30 October 2019 @ 10:14 am

In the fic, Castiel was an alpha while Dean was an omega (I’m pretty sure). I remember that Castiel was afraid that he might harm Dean because of an incident in his past. 


The incident was that Cas got into an elevator with an omega (I think Alfie, Inias, or an OC) and almost attacked him due to rut or something of that nature. But, Castiel stopped himself (due to seeing the supposed fear in the omega) and got out of the elevator before he could do any harm. Thus, Castiel got super fearful of harming omegas and tried to gain high levels of self control as a result. I also remember that it was found out later that the omega actually was trying to attract Castiel in the elevator and wasn’t actually afraid. 

 
 
28 September 2019 @ 08:25 pm

Hey y'all,


I am looking for a Destiel fic from ao3. 


I can remember most of it but cannot find it and really want to reread it. 


Basically it starts out with Dean and Lisa breaking up and Dean walks to Bobby's but it starts to snow and Cas drives by and calls Sheriff Jody. The next thing I remember is that Dean goes to the bar that Gabriel works at and ends up becoming Castiel's roommate. Cas and Gabe are dutch I believe and at one point I believe that their comes by and makes pannekoek for them. Cas and Dean end up together and so do Gabe and Sam. I cannot for the life of me remember what it was called or find it. Thanks in advance for your help!

 
 

 


I  read a Destiel fanfic two years ago that has stuck with me since. In it, Dean moves to a big city with Sam, who has a job at a bar where he meets Jess. Dean and Castiel meet at a dog shelter where Castiel volunteers. Castiel himself works with Anna and lives with Charlie (I  believe...). Dean dates Anna, but as he spends more time with Castiel wishes they were dating instead. There's a really poignant scene where Dean and Castiel sing "Hallelujah" together. I think the bar they work at is a central location for most of the characters. If anybody could please point me in the direction of this fic (originally found on AO3), I would be eternally grateful. 

 
 
Hi! I'm looking for a specific destiel fic that I remember being set in the "It's a Terrible Life" verse. Dean is the boss, Castiel is there as the new secretary, I think? Cas stays late one day and finds that Dean is having sex with his clients (specifically, Crowley) to close deals, and Cas helps him through the aftermath in the bathroom (?). There's something about Dean presenting himself as uptight but actually being addicted to sex. Dean keeps a planner/agenda/journal where he writes out all the things that he does for the day. Cas tells Dean that he's not going to have sex with him until he learns to "love himself" or something.

At the end of the fic, I remember there being Dean's planner, with all the things he was going to do being crossed out and replaced with "Cas time," or "Sex with Cas" because he was ready to do the do blah blah.

I'd be absolutely over the moon if anyone knows what this fic is!
 
 
02 August 2019 @ 12:35 pm
authors TakeThePieNow and TricksterMode

title: A Little Slice of Heaven (40505 words):
written by TakeThePieNow and TricksterMode
story summary:Read more... )

I was hoping someone could either help me locate this story or provide me with a copy of this story?
mizukiruhoh@hotmail.com

Any help would be appreciated.
Thank you
sincerely,
Jazzy

tags: deleted story, specific story, specific author, pairing: Castiel/Dean, Alternate Universe - Bakery, aspergers!cas, Naive Castiel, Baker Dean, Cake Decorator!Cas, Big Brother Gabriel
 
 
15 July 2019 @ 09:12 am
I searched ao3, in its entirety but couldn’t find tellthenight previously known as captainawesomellie or ellielephant’s Destiel fanfic “Match Me”, which was an alternate soulmate AU.

If anyone has files of the authors any other works too, I’d really appreciate it.
I’m a fan of their work and would be extremely grateful if anybody could email me the fanfic.
Here’s my email:
samalexshep@gmail.com
 
 
06 June 2019 @ 01:01 am
I'm looking for a fic where Castiel time travels (I think?), causing Henry Winchester to be let out just before John proposes to Mary and then Abaddon kills her parents? So John finds out about hunting and Mary, John, Castiel and Henry go into hiding in the Men of Letters Bunker for about ten years, raising Dean and Sam while there. Does anyone know this? I read it recently but now I can't find the link.
 
