1. Does anyone know where I can find "When It Happened" -- a post-hunting fic where Sam was "attacked" by a monster and has PTSD so Dean and he live kind of domestic so he can recover?

2. I'm looking for SPN slave fics where Dean is the owner and Sam is the slave. Preferably Dean is a hunter. Especially if Sam is psychic.

3. I'm looking for fics where one of the boys has gotten too injured to hunt anymore and this is the aftermath.

Please, Gen or Wincest only. No Destiel or Sambriel or whatever.

Thanks in advance!

J
 
 
29 September 2017 @ 08:25 am
Hello All. This is my first time posting to the community as well as Livejournal. I hope you will be able to help me.

I've only got one scene from this fic I can remember. Sam had been kidnapped and was rescued by Dean or Sam got away himself. In a motel bathroom, John, who may have been called by Dean, found Sam and began yelling at Sam because he had, what John thought, eye makeup on. However, his kidnappers tattooed around Sam's eyes to make him appear as, what John called, a faggot. At some point, Dean arrives and stops John from being mean and rough to Sam.

Unfortunately, this is all I can remember. It is also possible that Sam had pierced genetalia as well, but I'm not sure.

Thank you in advance if you find the fic!

P.S. Extra points if you can find the story for me in a pdf format.
 
 
 
Hi everyone, I am looking for any fics where Dean is being abused by John or others sexually, physically or both and he tries to hide it from everyone and where he protects Sam by taking the abuse.  They could include any other pairings, Destiel, etc.  Lots of angst a plus.  I've read quite a few but hopefully there are some out there I have not read yet.  Can be high school or any other time period.

I am also looking for two specific fics.
1.  Dean was raised by John I think he kidnapped him or got custody and Sam was raised by Mary.  Mary was remarried to someone rich.  It is not Sink or Swim but very similar.  There was no Charlie in this one.  Dean was abused and has a hard time adjusting.  At one point he overhears Sam say he wishes Dean never came there and he runs away and overdoses in an ally and ends up in the hospital.  It might not even be complete.  I believe its Destiel too.
2.  Dean and Sam are with John and John abuses Dean, one time he ends up in the hospital.  They end up being foster cared by the Novaks who have other foster kids, maybe Benny is one?.  Dean has panic attacks and flashbacks.  This part may be part of this story or I am mixing it up with another story, and if so then I would like that story name too, but Dean goes back to their apartment and finds a journal that John kept of all the abuse he did to Dean with pictures.  They go to court and when it seems like John may go free Dean gives the journal to the judge.  Dean ends up in a treatment center that uses art I think?

Thank you
 
 

1. I read a fic probably written during Season 1-3 where Dean had been raped by a group of men and it was mainly from Sam and John's point of view. I remember the beginning of the fic being out of Sam's journal. He's worried about his brother since Dean won't talk about it. John ends up showing up, notices something is wrong, and finds out. I know Dean locks himself in the bathroom and John encourages him to open the door, then comforts him. They recuperate at Missouri's. I think Dean tries to kill himself at one point, and possibly tracks down the attackers later on. There's a sequel, but I never got to finish it. It was gen fic with good!John and it was on FF.Net.

2. Any fics where either of the boys are recovering from abuse trauma? I'm not a wincest fan, but like gen, Destiel, and Saileen.

Thanks!

 
 
22 August 2017 @ 10:20 pm
Hi guys, I'm back with another weird request. I was wondering if anyone could please recommend any stories where Dean is raped. I would prefer if it's not an AU and if it happens somewhere in the actual story-line (pre-series is good too).
Bonus points if Sam or Cas comfort him once they find out.
Multi-chapter stuff is preferred but one-shots are fine.
 
