', but I'm not 100% sure. Hope someone recognizes it.
 
 
03 March 2019 @ 05:53 pm
Hi there!

I'm looking for a specific J2 fic.
In it Jensen has a roommate he dislikes. He hears the Roomate attempting to force himself on Jared through his bedroom wall.

I think that Jared could have been roofied. Or he was just really drunk and couldn't fight back.

Thanks for your help!
 
 
I'm looking for a fic that was probably posted around 2010. Jared (I think, I could have the roles wrong) was a model and very entitled, Jensen had facial scarring and was a bit odd, I think he was a waiter or a barman. Jensen kidnapped Jared and held him captive, I'm pretty sure there was non-con. It had an unhappy ending, but I think Jared and Jensen did come to understand each other better and I think Jared maybe got a head injury so couldn't remember it. I think it was pulled to be published but again not sure. Would love it if someone could remember the title and maybe share if allowed.
 
 
16 February 2019 @ 11:29 pm
Hey buddies, I am looking for daddycest John/Dean I prefer stories starts with John punishing Dean for something -May be spanking - and they end up having sex con or non con and I like John/dean stories that includes punishment in general so any recommendation will be appreciated
 
 
19 January 2019 @ 11:50 am
I'm looking for Original Sin by alexadean. I read a work by paperback writer called Original Sin-Unfallen that was related to the Alexa Dean fic which I never read but want to. I followed some links but the journal is deleted and purged . Does anyone have a copy of know the author and if he or she would be ok with it being shared. I haven't read it so my tags are going to be wrong probably.
 
 
04 December 2018 @ 09:33 am
Hi!

Anybody knows were I can find "Desperation Verse" by hemrage?

Here is the link, but it's not working

https://hemrage.dreamwidth.org/tag/masterpost:+desperation+verse

Thank you ;)

FOUND!
 
 
09 November 2018 @ 10:16 pm
So I've been searching for these two stories and I'm scared they've been deleted. I hope not because they were amazing. I'm almost positive they were titled What a Father Won't Do and then a sequel What a Brother Won't Do. Basically Sam was sent to stay with a military buddy of John's because he didn't want to be a soldier. The guy was supposed to teach him some discipline but instead raped him and filmed it. John later did covers the tapes and kills the guy.

The sequel is about Sam getting de-aged to when this happened to him and Dean helping him deal with it. And Bobby. Bobby is there too.

Please help if you can. I've searched everywhere and hope I get a chance to read it again.
 
 
09 November 2018 @ 09:50 am
Hi!, I just found this amazing video, but can't find the fic, the link at ao3 is not working

https://archiveofourown.org/works/4890892

Angel Slayer by emwebb17

Can you help me, please? I'm dying for read the fic
Thank you

FOUND!
 
 
24 October 2018 @ 10:08 am
So it's been a while since I've posted to this community so I hope I still get everything right with posting.

I'm looking for 2 specific stories and it's been driving me nuts because I've searched for both and can't seem to find them.

Story #1 is about Jared and Jensen together, I believe one or both of them worked as an FBI agent (possibly Criminal Minds crossover) and they are looking for a serial killer who is still murdering people after many years. Jared was one of his first victims and still has a scar in the shape of a flower on her chest from when he was kidnapped when he was younger. I don't remember too much but I remember it shows flashbacks to when Jared was kidnapped. I hope that's specific enough because I've found stories that are similar but not this exact one.

Story #2 is more of a one shot if I remember correctly. It's a short one about Jensen, who is the son of the mob boss, walking into his office and his father's goons have Jared bent over his desk. Definitely a non-con situation.

Please help if you can. I've done my best searching but can't seem to find them.
 
 
Hi! I’m looking for a specific fic with John, Sam and Dean.

John and Sam both fancy Dean in a sexual manner, hence they got this witch to place a curse on Dean. Dean would wake up every morning thinking he was still 16(?) years old and that it was the morning of his birthday. But he would be unfamiliar with the room and couldn’t recognise grown-up Sam, so John and Sam convinced Dean to record a video explaining his ‘unfortunate condition’. The main part of the story revolves around Dean waking up one day with no recollection, and being tricked by John and Sam into thinking that the 3 of them were in a consensual sexual relationship, and they would play nice with him by cooking him his favorite breakfast etc. When night fell, John and Sam restrained Dean and tried to convince him that it was something he liked, except it was revealed that they were the ones who asked a witch to put the curse on Dean. I think there was a short sequel where Dean wakes up and for once, remembers what happened and tried to escape and find Bobby for help.