 
03 June 2019 @ 09:38 pm
Hi!! It’s been a while since I read Season Seven fics but I’m craving some. Any fics where Castiel survives the Leviathans taking his body over and he becomes human. Or he comes back as a kid. Any pairing is fine.
 
 
Hi everyone, I hope it’s not against the rules to post here again so soon. These is just such a cool community. I found this in a rec list of genderswap fics and I was hoping someone had a copy, it was posted on livejournal. Here’s the summary:

Stress Relief | annundriel | 1027 | NC17 | SU
Castiel takes a break from her busy schedule in Heaven to see Dean.

Thanks!
 
 
Hi everyone, I was hoping someone had a copy of a Wincestiel fic called “Try This Trick and Spin it” by cautionzombies

Thanks!
 
 
19 April 2019 @ 10:53 am
Hai friends, can i get any fics where Dean has seen the 2014 future and somehow in the present Cas is drugged (maybe painkillers or anything) and Dean freaks out. Sam, Cas or anyone asks him what's the matter and he tells them what he saw in the future.

I just want drugged Castiel and Dean worried he'll end up like Endverse Cas.

Thank you in advance.
 
 
I believe she's taken there by Crowley to protect the boys. She decides they're her pack, and she makes it her job to take care of them. She's invisible, so they don't know she's there for a long time, but she follows them around to keep an eye on things.

It's mostly (or entirely) told from her perspective, and she's confused as to why two males keep mating, don't they know they can't have pups, they really should find a female to mate with.

I can't remember the pairing, but it might be either dean / sam or one of them / cas, nor do I remember if Cas knew about the hellhound from the start, or if he came in later and made the boys aware of it.

Edit: Found, thank you! https://archiveofourown.org/works/11280039?view_full_work=true
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
I remeber reading a fic a while ago that had a scenario where they stopped the apocalypse but sam was tortured by lucifer. Dean wakes up after being possessed by michael and thinks sam is dead because he isn't there. Bobby and cas are there and tell him that sam won't come home because he is trying to set dean free from himself. Dean calls him and convinces him to come home. The fic ends with sam on his way.
 
 
13 April 2019 @ 10:50 am
I'm going to apologize in advance because what I remember about this fic is rather vague, but here is what I do recall -

Read more... )

Again, I realize this is pretty vague, but that basically the gist of the fic.

I don't think the fic was on AO3, I'm pretty sure it was on LJ (but that doesn't mean it hasn't since been exported over or deleted). I've been in and out of the SPN fandom, so I'm figuring this fic is at least 3+ years old.

Any help would be greatly appreciated :D.
 
 
11 April 2019 @ 09:47 am
Hai friends, I don't know much about Livejournal, sorry for any mistakes in posting.

I want your help in finding any fics which deal with Castiel's past as an angel. I would be very glad if it's any bad memory and Winchesters find it or anyone from his past shows up that he doesn't like(kinda like Ishim in12x10).

It's just i would like to read anything related to his angelic missions or any past relationships before meeting the Winchesters.

I'm not talking about his growing up fics.

Any pairing or gen is okay.
Thank you all in advance.
 
 
05 April 2019 @ 10:18 pm
Eh, I don't know how to explain this but I'm looking for fics im where someone (Cas, Sam, John, anyone) hurts Dean in anyway,but then when they see that it really hurt him or that he is going away thay regret it and ask him for forgiveness or something like that.(?):'0 NDNNZMXMX
I just want to see all the angst with hurt!Dean, it doens't have to be the main theme of the fic.
Thanks. u_u
 
 
29 March 2019 @ 10:34 pm

I have two fics that are on my mind and I cannot find anywhere. I remember reading both in 2016 so they are from a while back. 

1. The first is set in a 'verse where there is no supernatural. Castiel is aro-ace who has his birthday. As a gift his friends (I think it was meg and Gabriel) buy him a night with a sew worker and lo-behold- Sam arrives. They don't do anything and the story follows their relationship and coming to terms with themselves and defining what they mean to each other.  If it helps- Meg was there and got into a fight with castiel in the middle somewhere casue he was being invasive. 

