29 September 2019 @ 05:28 pm

Hi All,


I am searching for an older Castiel/Dean fic, I think it was completed in 2015, and it was posted on AO3. The premise of the story was that there is no Supernatural stuff and Sam was just accepted into college. In order to pay for it Dean gets back into the Dom/Sub world and Cas buys his contract. Not a ton of sex happens in the beginning mostly Dean kneeling at Castiel's feet. I remember later in the story they actually start dating and they meet each others family. If anyone knows where I could find this story that would be great!!!


Thanks

 
 
I read it a while back, and I only remember a few details clearly. I’m pretty sure Jared was kidnapped. He was either being trained to be a slave or a sub by Jensen.

The particular part I remember was Jared had finally called Jensen Master. After that I believe Misha hurts or rapes him, and after that I think Jared stopped calling him Master because Jensen was supposed to keep him from being hurt? I think I remember Chris in it as well.

I’ve been through so many previous posts looking for it, and other searches. It is NOT Smoke and Mirrors by alecx_5, though it’s along those lines.

I’ve also looked through the fics I’ve downloaded and I don’t already have it. Any help is appreciated if that scene sounds familiar.

This community has been amazing with my previous requests, and I’m so thankful for this place! I’ve found so many good fics to read going back through old posts!
 
 
Hi, guys,

I read a fic during July of 2015 (when it was posted) where Sam is at Stanford and he starts doing gay porn to pay for tuition. He is ace but it feels good and he has crazy endurance, so he keeps doing it, making more and more money doing riskier and riskier shit--there's one specific scene I remember where he's doing a BDSM dungeon porn scene where several dom guys have their way with him. Between shots he does homework/studies in the corner.

When I read it, it was a WIP and the most recent chapter had Dean involved in some way--probably Dean visiting Sam at Stanford?

It was one of my very favorites and it got deleted from AO3, so I would be very thankful if anyone had an LJ link/download/other source.

Thanks!
 
 
30 April 2019 @ 02:00 pm
To start, I know it isn’t “Please Dean” or “The Freak on His Leash”, both of which I’ve read, but something similar.

I recall it being set during S5E1, started with Dean and Sam driving somewhere. Sam was feeling guilty over freeing Lucifer and decided to just start obeying Dean, since Sam thinks everything he does is wrong.

I distinctly remember a scene where Sam pees in the car because he didn’t tell Dean he had to go. I think maybe Dean told him to be quiet and that’s why?

After that, some D/s stuff happens but gradually Dean starts becoming more abusive to Sam and Sam just takes it. If I recall correctly it just sort of ends like that but I’m not entirely sure. It’s been years since I read it. That’s really the only specific stuff I remember.

I think I read it on LJ. Pretty sure it was a long one-shot but I can’t say for sure.

Thank you in advance for any help!
 
 
05 April 2019 @ 06:22 pm
I read this fic a couple of years ago on AO3 , It is a BDSM universe fic , Dean goes to live with Sam in Palo Alto he is a submissive and works as a mechanic . Cas is Sam's professor and asks for his permission to court Dean .Sam acted as Dean's guardian .
Any ideas ?
 
 
06 November 2018 @ 01:25 pm
Hi, I’ve been looking for this fic to no avail, so I’ll be really thankful if someone could find it for me.

It’s a J2 AU with older Jared, and Jensen apparently plays too much and his father placed him under Jared’s care to be disciplined. The discipline has sexual aspects as well and I remember Jensen trying to escape (but I may be wrong). I think Jensen also became a better student after that.

I remember Jared using Ginger(?) on Jensen, not knowing that he’s allergic to it, and it ended up with Jensen in the hospital. Jared became guilty after that and went back to JDM (who used to discipline Jared the same way Jared disciplined Jensen) and Jared feeling like he should stop things with Jensen, but Jensen forgives Jared and they end up together again.

I hope this is enough to go on! Thank you!
 