Couldn’t find this fic anywhere, hope a kind soul could lead me to it, thank you!

Edit: Found! Link in comments below.
 
 
27 September 2018 @ 11:01 pm
I’m looking for a fic that I think I read on AO3. Dean was an unusually independent omega, but Sam was a very traditional Alpha. John was okay with Dean doing his own thing. But Sam kidnapped Dean, took him to the woods and forced Dean to submit to him. Fast forward a few years and John is sitting in a diner. He sees Dean walk in with 2 children and then Sam follows. John thinks about making a move to rescue Dean but realizes it’s too late for that. He lets the family be. I looked through about 200 posts in this community and I could not find the fic I’m looking for.
 
 
30 August 2018 @ 02:39 pm

#2 and 3 found in comments ! Holding out for #1, read it on fanfiction but can't find it again.
1. Dean and Sam are in high school and John is off hunting. Dean is sleeping with his female teacher in exchange for money and food. He hates it and gets sick when he gets home. I believe there are sequels where Sam and or John figure(s) it out.
2. Dean is targeted by a vampire who entrances him and has sex with him while he's in a dreamlike state. He winds up being taken by the vampire. Sam and John go to rescue him but actually rape him in a crowded basement instead. I remember there being the concept of elder vampires.
3. The 3rd I believe by the same author as # 2 . It's John/Dean but Dean is mentally browbeat into giving into his father's advances. At one point John is possessed by YED and is even more of a depraved partner than usual coercing Dean into giving in having src in front bathroom mirror and rimming him on the kitchen table. Sam walks in at one point
If anyone knows about these it'd be great.

 
 
27 August 2018 @ 10:30 pm
I'm looking for a two different stories.

1. One of the J's can see how long someone is going to live, it's like a clock above their heads. He bullies the J and one day he says something that dramatically decreases the clock above J's head. He realizes that J is going to commit suicide so does everything he can to stop him, pretty sure it was a high school AU

Also to add onto this I'm looking for stories were one J bullies the other.

2. Post apocalyptic world, Jared travels by horseback. He comes across Jensen who he ends up taking with him, the arrangement is that Jared feeds Jensen and in return Jensen has to have sex with him (non-con/dubcon) - One day Jensen takes a can of food and Jared threatens to whip him, when another can of food he does just that and in the morning Jensen is gone and Jared finds the can of food in a hole in his back back. Jared does end up finding Jensen in the end.

Thank you~
 
 

I’ve gotten myself in a pickle! Been searching through every possible tag I can find on here, on a03, on hoodie time... and I’m at a loss. I’m looking for a lost fic! Here are some things I remember about it:

  • Destiel
  • Castiel’s POV
  • Sort of Godstiel?
  • Castiel “wakes up” with memory loss; all he knows is he’s in some sort of paradise/beautiful place, and Dean is there.
  • Only, Dean is not there. Mentally. He acts like a sexual slave, and Cas it’s totes freaked out, and he goes to find Sam.
  • Sam is all “Dude, you’ve been keeping my brother prisoner forever, I’mma kill you now,” and so Castiel manages to convince him he isn’t all power-hungry monster anymore.
  • I’m pretty sure there’s this whole bit where people know who Dean and Cas are, and treat Cas like a scary God and are a little afraid of Dean too, because he Belongs To Castiel and no one is allowed to look at him.
  • Sam and Cas have to... collect things? Maybe pieces of Dean’s soul to put him back together?

I'm going to go ahead and put the "non-con" warning on here, because even though I don't remember it happening explicitly, it was definitely mentioned that power-crazy Castiel used Dean for sexual gratification purposes. 

God, I hope I’m not imagining this fic. Help?

 
 
03 August 2018 @ 09:13 pm

I used to have a copy of the podfic of leonidaslion's "Bright Lights of Disturbia" ages ago, but somehow lost it :( It was massively long (38+ hours or something), read by blackbyrdy. It's not on audiofic.jinjurly.com anymore. Does anyone know where I can get a copy?

