Hi, i've been looking for old fic i read years ago. unfortunately i cant remember the title and barely remember the plot.

i think jared got hurt on set (stunt go wrong) and cracked his ribs and jensen is taking care of jared. during filming hiatus they travel back to texas by car, and they start to admit their growing feelings for each other.

thank you in advance :)

I am looking for a specific fic in which the boys used to date in high school, but once Jensen leaves for college he slowly drifts away and breaks up with Jared over the phone. Jensen ends dating Danneel, but he ends up being cheated on and decides to move back to his little town. He reunited with his friends Chris and Steve who have been looking after Jared.

Jared is now a mechanic who also races motorcycles. They tell Jensen to stay away from Jared because he has changed and seeing Jensen would only make things worse for Jared. Well sometomething happens and Jared ends up in an accident, breaks his leg and Jensen has to take care of him and hopes the two can get back together.

Specific Omega!Jared/Alpha!Jenen with Alpha!Stephen Amell

In the one I’m looking for, I remember it taking place in a bar and Jensen and Chris are maybe new in town?

All I really remember is Jared agreeing to go out with Stephen and Stephen drives them out of town for cheap dinner and tries to get Jared to go to a motel with him because he thinks that’s all Jared’s good for - jared says no and maybe gets punched? And Stephen leaves him stranded there. Jared calls Jensen to come pick him up... and that’s all I remember:”(

Sound familiar to anyone ??

I believe in this story Jared was a journalist who went to the bank to write about the latest crime we he eventually becomes a hostage. Jensen is a cop and I believe Morgan is his boss and he didn't want Jensen near the case because he knew that Jensen's focus would only be on Jared. I believe the robber was Misha(?) who had shot and almost killed Jensen before. And in the end I believe Misha blows the shed where Jared was being kept up but both Jensen and Jared survive. I hope this is enough and I'm not getting stories confused!

I can't remember much about the story but I'm hoping there's someone who can find it based on the brief description. I believe it was about Jared and Jensen and Jensen was an abusive husband who kept Jared away from all family and friends. I believe Jared found his cellphone under the floorboards and realized he had a ton of missed calls from his mother. I want to say Jared has amnesia or something which made him believe Jensen was his husband but I'm not positive. Hope someone can find it!!

Hey everyone,
I’m looking for a fic I can’t find and have been searching for awhile.
Jensen infiltrated a racist group to help take them down. He finds Jared, a young and really smart kid who is being abused by his dad after having been abandoned by his mom. He ends up having Jared stay at his house after he interrupts Jared’s dad abusing him. I remember that Jensen takes Jared out hunting to try and help get him out of his shell. In the end, the raid goes off and Jensen doesn’t see Jared for a few years.

Thank you SO much!

A couple of years ago someone on here was looking for (and found) the following fic: J2 fic where they're in high school and start dating. It turns out Jared's family is really negligent and don't care about him, so Jared starts spending a lot more time with Jensen's family. There's one scene where they play basketball and Jared gets hurt and his parents can't be bothered to come check on him, so Jensen's mom takes care of him.
Unfortunately, the author myficjournal has deleted their account. Has anyone got a working link or PDF, please?

Edit: Found in comments

So it's been a while since I've posted to this community so I hope I still get everything right with posting.

I'm looking for 2 specific stories and it's been driving me nuts because I've searched for both and can't seem to find them.

Story #1 is about Jared and Jensen together, I believe one or both of them worked as an FBI agent (possibly Criminal Minds crossover) and they are looking for a serial killer who is still murdering people after many years. Jared was one of his first victims and still has a scar in the shape of a flower on her chest from when he was kidnapped when he was younger. I don't remember too much but I remember it shows flashbacks to when Jared was kidnapped. I hope that's specific enough because I've found stories that are similar but not this exact one.

Story #2 is more of a one shot if I remember correctly. It's a short one about Jensen, who is the son of the mob boss, walking into his office and his father's goons have Jared bent over his desk. Definitely a non-con situation.

Please help if you can. I've done my best searching but can't seem to find them.

I'm looking for an older story, Jared and Jensen were together, I think its set in high school, and Jensen leaves, possibly for college. Jared's dad ties him up to stop him going after Jensen and tortures/whips him and I think has a priest come to try to exorise him to stop him being gay. Jensen doesn't know this and thinks Jared just didn't want to be with him. I remember that Josh had seen something and knows that something happened but didn't want to get involved or something to that effect.

Spoiler warning, since apparently I remember everything about this fic except for the author's name!