2. Fic number 2 is sam centric and I think is about the time he runs away and meets Bones the dog. He somehow ends up in an abandoned building and makes friends with a ghost girl who is able to pass on after talking with him. I remember she attempted to kill some hunters and sam just goes "you shouldn't do that."- dunno if this is connected, but i keep remembering sam ruining his shoes by running so much and its really angsty. I connect to this, but i don't know if it is a different fic by the same author or something entirely different

Any help would be appreciated!! I know the stories but cannot figure out where they are

 
 
18 March 2019 @ 02:20 am

I'm looking for what I belive is a Destiel fanfic. In this story Cas family own a huge law firm and when Sam is finished in Stanford (or at the end of it) he is invited to a nice dinnerparty hosted by the Novaks. And there Sam meets Dean, who he hasn't seen since he left for Stanford. I can't find it and it is driving me crazy.. 

I think Dean is either a omega or a sub, but I'm not sure. It is also a chance that Sam is in a relationship with Jess, again I'm not sure but I know that Jess is in the story. 

Thank you!

 
 
12 March 2019 @ 12:15 am
I just thought of this fic I read several years ago and of course now I can’t think of the title or find it saved anywhere so I’m hoping someone can help me!
I know the story starts with chance encounters between Dean and Cas (Dean spills coffee all over Cas’ laptop, Cas and Gabriel steal Dean!s reservations at a dinner he’s late to, there was some kind of incident in a parking lot) and basically they hate each other. I believe for some reason they’re forced to work together or interact a lot and slowly start to like each other.
Dean was in the military but now he’s out and I wanna say Cas is a professor or author but I could be wrong about that... I know that’s not a lot to go on but I really can only remember the beginning of the story, hopefully that’s enough for someone to send me in the right direction!
 
 
21 February 2019 @ 01:07 am
Hi im desperate to find this fic! From what i remember it was based in the office at first at christmas time with Dean, Sam and Castiel. Deans mouthing off and Cas punches him, definitely hate first but Cas realises its an act and goes to Deans house after begging Sam to give out Deans number to apologise. Cue some egg nog, snow angels and Dean admitting his feelings etc I remember Dean answers the door in a robe? and Cas finds out dean was his secret santa.
 
 
17 February 2019 @ 03:44 pm
Hi, I'm looking for two specific destiel stories that I read several years ago on LJ, possibly by the same author???:
1. Destiel AU set in a sci-fi future, Dean was a soldier who has been presumed dead for several years, but was actually a POW, the war is now over and it is revealed Dean is alive. Story is about his reunion with Cas, and their six year old son. It was complete, and quite short.

2. Also a Destiel AU, this time set in either ww1 or ww2, can't remember precisely which, Dean is an injured soldier, there's something wrong with his leg, and Cas is the doctor who saves him and keeps having to try to get him to stay in bed. Angstier than I've made it sound, and a WIP.

Also looking for another Destiel fic, this time an episode tag to the season 2 episode Playthings, it's from the B&B owners pov, she has since bought a different B&B with her daughter, and low and behold, who should show up a few years down the line that Dean and his angel. It was also on LJ, a oneshot.

Help?? Thanks!
 
 
I’m looking for a specific story i read, i think it was a year ago or something.

It was during season 12. How Dean Sam and Cas deal with how the British men’s of letters don’t differentiate between good monsters and bad monsters.

I remeber that Mary was kind of a bitch and even sam went with her and the British. While Dean and cas created a network to protect good monsters. I remeber that crowley was with then and in the end chose to stay and remains human with them.
that sam got back on the good side at some point. That mick davies turned a new leaf too.

Also i remeber that it always said “ monsters news” and/or “winchesters news” by a siren, nymph?or something ... she used a fountain and i thing she was even in a bath at some point.


i believe it was a Destiel fic. I know it was completed and i’m almost sure it was on AO3.

Thanks
 
 

Does anyone have a copy of "And Hell Followed With Him" by legoline? It was a Big Bang fic from 2016. I have the link saved but it seems like the journal has been mostly cleared out or deleted. I didn't see the fic on the AO3 masterpost or on The Wayback Machine.

