Every 10 years, a town sacrifices one of their young virgins to the werewolf pack. This year is girl!Jensen's turn. She doesn't want to, but they bind her, dress her in a sheer white dress, then make sure all her holes are ready for the werewolf who will claim her.

I believe it’s called the howling, if any knows where I could find it or has a pdf my email is lilmskitty3@yahoo.com

Thanks!

Hello! I know the odds of someone having a specific deleted fic are very slim, but I would love to know if anyone has a copy of ‘For Good’ by Miss_Lv on AO3 (or the-miss-lv on LJ). It’s a dark, non-con, Wincest fic in which Dean takes Sam’s virginity in a car, and the author has unfortunately deleted it! Thank you so much for your help :(

Hello i am
Looking for two really old j2 fics
Like before season 4 before Misha/Cas


first story found by
the awesome https://roxymissrose.livejournal.com/profile thank you so much
link in comment below

Fic 1.
J2 live together as roommates jared is openly gay jensen is straight and a bit of a homophobic dick jensen is struggling to pay a huge school debt i think
one night while j2 and company are at a bar jensen pisses jared off later when they get home jared says i will pay off your debts if you let have your body this kind of scares jensen off for a bit and he trys to get the money some other way but has no luck ...so he reluctantly agrees to Jared's demands all the while through the fic jared falls in love with him and trys to ignore it until jensen also fulls in love too


Fic 2
J2 earley season one or two jensen is in love with Jared but jared is straight and has a girlfriend sandy i don't remember much but what i do remember is sandy told jared about jensen feels and broke up with him Jensen was sick at the time jared confronts him about his feels and he's quit cruel about it jensen was naked and had just got done eating chicken soup and went out to the kitchen to throw the bowl in the sink and jared barged in and sexually assaulted him against the kitchen wall there was no penetration but jared made jensen like ride his thy until he came all the while says very hurtful things about him and then he left jensen after

A little while after jared realizes he's in love with jensen and trys to tell him but can't find him until he goes to chris house

I read this story forever ago and it just popped back into my brain. Jensen is rich and owns an island or something and Jared’s boyfriend sells him to Jensen. It’s pretty much non-con sex for I think five or so chapters. At one point they’re on a boat and someone else teases Jared and drugs him. Jensen calls Jared “toy” a lot. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

UPDATE: It's called "Acquisitions" by Tipsy_Kitty

Hello all. I read a story awhile ago that I swear I bookmarked on AO3. It was Cas finding Dean walking naked on the side of the road. He was pregnant and had just escaped some sort of facility that held omegas captive or something. It was long and had snippet sequels and now I can't find it at all. It even had another fic inspired by it that I read and I can't find that one either so I can track it back to the original. Does anyone know the fic I'm talking about? Please?

Hi!

I once read a fanfic in which Dean/Jensen is a stripper and Sam/Jared is a brutal mobster that has no problems hurting and killing people and he is very interested in owning Dean/Jensen.

Everyone is pretty scared of him and he forces Dean/Jensen into a "relationship".

I am pretty sure it was a Sam/Dean pairing but it could also have been Jensen/Jared.

Can anyone help me out with a link or title or copy of the fic?

Thx in advance

found: https://archiveofourown.org/works/…

So this is a fic that I found relatively recently but then forgot to save when I migrated computers.

General plot: (Season 3? References to Dean's deadline.) Starts with Dean possessed but conscious in his body. Demon decides to ruin Dean/Sam's brother relationship by seducing Sam. They are getting hot and heavy then in the middle of it, Sam exorcises the demon then, once Dean is OK, finishes their extracurricular activity they are engaging in.

Pretty sure it was hosted on Dreamwidth. Used to have some STELLAR art. Art was NSFW, Sam's hand pressed to Dean's chest and restraining him while black smoke poured out of Dean. When I last found it, the art wasn't there anymore until I found an archived version of the page.

Please help!! I love this story!

Hello! For this I'm looking for two type of fics.

