02 October 2017 @ 11:08 am
Hi I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam was at Stanford and he was broke and had no food in his apartment. I think John had shot Dean so Dean would have an excuse to stop by.
Also does anyone know any other stories similar to this in which Sam is broke or going hungry for any reason.
Thanks! :)
24 May 2017 @ 07:04 pm
Hey all, I am losing my mind trying to find this fic for a friend. It's an older AU, Stanford era. Dean has a brain injury from several years ago and when Sam went to college, Dean went with him, he has the mind of about a 12 year old. They have an apartment and Sam helps Dean find a part time job with Bobby cleaning and helping at the garage. Dean also helps Bobby restore an older car, which he is very proud of. Jess takes her car to the garage to get fixed and talks to Dean and Dean goes home to tell Sam that he should date the pretty blonde girl that came in that day. Of course, there are LOTS of pretty blonde girls at Stanford. Eventually, Sam meets Jess on his own and they start dating, which makes Dean very happy since he has decided that it was because of him.

I'm sure there's more, but I forget. It might've been on ff.net or maybe someone's LJ?

Please and thank you!
18 April 2017 @ 07:36 am
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a story of ao3, I've searched but I have not been able to find it, basically John is going to look for Sam to Stanford since Dean disappeared while they are in the search Jessica is rescued by Dean who apparently has powers, The last thing I remember is that Jessica ends up traveling with him.

Does anyone sound familiar? Thank you
Hey guys! So I read this wincest fic where Sam was either in Stanford or working as a lawyer in the Palo Alto area. In this fic Sam lives with Jess (who doesn't die) and Dean works as a firefighter in town. Dean lives close enough that he sees Sam often and even sneaks money for Sam and Jess' rent into their mailbox and he's been pining after Sam all the while. Anyway Dean gets sick and stops showing up at work and starts missing hang out sessions with Sam and it turns out that he's been cursed by some creature similar to a succubus/incubus that's been visiting him in his dreams and invariably draining him of all his energy in the real world. The succubus (incubus?) takes on the appearance of Sam and gives him what the real Sam doesn't so Dean starts to sleep more and more. Sam gets concerned and does his research and falls into Deans dream world to rescue him. When he realizes that Dean has been pining after him he reveals his feelings and they leave the dream world together?? Any help??
24 February 2017 @ 08:40 pm
Hi, guys!
I am looking for a specific wincest fic, where Sam forces (kind of) Dean to have sex with him, then they have a fight and and Sam goes to Stanford without telling him. After that Dean stays at Bobby's and stop eating and talking at some point. Then he has some relationship with a hunter that visits Bobby and then I don't actually remember how, but he gets a little better. John comes to take Dean on the hunt. And they continue hinting.

Thanks in advance!
31 January 2017 @ 01:01 am
Are there any stories with Dean owning a smarter than average cat, With Sam off to Stanford Dean is feeling depressed and a cat wanders into his life and sort of adopts him. The cat picks up on Dean's emotions and his feelings of being abandoned and doesn't like Sam because of it. If there are any out there with the animal being a dog, I would love to read those too, Thx to all in advance.
(Not sure my tags are right, couldn't seem to find the right ones)

Okay, so I've been looking for this fic for approximately ever and I have never been able to refind it. It's set pre-series, immediately after Sam leaves for Stanford, and it follows John and Dean for the days or weeks after Sam left. It's in John's POV.

Dean is kind of mid-breakdown about the whole thing, but John is kind of refusing to acknowledge it. He's kind of in denial and thinks Dean is doing pretty okay, or doesn't want to have to deal with how not-okay Dean is. Then they hunt something that they both KNOW has been throwing people off cliffs and he sees Dean follow it up onto the clifftop anyway and nearly get himself killed, and then he's like "holy shit I think he just tried to commit suicide by hunting." Dean, of course, doesn't cop to it.

I don't think the story is explicity Wincest, but iirc there are definitely implications. I think at one point John mentally compares how Dean is handling Sam leaving to how he behaved after Mary died.

Sound familiar to anyone? I've honestly been trying to find it for over a year, so any help is much appreciated.

16 November 2016 @ 07:16 pm
Looking for the below stories:
1. Specific short story where Sam talks to Jess about Dean. That Dean pretty much raised him and was more a father than John was. It is only one chapter and finish with Jess telling Sam she hopes to meet Dean one day. Don't know the title or the author.
2. Any stories where Jess meets Dean. Preferably when Sam is at Stanford (bonus if Jess doesn't die) but don't have to. No Dean/Jess pairing. I already read the beer verse and loved it.

