I read it a few years ago but can't for the life of me find it!

It was kind of mpreg but not the typical deal. For starters there was no romance, no smut or any slash; the only relationship in it was platonic between brothers. Sam was at Stanford when he was hit with a spell by a woman who couldn't have children (i think she found the spell at some kind of new-agey shop?) I forgot some of the details but it somehow targeted Sam resulting in a fake rapid pregnancy along with all of the symptoms. Dean hadn't heard from Sam for quite awhile but he got a message from him asking Dean to come to Stanford to help with his "issue".

Guys, I've been thinking about these two stories for a couple of days, but can't for the life of me remember what they are called or where to find them, hopefully one of you good people can help me out.

Fic N0 1. : This is a J2 were fic. I'm sure the guys were in rival gangs/packs and Jared was the Alpha of his. He and his friends have a reputation for being vicious and like to party at a specific club. I remember Jensen moving into Jared's compound and the girl giving him a hard time. Also, while not mated to them, both Sandy and Gen have children by Jared. There is a fight and the children and their mothers are sent away to keep them safe.

Fic No 2. : Sam is at Stanford. I remember a scene early on where Sam is  with Jess in a coffee shop and a guy waiting in line is struggling with a crying child/baby. Turns out that Dean  is the guy in line and he came to Stanford to tell Sam he is an uncle.

Not a  lot to go on, but hopefully someone will recognize the stories from my vague recollection, because I'd love to read them both again.

Thanks for your time. 

Trying hard to find this fic but can't seem to.

Set in the Stanford Era. John dies and Pastor Jim calls Sam to give him the news. Sam is hanging out with some friends when the call comes and then a few minutes later Dean comes to the door, holding a gun and freaks everyone out.

Okay, so I've been looking for this fic for approximately ever and I have never been able to refind it. It's set pre-series, immediately after Sam leaves for Stanford, and it follows John and Dean for the days or weeks after Sam left. It's in John's POV.

Dean is kind of mid-breakdown about the whole thing, but John is kind of refusing to acknowledge it. He's kind of in denial and thinks Dean is doing pretty okay, or doesn't want to have to deal with how not-okay Dean is. Then they hunt something that they both KNOW has been throwing people off cliffs and he sees Dean follow it up onto the clifftop anyway and nearly get himself killed, and then he's like "holy shit I think he just tried to commit suicide by hunting." Dean, of course, doesn't cop to it.

I don't think the story is explicity Wincest, but iirc there are definitely implications. I think at one point John mentally compares how Dean is handling Sam leaving to how he behaved after Mary died.

Sound familiar to anyone? I've honestly been trying to find it for over a year, so any help is much appreciated.

• Fic followed canon storyline up to Sam went to Stanford, I think


• Sam and Dean slept together before Sam went to college and I think Dean felt really guilty about it and that's why he left.


• Sam discussed his relationship with Dean to a counselor, and towards the end of their sessions she began to support their relationship (despite herself).