01 November 2019 @ 04:14 am
Hi all

I'm looking for fics where Dean (or Jensen) is wrongly accused or falsely blamed for something (cheating, stealing, breaking up with someone but is fact the one dumped, etc) I want first the pain at being wronged amd then his accusers reactions when they realise they were mistaken, or if knowingly falsely accused the reactions of those who believe the lies. It can be the main plot of a story or just part of a longer fic. Dean/Jensen can protest his innocence or not (e.g. covering for someone).

I'm happy with gen, slash, ABO, J2, destiel, any level or type of abuse, etc.

Thanks all.
 
 
01 September 2019 @ 11:59 pm
Hi guys! It's been a while since last time I had to ask for help but I have been craving to read again a fic and I cannot find it! I remember John, Sam and Dean had been on a hunt and John gave Dean painkillers because he had gotten hurt (nothing major). Only he gave Dean the adult dose of painkillers and Dean is completely knocked out afterwards.
I've tried looking under the hurt tags, and such, but I can't seem to find it. Please help me!
 
 
06 August 2019 @ 06:27 am
About a year or so ago I stumbled upon an account (I think) that had a massive list of Dean-centric (I think hurtDean - maybe it was something like a hoodie-time kind of thing?) stories going back some years. I think it was mostly gen but not positive. There were so many authors and aaaall kinds of stories, case fics, curtin fics, adventure, au, h/c; all the show's characters were represented too, but it was all Dean focused, hurt, heroic and otherwise. I just pretty much started at the first and used the calendar and went through each date that had stories posted but I can't seem to find it. Maybe it was just a search function I somehow stumbled on but I am pretty sure it was a single account. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Is it real and if so can I be directed to it?

Thank you!!! I love this community, I've found so many good stories here and I love reading about what other people are looking for too. Y'all are great!
 
 
23 July 2019 @ 05:07 pm
I read this WIP fic on a03 a long time ago where Dean was a slave who killed his master and Sam was the lawyer who represented him in the trial. Lisa was also a slave and it turns out Dean killed the master to prevent him from selling Lisa's son Ben. I think it was headed towards eventual Sam/Dean

Thanks for any help!
 
 

I can't find where I had this saved, but I remember this fic very specifically. - Sam and Dean are kidnapped/captured and wake up in an underground bunker-like room with one bed, a toilet, sink, limited canned fruit rations and no way out.

Found in comments! Details contain spoilers / under the cut.

Read more... )
 
 
04 June 2019 @ 07:46 pm

I am looking for any and all GEN fic where Dean has an


allergy. I am specifically looking for Fic in the vein of


Canaveral's allergic Florida-hating Dean. I know there is more than one out there i


just cannot for the life of me find them. GEN only Please

 
 
Hi!

i know a lot of awesome fanfics about disabled!Dean or dying/dead Dean.

Does anyone know any awesome PODFICS to those subjects. I am only interested in Dean, though. Sam is really nice but I'd bet my eyeballs that Dean wouldn't stand for a hurt Sam!

I appreciate all the recommendations you can give me!
 
 
13 May 2019 @ 06:12 pm
Hey All,

I’ve searched a few years back in the hurt dean tag and can’t find this one.

Dean gets mauled by some kind of a demonic creature that poisons him as well, to stop the spreading poison/infection, Johns and Sam take him to Bobby’s and flush the wound with Holy water (I think) and it’s really painful for Dean.

Maybe I’m combining a couple stories in my head, but I remember it was super painful and Dean almost dies, but it did have a happy ending. Was possibly pre-series. Any help would be super appreciated!

Thanks in advance!

EDIT: HALF FOUND- so I think I was combining two stories. Still searching for the mauled aspect, with a bite wound that’s being doused in holy water.

But this story has John, Bobby, an infected wound, holy water and hours of hurt dean.

Revenge
By Letting the rain in

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/3970169/1/

Will update again if I find the rest.
 
 
Hey guys! I'm looking for two specific hurt!dean fics I read a few years ago.

1. Dean has to go to the hospital (I can't remember why) where his needle phobia he developed after he returned from hell becomes a serious problem. I think he has a near panic attack and Sam talks him through it? That's about all I can remember.