Thank you!
I read a story recently and forgot to bookmark it and now cannot find it again anywhere! Dean goes to Stanford with Sam, they take different surnames and pose as childhood friends. Brady comes onto Dean and then Dean and Sam recognise their feelings for each other. Jess and Dean are best friends. Does this ring any bells? I think Dean ends up going to culinary school?

thank you!
Sam was recruited as a spy/assassin while at Stanford by one of the secret alphabet agencies. The agency is aware of the supernatural and what his family does. He was recruited because of his intelligence and ability to learn foreign languages. His family is unaware of what he is doing, at least at the beginning of the story. I'm unsure if they find out.
21 June 2016 @ 08:33 pm

1. So I'm im in the mood for some Stanford era fics with a lot of hurt Dean and mean Sam and neglectful John
-hurt Dean has amnesia or in a coma
-kidnapped Dean
-Depressed lonley Dean
-Neglectful Sam/John
-Mean Sam
-wincest angst

2. Sam betrays Dean some how. -Not looking for him while in purgatory
- Season 4 Sam drinking Demon blood with Ruby
- Cheating
-Sam leaving Dean behind

3. I'm also looking for a fic where there is a ghost or a curse of some kind that makes its victims commit suicide. Dean gets cursed and then is see this girl he couldn't save that happened to be Jess's best friend. Same gets mad at Dean and storms off.

4. Maybe Dean had a secret double life that Sam doesn't know about. Haha like while Sam was at Stanford Dean was hunting but also had a Wife with kids or was a firefighter or something

No DESTIEL please
21 May 2016 @ 08:17 pm
I don't remember much about the fic, just:

  • Fic followed canon storyline up to Sam went to Stanford, I think

  • Sam and Dean slept together before Sam went to college and I think Dean felt really guilty about it and that's why he left.

  • Sam discussed his relationship with Dean to a counselor, and towards the end of their sessions she began to support their relationship (despite herself).

That's all I remember. Thanks in advance! 
12 May 2016 @ 03:18 am
Hi guys, I'm looking for a specific fic (or a series of fics. Can't remember if it was multi-chaptered or not). I'm having no luck finding it on AO3 or FF.net and am starting to think it was deleted. I'm fairly sure it was on FF.net though. The fic is outsider pov - and the outsider is Sam's doctor at Stanford. Sam is having trouble sleeping, and she prescribes him pills (but she asks him to try to work on the reason behind his sleeping problem, which involves writing a letter to Dean).Then Sam has a reaction to the pills, and he ends up in the emergency room. She reads him the letter Dean wrote back, and then somehow Dean ends up in Palo Alto, and Sam's doctor invites them back to her place for a few days so Sam and Dean can make up. The doctor may have been of Native American descent and I'm pretty sure it wasn't Wincest; I can't really remember much else.

If anyone doesn't have this specific fic, but other fics that are either Stanford era or outside pov (or both), I would be happy to read those while searching for this one.

Mods: I don't really know if I'm tagging this right; I'm really sorry if I didn't.

Edit: Found, thanks for the quick responses guys. :)
06 May 2016 @ 01:18 am
Hi! I'm looking for happy (aka, without too much angst and definitely with a happy ending) Stanford-era Sam&Dean stories! Gen or wincest is okay. If it is wincest, I prefer top!Dean/bottom!Sam. However, I'll take top!Sam too if you think the story is really good. ;P
Thanks so much!
09 February 2016 @ 04:27 pm
Hey guys! I'm looking for SPN Gen fics (so...no pairings and no wincest).


1. Pre-series Gen fics focusing on Dean and Sam's relationship.
2.Gen Stanford Era and the drama that always ensues with that. I've seen a few, but I kinda think there's got to be more out there. I really don't care what happens, as long as both Sam and Dean are in the story.
3. Any Gen AU's at all are appreciated.
4. Gen casefics written similarly to a novelized episode.

Preferably, the longer the better, but I'll take anything. I don't care about the warnings as long as there's no slash. (Everyone's got their thing, but hey, that ain't mine.) I enjoy gen fics that focus on the story of the relationship between Sam and Dean and Castiel.

06 November 2015 @ 09:28 pm
Hey all, I'm looking for the fic Everything Still Turns To Gold by nwspaprtaxis. It's been removed from LJ and AO3 (at least, I can't find it), but does anyone have it to share or know of a working link?