 
 

I'm looking for a specific where both Sam and Dean are younger and set at bobby's house. 

The only things that I can remember from the story is that Sam is too young to hunt and wants to have his first but john won't let him. Sam is kidnapped when John and Dean go on a hunt and dean blames himself for what happened to Sam. When they save Sam, Dean goes crazy and kills all of the monsters and takes Sam to the hospital. Dean cares for Sam the whole time after Sam gets out of the hospital and Bobby know whats happening and helps Dean. There is also a shower scene where Sam has a flash back to when he was kidnapped and starts to freak out, and Dean sleeping with Sam to help with the pain of his injuries.

Wincest starts to happen 

 
 
13 July 2018 @ 01:28 am

I’m looking for any kind of fics where Dean / Jensen is kidnapped / abused / raped by his kidnappers. I’m not looking for anything to gory - I’m not really into graphic descriptions of torture / blood. But abuse and rape is fine -hope that makes sense- also maybe even Sam / Jared is kidnapped with him and has to watch as the kidnappers violate Dean / Jensen?

 
 
Hi I read this awhile ago Dean was young and they were visiting an old Marine buddy of Johns who raped Dean.  It starts with a scene where the guy is grabbing Dean's thigh under the table I think.  Anyway John catches them and kills? the guy but before that he tells John Dean didn't say no.  John keeps thinking that Dean didn't say no and starts to abuse him too.  Sound familar to anyone?  thank you. 
 
 
28 June 2018 @ 11:30 am
So a while a ago I read an Alpha/Beta/Omega fic that was Sam/Gabriel on archiveofourown. The plot was that Dean and Sam were omegas, and the Crowley kidnaps Dean (and maybe Sam) to keep and use for sex. Dean breaks himself out and ends up witnessing a murder as well and goes on the run.

It starts off with Sam being put into Gabriels care, whos a police officer protecting him, and helps Sam try to find Dean who's now a key witness to taking down Crowley and his cohorts. Castiel is the one who finally tracks him down

I think in the end they finally catch Crowley in Vegas.

I can't find this fic no matter how hard I search so I really appriciate anyone who can help me find it!
 
 
Can anyone point me in the direction of another evil Sammy story. What I remember may be from more than one story.

Firstly Dean tries to kill himself by cutting his wrists and Sam heals him by using his powers to suck all the blood from the carpet and put it back in his veins.

Secondly at some stage there is an angel in the story and Sam pins it's wings above their bed.

finally the headboard of the bed was wrought iron or something and Sam could use his powers to move the struts to trap Dean's hands,

Any help appreciated. Also still looking for evil Sammy recs
 
 
I've been rereading the Suite 'Verse and I seem to recall another evil Sam 'verse that I was reading. I'm hoping someone can point me in the right direction. I would have read it back around 2008-2011. It was a long verse and I remember the index page had lots of chapter titles that hadn't be written yet so were greyed out. It was very dark, consort Dean in a hopeless situation. My memory is sketchy so any help appreciated.

Please also rec any evil Sam stories. I particularly like long plotty stories.

Thanks
 
 
07 June 2018 @ 09:08 pm
Guys, I'm looking for some good Destiel CODA fics. I know there are thousands, but I've been striking out lately.

I really enjoy hurt/comfort fics rated in the NC-17 range with a good plot. I like short and long fics, as long as they're not FOREVER long. lol. And no WIP, please. Bonus points for non-con or awkward/vulnerable Cas (angel or human). I like when Dean is the vulnerable one too. Doesn't really matter as long as it's coda. So what're your favs?? TIA!!
 
 
Hello,

I was wondering if yall could help me find a story I've been looking for.

It was a J2, where Jensen worked at a strip club and was being used/abused by the owner JDM. It's not the Schemes Verse, by atimi.