1. Works like The Seraph in which Cas it's a creature that wants Dean as his mate or something like that and takes him, tho, any fic with creature dominant Cas would be enough. It can be non or dub-con.

2. In where Dean and Castiel were in a relationship but Castiel had to get away hurting Dean in the process. Then Cas comes back years later and discovers that Dean and him had a child or that the feelings never dissapeared and wants him back. u_u

If it isn't much to ask.
Thank you. uvu) <3

Hey y’all! I’m sad because I don’t think this will be found and I was so looking forward to reading what happened next!

It was a J2 fic:

What I remember is that Jensen lived near the water and would often hang out on the dock where bratty!merman Jared would come to visit, steal caught fish and tempt Jensen into the water. It was an established relationship, and Jared got Jensen to sail his dads boat out into the ocean one night so that they could be together where no one would see.

There was something about Jensen jumping in and Jared started swimming wildly, and having to breathe/kiss air into Jensen lungs when he started to have a panic attack from going so deep into the water.

Jared did something that put Jensen in a sort of trance. I know they had sex and it was bottom Jensen, and it had a bit of a dub-con edge.

Jared had a bit of a split personality - a cutesy side and a dark, possessive side. Jensen wanted to leave for college and Jared wanted to keep him forever.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?

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FOUND IN COMMENTS BY blueforshort42:
Enthrall By: WetSammyWinchester
Jared is not a boy and Jensen is in over his head.

I'm looking for Original Sin by alexadean. I read a work by paperback writer called Original Sin-Unfallen that was related to the Alexa Dean fic which I never read but want to. I followed some links but the journal is deleted and purged . Does anyone have a copy of know the author and if he or she would be ok with it being shared. I haven't read it so my tags are going to be wrong probably.

I remember this story being unfinished but was thinking they were still updating it. Anyway, angels are aliens and they need humans to carry their young/filter their milk? I know Zachariah tricked Dean without telling him all the details and he was modified without consent (wasnt able to pick things up any more because of hand senitivity). Ringing any bells for anyone?

I'm looking for a specific J2 story that I never got to finish reading, this is what I can remember:

Jensen lives in a community where there are boundaries and a curfew because, unbeknownst to the young people, there's a pact with an alien race that they can take any unmarried young adult (one or two days a year I think) who's outside after dark. Jensen wanders past the boundary seeking out plants to study and can't get inside and is taken by Jared, and then there's him growing plants and rebelling and adapting as they travel to Jared's planet.

Found: The Journey 'verse by spn_j2fan

Searching for a friend from Instagram who can’t find the fic they’re looking for. Hoping y’all can work your magic and help them find it:)

This is what they remember: “Its a John/Sam Fuck or Die. There is the possibility that the title might be something with "Virgin sacrifice" where the Winchesters get kidnapped and wake up in a wooden cabing that they can only leave once the only virgin among them has his virginity sacrifice; Sam. The fanfic starts with Dean being beaten by some masked (/colth covered) guards in a deserted square or a place like that”

It may be called Virgin Sacrifice? But I haven’t found it under that yet.

(Including the details they wrote as well)

Found in comments! :)

I'm trying to find a story about Castiel/Dean where Castiel was ordered (think by another angle) to please Dean (have sex) even though he dosent want it
Dean finds out way later and freaks out about raping him

Any help is appreciated

I'm looking for a two different stories.

1. One of the J's can see how long someone is going to live, it's like a clock above their heads. He bullies the J and one day he says something that dramatically decreases the clock above J's head. He realizes that J is going to commit suicide so does everything he can to stop him, pretty sure it was a high school AU

Also to add onto this I'm looking for stories were one J bullies the other.

2. Post apocalyptic world, Jared travels by horseback. He comes across Jensen who he ends up taking with him, the arrangement is that Jared feeds Jensen and in return Jensen has to have sex with him (non-con/dubcon) - One day Jensen takes a can of food and Jared threatens to whip him, when another can of food he does just that and in the morning Jensen is gone and Jared finds the can of food in a hole in his back back. Jared does end up finding Jensen in the end.