If the plot helps jog people's memories...it was a post-Apocalypse fic where Dean comes back from the dead. Sam is leading a group of humans who have survived the Apocalypse. Around the same time Dean returns from the dead, things start going wrong with weapons and food runs and a lot of the other humans think Dean is actually a mole for the demons. I don't want to spoil the ending but Castiel and Bobby are in it and Dean is extremely broken from his time - 4 years - in Hell.

 
 
Hey,
I'm looking for a fic I read several years ago on ao3, I think, a modern highschool AU where John and Mary are divorced, John stayed in Lawrence to raise the boys, while Mary travels the world for her career-possibly something academic in nature?-Dean believes the divorce was his fault, I think, and due to that chooses to hide his intelligence. He's very gifted at writing, but deliberately hides it from his family and teachers. I remember a scene where he wrote an essay for his teacher, Henriksen I think, but deliberately left the conclusion off, so it wouldn't receive an A grade. I think it was Dean/Cas, and that Cas is the one to finally convince Dean to tell his family the truth/live to his full potential. Please help? Thanks!
 
 
07 December 2018 @ 08:42 pm
Sam is getting tortured by Toni and thinks Dean is dead. Somehow a hellhound attacks the base and Sam kills it, getting the hellhounds blood all him. He then remembers the Trials of Hell and says the chant to activate it. I remember the British men of letters freaking out about it but eventually ends up letting Sam do the trials. So for the second trial Sam goes through purgatory again and meets up with Benny, who followed Sam because he smelled him. They go to the entrance to hell and the British men of letters gave Sam a compass type thing that points out innocent souls in hell. He finds a girl who sold her soul for her sick sister I think and brings her back. He gets attacked on the way back but Benny comes to the rescue! So they go and Sam does the spell thing to Benny’s soul into his arm and revives him but Sam doesn’t have much time because the British men of letters is expecting him at a metting point. At some point Sam prays to Cas and explains how he started the trials again and Cas tells Dean. I’m pretty sure the Sam and Dean had been having connected dreams but didn’t know. They just thought it was a dream and Dean starts ranting at Sam about how he started the trial again and how could he do that and they realize that the dreams are real. At some point Toni is making Sam have a dream about how they’re on a date or about to sex and Dean shows up and makes Sam realize he’s being tricked. Dean ends up saving Sam but they continue with the trials because of some reason and use Crowley as the demon to cure. As Sam is curing Crowley demons come and like beat up Crowley I think and it makes it so that if Sam cures him, Crowley would die but Sam still does it. After Sam completes the trials he pukes up this tiny thing and realizes it’s the demon blood and then dies in Deans arms. Billie comes reap him but Sam has this torch thing that Amara gave to him that was from chuck that basically brought him to life. Could’ve been Wincest, idk. There is also another character called Mary who talks with Sam during his captivity and is meant to be kind of like a motherly figure.
 
 
05 December 2018 @ 08:42 pm
The fic as I remember it had Sam being rescued and there were markings on his arms plus a necklace. Whoever had the necklace was able to command Sam to do what they wanted. I remember at some point Sam had lost the necklace and Dean found it. He put it in his pocket and started telling Sam to do things - on accident but then Dean started to have fun with it. I remember near the end of the fic Dean got angry with Sam and commanded him to sit in a chair with his eyes closed until Dean came back. I believe Cass was the one to find Sam and he made Dean apologize to Sam when Dean finally came back. As a punishment, I believe Cass turned the spell/curse on Dean but didn't actually use it against Dean. I hope that's enough info!
 
 
28 November 2018 @ 07:34 pm
Hiya everyone,

I have the desperate urge to read as many "adult baby Dean" stories as possible!

I'd love for you to post as many links as possible here so I can read to my heart's content.

I don't really care who fills the spot of "daddy". I enjoy stories with daddy Sam and daddy Cas the most, though.

It isn't even important if it's sexual or non-sexual infantilism. All stories are welcome!

I've already read most of the 75+ stories list that's wandering around on the internet.

Thank you in advance for your help!
 
 
19 November 2018 @ 03:03 am

Hi, first time poster! Okay, this was a very old fic on fanfiction.net I believe. What I remember was the following:

1: It was before Metatron was introduced to the show, but a version of him was involved.