 
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19 August 2017 @ 04:43 pm
hi guys, i'm looking for a fic where sam is raped or sexually abused by john's friend. i think he left sam in his care while he and dean went hunting because sam was moody and acting out, and he assumed that the punishments were military training but his friend was raping sam. sam thought john knew and did it on purpose. at the end john or dean kills him when they find out.

i'm looking for another fic but i'm not sure if it's the same fic i'm looking for. it's wincest and i remember a scene where the guy corners sam in the bathroom and says some terrible things to him while being very close, smelling him and threatening him. i think there's a scene where they go outside and grill together and sam is extremely uncomfortable and tries to avoid him as much as he can. i read it on ao3. thanks in advance :)
 
 
15 August 2017 @ 09:22 am
Hello everyone,
I've been reading this marvelous comm for years, this is my first post... Details under the cut, just to be safe.

the request )

Well, I hope this was clear and that I followed all the posting rules ;)

Mods, there doesn't seem to be a somnophilia tag (I remember reading posts with searches on this term but couldn't find them today).

Thank you all for all the wonderful recs :)
 
 
03 August 2017 @ 06:26 pm
Hi all,

I've been a little short on fics lately so I'd love some recs from you lovely finders. I have a few parameters I'd like met, but anything similar should make me pleased as punch. Thank you in advance for any links y'all provide.

Things that are key:
Wincest or pre-slash gen (so it feels pretty gay)
Bottom!Sam only, please!
Not only PWP--some plot required

Things that I'd prefer:
Early seasons (1-3) or Kripke-Gamble era (6&7)
Hurt!Sam, either physically, mentally, or both (I'm a big fan of post Cage!Sam, kidnapped!Sam, depressed/suicidal/self harming!Sam, insecure!Sam)
I LOVE POWERS!SAM.
Case fics are great, or at least something non-AU (so it has to deal with hunting or life on the road or the season plot arc)
Sexual tension is SOOO GOOOOD. I especially love fucked up!Chesters? Like their love isn't all floofy and cheesy? They'd kill for each other in a heartbeat, or they suck at communicating and fuck away their problems lol (it feels realistic to me when they know they share something but can't really touch on it at first, like in West Verse)
At least a hint of dark topics or spooky things
I like when Sam's powerbottomy or a lil slutty

So I know this is a really disjointed list haha but I've definitely read fics that fit the bill! I mentioned West Verse, there's also Play It Again, Sam, and Dictionary for a Dead Language... just to name a few I've read and loved.

Thank you again! Have a lovely week!

~Coyote
 
 
30 July 2017 @ 05:36 pm
Hi guys,
I'm looking for two types of recs:

1. Fics where underage!Sam forces Dean into a relationship. Kid or teen Sam, somehow putting Dean in a position he can't say no? Well, I think you get what I mean.

2. Castiel stalking Dean. The creepier the better, but I'm looking for stories where Castiel is very much in love with Dean. So, romantical stalking (which can still be very creepy).

Already tried to look up the tags here, but wasn't much help. Hopefully you awesome ppl can point me in the right direction.
 
 
I'm looking for a specific j2 fic in which the world has less and less males and females capable of producing children and therefore it has become regulated by the government to assign breedable people to partners. Jensen, who had never been tested, only finds out he is one when he goes to take the final physical exam for a new job he was due to start & that's when his world comes crashing down around him. He loses most of his legal rights, his freedom, his fiance, everything, etc... He tries to fight it through legal means but he loses his case in court. He ends up being assigned to Jared, who is so happy & excited to have finally been matched with someone & to have a happy, loving family & live happily ever after. What he ends up with is an unwilling partner who only allows him to have sex with him because the alternative is being sent to a cruel man who would rape him brutally or a brothel type place so Jared is kind of the lesser of 2 evils in his mind. Jared tries to be kind & to win Jensen over & to a certain extent he does in the end but Jensen can't seem to get over the life he lost/the life he would have had with the woman he loved. Jensen does become pregnant due to Jared's couplings with him & while pregnant, he gets visited by his family who are ecstatic that he will have children and while they are there he finds out that his brother has married his former fiance. Both his family's attitude toward his situation and the fact that his brother married the woman he loved are too much for Jensen & he attempts to throw myself down the stairs and kill himself. He survives, as does the baby. Jared is devastated & he doesn't know how to help Jensen because he is in love with Jensen even though his feelings aren't returned. Eventually, Jensen gives birth & refuses to have anything to do with the baby or the other children that follow.
 