I think I read it over at [livejournal.com profile] hoodie_time, but I've looked through all of their tags and I just can't seem to find it again.


Found it! It's "'Tis But A Flesh Wound" by [livejournal.com profile] princess_aleera. Sadly, she seems to have deleted her account, so if anyone happens to have a copy of that specific fic and would be willing to send it to me, please let me know. It would be much appreciated.


2. Dean get's hit with a curse that will eventually turn his insides to liquid/black goo (?) and/or causes extreme stomach pain. I remember the cure being very difficult to find.

I know it's not much, but I hope it jogs anyones memory. I've been nearly driving myself crazy trying to find these. Any help would be greatly appreciated!
 
 
One of the first stories I read in this fandom was set in S1 or S2. Dean was kidnapped by a guy to make Sam use his powers to find his missing sister and he was also going to teach Dean "a lesson". The dad of the missing girl approached them with a stuffed animal and pretty much begged Sam to hold it to find her psychically but he had to say no, it doesn't work that way. I don't remember many more details but the guy just beat Dean all to hell in a barn and it caught on fire and Sam made the dad help find where the guy had Dean. I read it ff.net. Thanks!!
 
 
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Hi everyone!

I am looking for a specific fanfic I read a while ago about Dean dying after falling through the floor of a house after a hunt. He calls Sam, Bobby and John and they either think he's drunk or simply don't pick up at all. I think Bobby finds him in the end.

Does anyone know that fic and has a link for me?

I'd really appreciate the help.

Jai guru deva om

https://archiveofourown.org/works/955608/chapters/1869996
 
 
22 April 2019 @ 02:02 pm
I am hoping I can get some help on this one, but the bad thing is, I don't remember that much about the story or who wrote it.
Dean has somehow gotten amnesia (from a hunt I think) and is terribly hurt. I remember Charlie and someone else living next door to him and helping take care of him. There is very little Castiel in the story. Sam somehow finds Deans, but won't tell him who he is....as a matter of fact he's living in a car. It's set up in New England or somewhere like that, cause I remember Sam being cold.

Any help or suggestions would be greatly appreciated it, cause it's driving me nutso...I've looked under the amnesia tags on AO3, but nothing pops to me....
 
 

Hey everyone! hope you’re having a great day!

Basically i wan ffs were sam is being tortured and Dean has to watch him or even participate against his own will. All kind of ff are accepted.

P.S. if they’re young is even better

 
 
05 April 2019 @ 10:18 pm
Eh, I don't know how to explain this but I'm looking for fics im where someone (Cas, Sam, John, anyone) hurts Dean in anyway,but then when they see that it really hurt him or that he is going away thay regret it and ask him for forgiveness or something like that.(?):'0 NDNNZMXMX
I just want to see all the angst with hurt!Dean, it doens't have to be the main theme of the fic.
Thanks. u_u
 
 
28 March 2019 @ 10:45 am
Hello! Looking for Smart Dean stories, if he's got some hurts too that's cool, especially if he's powering through and saving the day. I like gen stories without shipping (not opposed to a good sex scene but I'm not a slash reader for SPN so..) and I do like AU stories too if they are still hunters. No season preference. I love some good brotherly brother stuff. Thank you!!
 
 
27 March 2019 @ 11:54 pm
Hi!

I'm looking for fic dealing with Dean's hell-related trauma. But since I've already read a lot of stories in the genre, I'd prefer some less obvious recs. Maybe ones that were written more recently or never got as much attention as you thought they deserved. Maybe they're even set in later seasons. As long as they're well-characterized and explore Dean's post-hell issues I'm interested. That said, I'll take any hell!Dean recs, as I'm sure there are relatively well known fics that I may have neglected to check out as well.

I'm also interested in Sam/Dean fic that is set in s4 (or later) and doesn't ignore Dean's post-hell trauma. It doesn't have to be the focus of the story as long as it plays a part in Dean's characterization and the conflict between the brothers. And while I love and appreciate protective!Sam it doesn't have to be a fix-it. I like how dark and complicated things were between them during that era so more of that would be nice.