 
03 October 2018 @ 09:47 pm
I'm looking for a specific BDSM J2 story, but I'm hazy on the details. I don't even know if the story was ever completed. I remember reading that Jensen agreed to be Jared's Dom but only on certain days (weekends maybe), and Jensen took on other Subs. I remember Jared being really upset about that and possibly even wanted to severe their contact because Jensen wasn't being exclusive with him. That's pretty much all I remember, so if someone knows the story...that would be fantastic.
 
 
18 July 2018 @ 06:55 am
Hiya! I don't know of this sort of fic exists but I'm looking for fics where Sam is kidnapped by demons and made a slave, sex or otherwise, though it love to see him getting dommed a bit. If hes kept for a while until dean saves him thatd be cool too!
Thanks!
 
 

This was a smut fic that was Top Dean x Bottom Sam. Dean received a request from an old friend to investigate the BDSM club said friend owned. Sam was surprised Dean was into the BDSM life. Dean and Sam are going to go undercover in the club to hunt what they believe (and turns out to be if I remember correctly) a siren. Sam realizes "oh wow dean was bisexual? I watched him have sex with girls all the time and apparently missed the hairy legs on half of them." 

Dean takes Sam to his other old friend who is a girl who sets Sam up with a leather outfit and a collar. Dean gets all hot and bothered by Sam. Dean and Sam are both attracted to each other but both believe the other doesn't want them. They both go undercover in the club and Sam bumps into a guy outside the bathroom and finds out "oh my gosh Dean hates this guy" and finds out Dean was practically raped by this guy years ago when Dean was more into the Sub life.

Later, cue hot makeout session between Dean and Sam to attract the attention of the siren. Dean and Sam figure out oh wow we are definitely hot for each other. Dean and Sam wore protective charms (or something) so as not to fall victim to the siren's effects on them. Smut smut smut.

With all that I remember of this Fic you would think it would be easy to find. 

 
 
12 April 2018 @ 02:17 am
Gabriel decides it's time that baby brother Castiel lost his virginity and so he hires a male prostitute for Cas' birthday. But Gabe gets his wires crossed and accidentally hires a dom, Dean Winchester. I think this wss originally a prompt on the kinkmeme but I'm pretty sure I read the finished fic on AO3.
 
 
01 April 2018 @ 02:57 am
Hey everyone! Someone had been kind enough to send me the ebook of Carry On by TamrynEradani, but I’m wondering if anyone else has any of her other stories? I’m still so bummed she deleted them, and am hoping copies of them still exist somewhere.
 
 
fic found, link in comments! cut for explicit content

Read more... )

I might have gotten some of the details wrong so if you know anything that sounds even remotely like this please let me know! Like swapping out Castiel for Misha and Dean for Jensen. Also it was not "Carry On", I have seen that fic and its not the same one. I am absolutely certain it was part of some sort of fic/art exchange (I want to say it was christmas or a holiday themed "gift exchange" scenario but not entirely sure) .I'm pretty certain it was on Ao3 but can't find it. Believe it might have also been on tumblr because of a link back to the artist. 
 
 
05 February 2018 @ 12:35 am

Any and all fics with Sub!Sam where hes completely at Dean's mercy, and loving every second.

 
 
20 January 2018 @ 12:27 am
it's been awhile since i read it but i know it was a long fic, possibly a big bang.

it was sub/dom universe and all i really remember is that jensen jared wondered what it was like over the wall during school? i think doms were superior to subs, his mom was a sub too but it's not what he wanted to be i think? i don't remember much aside from that, ring any bells?

forgive me for any tags i missed!
 
 
16 January 2018 @ 01:44 am
Hi everyone, i see her stories referenced a lot in spn-kink meme and some delicious accounts.  Does anyone have any copies of her stories or know where to find them.  I am interested in bottom Dean ones.

thank you.
 