 
24 July 2017 @ 08:11 pm
Hi!

In this fic, Dean is married to Cas and not by his choice. I believe Cas was a king and the one scene i remember vividly was that Cas has sex with dean thinking its consensual although Dean feels coerced into it. Cas didnt use oil (lube) or prep and i think Dean gets sick and the healer discovers his internal injuries from sex.
In the end they do get together though.

Please help!
 
 
The story "The Snow Covers Over My Footsteps" (sometimes mis-titled "The Snow Covers My Footsteps") was a prompt fill over at spnkink-meme. This is an 18+ / fetish / non-con story.

The first 7 parts can still be found on the original comment thread (WARNING 18+), but when the author, loneredsock, deleted their journal, the rest of the story (parts 8 - 29) was taken down with it.

I've tried searching strings taken from the parts that are available but I have been unable to find this story posted anywhere else. Neither this story nor the author are listed on the deleted page for this community.

Someone's gotta have it!

FOUND:

nicky69 did have it! Hooray! I've tidied up the file and uploaded it to my drive:

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B34FRzds-RLaUFo0WFE4d0JxelE/view?usp=sharing
 
 
I'm searching for a fic that I read years ago where sam is possessed by a demon (I think it was meg but I'm not sure) and seduces dean into raping his little brother. Dean rapes Sam and in the end feels guilty. Sound familiar to anyone? Thanks to anyone that answers.
 
 
27 June 2017 @ 05:50 pm
Hi all...

I read this J2 fic on AO3 and fear the author has left AO3 or taken this fic down. I read it quickly and wanted to reread more closely. This is what I remember to the best of my knowledge:

1) Jared and Jensen are on a space transport of some kind. Jared is an officer and Jensen is part of the "comfort" unit, or detachment, which I compare to an escort type service on the ship.
2) Jared is rough with Jensen, but I'm not sure if the warning was non con or dub con.
3) A back story emerges in which J2 knew each other when they were younger. The ending is sad, angsty, not really HEA.

Thanks so much if anyone can help!


EDIT: Found! AMAZING! Thank you so much nicky69!
 
 
Hi, I've never posted anything like this before and I really hope I'm doing it correctly! I've read through all the tags that I thought would help me find the fic I'm looking for but have struck out.

The first -- And I may not be remembering it correctly but ... here goes. I'm fairly sure this is a J2 fic, but I read it a long time ago. The way I remember it is, Jensen is kidnapped by, I think, Christian Kane, or someone that's a competing warlord -- it's set in a historical time but I can't remember when. What I do remember is that someone, I think it's Jared is, at some point, sitting outside a tent biding his time to get to Jensen. Jensen is eventually rescued.

The second -- is a more modern age fic -- and I don't remember much about it except that Jensen was castrated or very damaged in his private area. I remember that I think. And for some reason, I think it's Kane that is his rescuer.

So, if anyone can help me ID these two fics, I'd really be grateful for the help! I hope I'm doing this right! Thanks in advance! L.


FOUND! See comment! You guys rock!
 
 
11 May 2017 @ 09:39 pm
Hi
I can't find two fics that I thought I'd bookmarked and really want to read again

1. Jensen is walking home a night and gets turned. Jared is the Alpha of the local pack I think and somehow Jensen gets in contact with him to get help. I think Jensen's dad was a politician and maybe were's are known and his dad is anti-were? From memory Jensen goes away with the pack for a weekend on the full moon?

2. The second one is where Jared's car breaks down, he's an omega and inadvertently crosses through the mating grounds (or something similar) and Jensen mates with him. Realises later that Jared didn't want it and helps Jared go to college. Cue angst and pining :-)

thank you for any help!
 