Just no hurt!Sam/caretaker!Dean please. It's pretty self-explanatory based on my request but better to be safe!
 
 
24 March 2019 @ 06:46 pm
Hello everyone. It has been a while since I read spn fiction and now i want to start again 🤓
If you guys can help me and recommend some, I want fiction about hurt Dean which is cause by human:
Teen dean vs bullies
Dean vs other hunter
Dean vs bad cops
Dean in a bar
Or anybad guys

I prefer long fiction. Thank you guys ♥️

* sorry if there is grammatical mistake English is not my language
 
 
17 March 2019 @ 08:56 am
The first starts with Dean working in a hardware store under an assumed name, he has put on weight and I think he has a bad back. He had a bad argument with John after Sam left for Stanford (I think) and they split. I think John beat him. He meets up with Sam again of course. Can anyone help?

The second story started as Dean/OMC and Dean got cursed by a witch and ends up pregnant, it was a long story. I remember the author based the OMC appearance on some actor but can't remember who. Later the fic was veering towards wincest after Sam and Dean were reunited, not sure if the OMC died or left. I think Dean ended up at Bobby's. I know this is vague, it was a very old fic and I don't think it was finished at the time I read it.

As always any help appreciated.
 
 
12 March 2019 @ 12:15 am
I just thought of this fic I read several years ago and of course now I can’t think of the title or find it saved anywhere so I’m hoping someone can help me!
I know the story starts with chance encounters between Dean and Cas (Dean spills coffee all over Cas’ laptop, Cas and Gabriel steal Dean!s reservations at a dinner he’s late to, there was some kind of incident in a parking lot) and basically they hate each other. I believe for some reason they’re forced to work together or interact a lot and slowly start to like each other.
Dean was in the military but now he’s out and I wanna say Cas is a professor or author but I could be wrong about that... I know that’s not a lot to go on but I really can only remember the beginning of the story, hopefully that’s enough for someone to send me in the right direction!
 
 
09 March 2019 @ 12:19 pm
Hey, looking for a specific story I read years ago, where Dean has been turned into a girl. The main thing I remember is him and Sam being in a bar and Dean is flirting with some of the men. Sam notices Dean is missing and finds her being raped by one of the men outside. Sam rushes Dean to the hospital and I remember at some point Dean starts bleeding. I'm sure the title began with 'B' or 'D', but I'm not 100% sure. Hope someone recognizes it.
 
 
01 March 2019 @ 02:11 am
Hope someone recognizes this story... I read it quite some time ago and can't find it in my stash of fic. So, here's what I remember... Dean/Jensen has been hurt, I think permanently -- a head injury? I somehow remember that it has something to do with his memory. Sam/Jared works from home -- he does work on the computer -- I think he's the 'help desk' or something like that. Sam/Jared also dances -- I think he gave up that career to take care of Dean. There's a third party in the picture, I think Castiel who is an artist and finds out about Sam's dancing one night in an abandoned building -- if I'm remembering correctly. I remember this third party (Castiel?) also gets to know Dean and Dean has some improvement. Does this ring a bell for anyone? I'm fairly sure it's a Dean and Sam fic. *Sigh* Your help is appreciated! I'll tag as best I can. Can't wait to see if anyone knows this story! Thanks!

Found... in Comments!
 
 
25 February 2019 @ 01:20 pm
Looking for a fic where Dean has lost his arm and is working in Mexico as a carpenter. He can't remember a lot of his previous life. SPOILER: he arranged an accident so the MoC would be removed. In the meantime, Sam doesn't remember having a brother at first, but as the mists clear, he along with friends are searching for Dean.
 
 
23 February 2019 @ 07:20 pm

"

Hi :) 

Are there any pilot fics where Dean is missing and John goes to Stanford to ask Sam for help? Possibly where they find out Dean got hurt on a solo hunt and needs help?

Second: any fics where Sam gets angry at Dean and leaves, Dean gets hurt and Sam feels guilty? 

please no wincest or non-con

 
 

I'm looking for the NSFW drawing of sad!Dean by [livejournal.com profile] smallworld_inc that inspired the lovely 2012 [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn h/c fill "Blanket of Sadness" by [livejournal.com profile] anne_higgins.

