Hey guys...any help is appreciated.  I have search everywhere for a story I read and need help finding it.  John gets possessed and hurts Sam permanently (shattering his ribcage).  This spirit keeps trying to hurt Sam.  It possesses Dean but he fights back.  Bobby, Caleb, Josh are all in the story.  Thanks in advance!

Please help!  I cannot find a story I read.  It had John convincing Dean that they needed to be really hard physically on Sam.  Sam runs away and gets help.  However he then ends up being kidnapped by a teacher who abuses him.  Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Hi, I read the summary of this fic while browsing through fic recs, found it interesting, and thought I saved it, but apparently, I didn't, and now I can't find it anywhere.It was a post-hell fic set in S6 or S7. Sam got out of hell but is psychologically damaged, Dean does his best to look after his brother, and Sam brought a hellhound from hell that protects him. Anyone?

Looking for any abused/hurt Sam stories that have John as the abuser.  Love it when there is angst with John and Dean.  Any help would be great.

So i have one specific search and another just general. 1) there is a story which i think was on fanfiction.net but not 100%. It was deffently a teen!chester. Sam disappears when he was young and is hone for a very long time. Dean never gives up the search and with the help from the other hunters (paster jim, celeb, bobby) they eventually find him but he is deffrent. Trumatized from the abuse. John was in it but cant remember if he was helping or the bad guy. Loved the story just cant remeber enough to find it.

2) just a general search. Looking for Sam struggling lots, traumatized, PTSD. or just any story with Sam struggling with a disorder like OCD, PTSD, disability. I always prefer a weechester or teenchester story and anything with the whole gang! John, Dean, Bobby, Jim, Celeb. I love them all looking after Sammy!

Hey so I have a general and a specific search if anyone can help. 

1)Sam was struggling with outbursts and nightmares and along all that he was beginning some serious OCD tendencies. That's all I really remember but was a real good.

2) While I was reading this I was wondering if there was any other stories similar or with the ae kind of struggling Sam. For example, Sam with OCD, Tourette's or just generally unstable with John, Dean and the other hunters looking after him and keeping him safe. 

Any help would be Great!

Thanks 

I've been dying to re read this one, but my Google skills fail me.

It was a hurt!Sam fic set mid series, maybe season 6, 7, or 8? Sam was driving to get dean something or whatever andhe pulled up at a stop light. He sees behind him a bus of kids is stuck directly on railroad tracks, the barriers somehow malfunctioned and the train was coming, so sam made a calculated decision to run the red light, into a dangerous intersection, so that the bus could pull up, thus saving the kids.
Pretty sure there were like low self esteem / suicidal!sam aspects too.

Also any similar hurt!Sam suicidal/low self esteem car crash fics would be soooooo appreciated :)

Hey, not sure I'm doing this right but I cant find the fic so. I read a Supernatural fanfic a while back and I'm craving it now.

There was a bigger age gap between Dean and Sam, Dean had a job at a diner and Sammy sometimes sat there and did his homework. He was a kid, Dean was older. THIS IS NOT WINCEST PLEASE

Castiel lived with his brothers (and sisters) and had a crush on Dean? It was pretty cute. I'm also pretty sure Dean was in trouble and Cas was trying to help him, but Dean wasn't letting him.

I'm not sure whether it was the same fic, or if I'm confusing the two, but I believe there may have been some drunk John abusing Dean thing going on. If it is the same fic, I remember a scene where John hit Dean and some broken glass got involved. Dean woke up bloody with glass embedded in his back, I think he tried go on throughout his day like that too.

I'd really appreciate it if you could find this for me! If it is actually two different fics, I'd love to get both. Thank you in advance!

ps: I tried to get as many tags as I could think of, but I may have missed some :/

Looking for Dean and Sam fics with Dean being protective of Sam. I would like longer more "meaty" stories. Ones in school aged and up are great. Not really looking for wincest, more like general, but I'd read wincest if it was something good. Please good writing that I can sink my teeth into. So much bad writing out there it's hard to comb through it all. 

First of all, I've gone through the tags and for the life of me I can't find this story anymore. It's a Teenchesters story. Dean sells his body to have enough money to take care of Sam. In this story Dean was somewhere outside in the woods (?) or at a remote area to meet with an older guy who wants to have sex with Dean. I can't remember if it was Dean's first time hustling. I vaguely remember that the guy ws pretty rough with Dean or did more than they originally agreed on. I think that the act itself took place on the hood of the car (the guy's car?). Sam was close by the whole time (think he waited in the Impala) and even though Dean instructed him to "play bossom", Sam still looked and saw what was happening to Dean. After the act, Dean feeling humiliated, the guy noticed Sam somehow and was about to attack Sam and grabbed him (not sure). That's when Dean went apeshit. It was a classic case of Dean taking a lot but don't you dare to ever mess with Sammy situation. I'm aware that this is all pretty vague. Must have been five years ago that I read this. Any help would be greatly appreciated.