Hey guys! I am looking for any fics that have Dean leaving hunting, or at least mostly leaving it behind. I prefer long fics that are based pre season 1 but am good with anything. I am a CasDean girl but am willing to read any genfic or pairing. I would like if the fic contains some angst, particularly angst with Sam and Dean, but  the pics definitely have to have a happy ending. 

I am also looking for fics that have Dean time traveling to past seasons and fixing things. I'd love DeanCas as the main pairing but am good with gen. 

I read a story where dean is hurt and can't hunt anymore.  He lives with Cas and Ben. I think Cas became human and can't heal Dean.  Lisa might be dead and they found out that Ben was Dean's son.  In this story Cas is in love with Dean but Dean is straight, but because Cas loves him and has sacrificed so much for Dean, Dean decides to try a relationship with Cas.  Dean is uncomfortable with the intimacy at first.

Does anyone know the name if the story I described? Could you recommend story's in which Dean is straight, has never had feelings for men before, but he falls in love with Cas anyways.

1. I'm looking for fics where Dean has retired from hunting but is not staying with Sam, Castiel, Ben & Lisa, or a new family he has made. I'm interested in reading about Dean taking time to focus on himself and his healing, free of responsibility and having to worry about his loved ones. I want to believe something like that exists and I just haven't been able to find it yet.


2. Anything where Dean takes up fishing. If it's combined with the above request even better.


3. Dean for whatever reason has to see a therapist and it ends up helping him deal with his trauma. I found one of the recent episodes of the show upsetting in that regard so I'd like to read something where Dean is treated with respect by a professional. I've already read Defining Normal by Baroqy.


4. Pre-series- Dean is turned into a vampire or some other monster and John tries to deal with it. Alternatively, John is the one who gets turned. I've already read the Berserker 'verse by leonidaslion.


5. I rewatched Faith recently and it got me wondering about the rawhead hunt Sam and Dean were on in the opening of the episode. Are there any codas about that particular case?


6. On that note, are there any pre-Pilot fics about John and the woman in white?

• It is in the future, but it isn't Croatoan!future, just in the future, after it all.
• Dean is getting older and perhaps retiring, or at least slowing down his life.
• Castiel is still an angel and pretty much forever young, but stays with Dean anyways.
• Domestic or angst or something!