23 October 2019 @ 03:56 pm
Hi y'all! I'm looking for a fic called "Finding Home" (I think that's the name?) Possibly written by Jassy?
Essentially, Sam is "cursed" and turned into a dog, I think Dean names him Ozzy and Sam is the best hunter/dog, and happy to live as a dog next to Dean... until the witch mentions that Sam has been with them (John is there) the entire time. She forces Sam to turn back, but he can switch between forms. Sam is afraid so he runs away. Dean and John both try to get Sam back. I think there was a sequel as well.

I know that sounds jumbled... anyway, if anyone knows the location or has a copy (I'd like the sequel too if possible), I would appreciate it.

Thanks guys!
 
 

Hi, I am looking for a fic I read a few years ago! IIRC, Sam and Dean are investigating a case in a town where unlikely couples are suddenly getting married because of some kind of love spell. At some point Sam and Dean get hit by the curse and have to fuck or die, and they give into their growing feelings and have sex. Afterwards they still feel attracted to each other and they assume that the spell hasn't broken but it turns out they are genuinely attracted to each other now. I think the witch who cast the spell makes fun of them for it? 


 I'm very hazy on the details so if this sounds at all like any fic you've read please let me know. Thanks!



 
 
16 October 2019 @ 12:46 pm
Hi!
I'm looking for the very old fic, i believe, it was posted on LJ. Dean got sick, something like a ghost curse, he was coughing up come constantly? Apparently the only solution was to give Sam a blowjob? I clearly remember Sam had a shirt on his face, so Dean wouldn't see whose on the recieving end of the blowjob.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
24 September 2019 @ 01:07 am
Help - I just started to read a fic where Dean was found in the doorway of a Dei or Bakery and refused to move. I believe it has 15 chapters & I lost it at the start of chapter 1 !!

What I remeber is a Sheriff named George was able to coax him out, however every question the Sheriff asked Dean his response was " I don't know ". When Sheriff George introduced himself, Dean thought his name was George.

Thanks

De

Found - The Garden of Memory
https://archiveofourown.org/works/11572971/chapters/26003757
 
 
Hello everyone! I'm trying to help a friend find this fic which I recommended for them, but it seems to have been (or the account had been) deleted! :( I'm not good at using the Way Back Machine, but if anyone can find it there or if anyone maybe has a PDF, I would really appreciate it! <3



  • Settling Up, Settling In - by: Fenix21 - Dean's been running himself ragged keeping Sam from scratching at the Wall Death put up in his little brother's head, and things are not okay between the brothers because Sam won't let Dean anywhere near him, and the only thing Dean really wants now? To retire. Because it's the only way to keep Sam safe. But a routine salt and burn leads to a cursed object that causes Sam to go into a sexual frenzy and get Dean pregnant, which is okay with Dean because that seems like the perfect ticket out. Until the Hell in Sam's head starts to spill over and he freaks out when Dean tells him about the baby.

 
 
 
09 March 2019 @ 12:19 pm
Hey, looking for a specific story I read years ago, where Dean has been turned into a girl. The main thing I remember is him and Sam being in a bar and Dean is flirting with some of the men. Sam notices Dean is missing and finds her being raped by one of the men outside. Sam rushes Dean to the hospital and I remember at some point Dean starts bleeding. I'm sure the title began with 'B' or 'D', but I'm not 100% sure. Hope someone recognizes it.
 
 

Hi guys, i'm looking for a multi chapter fic i read awhile ago where Sam, who is maybe 10-12 is bitter about Dean treating him like a kid, so i think he makes an accidental wish (Maybe to fae? or a leprechaun?) to be older. 

I remember that Dean and Sam woke up with their ages swapped, and then they continued to age in opposite directions by threes (Sam was 17 and Dean was 13, Sam was 20 and Dean was 10, etc...) and Sam began to fear that Dean would disappear. John comes back later and almost attacks grown up Sam. 

Also looking for another specific fic on Tumblr (I think) that is a Wincest 2 parter- younger Sam and Dean are together and older Sam and Dean end up in the past with them. Older Sam and Young Sam end up sleeping together and Old Dean and Young Dean do too. But for moral reasons I think Dean won't touch young sam? 

Also if you guys have any good recs about the opposite of De aging, like one of them is an adult or they time travel and meet child them, idk that's my hard to find niche fanfic obsession. 

 
 
Hi! I’m looking for a specific fic with John, Sam and Dean.