 
09 May 2017 @ 06:15 pm
I can't remember if it was a spn or spn ref fic but jensen/dean is an omega and is friends with the kid next door. When Jensen/dean goes over to visit he doesn't realize that only his friends dad is there. The dad fucks him over the arm of the couch, it wasn't non-con but maybe dub-con. The dad then mates him later w/o his permission.

If this sounds familiar or if you know it please comment, I'm actually starting to think that I hallucinated the whole thing.
 
 
Hello! I've recently read Credit in the Straight World, Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon, Brittle, Boy Falling Out of the Sky, The Air Moves In, Invisible Boy series... Basically if you can find it under Sam Winchester/OMC and it's lengthy on AO3, I probably have read it! I'd love more fics though, so I hope you can help!

1. Fics that have Sam exploring his sexuality with a male, with Dean finding out or walking in on it. Bonus for Dean getting super overprotective! Wincest preferred but I'll take gen too. I don't mind what age they are.
2. Hurt! Sam with comfort. Rape, violence, anything.
3. Sam with an eating disorder or self harming Sam.
4. Infantalism as a lifestyle. I'd prefer baby! Sam if that's possible. I've read SailorChibi's works on Ao3 for this too.
5. Protective/Possessive/Jealous! Dean.
6. Dean walking in on Sam getting off.

I'd love everything to end with a happy ending! No death fics, please. I'm looking for Wincest only, no other pairings. I don't mind if it starts out as another pairing as long as it ends in Wincest. I'll take gen too. Thanks so much in advance :D
 
 
03 May 2017 @ 12:38 pm
I read a story a while ago and can´t find it anymore.

Jensen had turned or mated Jared against his will. Jared was pregnant and hated it. I think he commited suiced in the end but I´m not sure.

Can someone help me please.
 
 
04 April 2017 @ 06:49 pm
Sup. I'm looking for any kind of fics where Castiel rapes and/or abuses Dean for whatever reason. Chapter-length fics are preferred but honestly I'll take anything. Thanks guys, appreciate the help.
 
 
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I'm looking for any Jensen/whoever or Dean/whoever stories where Jensen or Dean is raped (by force or maybe he's being blackmailed into it) but the person he's with thinks Jensen/Dean cheated or otherwise had sex willingly. I read one story like this that was J2. Jensen got roofied but Jared was mad cuz he thought Jensen got drunk and cheated. I don't remember what that story is called, so I'm looking for that one and any others like it.

J2, Jensen/Misha, Dean/Sam, or Destiel would especially be appreciated.

Thank you!
 
 
17 March 2017 @ 05:09 am
Hello, I can't seem to find a story. It's where Jared and Jensen are going to get engaged or mated but Jared (at leas I think it's Jared) gets raped on or in a police cruiser by Morgan. He then becomes Morgan's mate, verifyied by a social worker. Jensen, after a while, challenges Morgan for Jared to be his mate. The story is Alpha/beta/omega. Please let me know if anything similar. Thanks.
 
 
11 March 2017 @ 06:49 am
Hey. Im looking for a gwnral search on any stories were teen sam or young sam geta sexually abused.
Also any stories were johns friends does it or another hunter.
 
 
25 February 2017 @ 10:55 pm
I read a story a long time ago but couldn't find it since. I was hoping someone could help me.
I think it was Sam who was a hooker or stripper or something along them lines. He was forced to have sex with the boss because he liked sam the best. I think he has to wear a dildo cat tail at one point.
I think Dean and John found him and took him away from it all after he was hurt and raped.

Also, if you now anymore sad hooker jared/Sam or abused Jared/Sam fics could you mention them as well please.
Any help would be appreciated!
 
 
20 February 2017 @ 08:09 pm
Hi, i read a story of sam when he was a teenager getting kidnapped by this creature who caught him and tortured him. He wrote on his thigh that he couldn't talk about it to anyone and that he liked pain instead of pleasure (not too sure if this is accurate). He cant say no to people and sleeps with anyone who asks whether he wants to or not.

When the creature has him, he sees dean walking away but doesn't say anything as he wants to protect him.

