Hello, everyone! I'm definitely feeling angsty right now, so I'm looking for some fic that fits my sour mood and I'm relying on you amazing, talented people to help me out if possible. Here we go:
1) John/Dean; dub-con or angsty consensual. No non-con, no "replacement" fics (Dean as Mary), no "aw, father and son are in love and banging each other and it's all butterflies and rainbows" stuff. More like, "wow, the Winchesters have problems" shit. Angst. I love it.
2) Anything where Sam finds out about John/Dean. Dub-con, non-con (only if it's really good), and if it's 100% consensual there must be a ton of "oh crap" in there. Please, no butterflies and rainbows here either.
3) Dean and Death. Slash, gen, whatever. Just looking for some interaction in which Dean loses his macho bullshit tendencies because Death is just that awesome/strong/intimidating/
sexy. I've already read Golden.
4) Anything where Sam finds out that Dean doesn't
just like girls. Please no Dean-coming-out-as-completely-gay, just that he likes messing around with guys every once in awhile. Please, no sappiness here either, though it doesn't have to be strictly angsty. The more disbelieving/shocked Sam is the better.
5) Fics where Dean is
terrified. Like, full out panic attacks, unbearably horrified kind of thing. Akin to Yellow Fever; that type of terrified. Comforting!Sam is a bonus! This is a pretty broad deal here; I'd love to know your favorites.
Thanks a bunch guys! You're seriously amazing.