John and Sam both fancy Dean in a sexual manner, hence they got this witch to place a curse on Dean. Dean would wake up every morning thinking he was still 16(?) years old and that it was the morning of his birthday. But he would be unfamiliar with the room and couldn’t recognise grown-up Sam, so John and Sam convinced Dean to record a video explaining his ‘unfortunate condition’. The main part of the story revolves around Dean waking up one day with no recollection, and being tricked by John and Sam into thinking that the 3 of them were in a consensual sexual relationship, and they would play nice with him by cooking him his favorite breakfast etc. When night fell, John and Sam restrained Dean and tried to convince him that it was something he liked, except it was revealed that they were the ones who asked a witch to put the curse on Dean. I think there was a short sequel where Dean wakes up and for once, remembers what happened and tried to escape and find Bobby for help.

Couldn’t find this fic anywhere, hope a kind soul could lead me to it, thank you!

Edit: Found! Link in comments below.
 
 
Hi!
I am looking for a fic I read and cant find anymore.
It happens when Sam is at stanford and Dean is cursed and slowly changed into a girl and there is no way to reverse the curse.
I dont remember well but I think that when Dean realise he is changing he tries to hide it from John and have Bobby help him look for a cure.
Then John take him to Missouri so he can learn to deal with being a girl.( I mostly remember Dean and Missouri shopping for bra.)

Thanks in advance!
 
 
Looking for a specific story, which I think is on LiveJournal somewhere.

  • Sam's POV

  • At the start of the story, Sam and Dean are not sleeping with each other.

  • Pre-bunker era, but not set in any specific season (to my recollection).

  • They're on a case, or have just finished a case, and Dean suddenly starts ... um. Having his mouth fill up with semen? randomly? and it turns out that there was a dead porn star from that area whose ghost decided that Dean had perfect cock-sucking lips and wasn't putting them to proper use.

  • Pretty sure the phrase "ghost ejaculate" is used at least once.

  • Burning the body doesn't do anything, so Sam figures that Dean has to give someone a blowjob in order to get the thing to stop. Sam's going to go find someone for Dean to give a blowjob to, but Dean thinks that's too gross and the only person it wouldn't be completely gross with is Sam--so he gives Sam a blowjob, but makes Sam put a towel over his face so that it's somehow less weird.

  • (It's not)

  • (but Sam just about spontaneously combusts anyway)

ETA: Found by [livejournal.com profile] somer: Your Mouth Was Made To Suck My Kiss by [livejournal.com profile] fleshflutter.
 
 
16 February 2018 @ 01:10 am
Hi
I'm looking for a fic where Dean gets cursed by a witch and he leaves Sam behind, Months pass when he gets into a fight with Bobby who finds the cursed object in dean's jacket. Dean then remembers that he had left Sam behind months ago.

Thats pretty much everything I remember.

Thanks
 
 
16 January 2018 @ 08:23 pm
Any fic out there related to 03.15 episode "Time Is On My Side," where Dr. Benton harvests human body parts in order to make himself immortal?  Not necessarily a coda. Looking for any fic that deals with the subject of Sam and/or Dean's immortality - possibly thru a curse of some sort, possibly as a result of their frequent death/resurrection.

Can be Gen or Wincest. No angel sex, please.  Thanks.
 
 
I'm looking for this fic where Sam treats Dean like crap because he is cursed to be pissed at Dean (kind of like in Asylum). At one point, he gets Dean beat up and almost raped and then locks him outside of the motel room. Dean had to take Sam to Missouri to cure him. John was involved as well, but the boys did not know he was there.
 
 
07 November 2017 @ 06:40 pm
Hi! so I'm looking for one specific Wolf!Dean Fic that I can't seem to find. The story revolves on Wolf Dean pretending to be Sam's pet dog. Dean didn't start out as a wolf but got turned into one when John and he went to some Indian Shaman when he was young. Sam knows Dean is his brother but seem to be curious on why dean is a wolf.

I also would like if people would try rec me some nice long Creature Dean fic where he isnt human from the start please. Thanks in advance. :)
 
 
31 July 2017 @ 09:26 pm
Looking for a fic where Dean is somehow cursed or something to shrink really small when he gets aroused and grows to normal size once he gets off or is no longer horny, so he grows and shrinks several times throughout the fic. At one point he grows while sitting in Sam's chest shirt pocket. There's also a point where there in the Imala and Sam has been pulled over and Dean in Sam's pants being naughty and the cop thinks it's all Sam doing something and lectures him. I don't remember how they figure it out.

It's an older fic, pre-season three, I think. I've looked everywhere I can think and unless I missed it I can't find it. Thanks in advance for any help.