It ends up that a religious order have the answer but wont give sam the cure because he is seen as a sinner? I think it ends as Sam/Dean.

I really want to reread it hut cant remember the name of the fic.
Pleaee help me!
 
 
Hi everyone!!
i am looking for a specific story that i read at FF.NET
what i remember from the story are:
1.Sam and Dean where kidnaped by a human and he totrured them
2.The psycho rapes Dean and Sam wakes up just in time to watch it happens
3.John comes to the rescue
4.they go to Missouri to help Dean heal

The story is GEN.
 
 
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05 February 2017 @ 02:13 pm
Hello, I am looking for a specific story that I read a while ago and can't find now.
Read more... ) Jared is a god, he is also a statue who is very hung, who will come back to life if someone can take his whole package. Jensen sees the statue and decides he has to ride it, he manages to take the whole thing.
I'm also looking for any and all Jared is hung like a horse stories out there. I mean so large it doesn't fit, I'm good with him forcing it to fit even at the expence of serious damage to Jensen. If Jensen happens to die from loss of blood or all the internal damage that's OK too, or he lives and Jared rapes him over and over causing more damage that's OK too.
One the flip side any where he is seriously hung but takes his time to not hurt Jensen is good too.Read more... )
Only bottom Dean/Jensen please and no underage. Pretty much anything else goes.
Thanks in advance
 
 
01 February 2017 @ 10:21 pm
Hello everybody,
I've been looking recently for a story i thought i had bookmarked or could find using the filter in ao3 but turns out i couldn't find it.

So the first one is a J2 fic that centers around Jensen. obviously it is AU .So the story is of Jensen and Jared become stepbrother or something Jared's dad gets together with Jensen's mom. And i don't think i actually finished reading it but i hope I'm not mixing 2 stories up. In this story Jared's dad is raping Jensen and Jensen doesn't tell anybody. He and Jared aren't close but soon start to talk and i know that their is a scene where they drive to school together. Jared finds out about Jensen being raped i think. I"m not sure what happens after though.But it was a really good story and i would love to read it again. Im starting to doubt if im remembering the story correctly now.....well anyway any story similar to this would still be a good read.

Okay i wasn't planning on adding this one but i can do two in one. This story is a destiel one it is AU. It's actually quite short i think. So it starts of i believe with cas and dean talking or something but the jist of it is that i think they might have known each other in high school or heard of each other anyway whatever they are doing had a school refrence in it and they hadn't seen each other in a long time. Well dean leaves and starts walking home and he ends up taking a shortcut but some guy attacks him and tries to rape him i think he does end up raping him..but cas i think ended up walking in the same direction i don't remember the reason why but cas has a knife or something which he uses to save dean from his attacker i don't know if he kills him or not. but he comforts dean in the end i think telling him he's safe.


So please help me find them. And thank you in advance. also if their are stories similar to these that you want to tell me about or link go right ahead cause i would love to read them.

Your all such wonderful people!
 
 
23 January 2017 @ 09:08 pm
Mods, sorry about a separate post for this one.

This is a pretty old story. I cant remember for sure if it was J2 or Spn but im 99% sure it was j2. Jared was kidnapped a few years ago and his kidnappers abused him and i think there was some non-con. He was out woth his friend and some people come and chase them down with tranquilizers i think. He is found years later and taken to Jensen who is a doctor because his ankle was damaged from the abuse. They become good friends. I know thats not very specific but im sure if you've read it you know what story I'm talking about. Please and thank you if you can help.
 
 
15 January 2017 @ 12:38 am
There was one story I remember like this where, John is actually in a bar or diner and hears some men talking about the man they had all enjoyed in the bathroom or motel and he realises it's dean they are talking about, not sure what he does after that. Does this ring a bell with anyone or are there similar stories out there with the same theme? Thx to all who reply
 
 
I'm looking to read Wincest fics where there's a plot twist or surprise ending, where the reader doesn't know what's really happening until later, such as 1) one of the brothers gaslights/manipulates the other, 2) secretly a demon/monster and the other doesn't know, 3) someone else has changed reality for one or both of the brothers, 4) one is hallucinating/mentally ill.
 