The picture was of Dean sitting in a chair wearing only a t-shirt, his head resting on his arm, his face sad. It was a pencil sketch I think. Very beautiful!

The old link on image shack is now broken and it seems I neglected to download it :/

[livejournal.com profile] smallworld_inc is no longer active under that username and I don't know her new one.


(mods, hope art request is OK since it links with fic!)

 
 
22 February 2019 @ 05:11 pm
Looking for a fic! Saw it the other day and now I can't find it! The plot was that Dean broke his leg on a hunt due to a mistake Sam made. Sam got a job busing table at a local dinner. He contracted meningitis. Sound familiar?
 
 
17 February 2019 @ 03:44 pm
Hi, I'm looking for two specific destiel stories that I read several years ago on LJ, possibly by the same author???:
1. Destiel AU set in a sci-fi future, Dean was a soldier who has been presumed dead for several years, but was actually a POW, the war is now over and it is revealed Dean is alive. Story is about his reunion with Cas, and their six year old son. It was complete, and quite short.

2. Also a Destiel AU, this time set in either ww1 or ww2, can't remember precisely which, Dean is an injured soldier, there's something wrong with his leg, and Cas is the doctor who saves him and keeps having to try to get him to stay in bed. Angstier than I've made it sound, and a WIP.

Also looking for another Destiel fic, this time an episode tag to the season 2 episode Playthings, it's from the B&B owners pov, she has since bought a different B&B with her daughter, and low and behold, who should show up a few years down the line that Dean and his angel. It was also on LJ, a oneshot.

Help?? Thanks!
 
 
16 February 2019 @ 11:29 pm
Hey buddies, I am looking for daddycest John/Dean I prefer stories starts with John punishing Dean for something -May be spanking - and they end up having sex con or non con and I like John/dean stories that includes punishment in general so any recommendation will be appreciated
 
 
07 February 2019 @ 02:13 am
Basically looking for threee things—most of which involving a “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” scenario. Looking for Rec lists and fics in general.

Preferably only Dean-centric.

1. Dean leaves John and Sam (or just Sam? If it’s later seasons), or is ditched by them both, and is either hurt for it and ends up rather alone and sad, but I’m more interested in scenarios where he is better for it and becomes stronger. Bonus points if he remains a hunter! A badass one at that!!

2. Basically fics where Dean is a Bamf character, the kind where people speak of him as though he was infamous, could be an AU, but it would make me smile brighter if he’s still a hunter or something. X) I love scenarios where this request and the first are combined too, like he is left to his own devices and becomes a strong hunter of the community.

3. Fics where John or Sam argue a lot, and fail to keep Dean’s own opinions or feelings in mind, basically where he is stuck in the middle of the arguments. I don’t mind how the scenario plays out from there but I’m just craving plots with asshole!Sam and John and hurt!worried!scared!Dean, etc.

Ik that’s a whole lot of Dean-centric ness and angst and crap, but I love it all so yeah...

⇨Please no Wincest in any form! Other ships are fine.
⇨I don’t mind angel involvement.
⇨Please no crossovers! I think I’ve read about all the ones where I know of both fandoms.
⇨Self recs are always okay!
⇨I’m not looking for Hurt Sam fics, so please none where Sam goes with Dean or anything.
⇨Please no sexual abuse/unconsenting sexual harm/sexual assault!
⇨I don’t have a working computer currently or anything, I’m on mobile as of the moment, so I can’t see any recs using Delicious or anything requiring Chrome.

Thanks everyone!
 
 
Current Music: Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
Current Location: Hell
Current Mood: pensive
 
 

Does anyone have a copy of "And Hell Followed With Him" by legoline? It was a Big Bang fic from 2016. I have the link saved but it seems like the journal has been mostly cleared out or deleted. I didn't see the fic on the AO3 masterpost or on The Wayback Machine.