~Jayd
 
 
I am dying to find a specific fic that I've read where Sam is cursed or spelled into a spirit state and he can only communicate with Dean through dreams despite being able to wander around the bunker and watch Dean freak out. Dean doesn't believe that it's really Sam talking to him until Sam leaves a bunch of hickeys on him and finds a witch to reverse whatever spell was cast. I did also find it on AO3, but none of my searches seem to be hitting the right keywords. Any help would be much appreciated. 
 
 
03 June 2017 @ 10:08 am
Hello everybody!
I am looking for a fic that I do not remember much but I know it has "secret desire" and "ring" in it. I think that Dean had been cursed so he had to have sex, to be top and bottom. Before, Sam and he had sex but always with Dean on the bottom. Sam wanted to try the other way but Dean didnt want to hurt him. Dean`s secret desire was to be fu... by John, Sam by Dean and John to f... Dean but nobody wanted to admit. Sam and Dean tried to have sex with a prostitute but didn`t work. In the end John , Sam and Dean had all together sex and cure Dean. Dean in the middle, John top, Sam bottom.
I know it's complicated but this is the only thing I remember. The ring sign was on dean stomach and disappeared when the curse was broken. I think.
 
 
Hello everyone, I read those fics a few months back on AO3, but I can't remember the names or authors, so I can't find them again...

1) So the first story was something like that : Dean finds that him and Sam actually touch a lot and creates some kind of plan to touch Sam more and more without Sam noticing anything, and I think that they end up together at the end.

2) For the second one, it was a long story with Sam and Dean being in an established relationship, 'fighting' in an old shaman's shop, and both boys end up being cursed, Sam turning into a wolf by night, and Dean into an eagle by day. They only have one day a week to be together. It involved a (broken) totem repesenting an eagle on top of a wolf, and Bobby being his awesome self and helping the boys, and both of them being kidnapped by demons.


I hope someone can help me, I really loved those fics!



FOUND in the comments!! Thanks a lot *already running to go re-read those stories*
 
 
04 March 2017 @ 07:04 pm
looking for Tiny!Dean fic
found: Maybe Size Doesn't Really Matter
by: justanothersong

http://archiveofourown.org/works/3579291/chapters/7889922

What I remember:
Dean hates his brother's girlfriend Ruby, and Ruby ends up being an actual Witch, who curses Dean into a tiny little person, six inches tall (like in the Littles or the Borrowers).

Desperate to have his own apartment Castiel moves into the apartment where rumors circulate the previous tenant has died and whose body mysteriously disappeared or that he simply ran away.

it was pairing eventual Destiel fic
Its a non-hunters, all human AU.

thank you
sincerely,
jazzy


tags: Cursed!Dean, Shrunken!Dean, Tiny!Dean
affliction: cursed, attribute: adorable!dean, au: boys aren't hunters, genre: roommates, genre: domestic fic, genre: humor, genre: crack/comedy, genre: hurt/comfort, genre: angst, pairing: dean/castiel genre: au, genre: fantasy,
 
 
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08 February 2017 @ 06:42 pm
i'm looking for a fic i read a while ago and can't seem to find.
All i remember is that some men put Sam under some sort of curse or spell were he couldn't be touched by men, it would cause him pain. I think they did it cause they thought he was gay, i cant really remember much, but please help
 
 
04 February 2017 @ 11:59 pm
My Google-fu has left me.......
I read this maybe a year ago, but can't remember title or author. And I can't find it through Google or any of my "normal" lists and communities.

Dean stays with John in a motel, and leaves for some reason. He gets trapped by a beautifull woman, but he can see that there is something wrong. She looks like two different peolpe at once..... Dean gets trapped in a room that looks beautifull, but he can feel the cave hidden in the glamour. He gets out after several days, he hasn't eaten anything that he has been offered but has found some rotten stagnant water in the back of the "real" cave. When he gets out he is blind to everything real but can see fae glamour, and (next to) no time has passed. John helps him with the curse afterwards.

The "Fair people", fairies, the Lords and Ladies, are called Fae in this story.

I believe it was on Livejounal. I think it was written in two or three parts, each of several chapters. It is long!


Found! Thank you.
 
 
 
05 January 2017 @ 01:00 pm
I keep looking for this fic I read but just can't find it. It was Sam/Dean Sam gets cursed somehow and every time Dean touches him he comes. Dean finds out after tackling Sam since Sam suddenly starts avoiding his touch.I remember that Dean tests how long it takes in a diner cause Sam would fight it in public. I'm pretty sure it was on livejournal.

Also are there any stories similar to this? I find a lot with Dean being cursed but not a lot with Sam.

Thanks!
 
