When I got my new laptop my bf took his back and then deleted firefox along with every single bookmark I had there. So I'm looking for some of the Wincest fics I really liked where I can't remember the title. Two are non-con/rape the last is Sam getting Dean back from hell. I'm not sure how much information would be needed so forgive me if I run on a bit.
1. As a young teenager, Sam is looking for Dean and John in the town he's in because they left on a job and haven't returned. He finds them in a house where a demon is keeping them, the demon is weird, like the father of all of the succubi and incubus, I say father but the demon supposedly looks androgynous, it makes a deal with Sam where if Sam stays with it for a certain numbers of months participating in a lot of sexual depravity, the demon will let Dean and John go and then it will let Sam go when it's done with him, neither Dean nor John will even notice his absence. When Sam's time is up, the demon bestows some "gifts" on him, something about how this certain curse on him will end when he finds some one that knows what happened to him but loves him anyway???? The last part though is binding his mouth so he'll never be able to actually TELL anyone what happened. After Sam is back with his family, whenever anyone wants to have any kind of sex with him he's compelled to comply. He also seeks it out because that's part of the curse (what the demon called a gift). I remember the whole story but I won't go on.
2. Sam is taken and raped by . . . I think it's like some sort of offspring of Cupid, like THE Cupid/Aros. Anyway, it takes him and rapes him and Dean finds it and kills it. That's actually a separate story that's connected to the story that I'm looking for, the one I'm looking for is the aftermath in which Sam now basically suffers from a fuck or die curse that the "thing" gave him and Dean tries hiring prostitutes for him and everything but eventually, they have to start having sex. The sexualization of there relationship is actually quite smooth, like no fuss involved. Until they finally find the old lair of the thing and find a way to break the curse. The only way to do that though is to go back to the beginning and make it so Sam was never kidnapped to begin with, which would also end the sexual relationship with his brother. Sam finds out that this thing had hundreds of victims, all dying and I think being trapped it hell afterward or something to that effect, so that and the fact that both Sam and Dean LIKe their new relationship they decide not to break the curse.
3. Sam trades his voice for five years to get Dean back from hell. I'm surprised I can't remember the title. Basically Sam has to not talk, nor communicate in written word for five years to get Dean back, if he does either, Dean will be sent back to hell permanently. He only gets a little it back at a time, year one he gets Dean's body, year two his heart starts to beat and he starts breathing, year three he wakes up but he's just sort of vacant, he doesn't speak and Sam has to lead him everywhere, feed him and make sure he uses the bathroom, then year five, Dean is all there but Sam has a whole 'nother year in which he can't speak but when Dean isn't around he gets anxious and needs to be with him and eventually sex happens. Anyway, there's art work in the fic.
Y'know while I'm thinking about it, I THINK there's another fic, not wincest but about non-con. I have one I've saved that is about Sam hating his birthday and telling Dean that it's because on his sixteenth he was raped by a friend of John's. Now, I don't know for sure but I THINK there was a follow up fic where John find the guy and kills him . . . I think, not sure. Thought I'd throw that in there while I was at it.
Sorry about the rambling and thanks so much in advance!