Description: Everything Still Turns To Gold by nwspaprtaxis

Stanford!era, Dean gets a girl pregnant and somehow gets saddled with the kid. His daughter is only two or so when Dean gets very seriously injured (permanently, of course) -- John is AWOL, and Dean physically can't care for his daughter by himself (he's in a wheelchair, lost use of an arm, bad back, it's up to you), and he has no one else to turn to, so -- he calls Sam. He wouldn't do it for his own safety/health, but the safety of his kid is at stake, and that's the only thing that can make him want to break into Sam's new life.

Please and thank you!

UPDATE: The author has removed this story from her accounts and does not wish it shared via PDF. She is no longer active in fandom. Thanks.
22 October 2015 @ 11:56 pm
Hey everyone,
I'm wondering if there any fics dealing with the boy's being in a relationship and Dean's reaction to finding out about Sam abnadoning him to leave for Stanford. Or any Stanford era fics where the boys were previously in a relationship before Sam left.
20 October 2015 @ 02:26 pm
Hello All

I am looking for a fic I swear was on ff.net, but  I can't find it. It's old though. Set during the stanford era, Sam is kidnapped (I think from his appartment) by the YED. Jess get's a hold of Dean and John, who come looking for Sam. Eventually Sam is found in the basement of a Campus res. Jess at some point gets kidnapped and used to torture Sam.

I think the end result was that Jess learnt about the supernatural world, and she stuck with sam.

Has anyone hard of a story like this before?
04 October 2015 @ 09:37 am
I can't remember if this was one story or a series. The story I'm thinking of takes place preseries, while Sam is at Stanford. Dean had been paralyzed and using a wheelchair either since birth or since the fire. At some point, some supernatural creature healed him, and he's struggling to adjust. I remember a scene where he has to climb stairs and finds it incredibly difficult, and any sensation below the waist is overwhelming, since he's never had feeling there before. He goes to see Sam at school and Sam assumes at first that he's a demon/shapeshifter.

Hope this sounds familiar to someone; I'd really like to re-read it.

And Sam being happy about it, basically. I'd prefer there not to be a Jess in the equation, or if there is, to have S/J as friends only.

As happy as you can make it.

Okay, so I believe that these are two separate specific fics that I am looking for, but I could be wrong. Both are set pre-series, after Sam leaves for Stanford and are more or less from John's POV focusing on Dean and how he's handling his brother leaving (hint: not well). Both are Wincest, maybe only in implication, I can't 100% remember. I think both are oneshots/under 10k. The details I remember are below:

1. Dean is really not handling Sam leaving well and John is kind of refusing to acknowledge it, with kind of an attitude of "he's doing pretty okay" but then they hunt something that they both KNOW has been throwing people off cliffs and he sees Dean follow it up onto a clifface anyway and nearly get himself killed and then he's like "holy shit I think he just tried to commit suicide by hunting." Dean, of course, doesn't cop to it, but I think things get moderately better after they talk about it a little.

2. I remember even less detail about the second fic, but what stands out in my memory is a scene where Dean has just drunk himself dumb and is just sitting on the floor in the bathroom being intermittently sick while John witnesses. They may kind of discuss in this scene that Dean is losing it now that Sam's gone, and I think John might even draw a comparison to how he reacted to losing Mary.

I'm not quite sure that "John Finds Out" is the right genre to categorize this, but there is definitely acknowledgement from John in both of them that there was something more significant about his sons' bond than he initially realized. Take that as you will. I remember them both being subtle and very sad.

Thanks for your help!
Okay the story goes that Sam is at Standford and is homesick and goes to see his counselor. She is Native American and really like him a lot. He tells her about dean and she thinks of dean as a chubby sensitive kid. Later Sam gets sick (allergic reaction?) goes to hospital and the teacher calls dean because Sam keeps asking for him. She is surprised by deans appearance. Dean is protective over Sam and eventually likes the teacher. The brothers wind up staying at her house and she helps them with issues and they help her with her infertility issues. At one point her husband calls about two kids recently orphaned in a far away country (doctors without borders kind of thing) and she think that it will be okay of they adopt them.

I think that is everything. Hope ya'll can help me find it. It's driving me crazy!
21 August 2015 @ 12:56 pm
I'm looking for story where Dean didn't come to Stanford when his father missing (because he didn't want disturb Sam's normal life or something), but Jess still died like in the canon.