 
18 December 2016 @ 09:10 pm
I'm looking for a story revolving around Sam and Dean. I'd appreciate it is someone could help me. I don't remember everything, but do I remember a curse being put on Sam putting him into a deep sleep. I can't remember if he gets hurt or if a witch does it. I think Dean takes him to Bobby's. I think Jody was in it too. Everyone is trying to think of a way to wake him up, but then Dean is told that only Sam's true love can wake him up. This bothers Dean, and he's told that true love doesn't have to be romantic or something. So Dean confesses his feelings to Sam. He jokes with Sam saying that the whole thing makes him Sleeping Beauty (Snow White?) and he's woken up. It's not a wincest or anything.
 
 
 
Hi!
I'm dying to read again an old fic I lost and cannot for the life of me find on google
- it was eventually Sam/Dean
- teen!Sam is kidnapped, tortured and rape by a supernatural creature
- Dean and John never knew he was kidnapped
- Sam is let go by the creature with a curse written in his inner thigh (or something like that I'm not sure) that cause him to constantly seek pain and sex and to be unable to say no
- to break the curse he has to find someone that knows about the curse and love him nonetheless but he can't reveal to anyone what happened
- I remember Sam had sex with a teacher, kissed for the first time a class mate, and met Jen in a bdsm club
- Dean finds out about the curse thanks to the ghost of another victim of the same creature
ETA: FOUND in the comments

And for the general search, I'm starving for Sam/Dean or Jensen/Jared fics
with sexually abused Sam or Jared (NOT by Dean or Jensen)
that focus on rape recovery
with Sam-Jared being insecure, having nightmares, PTSD (etc) and Dean-Jensen helping him
novel-length fics are better, but I'll read everything
AU or not AU is the same;
I feel like I've already read every single fic about this topic (including all the ones I could find here) so please help me out!
THANK YOU and sorry for any mistakes: english is not my first language!
 
 
Hi all,
I'm looking for four different things:
1. A specific Destiel fic where Cas was a witch, so was Gabriel I think, and Dean was his familiar(I think he could turn into an animal), the story is about how they meet, and there's a scene where John shows up, possibly at Bobby's when Cas is trying to heal Dean from something, and attempts to shoot Cas and/or Dean I think. Gabriel protects them I believe. Dean either didn't know he was a familiar or had been taught witches were evil or something. Thanks!
2. A general destiel fic search where Dean has a chronic illness or disability of any form, and Cas is his doctor and/or caregiver.
3. A specific destiel fic from a years back, set after Cas raises Dean from hell-in this story, Dean became a demon in hell, he had horns and a twisted appearance, and Cas had to take him somewhere for a long time to help him heal, keep him chained up because he kept trying to attack Cas. I think the horns fell off eventually or something.
4. Any fics where Chuck is a father figure to any of the boys, rescues the boys from being abused, or is in anyway remotely paternal to Dean, Cas, or Sam.
Thanks very much!!
 
 
Im looking for a specific story where Dean discovers some kind of partially supernatural Hunters heritage, and goes on to steal a lot of books and artefacts.
Sam is at Stanford.
John is hit with some kind of rage curse and puts Dean in the hospital, then has to leave him at the Roadhouse.
Dean and Sam go on a cruise.
I think Sams friend Brady gets posessed, and his friends are introduced to the hunting world.
Sam qnd Dean encounter 'wolf' super hunters while hunting the wendigo.
I think it was time travel and an oracle helped dean, and satan cursed him to become the purest version of himself, but because hes actually a decent person it helps him instead of turning him evil.
Subtle slow-burn Dean/OMC, where the OMC is a rich, borderline immortal leader of a group of 'wolves' who arent actually werewolves exactly, but hunt all kinds of thjngs. However, they dont know about demons, so OMC has Dean explain them to him. They dont take it well, but the OMC is siding with Dean, and hes the leader, so the rest have to fall in line.
Dean has a lot of scars from when John attacked him, so he feels self-concious.
Sam is kind of a brat sometimes.
John is a jerk but Dean still loves him.
Dean makes a huge amount of money, betting online I think it was.
Dean is also a cardshark and cleans out even the wolves at poker in Vegas.
Anyway, I cant find it anywhere and its my absolute favorite story, so please, please let me know if you have a copy or know its name or author.

FOUND:Return to Go, on Fanfiction.net
 
 
17 July 2016 @ 04:44 pm
I read this fic AGES ago.

it had dean and gabriel in a djinn-like world, i'm not sure if it was really a djinn, and they were living a domestic-type life, like in the djinn-episode. Im pretty sure sam was in it, and that jess and mary were alive. dean and gabriel were dating, and as far as i know, dean did not know that it wasnt real, but gabriel did. he fell in love but dreaded the day dean would find out that it wasnt real.

i dont remember much else, but i'll add more if i can think of anything.