 
01 January 2017 @ 02:13 pm
Hello!

1 ) Because there is coming Fifity Shade of Darker movie, I was wondering is there J2 version this movie? Or Sam/Dean. I didin´t like the the first movie but J2 version it could work ;D I like long fic but you can one shot, too! Only TopSam, please ;p

2) Anything dark Sam/Dean fic. ? Give me your favorites!
affliction
3) Also PrgenantDean are ok, too! Only TopSam again.

4) some history fanfiction with J2 or Sam/Dean

Thank you!
 
 
Hello. I have a few general searches I'd appreciate some help with.


1) Any fics dealing with the torture Sam went through at the hands of Michael and Lucifer whilst stuck in the cage.

2) Fics about Sam (either set in or similar to season 7) dealing with Lucifer banging up his noggin.

3) Possible AU's where Sam actually was still stuck in the cage and Lucifer was just messing with his head, rather than Sam just being crazy.

4) Any alpha/omega style fics where Dean/Cas/Sam are omegas and have abusive alphas, with some hurt/comfort in there of course.

5) Fics where Cas has somehow become human and turns to Sam and Dean for help, but Dean (or Sam) decides they can't forgive him for the things he's done and abuses him in secret. (And I've already read Repent Of Your Sins (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1178489), which is what got me onto this in the first place.

I'd appreciate the help. Thanks guys.
 
 
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19 December 2016 @ 05:30 pm
i'm looking for a story I read awhile ago. I don't remember much, but it was a bigbang, I think maybe of last year? Jared was an omega and much much younger than Jensen. Jensen is an alpha and was kind of always around, since Jared was a baby maybe?

I remember there was a scene with attempted non-con but jensen saved him in time.

Also Jared wore panties and Jensen taught him how to do "stuff" ;)

Hope someone knows the story. Thanks!!

Update: found in comments
 
 
 
10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
 
 
02 November 2016 @ 07:29 pm
I read a story awhile back, but it wasn't finished when I read it. It's a Sam and Dean story. I remember it was Sam getting raped by a demon who impregnated him with twins (boy and girl). It was at Pastor Jim's church. He hated the babies even when he was told they were human. Dean and John were worried of course. Later in the story, it was said that if a human were to have sex with Sam before the birth of the twins they would be born human. So they all agreed that Dean would have sex with Sam. Dean didn't want to hurt Sam, so he made sure Sam was in control of the whole thing. When the babies were born, Dean and Sam agreed that they would want to be in a romantic relationship. When it came time to tell John, he didn't like it. He said something along the lines of 'you think it's best to be in an incestuous relationship?'
 
 
14 October 2016 @ 01:41 pm
Hi is there any fics where Dean abuses Cas or the other way around whilst in a relationship?

I don't mind if it is emotional, mental, sexual, financial or physical but would prefer physical.

Thank you.
 
 
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23 September 2016 @ 03:20 pm
Ok, so this story, as far as I'm aware, is at least a few years old because I remember it being one of the first Supernatural fics I ever read. I can remember it being about Sam having been kidnapped by a man who then used some sort of spell or witchcraft to make him do whatever he wants and he has to keep refreshing this as the spell wears off. So, basically, the man could ask him to say something and he would. I think some of the things were also sexual, though obviously non-consensual. However, Sam's not oblivious to what's happening and can see and feel it all in his head, kind of like his conscious has been trapped there.
I remember one part where Dean finds out where he is and comes to save him. He and the kidnapper start fighting and the kidnapper tells Sam to look away, to which Sam has to obey, and so he can't see what goes on.
I also know that Dean kills the kidnapper, but somehow later on in the story, Sam meets the kidnapper's ghost who has the same mind controlling power and tries to lure him into doing something.

If anyone is able to give me an idea as to what fic this is then I would be very grateful!
 