Thank you~

So a while a ago I read an Alpha/Beta/Omega fic that was Sam/Gabriel on archiveofourown. The plot was that Dean and Sam were omegas, and the Crowley kidnaps Dean (and maybe Sam) to keep and use for sex. Dean breaks himself out and ends up witnessing a murder as well and goes on the run.

It starts off with Sam being put into Gabriels care, whos a police officer protecting him, and helps Sam try to find Dean who's now a key witness to taking down Crowley and his cohorts. Castiel is the one who finally tracks him down

I think in the end they finally catch Crowley in Vegas.

I can't find this fic no matter how hard I search so I really appriciate anyone who can help me find it!

I've been rereading the Suite 'Verse and I seem to recall another evil Sam 'verse that I was reading. I'm hoping someone can point me in the right direction. I would have read it back around 2008-2011. It was a long verse and I remember the index page had lots of chapter titles that hadn't be written yet so were greyed out. It was very dark, consort Dean in a hopeless situation. My memory is sketchy so any help appreciated.

Please also rec any evil Sam stories. I particularly like long plotty stories.

Thanks

Just finished reading 365 days with dark castiel obsessed with Sam holding him prisoner. Can you guys rec anymore fics similar that has a dark castiel obsessed with one of the boys? I’d rather have dean/cas but obviously will read both.

Hi does anyone have a copy of this story or know where to find it.  I saw a description fo it in a spn story finder post from 2011 and it sounds interesting.  John casts a spell and it makes Dean Sam's sex slave.  The links I found don't work.

Also if anyone has any any similar story recommendations that would be great.

Thank you!

Hi I see this verse saved in a lot of the delicious accounts but it appears the journal was deleted or maybe I have broken links.  Does anyone have a copy of this or know where to find it?  It is Broken Toy Verse, a dark sam fic.  It seems pretty long 50-100 K.

Thank you!

Okay, so this what I remember: Lucifer had possessed Sam and Sam didn't manage to take control, so sort of an endverse vibe, but Dean wasn't a rebel leader. Lucifer was keeping him around in like a nice house where he had access to the Impala etc. Dean was relatively content or at least resigned because he wasn't getting tortured and he wasn't dead, so he could probably live with having demons around and it being the apocalypse and all, but he really misses Sam.
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It was a oneshot, less than 10k words. Also, the fic was written in second person so it was quite distinctive. I'm 90% sure I read it on AO3. It's possible it got deleted, but either way I would like to know so I can stop going crazy over it, lol. Thank you!

Hello!

I’m looking for a specific J3 fic. It starts out with Jensen as a waiter, living with his mostly alcoholic/sleeping mother and sister. Jared comes to the restaurant and flirts with him, eventually propositioning him. It starts with BJ’s (I believe it’s author plays Jensen mostly asexual) then Jared tells him a buddy (JDM) is coming to town and offers him 10K for the weekend (that the sister is going to college spurs Jensen to do it). Cue dubcon sexy times. I’ve looked everywhere! Please help!

Thank you so much!

Parent/Child Incest I read a fic awhile ago featuring younger possible alpha dean/Jensen as son while omega Sam/Jared as father/mother I cant remember name but do know it was finished multi chapter ed and Sam had a baby in the end.Sam's husband was neglectful and abusive to him.

Hi guys,

I'm looking for a specific wincest fuck or die fic i seem to have lost. Here's what i can remember:

Theres a witch involved but she gets away.

Dean is tied up and wakes up to find Sam stretching himself out. Sam is embarrassed and tells Dean not to look.

They argue about going after the witch but Sam insists they don't have time and sits in Dean's lap and rides him.

In the end Dean begs Sam to let him go because he wants to touch Sam.

Thats all i can remember, fingers crossed someone knows what I'm talking about! :)

Hi everyone, looking for 2 fics I read a few weeks ago on archive of our own.