2: Crowley, Balthazar, Gabriel, and Bobby all were helping fight Lucifer in a second apocalypse

3: Sam was kidnapped partway through and tortured into saying yes to Lucifer

4: Sam ended up dying, and Gabriel went to heaven to retrieve his soul

Thank you so much in advance!

 
 
08 November 2018 @ 07:58 pm
Hi, here with my horrible English attempt, I'm looking for two specific stories.

1. Dean (I think Sammy too) ends up in a dimension where angels eat humans (or just kill them), and Dean who has just lost Cas is seen as a traitor and while Sam goes on missions he stays in the kitchen, I think.

I think there was also a version of Castiel.

I'm sure it was in AO3 but I can not find it.

2.- Does anyone have a copy of Compass Antiphone?

Thank you
 
 
06 November 2018 @ 11:55 pm
I apologize if this isn't in the right spot, but fanart is still fan-created works, so hopefully it's okay.

A while back (like, several years ago), I came across a lovely image of Castiel raising Dean from perdition. The view was from the 'ground' looking up, with Cas and Dean high in the air, Dean wrapped in Cas' arms, Cas' wings either flared wide or swooped in a downbeat. The POV was sort of from the demons' side, in the back of a crowd of them, fighting against the army of angels that were dressed in armor and wielding swords. But the main focus was on Dean and Cas -- the image was brighter higher up, all 'light of heaven' ish, and the colors were rich and gorgeous the higher it went, with rays of light seeming to reach for them, while lower down it was all ash and shadow and blood.

Again, I apologize if this isn't the right spot for this request, but no amount of google searching has been successful, and while I've come across other images portraying the event, I've only seen this one once and never again.

Thanks in advance! *crosses fingers*
 
 
Hi,
This story takes place at Bobby's. Sam is having nightmares and I believe hanging on to Dean's leather jacket.
Bobby is explaining to Dean how Castiel is lying to them.
Dean remembers Death saying it's about the souls and realizes what Sam's nightmares are. Castiel is attempting to take Sam's soul for the war in heaven.
When Dean confronts him, God sends two guardian angels to fight off the demons and other angels who were there to take the soul.
Bobby describes one of the angels as 5ft, red hair and kicking the other's butts.
Thanks everyone
 
 
28 October 2018 @ 04:21 pm

I recently read a fic that had Sam dealing with trauma from the cage. I think it might have been curtain!fic but I'm not sure. In it Sam spoke Enochian and he was talking to Cas.  There was mention about how it was easier to talk about things in Enochian because they're talking about Lucifer and the different words for love. One of the ways they said it was translated by the author as possession, obsession. 

 
 
Hey, I was wondering if anyone had a copy of the above fic? I wastrying to find it on ao3 but it seems to be deleted.

Any help would be great!!!

Thanks!!!!
 
 
Hi all! I'm trying to track down a fic I lost when Delicious went down.

It was a multi-chapter story with 3 parts. Castiel brings her and John together as he needs their residual grace from being in heaven to hide him from his fellow angels while he and the boys try to stop the Apocalypse. Castiel falls for the both of them but borrows each of their bodies to sleep with the other as he refuses to use his vessel like that while Jimmy's soul is still alive (this is all consensual, the body of whoever he's in gives explicit permission for him to use it to have sex with the other person). There's quite a few scenes with Buffy and John getting it on while Cas struggles with himself not to get involved.

Towards the beginning of the story Buffy and John go on a hunt where they have to kill a werewolf and Buffy stops John from killing the werewolf child. She spends the night outside the cupboard she locked the transformed kid in talking to it and promising it a better life, then arranges for Oz to pick the kid up via helicopter in the morning. There's a scene where Cas washes Buffy's feet and touches her hair while she's in a bath. There's also a shower sex scene between John and Buffy. The three of them meet with Sam and Dean at a diner at some point so they can take Jimmy with them while Cas travels in John or Buffy's body. Dean REALLY doesn't like Buffy at first and is pretty rude to her until John reprimands him. Towards the end the boys meet a bunch of other Slayers and Faith flirts pretty heavily with Dean.

I think the fic was on Livejournal? Wasn't able to save it from Delicious before it died, so any help tracking it down would be awesome :)

Edit: Found! Some kind soul emailed me. For those interested, the fic is Here in this Perdition by cidercupcakes
 
 
Hi, I'm looking for a fic where Castiel arrives at a small town and has to stay and lots of people that are in hiding living there.