Jared and Jensen are high school sweethearts growing up in a small town that they hate. Their dream is to get out of there, and Jensen gets a scholarship to an amazing college, but just before HS graduation, Jared discovers he's pregnant. He doesn't want to ruin Jensen's life, so instead of telling him about the baby, Jared dumps him in a very cruel manner and Jensen leaves for college with a broken heart.

A few years pass and Jensen comes home for a visit. He's a very different person now, bitter and cynical, and his plan is to rub his success in Jared's face, but he's shocked to find that Jared has a toddler and is still living with his mom and abusive stepdad in their sad, run down house. Jensen dumps his current boyfriend and offers to marry Jared, but it's more of a business arrangement; if they're married, they'll be allowed to live in the special dorms for married students at Jensen's college, and Jared will be able to get out of his stepfather's house. But Jensen is still angry that Jared lied about the baby, and it takes him a long time to forgive Jared.

Can anyone help me find this? Thanks in advance!

Hello! I'm looking for two fics by blueeyedliz. I'm friended on her account, but the pages still won't load for me. I'm looking for The Invisible Cage (J2) and Old Scars and New Promises. Does anyone have a copy?

I’ve poked around the tags and haven’t found this, so I’m hoping someone can help me.

-Jared is kidnapped when he’s a kid (by an OMC?)

-Jared and Jensen were at a park at the time.

-Jared (I think) went to get ice cream and never returned?

-I’m pretty sure it was a Big Bang.

Thanks!

Hi folks!

I hope you can help me!

I read a story were Jared was hurt on set but the crew/director/Jensen wanted to get finish so he didn´t said anything. It turns out to be a serious injury. I think it was J2 at least in the end.

Does anybody recognise this story?

Hi! Does anyone have a link or copy of the fic 'That's Not Love' by my-sam-dean? I think the journal was f-locked a while back and I don't think it's still in use (to request to be friended)
Thanks!

I was looking through my pinboard and found a fic I really wanted to read, however when I clicked the link, it took me to the prompt thread with no full. I was really hoping someone might know what happened to this awesome fic?

Prompt: After (supposedly) infertile Omega!Jared's abusive Alpha husband dies, he's kicked out of his second pack (his parents kicked him out when he became an Omega).

The Ackles' pack takes him in and are horrified by what he went through. Jared starts to fall in love with Alpha!Jensen, but has trust issues. Jensen makes sure Jared knows he's loved and didn't deserve the years of abuse he suffered.

They're absolutely shocked when Jared ends up pregnant.

Hello once again!

Sorry for asking for so many fics but I suddenly remembered about this fic regarding J2 that I can't seem to find. I think that they were in a relationship or smthg but eventually broke off because Jared didn't want to follow Jensen to wherever he's going? And that Jared was closer to Jensen's brother and vice versa. And I think Jensen was a nurse and the first time they met since their break up was when Jared was admitted into Jensen's hospital. Also, I think Jared was in an abusive relationship with somebody but stayed together because he felt like he deserved it. I remember a mighty lot of details but I can't remember the name of the fic or where it was uploaded on.

Thanks in advance!

Heyyy y’all, hoping someone can help me out! Been thinking about this fic all day and at this point, I just want to find it so it’ll leave me alone and find some similar fics while I’m at it.

1) It’s a J2 fic, tho it starts off Danneel/Jensen. Danni is jealous of the time that Jensen spends with Jared and knows that Jared’s in love with Jensen so while she and Jensen are out on a date/trip/something like that, she has some of Jensen’s “friends” break in to their house (pretty sure Jared and Jensen are living together during filming and that one of the friends is Chris Kane) and beat him up. Actually, pretty sure that how the fic starts- with Jensen getting a call from Mike or Tom that Jared’s in hospital. Long story short, Jensen finds out how/why it happened and blows up at Danni/friends and it ends in J2.

2)Any other fics along those themes would be nice to read (au or non au!)- where Jensen’s friends are thrown off by Jared and the affect he has on Jensen and say/do something about it, or is part of the story on the journey of the boys getting together. I do prefer top!Jensen/bottom!Jared when it comes to fic, if that means anything!


Tried to use all the appropriate tags, forgive me if not, mods! Thanks in advance for any help!

Hello everybody!

How are you doing? I need some help! I really would like to read fics in which:

1. Jared gets hurt because of Jensen. It could be because Jared is protecting Jensen or a jealous ex/secret admirer/stalker wants to get rid of Jared. Please No seriuos permanent injures!