If the plot helps jog people's memories...it was a post-Apocalypse fic where Dean comes back from the dead. Sam is leading a group of humans who have survived the Apocalypse. Around the same time Dean returns from the dead, things start going wrong with weapons and food runs and a lot of the other humans think Dean is actually a mole for the demons. I don't want to spoil the ending but Castiel and Bobby are in it and Dean is extremely broken from his time - 4 years - in Hell.

 
 
06 January 2019 @ 09:48 pm

Hi! I'm looking for a fic where a stranger runs into Sam on the street, I think he is concussed and is having trouble remembering what he's doing and its very cold outside- I think he's mildly hypothermic? The stranger helps Sam find Dean by going into the sewers, and they find Sam's walkie talkie. The stranger talks to Dean and he sounds strained and Dean directs them to where he is. They find Dean in a collapsed part of the tunnel buried under a bunch of rubble surrounded by a salt circle and ghosts, and then when they try to get him out they find that he's been impaled on some rebar and has lost a lot of blood. Also Sam's jacket is under Dean's head as a pillow which is why Sam was freezing. 

I think I originally read this fic on fanfiction.net, but I'm not sure.

Thanks so much!

 
 
21 December 2018 @ 04:37 pm

Looking for a story by Darkestangel " Deadly Temptations". Can any one share link?

 
 
01 December 2018 @ 01:17 pm

Hey guys.

First, I'm looking for stories centred around Jack or including him and his relationship with his three dads. Bonus points if it includes hurt/comfort of any of them. (PS. Can we get a Jack Kline tag?)

Second, I'm looking for stories where John returns. Preferably after Sam returns from hell. 

EDIT:

Third, I'm looking for stories where either Sam or Dean are hurt and alone, maybe trapped, and they start to hallucinate John or Bobby or some sadly dead friend as they wait to be rescued. Or something along those lines. 

Thank you!

 
 
07 November 2018 @ 03:38 pm

Hi there! Are there any stories about Dean getting tortured and Sam caring for him afterwards? I am particularly interested in the aftermath of the torture, the healing process etc. So, I'm also fine with the torture being "off-screen". Only Gen fics please :)

 
 
24 October 2018 @ 10:30 pm
I'm looking for a fic, a rec of a fic, or anything relating to the episode "Red Meat."

I recently have been rewatching the episodes and saw Red Meat and was curious if there were any fics out there relating to the episode and to the hidden secret of Dean committing suicide during the episode. If you know of any, please share them my way.

Or any fics relating to Dean committing suicide during that time and Sam somehow finds out about it.
 
 
I'm looking for a specific fanfiction that I remember reading a long time ago.

It's AU, Gen, and several chapters long.

Sam had gotten out of the hunting life (I beleive he went to Stanford), had a wife (Jess?), and kid(s) (Not sure how many, though I remember there was a little girl). Dean comes to live with him and his family after getting himself hurt during a hunt by himself and having to use a wheelchair for the rest of his life.

Dean had a strong relationship with his niece, and John was not mentioned in the story.

Something happens to Dean's spine and he has to go to the hospital, and in the end he dies.

I also remember there being something about drums, I think. Dean's niece/nephew wanted a drum set and it was revealed after he died that Dean had bought the set.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
15 October 2018 @ 05:56 pm
Hiya everyone.

Today I've been thinking to myself that a nice bombardment of extremely hurt/tortured/raped/dead Dean fics would be a good idea to start.

I am open for all stories that contain hurt Dean. The worse the better. All ages are fine but I especially enjoy wee Dean. I don't like hurt Sam though. I'd love a caring Sam on Dean's side. I hate John; so all stories with a kind and understanding John are so not my cup of whiskey.

All in all:
1. Tortured, raped, abused Dean
2. Dead Dean in the end is fine with me. I personally think that Dean has a suicidal side on him even in canon
3. Blind, mute, deaf Dean
4. Homeless, abandonned, orphaned Dean and Sam
4. Abuser John or everyone else but Sam


I've read quite a lot of those already but I am always grateful for new ones or even rereads of ones I've alredy read.

Thx in advance for all recs.
 
 
Hi! I’m looking for a specific fic with John, Sam and Dean.

