01 November 2019 @ 04:14 am
Hi all

I'm looking for fics where Dean (or Jensen) is wrongly accused or falsely blamed for something (cheating, stealing, breaking up with someone but is fact the one dumped, etc) I want first the pain at being wronged amd then his accusers reactions when they realise they were mistaken, or if knowingly falsely accused the reactions of those who believe the lies. It can be the main plot of a story or just part of a longer fic. Dean/Jensen can protest his innocence or not (e.g. covering for someone).

I'm happy with gen, slash, ABO, J2, destiel, any level or type of abuse, etc.

Thanks all.
 
 
13 October 2019 @ 06:43 pm
Hi community! So I’m looking for this fic where Jared and Jensen are neighbors but I don’t think they every had sex but Jared still believes the two of them to be a couple. I even think he has a picture of Jensen at his desk. When Jared then finds out Jensen never thought they were together he is crushed. But in the end they end up happy. I think the two of them were working at the same office perhaps! I really hope you guys can help me find this fic or if not perhaps some similar ones!

Thank you guys❤️
 
 
30 September 2019 @ 10:09 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read some time ago. I believe Sam and Dean were on a case and they were in a warehouse when Dean touches some magical object (I think it was a crystal) and he gets sent to an alternate reality/universe. In this universe he is married or mated to a version of Sam/Jared and they have kids. He is not treated well by Sam/Jared and I think the oldest teenage son tries to force himself on Dean. It maybe A/B/O as I remember people not being able to control themselves because of the way Dean smells. I think a version of Dean/Jensen is sent to the spn universe and is looked after by Sam. Any help is most appreciated
EDIT. Fic link found in comments
 
 
07 August 2019 @ 12:53 pm
If there was announcement that Scriggly was pulling her stories, sadly, I missed it.  Her name and stories seem to have been completely scrubbed from AO3.

My plea:  If anyone has "This Cage I Built From Good Intentions" and the sequel (title?), could you please send me a copy?   Thank you so much.  
 
 
05 August 2019 @ 11:30 pm
I read this story forever ago and it just popped back into my brain. Jensen is rich and owns an island or something and Jared’s boyfriend sells him to Jensen. It’s pretty much non-con sex for I think five or so chapters. At one point they’re on a boat and someone else teases Jared and drugs him. Jensen calls Jared “toy” a lot. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

UPDATE: It's called "Acquisitions" by Tipsy_Kitty
 
 

Hello! I was wondering if anyone, by some miraculous chance, would have the link to Miss_Lv's fic Sweet Dreams & Beautiful Nightmares? Thanks in advance!

 
 
Hi everyone! I'm looking for 2 things, a specific story and recs like it!

I've been looking for this fic where omega!Jensen is Jared's dad, and Jared is super possessive of him. I think at some point Jensen starts dating Misha for a little bit, but Jared gets super moody, then pissed at Misha, and scares him off. Jensen has always known that Jared's been rather possessive (grabs his finger tightly even when he was a baby, insists on calling jensen 'Jenny' and not letting anyone else call him that), but he always chalked it up to Jared being his only child, but Jared eventually tells him that he sees Jensen as a mate and not as his dad. Then they bond at the end.

I'd also appreciate any fic recs where omega jensen is Jared's dad!

Thanks in advance! :)
 
 
03 April 2019 @ 12:52 am
Hi!!!

I read The American Bachelor (written by dugindeep-hotsauce), and The American President (written by silveritas) and now I crave more President(or Senator, or Governor or any other powerful political position really)!Jensen fics.

I don't care who tops or bottoms, I don't care about any kinks, just pass over the fics to me guys.
Also, I did my own research and except those fics above, I only found fics with Jared as the president's son and Jensen as his guard and those are not what I am interested in.

Thank you in advance for any help!