2. Heartwarming fics. Something light, funny and uncomplicated would be awesome.

3. Sassy Sammy. We don't get enough of those!

4. Sam/Jared hiding injures/illnesses from Dean/Jensen

5. Jensen/Dean finding out that Jared/Sam had their child/children years later.

6. Your favorite fics (no death fics). The more, the merrier!

Hi all,

I'm looking for a fic that I had DL'ed a while ago and can't remember the name (and hoping I still have it or can get it if I don't). The basic idea was Jensen was an ex-cop that liked to keep track of Jared from afar. Jared, I think was a barista (bartender)/computer genius that gets injured. Jared becomes the target of someone powerful because they think Jared has a thumb drive that they lost.

I think the author took down the fic. Hope someone out there can help.

To Mods: I put down as many tags as I could think of about this fic. If I'm missing any other tags let me know and I'll correct.

Thanks in advance.

Digeediva

EDIT: Found in comments.

Edit 2: It was brought to my attention that this a bottom:Jensen story. Sorry if it caused any problems. Mods, I changed the tags to reflect this.

Hello, everybody!! Could you, please, help me find:

1. Car accident fic. In this one, Jared and Jensen are fighting and Jensen leaves. It is storming (I think) and he crashes his car like two minutes after he left. Jared hears the crash, goes out and sees its Jensen and tries to save him. I remember Jared getting injuried because of broken glass on the road.

2. Any Non-AU fics told in Jensen POV foccusing on Jared's depression. Like how does he feels about it and how he wants to help/helps Jared. Bonus points if the fic goes deep and aligns to the descriptions of the past few years Jared gave on his chapter in "Family dont end with blood".

3. Break-up and make-up fics. I am looking for ones in which the guys break up and Jensen does serious groveling to get Jared back.

4. Jared helping Jensen get over a bad break and the two of them getting together later on.

5. Possessive! Jealous! Jensen.

6. Fics in which Jensen wants to get it on with Jared but doesnt because he thinks the sex will be super vanilla due to Jared's puppy!dog personality. Later they get together and Jared does surprise him in the kink department.

I´m looking for two diffrent kind of stories

1: Is there anything were Jensen hurts Jared and Jared goes away and Jensen has to work really hard to get Jared back? In many fics Jared forgives Jensen sometimes just because he showed up or after one date. I´m looking for something were Jensen really has to work for it.

2: Any fic were Jensen is a vampire (or were) and turns Jared.

Thank you for your help

It's a fic where Jared and Jensen are staying at a hotel and Jared's room is through a door in Jensen's room. Jared tries to make plans with Jensen all of the time but friends are always surprising Jensen by showing up to set and whisking him away. I think at some point Jared goes back to the hotel alone where an excited fan tackles him. I think Eric finds him and takes him to the hospital. After that, Eric calls a meeting and asks Jensen if there is any reason why Jared would be upset. In the end Jared and Jensen finally hang out. Sorry for the bad description. I don't think it was a Jared/Jensen fic but I could be wrong.

Hi guys! I hope I'm doing this right, if not, just let me know and I'll fix it :)
Anyways, I was hoping you could help me find a few stories I've been feeling like reading.

These are all Jensen/Jared or Dean/Sam with bottom (hopefully Omega!Jared). Anything with Sam/Jared being abused or treated as less than a equal individual (Usually it's because he is an Omega) and generally Dean/Jensen being the cause of Sam/Jared's pain.

The twist in this though, is that I hope y'all can find me a Sam/Jared who will not stand for being treated so and would rather take his own life than 'submit' or being treated as a lesser being.

I really, really hope the fic has a happy ending, meaning that Dean or Jensen completely changes and begins treating his poor boy as his little prince, coddling, loving, and caring for Sam or Jared.

Thank you so much for helping me out here! I'm looking forward to everything everyone has to share :)

hi,

So i am looking for a story , i searched on SPN storyfinder , some one had posted question for the same story but there was no response. Anyway its is like Jared is a soldier. He is caught in a blast and is brought to Jensen's super secret military place. He is working on some new technology and replaces jared's arm and leg and some other parts with this technology. Later the military wants Jensen to kill jared and do autospy or something. But jensen and jared escapes. There was Jeff and chris too.

Any one remember which story was it ?

Hey,

I was wondering if anyone can help me find a fic I've lost. It's J2 and they are both some kind of were!cats (Maybe Lynxs or panthers, I'm not too sure on that.) Jared was kidnapped as a child and is raised with his cat side being surpressed by the man Jared believes to be his father.