 
08 January 2018 @ 11:10 pm

I read this fic a while back and I honestly don't know where I found it, but I can't seem to find it again. It was about the boys going undercover at as a dom/sub couple at some kind of club. I remember that Dean was posing as the dom because he had been on the scene before. He dressed Sam up and liked the view. I feel like I remember Sam with his shirt off, and some shows going on at the club. Maybe there were masks? I think I remember Dean giving Sam a sort of crash course on how to Sub, and if I recall there was some kneeling involved. I found one that I think is kind of like it on Ao3, but it doesn't seem to have the depth I remember from this fic. Does anyone know what I'm talking about or has it been so long that I'm mixing up multiple fics?

 
 
Hi! I'm looking for a specific fic where Jared is a professional Dom and Jensen hires his services. Jared is dating JDM, but is not a Dom outside of his work. He and Jensen become attracted to each other and I think (unless I'm misremembering) Jared eventually asks not to work with Jensen anymore because of the attraction. Later he acts like a Dom in the bedroom with JDM but he isn't into it and the two of them break up and he goes to Jensen. 
 
 
17 October 2017 @ 03:36 am
Hello everyone!

I hope somebody can help me find this one. I remember it being posted at AO3 and it was - at that time - a regurlarly updated WIP. Jared was quite curious about BDSM and he hired Jensen, a professional DOM, for one session. A couple of days later, he starts his internship in a company and Jensen turns out to be his superior. They both work on the financial department, if I am not mistaken. Jared is shocked by the encounter but they do talk discretly about the issue and decide they can work together. Jensen is very in control and a litlle standoff-ish to Jared in order to separate what happened from their work. There's a lot of UST and then they get together - or at least have more sessions together - but Jensen warns Jared he will keep his work as a DOM. I remember they fought or Jared wasn't really happy about because he has fallen for Jensen. That's when I lost it! It was detailed and well written!

Thanks in advance.
 
 
Hi the story/verse has been deleted.  I was wondering if anyone had a copy.  I don't know too much about it, I saw some art and it looked good.  Thanks for any help.
 
 
02 October 2017 @ 12:45 am
Hello! So I've been looking for a couple of stories on and off for a while now, but I have yet to find either of them, so here I am.

The first story was J2, and was actually a (PWP oneshot) sequel or epilogue to a much longer story. I don't remember much about the long one, but the sequel/epilogue definitely involved dom!Jensen and bottom/subby!Jared. There was some sort of kidnapping RP going on, I think, or at least a rape RP, but it was all very consensual. I think I remember a line about Jared smiling beneath his silky blindfold? Jared being so comfortable with the RP definitely had some sort of connection to the main story. I remember that Jared was grabbed into a small dark room or something? I'm also pretty sure Jensen was rich...

The second one is one where Sam was de-aged to like two or something, and I know Dean definitely ends up feeling guilty for how he was treating Sam. It was a pretty similar concept to The Things You Do, as it was Gabriel/the Trickster who put the spell on Sam. I'm pretty sure this fic was set more in season 4/5, though, as I think I remember there being a connection to Dean and Sam playing their parts. I'm also pretty sure that, again, like The Things You Do, someone was kidnapped. I'm pretty sure Dean didn't kmow that it was Gabriel who put the spell on Sam, though, and only found out before rescuing the kidnappee. All in all, very similar to The Things You Do, but if memory serves, this fic was written by a more experienced author, as there were no *cue action within astrix* within the story.
 
 
24 September 2017 @ 08:37 pm
Greetings fellow travelers! Though i'm not a fan of the book or the movies, i would like for you guys to recommend any and all stories of sam/dean or jensen/jared based on the Fifty Shades of Grey movie or concept. Please and thank you in advance!
 
 
The story "The Snow Covers Over My Footsteps" (sometimes mis-titled "The Snow Covers My Footsteps") was a prompt fill over at spnkink-meme. This is an 18+ / fetish / non-con story.

The first 7 parts can still be found on the original comment thread (WARNING 18+), but when the author, loneredsock, deleted their journal, the rest of the story (parts 8 - 29) was taken down with it.