 
 
Current Mood: geeky
 
 
I’ve been really looking forward to reading this fic, but the author seems to have deleted themselves or been deleted on both lovejournal and AO3


And Then They Were Three... - by: [livejournal.com profile] fenix21 - Jensen has developed a chronic stomach condition just about the time Jared needs to tell him about some tummy issues of his own. ( This is a collection of short works following J2 through Jared's first pregnancy, with all the usual pitfalls and happy moments. Mostly just a 'verse that lets me beat up on the guys emotionally from time to time and then solve everything with ridiculously overdone schmoop and fluff.)


If anyone has a PDF, or knows where I can find their fic, please let me know <3
 
 
I'm looking for the story/verse Falls the Shadow by [livejournal.com profile] ambiguous_opal. Summary: Jarad is a "green" soldier on the lands of Vietnam, shipped so far from anything that even the war seems almost surreal Jared finally begins to get a grip on things. Until the Green Berets return and for the first time Jared meets Jensen, a deadly soldier who makes the war seem like the least of Jared's problems.

On the Deleted Authors page here, the author didn't prohibit sharing their works, so I'm hoping someone made a copy of it.

Via the Wayback Machine, I can see at least 9/12 entries, but only one or two can be accessed that way.

Fingers crossed that someone can help.
 
 
Hiya guys,

I'm looking for the podfic to "Pretty as a Picture & Learn Me Hard" by riyku. Unfortunately, the link to the mp3 download doesn't work anymore and I'd really like to listen to it. Anyone have a copy or link to it left?

Thank you in advance for all your help!

Thanks a bunch for your help Lenka!
 
 

Summary:  For two months a year, he shares his house and his bed and his life with a man he barely knows. A man who own life is a secret he never tells, not even to Jared.

The journal is deleted and I've checked everywhere else I know to. Crossing fingers someone has saved it! Thanks, y'all!

 
 
04 December 2018 @ 09:33 am
Hi!

Anybody knows were I can find "Desperation Verse" by hemrage?

Here is the link, but it's not working

https://hemrage.dreamwidth.org/tag/masterpost:+desperation+verse

Thank you ;)

FOUND!
 
 

I am looking for a specific fic I read a while ago where Jared is a Mafia Boss and has a son (who I think was face credit Colin Ford?). Jensen lives across the street from them but doesn't know them. The son knocks on the door one night because his dad (Jared) is being kidnapped/tortured by a rival mob and he needs help. Jensen decides to help because this kid is freaking out. We see Jensen rescue Jared and then flash forward to Jared telling him it was all a set up so that he could get close to Jensen and see if he was worthy of being in Jared and his son's family.

Jensen is really resistant and annoyed at first but eventually gives in. There is also a side story about Jensen's brother (who I believe was named Jamie?) and a lot of guilt because of something that happened earlier in their lives.

Chad Michael Murray is the son's body guard and I think Misha Collins is also a body guard. Jason Mamoa (I'm pretty sure) is Jensen's friend/tutor-ee.

The whole story ends with Jensen starting his first day at NASA or a few years after he has been working at NASA.

 
 
24 November 2018 @ 07:56 pm

Hi, 

I read a story some year's back. It was something like "key to hell is made of flesh and bone". Its like Jensen moves into a neighbour hood of Jared. The house he has moved in, has a bad reputation, something evil. Anyway Jensen starts acting strange and eventually gets possessed. There is a baby too who is born blind due to Jensen's possession. Finally it is revealed that Jensen's mother worshipped a demon and made Jensen a key to hell. 

Does anyone remember ?

 
 
20 November 2018 @ 10:22 pm

Looking for fics where one of the boys has epilepsy. Can be J2 or Winchesters. One did I would love to read again is an au J2 fic  where they meet and head back to Jared's apartment. Jared has a service dog who can sense the onset of seizures and push an alarm. Jensen doesn't know any of this. The dog gets shut out of the bedroom. Jared has a seizure.

Thanks for any recommendations!

 
 
Hi y'all. I'm looking for Forget-Me-Not by DarcyDelaney (LJ name, journal deleted). It was a fic from the 2015 BigBang.