The first one, Sam and dean find cas being tortured by some guy. The guy has carved Enochian sigils on cas so his wings manifest physically against his will and can be seen.
Cas keeps freaking out when brothers have to or accidentally touch his wings. He compares his wings being forced to manifest and then touched/seen without his permission was like rape. Sam and dean look after him and Eventually becomes okay with dean touching his wings. May have been gen or Destiel.

The second fic has cas suddenly appearing in the bunker. Sam and dean have to go through cas's important memory to keep him alive. They are able to feel cas emotions and find out how much he cared/admired them for the start.
One example I remember was them realising when cas first met Sam and called him boy with demon blood he actually didn't mean to be offensive he was actually happy to meet Sam and greatly admired him.

Hello everyone,
I've been reading this marvelous comm for years, this is my first post... Details under the cut, just to be safe.

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Well, I hope this was clear and that I followed all the posting rules ;)

Mods, there doesn't seem to be a somnophilia tag (I remember reading posts with searches on this term but couldn't find them today).

Thank you all for all the wonderful recs :)

Hi guys,
I'm looking for two types of recs:

1. Fics where underage!Sam forces Dean into a relationship. Kid or teen Sam, somehow putting Dean in a position he can't say no? Well, I think you get what I mean.

2. Castiel stalking Dean. The creepier the better, but I'm looking for stories where Castiel is very much in love with Dean. So, romantical stalking (which can still be very creepy).

Already tried to look up the tags here, but wasn't much help. Hopefully you awesome ppl can point me in the right direction.

I'm looking for a specific j2 fic in which the world has less and less males and females capable of producing children and therefore it has become regulated by the government to assign breedable people to partners. Jensen, who had never been tested, only finds out he is one when he goes to take the final physical exam for a new job he was due to start & that's when his world comes crashing down around him. He loses most of his legal rights, his freedom, his fiance, everything, etc... He tries to fight it through legal means but he loses his case in court. He ends up being assigned to Jared, who is so happy & excited to have finally been matched with someone & to have a happy, loving family & live happily ever after. What he ends up with is an unwilling partner who only allows him to have sex with him because the alternative is being sent to a cruel man who would rape him brutally or a brothel type place so Jared is kind of the lesser of 2 evils in his mind. Jared tries to be kind & to win Jensen over & to a certain extent he does in the end but Jensen can't seem to get over the life he lost/the life he would have had with the woman he loved. Jensen does become pregnant due to Jared's couplings with him & while pregnant, he gets visited by his family who are ecstatic that he will have children and while they are there he finds out that his brother has married his former fiance. Both his family's attitude toward his situation and the fact that his brother married the woman he loved are too much for Jensen & he attempts to throw myself down the stairs and kill himself. He survives, as does the baby. Jared is devastated & he doesn't know how to help Jensen because he is in love with Jensen even though his feelings aren't returned. Eventually, Jensen gives birth & refuses to have anything to do with the baby or the other children that follow.

Hi!

In this fic, Dean is married to Cas and not by his choice. I believe Cas was a king and the one scene i remember vividly was that Cas has sex with dean thinking its consensual although Dean feels coerced into it. Cas didnt use oil (lube) or prep and i think Dean gets sick and the healer discovers his internal injuries from sex.
In the end they do get together though.

Please help!

Hi all...

I read this J2 fic on AO3 and fear the author has left AO3 or taken this fic down. I read it quickly and wanted to reread more closely. This is what I remember to the best of my knowledge:

1) Jared and Jensen are on a space transport of some kind. Jared is an officer and Jensen is part of the "comfort" unit, or detachment, which I compare to an escort type service on the ship.
2) Jared is rough with Jensen, but I'm not sure if the warning was non con or dub con.
3) A back story emerges in which J2 knew each other when they were younger. The ending is sad, angsty, not really HEA.

Thanks so much if anyone can help!


EDIT: Found! AMAZING! Thank you so much nicky69!

Hi guys,

I'm looking for a specific fic that I think I read on AO3.