Jared's father is not nice and abuses Jared, making him think that he is sick and that's why he has to take the pills. I think Jared's father dies or Jared ends up running away but Jensen and his pride find him sat alone in a airport café, confused and afraid as now his medication has been stopped his cat traits are coming back. He ends up passing out and Jensen takes him home, where he and his pride help him to understand who he truly is and that his is a part of their pack.

I think it ends with Jared and Jensen becoming mates. I remember a part where Jared's skin sorta gets hot whenever Jensen is near. There was also a scene where Jared needs to be cooled down in a bath but he freaks out due to his past abuse and Jensen has to calm him down.

Thank You. :)

I'm trying to track down a fic I have only vague memories of. I believe the Js got together in high school, but then someone - maybe Jared's brother Jeff? - found out and threatened Jensen so he took off without a word to Jared. I remember Jared falling apart when Jensen didn't show up for his graduation. Jared gets kind of wild, drinking and smoking pot. I think it's several years before they reconnect, and Jeff helps Jared find Jensen again in the end. Ringing any bells?

ETA: Found! It's For The Love Of Jensen Ackles, link to Mediafire for pdf in comments. Thanks so much all!
Summary: The prompt: A J2 version of The Ugly Duckling. Jensen is the fat kid at school and Jared either bullies him/is his only friend, but because he's younger he doesn't stand up to the bullies. The boys lose touch but meet again in college where Jensen has lost the weight, but is still very self-conscious and shy. Feelings ensue and they go back home to visit Jensen's family/friend and meet up with the bullies

Hi!
I've been looking for this fic since forever and it's driving me crazy!
Thing is i don't remember it very clearly but i'm pretty sure they are both kids leaving in the street and they get taken by a cop and his wife who has a baby girl. And at they end of the fic jared goes to his uncle but he gets beaten so he calls jensen. I think jdm is a also a cop in the fic and he comes to watch movies with them.
Please help me it's driving me insane!
Thanks!!

Hello, I can't seem to find a story. It's where Jared and Jensen are going to get engaged or mated but Jared (at leas I think it's Jared) gets raped on or in a police cruiser by Morgan. He then becomes Morgan's mate, verifyied by a social worker. Jensen, after a while, challenges Morgan for Jared to be his mate. The story is Alpha/beta/omega. Please let me know if anything similar. Thanks.

I read a story a long time ago but couldn't find it since. I was hoping someone could help me.
I think it was Sam who was a hooker or stripper or something along them lines. He was forced to have sex with the boss because he liked sam the best. I think he has to wear a dildo cat tail at one point.
I think Dean and John found him and took him away from it all after he was hurt and raped.

Also, if you now anymore sad hooker jared/Sam or abused Jared/Sam fics could you mention them as well please.
Any help would be appreciated!

Hi. i have some general seaches i need some help with.

1) Is their any fics that have an hurt or abused Sam/Jared. Deffently not by Dean/Jensen. Prefer them youner like teens but will read any.
2) Sam/Jared as a prositute. Hates the life but needs the money kind of thing.
3) Sam/jared with a disability and Dean/Jensen and their dad has to help him do things.
4) Sam/Jared raped not by dean/jensen.


I'd appreciate any help. Thanks guys.

Me again, seeking help from those with better recall than mine. I read a fic a few months ago that I simply cannot find it. Jensen had been in a relationship with Jeff, who suddenly ended things. Jensen then meets and egts involved with Jared, who is pretty much Jeff's opposite. Jared is sweet and earnest and loyal, but not sophisticated or worldly, and maybe even still a student? Jeff comes back to town, and Jensen begins getting together with him for dinner and movies and things, neglecting Jared. Then something happens - I think Jared is in an accident? - and Jensen realizes where he really wants to be. I'm sure this is one is blatantly obvious, but I'm just not finding it. Help please!

Hey,

So in this fic Jared and Jensen break up (i cant remember the reason) and Jared has a hard time coping. His friends take him on vacation and he runs into Jensen and the guy they assume Jense left him for. Turns out, jensen was being blackmailed and was forced to break up with Jared. They find out ans rescue Jensen at the end.

I am looking for a fic that starts pre-Season 1, i.e.: the J's meet for the audition, hit it off, film the pilot, then end up in Vancouver for season 1. Jensen & Jared would make plans but somehow Jensen would get sidetracked by Chris, Steve, Mike Rosenbaum and Tom Welling dropping by. Being a new friendship, Jared tried not to make a big deal out of it but his feelings were really hurt. There was one scene where Jared was going back to his hotel and was accosted by fangirls. He tripped over the curb and ends up in the hospital with a concussion. Things get so bad that even Eric mentions something to Jensen. I have looked everywhere for this fic and I cannot find it.