EDIT: Found by [livejournal.com profile] lytenakye!
Tricky Like That by Annehiggins
 
 
As the header says I'm looking for a specific fic that I read years ago but I have now lost.

I remember that it was a Mpreg fic. I think it was Dean, but I'm not 100% certain, who was cursed by a fertility goddess (as a thank you I think?) and then he became pregnant. The brothers ended up in a town where the doctor from Croatoan had moved to and she becomes their doctor. I think they settled down in that town and got new identities so that they weren't legally brothers anymore (there was a spell involved?). I'm pretty sure that Sam started work doing something with the local sheriff.

Major plot points that I remember:

Later in that fic or possibly in a sequel Sam and their kid got into a car crash but were virtually unharmed because the Impala is made of strong steel and didn't crumble like a new car would have. Also later in that fic or maybe in the sequel Sam is worried about their kid not walking yet and he is concerned because they are after all brothers and maybe that has genetically affected their kid. But at the doctors office the kid starts walking just before their appointment. 
 
 
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1. I am looking for a story where Dean is beat up by a bunch of guys from his school who are on the football team, he goes to Bobbie's to get help. He's pretty beat up and it turns out that most, if not all of them, were possessed. Bobby comments how it is amazing that he survived. At one point John and Sam arrive , discuss the situation ( it has something to do with Sam's power) they leave Dean alone at Bobby's where I think he gets attacked again. No pairing.

2. A deaged Dean fiction where Dean is 13 -17. Everyone , mostly Sam but Bobby a little too, wants him to stay young but Dean remembered how hard it was to be so pretty at that age. Sam forces him to go to school but he is sexually assaulted by his classmates. Sam has difficulty realizing that Dean is used to being strong and invulnerable . I think the witch that cursed him lives or hangs out on the beach. He eventually finds her.
Found!: The Do-Over
https://m.fanfiction.net/s/8948683/4/

 
 
25 May 2016 @ 09:06 am
Hi All,

I can not remember the name or author of this fic I read awhile back and I think it might be a podfic too.  In it Dean had a compulsion to hug Sam.  I don't remeber what caused the condition but Sam was enjoying the new affection and Dean was reluctant to tell him that he did not actually want to be huging Same all the time.  The condition worsened as the story went on.  I rember a specific exchange between the boys that went something like this:

Dean: "Sam I hope I am not going to break your heart but I don't actually want to be diung this."

Sam: "Then why are you?"

Dean: "I don't know!"

You guys are great so I hope you can help me out :)
 
 
11 May 2016 @ 09:28 pm
hi,

so the story I'm looking for is older than 5 years.
most likely Sam/Dean
somehow they end up with a mental link/bond but don't quite know what it is because one of them thinks in words the other in images and as a result it is confusing and not quite clear but they eventually realize what is happening.
I think John was in it.

i really hope someone remembers this, as its quite old. so,
thanks in advance!

Edit: thanks for finding it so quickly! Link's in the comments.
 
 
I am searching for a story I read a long time ago and can only vaguely remember the details of. It was a Sam/Dean story where they get mentally bonded and at first don't handle it well but over time they grow to depend on it. After they get used to and even begin relying on the bond it ends abruptly (it might have been a curse originally?) and the story ends with them freaking out about not being able to hear and feel each other anymore.

The other story I am looking for (it might actually be the same story) is where the boys get cursed and they are constantly changing, at some point one or both of them grow tails temporarily (for a month or so maybe?). I believe the author even wrote a short sequel thing about the time they spent with tails as in the original story it is kind of truncated over.

Any help finding either (or just the one if they are indeed the same story) would be much appreciated.  I apologize for not being able to remember more.
 
 
Hello wonderful people. Hope the new year is treating you well.

I am looking for a specific story. Can't remember if its actually Wincest or not but Dean becomes pregnant but I can't remember if its solely from a spell or if its a spell that worked because of wincest. All I remember is that Dean almost dies during delivery and then later the YED or other demon comes for the baby when it is six months old. I do remember other hunters (the usual, Caleb, Jim, Bobby and Ellen) gather to help the Winchesters protect the baby. During the attack, Dean is pinned to the ceiling and his stomach slashed just like what happened to Mary.

Thank you so much in advance if you can help locate this story. I've really been wanting to re-read it.