Sam is kidnapped by a Trickster (I think he was called Jeremy) and when Dean finds him he gets captured too. The trickster wants them to have sex for his amusement, and wants Dean to dominate Sam. I vaguely remember something about him giving them dom/sub handbooks and not allowing Sam to wear any clothes. I also think he may have drugged Sam to make him more cooperative, and whenever Dean doesn't obey he rapes Sam himself. In the end Bobby finds them and rescues them.

Any help would be much appreciated :)

I can't remember if it was a spn or spn ref fic but jensen/dean is an omega and is friends with the kid next door. When Jensen/dean goes over to visit he doesn't realize that only his friends dad is there. The dad fucks him over the arm of the couch, it wasn't non-con but maybe dub-con. The dad then mates him later w/o his permission.

If this sounds familiar or if you know it please comment, I'm actually starting to think that I hallucinated the whole thing.

I read a story a while ago and can´t find it anymore.

Jensen had turned or mated Jared against his will. Jared was pregnant and hated it. I think he commited suiced in the end but I´m not sure.

Can someone help me please.

I'm 99% sure I've read this on the spn-kinkmeme lj a while ago. Jared and Jensen were in a relationship (bottom!Jensen) and Jared asked Jensen to get castrated for him, and Jensen agreed. I'm not sure if it was entirely consensual or more of a dub-con nature.
Hope somebody can help, thanks in advance :)

Im looking for a Pre-Series Wincest story that was deleted from fanfiction.net, called How Do We Deal? by PoeticallyPathetic19.

In it Sam and Dean are in high school two gunmen come into Sam's class that broke out prison. One of them leaves looking for their kid/daughter. The other guy stays in the class and takes Sam and Dean hostage and makes them make-out and do some other stuff (they both secretly like it but are ashamed/guilty). I'm sure Dean was a senior, and he purposely failed so he could stay in school and keep an eye on Sam.

Offical Summary: An incident at school changes everything for the boys. AU. Wincest.

If anbody knows where this story might be posted elsewhere, or has a copy, I would be extremely grateful!  I've been looking for this fic for weeks, and finally found the name/author only to discover it has been deleted.

The key points I remember are that Jensen is being married *off* by his family to Jared, who is higher status and very wealthy. Higher status partners are *married*, the lower status partner is married *off* and is expected to live by the rules of the higher status partner. I don't recall if it's actually A/B/O or not.

Jensen has no say whatever in the wedding arrangements, and is required to wear what Jared choses for him, which turns out to be a beautiful wedding gown. Jared is a total control freak who gets off on humilating his partner. He punishes Jensen for sarcasm, because it's "disrespectful." Jensen's not allowed to leave the grounds of the house, or to have people visit, and soon loses his phone privileges.

Jared tells him they're going out for dinner, and produces a formal evening dress. Jensen isn't allowed to refuse, he *will* go, and he *will* wear the dress. This happens every time they go out, and when Jared gives him a short dress, Jensen's required to shave his legs. Jared watches while he does so, and takes the razor to do it himself.

Exploring Jared's house, Jensen finds Castiel, Jared's brother, who has been ill all his life and is confined to his bedroom. He never leaves it, and Jared has never mentioned Castiel to Jensen, though he does talk about Jensen to Castiel.  Does any of this sound familiar to anybody? I can't remember either title or author, and I'd be grateful for any hint or help

I'm looking to read Wincest fics where there's a plot twist or surprise ending, where the reader doesn't know what's really happening until later, such as 1) one of the brothers gaslights/manipulates the other, 2) secretly a demon/monster and the other doesn't know, 3) someone else has changed reality for one or both of the brothers, 4) one is hallucinating/mentally ill.

Hello I am looking for a copy of the fic called Jingle, I don't know who wrote it. I found a link but it was dead and I haven't been able to find another one. Here is the summary:
Jared knows his 14 year old neighbor Jenny is staying all by herself in their house. Her parents left for the Christmas holidays. That particularly early morning, he knocks on the door to "check up on her" and Jenny opens it, all gorgeous and rumpled in just her overlarge shirt barely covering her legs and ass. The cold is making her nipples erect.

Please let me know if you know the story.