Any ideas?

hi all, anyone have any fics with age!gap where jared is much younger than jensen.

Something like "Sunday Maybe Monday" by alexisjane.

Or fics where jared is being abused and jensen saves him.

Thanks

:) also please only bottom!jared, I can read switching tho, as long as it's equal or more so on jareds side,

I doubt anyone will know what story i'm talking about, because i barely remember but, i'll give it a shot anyway. Here's what i can recall

1) jared and jensen fought about something causing jared to go to a motel in another place i think?
2) jared had written a suicide note.
3) jensen found it and was shocked.
4) i think there was a scene that jensen got in bed with jared and was saying he wouldn't know what he would do without him but i don't know.

this is all i can remember:(( i know i read it on ao3 and i don't think it was too incredibly long. I also think i saw it in one of phoenix1966 recs, but again, i'm not sure. I know this is a long shot so thanks anyway <3

Hey, everyone! This is my first time posting on LJ :) It's aaaalmost December and it's starting to look a lot like Christmas! I love this blog and I've found a lot of amazing stories through it so I decided to make a post to ask for something. I'm looking for Christmas fics *don't really care about the length but the longer the better* focusing on hurt!Sam or Jared and his relationship with Dean/Jensen. If they're Wincest fics, I'd prefer the boys to be unrelated and if J2 for them to be strangers in the beginning. Not gonna say no to non-au stories ofc! Death!fics are a big turn-off. Sam/Jared should be the one to be hurt/abused/depressed and Dean/Jensen the one to offer care, comfort and protection. Suicide attempts and themes like homelessness, bullying or slavery would also be very very interesting. Bring on all the angst and pain but always with a happy ending! If you can't find something Christmas-themed, it could always just be set during any time in the winter *cold times* or any other season tbh, I'm more interested in the hurt/comfort part rather than the time and weather. I'd really appreciate any suggestions! Thanks in advance ^_^

Oh, God, someone please tell me they have a pdf for Map to the Sun by dawnmay. I honestly feel so upset and sad. That was my favorite fic, and I was just going back to read it, to see that not only is the fic gone, the persons journal has been deleted.

Please someone tell me they have a pdf, it would make me so happy. If it helps, here is the summary of the fic:

Jensen lost his best friend, Jared, in the process of growing up. Now back home from college, Jensen gets a chance he thought he'd lost forever. Word Count: 14,000

My email is hannahxx013@gmail.com. PLLLLEASE, IF YOU HAVE THE PDF, EMAIL IT TO ME. IT WOULD MAKE ME SO HAPPY THANK YOU

Note: FOUND! download link in comments :)

I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.

My Google-fu has absolutely failed me. I'm trying to find a fic I read ages ago. It's non-au, Jared and Sandy are engaged, Jensen is pining. Jared's dad has an accident - falls off a ladder maybe? - and Jared doesn't want Jensen or Sandy to come home with him, but Jensen follows him anyway. Jared's dad dies of his injuries but gives Jared some deathbed advice about being with the one who truly makes you happy, or something like that. Sandy is kind of a bitch about the whole thing, and wants to go ahead with the wedding really quickly. Cue deep realization, break up, and J2 HEA. Anyone recognize this? Thanks in advance.

Hello,

I'm looking for a specific supernatural rpf fic. I believe they were both in high school. Jensen was popular, Jared was a bit of a loner. Jensen was dared to befriend Jared and give him a makeover and get him a date for some sort of school function. Jensen's cousin was a hair stylist I think. Anyway, Jared found out, things got tense, but eventually worked itself out. If anyone has any idea of what story this is, please let me know. Thank you!

Also, I've been reading stories with mute/deaf/blind Sam/Jared and mentally ill/mentally disabled/autistic Sam/Jared and homeless Sam/Jared. I think I've read all that's been posted, but just in case, if you know of anything that is a bit harder to find, like isn't labeled for it, please let me know that too.

Thank you!

Story found! Title:My Problem is You Make Me Melt http://juice817.livejournal.com/200810.html or http://archiveofourown.org/works/6542323?view_full_work=true

Hey everyone!

This is oddly specific but I'm a sucker for hurt / comfort and guilt so I guess that's what I'm looking for! Anything with hurt/comfort and guilt would make my week!