Bobby lets him stay at his house and Castiel is running from his family 'cause he told everyone they were doing bad things to people/were/alpha_omega etc. There is a religious aspect and Lucifer is in charge of that while Michael is in charge of the business side I think.

Dean was trapped in that place and was forced to impregnate a girl and suffers 'cause he doesn't know what happened to the girl and to their baby.

I'm sure I have this fic in my files but I have no clue of the author or the title and I have searched the ABO tag in ao3 and all and nothing. I'm sure is long as well.

Please help. Be well, Monica

Edit: Found!!! Link in comments!!
 
 
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20 October 2018 @ 07:56 pm
Hi everyone. It's almost halloween and I was wondering if anyone had any good halloween stories! I don't have any specific requests for this - I'll take crack, humor, horror, etc. I'll take anything! If it's related to halloween and supernatural, send me the link! Thank you!

P.S. I would loveee a story where Sam and Dean go trick-or-treating when they're kids but again, I'll take anything else, too!
 
 
16 October 2018 @ 05:07 pm
I recently read "It's all in the details" (twice, actually). I really liked the bad ass Castielness, his (platonic) relationship with Gabriel, and the pagan god angle. Does anyone have any similar recommendations?

I'm not specifically looking for a fix it- since I've read a lot of those lately.


1. Any tie ins with Cas being perceived or pretending to be a pagan god or other type of creature

2. General bad-ass, taking charge Castiel

3. Castiel taking care of Dean and/or Sam

4. Interesting/nice Castiel/Gabriel camaraderie.

I prefer Destiel as a main pairing, or gen but other pairings are not a hard no :)
 
 

After the talk with Castiel and his line “I dragged you out of hell, I can throw you back in.”, Dean is terrified. He does everything the angels ask of him, he respects all orders or rules he would normally ignore, so much so that it affects his personal life (e.g. no illegal parking, no bar fights or even credit card scams etc.). Sam of course notices it but doesn’t know what to make of it. When Cas finally catches on, he feels super guilty. (I would prefer it, if it would be gen and not Destiel 😊).

 
 
05 October 2018 @ 03:24 pm

i can't remember much about it, but i read it years ago and what i recall is that it had: > destiel> human au with the angels as a dysfunctional family (may have also been a high school au?)> there was a background plot reveal of anna being pregnant with michael (her older brother's) baby> gabriel and michael fiercely disliking one another, i think?

also looking for some general destiel fic recs that are preferably: > long (>60K) > set in the canon universe> explores the way dean is less than kind to cas, especially in the beginning, and doesn't treat him like a person (uses him)> explores the brothers' emotional codependency> explores cas not having the morality of a human being and also being old as hell> just something that handles how they aren't especially healthy

 
 
01 October 2018 @ 10:26 pm
Looking for a fic where Castiel's wings are damaged from an accident. Before the accident I think he was engaged. Dean also might have been a demon not sure though. Any help would be great. Thank you!
Finally found it: https://gedry.livejournal.com/tag/this%20is%20all%20life%20really%20means
 
 
29 September 2018 @ 08:06 pm
1. I am looking for any fics where Dean is hurt or about to pass out and whoever he's with (Sam, John, Cas, etc.) doesn't realize at first. Bonus if the other character/s are angry with Dean before realizing he's hurt

2. Fics where Dean is seriously hurt but he powers through and keeps going to the worry of other characters

3. Fics where it's kinda Sam's or John's fault that Dean is hurt and they feel guilty

4. Fics where someone hurts Dean or says something bad about/to him and Sam, Castiel, or John gets pissed and protective. The more pissed they are, the better ;)

Thanks for any help!
 
 
Hi,

I'm looking for a fic that was a retelling of the first 5 seasons but with just Dean and Castiel, Sam stayed in Stanford.

I think Dean and Cas went back in time or something and went about the whole apocalypse in a different way.

Sam stayed at stanford, and he wasn't really aware the apocalypse was starting. Dean and cas got a whole gang of hunters to join a network to stop the apocalypse. John was kinda kept outa the loop in the story.