Spoilers:
Jared was an ex-member of a Mafia/Gang and had a crap ton of money, but didn't know how to break it to Jensen without scaring him off, so he continued to let Jensen work for the strip club, even though he hated those places. He didn't like how most of them seemed to take advantage of the works in one way or another. Jared noticed that Jensen was becoming more and more withdrawn, but couldn't figure out why. He finally walked in on JDM abusing Jensen and set Jensen home, before threating and killing JDM(??, I am pretty sure he killed him). He was then able to say the money he had was from extorting JDM for not pressing charges, Jensen didn't know Jared had killed him. It had a happy ending where Jensen got a job working somewhere he really loved.

Story is However Long the Night, the Dawn will Break, by Saltandburnboys
 
 
I'm seriously regretting doing such a shitty job at bookmarking now

- I'm looking for a specific Dean-centric story which revolves around his daily life. He was being abused by John at home (I think his mother had an infidelity and he was not John's son). He would go to his high school and come back home to do a bunch of housework. His room was very small, more like a closet. Sam was aware of (almost) everything, but he didn't really care. I think there was a scene with Dean being miserable with the trash bag or something, and Sam just passed by? It was probably because he was young, and did not realize the extent of Dean's abuse.
- I'm not sure if there was any sexual abuse between John and Dean or not, but there probably was.
- I think there was a scene where a teacher was worried about Dean, and Dean just thinks "The angry teachers aren't that bad. I can deal with them, but the ones that actually care are the worst". I'm not sure if I'm mixing up different stories though. (In that case, if anybody can tell me what story did this scene come from, it would be deeply appreciated).
- Again, I'm not entirely sure, but it might be a Destiel fic.
 
 
20 May 2018 @ 12:51 pm
The story that I am looking for is not Phoenix1966 ''The Golden Cage.''

However, it does have the same premise however the one I'm looking for I'm sure was A/B/O and Jared was an Omega who was travelling with Timothy Omundson and had to wear his collar to protect him, it doesn't work and Jared is taken and forced to join Jensen's harem.

Hopefully you guys can work your magic and help me find this!
 
 
13 May 2018 @ 06:40 pm
Looking for fic with abused Cas, one where he’s either being abused in secret and the boys find out later in the story or they know and they’re trying to help Cas. I’m even fine with the boys abusing Cas, I’m just looking for a fic with an angsty Cas. Also any type of abuse is fine but I’m mainly looking for non-con.
 
 
I was rooting through my friends list and saw that the Sundown comm had been deleted. Has anyone got a copy of the verse they would share please?

Also noticed that Hemrage has deleted her journal and I wondered if anyone had part 2 of Desperate Times saved that they could share.

Finally I'm pretty sure that Hemrage (I might be spelling that wrong) also published under a different name and had a story where JDM had either kidnapped Jensen when he was young, and was held in sexual slavery. Jared was a bodyguard. it was a WIP if anyone can point me in the right direction please, or have a copy that'd be great. Thanks
 
 
27 April 2018 @ 06:13 pm
I'm looking for a highly NSFW, long WIP fic centering around Castiel and Dean. I'm pretty certain it's called "The Sea Witch's Mate" or something very similar.

Cut for smutty descriptions )

I've used Google and searched everywhere on AO3 but I can't find it. I remember that it was locked so only logged in users on AO3 can see it so maybe that's why it keeps eluding me. If it's been taken down, does anyone have a saved copy they could send me?
 
 
Hello. I'm looking for an old fic that I remember very vividly but can't seem to find. In it John had raised the boys to believe in the supernatural, and they "hunted" the same way they do in the show, but the supernatural did not actually exist and John was just killing people. He had convinced both Dean and Sam that Dean is possessed by a demon, and requires physical and sexual abuse to keep the demon at bay. Sam really loves Dean, but both Dean and Sam have been isolated to the point that they believe John's insanity. This was a wincest story. If anyone knows where I could find this, I would be very thankful. :)
 
 
Looking for all or any stories about Dean/Sam & Bottom Sam (Non-Consensual, Somnophilia, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Knotting)!  Does anyone know any stories? Thanks!
 