I've tried searching strings taken from the parts that are available but I have been unable to find this story posted anywhere else. Neither this story nor the author are listed on the deleted page for this community.

Someone's gotta have it!

FOUND:

nicky69 did have it! Hooray! I've tidied up the file and uploaded it to my drive:

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B34FRzds-RLaUFo0WFE4d0JxelE/view?usp=sharing
 
 
25 June 2017 @ 04:56 pm
Hi guys,

I'm looking for a specific fic that I think I read on AO3.

Sam is kidnapped by a Trickster (I think he was called Jeremy) and when Dean finds him he gets captured too. The trickster wants them to have sex for his amusement, and wants Dean to dominate Sam. I vaguely remember something about him giving them dom/sub handbooks and not allowing Sam to wear any clothes. I also think he may have drugged Sam to make him more cooperative, and whenever Dean doesn't obey he rapes Sam himself. In the end Bobby finds them and rescues them.

Any help would be much appreciated :)
 
 
23 May 2017 @ 07:51 pm
I'm searching for a specific story... I remember the following:

- Dean/Sam
- Set in either Season 4 or 5
- Dean is angry at Sam for lying, etc during season 4
- Fight in motel??
- Somehow Sam ends up doing whatever dean wants to show how much he wants forgiveness. Not sure if it starts out sexual or not. Dean punishes Sam in various ways.
- Not a short fic. Maybe in the 10-50k range? Possibly multi chapter??

Thanks!!
 
 
16 March 2017 @ 08:25 am
I'm looking for a specific fic which I am pretty sure is bottom sub Sam, where Dean has him tied down to a table, maybe it was prostate milking I know at some point Sam begs Dean to ''Help him come.''

Then Dean says something like, ''You're already coming.''

I know at the end is fluffy aftercare, I would appreciate any help in finding it as it has started to annoy me that I can't find it, thanks.
 
 
23 February 2017 @ 11:47 pm
I think castiel is an assassin or a killer, who on the job freed a young dean from slavery.

castiel becomes obsessed with dean. otherwise he is apathetic. later he goes undercover as deans slave to get closer to dean. He goes to the room where dean is having a threesome and they have sex.

Cas can leave at any time he just doesn't want to. Its like a vacation to him. He finally leave at the end.

At the end dean realizes castiel is the one who saved him.
 
 
13 February 2017 @ 10:11 pm
Looking for fanfic based on authentic BDSM - not gratuitous pain or a zillion toys, but the authentic relationship of trust and intimacy and exchange of control between dom and sub. Any recs you have are greatly appreciated.

No a/b/o, please (often confused w/ BDSM). Also no angel sex. Thanks.
 
 
01 January 2017 @ 02:13 pm
Hello!

1 ) Because there is coming Fifity Shade of Darker movie, I was wondering is there J2 version this movie? Or Sam/Dean. I didin´t like the the first movie but J2 version it could work ;D I like long fic but you can one shot, too! Only TopSam, please ;p

2) Anything dark Sam/Dean fic. ? Give me your favorites!
affliction
3) Also PrgenantDean are ok, too! Only TopSam again.

4) some history fanfiction with J2 or Sam/Dean

Thank you!
 
 
10 September 2016 @ 12:45 am
I am looking for a specific fic.  I am sure I was reading it on AO3 I lost my bookmark and I don't remember the name of the author or fic and I can't seem to find it.