Ringing any bells for anyone? It was probably Gen or Destiel. I remember it being kinda longish.
 
 
 
10 September 2018 @ 01:50 pm
Looking for any fanfic based on the Hades Persephone myth. Could be J2, wincest or Castiel with one of the boys. I'll take any.
 
 
1) The specific fic may have been a comment meme fic. I believe it was very short. But it had Michael (maybe Gabriel and Lucifer) as humans. They end up adopting Castiel and Balthazar who were their abused half brothers. I remember these two boys being terrified of their closet (that is how they were punished) so Michael dry walled the closet and got them a dresser instead.

2) Any hurt!Castiel centric fic. I've read everything under the 'Hurt Castiel' AO3 tag. So fics outside of AO3 or not tagged as such would be best. Bonus for people (Sam, Dean, Bobby, Gabriel, Lucifer, whatever) taking care of Castiel. This one can be any pairing OR Gen except Sam/Dean (Wincestiel is fine).

3) Dean/Castiel OR Castiel/Sam OR Dean/Sam/Castiel which has a part about people (Bobby, Mary, angels, strangers) finding out about their relationship.

Thanks!
 
 
Hey,
I'm looking for a specific story where Dean and Cas have been a couple for several years, and at a family dinner Dean announces they are getting married, only to realize that everyone thought he and Cas were only roommates. Sam reacts the worst, I think. Also, Sam is engaged to Jess, who is pregnant, but later cheats on her with Ruby. I just remember that Jess moved in with Dean/Cas, and was suffering from severe morning sickness. Sorry, I know it's not much to go on.
Thanks, dc9
 
 
27 August 2018 @ 10:52 pm
I'm trying to find a story about Castiel/Dean where Castiel was ordered (think by another angle) to please Dean (have sex) even though he dosent want it
Dean finds out way later and freaks out about raping him

Any help is appreciated
 
 

I’ve gotten myself in a pickle! Been searching through every possible tag I can find on here, on a03, on hoodie time... and I’m at a loss. I’m looking for a lost fic! Here are some things I remember about it:

  • Destiel
  • Castiel’s POV
  • Sort of Godstiel?
  • Castiel “wakes up” with memory loss; all he knows is he’s in some sort of paradise/beautiful place, and Dean is there.
  • Only, Dean is not there. Mentally. He acts like a sexual slave, and Cas it’s totes freaked out, and he goes to find Sam.
  • Sam is all “Dude, you’ve been keeping my brother prisoner forever, I’mma kill you now,” and so Castiel manages to convince him he isn’t all power-hungry monster anymore.
  • I’m pretty sure there’s this whole bit where people know who Dean and Cas are, and treat Cas like a scary God and are a little afraid of Dean too, because he Belongs To Castiel and no one is allowed to look at him.
  • Sam and Cas have to... collect things? Maybe pieces of Dean’s soul to put him back together?

I'm going to go ahead and put the "non-con" warning on here, because even though I don't remember it happening explicitly, it was definitely mentioned that power-crazy Castiel used Dean for sexual gratification purposes. 

God, I hope I’m not imagining this fic. Help?

 
 
22 August 2018 @ 07:49 pm
I never actually read this one but I saw the summary and I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately and I can’t find it. So Castiel wants to help Dean and Sam have a better childhood and in this fic Dean, and maybe also Sam, is a hooker, prostitute, sex worker, whatever the name is. Castiel goes back in time and gets their services but overpays by a lot and maybe gets them food, too? Anyway, Sam and Dean start to really look forward to Castiel’s visits. That’s all I can pull from memory.
 
 
As per title, looking for a copy of Learning to Live Half a Life by [livejournal.com profile] princess_aleera the journal is deleted and the story isn't held at AO3 if I have checked correctly.

Also an Dean/Cas recs would be gratefully receive. These are now my new favourites. I'm not fussy on who tops etc.

Finally I'm really late to the Dean/Cas pairing (after 10 years of j2) and therefore a fair amount of the recs I have found have been deleted so if anyone has any copies of good deleted Dean/Cas to share then pls send my way my email addy is my username at gmail.com.

I prefer longer stories


thanks everyone