One example of something I'd like to read more of is a situation where J1 smokes and J2 has asthma.

I read a fic that has this and I'd love more if they exist!
(The Ones that Swallow you Whole - Summary: A near-drowning has left Jared deeply afraid of water--a big problem considering he lives in a beach town. Jensen's a sailboat-builder who's survived a few things himself. )

Anything where one of them is accidentally hurting the other and they feel badly about it. I know, that's kinda messed up! But I don't care. ;)

I only read gen, J2 and wincest, but self recs are great!

Hi!
I'm dying to read again an old fic I lost and cannot for the life of me find on google
- it was eventually Sam/Dean
- teen!Sam is kidnapped, tortured and rape by a supernatural creature
- Dean and John never knew he was kidnapped
- Sam is let go by the creature with a curse written in his inner thigh (or something like that I'm not sure) that cause him to constantly seek pain and sex and to be unable to say no
- to break the curse he has to find someone that knows about the curse and love him nonetheless but he can't reveal to anyone what happened
- I remember Sam had sex with a teacher, kissed for the first time a class mate, and met Jen in a bdsm club
- Dean finds out about the curse thanks to the ghost of another victim of the same creature
ETA: FOUND in the comments

And for the general search, I'm starving for Sam/Dean or Jensen/Jared fics
with sexually abused Sam or Jared (NOT by Dean or Jensen)
that focus on rape recovery
with Sam-Jared being insecure, having nightmares, PTSD (etc) and Dean-Jensen helping him
novel-length fics are better, but I'll read everything
AU or not AU is the same;
I feel like I've already read every single fic about this topic (including all the ones I could find here) so please help me out!
THANK YOU and sorry for any mistakes: english is not my first language!

A friend of mine is looking for a J2 fic where they're in high school and start dating. It turns out Jared's family is really negligent and don't care about him, so Jared starts spending a lot more time with Jensen's family. There's one scene where they play basketball and Jared gets hurt and his parents can't be bothered to come check on him, so Jensen's mom takes care of him.

I hope this rings bells with someone, my friend really wants to reread this. Thanks!

ETA: Found! http://myficjournal.livejournal.com/11461.html

so today I am looking for fics where

* Jared has an abusive past, could be scared of touch, i don't care, just as long as Jensen is there and is sweet and comforting. Really anything involving Jared being shy and Jensen helping him out of his bubble

* Hurt non-Au Jared fics. or any non-Au fics where Jared bottoms

* Fics taking place before Dean goes to hell and shows how Sam is dealing

* Dean hurting sam unintentionally and feeling guilty afterwards

* any underage fics where sam is coming to terms with his sexuality

* Fics where sam gets hurt and John is protective


Self recs are more than welcome :)

please only bottom!sam or Jared


Thank you all so much.

I'm looking for a fic that I'm pretty sure is deleted? I don't remember the name but Jared was in foster care and Jensen cut people's hair. Jared goes to Jensen all the time and tells him about all the different foster families he has been with. One night Jared gets hurt by a foster parent and runs to Jensens barber shop and he's all bruised and I don't remember after that but I'm pretty sure Jensen takes him in ?

Also this story was, I believe posted on livejounrnal and was fairly short.

I hope someone knows this story because I've been wanting to read it for quite some time.

Thanks a bunch !x

Hi there!

I'm searching for a specific non-AU J2 fic. Jared has a manager who convinces him he doesn't have enough talent to get jobs so that he often gives blow jobs to the people that might hire him resulting in a very low self esteem!Jared.Jensen somehow knows about this, and if I am not completely wrong, he doesn't like Jared at first because of that, but he realizes later on that Jared doesn't like doing it and helps him to get away from his manager.

I hope someone remembers this fic, I honestly crave to read it.
Thankss guys!

okay so I am literally heartbroken here. I had blue on black by renegadeangelz saved on delicious. it was literally my favorite fic and I just went to the page to read it and I saw that their profile was deleted!!!! I'm so devastated because I want to read it again so bad! if anyone has the Downloas link PLS PLS PLS email it to me! it would mean the world

my email is hannah1provost2@gmail.com thank you!

Ok so what I remember is at the beginning there's like a BDSM meet-up I THINK at Jensens place and Jared is there with OMC who didn't really tell Jared how anything works and he doesn't have a safe word or anything. Que Jensen scaring the guy off and taking care of Jared. I also remember Jensen would give Jared pieces of chocolate after scenes. It was really heavy on the after care.

All my love to whoever can find this xoxoxox