And I also looking this particular fic, I think it's in AO3 or something, but I never found it again after I read it first time. Dean's heaven is white blank (like white blank of nothingness) and make the angels confused. An angel (I think Castiel) in his curiousity kept visiting Dean and make it his own mission to know why Dean's heaven is like that.

Thank you in advance! I hope you found them!
11 August 2015 @ 10:45 pm
Either they already have an established relationship that continues on when Sam leaves for college, or they get together while he's there.

Please and than you 😊
09 August 2015 @ 03:18 am
Right, im looking for a one-shot... I think.
Basically, it was about Dean coming back from the army and he was visiting Stanford - most likely to see Sam.
And there was this group who were anti-military and were giving Dean abuse. Saying things about how hes a murderer and stuff like that.
Then some girl - i think it was Jess but im not sure - defended him and thanked him for his service.

If anyone could help me find this fic it would be greatly appreciated :)

Also any fics - long or short - with Army!Dean would be amazing too.
28 July 2015 @ 07:35 am
Hello all!!
I'm going travel to the county and I need something to read in my loooong time of boredoom in the bus. So, I'm looking for a few fics and I hope you could help me.

1. Story about what if Dean didn't make a deal to bring Sam back alive in All Hell Break Loose. I've been curious about this one. What happened if Dean didn't make that fateful deal? Is the apocalypse averted?

2. Fic where Dean didn't come to Stanford when his father missing (because he didn't want to disturb Sam's normal life or something),but but Jess still died like in the canon.

3. Stories where Dean met Cas in pre-series after Sam and John left Dean. Plus, if Dean introduced Cas as his boyfriend when they met Sam and John again.

4. Is there story where Dean pissed and put out after Sam went to Stanford and his dad left him to the point he didn't care anymore and think "if they left him, that's okay, he will left them" and went to make his own life?

5. The story still follow the canon, but the difference is Dean have a baby (or babies), and lives as a single parent. No mpreg. And if the story's slash, just bottom!Dean, please.

That's all. Thank you for your help!!
21 July 2015 @ 07:26 pm
Hi, I am looking for an old fic that I believe was on fanfiction.net. Sam was at Stanford and something happened causing him to be trapped in some sort of well like location, injured with no food and no hope. Meanwhile Dean is on some sort of ritual hunt that John had gone on. He ends up locating the creature he needs to and receives some sort of special ability due to his actions. Somehow he figures out that Sam is in trouble and he saves him. That is all that I can remember about this fic so please help.
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13 July 2015 @ 08:39 am
Alrighty, I am seriously having trouble finding fics that don't that are not beyond frustrating either because it is a dead fic unfinished, the plot rocks but the writing makes me want to cry in horror, the writing is to wind baggery for my attention span (like 'you need to turn left, then right, then circle back around...ect' when only need to say 'it is right beside you').    OR TOO SHORT AND NOT SQUEAL IN SIGHT :''(

1. I would love if people can rec fics that boys are bamf and get things done. You know where they are kicking arse and taking names. Whether as hunters or supernatural creatures. Maybe the boys boys destroying some kind of system/plane of existance or just a kick arse on hunt.

2. Fics with Sam having a record of addiction (drugs, self-harm, tobacco, ect) before (and maybe after if you have some) the demon blood.

3. Anyone have any dark!stanford fics.

4. Season Eight Universe Alterations. Where everyone gets their crap together and it either gets better or worse, or everyone stop brushing everyone eles mental states off.

5. Any fics that are based in canon and the boys are angels in there own rights.

Any pairing, any type. No rules, just fics. 
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Hi! I read these ages ago and can't for the life of me find them again.

1. For some reason, teen!Dean actually takes a couple of driving lessons instead of using a fake license. They show the kids pictures of burned-out cars (and dead bodies?) and Dean kind of breaks down. John finds him crying on the sidewalk, I think.

2. Dean is high on pain killers or cough medicine or something. Sam has to babysit, which is fun at first, but then Dean wanders off and Sam has to find him and bring him back to the motel room. He says something along the lines of "I thought you'd left." and Dean just kind of shrugs and goes "yeah, people leaving sucks, huh?". I'm almost sure this one is an old hoodietime fill.