(note added) I remembered a little bit more of the story and wanted to add it in case it helps someone remember it. The boys know the demon is coming and Dean makes Sam promise that no matter what happens, he is to protect the baby...not worry about Dean...protect the baby at all costs. Hope this helps. I really, really want to read this story again. Thank you!


FOUND! http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=347&textsize=0&chapter=1
 
 
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23 January 2016 @ 02:18 pm
I have been looking for this specific fic all over the place but I cannot remember who wrote it or the name of it. It's a pre-series teechesters fic with John/Dean, Sam/Dean, and a bit of John/Dean/Sam.

John and Dean (and maybe Sam) are on a hunt and Dean gets hit with a curse. John drags him home and he and Sam tie him down but the whole time Dean is spouting all the sexual things he wants to do to Sam. They get him tied down and John leaves Sam to watch him - with orders to not let him loose no matter what - as he goes back out to try to find a cure. By the time he gets back, Dean has gotten free and jumped Sam, though John comes back he can do anything. They tie Dean back up and then, with what is apparently their last chance at getting Dean free of the curse, John begins to fuck him. He and Sam then take turns throughout the night sexing the curse out of Dean until he's back to normal in the morning.
 
 
Hi! I'm looking for a fic I read a while back. In the fic Sam and Dean were cursed to be mute. The entire fic was set up as written conversations betweeen the boys so it looks like it's on paper with their differnt handwritingsl. There's eventually implied bottom sam.
That's really all I can remember
 
 
07 January 2016 @ 06:09 pm
Hey all. I'm trying to find a fic I read on Ao3. It was an animal transformation fic where Sam got hexed into snake form. It wasn't cute or fluffy at all, though. It was an angsty, creepy sort of fic where Sam found himself slowly losing time, memory, and even his personality -- becoming more and more snake and less and less Sam. It was mostly Sam POV, if I recall, and set at Bobby's?

Does anyone know where I can find it?
 
 
Story has been found here: Spectrum (in 4 parts), by [livejournal.com profile] tbrook.  The conclusion is here: Jumping at Shadows.  Thank you for the help, all you commenters!  :D

This is an old specific story I'm looking for.  It starts right where the series starts, just before Jess's death.  Sam passes through his own doorway on which somebody carved a cursed sigil, and he basically loses his mind.  The story is written in a very distinct stream-of-consciousness style from a third person Sam perspective, and I believe this moment is described as "the whole world took a step to the left."

Jess dies the same way she did in the series, and Dean shows up after Sam calls him incoherently from the kitchen floor.  Dean tells him to stay put, because he was already almost there.  The rest of the story is basically an insane Sam-styled warped perspective on the beginning of the series.  Dean is looking for their father, but his search has been completely disrupted because Sam is incoherent.  He can speak, but the things he says are often uninterpretable without any perspective on the things he's hallucinating.  Sam frequently begins screaming for reasons completely incomprehensible to Dean.  Once at a gas station he starts screaming because he is afraid he will fall into the sky.  He keeps seeing a man in a trenchcoat following them.  The television looks like an eye watching him.

I think the story is in 5 parts or so.  I read it on livejournal, and the author had a blue background.  Sadly, that is all I can remember, and keyword searches have gotten me nowhere.  The story is gen, no pairings.  It's implied that the man in the coat is Castiel, but this is never said outright, and I think Bobby shows up at one point, but other than that it's just Dean and Sam.  The style is the most distictive feature.  It read almost like poetry-prose.  And it would be at least 4 years old, probably more.  If anyone can help me find this, I would be so grateful.  It was an amazing story, and I'd love to read it again!
 
 
28 October 2015 @ 12:32 am
FOUND...LINK IN COMMENTS

I read this story a couple years ago, and it may have been a couple years old, at the time.

Dean waa cursed and turned female. He was told the curse wouldn't be broken until he suffered great hurt or lost something he truly loved...something to that end.

Woman Dean is hunting with Sam (and evtually other stuff) for about a year, and unbeknownst to Sam, becomes pregnant. Cue great loss, and he becomes male, again. Lots of angsty hurty stuff ensues.

I seem to remember it being longer, and their were definitely a few timestamps, including one about adopting children who's parents were killed by demons, and another about getting glasses.

Help me Obi Wan!
 
 
I'm going on a long road trip soon and wanted some awesome fics to pass the time! I haven't read a SPN fanfic since March 2014 (ish), so I'm looking mostly for fics created in 2014 or 2015, but that's by no means a rule. These are some of the genres I like, but if you have any angsty/dark/epic personal favorites, feel free to share those, too!