 What I remember is that is was a WIP Its has a soulmate/truemate storyline.  Also I think its Sub/Dom/Switches.  Dean is Sub. its starts off with John taking Dean when he was little and told him that Sam and Mary were dead (I think) John tells dean that people like Bobby don't like Subs so not to bother trying to contact them but John had told everyone else that Dean was dead.  John treats Dean like crap says he isn't good for anything because he is a sub.  Sets him up in a house somewhere to act as his personal research library and medic as John travels hunting.  Dean has a job as a mechnic.  I think he works with Benny.  Anyway he ends up fixing Cas' car and he turns out is Sam's roommate.  Also later in the story Dean has an accident at the shop and get run over by a car and bust his leg.  I would really appriciate help finding this its been driving me nuts for weeks
 
 
I don't know what happened to my bookmarks, please help me find this fic! It was only one chapter and never updated, but it was a decent size. Castiel and Gabriel are angels, but Dean isn't involved in the supernatural at all. Gabriel hires Dean to act as dominant for Cas, and when he's telling Cas about the present beforehand Cas says something about it being a 'him' and Gabriel gives him a look and says, "Don't even. You are so gay."

Dean is a professional dominant and when Gabriel contacts him by email saying (Kali?) recommended him, he's got a sore throat from the night before and is reluctant, but the one who recommended helped him learn about BDSM, stay safe, and was a great dom, so Dean accepts and asks Gabriel to tell his client to bring a change of clothes. Gabriel brings Cas and leaves him at Dean's house. Cas can see Dean's soul and is surprised that instead of a nest of debauchery this is a 'genuinely good, pure soul'. Dean and Cas sit at the kitchen table and Dean explains safe, sane, consensual and goes over the list of kinks with him. Cas had to ask more to be explained and why it would appeal than Dean was used to, but he was patient. Was safeword 'apple pie' or something like that? After, they went downstairs to start and Cas could see Dean's gold soul change with auburn tones of passion as they started.

Dean blindfolded Cas, but Cas can still see souls with his angelic vision and also chose how to feel through his vessel when Dean started warming him up with something (maybe a cane while Cas laid on a bench?) Dean remarked on how Cas went down so easily, because his trust and naturally obedient body language and no self-consciousness about stripping. At one point, watching his soul, Cas wondered why humanity's destruction had to come about with good people there, Dean noticed his distraction, and Cas said there was something unpleasant at work he was being forced to do, so Dean told him he'd be putting that out of his mind in the scene and let him take care of it. Dean looked at Cas' vessel and would have considered him an officeworker who ran to stay in shape from the muscle on his legs, but the stillness and deliberate way Cas moved made him feel like there was something else. Dean is glad he chose to accept the client because Cas is so open and he wouldn't want him to be hurt/ruined for BDSM if his first exposure to it was with an unworthy, careless dom.

Thanks so much for any help!

EDIT: Found on my own; if anyone is interested the fic is An Angel's Salvation by TokiMirage. Link on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/627676/chapters/1134206
 
 
20 July 2016 @ 05:04 am
Hello, I am anxiously trying to find a Dean/Cas fic I was sure I read on archiveofourown. I think the two parts were a series, one chapter each. Human AU, Cas is a stuntman for movies and Dean is the makeup artist with Jo his apprentice, and Cas is first feeling a bit isolated for craving BDSM.

Cas is a masochist and goes to a dive BDSM club to get flogged by a stranger, wearing a fake wedding ring as an unspoken excuse for not being into a relationship, just scenes. Cas shows up late for makeup the next day, and really feels Dean's disappointment, and can't help reacting to leaning back in the chair vulnerable while Dean gives him a shave. Dean calls him a tinglehead or something like that about how sensual things effect him so much. Cas is reacting submissively to Dean but hardly realizes it until he helps Dean carry his makeup cases to the Impala and Dean reveals the BDSM triskele necklace he wears and Cas puts together everything, including Dean's leather kink. Dean invites Cas to an upscale invitation-only BDSM club where trusted people have wings on leather jackets as someone to ask for help.
Second chapter/fic in series is from Dean's perspective. Dean's safety call is to Cain and Abaddon, who asked if he found his date on fetlife and when he says Cas is not 'leather' like them advise him to feel it out by wearing a certain pair of leather boots. When Cas arrives early and passes the test of reading and questioning the club guidelines and getting a wristband showing he is not drinking and can participate in a scene, Dean is getting his leather boots polished by another guy into leather, and Cas has to bite back the jealousy to wait. Dean and Cas discuss their hard and soft limits, service submission, and hint the relationship will be longer and deeper than Cas has done before. They end up doing a scene where Cas shows he disobeyed Dean's dress code by wearing his lucky (hot pink?) panties, and is either spanked or flogged.

