Hi y'all! I'm in the mood for some angsty schmoopy goodness and I was hoping I could get some help. (self-recs more than welcome!)
1) Emotionally fragile Jensen
I would love fics where Jensen's got low self esteem, he's emotionally vulnerable... (a good example of what I'm looking for is Jensen in
Schemes (Are Not Just for Melodramatic Bond Villains) by
atimi (bertee)) It can be for whatever reason- past abuse, body issues, mental health disorder. Anything. As long as he gets all the schmoopy lovin' he deserves to sweeten up the angst!
2) Hurt!Jensen (even though #1 basically qualifies as hurt Jensen lol)
If there's anything out there where there's some sort of misunderstanding between the pairing, Jensen getting hurt because of it? Perhaps Jensen sees his partner with someone else and somehow assumes the worst, Jensen's partner accusing him of something he didn't do, whatever. I just need Jensen getting hurt somehow through a misunderstanding, big or small. (makeup schmoop and sexy times would be great!!)
SIDENOTE: I'll put the pairings I'd like in the tags (although there's no Chris/Jensen tag so I'll just mention that up here)- obviously what I'm expecting is a majority of J2, but if any of you have JDM/Jensen or Chris/Jensen fic that apply to this in ANY way, I would really really love them, because those are pairings I think I'm warming up to now, and I'm having a pretty hard time finding stuff!
ALSO, small warning, I'm a pretty big sub!Jensen girl. I also am a big bottom!Jensen girl, HOWEVER- if he's topping in a situation where he's still submissive, it works for me. Don't know why my preferences are so particular, but they are haha.
Anyway, this came out way longer than I expected so if you've made it this far then thank you! I hope I see some great fic coming my way! <3