I prefer Wincest and Gen, but will read Destiel, RPS, and OC Romances if the story is really good. I'm cool with very dark fics, and I have no problem with major character death... I like me a good tearjerker. I'd prefer if the fics don't go too AU (unless it's a crossover or something), but again, I'll make exceptions for a good story.

Thank you all in advance! :D

1. Blind!Dean or Blind!Jensen. Or more generally, any fics where Dean/Jensen isn't born disabled, but becomes disabled over the course of the fic. Will read disabled Jared/Sam if the story is good enough.
2. Demon!Dean, especially AUs where Dean wasn't cured in 10x03.
3. Crossovers with Merlin, Stargate (SG1/Atlantis), Star Trek (TOS/TNG/VOY/Movies), Doctor Who, Dark Angel, NCIS, or Fringe.
4. Sam/Jared or Dean/Jensen are transformed into some supernatural creature. I especially love fics where Dean is transformed into an angel or some kind of winged creature... super mega bonus points if you can find one that isn't Destiel.
5. Dean-Is-Michael fics. Also, Dean-Is-[any role Jensen has played in the past] are pretty cool.
6. Amnesia!Dean or Amnesia!Sam.
7. One of the Winchesters is cursed.
8. Any fics where Dean is (willingly or unwillingly) used as a vessel. I kind of expect Destiel in a fic like this, so it's fine in this case.
9. Bodyswap fics!
10. Possessed!Dean
11. Fics where Dean decided to stay young in "About A Boy."
12. Cast-Are-Characters or Cast-Meet-Characters.
 
 
I read this story a long time ago (years I think) so what I can remember is this...

Dean is cursed and doesn't remember that Sam is his brother. The boys go back to Bobby's house to try and fix the curse. At one point Dean offers Sam some kind of meat (a burger maybe?), but Sam refuses and when Dean asks why Sam said he'd know why if he remembered Sam at all. I think this comes from when Sam was tortured by his cousins and one of them tried to literally eat him and he still has the bite marks from it.

I also think Dean didn't really want to remember he had a little brother all that much because he liked being an only child.

This may or may not be me mixing two stories together, so if any of this sounds familiar let me know. Thanks guys!
 
 
Hey everyone, I'm looking for 1.) AU-fics with Dean and Sam unrelated in which Dean is either a demon or a vampire and meets Sam; they end up together. Something like -In Arcadia Ego- and -Fortress- by the same author (I know they are still considered related in Fortress). Preferably long fics, but I'll take what I can get. I would really like it to be top!Dean, please warn me if it's not. Also I'm okay if Dean is some other kind of creature as long as he is strong or has powers or is plainly superior to Sam on some level.

And 2.) much like Fortress I'm yearning for a long-term fuck-or-die curse with top!Dean and bottom!Sam. Doesn't matter who's inflicted by the curse, I reckon they aren't even that many fics with this request. I thought I'd ask the shared brain pool of the spnfamily; if anybody knows, it's you guys. Basically I'd like either one of the brothers to be cursed and end up having sex with the other, but it's not supposed to be a one-time thing. They have to keep on appeasing the curse otherwise they die (or the one who's cursed at least).

Please no Destiel in any recs...
Self-recs welcome.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
Hey all!
I'm looking for three specific fics and I have a general search. The 3 specific fics are as follows:

  1. This is a drabble/oneshot set after the epiode Skin in season 1 (1x06). It is a very short fic. It is basically about Sam wondering if he was wrong and what he thought was the shapeshifter was actually Dean, and who he thought was Dean was actually the shapeshifter. He tells Dean this and Dean says it doesn't matter, the shifter can download people's memories so he would act the same and he says it would be "a monster's second chance". They go to a bar and Sam keeps bringing up this topic, saying that it must be symbolism that Dean shot himself in the head and Dean tells him he once slept with a guy that looked like Sam and asks if there is any symbolism in that. They then go back to the motel and Sam tells Dean he'd know if it wasn't him and Dean says he wouldn't. The fic ends along these lines.

  2. The second fic is one where Sam is deaged and I can't really remember anything about it (why he was deaged, who did so, etc) except for the ending where Dean asks Sam if he liked him when Sam was a teenager. Sam is quiet for a while and Dean says "Forget it" but Sam then explains that even though Dean was his brother, he kind of acted like a mother to Sam so Sam kind of resented him for it. Sorry for the lack of details, but I really can't remember much more.

  3. The final fic was again, deaged Sam. Sam, Dean & John (I'm not entirely sure John was with them though) are on a hunt together and they get cursed by faeries who de-ages Sam. The curse works a certain way: Sam has to say no a certain amount of times for him to reach his normal age. He starts off as a child and Dean uses flashcards and makes up stories to make Sam repeat the word "No" over and over again. Sam does so and he starts growing older and older. Eventually he reaches the age he was when he was at Stanford and Dean has to explain about Jess to him. Finally Sam becomes his age again.