3. This one I barely remember at all. I know it was set in S1/2 and ends with Dean crying/trying not to cry after revealing something I can't quite remember to Sam and then rejecting Sam's attempts to comfort him. Sam kind of remembers how when they were kids Dean would never accept any kind of help but was always there when Sam needed comforting, so he pretends to be very upset by what Dean just told him, so he will let him hug him. I'm fairly sure it was on ff.net. Might have been one of the 'what if Sam and Dean had had Max's childhood?' fics, but I could be mixing something up there.

And while I'm at it, I know this is super vague, but I'd love any and all recs for sad Dean fics. Not the drowning-in-angst kind and not really depressed!Dean, just... sad fics. Fics that make you sad for Dean and his life, instead of Dean being sad, or even realizing how not-good everything is, if that makes sense. I'd prefer pre-series to S5, but I'm happy to give anything a try.
I'm looking for fics :

1. The setting is after Sam went for Stanford and John went missing. Dean is dead, alone, and no one know about it. He becomes ghost and very sad because no one cares enough to find him. Until someone (not John nor Sam) felt something wrong and realize that Dean went missing and decide to looking for him.

2. Soulles!Sam is falling in love with Dean instantly after he watch him taking care of Bobby John (the skinwalker baby).

3. Sam is so possessive on Dean since he was a little kid. Like he didn't like Dean be nice with another kid, and when he's teenager he hates to see Dean with his girlfriends, or when he grown up absolutely loathe to see Dean touched (or in Castiel's case "marked") by another people (except Bobby).

About the first one, I prefer Gen but het or slash is okay too.
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a specific fic that I'll probably feel really silly for forgetting. What I remember:

-The fic takes place during Stanford-era and early Season 1.
- Sam's been secretly in love with Dean all his life, but is unsure whether to consider himself gay as Dean's been the only he loved.
- At Stanford, he gets some advice from a classmate to explore his sexuality a little, and ends up hooking up with said classmate, in a one time friends-with-benefits kind of way.
- Dean accidentally finds out about Sam's sexual exploration. Sam tells Dean his story, minus Dean being his One True Love. Dean is fairly cool with it.
- Dean finds videos/pictures of Sam with other guys on Sam's laptop while searching for things to salvage post-fire Season 1.
- Dean ends up taking Sam's laptop to the bathroom and secretly jerking off to one of the porn videos of Sam - although he gets interrupted by Sam halfway.
Any help would be amazing.

ETA: FOUND by phoenix1966! Desperate Measures by 427-67Impala
10 June 2015 @ 10:35 pm
I am hoping maybe you amazing people can help me. I need a bunch of stories because I hit a dry spell and can't seem to find anything to read.

1. I am looking for gritty, real-life and dark fics about the boys and their (canon) lives. Like do you remember the Ghostfacers episode 3.13 where it wasn't as polished nor as censored as the regular show. That's what I am hoping for.

2. Dean: All those angels, all those demons, all those sons of bitches -- They just don't get it, do they, Sammy?
Sam: No, they don't, Dean.
Dean: You see, Brady... We're the ones you should be afraid of
- Take that how ever you want and give me some awesome fics.

3. Fics that deal with the kids or teens the boys have saved in earlier seasons becoming hunters and the boys finding out

4. Sam hunted in Stanford and never dated Jess although they were friends

5. Sam's stanford friends are pulled in the world of hunting

6. Organized hunting [mentors, websites and ect.}

7. Sam isn't at Stanford when Dean goes gets him {or fics like that}

8. The boys ascend from as human as they are in canon to higher supernatural being {not vampire/werewolf/shifter nor that way from the being fics)

9. A fic where it highlights that the boys are beyond normal hunters and how different they are are, how BAMF they are even the oldies like Pastor Jim, John and Bobby. Maybe they get in to a situation where they are captured or even time travel.

They has to be of decent length and no weird ending (like when a story has so many loose ends you can make a shag rug and no sequal in sight or when you feel like you were gypped). I don't care how dark, as long as the pairing isn't either bobby/(one of the boys) or John/(one of the boys) rec whatever you want. Self-rec are fine.
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Looking for fics where Sam and Dean were in a relationship before Sam left for Standord. Please?
05 May 2015 @ 12:40 pm
I am looking for a specific fic where Sam is the King of Hell. I remember that he chooses to become King of Hell, and Dean condemns him for it. Bobby does not abandon him though. The only other thing I remember is that Sam goes back to Stanford and graduates, and that Dean comes to Sam's graduation along with Bobby.