Summary: Jared lands a job as the new activities director at the Odd Fellows Nursing Home. While working there, he meets his share of characters that live up to the home's name, but he's not betting on meeting Jensen, the shy, so-good-looking-it's-almost-not-fair son of one of the residents. Jared soon learns that Jensen's just gotten out of a bad relationship, so he's instructed to steer clear. Jensen is having issues dealing with the fact that his mother is in a home and all the emotional hurdles that come with it, and Jared decides to make it his mission to be the one to help Jensen through it all, and maybe earn himself a kiss or two along the way.

I had the AO3 link saved, but it's gone. :( Hoping it's posted elsewhere or someone saved it. Thanks for the help!
 
 
09 November 2018 @ 09:50 am
Hi!, I just found this amazing video, but can't find the fic, the link at ao3 is not working

https://archiveofourown.org/works/4890892

Angel Slayer by emwebb17

Can you help me, please? I'm dying for read the fic
Thank you

FOUND!
 
 
13 October 2018 @ 10:54 pm
Hello, I read this story a long time ago, the only thing I remember about it is that Jared is dropped off at Jeff's place way up in the hills by his aunt who really has no love for him. She makes plans to pick him back up the next summer and take him to Jensen's house to help him. Jensen had his hands crushed in a hate crime and is now agoraphobic. I have no idea who wrote it or even an idea of where to look to find it. I'm hoping someone here knows.

Thank you in advance
 
 
Hello All,

Happy Birthday to me 9/25 is my Birthday and I am hoping some you know some great Chad/ Jared fics...where they are best friends but cross the line to dating.

Or some Chad and Jensen competing for Jared- who ever he ends up with its all right

Or first time Chad and Jared sleep together - it could because they drank too much or experimental- they can end up together or decides they love each other just as best friends

So anything along those lines...but must be bottom Jared fics

Thank you all <3
 
 
19 September 2018 @ 01:09 pm
hello lovely people.

I've had this scene stuck in my brain for over a week and I cannot recall which fic this belongs to, and I was hoping someone might be able to help?

it was quite a long fic, but the scene I remember was Jensen as a young boy in a school, who see's a classmate being abducted from the playing fields. I remember he runs after the abductor and stops him, and gets hurt somehow?

and that's it! if anyone can remember this fic I'll be eternally grateful :)

Mods: really sorry that I can't put more tags but I don't remember much!
 
 
18 September 2018 @ 07:50 pm
I'm looking for a story from waaay back. I remember Jensen and Danneel agreeing to have a child together. During the numerous attempts of invitro (I believe), Jensen meets Jared. J2 begin to fall for each other, but Jensen never tells Jared about Danneel and their attempts at getting Danneel pregnant. In the end, there's a happy ending for all. Anyone recognize this story?
 
 
15 September 2018 @ 12:02 am

Hey, I'm looking for a story. I don't remember much but what I do is Jensen and Jared were coworkers in an office building type place. Jared brought Jensen coffee every day as a way to bond and start a friendship. Jensen is kind of standoff-ish during the beginning for some reason.  It might have been a bigbang story. And there might have been some sort of fantasy element to it but my brain might have just made that up out of nowhere. Jensen also might have had asthma or been diabetic or something where Jared has to step in and help him. 

Does this ring any bells?

 
 
25 August 2018 @ 08:26 am
Hi everyone

Most fics seem to have Sam being supportive when finding out that Dean is gay/an omega/has a boyfriend, etc so I am looking for stories where this is NOT the case. It could be for any reason (jealousy of relationship, hurt he wasn't previously told, prejudice, homophobia, etc). Also would be happy for it to be Jared reacting badly to Jensen. I would be paticularly happy with ones where other characters are shocked by this reaction. It doesn't have to be the main part of the story or even long term. Can be general or any slash pairing.

Thanks all.
 
 
24 August 2018 @ 09:01 pm
Does anyone know of any stories with Jared, Jensen and Jason Momoa?

Thanks in advance!
 
 
07 August 2018 @ 10:47 pm
I was wondering if anyone knew where I could find or if you have a copy to share (with author's permission of course) Bertee's "This Train Won't Stop"?