Any help on any of these fics is much appreciated as I am so desperate to read them!

Thank you heaps in advance!
 
 
23 June 2015 @ 12:49 am
Hi, are there any fics out there that deal with sex-switches realistically? There are a lot of fic in which some curse or spell turns Sam or Dean into a girl, but most of the time (especially if it's Dean) there's a whole lot of "Hey look, boobies" rather than a more realistic interpretation, in which the victim has dysphoria in their cursed body and hates being misgendered because of the way their body looks now. I'd really love to read a fic in which the victim of the sex-switch curse hates their cursed body, experiences dysphoria, and the brothers are using all their power to break the spell as fast as they can!

I would prefer Dean to be the victim, but I wouldn't say no to a fic of this theme with Sammy as the cursed.

I'd also really love it if at first, the un-cursed brother is all jokes and humor and thinks it's kinda funny, until they realize that the cursed one is not enjoying it at all.

PLEASE no Wincest, and PLEASE, I don't want the person who cast the curse to be one of the boys (or John). I'm also not looking for any fic in which the victim's body is altered with a kinky intent, such as nursing/rape. I'm just looking for the regular old trope with a slightly more realistic twist.

I really hope a fic like this exists out there!
 
 
21 June 2015 @ 08:01 pm
1. the boys (both) are deaged physically, permanently, and grow-up again, either by witches, wishes and time travel. It must be permanent and well everything else goes. {I, myself would perfer a happy ending but others may not so post both,}
[I've looked and I can't find many where it is permanent, so even if you point me towards the right tag to comb though that'll be awesome]
2. Happy endings, seriously I am looking for fluffy and 'everything is all better' stories that don't pass over in to too sweet and fake. 
 
 
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Are there any fics out there in which Dean is turned into some kind of animal? I don't care what kind... Cat, dog, bird, fish, I don't even care if it's full-body or just mental, or if it is a bridge off of "Dog Dean Afternoon". I'd like any and all animal-Dean fics.

Please, no were!fics though! I'm not looking for weres, strictly temporary/semi-permanent spells/curses. I don't care if the story is cracky or angsty. I'd love it if Dean was unable to communicate or if a new means of communication had to be reached. I'd love it if Dean became trapped in an animal body that was fragile and he had to be watched and protected. I'd love a situation where Dean kept his human form but had his mental capabilities turned animal, and Sam had to watch over him while they struggled to turn him back. I'd love any animal!Dean situation, really.

No Wincest, please. I'm fine with Destiel and I love gen.

I've already read "What has eight tentacles and isn't allowed to eat pie": http://archiveofourown.org/works/998768
 
 
06 April 2015 @ 02:52 pm
I think I read a story a while ago where some sort of beastie curses Sam & Dean with a fuck or die. Standard, but the twist was that they were already in a relationship, and nonchalantly got down to the sex.

I think it was on AO3, but I could be wrong.

Thanks!

Five Times Dean and Sam had to F*ck-Or-Die by smallcaps.

Thanks [livejournal.com profile] adamantina_lj!
 
 
01 April 2015 @ 08:49 pm
Do you ever randomly remember tiny bits of awesome fics you read ages ago, but can't for the life of you figure out where to even start looking for them? That's where I'm at right now.

1. Stanford era, John gets posessed by the YED who, instead of going on a boring murder spree, decides to play with Dean's issues by pretending John is under some kind of curse that gets rid of his self control. I remember the first scene was set in a diner, "John" comes back from the restroom, inapropriately scratching his junk and when Dean says something about it, he just casually slaps him across the face and that kind of sets the tone for what kinds of inhibitions this pretend-curse is blocking. The physical abuse gets worse as the story goes on and I'm almost sure it turns sexual at one point, but I could be wrong. And then there is some angst from Dean's side about how without his self control, his dad's first instinct is to just whale on him all the time, and possibly from John because how could Dean not figure out that this isn't what he would be like without a filter.

2. This is a long shot. I really only remember that I read it on ff.net, years ago. There was a scene that was set during Devil's Trap. Sam drags a severely injured Dean out of the cabin to get them all to the hospital, and somehow their conversation turns to Pastor Jim and how he would always make waffles (pancakes?) the way Dean likes them and not Sam, and Dean just kind of resignedly says something about how Sam just has to deal with not being someone's favorite for once.

Thanks guys!