Thank you to anyone who recognizes this, I really enjoyed the BDSM culture and hope I can find it to read again!
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
What I remember from the story was that Jared (omega) was forced to go live with Jensen (alpha) by his stepmother IIRC, in exchange for money or business or something. Jared was given his own room, with an attached sort of bdsm playroom/heat room. Jared was an artist and kept painting scenes of Jensen being killed. Misha was Jensen's butler I believe. Jensen promised not to touch Jared till he asked for it, then waited till he went into heat.

Found! Never Say Never by [livejournal.com profile] tipsy_kitty :D

Any recs along these lines would also be appreciated: J2, A/B/O, forced/arranged mating/marriage.
 
 
18 April 2016 @ 01:43 am
I am dying to re-read the fic Trio by micamonroe but I can't gain access to it. I tried messaging them but they haven't been active in a long time, I was wondering if anybody had a copy they could send me or a way to get in touch with the author to get me a copy. Thanks in advance!
 
 
Ok so what I remember is at the beginning there's like a BDSM meet-up I THINK at Jensens place and Jared is there with OMC who didn't really tell Jared how anything works and he doesn't have a safe word or anything. Que Jensen scaring the guy off and taking care of Jared. I also remember Jensen would give Jared pieces of chocolate after scenes. It was really heavy on the after care.

All my love to whoever can find this xoxoxox
 
 
19 March 2016 @ 01:42 am
Hi guys! I'm looking for fics that deal with sub-drops, for whatever reason it may be. While I'm not too picky about pairings I would prefer Wincest ones.

The second thing I'm looking for is JohnxMary stories, I've browsed through the johnxmary tag here and on various other places and I'm hoping that you guys can help me find more.

Thank you!
 
 
16 March 2016 @ 03:57 pm
I'm hoping someone has the complete (I know it hasn't been completely re-edited) Becoming !verse. Chapters 14-24 are not accessible. The last edited chapter was reposted three years ago.

If someone has a copy and wouldn't mind sharing (and if the author is okay with it), please let me know.

Link in comments thanks to [livejournal.com profile] deserthighway.
 
 
I have a specific fic that despite all my efforts I cannot find. I remember it started with the boys in a safe house, it was a well known hunters safe house and they are useing it to safely try out a new BDSM addition to their relationship. Dean is expirenced and Sam is not. Dean keeps Sam in restraints pretty much the entire time and if I'm remembering correctly he bought him a posture collar cause he thinks it will make Sam feel safer. It was a longer story because it covered a weeks worth of time in detail. Any help with this would be greatly appreciated.
 
 
 
20 January 2016 @ 08:30 am
I can't remember much but the world is divided into subs and doms even as children they are separated into schools to teach them to submit and dom. I can't remember who is who but I think they don't understand why it's this way or they realize they're the other??

I do remember one of their parents are in a sub/dom marriage

I also think the sub saw a dom being harsh to another sub and that Dom commented on how one of the boys treated theirs?
 
 
Hello! A few requests because I definitely don't have finals to be studying for.

1) Specific fic – Fairly certain I read this on ao3 but tag searching is failing me. Wincest, set far enough in the seasons to be at the bunker I’m 95% sure. One of the brothers got back from a solo hunt and had been back for a week or so, but Sam didn’t really react. Dean was pissed because he felt ignored. Sam takes him to Vegas for vacation to make up for it? They had a dom/sub relationship and I think Dean’s leg was permanently injured. There was a scene where Sam takes Dean to a club to show him off and pulls a knife on a guy who gets too close.