Thank you in advance.
 
 
13 July 2018 @ 01:28 am

I’m looking for any kind of fics where Dean / Jensen is kidnapped / abused / raped by his kidnappers. I’m not looking for anything to gory - I’m not really into graphic descriptions of torture / blood. But abuse and rape is fine -hope that makes sense- also maybe even Sam / Jared is kidnapped with him and has to watch as the kidnappers violate Dean / Jensen?

 
 
03 July 2018 @ 09:18 pm
Does anyone have the pdf of the Cockles Fic Series "Off the Reservation" by emwebb? If yes would you please be nice enough to mail it to me? Pretty please! My email is samalexshep@gmail.com
 
 
25 June 2018 @ 10:16 pm
I’ve poked around the tags and haven’t found this, so I’m hoping someone can help me.

-Jared is kidnapped when he’s a kid (by an OMC?)

-Jared and Jensen were at a park at the time.

-Jared (I think) went to get ice cream and never returned?

-I’m pretty sure it was a Big Bang.

Thanks!
 
 
17 June 2018 @ 06:15 pm
Hi guys,

I'm driving myself nuts trying to remember/find this story, here's what I remember of it.

Jared is rich, CEO/runs the company with his brother Jeff. His company makes those boxes of cake/cupcake mix and he is in feirce competition with a rival firm. Jensen is a homeless man. possibly mute, who hangs out watching for Jared in the park across the way from his office.

I remember that there was a fire in a warehouse and the cops think that either Jared or Jeff was responsible, Jensen was a witness and he drew the event, and Jared's firm release a new rainbow cupcake after his firm was accused of being homophobic. At the start of the story Jared is not a very nice guy.

Any help in finding this fic, name/author/link to the story will be greatly appreciated.

Thanks in advance and fingers crossed.
 
 
06 June 2018 @ 10:32 pm
I am looking for this fic I read on a03. It was a series of short AU stories showing Jared and Jensen meeting and getting together. In one of the stories, Jensen was a homeless person and the story starts out with him walking through the mall after applying for a job. He runs into Jared and Jared gives him his number. However, Jensen never calls because he doesn't think Jared would want to be with him if Jared knew he was homeless. He later runs into Jared while Jared as volunteering serving food at a homeless shelter.

Thanks for any help!
 
 
02 June 2018 @ 01:51 pm
Hello, I'm looking to see if anyone has a working link or a copy of (if author is ok with sharing the story): "Dress Me up in Stitches" by the_sammykinz? All my searches have gone to broken links or to the author's deleted journal.

Thank you in advance for any help you are able to offer.

Mods, I honestly don't know what else to tag with since I don't know the complete basis of the story requested other than it's J2 and Jensen is severely scarred in it.
 
 
 
03 April 2018 @ 10:39 pm
Hi, I'm looking for stories where Jensen suffers an accident and is hurt on set. Two of my absolute favorite stories of this genre are "Just One Breath" (which technically wasn't an accident on set but Jensen does get hurt while on the film lot), and "Touched by Darkness" where Jensen is blinded during filming of a salt and burn.

Any other recommendations? Perhaps he gets hurt while in a harness and wire rig, or he's driving Baby and there's no brakes?

Slash or Gen is fine. Please no Destiel/Cockles or WIPs.

Thank you in advance for anything you might recommend.
 
 
03 April 2018 @ 01:35 am

FOUND. LINK IN COMMENTS

Help! I've tried everything to find this fic, but my Google-Fu has failed me.

Here are the basics: Jensen is a nice guy, high paid prostitute. I believe he helps support his sister and nephew. Jared is the spy who loves him. Jeff is the restaurant owner, with a secret, who also loves him. Jensen has an incident, and both Jared and Jeff come to the rescue. Obviously, they fight over him. Eventually, they're one, big, polyamorous family.

The regular crew is there: Chad works with Jared. Misha, Kane, and Omundson are Jensen's clients. Daneel is Jensen's, ahem, handler.