Hello! I'm looking for a specific fic.
Concrete details I remember:

-Dean and Sam haven't seen each other in a while
-Dean either takes Sam to see Bobby or Bobby comes to see Sam. Bobby has a good relationship with Dean.
-Dean was with Lisa (and Ben), who left him due to his alcoholism.
-Sam snoops through Dean's things and finds pictures of Lisa and Ben
-Everyone has been asking about Jess and Sam abruptly confesses to Dean that she died
-Dean has a house and Sam starts out in another bedroom but they end up sharing Dean's.
-Sam is attracted to Dean who at first appears to not share his feelings. Dean is disturbed by figuring out that his brother wants to fuck him.
-Sex happens. It is not good for Dean. It continues to happen though.
-In the end, Dean initiates and comes untouched from bottoming.

Details I vaguely remember and might be confusing with another fic:

-Dean is a construction worker
-Dean is nearly or always the bottom during sex
-John is dead and Sam is surprised to learn this years after the fact
-Sam has some guilt about how Jess died
-Sam tries to blow/jack off Dean during sex and Dean has a hard time maintaining an erection/orgasming
-Bobby warns Sam that Dean has had some rough times lately
-Sam clears off Dean's kitchen table and there is something written/scratched in to the surface that upsets Dean so they decide to get rid of it

Thank you!

Found!! It was For Too Long by Hellhoundsprey

Looking for the "Whipping Boy" by Vambrace. It was a SPN BB submission for 2012 and when I click on the link it says access denied. The last post on the journal was 2014. I checked on the deleted journals just in case and the author is not there.

Does anyone know if it's posted somewhere else or if someone might have a copy?

I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.

So I read this story a long time ago, but I'm pretty sure it was on the SPN Kink Meme. Sam is turned into a werewolf and decides Dean is his mate. From then on he is training Dean to be more submissive and accomodating to him. He times it so that when they stop to eat Dean has to go to the bathroom so Sam orders his good, so eventually even when he doesn't go to the bathroom he still expects Sam to pick what he eats. Then Sam starts dropping his stuff so Dean will pick it up for him. I think towards the end he drugs Dean while they drive to this cabin and he feeds Dean his cum.

I am looking for a specific a/b/o story featuring alpha!Jensen and omega!Jared. Since, from what I can recall, Jared (but not Jensen) is underage, I will put what I remember under the cut. I have tagged the story as dub-con only because of a/b/o dynamics.

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Found by me. The story has been deleted. Title and author information in comment.

Hi!

Can anyone please help me find the j2 fic "It Was Just a Stupid Dare" by seragabriel? The journal has been deleted and purged. I got recommended the fic by Sumersault1509's delicious: http://del.icio.us/somersault1509/virgin!Jensen?&page=17

According to the summary, Chris dares virgin!Jensen to go to a gay bar where he meets evil!Jared. I'd love to read it.

Thank you!

Hi!
I'm dying to read again an old fic I lost and cannot for the life of me find on google
- it was eventually Sam/Dean
- teen!Sam is kidnapped, tortured and rape by a supernatural creature
- Dean and John never knew he was kidnapped
- Sam is let go by the creature with a curse written in his inner thigh (or something like that I'm not sure) that cause him to constantly seek pain and sex and to be unable to say no
- to break the curse he has to find someone that knows about the curse and love him nonetheless but he can't reveal to anyone what happened
- I remember Sam had sex with a teacher, kissed for the first time a class mate, and met Jen in a bdsm club
- Dean finds out about the curse thanks to the ghost of another victim of the same creature
ETA: FOUND in the comments

And for the general search, I'm starving for Sam/Dean or Jensen/Jared fics
with sexually abused Sam or Jared (NOT by Dean or Jensen)
that focus on rape recovery
with Sam-Jared being insecure, having nightmares, PTSD (etc) and Dean-Jensen helping him
novel-length fics are better, but I'll read everything
AU or not AU is the same;
I feel like I've already read every single fic about this topic (including all the ones I could find here) so please help me out!
THANK YOU and sorry for any mistakes: english is not my first language!