2) Specific fic - This one is… kinda graphic. Age reversal where Dean’s the baby brother and Sam is the angry dark overprotective brother. Dean was taken and strung up in a sewer by a monster and he was hanging there with at least one other victim, who ends up getting her abdomen shredded. There’re pretty intense descriptions of that. Dean had this thing that never got explained about how he would always see these eyes, like tons of pairs of eyes and there was some kind of significance about the color of them.

3) General – Rec me all the at-least-mostly-happy bunker fics. Gen or wincest, don’t care, but no other overt pairings otherwise preferably... because BROTHERS. I just get warm happy feelings about the brothers being all domestic in the bunker and Dean cooking or Sam being in love with all the books in the library. I will read pretty much anything that has the word "nesting" in the description honestly.

Thank you. ☺
 
 
Hi there!Sorry if my description of all the vents in the fanfic is very long but I DO LOVE THIS FIC :(

A loooong time ago I read a long j2 AU fanfic here on lj where hooker!Jensen gets booked by a filthy rich man,mystery man Jared. He gets booked for a long period of time and there's a lot of very violent S/M involved.
Jared is from what I recall a sort of drug lord or something and has a big entourage (CW actors are in this story too)
During this time Jensen gets in touch with one of his older clients,an old lady,who tells him that if he ever feels like he's in danger,he can call this number she gives him and wherever he is he'll be found and saved by a sort swat squad.
Everything seems fine but!!! one time Jared hosts a party on his boat and he has sex with Jensen..but he's hurting so bad he can't take it anymore and wanting to leave he calls the "special"number.
Finally they rescue him and he comes home safe and sound leaving his old escort life behind..but after some weeks /months JARED FOUND HIM!Poor Jensen :'((

He's a very deranged man and the author express this exquisitely.
Oh and it turns out (don't remember if jared tells him this at the very end) that Jared knew Jensen since high school,but poor Padabear was a nerdy loser who wanted to impress Jensen with no avail.
In that moment Jay realised that he'd change his image and get a "revenge" on Jensen in the future.

That's pretty much it.
It's a fantastic story,compelling and it'll get you all paranoid!!trust me!It'd be a great thriller on screen,yeeppp.

I hope someone can help me finding this precious jem!
 
 
06 December 2015 @ 11:42 pm

Hey everyone, I'm looking for a destiel fic where cas is a pianist, and him and dean live together.  Cas comes from a religious family. A little dom/sub stuff with dean being the dom. Anyone read it?

 
 
28 November 2015 @ 08:14 pm
if i am remembering this right, Castiel and Dean enter a BDSM relationship. Castiel is a lawyer or a Fed, I think... As time goes by Dean notices that Cas is working on a case that may put Alistair and friends in jail. but Cas and family/co-workers are having troubles finding witnesses willing to speak up. eventually Dean admits to knowing Alistair and later willing to testify for the D.A. ... Alistair and company get wind of this and Alistair almost succeeds in making Dean look as if he was taking his own life... I remember clearly that Dean was drugged and in the bath tub and he was crying saying he was sorry. and Alistair comforts him even as he slits Dean's wrist or thigh...

I think i read it on AO3 and it may have been as recent as last year?

any help in finding this fic would be appreciated.
thank you,
sincerely
jazzy

FOUND - ORPHEUS by sysrae
http://archiveofourown.org/works/2364347/chapters/5220227
 
 
20 November 2015 @ 11:56 pm
I've really like the sub Jared stories I've read but until recently I hadn't really read any sub Jensen stories except for dollylux,s Merry Christmas, Ya Filthy Animal currently I'm reading dishonestdream's The Black Cartel Series.  The only problem I have with The Black Cartel is the fact that it's more abusive than true BDSM. Hey I read the warnings and it's not like I don't enjoy the series and continue to read it but I like the kind of BDSM with some nice aftercare and tender moments.  Yeah, it sounds kinda cheesy but when I was partaking in the life myself I always liked that part best, when your sub is good, reward them, when they are bad punish them but then give them tender aftercare, it's important.  So yeah, looking for some BDSM with Jensen as the sub and Jared as the Dom that itcludes rewards, punishment and aftercare  Neither of them dying and . . . bloodplay kinda squicks me a bit but at this point, I'll take anything! Thanks in advance!
 