John and Sam both fancy Dean in a sexual manner, hence they got this witch to place a curse on Dean. Dean would wake up every morning thinking he was still 16(?) years old and that it was the morning of his birthday. But he would be unfamiliar with the room and couldn’t recognise grown-up Sam, so John and Sam convinced Dean to record a video explaining his ‘unfortunate condition’. The main part of the story revolves around Dean waking up one day with no recollection, and being tricked by John and Sam into thinking that the 3 of them were in a consensual sexual relationship, and they would play nice with him by cooking him his favorite breakfast etc. When night fell, John and Sam restrained Dean and tried to convince him that it was something he liked, except it was revealed that they were the ones who asked a witch to put the curse on Dean. I think there was a short sequel where Dean wakes up and for once, remembers what happened and tried to escape and find Bobby for help.

Couldn’t find this fic anywhere, hope a kind soul could lead me to it, thank you!

Edit: Found! Link in comments below.
 
 

After the talk with Castiel and his line “I dragged you out of hell, I can throw you back in.”, Dean is terrified. He does everything the angels ask of him, he respects all orders or rules he would normally ignore, so much so that it affects his personal life (e.g. no illegal parking, no bar fights or even credit card scams etc.). Sam of course notices it but doesn’t know what to make of it. When Cas finally catches on, he feels super guilty. (I would prefer it, if it would be gen and not Destiel 😊).

 
 
04 October 2018 @ 12:58 am

Looking for a certain fic where Dean I think was either a teenager or a kid, but Bobby and John had gone out on some hunt and John ended up getting possessed ( I can’t remember what by but I know it wasn’t a demon) all I know is that possessed John goes back to where Sam and Dean are staying and tries to get Dean to sleep with him. But Bobby gets there in time to stop it! I remember reading this on AO3 but I can’t seem to find it anymore.

 
 
29 September 2018 @ 08:06 pm
1. I am looking for any fics where Dean is hurt or about to pass out and whoever he's with (Sam, John, Cas, etc.) doesn't realize at first. Bonus if the other character/s are angry with Dean before realizing he's hurt

2. Fics where Dean is seriously hurt but he powers through and keeps going to the worry of other characters

3. Fics where it's kinda Sam's or John's fault that Dean is hurt and they feel guilty

4. Fics where someone hurts Dean or says something bad about/to him and Sam, Castiel, or John gets pissed and protective. The more pissed they are, the better ;)

Thanks for any help!
 
 

Hi hello!

I'm looking for this specific story that takes place at Bobby's while he is gone and Rufus left a witch in the panic room while he was somewhere else too. I do not know which season this takes place in.

Something happened to Sam, I think he was bit by some nasty creature, and Dean had to go to Bobby's for the cure. Bobby warns them about the witch Rufus left in the panic room but she manages to mess with Dean anyway and he also has to deal with demons attacking them. Dean ends up getting beat all to hell, uses the witch to fight the demons and save Sam from whatever the gross creature poison was doing to him (he was tied to the couch or something to keep him from running from his hallucinations I think?). The cure involved dean burning the poison out of Sam somehow.

I know I read it on Fanfic.com but I think it is here on LiveJournal also, and I have searched for it both places using several different descriptions etc, but I might not be using the right search criteria or not recognizing it when I start reading.

Thank you thank you!

 
 
30 August 2018 @ 02:39 pm

#2 and 3 found in comments ! Holding out for #1, read it on fanfiction but can't find it again.
1. Dean and Sam are in high school and John is off hunting. Dean is sleeping with his female teacher in exchange for money and food. He hates it and gets sick when he gets home. I believe there are sequels where Sam and or John figure(s) it out.
2. Dean is targeted by a vampire who entrances him and has sex with him while he's in a dreamlike state. He winds up being taken by the vampire. Sam and John go to rescue him but actually rape him in a crowded basement instead. I remember there being the concept of elder vampires.
3. The 3rd I believe by the same author as # 2 . It's John/Dean but Dean is mentally browbeat into giving into his father's advances. At one point John is possessed by YED and is even more of a depraved partner than usual coercing Dean into giving in having src in front bathroom mirror and rimming him on the kitchen table. Sam walks in at one point
If anyone knows about these it'd be great.