I know some of you are, like, professional story finders, so please help me! This is destroying me 😭

 
 
23 March 2018 @ 11:29 pm
I was hoping someone would have a download link to the deleted Sorority Boys based fic "Good Girls Don't But I Do" by dollydolittle. I tried looking everywhere and there's no download link (that I can find at least).

All I remember about the fic is Jensen and Michael Rosenbaum dressing in drag and Mike made an "ugly girl". Also Jared fell for Jensen as a woman, and it's based in college obviously haha.

I apologize if I'm doing this wrong, I haven't used livejournal in years. If there's anything I need to add, let me know!
 
 
14 March 2018 @ 08:33 am
Hi guys ive just read Deja Vu by Zara_Ze and loved it. So here i am in search of rebel leaders jared Jensen fics. Share your favourites guys
Thanks in advance..
 
 
 
20 December 2017 @ 09:32 am
Hi! I have checked out the stories with fire fighter tags but have not found any where Jensen is a smoke jumper (fights forest fires, often jumping from a plane or helicopter directly into the fire zone in order to work to contain the blaze).

Would love any recommendations if there are any stories out there. Hurt Jensen is always a plus. (Sorry, Jensen)

Please no Destiel, Cockles or WIPs. Self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you in advance.
 
 
06 December 2017 @ 09:42 pm

So, the title pretty much says it all. I'm looking for stories that have the boys snowbound for any reason. I'm partial to Jared/Jensen or Sam/Dean, but throwing Misha or Castiel in, or even mixing worlds is okay, too.

 
 
03 December 2017 @ 07:56 pm
Heyyy y’all, hoping someone can help me out! Been thinking about this fic all day and at this point, I just want to find it so it’ll leave me alone and find some similar fics while I’m at it.

1) It’s a J2 fic, tho it starts off Danneel/Jensen. Danni is jealous of the time that Jensen spends with Jared and knows that Jared’s in love with Jensen so while she and Jensen are out on a date/trip/something like that, she has some of Jensen’s “friends” break in to their house (pretty sure Jared and Jensen are living together during filming and that one of the friends is Chris Kane) and beat him up. Actually, pretty sure that how the fic starts- with Jensen getting a call from Mike or Tom that Jared’s in hospital. Long story short, Jensen finds out how/why it happened and blows up at Danni/friends and it ends in J2.

2)Any other fics along those themes would be nice to read (au or non au!)- where Jensen’s friends are thrown off by Jared and the affect he has on Jensen and say/do something about it, or is part of the story on the journey of the boys getting together. I do prefer top!Jensen/bottom!Jared when it comes to fic, if that means anything!


Tried to use all the appropriate tags, forgive me if not, mods! Thanks in advance for any help!
 
 
16 November 2017 @ 02:13 am


FOUND. LINK IN COMMENTS

I'm pretty sure I read this within the last year, maybe two, and I want it again! The subject line pretty much says it all; Jensen got drunk, did a striptease, filmed said striptease, sent it to Jared, sobered up, begged Jared not to watch, Jared agreed, and then Jared angsted all over the place. The next time they're together, at a convention, sexy times happen. Jensen is super, crazy sweet and concerned/caring at one point.  Please help me!

 
 
06 November 2017 @ 05:03 pm
Hello everyone! I have checked the tags and have read some good stories from those tags but I'm looking for more.

I'm looking for stories where Jensen/Dean is suffering from PTSD. He flinches when people move their hands too quickly or lean in towards him. He jumps at loud noises. Stories that have him having a physical reaction to things around him, or zoning out or actually cowering in a corner, arms wrapped around his legs and humming to himself. Basically, sort of extreme reactions. The PTSD can be a result of an accident, physical abuse, military related, having been trapped somewhere (example: firefighter caught in a building fire and trapped).

Thank you in advance for any stories you can recommend. Please no WIPs or Cockles/Destiel.
Self recs are always welcomed!
 