Anybody recognize the story? (Also, why is there no 'king of hell' tag?)
1. Hey, so, I'm looking for fics where Sam's at Stanford, and Dean (and/or John) comes up on the news... As a serial killer. Or similar. Ergo, Sam's friends know. I wanna see an apple-pie Sam deal with the fallout of a Skin/Nightshifter/Slash Fiction-type scenario. (Edit: By Slash Fiction, I mean the episode, not the genre. Sorry for the confusion... :p)

Or, you know, anything of the "Sam's family is fucking terrifying" variety.

I've already read "Fellowship of the Nine" and "And They Cry to See Your Face", by the way.

2. Scary fics! I've read a lot of horror, mostly hell-based stuff, but only one fic I've read had that sweet, sweet suspense that gives me fear-tears, and that was "Never Summer" by ignipes.
28 April 2015 @ 02:30 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic about Sam. It is Sanford era, and I think from Jess' point of view, though it might have been a few others aswell.
It was about rumours in each year of uni, like about he guy who went hustling to afford his text books, and the kid that knew first aid in chemistry, and the boy who sleeps with a knife under his pillow.
I don't remember much else, but I do know it wasn't AU, and that it was Sam/Jess.

Thanks in advance :)
05 April 2015 @ 12:19 pm
I'm looking for any fics set in (either completely or partially) the Stanford era that are either dean pov or where other characters find out what happened to dean then.
see I'd like fics where something did happen then that has serious consequences and which people don't know of at the time as everyone just abandoned dean and didn't care about him

something like the other side of time is really it, though if there were a bit about how the others learn of what happened or suspect that something did would be even more amazing. another good fic that shows some of what I want is Nicnivin and sequels.

crossovers are fine especially if they help explain how dean might have really changed or gotten into trouble. gen is fine, but if it does have pairings, most dean ones are fine other than dean/sam and for background pairings no sam with an angel other than Lucifer if it happens to cross into that period or then's when the truth finally comes out.
28 March 2015 @ 12:13 pm
I'm looking for a specific wincest fic that takes place when Sam is at Stanford.

As far as I can remember Dean is on a porn site or in a sex chatroom and he finds Sam there and ends up paying Sam to jerk off for him via webcam. Sam doesn't know that it's Dean on the other end because Dean either types to Sam instead of using a webcam himself or obscures his face from the frame.

At some point during one of their sessions Sam is wearing a t-shirt of Dean's that he took with him when he left for Stanford and he slips up and says Dean's name. It ends with Dean driving up to Stanford and meeting Sam.

I've been looking for this fic for ages so if anyone could help me find it I would be so grateful! Thank you

1. So basically, I was wondering if there were any fics where Sam and Dean were in a relationship before Sam broke it off and headed for Stanford, leaving a heartbroken Dean behind? Or any fics where Dean was in love with Sam, but never told him (or where Sam didn't return those feelings/or he did, but was afraid of them?) when he left for Standord?
Basically, I'm looking for pining!heartbroken!dean, who can't bear the thought that the love of his life left him behind. (I would love, love, LOVE if there was mpreg somehow incorporated into one of these stories; maybe Sam gets Dean pregnant before he leaves?), but it's not a must.

2. Sort of along the same lines but basically, any (wincest) story where Dean gets his heart broken by Sam. Maybe he tells Sam that he loves him but Sam is horrified and pushes him away (unhappy endings are fine). Fics where they fight and Sam tells him that he wants nothing to do with him again and Dean believes it (because we all know that this would be the greatest punishment that Sam could give to Dean). Fics where Dean for some reason believes that sam doesn't love him anymore? A/b/o, Sam cutting off his mating bonds? Literally, anything really, I'm just looking for lost of angst and heartbreak on Dean's side. (Happy endings are preferred, but angsty, unhappy ones are fine too!)

Thank you! :)
Hi, all! I'm looking for two types of fics. Overall, I'm not a Destiel fan, but I'm sure some people are, so feel free to mention those too. I also preffer bottom!Sam or Jared.

1. Stanford or college fics, prefferably long. Fics that briefly take place at a college are okay (lots of stories start like that), but I'm more looking for fics where Sam is continuously attending college throughout the fic. Ideally, I'd love a student!Sam/professor!Dean fic or perhaps one where they're both attending college. I've read the Homework 'verse by nyxocity and it was fantastic, but it's more erotic than what I'm looking for right now and takes place in high school, not college. Anyway, a college/university campus setting would be adored! These fics don't need to be light, but it'd be nice.

