1. I'm looking for fics where Dean has retired from hunting but is not staying with Sam, Castiel, Ben & Lisa, or a new family he has made. I'm interested in reading about Dean taking time to focus on himself and his healing, free of responsibility and having to worry about his loved ones. I want to believe something like that exists and I just haven't been able to find it yet.


2. Anything where Dean takes up fishing. If it's combined with the above request even better.


3. Dean for whatever reason has to see a therapist and it ends up helping him deal with his trauma. I found one of the recent episodes of the show upsetting in that regard so I'd like to read something where Dean is treated with respect by a professional. I've already read Defining Normal by Baroqy.


4. Pre-series- Dean is turned into a vampire or some other monster and John tries to deal with it. Alternatively, John is the one who gets turned. I've already read the Berserker 'verse by leonidaslion.


5. I rewatched Faith recently and it got me wondering about the rawhead hunt Sam and Dean were on in the opening of the episode. Are there any codas about that particular case?


6. On that note, are there any pre-Pilot fics about John and the woman in white?

1. This is a drabble/oneshot set after the epiode Skin in season 1 (1x06). It is a very short fic. It is basically about Sam wondering if he was wrong and what he thought was the shapeshifter was actually Dean, and who he thought was Dean was actually the shapeshifter. He tells Dean this and Dean says it doesn't matter, the shifter can download people's memories so he would act the same and he says it would be "a monster's second chance". They go to a bar and Sam keeps bringing up this topic, saying that it must be symbolism that Dean shot himself in the head and Dean tells him he once slept with a guy that looked like Sam and asks if there is any symbolism in that. They then go back to the motel and Sam tells Dean he'd know if it wasn't him and Dean says he wouldn't. The fic ends along these lines.


2. The second fic is one where Sam is deaged and I can't really remember anything about it (why he was deaged, who did so, etc) except for the ending where Dean asks Sam if he liked him when Sam was a teenager. Sam is quiet for a while and Dean says "Forget it" but Sam then explains that even though Dean was his brother, he kind of acted like a mother to Sam so Sam kind of resented him for it. Sorry for the lack of details, but I really can't remember much more.


3. The final fic was again, deaged Sam. Sam, Dean & John (I'm not entirely sure John was with them though) are on a hunt together and they get cursed by faeries who de-ages Sam. The curse works a certain way: Sam has to say no a certain amount of times for him to reach his normal age. He starts off as a child and Dean uses flashcards and makes up stories to make Sam repeat the word "No" over and over again. Sam does so and he starts growing older and older. Eventually he reaches the age he was when he was at Stanford and Dean has to explain about Jess to him. Finally Sam becomes his age again.

Hi!

I am looking for any good long fics in which both Jared and Jensen are weres (don't really care what kind), and Jared is the omaga or whaterver equivalent in the relationship.

Maybe he has just been turned and doesn't know what's happening to him, maybe he came from a different pack and was mistreated, or captured by humans who experimented on him or anything else that would cause Jensen to be protective of him.

It'd be great if he were to be considered special or a rarity for some reason.

I'll take anything!

Thanks so much for the help :)