 
29 October 2017 @ 02:28 pm
Hi! So I have spent all day looking for one particular story, that I just know as soon as it's found I'm going to hit myself because I KNOW that I know it, probably even have it bookmarked but I CAN NOT find it! Arg! So I'm just done, please help me find this.

Jared has magic, Jensen does not, Jared's magic finds Jensen while they are in a library and proceeds put a sparkly rainbow thing above his head, and then a tattoo around his neck, it also hurts for Jensen to be parted from Jared. Jensens uncle is some higher up in a church that hates magic. It has I think three parts, the second part Jensen goes to his old church to let the priest "break" Jareds hold on him, Jared feels everything that the priest does to him and heals him right after it happens.

Help? Thanks in advance.

EDIT: FOUND! Thank you so much [livejournal.com profile] phoenix1966

If there are any others like this, where one of the boys has magic I would love to read them. Sam/Dean acceptable too.
 
 
29 October 2017 @ 01:49 pm
Hi all,

I'm looking for a fic that I had DL'ed a while ago and can't remember the name (and hoping I still have it or can get it if I don't). The basic idea was Jensen was an ex-cop that liked to keep track of Jared from afar. Jared, I think was a barista (bartender)/computer genius that gets injured. Jared becomes the target of someone powerful because they think Jared has a thumb drive that they lost.

I think the author took down the fic. Hope someone out there can help.

To Mods: I put down as many tags as I could think of about this fic. If I'm missing any other tags let me know and I'll correct.

Thanks in advance.

Digeediva

EDIT: Found in comments.

Edit 2: It was brought to my attention that this a bottom:Jensen story. Sorry if it caused any problems. Mods, I changed the tags to reflect this.
 
 
26 October 2017 @ 05:53 am
Looking for a fic I have lost - Jensen grew up on a ranch in Colorado & his grandparents rescue Chris from crackhead parents. Jensen goes away to the "city" . Jensen & his partner have a baby girl via Surrogacy . Jensen partner ends up physically abusing him & he takes the baby girl, drives all night home to ranch, passes out on coach. Alona is the doctor in it.

Thanks
 
 
22 October 2017 @ 12:22 am
Hi guys, I'm looking for a story I read years ago and can't seem to re-find so maybe its been deleted.

Jensen is mugged and Jared finds him in an ally or something on Christmas Eve. He has a dislocated shoulder, Jared takes him to the hospital and stays with him even though he's a complete stranger and Jensen is sure he has better things to do etc.

That's pretty much it really. Thanks in advance :)
 
 
19 October 2017 @ 12:13 am
Dear Mods, I apologize in advance if this is not the right forum to ask this. I have been searching a lot of stories based on tags that are listed on this comm, however, I keep running into recs for more stories listed on Delicious (a lot of recommendations to go to lists there) but I have never been able to connect to one of the links. Is Delicious no longer available? I'd hate to lose access to what seems like a treasure load of stories.

Again, I apologize if this is not the right forum to ask this question. I'm just hoping to be able to find some really good stories that have been recommended.

Thank you in advance for any guidance you can offer. (Sorry, not sure I tagged properly.)

Question answered - Thank you!
 
 
01 September 2017 @ 12:31 pm
Hey all,

So I'm looking for a fic that I read years ago. All I can remember is that Jensen is raising an autistic son, and Jensen himself is on the spectrum but was never officially diagnosed. I just remember moments where Jensen could recognize some of his own characteristics and mannerisms in his child.

On that note, I would greatly appreciate any recs that deal with either of the J's or the Winchesters raising an autistic child (or one with asperger's syndrome). Or the reverse of that would be great as well: either of the J's/Winchesters having autism/asperger's while raising a child (neurotypical or otherwise). Any pairings welcome.

Thanks!
 
 
01 September 2017 @ 01:13 am

I'm devastated! Seriously, my breath caught and I thought I'd cry, when I went to read one of my all time favorites, "Fucking Koadiak, Alaska", only to find its been deleted, for a re-write. Xenodike has OK'd sharing, so could someone please, pretty please send it to me?