2. I love to read long fics and verses that keep me busy for days and days, but they're all SO angsty, rated NC-17 for dub-con, non-con, and/or torture, or A/B/O which I don't like. I don't want a BDSM fic every minute of every day. Sometimes I just want a light-hearted fic (or somewhat humorous at least) that doesn't involve a chronic illness or rape trauma. I don't need puppies and rainbows, but I'd like something light-hearted. Pet peeve: a zillion characters who chat about nothing. But whatever you have, I'll give it a shot.

Wincest, J2, self-recs all welcome.

Hello awesome people,

I've been craving this fic but have had no luck finding it, so hopefully one of you can help me out.

Sam is at Stanford but his life there is not what he imagined, he's lonely and feels out of place. He's still in touch with Dean, I think, but he misses him a lot and eventually realises that he doesn't belong there, but with Dean. He leaves, trying to find his brother. A specific scene I remember is that Sam steals a car which breaks down after a while, so he has to walk. It's raining heavily, but all of a sudden Dean's there in the Impala and they reunite in a schmoopy wincesty ending. :)

I'd be so grateful if anyone could point me towards this fic. Thank you guys in advance!

EDIT: Thanks to a helpful Anon, this fic has been found. It's the awesome Waiting for Lightning to Strike by dimeliora.
I'm looking for a specific fic that was probably a fill of this prompt from hoodie-time: Sometime when Sam is at Stanford Dean shows up and "Sam invites Dean to sit with his friends and tries to keep changing the subject to topics he thinks Dean can handle (cars, movies, etc). One of Sam's friends is a big jerk and turns the topic onto something academic. To everyone's surprise, Dean is able to not only keep up but he wins the debate."

The fic I'm looking for is NOT The Subjectivity of Truth, but it's very similar. The one I'm looking for is less about Sam underestimating Dean and hurting Dean's feelings and more about Dean just being awesome and Sam being proud of his brother (I think). The subject that the jerk friend brings up is from one of their classes I think and the debate is about something law related. Dean maybe cites a supreme court case?

*) Specific/Wincest :

I've this fic I've been going crazy looking for but I can't seem to find it.

The story is about Sam and his life at Stanford, I think he has a half-time job as a waiter. His life is kinda lonely (I don't think he met Jess in that fic)

He still has contact with Dean, they're used to texting each other. One day, Sam realises that he doesn't belong to Palo Alto, he belongs with Dean.

I remember that Sam stole a car, but it broke down and he went on walking on the road and it was raining and suddenly Dean was there and shmoopy kisses ensued and everything was perfect.

*) General/Wincest :

Also, do you know some fics where Jessica is not the lovely girl Sam fell in love with ? Like she's hiding smth or is playing with Sam ? I'd like Wincest but Gen is also fine =D

*) General, J2 :

Is there any non-AU fics where J2 are taking care of their children together ? Like they're divorced from their wife, and have custody for their child(ren) ? Please I don't like Gen! or Danni! bashing unless it's very well done ! ^^
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in this story, Sam is  still at Stanford and John and Dean are hunting together.
John doesn't want anything to do with Sam anymore and he doesn't want Dean to contact his little brother either. But Dean can't resist and so one day he calls sam and John walks in on him and gets really angry and Sam hears the yelling over the phone

the one bit I really remember is when Sam gets to john and dean and john is holding dean's head under the water in the tub. Sam saves dean and take him with him from john
I'm pretty sure this was an abandoned WIP but its an AU, I think pre-series or Stanford!era (or at least Sam is at Stanford), and Dean is called out to help some hunters with a case. It takes place in the desert and Dean is called because he knows Enochian really well. There's like rings around something, and each ring has Enochian guarding it. At one point Dean manages to get through a ring but it brings up (bad) memories; other hunters take bets on who can go farthest (whose the toughest); one of the hunters was Gordon. Anyway as they get closer to the center Dean starts to remember this guy Castiel, whose the love of his life. At some point they get through the rings and Zachariah was the one keeping him trapped (in a cave or below ground?) I remember the place floods but Dean and Cas get out and they end up in the hospital. When Dean wakes up - I think he has the burn on his shoulder and is extremely tired but is otherwise ok - he pushes to get to Cas's room and an OMC hunter tells the doctors to let him.