 
 
27 August 2018 @ 10:52 pm
I'm trying to find a story about Castiel/Dean where Castiel was ordered (think by another angle) to please Dean (have sex) even though he dosent want it
Dean finds out way later and freaks out about raping him

Any help is appreciated
 
 
26 August 2018 @ 11:38 am
I’m looking for a specific fic:
Sam was Ellen’s son
He was staying at the roadhouse whilst visiting from college
Ellen and Jo don’t like him
Dean comes in after a hunt and Sam looks after him

Anyone know the one I’m talking about?
Thank you in advance!
 
 

I’ve gotten myself in a pickle! Been searching through every possible tag I can find on here, on a03, on hoodie time... and I’m at a loss. I’m looking for a lost fic! Here are some things I remember about it:

  • Destiel
  • Castiel’s POV
  • Sort of Godstiel?
  • Castiel “wakes up” with memory loss; all he knows is he’s in some sort of paradise/beautiful place, and Dean is there.
  • Only, Dean is not there. Mentally. He acts like a sexual slave, and Cas it’s totes freaked out, and he goes to find Sam.
  • Sam is all “Dude, you’ve been keeping my brother prisoner forever, I’mma kill you now,” and so Castiel manages to convince him he isn’t all power-hungry monster anymore.
  • I’m pretty sure there’s this whole bit where people know who Dean and Cas are, and treat Cas like a scary God and are a little afraid of Dean too, because he Belongs To Castiel and no one is allowed to look at him.
  • Sam and Cas have to... collect things? Maybe pieces of Dean’s soul to put him back together?

I'm going to go ahead and put the "non-con" warning on here, because even though I don't remember it happening explicitly, it was definitely mentioned that power-crazy Castiel used Dean for sexual gratification purposes. 

God, I hope I’m not imagining this fic. Help?

 
 
07 August 2018 @ 11:17 am

Request: "Sam and Dean are sleeping in the bunker when Dean is having a really bad nightmare about hell & Alastair. He can’t wake up from it and it goes on for some time. Because Dean is really quite at first, he suffers alone. When he finally begins to get more vocal and screams Sam’s name, Sam runs to help. By now, Dean is in his nightmare for quite some time already and Sam has a difficult time waking him up. When he is finally awake, Dean has a difficult time figuring out what is real. Sam tries to help. I like me some hurt Dean and brotherly moments with Sam."

 
 
06 August 2018 @ 06:20 pm

Request: I am looking for a story in which Dean is openly bisexual and Sam has no problem with it. The brothers are still as close as ever. Dean is in a relationship with a guy but this guy is abusive towards Dean. It takes some time until Sam figures it out and when he does it's not all roses but Dean keeps insisting that the guy is only doing it occasionally, and when he does it he's done something to deserve it and that he really loves him. This is mostly due to Dean's really bad self worth and Sam tries everything to help him recognize that he is worth having a good life. No Winchest please. 

 
 
01 August 2018 @ 08:39 pm
So, I've only recently made an account on LJ and this site is the most confusing thing ever. Normally I wouldn't even think about doing this, but I just really need to figure out what fic this is.

Dean was cursed or something to look dead. His heart only beat like once a minute and Sam only realized cause he put his head on Dean's chest and heard it. Earlier Ruby had said that only a talented witch could be able to do that and Ruby had been a witch so Sam figured out that Ruby had known. Sam might have excorcised her, maybe not. I don't remember how Dean woke up, but he did. I just remember that Sam did something.
 
 
19 July 2018 @ 06:30 pm
I’m looking for fics in which Dean gets injured during a hunt/rescue/attack/etc. and Sam has to carry him to safety. No wincest please.
 
 
13 July 2018 @ 01:28 am

I’m looking for any kind of fics where Dean / Jensen is kidnapped / abused / raped by his kidnappers. I’m not looking for anything to gory - I’m not really into graphic descriptions of torture / blood. But abuse and rape is fine -hope that makes sense- also maybe even Sam / Jared is kidnapped with him and has to watch as the kidnappers violate Dean / Jensen?