 

First of all, I've gone through the tags and for the life of me I can't find this story anymore. It's a Teenchesters story. Dean sells his body to have enough money to take care of Sam. In this story Dean was somewhere outside in the woods (?) or at a remote area to meet with an older guy who wants to have sex with Dean. I can't remember if it was Dean's first time hustling. I vaguely remember that the guy ws pretty rough with Dean or did more than they originally agreed on. I think that the act itself took place on the hood of the car (the guy's car?). Sam was close by the whole time (think he waited in the Impala) and even though Dean instructed him to "play bossom", Sam still looked and saw what was happening to Dean. After the act, Dean feeling humiliated, the guy noticed Sam somehow and was about to attack Sam and grabbed him (not sure). That's when Dean went apeshit. It was a classic case of Dean taking a lot but don't you dare to ever mess with Sammy situation. I'm aware that this is all pretty vague. Must have been five years ago that I read this. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

 
 
 
11 January 2018 @ 12:53 am
Hi I see this verse saved in a lot of the delicious accounts but it appears the journal was deleted or maybe I have broken links.  Does anyone have a copy of this or know where to find it?  It is Broken Toy Verse, a dark sam fic.  It seems pretty long 50-100 K.

Thank you!
 
 
09 January 2018 @ 12:14 am
This is a request already posted twice (once by vain_chan in 2011 and once by myself in 2014). Sadly, the story has yet to be found and it still bugs me once in a while. Therefore, I'm reposting this:
The fic is several years old and it's an AU of season 2's 'Born Under a Bad Sign.' In the story, after Meg/Sam knocks Dean unconscious, he assaults Dean. Afterwards, possessed!Sam keeps Dean under control by threatening to hurt Sam's body (biting off his tongue, stabbing him, etc.), beating Dean, and tying him up. This goes on for several weeks while possessed!Sam kills hunters listed in John's journal. Eventually possessed!Sam takes a pretty broken Dean to Bobby's, trying to force Dean to kill Bobby. Bobby knows what's up, though, and he traps and exorcises the demon. I can recall specific scenes in detail: one in which possessed!Sam returns from a kill injured and Dean begs to stitch Sam's body up, and a separate non-con scene where possessed!Sam is in the bathtub, washing off blood from a kill and forcibly holding Dean's head on him under water, while thinking to Sam something along the lines of, "This is how the world is going to end: willingly drowned in blood."

This is a well-written, long-ish fic, and I think there we a sequel dealing with the fallout of Sam and Dean's recovery; it may have even been part of a series. As you can probably see, it's very dark and deals with some pretty rough subject matter including physical and psychological torture, non-con, and some pretty graphic violence. There's massive amounts of Dean abuse and no small amount of damage to Sam since it continues into the recovery phase. It was one of the first fics I read in this fandom before I got a delicious account, so I don't have it book marked. I also could not find it under the tags on this comm. Please, please help me find it. You'll be my favorite person forever. Thanks.
 
 
Hello everyone.

I would like to wish all of you a happy new year!

1) A few months ago I read a story about Sam being turned into a girl by a witch.
Post Stanford era and Sam and Dean already had a relationship with each other.
They try to reverse the spell/curse. After a while neither brother knows for sure if they Really want to reverse the spell. Along the way Sam almost gets raped by a bunch of guys, nur Dean saves him. Sam is really frustrated because of his new "weak" body.
I think Bobby helps them too.

Does anybody know this story?

2) General Search: Similar storys to the one above. Please only Sam gender swap!

3) General search:
Please give me the full package of hurt Sam!
Emotionally, physically, abused, neglected, Teenchesters or adult Winchesters, Wincest or not - everything you got!
Suicidal Sam is also welcome.
It doesn't matter if the hurt is inflicted by a monster or John Winchester for example.


Thank you a lot and have a good day :)

Laura
 
 
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26 November 2017 @ 06:01 pm
I'm searching for a specific J2 fanfic. This is what I can remember of it:
Jared comes back home from college with a (buisness?) degree to help with his father's ranch. There he eventually becomes closer with farmhand/overseer Jensen, who has been working for years on the farm. While Jensen takes care of most of the work on the farm, Jared deals with everything financially, administrative work. I think they even grew up together and now that Jared is grown up they slowly get together.
It's a cattle ranch.
In the beginning they both drive up to Jareds college to collect his things, furniture, etc.
I also remember that later in the story Jared is stopped on his way to town by locals, beaten up and raped.

It's driving me crazy that I cannot find it again. Very much thanks if anyone can help me!! :)