Other random parts I remember: there was another hunter about Dean's age who Dean used to have a crush on but he's married, and one scene (chapter?) is from his POV thinking about this and that he cares a lot about Dean. (Who I think was called - or he called Dean - Slick or Ace or Lucky.) During the story we find out Dean is in charge of making fake IDs for hunters (this OMC could have been better at it if he had more patience.) (I think he also had an extra insurance card that Cas uses?) I also remember - there may have been two hospital stays - but the OMC is calling all these hunters out (Bobby, Rufus, Jo, Ellen, OCs, etc) to help him rescue Cas and Dean - with his low self-esteem - expresses surprise and the OMC is like "duh, of course, if you love Cas we want to help." (Dean may have tried to call Sam for help and didn't get an answer right before this.) OMC was also worried about this Cas guy being good enough for Dean.

Not 100% sure but I think it was on A03.

Thank you so much for any help!


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Hi :)

I´m have one general request and one specific. No wincest if you don't have to, please, but if it is, please mention it so that I´m prepared :)

1) Any story where either the CPS, suspicious neighbors, teachers or friends (I would love to read a story where someone at their new school...) suspect that Sam and Dean are being abused or neglected - either because of something they say or something they don´t, or bruises or where they live, or after meeting John. Either stories from an Outsider POV or from the Winchesters.
+ If there is a story from the Stanford!era where Jess suspects abuse I would love to read that too.
Preferably gen and no wincest (but if the story is good enough - I can read that too.)

2) This is a story I´ve been looking for for quite some time and I can´t find it. I think Sam just got accepted to Stanford - and he fights with John and runs off. John sends Dean after him with money (after they discover that Sam doesn´t have any), but he is already gone. Sam hitches a ride with a truck driver - and after a while ends up with this family who has a ghost in the barn (their dead son I think...)

3) Any really, really good fic that you feel falls within the range of these requests :)

Thank you! :)
26 September 2014 @ 12:06 pm
Hey there! There's this particular fic that I can't find that has been haunting me. It's gen, or at least Sam/Jess (I think). It's not an AU but it is pre-series. Sam is at Stanford and there some school-wide scavenger hunt type game. Sam is in a team with Jess and Stanford Becky and some guy. He ends up being really helpful in getting the tasks completed because of his background. I think at one point they have to identify a Latin passage and Sam recognizes it. It turns into a bit of a case fic and Dean shows up to help with the salt and burn near the end of the fic. I hope that isn't too vague!
19 August 2014 @ 08:14 pm
I'm looking for:
1. Specific Sam Winchester fic - Where Mary is alive and Sam remembers his life as a hunter. Sam while a teenager now has continued to hunt monsters, one of which attacked him making it look like suicide. So his parents now don't trust him, his brother is worried and decides to follow him out the window after he made his escape through it yet again (he does this quite a bit I think). I think eventually Dean starts to believe him and they start to hunt together (but again I'm not sure)

I'm also looking for some other fics that I've posted before - but didn't really get a response for -

General Wincest/J2 fics - looking for any: (I like bottom Jared/Sam more, although I won't say no to bottom Jensen/Dean)
2. Mpreg, A/O/B, Werewolf/Knotting - the longer the better, but I'll take anything,
3. Time Travel - fics like - The Time-Traveler's Brother by gretazreta but any is fine,
4. Merman - where one or both boys have/get tails,
5. Tron - any fic but more along the lines of Tron Legacy,
6. Sam with wings - growing wings (nothing to do with Lucifer) &

7. AU fics that include Jess dying and Dean not coming to Stanford like he did in the pilot.

I know this is a lot but If anyone can help me find some of these that would be great, Thanks in advance.

Hi All,

I am looking for two specific fics

1. Dean was hit by a car when he was young (driven by a possessed human) and now has permanent brain damage, with intermittent seizures and difficulty using one side of his body. When Sam gets into Stanford, he decides to take Dean with him and away from John. The fic is about them settling in at Stanford, finding Dean a job working with cars, meeting Jessica.

2. This is a Hawaii 5-0 crossover with Gabriel/Danny. In it, Gabriel is a slave who is inherited by Danny from his grandma (I think). Danny has 2 kids and Gabriel helps care for them. There is a persistent threat from one of Gabriel's old owners.

Thanks in advance!!
23 June 2014 @ 12:06 am
I'm looking for fics where Sam runs into old Stanford buddies, and he and Dean have to kick monster ass in front of them. I've got In Reverse marked, and I read the one with the witch's den and the couple. TIA!