Hey everyone I'm looking for a certain story. I don't really remember mostly anything about it. But what I do remember is that it reminded me of the story by Saucyminx; The year after it happened. And Jensen and Jared go and visit his brother in california and stay with them for a while. Thats pretty much all I remember sorry. Thanks for reading.

I'm pretty sure this story was deleted unfortunately but I'd love to be wrong! It was a one shot (or at most two chapters) and set in s12, either replacing or following the events of Rock Never Dies. Lucifer was able to hurt and assault Sam but the story is more about Vince in the post-possession haze realizing what happened and it was angsty but a great dynamic between two of Lucifers discarded vessels. 

And as for a general request, any stories where John is either brought back to life or through like time travel is able to see Sam (preferably set after s5) and see how messed up life has become for his son. "And Beats High Mountain Down" and "The Right Call" kind of stories. 

Thank you for any help/recs!

I'm looking for a fanfic of the Brotherhood!AU I read many years ago. It was not written by Ridley herself or the other active brotherhood writers. It was very Dean-centric, I think he was around 16 or so? He and Caleb were fighting about something and Dean felt very misunderstood and lost the whole fic. He started doing dangerous stuff with some other hurting kid of a hunter. I remember something about him riding a motorcycle on a train track and in one of the last chapters they were about to enter an old unsafe cable car. In the end Caleb safed him and they made up. The fic had around 16 chapters or so and I think I read it on Fanfiction.net, but I can't find it anywhere. Thanks for helping! 

Found it, it's called "Looking for space" 

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10796000/2/Looking-For-Space

Hey everyone! I created an account just for this, so if I’m doing something wrong, it’s beacuse I have no idea what I’m doing. 

About a year ago I read a Jensen/Jared fic, (and its precuel) that I forgot to save the link to and now I can’t find anywhere. In the fic not much changes from real life, they’re actors and they met in Supernatural, except that their marriages are beards (shocker lol) and Gen is awful, basically.

Jared has depression and I think that at a given point, he a Jensen argue at a party and he accidentally overdoses and it looks like he tried to commit suicide.

The precuel is about how they got together during the first(s?) season of spn, and I think, (I might be confusing it with some other fic tho, sorry) that Jared opens up about a guy who forced him to make out with him and tried to go further.

Also in the precuel (again, might be wrong) Jensen buys a bunch of alcohol and locks himself in during a long weekend to sort his feelings out and writes a list of all the things he likes about Jared.

I copy and paste the parts that inspire me from certain fics for future reference, (I already learned the lesson of save the link, but at the time I didn’t) so I have quotes from it that might help. I’ve tried looking them up but nothing shows.

Here are the ones from the fic:

The specific request is a 3 story (if I remember correctly) series. The first one dealt with Jensen ditching Jared for other plans? Second, the fallout of Sandy leaving Jared. Third, J2 spending Christmas at Ackles' house, and Danneel shows up. She hates Jared?

Gen request: 

Looking for stories where (purposefully or accidentally) Jensen makes Jared feel inferior in the relationship? Cheating, or otherwise. I prefer bottom Jared but will take others

Thanks guys!

Hi, I'm serching for fics where you can see Lucifer as the good guy rather than the evil villain. Wheter he redeems himself, or wasn't even evil from the beginning. I'm looking for anything an everything in this category, but I do have some preferences:

1. Lucifer being possessed in some form, meaning he wasn't really in control of his actions as the Devil. If there are any fics like this, I'd like to read them. 

2. Lucifer redeeming himself by putting himself in harms way, saving the Winchesters/Cas/Jack/other people and getting really hurt. 

3. Simply being very hurt and having somebody care for him, make him see that humans are ot what he thought them to be. 

Call me a sadist, but I like to see characters hurt/tortured/badly injured and I'd like to see Lucifer being one of these guys. I love angst, hurt/comfort, whump and stuff like that. 

I do NOT like most m/m pairings in the spn fandom, but I do accept if there's some Destiel or Sabriel. But if the pairing m/f or OC then I dont have anything against it. I'd even be very happy if there are some good fics with Lucifer/OC. And definitively NO WINCEsT.  Also, I don't care about the time range. 

So, if you know anything good, please help me. 

Looking for any abused/hurt Sam stories that have John as the abuser.  Love it when there is angst with John and Dean.  Any help would be great.

I read this several years ago on ao3. Started with John, Dean, Sam driving to Bobby's, I think. Sam was 16 or 17? Sam gets kidnapped by demons or humans who work with demons, and he gets tortured (maybe shocked, water was involved,...). Dean and Sam are intimate, Bobby is gay or at least bi. Some guy (Rufus?) gives Sam and Dean knives that they bind to each other. They spend awhile hiding at a hotel cause the owner was tortured by...something evil, so she has lotsa protections up to keep demons 'n things out. When they face Azazel, he reveals their intimacy to John, who loses it, and Azazel tries to like control Sam, but Sam has been cleansed of the demon blood through his relationship with Dean, so Azazel dies and John works to understand Sam and Dean's relationship.

That's about how far I read, I think, and I really want to read it again. If more detail would be helpful, I can definitely go into more detail. I feel like the name is on the tip of my tongue but I can't remember it.

Hi

I'm looking for fic recs about Sam and Dean. They can be hunting but Mary and John are not good parents, so Dean takes care of Sam. John and Mary can be in the picture or the boys live on their own.

Hopefully somebody can help me :)

After the talk with Castiel and his line “I dragged you out of hell, I can throw you back in.”, Dean is terrified. He does everything the angels ask of him, he respects all orders or rules he would normally ignore, so much so that it affects his personal life (e.g. no illegal parking, no bar fights or even credit card scams etc.). Sam of course notices it but doesn’t know what to make of it. When Cas finally catches on, he feels super guilty. (I would prefer it, if it would be gen and not Destiel 😊).

Hi hello!

I'm looking for this specific story that takes place at Bobby's while he is gone and Rufus left a witch in the panic room while he was somewhere else too. I do not know which season this takes place in.

Something happened to Sam, I think he was bit by some nasty creature, and Dean had to go to Bobby's for the cure. Bobby warns them about the witch Rufus left in the panic room but she manages to mess with Dean anyway and he also has to deal with demons attacking them. Dean ends up getting beat all to hell, uses the witch to fight the demons and save Sam from whatever the gross creature poison was doing to him (he was tied to the couch or something to keep him from running from his hallucinations I think?). The cure involved dean burning the poison out of Sam somehow.

I know I read it on Fanfic.com but I think it is here on LiveJournal also, and I have searched for it both places using several different descriptions etc, but I might not be using the right search criteria or not recognizing it when I start reading.

Thank you thank you!

This is killing me! This story was a series of 3 (possibly four) in which the first story Sam is kidnapped by BMOL — Toni mostly — who is working to try and get Lucifer revived. I don't remember much about the first story, just that the theme is that they are pushing Sam to say yes and he ends up believing he did say yes. Also, Tony  has a sidekick guy / right hand man (whose name I don't remember) and *spoiler* Toni is killed by Lucifer in the end.

The second part of this series, Toni's henchman guy kidnaps a delicate-minded Sam to try and take him 'under his wing' in his own sick way — he locks Sam in a storm cellar and there are storms outside or a tornado and he tells Sam it's Lucifer and Sam of course freaks out. Also, Henchman has a lady-henchman who is just kind of sadistic toward Sam when guy-Henchman is out of sight. 

They were looong multi-chapter fics and I'm dying and can't find them anywhere, would LOVE some help!!!