 
19 November 2015 @ 12:14 am
So I'm a huge sucker for needy!omega/submissive!Dean, so I'd love if you could recommend me some wincest fics revolving around that. Bonus points if it somehow incorporates Dean being no one's bitch, except Sammy's and takes pride in submitting to him :3 (it's not a must though). Please and thank you!
 
 
31 October 2015 @ 08:02 pm
Hello! I know I said it's a generic search, but it turned out to be quite the specific generic search ;)
So, I have just recently caught up with the series, so I have lost most of the fics on season 9 and 10. I was wondering whether someone out there had fics with demon!Dean and/or Dean feat. mark of Cain doing painful /saying hurtful things to his partner. I am quite open minded, I usually go for wincest, but I'll take destiel as well.
Anything along those lines is very well accepted. Now for the more specific part. Still featuring Dean not being able to control his anger and actions under the influence of the mark, maybe something where there is an established relationship and sometimes they play around with light BDSM, but then when they get down to it this time Dean can't control himself and does not stop as he normally would and ends up hurting Sam (or Cas). Tears are appreciated. Death-fics not so much thank you. Possibly fix-it at the end? And cuddling? I have a thing for hurt!sam and protective!dean...
I hope I am not the only one who thought of something like this...!

Thanks!
 
 
06 October 2015 @ 04:13 pm
With so many canon interrogation scenes in the show (the Winchesters with demons, Crowley with loads of people/monsters, etc) you’d think this kink would be more common in fic, but I just can't seem to find it?

Any pairing, sexual or non-sexual, safe and sane or not so much... anything really, just as long as it’s interrogation roleplay (which means of course consensual).

Does a fic like this exist?
 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
 
 
20 September 2015 @ 10:42 pm
I am looking for stories similar to At Last His Grace  in which everyone is either a Dom or a sub (Alpha/omega will also work) and Dean is a submissive who is hiding his orientation.
Less specifically, I'm looking for fics where a (reluctantly?) submissive Dean is shown how to let go, to lay down his burden and let someone else take control for a while. Basically, I have a lot of angsty sub!Dean feels and I want BDSM with emotion and someone taking care of Dean.
I prefer Cas/Dean as the main pairing, but I'm quite happy with Sam/Dean or Benny/Dean as well, and any poly variations on those couplings.
I also prefer longer fics to shorter, but I'll take what I can get. 
 
 
I'm looking for any fics (perferrably less than 100,000 words) that involve sub!Dean, bondage, and anal plugs. It doesn't matter which forum. Thanks!
 
 
31 July 2015 @ 05:49 pm
Hi all, I'm desperately searching for a specific fic and sadly cannot remember where I read it. I remember only a few things:

It is a world where all people are either doms or subs (sam is a dom, dean is a sub), and subs need to be under the guidance of a dom by law. Dean works illegally as a hunter (he cannot become a member in the hunters-guild), hasn't seen Sam in years, and gets caught by the police. That is where he meets Agent Gabriel. Gabriel and Cas are both members of an important family.

Gabriel and Dean hit it off (bad pun indented) and Dean moves in with him (he needs to show that he can submit to a dom, I think). Eventually, Dean and Sam meet up again, and Sam works together with Cas to help improve the situation of subs in general. Sam and Cas are lawyers, and Sam is dating Jess.

Any ideas what story I'm talking about?

What I really liked in the story was the need for subs to achieve a 'high' (don't remember what it is called, sorry). So if there are any other stories like that out there, please, please let me know (prefer sub Dean/Jensen).

Thanks!