 
15 September 2016 @ 09:18 am
I cannot recall the title or author of this story. Here's what I remember (as I believe Sam was underage in the story, I will put it below the cut):

Underage non-con )

Thanks for the help!

Found by a helpful soul on Tumblr. Just For Me by [livejournal.com profile] goandgetthegun on Ao3.
 
 
09 September 2016 @ 03:54 am
So I believe this vid used to be on YT, but I'm not a 100% on that... It was essentially a serial killer Sam AU. The beginning had a voice over from the vid's creator like a news report about Sam being released from prison after attacking a girl a year ago. Dean picks him up from prison and then Sam escapes from Dean and starts traveling the country killing women. It had Dean tracking him down, Sam shooting him, I think Sam raping Dean at some point if I'm not confusing vids. The whole thing was set to Flyleaf's "I'm So Sick" I think. Anyone recognize this, know where to find it, or know who the vidder was? Thanks guys!
 
 
Hi!
I'm dying to read again an old fic I lost and cannot for the life of me find on google
- it was eventually Sam/Dean
- teen!Sam is kidnapped, tortured and rape by a supernatural creature
- Dean and John never knew he was kidnapped
- Sam is let go by the creature with a curse written in his inner thigh (or something like that I'm not sure) that cause him to constantly seek pain and sex and to be unable to say no
- to break the curse he has to find someone that knows about the curse and love him nonetheless but he can't reveal to anyone what happened
- I remember Sam had sex with a teacher, kissed for the first time a class mate, and met Jen in a bdsm club
- Dean finds out about the curse thanks to the ghost of another victim of the same creature
ETA: FOUND in the comments

And for the general search, I'm starving for Sam/Dean or Jensen/Jared fics
with sexually abused Sam or Jared (NOT by Dean or Jensen)
that focus on rape recovery
with Sam-Jared being insecure, having nightmares, PTSD (etc) and Dean-Jensen helping him
novel-length fics are better, but I'll read everything
AU or not AU is the same;
I feel like I've already read every single fic about this topic (including all the ones I could find here) so please help me out!
THANK YOU and sorry for any mistakes: english is not my first language!
 
 
07 September 2016 @ 04:54 pm
Hi guys!

Hope you can help me find this story:

In this story Jensen is Jared's prisoner, more like a sex slave. I remember one of the first scenes Jensen is naked and tied and Jared orders the guards to bring dogs so they can smell him and find him if he tries to escape.

I think Jensen had tried to escape before so Jared's guards cut one hand of Jensen's brother (I think was Chris).

I have been looking for this story for days I already looked on slavery tag and abused Jensen tag, and other tags and no luck, hope you can help me.
 
 
14 August 2016 @ 06:40 pm
I read this fic on AO3 a while back and somehow failed to bookmark it. In it Dean is an omega who comes back home because John is dying. Cas is his doctor and an alpha. In this reality omegas are second class citizens and Dean had been assulted in the past because of it. It is a very long fic and there is mpreg in it. I've been looking on AO3 and here but haven't been able to track it down. Thanks in advance.
 
 
08 August 2016 @ 11:49 pm
Hi guys,

I'm looking for:

1) Fics where Sam and Dean are captured/kidnapped and forced into having sex with each other.
2) Sex pollen/magic made them do it type fics.

Anything goes as long as its based in the supernatural universe (no high school AUs please!), preferrably NO established relationship, Mpreg, or main character deaths.

Hope you can help :)
 
 
Hi,
im looking for a story i read awhile back. here is what i remeber.

Jared and Jensen are together
Jensen gets a job at a club owned by JDM
JDM threaten Jensen with harming Jared if Jensen does not do what Jeffrey say
JDM forces Jensen to have sex with him and his friends.
Jared somehow finds out and pays JDM a visit
Jared used to work for the mob as a Hitman
Christian is also in story he is Jensen friend and also know Jared
as they are both hitman.

I know it pretty vague.

i hope this is okay if not please let me know and i will do my best to fix anything that needs fixing.

thank you for all your help